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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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hey y’all, it’s been a while! i know i left without warning for over 5 months and i feel like i should have done this earlier but i’m here to officially announce my hiatus.
although i’ve felt nothing but love on this app, the past few months have been extremely draining. i fell out of love for writing because i was doing so much of it for other purposes that i now see it as a chore instead of as a pastime or as something fun to do.
so, as of today (more like 6 months ago but that’s besides the point), i will be taking a break from tumblr until further notice. thank you for all the love and support for the works i’ve put out and for waiting on me all this time. i promise i will come back with a better mindset, better pieces of writing, and more mental breakdowns soon! i will still be actively using the app as a getaway (aka reading and lurking as a pastime) so feel free to message me or send me an ask! i’ll see it! sending much love to everyone! see you soon!
love, ace 🫶🏼
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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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got my heart broken AGAIN…
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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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chose classes this sem and 3 of them were blocked for 7:30 in the fucking morning bc of my major. anyways, because i have been extremely stressed, i will be uploading soon (ironically, it will be a uni!au) sometime this month. hope y’all haven’t gotten tired of waiting yet and i appreciate all of you 🫶🏼
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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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happy 1 yr anniversary to the fic that i still haven’t finished that was supposed to be released 11 months ago <3
don't need it (preview)
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synopsis: when what used to be your favorite time of the year became your least, all because of a dumb bet between two college kids and a losing march madness bracket.
pairing: jaemin x fem!reader (ft. roommate!haechan and barista!jeno 'cause i can't help myself)
genre: fluff, angst, (possibly?) smut, college!au, barista!reader
word count: atm, 1.5k...will be a LOT longer :D
warnings: an embarrassing amount of swear words LOL, detailed/explicit smut (smut warnings will be specified when full fic is completed!), some mild violence
notes: hey hey hey you sexy people :D ik this is only a preview, but i hope it keeps you cuties wanting to stay tuned for more! although this is my first-ish post on this account, i have previously written under other pseudonyms before, so i hope this lives up to my previous readers' expectations <3 have a wonderful day babes, and remember to stay hydrated !
omg uh taglist..? yay!
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The message you had pulled up on your phone seems to be mocking you, laughing at your idiocy. If phones had eyes, yours would be burning holes straight through your face. Or the other way around, you’re not sure who is staring at what more intensely.
Who even drunk texts anymore?
Pathetically groaning at your pounding brain, you switched off your phone immediately after you saw the three typing dots pop on the message screen, signifying the receiver responding to your message.
Nope, not today.
If this were a year ago, seeing Jaemin's bubbles appear on the message screen would have had your stomach erupting with butterflies. It would have made you all jittery and excited for the flirtatious back and forth between the, then, artificially blue-haired boy.
But today, all you felt was complete, utter dread.
You shut off your phone completely, not wanting to face Na Jaemin at the moment. Or ever, for that matter.
A knock at your door shook you from your self-loathing, making you roll over on your bed. You grabbed your head in pain when you did so. The hangover that was there 30 minutes ago seemed to have magically intensified.
“It’s open,” you groaned. At your response, the door to your bedroom slightly creeked, and one of your roommates peeked her head through the small opening she’s created.
“The beast has awoken,” she muttered behind her to who you assumed was your other roommate.
“Good morning, Y/N!” the one behind her fully pushed open the door to your room, almost skipping inside. He moved to open the curtains, the boy beaming at you when he noticed you curling yourself back into the sheets, not ready to be interrogated.
“Rise and shine, sweetie,” he cooed. Donghyuck was normally already annoying, but at that moment, you felt the need to strangle him more than ever.
You pulled your sheets above your head, attempting to block the blinding spring sun from reaching your eyes. “10 more minutes,” you grumbled.
“Y/N, it’s 3 pm,” Yena pulls the sheets off your body. She had silently slipped into the room after Donghyuck did, coming to your side as the brown-haired boy was opening every damn window in your room.
“It’s 6 am hangover time.”
“It’s time for you to get to work,” she K.O.’d you in an instant.
“Fuck, I totally forgot!” you sat up, to which you immediately regret. The banging in your head did not want to stop, and neither did the ringing in your ear.
What did you even drink yesterday, Y/N?
“Wait, can’t she call in sick? I wanna know what happened yesterday!” Donghyuck whined, and for once, you wanted to agree with him and stay home. The headache you were carrying did not have any intention of budging, and you knew that it would only get worse when you stepped off the bed.
“I can’t. I’m supposed to close with Hyunjin and he can’t do it on his own,” you pushed past your roommates towards the shared bathroom.
Although this was partially true, and you were worried about your new coworker, you also wanted to dodge telling them about your previous night out.
You wanted to stall them long enough to find an excuse for drunkenly calling up the boy who broke your heart.
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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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my biases as frat boys (an ace brain dump)
i'm bored so this is how i imagine some of the neos (my biases) as frat boys...very quickly thought out but was inspired by hendery LOL
(more under the cut)
kim doyoung:
wasn’t even willing to join when taeyong asked
honestly, he didn’t even know how frats worked until taeyong legitimately had to drag him to the rushes
probably is the one who takes care of everyone in the house
makes lunches for them
during a party
he’d probably have eyes on every single expensive item in the house
either that or he’s properly hidden everything away so that no damage could be done
after every party, he complains the most
because he has to clean the house
and everything that anybody touched
does his absolute best to keep the place sanitary and liveable
but ends up falling victim to donghyuck’s “fireball gigantum” aftermath at least once a month
basically, hyuck makes the strongest most scrutinizing fireball in the history of man
and downs maybe 6 shots before he’s hunched over the kitchen table
shitting tears and throwing up like there’s no tomorrow
and the rest of the mess is for doyoung to clean
jung jaehyun:
willingly signed up during the rush
loves the party scene and fits the frat boy agenda everyone gives him
but lowkey a sweetheart
like he would NEVER play a girl/guy/anybody
if he’s not interested, he would simply tell you
trying not to hurt your feelings though
and
he barely talks
but when he does everyone is listening
has a really simple room
honestly kinda neat for a frat boy
during a party
he’d be the wallflower
people would come looking for him
not the other way around
joined a frat for the experience because he felt like he was missing out
ended up making pretty solid bonds with his brothers
but also ended up realizing how much he hated parties and the hangovers
xiao dejun:
thought he was joining the choir club
turns out he fits into a frat more…?
obsessed with their “attention” agenda
probably annoys everyone by belting at 2 in the morning
but they kind of enjoy it after a while
does not participate in a lot of the “activities” they do to “bond”
and would rather go play with his dog
ends up being the dj at a party
because he wants to choose songs he can sing to
since the party’s loud and no one is listening
he can belt as much as he wants at 2 am and no one would complain
win-win situation
ends up accidentally playing a ballad
ten steals his job eventually and he ends up just vibing with kun or something
hendery:
LIFE OF THE PARTY
only when he’s comfortable, of course
joined because he liked being in the environment
and the drinking games
decently smart but acts dumb to fit in
has a really high alcohol tolerance
everyone is simping for him but no one admits it
because they all think he’d never take it seriously
but is really just a sweetheart
at a party
he’d probably be in the middle of the dance floor
hyping everyone up
not even drunk
just hyped
high alcohol tolerance, right?
he would win EVERY SINGLE drinking game
has gone against the legendary johnny suh
and beat him
mark lee:
the one who joined without knowing he joined…
haechan made him do it
honestly though
he likes it
because everyone is pretty nice
socially awkward at first but ends up fitting in super well
academically smart but socially stupid
not stupid
but not the best when it comes to people
everyone loves him though
because he’s really nice and always sparks conversation when he notices someone’s alone
especially at parties
would probably accidentally drink someone else’s drink
and it turns out to be hyuck’s fireball gigantum
sPAT THAT SHIT OUT
right onto hyuck’s face.
lee jeno:
his brother was probably a part of a frat
and he wanted to see what the hype was about
idk i don’t really see him in a frat
if he were, though
he’d be in the one for the athletes
he probably plays hockey or soccer
and people think he’s really quiet
and he is
but everyone’s scared of him until he opens his mouth
or smiles tbh
at parties
he’s not the heaviest drinker
and is probably trying to prepare for a game or something
so just stands off to the side and plays the games
master of darts
plays his guitar sometimes for fun too
probably A GOD at beer pong
but lets renjun/jaemin win LOL
liu yangyang:
definition of menace to the frat house
attracts girls and brings them home
but sometimes it backfires
and they make fun of him
BUT MOST OF THE TIME
he’s got good game
a little awkward at first
but gets in the vibes eventually
would also not play anyone/lead them on
very straight up
he would fuck ANY party up
like he is the STAR OF THE SHOW
winning all the drinking games
dancing like nobody’s watching
but will probably get bullied by ten, renjun, or kun
because he’s kind of embarrassing himself right now…
WHY IS HE TWERKING?
zhong chenle:
only in a frat because he’s rich
can afford everyone’s tuition plus living expenses
basically joined because his parents made him
“continue our legacy” they said
everyone likes him but he likes nobody
well…
besides jisung
in the party scene
is probably the one yelling at everyone to either
“ROCK ONNNN”
or to “SHUT THE FUCK UP THIS IS MY JAM”
idk he just gives me like
“i’m in charge and whatever you do you have to ask me or else i’m gonna go tell on you to jaemin and then he’ll turn off the music and kick everyone out”
yk?
park jisung:
joined because chenle joined
no other way
and normally sits in the corner and bops his head during parties
like
he’s the one in the kitchen that pours drinks for his friends
and then just sits there
everyone probably checks him out
but he isn’t interested
he just wANTS TO GO HOME
i mean, he is technically home
he wants everyone else to go home
and he wants to go to his room
but someone’s probably making a baby-
FUCK DID HE LOCK HIS ROOM?
