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Jarson AU: Carson transfers to Carmel High, where he quickly becomes editor of the school newspaper. Due to the competetive nature of the school, Carson's a bit surprised when he actually starts gaining some respect from his peers, and admiration from others. Others like Jesse St. James, leader of Vocal Adrenaline, the school's undefeated show choir champions. At first Carson chalks up Jesse's attention towards him as nothing more than Jesse wanting to be the star in a piece for the paper, but after he finishes the article, Jesse's presence around him is more prominent than ever.

#jarson #au #jesse st. james #carson phillips #glee #struck by lightning #SBL #vocal adrenaline #fanfiction #au idea #chris colfer #jonathan groff #LunalitSol #youkoartemis #yay jarson stuff #i did a thing

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SotD: Fun Friday

[let it be known that tumblr would not let me upload the song like our SotD posts normally have, thus the text post instead. Bah Humbug]

Fun Friday Song:

Santa Baby, as covered by either The Pussycat Dolls or Ariana Grande. you pick ;)

Unwrapping the Christmas Spirit (with a side of sex)

Part One

“Jesse, is this really necessary?” Carson asked mildly, one eyebrow crooked along with the corner of a lip, a present wrapped in bright red duct tape and an oversized bow made of ribbon with Jesse’s face on it perched on one knee and a textbook on the other.

Jesse grinned in response, holding a mug tauntingly just beyond his reach.

“Of course it is. Where’s your Christmas spirit?”

Carson sighed.

“Maybe I could find it in that mug.”

Jesse smirked.

“I’ll give you the coffee if you give me the textbook.”

Carson’s eyes narrowed.

“But I need to study.”

“Not on Christmas morning you don’t.”

Carson looked unimpressed.

“Jesse, I can’t take you seriously when you’re wearing flashing antlers.”

Jesse took a sip of the coffee and licked his lips slowly, looking especially more smug when a moan escaped from between his boyfriend’s pursed lips.

“Textbook,” he repeated, and Carson rolled his eyes, but marked his page and held the book out in one swift, rolling motion.

Jesse took the book with a grin and held the mug out. Carson seized it and promptly took a long swig, then another, and sighed long and satisfied.

“And his heart grew three sizes that day,” Jesse snarked with a smile. “Are you ready for the spirit now, Carson?”

Carson looked up over the rim of his mug, fingers curled with possessive tightness around the handle.

“I don’t think I’ll ever be as ready for the Christmas spirit like you are, but I guess I can cope if you keep the caffeine coming,” he allowed. “You’re like one of fake-Santa’s fake-elves on Christmas crack, though. Even the jolly, fat, peeping-tom himself wouldn’t be able to get to your level of insanity...Jesse. Are you even listening to me anymore? What are you doing?”

“I’m listening. You think I’m like an elf, but sexy, and obsessed with Christmas, and I am totally okay with that. I’m basically the lovechild of Buddy and Legolas.”

Carson lowered his mug, brow furrowing.

“You know Lord of the Rings?”

“Duh. Orlando Bloom.”

“Who?”

“You wound me sometimes, Casper, you know that?”

“It’s how I make it through each day,” Carson shrugged, going back to his coffee, then raising his eyes once more suspiciously.

“You didn’t answer my question.”

“Relax, Cas. I’m just setting the scene.”

“The what? ...Jesse, why is there a fireplace on our television screen?”

“It’s Christmas,” Jesse retorted breezily.

“I don’t- Oh no. What are you doing? Jesse. Jess. This better not be what I think it is. I thought we talked about the playlists.”

“We did,” Jesse acknowledged, coming over with a stocking in each hand and plopping down next to Carson. “But that was about the small stuff. This is our first Christmas in our first place. It’s like sex. You can’t do it without a playlist.”

Carson grimaced, but shook his head in surrender.

“I know nothing I say will matter, so fine. But you are refilling my coffee and turning down the volume.”

“Deal. Kiss on it?”

Carson snorted but pressed his lips to Jesse’s nonetheless. The kiss quickly lost innocence, and their tongues touched and skated along the other’s, exploring lazily the territory long since memorized, intimacy mingling their breath, warmth enveloping them briefly as their muscles strained against one another and their stubble chafed and their teeth touched and dug into the flesh of lip. And then it was over in a blink and a breath, Carson pulling back to nose once against him and then whisper into the hollow beneath Jesse’s ear.