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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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still thinking abt how my senior quote was “i be walking with the cheese that’s the queso.”
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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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thank y’all for 200+ <333
nct dream as school crushes
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summary/genre: the dreamies and how i envision them as crushes you'd have during school. this is literally ALL fluff.
a/n: for self-indulgence <3 also chenle's entire persona inspired this, i am literally obsessed with him!!!
warnings: language (also this is featuring a gn reader!)
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mark lee: the oblivious best friend crush
y’all already know how this man is, so no need for clarifications LOL
you’ve probably been in love with him for years, maybe even the entirety of your school life and he would not have a single clue
like y’all have been friends since elementary
you thought he sounded like goofy when he laughed
and your favorite mickey mouse character was goofy
because in kindergarten you obviously have to befriend anyone who seemed interesting to you
so that’s how it started
but then in middle school
you realize what it’s like to have a real crush on someone
not just think they’re attractive
but also being attracted to them as a person
and mark was that person
like he’s the only one you’re comfortable around
and someone that you feel at ease with
obviously, you’ve tried to tell him
multiple times
but then you always miss the chance to
because dude would bro-zone you the second you bring something sentimental up
like, “hey mark, i like you a lot”
and fucker would say, “thanks bro, i like you a lot too!”
with the most oblivious and genuine smile on his face
like hello, i’m trying to tell you that i’m head over heels for you and this is how you respond?
anyways, once he goes that way, you never have the heart to tell him that you don���t mean it like that
so you just let it slide
so all through high school
you remain platonic
obviously, you’re gonna do little actions to try and hint that you might like him more than a friend
and sure, he’s smart enough to catch on eventually
because come the fuck on
you bought him tickets to see his favorite band
and took him out to a fancy, romantically ambiance-d dinner for his 18th birthday
but for a while, he just tries to brush it off because he doesn’t wanna push it
like he does not wanna ruin what y’all already have
anyways once high school is over and you start college
you try your best to get over the dumb crush you have on mark
but it’s always gonna linger because mark has left the biggest mark in your heart
*wink wonk*
homie finally realizes that you guys might be into each other more than friends when upperclassmen he started hanging out with ask if you’re his s/o
and he finally admits it to himself
“shit, maybe i do feel for them”
and then BOOM
his mindset switches and he tries to emphasize his actions in ways that will be obvious he likes you like that too
because he’s too shy and awkward to tell you up front
for example
on days where he does not have a single class
he would willingly wake up at 8 am to pick you up from your place and take you to class
sometimes, he’d show up with a coffee
other times, he’d plan it so that you two could get coffee together
eventually, he makes it a little too obvious because he starts taking you on dates
but he doesn’t call them dates
fuck, he doesn’t even know what to call it
one night, as you’re both studying for exams together until 4 am
the lack of sleep gets to him
fuck it, you know?
“we’re dating, right?”
and you’re so sleepy and tired
but you’re also kinda bewildered
like, your mind is too consumed with facts regarding human anatomy
that you swear you think your left ventricle is pumping too much blood throughout your cardiac system
gotta play it cool though
so you just kinda…go with it
“yeah”
“okay, good.”
and then you hear him mumble
“i was scared it wasn’t clear enough that i’m practically in love with you”
“you’re what?”
“fuck did i say that out loud?”
you can’t help but giggle and suddenly mark’s awake enough to process what was happening
he’s panicking now but you close your textbook and grab his face
you look him straight in the eyes and say it back
“i love you”
mark cannot help but blush as he stares at your lips
you notice and tell him, “you can kiss me y’know”
and he does.
your lips collide and suddenly all the frustration from when you were in high school disappears because you and mark are finally (officially) together
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huang renjun: the enemies to lovers crush
renjun with this trope is so canon to me i cannot fathom another way this could happen
anyways you and renjun have been rivals since you were children
like battling it out on the playground to arguing over who’s “smarter”
and as toxic as it is, you both are extremely academically competitive
literally always been neck and neck in terms of grades
y’all are always taking the hardest ap classes
and you both subtly flex your grades to each other often to see who scored better
the catch though
no matter what, you can never agree on anything
debates in class?
you’re on one side trying to justify that parallel universes exist
and he’s over here trying to prove that those universes are just aliens trying to mess with us
like even with the stupidest little things
you two can never agree on anything
so obviously, it’s a little hard for you to get along
you think the only time you’ve ever civilly agreed with something he says
is when you both argue with teachers over incorrect marks on your tests/grades
like it is literally a battlefield when the two of you go against your teachers
for example, one time in stats
renjun got so angry at the teacher for being stubborn about changing his grade
that he filmed a 10-minute long “renjun rambles” video after school
and posted it on one of his private stories
that donghyuck reposted
and it went viral amongst the school
because he made some good points
you watched all 10 minutes of that video
and literally was so invested in how he was talking
but that’s besides the point
anyways
along the way you do eventually succumb to his charms
obviously, with your similarly big ego
you never ever ever ask for help
even when you’re struggling on certain topics/subjects
renjun notices this, though
because he likes to observe his competition a lot
and at first he just thinks of it as an off day for you
you weren’t really as chatty in class
but then every day was an off day for an entire week
and he hates to admit it
but he becomes worried
like how can he ignore the wrinkles on your forehead
and the bags under your eyes getting darker day by day????
so, he throws his front aside and approaches you
and at first, you’re thinking that he’s coming over to compare more test scores
and you were not gonna have any of that
“fuck off renjun, i’m not in the mood”
but when he plops next to you with a stack of notes
you’re caught off guard
“i’m not here to pick a fight, dumbass”
“i’m here because your eyebrows are giving me a headache”
and begin to ask you questions on what you need help with
you ask him how he knows you were struggling
“because that’s the face you make when you score lower than me on a test”
you roll your eyes but let out a laugh
and he tries to comfort you by saying that he struggles too
and you both make peace for the time being
he agrees to help you out with any of the material that you’re struggling with outside of class
and through this you fall for him
when he genuinely smiles at you if you get an answer right
or his reactions when you one-up him ever so often
he’d check up on you and make sure you weren’t pushing yourself too hard
gestures like that really got you wrapped around his finger and you weren’t even mad about it
and little do you know, he’s falling for you too
he likes seeing you smile
so he always tries to do something that would cause it
he never knew how pretty your smile was or how much he liked seeing your eyes crinkle
he was too focused on beating you as a competition that he never got to know you as a classmate
so you slowly become friends through these little “study sessions”
and as much as you hate losing
you lose your mind over him and his charms
you’ve both been around each other so much even the teachers are shocked
anyways, with his help, you’re back in the game
your last test score is above average again
and you’re so happy you jump into renjun’s arms after class
and he almost falls over
“shit, i’m so sorry”
you both collect yourself and you sincerely thank him for the help
“you can thank me by taking me out to eat”
cheeky bastard
“like a date?”
you’re only teasing, but you wish he’d take it seriously
“yeah”
and you’re just O.O
“if it isn’t obvious, i like you. so yes, a date would be great.”
he’d be so firm with it too like he’s not even blushing
and now you’re blushing
“you’re stupid”
“so is that a yes?”