“I think there’s some coffee in there I was promised?”

“I think there’s some sugar right here I’d rather give you.”

“Ah, but I take my coffee black.”

“Oh yeah? Because I happen to know that you enjoy a good dose of cream from time to time.”

“Very true, but now is not one of those times. Besides, didn’t you say something about one of my presents being almost as much of an aphrodisiac as you are?”

Jesse drew back, looking thrilled.

“You listened to me and you want to open presents?”

“Coffee,” Carson reminded him sternly, holding out his apparently empty mug. “And volume.”

“Fine,” Jesse retorted, eyes gleaming.

“And remember, we only have three hours before Andrew, Amy, and Seth get in, so we need to plow through this if we want to get anything done after,” Carson spoke to his lap, fingers drumming on the duct-taped first gift of the morning while Jesse bustled with the keurig in their little kitchen, the near pornographic sounds of a ‘Santa Baby’ cover now thankfully an undercurrent to the those of their apartment complex.

“Oh, something will be plowed, that’s for sure. Drew and Amy and Elphie can drive around the block a few times if they have to. Things will be done, sweetheart. That, I can promise you.”

Jesse returned with a wink and a cup of coffee, and Carson overlooked the innuendo for the sake of the caffeine.

Besides, it was Christmas, and apparently that meant something.

Not to mention, he was kind of intrigued to see just how far Jesse had gone when it came to his gifts, and also had to admit he wanted to see how Jesse reacted to his own offerings.

He had a feeling the reaction would be a good one. He just hoped they didn't lose control too close to the duct tape, because even though he tried to keep a pretty open mind, that was not a pain of the sexy variety.

Jesse raked a hand through his curls and tossed Carson a wide smile, not a show-smile, but a really genuine one, and a corner of Carson’s lips twitched up automatically in response, eyes wrinkling with a fond happiness briefly and without design.

Maybe, just maybe, he might have to start liking Christmas from now on. If Jesse kept this level of enthusiasm up, it was beginning to seem inevitable.

At least the sex was inevitable too, so there was that.

Jesse nudged him and gestured pointedly to Carson’s stocking, and now that he was really looking at the thing, he could see what looked like flavored lube peeking out at the top, as well as what looked an awful lot like a set of sexual position dice.

Sex was absolutely happening then.

Jesse smirked and licked his lips in a way that was very obviously lascivious and Carson wondered if this was what it meant to get into the Christmas spirit, really.

Because this?

Well, he could get used to this.

to be continued shortly...

also my apologies for no real smut in this part, because I apparently can't do porn without set up, but hopefully the fluff gave you the good kind of toothache?

#i may be a bit rusty #but it's something yes #Jarson #cuteness #fluff #christmas fic #jesse st james #carson phillips #sex will be happening #yay #smut stuff #sbl #glee #I'll tag more if I think of it?#zeusprah

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Morose Monday

Sympathy by Goo Goo Dolls (covered by Rasmus Bak)

Struck

(the original intended ending of In An Instant... tissues may be good to have handy)

“You get visited a lot… It’s weird. I told you once-… I was really mad,” Claire admits to the headstone, shifting her weight between toes.

“I went on your formspring and sent an anonymous message that said whenever you died it would probably be alone, and your grave would never be visited. It would be overrun with weeds and uncleaned and forgotten because no one would care…and I’m so sorry, Carson.”

Choking on the words, hands twisting in her dress.

It’s a wedding dress, the hem desecrated by mud, and the embroidery already tarnishing from its ill treatment of the past hour or so.

Claire hasn’t noticed. Her eyes can’t seem to see the spots.

In fact, all they see is the grave in front of her, surrounded by flowers still, despite it being nearly three years later, and the name embedded in the gray, storm cloud marble, a measure of irony she’s still waiting to find funny.

“I still think sometimes that we’re all the ones who did it to you,” she mumbles, sinking slowly into the crumbling, wet dirt at his stone feet, because there’s nowhere to go but down, never has been when you’re at the top. He’d warned her of that.

“Because you did die alone. You were happy and with someone and going somewhere, but we kept saying it anyway. And then there you were. Like a self-fulfilling prophecy.”