“whatever”
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lee jeno: the jock crush
okay not that type of jock…the nice kind
he has practically every single person on campus wrapped around his pretty fingers
and you find it obnoxious
like, sure
he’s a great goalkeeper and is extremely skillful on the field
and he’s smart
and he’s got this kind of humor that’s so deadpan it’s adorable
and his voice is-
anyways, whatever
he’s not that attractive
okay, continue to kid yourself man
anyways
you’ve always been friendly with each other
like greetings when running into each other in the halls
or casual conversations about your upcoming games when you see each other at practice
but it was never really that deep
yet you’ve always been fascinated by him
like you wanna know more about him
what you do know is that he’s the captain of his respective soccer team
and you’re also the captain of your respective soccer team
fun!
so on more than one occasion
you both have to decide how to share/when to use the field
he’s a nice guy so sometimes he’d let you pick first
but there are times when you both argue over which team gets which time slot
and that’s what kind of turns you on when it comes to jeno
you like competition and hate it when people back down because you’re supposedly “weaker”
so it’s extremely attractive when he starts to tease and pick a fight with you over the slots and who gets to use the field first
you often just end up deciding to split the field in half
because the coaches get tired of your bickering and banter
and then there are times when you both manage to hold a practice with both teams
but it’s more like a field day
because when your two teams are joined together
you either hear laughing or screaming
as chaotic as your teams are, at least y’all are responsible enough to actually put in work
scrimmages!!!!!!
sometimes, it’s one team vs the other
other times, it’s mixed
the day you confirm that you’ve fallen for jeno is on one of these field days
you’re scrimmaging each other
and he’s put someone else in goal
he decided it was the day he wanted to play forward
you, staying true to your position in the game, remain in goal
terrible idea
jeno is freakishly strong
that being said, he’s also got a pretty good leg
so when he swings it a little too close to you as he approached goal with the ball…
SMACK
right onto your shoulder
because you were out here, diving for the ball
and only when you hit the floor does jeno realize it’s too late to retract his leg
the game came to a pause when you let out a gruesome shriek
and jeno is PANICKING in all caps
“oh my gosh, y/n are you okay???”
as you’re laying on the floor holding onto your shoulder
jaemin would stand there kinda bewildered too and be like
“damn jeno, why don’t you swing like that during games”
and he saw how you were kinda smiling through the pain at the remark
and so he calmed down
before you could answer his question though, your coaches intervened and checked on your poor shoulder
it wasn’t broken or dislocated
and you seemed fine
so they just made you sit out for the time being and have you watch the rest of the game
jeno decided to sit out too
and his excuse was that he’d be given a yellow card in that situation
“theoretically,” at least
so he plopped down next to you on the bench
and he kept apologizing until you tell him it’s annoying and that if he tries to apologize one more time, you’re gonna kick him in the shoulder
to your surprise
he agreed
but you tried and change the subject so that he’d stop apologizing
and so you began to talk about everything and nothing all at once
80 minutes seemed like 8 when you were talking to him
you weren’t sure if it was the fact that you’re both carrying the weight of being leaders and captains on your shoulders
but you connected with him on a spiritual level
like y’all are literally the same person in different fonts
and through this you realized that you really like talking to jeno
and jeno
his jokes are endearing too
“this was actually really great”
you’d say this after coach announces the end of practice
“yeah, it was,” and then
“we should hang out sometime”
that one sentence literally knocked the wind out of you
and you kinda blushed
“yeah, we should”
“how about i take you home as another way to apologize,” and he’d have that eye smile plastered on his face and you find it so cute
but
“i have my own car…”
and he’d facepalm himself and you both giggle all the way to the parking lot
“to be fair, you tried your best” and he would sulk a little
so you suggest
“let’s go get boba instead”
“sure (.◜◡◝)”
and that was an unofficially official first date <3
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lee donghyuck: the platonic soulmate crush
i feel like he’d be someone you were forced to befriend as a child
like y’all were neighbors or something
so your moms would probably converse with each other every once in a while
and they’d make you two play with each other as they gossiped
so it was like
once you got into school
you were a package deal
anywhere you went, he followed
and vice versa
at first it was kinda cool having a built in buddy
ice cream stops after school
staying after school to mess around on the stage in the cafeteria
signing up for student council together
going to each other's' houses at weird hours
watching tv or playing video games
it was great
but then
people started to assume the two of you were either dating or siblings
and it got kinda weird
because a) being close to someone does not mean you are dating
and b) you do NOT wanna be considered related to him
(tbh you didn’t mind the whole sibling thing
but it seemed like he hated it so you just went along with it for the sake of his sanity)
like, no one wanted to befriend you two because you were always around each other
so you decided and agreed to hang around each other less
starting in the first year of high school, of course
because apparently, that was the year of change
you were both engulfed into different larger groups of friends
and since you were both social butterflies
it was pretty easy
at first it was weird
because it was always just the two of you
but then it became a little easier to kind of ignore each others’ existence every so often
obviously you missed being around each other
so in your second year of high school
you were like
this is enough
and always pulled him away from his group of friends to do things with you
he’d always would go with you
no matter what
sure, he’d annoy the living daylights out of you
but it was better than having to pretend y’all weren’t platonic soulmates
like
he’d pick on you for liking something other people don’t find likable
like dark chocolate
but every month
dude would buy you a bar of it
like
out of nowhere
he’d show up either at your front door or your locker
and throw you the chocolate bar
“my mom bought the big packs and i hate this stuff”
very nonchalant
also would lend you his jacket if it got cold during the school day
he’s super caring towards you
it’s like his instinct
and you VERY slowly fall for it
and by the beginning of your senior year
you were whipped
he teases you A LOT
and you act like you hate it but secretly
you enjoy that shit so much
you both have the routine of walking home together
no matter how late the other stays after school
you both wait for each other
and one day
you asked him to stay a little later
because someone wanted to talk to you after school
and since he was protective of you
he’d follow you to where you and this other person would be talking
and when he overheard this fucker say that they wanna date you
he doesn’t even know why
but he was fuming
he doesn’t even wait for your answer
and stormed off
obviously
you tell this person that you’re not interested because you’re into someone else
and apologized
they understand and brushed it off
so when you go and look for hyuck
and he’s nowhere to be found
you called him
but he didn’t pick up
and you kind of panicked
you checked his location and saw he was already halfway home
now it was your turn to fume because what the fuck??
why would he leave you like that?
he never left without telling you beforehand
so you stormed home
angry
a couple of angry messages were sent his way too
anyways after you got home and cooled off a little
you marched over to his house
you didn’t even knock an just stormed into his room
plopped on his bed
expecting for him to turn around panicked and explain why he left you
but he didn’t even so much as look at you
smoke was coming straight outta your ears
because again
what the fuck
why was HE upset???
“lee donghyuck if you don’t give me an explanation right now i’m unplugging your fucking pc”
nothing
so you did it
you unplugged his pc
silence
he didn’t even look mad when he finally faced you
he looked more upset
“why aren’t you hanging out with your new s/o/?” in a cocky ass tone
“what s/o??”
“the one that confessed to you after school?”
you question him some more as to why he was listening and why he left without saying anything
and then it clicks
“lee donghyuck, were you jealous?”
“yeah, so what?”
“idiot, i told them i was into someone else”
and suddenly he sulked even more
you scoff
“you, dumbass”
and he’s back
“oh :)” and then
“good”
and then he would be his whiny, touchy self again and apologized for leaving you at school
would probably take you to get ice cream or something
and then admit he was jealous and doesn’t anyone else to be with you other than him
(you come to school holding hands the next day and chenle pays renjun $10)
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na jaemin: the barista crush
i feel like jaemin fits into the idea of a college crush better than a grade school one
and i think he’d probably work at the local coffee shop near campus
he’d work in the mornings before his afternoon classes
because he thinks it’s a lot better to surround yourself with coffee in the morning
rather than textbooks
you were a regular at his coffee shop
every morning you’d come in with the same order
and ever since he started working there
you’d be one of the first customers he’d see at 6 in the morning
everyday
you’d order some super strong drink and sit in the corner of the shop with your laptop and a textbook
maybe an ipad
and just grind until 11
which is when he’s off
and then he’d run into you at your first class at 11:30
what a coincidence!!
obviously
you’ve noticed him too
like
how could you not notice him
when he looks like THAT!
you took studying at the coffee shop in the morning as an excuse to see him every morning
you intrigued him
because he aint ever seen nobody with a coffee order as strong as yours
sometimes he wondered how your heart was able to handle all that caffeine
anyways
fate would cause the two of you to interact eventually
BAM fate
you were partnered with each other for some project
someone would break the silence by saying
“let’s exchange numbers or something so we can contact each other for this”
and you both pulled out your phones to create a new contact
with names already typed in
he’d add the coffee emoji after his name on your phone though
and you found it cute
you’d both converse about the topic of your project and when your availabilities to work on it were first
and then he changed the subject
and started to talk about your insane 7-shot espresso drink every morning
“i mean, i’m taking this class”
“of course i need it”
and you’d both have a good time just getting to know each other
then
you became fast friends
you found out his favorite cartoon character is ryan and got him a ryan keychain for his *belated* birthday gift
and he wore it everywhere!