There are tears marring her perfect, wedding day façade.

“Carson…”

A sob escapes her throat before she can stop it, and Claire clenches her eyes tightly shut as the words wave out after it before she can choke them down, either.

“He’s a journalist, you know? An editor.”

The gravestone is stoic, unmoving, and she cries a little more.

“I loved you, and I hated you. And I…”

Claire leans her head against the rock marking of where her once upon a time best friend and biggest rival is buried, her perfectly arrayed hair falling in pieces.

It’s frizzy and clogged down with the spray of rain that’s only coming harder.

“I’m just glad I was only right on the one count. You haven’t been left alone, have you? Are you snarking me somewhere, Carson? You would be, if you could hear me,” she lifted her shoulders in a half-shrug, “see me. I haven’t been here since the funeral. I ran as fast as I could. I didn’t want to care. I’m sorry. I should have let myself give you that much.”

Claire’s nails want to scrabble in the dirt suddenly, and she fights the irrational urge to unearth, to dig and dig and dig until she can see him again, and his lips can form insults, and his hands can make words that simmer caustically in their high school cesspool of a student body.

But she also sees, in her mind’s eye, the blue tint to lips, and the abnormal pallor. It had been closed casket, and he’d been so badly burned, anyway, the image was almost no doubt false. But Claire still sees him, a corpse, and feels him, an animation, or sometimes the other way around, but they’re always both there, and the hurt of that is swallowing her whole.

She restrains her fingers, and tries to force herself back a little, because she’s probably kneeling on top of him.

“I’ve never been happier to be wrong,” she tells him gently, though, her tears calming with the biting wind, fingers tracking the stem of a ridiculously large red rose, and then sliding to a scattering of forget-me-nots.

There is a drawing of a blue cat and a red one within a frame, locked down at its corners by rocks on the jutting foot of his grave, and she stares at this, a sad smile curling her face.

“We all cared. Some more than others. You did leave your mark.”

There is a throat cleared behind her and Claire shuffles to her feet, tripping a little over the bottom of her gown.

A man with curly hair is looking at her, behind him a large cluster of people.

“Claire Matthews.” An Asian woman says, and her voice sounds thick, her expression strange.

It takes Claire a moment, but recognition of the woman, and the man with glasses and a resentful look at her side, comes fast as the rain they’re all standing in like it’s nothing, and it takes only that moment for everything to flood away because she’s a fool, and because there’s no forgiveness to be found here. She is not one of the regular crowd. She’s not even semi-regular.

She’s just the self-indulgent girl who told a boy she’d once been friends with that no-one would care if he died, and only came crawling back when she could no longer run away. When he was already gone.

And she’s absolutely a fool for thinking she’s ever been more.

That time when she was had been wiped from existence by the bitter four years that followed.

But then lightning flashes overhead, and as one the group flinches forward, the Asian woman, Amy, gripping hands with a gangly, curly-haired man at her side, and the man at the front, Jesse she remembers, like a lock in a key, lurches forward protectively, and tells the stone sternly that even he’s not special enough to break the “lightning doesn’t strike twice in one place” rule, and that if he does, Jesse will sing at the top of his lungs.

Lightning flashes again in the sky and the rain falls harder, but the light is more distant, and it feels like a snarky response.

She only knows she’s crying when the saline of her tears burns the tip of her tongue.

Jesse’s taken off his leather jacket, and draped it over the framed drawing, and no-one behind him protests, though shivers rip through him and he’s almost immediately soaked to the bone in a thin sweater that doesn’t even look like his. Looks more like it belongs to…

Andrew has dropped to his knees as well at Jesse’s side, and Claire’s head bows at his intake of breath.

This feels so private, but she’s run too damn much.

And, to be honest, Claire needs this proof of just how wrong she was, and just how much Carson Phillips had meant to everyone. She needs the evidence that he had still completed some of his goals; that lightning sometimes did strike twice, but didn’t always kill to do it.

She needs it like she needs this stinging gust of air and the torrent of her past coming down.

And she knows, deep in her bones and in their marrow and in all the cells that comprise the lot, that she doesn’t just need it, either. She owes it. She owes Carson, and the memory of him.