so you found that endearing
anyways
every morning when you came into the coffee shop
he’d go over and bug you
you pretend to shoo him away but loved his company
you fall for him when he texts you at 6:59 in the morning
because you didn’t come to the coffee shop
he was worried sick when you didn’t answer
and even considered leaving his shift to go check on you
but you responded at about 9
saying you weren’t feeling too hot
or actually
you were a little too hot
you had a fever
and after his shift
he’d rush to the convenience store to get you medicine
and got you soup from your favorite little shop
he showed up at your door with remedies in hand
willing to take care of you the rest of that day
and you kept saying how you did not need to be treated like a baby
but he is
so
damn
stubborn
refused to leave you alone
tended to you the whole day
homeboy missed class to take care of you
and asked his friends to send notes instead
jeno found it a little suspicious that jaemin didn’t show up to class
but understood when he said he was with you
you on the other hand
felt like royalty
he was so sweet
so charming and caring
and you couldn’t help it when your heart skipped a couple beats
as he fed you soup
to which you blushed at because jesus
HE FED YOU SOUP
anyways your symptoms subsided
and he felt comfortable leaving you alone
still called and checked up on you even after he left
the next day you were feeling a lot better
and showed up at the coffee shop a little later than usual
jaemin was shocked because he literally told you to stay home again
but you showed up ready to go to class with him
you waited for jaemin to go to class together
and brought him some homemade soup or some warm dish
“as a thank you for taking care of me all of yesterday”
and he’d smile really wide
“this is definitely not enough to thank you, though”
and you’d ask him what he wants or what he’d want to do
as another thank you gift
but you did not expect it when he said
“let me take you on a date”
and then added
“only if you’re comfortable, of course”
and then he’d kinda worry that he seemed a little too pushy
and took it back
“i don’t wanna make it seem like i’m forcing it on you”
and would kinda ramble a little
and you’d just giggle
“you’re adorable”
and he’d shut up
“yeah, let’s go out together”
his heart’s turn to skip a beat
and when you initiated to hold his hand
his heart ran
and you held hands all the way to campus and into class
all giddy and shit
and jeno would waltz into class content with what he saw because he was walking behind y’all the entire time
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zhong chenle: the annoying middle school crush
*i am breaking the 4th wall to say this rn, but ever since i started stanning nct, chenle always reminded me of one of my friends from middle school, hence where this idea sparked*
anyways
i think he’d be that kid everyone liked in middle school
because he was funny
and really blunt
like no one could control that boy
which is what everyone liked about him
like he was always really fun to talk to
on the off side
nobody would find him attractive because of that
like he was too blunt
and denied anyone who ever piqued interest in him
you were always just watching on the sidelines
and as one of his closer friends
you got the short end of the stick
having to deal with his constant teasing and all that
like you mention ANYTHING
and he’s ON YOUR ASS
“ew what the fuck you think HE’S cute????”
“oh my GOODNESS y/n, how could you like THAT?”
it’s all in good fun, though
because he never means any harm
like he knows when to hold off on the teasing
he almost made you cry once
because you were talking about your grades for the semester
and it was something you took kinda seriously
and he was poking fun at you for taking it too seriously
so you got kinda upset and went quiet
dude felt TERRIBLE for the entirety of the day
he kept trying to apologize but in ways that were more discrete
he’d stop by the convenience store and bought you something you liked
or try to engage into a conversation with you about the grades again but would say something different
and after a while he would just straight up apologize
which was nice because he always admitted when he was wrong or when he fucked up
you also got to see his calmer side when y’all would hang out outside of school
like
the two of you and couple other friends would play video games together after school almost everyday
and sometimes would hoop on the outdoor courts
he would probably be on the basketball team all throughout school
as much as people knew of him as the loud kid
they knew him as the star baller just as well
like he was a legend
he even got the chance to meet stephen curry in your 8th grade year for winning state champs in middle school
he did not stop talking about that experience until sophomore year
anyways
you probably always had a crush on him
because as much of a loud mouth he was
he always made sense
like whatever he was blabbering about
he was correct
and he had a point
when people were being bitchy
he’d not be afraid to call them out
and you admired him for that
which is what made you take interest in little chenle
he obviously had no idea
because in this case
you were good at hiding it
because you knew he’d probably turn you down
like everyone else
anyways
into high school
he was on the varsity basketball team his freshman year
we’ve been over this before
man is a legend
dude was getting people slipping their numbers and socials into his locker left and right
he was still loud
but people for some reason liked that better
anyways
those numbers and stuff he’d get
he wouldn’t really care about
obviously
he’d flaunt it to you and the rest of your friends
but he would not pay ANY mind to it afterwards
he didn’t really want to focus on anything else besides his basketball career as a high schooler
he was also kinda already interested in someone else
you actually fall for chenle on your 18th birthday
he had a basketball game that day and had to miss your little get together with your group of friends
which you didn’t mind
because you knew how important the game was to him
you said you’d reschedule and come watch his game instead
but he told you all not to because it’d make him nervous
which was a great excuse
it was the game right before playoffs and would determine if the school would make it to finals
it could have also been the last game of his high school career
so you agreed to his debate and had a small dinner with your friends
you had a great idea, though
before school was over
you snuck a note in his locker
“i’m always your #1 fan!” and then a small image of someone at a door
poking their head through it
and went on your merry way
on his way to the gym
chenle stopped by his locker
he saw the note
and instead of throwing it away like some of the others
he slipped that one into his pocket
you were at your little dinner when this was happening
and it felt weird not having him there
but you were gonna show up to his game either way
just secretly
you stood by the door the entire time
and saw him score like a billion 3’s
you were so proud of him at that moment
and honestly every moment
he was so passionate about his sport
and in the final 2 seconds he scored another 3
homie made direct eye contact when he shot the ball
like he knew you’d be standing there
anyways after the game he ran to you
gave you a sweaty hug
but you didn’t mind
it was heartwarming
he doesn’t know what overcame him but he felt the urge to kiss you
and he stared a little too long
he wasn’t doing anything for so long
that you did it instead
you leaned up and gave him a soft kiss
his first, actually
and he was SO embarrassed
he didn’t admit it though
you would play it cool and say something like
“happy birthday to me”
and he would giggle
but would catch himself
BECAUSE ZHONG CHENLE CANNOT BE CAUGHT SIMPING
he’d kiss you again though
to make up for missing your dinner
“that little drawing was clever you know”
“had me looking at the door every 10 seconds”
and you would just giggle
“glad you saw it”
and kissed him for the third time <3
I HAVE BUTTERFLIES WRITING THIS MAN STOP
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park jisung: the-quiet-kid-in-your-math-class crush
not the creepy kind
the mysterious kind
like he had a lot of friends but they were all upperclassmen
and they all graduated the year before
so he was only left with his one best buddy
who was not in this ONE TREACHEROUS CLASS with him
so he decided to sit with you because y’all had math together last year
and have talked a couple times
you didn’t mind either
because you thought he was cute anyways
he rarely spoke up in class though
but when there was free time
or like a break between lessons
you’d start conversations with with him
at first it was a little awkward because he was shy
but he’d give such adorable reactions that would make you chuckle
and over time he got more comfortable talking to you
sometimes
the conversations would transition over to like
the randomest things
and you would be so invested in them
you found it kinda intriguing how he found certain aspects of technology interesting
and like
it’s for the weirdest reasons
once
he called your usb stick an sd disk
which btw isn’t even a thing
and it had you rolling on the floor for 5 minutes straight
anyways
he was one cute kid
and you always enjoyed talking to him when there was time
sometimes you rarely got to talk in class because the entire day was a lecture
and you’d kinda be bummed
so sometimes you’d follow him to lunch or something
and just talk with him on the way to his table or the lunch line
and chenle would give him looks
and jisung would kinda brush it off
but his heart was literally beating a mile a minute the entire walk to his destination
and when you’d leave
you’d send him a little wave
and he ate that shit up
chenle also ate every last crumb he was seeing up like it was his last supper
homie would push jisung to ask you out like
everyday
obviously
you didn’t know about this
and thought you were the only one that was interested
so sometimes
you’d purposely try to not be in his bubble
and he’d HATE IT
but he also would not know what to do/say in that situation
but eventually he’d lean over and start a conversation
which surprised you at first
because for a while you thought you were annoying him
anyways
he’d spark the strangest but most interesting conversations with you
sometimes they’d be normal
like about hobbies
and through this you found out that he liked watching rom-coms when he was sad
(you made a mental note of this for later usage)
other times
he’d tell the funniest stories about his 5 older friends and what the 7 of them did over the summer
he would also talk about what he liked doing in his free time
and told you that he liked to dance
he even showed you videos of him at dance competitions from over the summer that his friends filmed for him
he was one hell of a good dancer
and he had this glimmer in his eyes when he talked about dance
and that shit was so adorable to you
you realized you were whipped then
because you started noticing and keeping in mind
every
little
thing
he was saying
it was something about his voice too
like it was so easy to listen to
anyways
it was nearing the end of the year
and you had very little chances left to make your move
so you decided it was time
there was a new rom-com coming out
and you heard from rotten tomatoes that it was a decently interesting movie
so
you invited jisung
it was really nonchalant
“hey, i have an extra ticket to see this one movie i think you’d like”
and he’d be a little confused at first
so he would just look at you waiting for you to continue talking
“i was wondering if you’d go with me”
and then it clicked
you were asking him out
“yeah, for sure!” with the fattest smile on his face
he wouldn’t even ask when it was
he’d just willingly clear his schedule to go with you
you decided he was gonna come by and pick you up and you’d drive to the theater together
to your surprise
jisung was a great driver
he was focused on the road
but also focused on your conversation
and it was so cute
he would be really nervous
but knew that you were probably too
so he tried being really chill and calm about the whole situation
you ended up hating the movie
and left a bad review under the rotten tomatoes website together
anyways
after the movie
and discussing the movie
you two would get in the car but start talking
so jisung wouldn’t start driving home yet
instead y’all started talking some more
and for some odd reason
you felt like it was a good time to confess
maybe it was because you landed back on the topic of romance in movies and shows and stuff
but he beat you to it
“hey” he would start
“i’m really bad with words”
and you would gape at him
because that was how he won you over in the first place
“but i have a huge crush on you”
and there was a pause where you realized that he was waiting for your response
“oh..sorry. forgot you can’t read my mind”
and he’d chuckle
“i’ve had the fattest crush on you for the longest time”
and he would smile so wide it brought you to smileys too
“so ahem”
and he would like
do that thing where you clear your throat a bunch of times
“uhm hmm…ahem…would you ahem…go out with me?”
you could not help but giggle so hard
“yes ahem i will ahem go out ahem with you”
“stop making fun of me”
“you’re too cute not to make fun of”
and he would really slowly and shyly reach over and hold your hand the whole drive home <3
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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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if y’all didn’t notice i actually wrote/drew on that header pic for the new headcanon post and i’m literally obsessed w it <333
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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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when i said i’d update “previously on” or finally post “don’t need it” but posted that abomination of a brain dump instead. i am so sorry y’all i will get to that soon i promise!!!
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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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nct dream as school crushes
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summary/genre: the dreamies and how i envision them as crushes you'd have during school. this is literally ALL fluff.
a/n: for self-indulgence <3 also chenle's entire persona inspired this, i am literally obsessed with him!!!
warnings: language (also this is featuring a gn reader!)
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mark lee: the oblivious best friend crush
y’all already know how this man is, so no need for clarifications LOL
you’ve probably been in love with him for years, maybe even the entirety of your school life and he would not have a single clue
like y’all have been friends since elementary
you thought he sounded like goofy when he laughed
and your favorite mickey mouse character was goofy
because in kindergarten you obviously have to befriend anyone who seemed interesting to you
so that’s how it started
but then in middle school
you realize what it’s like to have a real crush on someone
not just think they’re attractive
but also being attracted to them as a person
and mark was that person
like he’s the only one you’re comfortable around
and someone that you feel at ease with
obviously, you’ve tried to tell him
multiple times
but then you always miss the chance to
because dude would bro-zone you the second you bring something sentimental up
like, “hey mark, i like you a lot”
and fucker would say, “thanks bro, i like you a lot too!”
with the most oblivious and genuine smile on his face
like hello, i’m trying to tell you that i’m head over heels for you and this is how you respond?
anyways, once he goes that way, you never have the heart to tell him that you don’t mean it like that
so you just let it slide
so all through high school
you remain platonic
obviously, you’re gonna do little actions to try and hint that you might like him more than a friend
and sure, he’s smart enough to catch on eventually
because come the fuck on
you bought him tickets to see his favorite band
and took him out to a fancy, romantically ambiance-d dinner for his 18th birthday
but for a while, he just tries to brush it off because he doesn’t wanna push it
like he does not wanna ruin what y’all already have
anyways once high school is over and you start college
you try your best to get over the dumb crush you have on mark
but it’s always gonna linger because mark has left the biggest mark in your heart
*wink wonk*
homie finally realizes that you guys might be into each other more than friends when upperclassmen he started hanging out with ask if you’re his s/o
and he finally admits it to himself
“shit, maybe i do feel for them”
and then BOOM
his mindset switches and he tries to emphasize his actions in ways that will be obvious he likes you like that too
because he’s too shy and awkward to tell you up front
for example
on days where he does not have a single class
he would willingly wake up at 8 am to pick you up from your place and take you to class
sometimes, he’d show up with a coffee
other times, he’d plan it so that you two could get coffee together
eventually, he makes it a little too obvious because he starts taking you on dates
but he doesn’t call them dates
fuck, he doesn’t even know what to call it
one night, as you’re both studying for exams together until 4 am
the lack of sleep gets to him
fuck it, you know?
“we’re dating, right?”
and you’re so sleepy and tired
but you’re also kinda bewildered
like, your mind is too consumed with facts regarding human anatomy
that you swear you think your left ventricle is pumping too much blood throughout your cardiac system
gotta play it cool though
so you just kinda…go with it
“yeah”
“okay, good.”
and then you hear him mumble
“i was scared it wasn’t clear enough that i’m practically in love with you”
“you’re what?”
“fuck did i say that out loud?”
you can’t help but giggle and suddenly mark’s awake enough to process what was happening
he’s panicking now but you close your textbook and grab his face
you look him straight in the eyes and say it back
“i love you”
mark cannot help but blush as he stares at your lips
you notice and tell him, “you can kiss me y’know”
and he does.
your lips collide and suddenly all the frustration from when you were in high school disappears because you and mark are finally (officially) together
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huang renjun: the enemies to lovers crush
renjun with this trope is so canon to me i cannot fathom another way this could happen
anyways you and renjun have been rivals since you were children
like battling it out on the playground to arguing over who’s “smarter”
and as toxic as it is, you both are extremely academically competitive
literally always been neck and neck in terms of grades
y’all are always taking the hardest ap classes
and you both subtly flex your grades to each other often to see who scored better
the catch though
no matter what, you can never agree on anything
debates in class?
you’re on one side trying to justify that parallel universes exist
and he’s over here trying to prove that those universes are just aliens trying to mess with us
like even with the stupidest little things
you two can never agree on anything
so obviously, it’s a little hard for you to get along
you think the only time you’ve ever civilly agreed with something he says
is when you both argue with teachers over incorrect marks on your tests/grades
like it is literally a battlefield when the two of you go against your teachers
for example, one time in stats
renjun got so angry at the teacher for being stubborn about changing his grade
that he filmed a 10-minute long “renjun rambles” video after school
and posted it on one of his private stories
that donghyuck reposted
and it went viral amongst the school
because he made some good points
you watched all 10 minutes of that video
and literally was so invested in how he was talking
but that’s besides the point
anyways
along the way you do eventually succumb to his charms
obviously, with your similarly big ego
you never ever ever ask for help
even when you’re struggling on certain topics/subjects
renjun notices this, though
because he likes to observe his competition a lot
and at first he just thinks of it as an off day for you
you weren’t really as chatty in class
but then every day was an off day for an entire week
and he hates to admit it
but he becomes worried
like how can he ignore the wrinkles on your forehead
and the bags under your eyes getting darker day by day????
so, he throws his front aside and approaches you
and at first, you’re thinking that he’s coming over to compare more test scores
and you were not gonna have any of that
“fuck off renjun, i’m not in the mood”
but when he plops next to you with a stack of notes
you’re caught off guard
“i’m not here to pick a fight, dumbass”
“i’m here because your eyebrows are giving me a headache”
and begin to ask you questions on what you need help with
you ask him how he knows you were struggling
“because that’s the face you make when you score lower than me on a test”
you roll your eyes but let out a laugh
and he tries to comfort you by saying that he struggles too
and you both make peace for the time being
he agrees to help you out with any of the material that you’re struggling with outside of class
and through this you fall for him
when he genuinely smiles at you if you get an answer right
or his reactions when you one-up him ever so often
he’d check up on you and make sure you weren’t pushing yourself too hard
gestures like that really got you wrapped around his finger and you weren’t even mad about it
and little do you know, he’s falling for you too
he likes seeing you smile
so he always tries to do something that would cause it
he never knew how pretty your smile was or how much he liked seeing your eyes crinkle
he was too focused on beating you as a competition that he never got to know you as a classmate
so you slowly become friends through these little “study sessions”
and as much as you hate losing
you lose your mind over him and his charms
you’ve both been around each other so much even the teachers are shocked
anyways, with his help, you’re back in the game
your last test score is above average again
and you’re so happy you jump into renjun’s arms after class
and he almost falls over
“shit, i’m so sorry”
you both collect yourself and you sincerely thank him for the help
“you can thank me by taking me out to eat”
cheeky bastard
“like a date?”
you’re only teasing, but you wish he’d take it seriously
“yeah”
and you’re just O.O
“if it isn’t obvious, i like you. so yes, a date would be great.”
he’d be so firm with it too like he’s not even blushing
and now you’re blushing
“you’re stupid”
“so is that a yes?”