She deserves the experience of rain like nails and wind like sheets of ice, and his death flashing neon yellow above her bowed, ruined head.

She’s getting married today, but she can’t shake the feeling that she deserves to die alone, that she owes Carson bearing the fate that had been wrought upon him.

She wouldn’t be surprised if this gathering of friends and family, and maybe even one or two other rivals, all feel the same.

(I’m so sorry; I’m so sorry; I’m so sorry; I’m so sorry; Carson…I’m so sorry; C-man, I’m so sorry; Carson, babe, I’m so fucking sorry…)

Lightning cracks like a whip, thunder chasing it, and Claire stares at the sky, shivering in her wedding dress, almost black with mud, nearly appropriate for mourning garb, which feels much more fitting now, crouched low with her regrets… She’s tired, and the feeling of his motionless corpse beneath her too-sore knees, and the throb of how wrong she was to say what she had is erupting in her chest.

But while the sky still looks heavy, the lightning does too, and its loss of illumination has her sure of her way.

She’d come here to not run away, but that act itself was her running, and this scene playing out was just too filled with love forsaken.

She’d left someone once more, and she’d need to return to them before they, too, were lost. Claire was done letting people go just to win bits of too-fleeting comfort.

The dark light in the sky followed her a wink as she stood, touching Jesse, then Andrew, then Amy lightly on their shoulders as she left.

Only Amy looked, but her gaze wasn’t puzzled anymore, or irate.

The woman took her place at the grave, and Claire left to take her own, because she knew and so did the sky yelling down that running away and being anonymous to the consequences and forgetting others for the purity of her gown or her reputation… these weren’t options. Not anymore. And she had another editor waiting for her now that she refused to let down the way she had the original.

And if lightning struck down either of them, Carson Phillips had gotten there first.

She was pretty sure he’d have been proud, and his smug smile felt as real as the dusky storm sky.

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And I can't stop 'til the whole world knows my name Cause I was only born inside my dreams

#jarson #jesse st. james #carson phillips #fall out boy #centuries #struck by lightning #glee #jesse #carson #jarson st. phillips #this song is my fucking jam #i had to do this

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Here's one for Seth, too, because I couldn't resist.

#so i don't know anything about pretty little liars #but pretty much all of his stuff if from that #haha #i just had to do one of these for seth #it's too perfect for him #i know this is the jarson blog #but it's really the iai blog #so seth belongs here too #if i can i will do one for all the main characters #seth's the first oc #and too precious to ignore #brendan robinson #if this works for his character lucas too somehow go for it #i don't know anything about that #jarson #iai #seth miller #text post meme #LunalitSol

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jarsonstphillips · 10 years

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hello new followers! so nice to see you! :) this blog isn't quite as active as it once was, but slowly and surely i'm trying to bring more life back into it. hope y'all scroll through a bit and maybe like what ya see, and jump on the jarson bandwagon. we'd love to have you!

#new followers #general message #yay

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#jarson

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#jarson #edit #just for fun #playing around with some new stuff #think of it like a postcard to all you lovelies #i'll do something good soon #i promise #carson phillips #jesse st. james #glee #sbl #struck by lightning

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jarsonstphillips · 10 years

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Here is the song to accompany the gifset.

#sam smith #latch #in the lonely hour #jarson

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jarsonstphillips · 10 years

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I feel we're close enough. Could I lock in your love?

#jarson #jarson st. phillips #jesse st. james #carson phillips #jesse #carson #sbl #glee #latch #sam smith #i'm obessed with this song #i kind of imagine jesse playing this for carson at some point #being all romantic and what not #struck by lightning #lunalitsol #cause mama ashley's gotta know what's going on #none of these gifs are mine #i just found them and used them to my need

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jarsonstphillips · 10 years

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Body Swap AU: Jesse and Carson wake up to a very strange occurrence. Now they're forced to go about their daily schedule in the others body. Hilarity and disaster ensue.

#jesse st. james #carson phillips #body swap #glee #looking #sbl #because i can #and ever since i saw jon as patrick #and kurt in that one episode #i couldnt stop thinking about it #perfect for a body swap #so here it is #mwahah

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"I get kind of dark Let it go too far I can be obnoxious at times But try and see my heart"