“whatever”
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lee jeno: the jock crush
okay not that type of jock…the nice kind
he has practically every single person on campus wrapped around his pretty fingers
and you find it obnoxious
like, sure
he’s a great goalkeeper and is extremely skillful on the field
and he’s smart
and he’s got this kind of humor that’s so deadpan it’s adorable
and his voice is-
anyways, whatever
he’s not that attractive
okay, continue to kid yourself man
anyways
you’ve always been friendly with each other
like greetings when running into each other in the halls
or casual conversations about your upcoming games when you see each other at practice
but it was never really that deep
yet you’ve always been fascinated by him
like you wanna know more about him
what you do know is that he’s the captain of his respective soccer team
and you’re also the captain of your respective soccer team
fun!
so on more than one occasion
you both have to decide how to share/when to use the field
he’s a nice guy so sometimes he’d let you pick first
but there are times when you both argue over which team gets which time slot
and that’s what kind of turns you on when it comes to jeno
you like competition and hate it when people back down because you’re supposedly “weaker”
so it’s extremely attractive when he starts to tease and pick a fight with you over the slots and who gets to use the field first
you often just end up deciding to split the field in half
because the coaches get tired of your bickering and banter
and then there are times when you both manage to hold a practice with both teams
but it’s more like a field day
because when your two teams are joined together
you either hear laughing or screaming
as chaotic as your teams are, at least y’all are responsible enough to actually put in work
scrimmages!!!!!!
sometimes, it’s one team vs the other
other times, it’s mixed
the day you confirm that you’ve fallen for jeno is on one of these field days
you’re scrimmaging each other
and he’s put someone else in goal
he decided it was the day he wanted to play forward
you, staying true to your position in the game, remain in goal
terrible idea
jeno is freakishly strong
that being said, he’s also got a pretty good leg
so when he swings it a little too close to you as he approached goal with the ball…
SMACK
right onto your shoulder
because you were out here, diving for the ball
and only when you hit the floor does jeno realize it’s too late to retract his leg
the game came to a pause when you let out a gruesome shriek
and jeno is PANICKING in all caps
“oh my gosh, y/n are you okay???”
as you’re laying on the floor holding onto your shoulder
jaemin would stand there kinda bewildered too and be like
“damn jeno, why don’t you swing like that during games”
and he saw how you were kinda smiling through the pain at the remark
and so he calmed down
before you could answer his question though, your coaches intervened and checked on your poor shoulder
it wasn’t broken or dislocated
and you seemed fine
so they just made you sit out for the time being and have you watch the rest of the game
jeno decided to sit out too
and his excuse was that he’d be given a yellow card in that situation
“theoretically,” at least
so he plopped down next to you on the bench
and he kept apologizing until you tell him it’s annoying and that if he tries to apologize one more time, you’re gonna kick him in the shoulder
to your surprise
he agreed
but you tried and change the subject so that he’d stop apologizing
and so you began to talk about everything and nothing all at once
80 minutes seemed like 8 when you were talking to him
you weren’t sure if it was the fact that you’re both carrying the weight of being leaders and captains on your shoulders
but you connected with him on a spiritual level
like y’all are literally the same person in different fonts
and through this you realized that you really like talking to jeno
and jeno
his jokes are endearing too
“this was actually really great”
you’d say this after coach announces the end of practice
“yeah, it was,” and then
“we should hang out sometime”
that one sentence literally knocked the wind out of you
and you kinda blushed
“yeah, we should”
“how about i take you home as another way to apologize,” and he’d have that eye smile plastered on his face and you find it so cute
but
“i have my own car…”
and he’d facepalm himself and you both giggle all the way to the parking lot
“to be fair, you tried your best” and he would sulk a little
so you suggest
“let’s go get boba instead”
“sure (.◜◡◝)”
and that was an unofficially official first date <3
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lee donghyuck: the platonic soulmate crush
i feel like he’d be someone you were forced to befriend as a child
like y’all were neighbors or something
so your moms would probably converse with each other every once in a while
and they’d make you two play with each other as they gossiped
so it was like
once you got into school
you were a package deal
anywhere you went, he followed
and vice versa
at first it was kinda cool having a built in buddy
ice cream stops after school
staying after school to mess around on the stage in the cafeteria
signing up for student council together
going to each other's' houses at weird hours
watching tv or playing video games
it was great
but then
people started to assume the two of you were either dating or siblings
and it got kinda weird
because a) being close to someone does not mean you are dating
and b) you do NOT wanna be considered related to him
(tbh you didn’t mind the whole sibling thing
but it seemed like he hated it so you just went along with it for the sake of his sanity)
like, no one wanted to befriend you two because you were always around each other
so you decided and agreed to hang around each other less
starting in the first year of high school, of course
because apparently, that was the year of change
you were both engulfed into different larger groups of friends
and since you were both social butterflies
it was pretty easy
at first it was weird
because it was always just the two of you
but then it became a little easier to kind of ignore each others’ existence every so often
obviously you missed being around each other
so in your second year of high school
you were like
this is enough
and always pulled him away from his group of friends to do things with you
he’d always would go with you
no matter what
sure, he’d annoy the living daylights out of you
but it was better than having to pretend y’all weren’t platonic soulmates
like
he’d pick on you for liking something other people don’t find likable
like dark chocolate
but every month
dude would buy you a bar of it
like
out of nowhere
he’d show up either at your front door or your locker
and throw you the chocolate bar
“my mom bought the big packs and i hate this stuff”
very nonchalant
also would lend you his jacket if it got cold during the school day
he’s super caring towards you
it’s like his instinct
and you VERY slowly fall for it
and by the beginning of your senior year
you were whipped
he teases you A LOT
and you act like you hate it but secretly
you enjoy that shit so much
you both have the routine of walking home together
no matter how late the other stays after school
you both wait for each other
and one day
you asked him to stay a little later
because someone wanted to talk to you after school
and since he was protective of you
he’d follow you to where you and this other person would be talking
and when he overheard this fucker say that they wanna date you
he doesn’t even know why
but he was fuming
he doesn’t even wait for your answer
and stormed off
obviously
you tell this person that you’re not interested because you’re into someone else
and apologized
they understand and brushed it off
so when you go and look for hyuck
and he’s nowhere to be found
you called him
but he didn’t pick up
and you kind of panicked
you checked his location and saw he was already halfway home
now it was your turn to fume because what the fuck??
why would he leave you like that?
he never left without telling you beforehand
so you stormed home
angry
a couple of angry messages were sent his way too
anyways after you got home and cooled off a little
you marched over to his house
you didn’t even knock an just stormed into his room
plopped on his bed
expecting for him to turn around panicked and explain why he left you
but he didn’t even so much as look at you
smoke was coming straight outta your ears
because again
what the fuck
why was HE upset???
“lee donghyuck if you don’t give me an explanation right now i’m unplugging your fucking pc”
nothing
so you did it
you unplugged his pc
silence
he didn’t even look mad when he finally faced you
he looked more upset
“why aren’t you hanging out with your new s/o/?” in a cocky ass tone
“what s/o??”
“the one that confessed to you after school?”
you question him some more as to why he was listening and why he left without saying anything
and then it clicks
“lee donghyuck, were you jealous?”
“yeah, so what?”
“idiot, i told them i was into someone else”
and suddenly he sulked even more
you scoff
“you, dumbass”
and he’s back
“oh :)” and then
“good”
and then he would be his whiny, touchy self again and apologized for leaving you at school
would probably take you to get ice cream or something
and then admit he was jealous and doesn’t anyone else to be with you other than him
(you come to school holding hands the next day and chenle pays renjun $10)
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na jaemin: the barista crush
i feel like jaemin fits into the idea of a college crush better than a grade school one
and i think he’d probably work at the local coffee shop near campus
he’d work in the mornings before his afternoon classes
because he thinks it’s a lot better to surround yourself with coffee in the morning
rather than textbooks
you were a regular at his coffee shop
every morning you’d come in with the same order
and ever since he started working there
you’d be one of the first customers he’d see at 6 in the morning
everyday
you’d order some super strong drink and sit in the corner of the shop with your laptop and a textbook
maybe an ipad
and just grind until 11
which is when he’s off
and then he’d run into you at your first class at 11:30
what a coincidence!!
obviously
you’ve noticed him too
like
how could you not notice him
when he looks like THAT!
you took studying at the coffee shop in the morning as an excuse to see him every morning
you intrigued him
because he aint ever seen nobody with a coffee order as strong as yours
sometimes he wondered how your heart was able to handle all that caffeine
anyways
fate would cause the two of you to interact eventually
BAM fate
you were partnered with each other for some project
someone would break the silence by saying
“let’s exchange numbers or something so we can contact each other for this”
and you both pulled out your phones to create a new contact
with names already typed in
he’d add the coffee emoji after his name on your phone though
and you found it cute
you’d both converse about the topic of your project and when your availabilities to work on it were first
and then he changed the subject
and started to talk about your insane 7-shot espresso drink every morning
“i mean, i’m taking this class”
“of course i need it”
and you’d both have a good time just getting to know each other
then
you became fast friends
you found out his favorite cartoon character is ryan and got him a ryan keychain for his *belated* birthday gift
and he wore it everywhere!
so you found that endearing
anyways
every morning when you came into the coffee shop
he’d go over and bug you
you pretend to shoo him away but loved his company
you fall for him when he texts you at 6:59 in the morning
because you didn’t come to the coffee shop
he was worried sick when you didn’t answer
and even considered leaving his shift to go check on you
but you responded at about 9
saying you weren’t feeling too hot
or actually
you were a little too hot
you had a fever
and after his shift
he’d rush to the convenience store to get you medicine
and got you soup from your favorite little shop
he showed up at your door with remedies in hand
willing to take care of you the rest of that day
and you kept saying how you did not need to be treated like a baby
but he is
so
damn
stubborn
refused to leave you alone
tended to you the whole day
homeboy missed class to take care of you
and asked his friends to send notes instead
jeno found it a little suspicious that jaemin didn’t show up to class
but understood when he said he was with you
you on the other hand
felt like royalty
he was so sweet
so charming and caring
and you couldn’t help it when your heart skipped a couple beats
as he fed you soup
to which you blushed at because jesus
HE FED YOU SOUP
anyways your symptoms subsided
and he felt comfortable leaving you alone
still called and checked up on you even after he left
the next day you were feeling a lot better
and showed up at the coffee shop a little later than usual
jaemin was shocked because he literally told you to stay home again
but you showed up ready to go to class with him
you waited for jaemin to go to class together
and brought him some homemade soup or some warm dish
“as a thank you for taking care of me all of yesterday”
and he’d smile really wide
“this is definitely not enough to thank you, though”
and you’d ask him what he wants or what he’d want to do
as another thank you gift
but you did not expect it when he said
“let me take you on a date”
and then added
“only if you’re comfortable, of course”
and then he’d kinda worry that he seemed a little too pushy
and took it back
“i don’t wanna make it seem like i’m forcing it on you”
and would kinda ramble a little
and you’d just giggle
“you’re adorable”
and he’d shut up
“yeah, let’s go out together”
his heart’s turn to skip a beat
and when you initiated to hold his hand
his heart ran
and you held hands all the way to campus and into class
all giddy and shit
and jeno would waltz into class content with what he saw because he was walking behind y’all the entire time
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zhong chenle: the annoying middle school crush
*i am breaking the 4th wall to say this rn, but ever since i started stanning nct, chenle always reminded me of one of my friends from middle school, hence where this idea sparked*
anyways
i think he’d be that kid everyone liked in middle school
because he was funny
and really blunt
like no one could control that boy
which is what everyone liked about him
like he was always really fun to talk to
on the off side
nobody would find him attractive because of that
like he was too blunt
and denied anyone who ever piqued interest in him
you were always just watching on the sidelines
and as one of his closer friends
you got the short end of the stick
having to deal with his constant teasing and all that
like you mention ANYTHING
and he’s ON YOUR ASS
“ew what the fuck you think HE’S cute????”
“oh my GOODNESS y/n, how could you like THAT?”
it’s all in good fun, though
because he never means any harm
like he knows when to hold off on the teasing
he almost made you cry once
because you were talking about your grades for the semester
and it was something you took kinda seriously
and he was poking fun at you for taking it too seriously
so you got kinda upset and went quiet
dude felt TERRIBLE for the entirety of the day
he kept trying to apologize but in ways that were more discrete
he’d stop by the convenience store and bought you something you liked
or try to engage into a conversation with you about the grades again but would say something different
and after a while he would just straight up apologize
which was nice because he always admitted when he was wrong or when he fucked up
you also got to see his calmer side when y’all would hang out outside of school
like
the two of you and couple other friends would play video games together after school almost everyday
and sometimes would hoop on the outdoor courts
he would probably be on the basketball team all throughout school
as much as people knew of him as the loud kid
they knew him as the star baller just as well
like he was a legend
he even got the chance to meet stephen curry in your 8th grade year for winning state champs in middle school
he did not stop talking about that experience until sophomore year
anyways
you probably always had a crush on him
because as much of a loud mouth he was
he always made sense
like whatever he was blabbering about
he was correct
and he had a point
when people were being bitchy
he’d not be afraid to call them out
and you admired him for that
which is what made you take interest in little chenle
he obviously had no idea
because in this case
you were good at hiding it
because you knew he’d probably turn you down
like everyone else
anyways
into high school
he was on the varsity basketball team his freshman year
we’ve been over this before
man is a legend
dude was getting people slipping their numbers and socials into his locker left and right
he was still loud
but people for some reason liked that better
anyways
those numbers and stuff he’d get
he wouldn’t really care about
obviously
he’d flaunt it to you and the rest of your friends
but he would not pay ANY mind to it afterwards
he didn’t really want to focus on anything else besides his basketball career as a high schooler
he was also kinda already interested in someone else
you actually fall for chenle on your 18th birthday
he had a basketball game that day and had to miss your little get together with your group of friends
which you didn’t mind
because you knew how important the game was to him
you said you’d reschedule and come watch his game instead
but he told you all not to because it’d make him nervous
which was a great excuse
it was the game right before playoffs and would determine if the school would make it to finals
it could have also been the last game of his high school career
so you agreed to his debate and had a small dinner with your friends
you had a great idea, though
before school was over
you snuck a note in his locker
“i’m always your #1 fan!” and then a small image of someone at a door
poking their head through it
and went on your merry way
on his way to the gym
chenle stopped by his locker
he saw the note
and instead of throwing it away like some of the others
he slipped that one into his pocket
you were at your little dinner when this was happening
and it felt weird not having him there
but you were gonna show up to his game either way
just secretly
you stood by the door the entire time
and saw him score like a billion 3’s
you were so proud of him at that moment
and honestly every moment
he was so passionate about his sport
and in the final 2 seconds he scored another 3
homie made direct eye contact when he shot the ball
like he knew you’d be standing there
anyways after the game he ran to you
gave you a sweaty hug
but you didn’t mind
it was heartwarming
he doesn’t know what overcame him but he felt the urge to kiss you
and he stared a little too long
he wasn’t doing anything for so long
that you did it instead
you leaned up and gave him a soft kiss
his first, actually
and he was SO embarrassed
he didn’t admit it though
you would play it cool and say something like
“happy birthday to me”
and he would giggle
but would catch himself
BECAUSE ZHONG CHENLE CANNOT BE CAUGHT SIMPING
he’d kiss you again though
to make up for missing your dinner
“that little drawing was clever you know”
“had me looking at the door every 10 seconds”
and you would just giggle
“glad you saw it”
and kissed him for the third time <3
I HAVE BUTTERFLIES WRITING THIS MAN STOP
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park jisung: the-quiet-kid-in-your-math-class crush
not the creepy kind
the mysterious kind
like he had a lot of friends but they were all upperclassmen
and they all graduated the year before
so he was only left with his one best buddy
who was not in this ONE TREACHEROUS CLASS with him
so he decided to sit with you because y’all had math together last year
and have talked a couple times
you didn’t mind either
because you thought he was cute anyways
he rarely spoke up in class though
but when there was free time
or like a break between lessons
you’d start conversations with with him
at first it was a little awkward because he was shy
but he’d give such adorable reactions that would make you chuckle
and over time he got more comfortable talking to you
sometimes
the conversations would transition over to like
the randomest things
and you would be so invested in them
you found it kinda intriguing how he found certain aspects of technology interesting
and like
it’s for the weirdest reasons
once
he called your usb stick an sd disk
which btw isn’t even a thing
and it had you rolling on the floor for 5 minutes straight
anyways
he was one cute kid
and you always enjoyed talking to him when there was time
sometimes you rarely got to talk in class because the entire day was a lecture
and you’d kinda be bummed
so sometimes you’d follow him to lunch or something
and just talk with him on the way to his table or the lunch line
and chenle would give him looks
and jisung would kinda brush it off
but his heart was literally beating a mile a minute the entire walk to his destination
and when you’d leave
you’d send him a little wave
and he ate that shit up
chenle also ate every last crumb he was seeing up like it was his last supper
homie would push jisung to ask you out like
everyday
obviously
you didn’t know about this
and thought you were the only one that was interested
so sometimes
you’d purposely try to not be in his bubble
and he’d HATE IT
but he also would not know what to do/say in that situation
but eventually he’d lean over and start a conversation
which surprised you at first
because for a while you thought you were annoying him
anyways
he’d spark the strangest but most interesting conversations with you
sometimes they’d be normal
like about hobbies
and through this you found out that he liked watching rom-coms when he was sad
(you made a mental note of this for later usage)
other times
he’d tell the funniest stories about his 5 older friends and what the 7 of them did over the summer
he would also talk about what he liked doing in his free time
and told you that he liked to dance
he even showed you videos of him at dance competitions from over the summer that his friends filmed for him
he was one hell of a good dancer
and he had this glimmer in his eyes when he talked about dance
and that shit was so adorable to you
you realized you were whipped then
because you started noticing and keeping in mind
every
little
thing
he was saying
it was something about his voice too
like it was so easy to listen to
anyways
it was nearing the end of the year
and you had very little chances left to make your move
so you decided it was time
there was a new rom-com coming out
and you heard from rotten tomatoes that it was a decently interesting movie
so
you invited jisung
it was really nonchalant
“hey, i have an extra ticket to see this one movie i think you’d like”
and he’d be a little confused at first
so he would just look at you waiting for you to continue talking
“i was wondering if you’d go with me”
and then it clicked
you were asking him out
“yeah, for sure!” with the fattest smile on his face
he wouldn’t even ask when it was
he’d just willingly clear his schedule to go with you
you decided he was gonna come by and pick you up and you’d drive to the theater together
to your surprise
jisung was a great driver
he was focused on the road
but also focused on your conversation
and it was so cute
he would be really nervous
but knew that you were probably too
so he tried being really chill and calm about the whole situation
you ended up hating the movie
and left a bad review under the rotten tomatoes website together
anyways
after the movie
and discussing the movie
you two would get in the car but start talking
so jisung wouldn’t start driving home yet
instead y’all started talking some more
and for some odd reason
you felt like it was a good time to confess
maybe it was because you landed back on the topic of romance in movies and shows and stuff
but he beat you to it
“hey” he would start
“i’m really bad with words”
and you would gape at him
because that was how he won you over in the first place
“but i have a huge crush on you”
and there was a pause where you realized that he was waiting for your response
“oh..sorry. forgot you can’t read my mind”
and he’d chuckle
“i’ve had the fattest crush on you for the longest time”
and he would smile so wide it brought you to smileys too
“so ahem”
and he would like
do that thing where you clear your throat a bunch of times
“uhm hmm…ahem…would you ahem…go out with me?”
you could not help but giggle so hard
“yes ahem i will ahem go out ahem with you”
“stop making fun of me”
“you’re too cute not to make fun of”
and he would really slowly and shyly reach over and hold your hand the whole drive home <3
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jenojaemssss · 2 years
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hey y'all :D i just wanted to swing by and say that the next part of previously on... is in the works! but it's literally a mess and will probably be less than 1k since it's kind of a filler chapter :D
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jenojaemssss · 3 years
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went to a party tnite cause i just wanted to get drunk and have fun after midterms but my friends went missing and i found them dying in the bathroom, crying…and i suddenly became the DD <3 barely got to do anything besides jump around being the mom 🙃 also ran into my ex which was 👍🏼 cause he was making out w the girl he told me not to worry abt when we were tgt! tonight was awesome!
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jenojaemssss · 3 years
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when you’re a hopeless romantic but you’re the one doesn’t put enough effort into the relationships because you’re scared they’d think you’re clingy and annoying <3
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hellooooo!! just want to say that i love ur doyoung au ;-; im looking forward to the next ones hhhh hope ure having a good day ♡
hi there!!! you’re so kind, thank you!! the next chapter is coming together, so hopefully it’ll be uploaded soon! you also have a wonderful day/night <3
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i really loveeeeee reading shii-take mushrooms, the plot is not that comon and i love it!! im really excited for the rest, do you have a tag list? bcs if you do i would love to be there!!
hi love! thank you sm for enjoying piece, i seriously appreciate it!!
i didn’t know if anyone had written something similar so i was kinda nervous posting this cause the trope is so specific LOL :)
andddd there has not been a tag list yet, but i’ll get to making one soon:)))) thank you again for your kind words!!!
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jenojaemssss · 3 years
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previously on... (series masterlist)
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you and doyoung are attempting this coparenting thing. key word: "attempting," meaning no, it doesn't really go well. or at least it doesn't go as planned.
✿ pairing: doyoung x fem!reader
✿ genre: fluff, eensy bit of angst and ONE PART will include smut (but it will be an optional read and will not impact the storyline)
✿ warnings: cussing ‘cause, again, i have no self control. children? but she’s cute. they argue a lot and there is a small mention of blood from a cut.
*smut warnings will be posted on the actual piece!
✿ summary: your's and doyoung's split was in no way pretty, but it sure as hell wasn't the worst breakup you've seen either. a little less than a year of coparenting your daughter has treated both of you well in one way or another, but there are things the two of you need to work on: especially the dumb moments you two secretly share when you drop your daughter off for an unexpected visit. through last minute dinner plans to a stormy night, you and doyoung try to navigate the paths of your past, present, and possibly a future.
✓ shiitake mushrooms - 1.67k
➢ in which doyoung says...well, "shit."
✕ grocery list - n/a
➢ a shopping trip with your daughter turns into an intense game of hide and seek.
✕ the aftermath - n/a
➢ in which you clean up the mess you (and your daughter) made.
✕ never not - n/a
➢ the moment you realize it hasn't stopped.
✕ hate to admit - n/a
➢ the real aftermath.
(we need more doyoung content on this app. and in general. i am the supplier for now. i hope you enjoy!)
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jenojaemssss · 3 years
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shii-take mushrooms! - k.dy
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⇢ pairing: doyoung x fem!reader
⇢ word count: 1.6k
⇢ genre: fluff?
⇢ warnings/a.n: children. and cussing. i like children, i really do. they just scare me.
⇢ in which doyoung says a not-so-nice word in front of his daughter, and you try playing it off. as part of the "previously on" series.
Doyoung glares at the figure standing behind his door with slanted eyes. He looks mildly disgusted, and you’re not sure if it’s because his daughter is covered from hair to shoes in strawberry jam, or because you’re standing in front of him with eyebags deeper than the sea.
“Please, Doyoung, I have a really important work meeting today, and I need you to watch her for like, 3 hours tops!” you beg him, eyes pleading the man in front of you.
He sighs and takes in your polished attire. Wherever it was you were going to must be top priority, seeing that you were decked out in the most business looking outfit he’s ever seen you in.
“I lost track of time prepping for the presentation that I somehow forgot it was today, so I didn’t call your mom beforehand and now she’s busy and-”
“-and now you’re here because my mom told you I had today off,” he cuts you off before looking at the little girl.
She’s looking at you with a glimmer in her eyes; the same glimmer that her dad used to have when he looked at you. She’s everything like him: from the way she talks, to her sassy attitude, to the way she pokes fun at her uncles.
You smile back down at her and look up to Doyoung with a small, apologetic smile on your face. His stone face turns soft when he sees her turn and smile up at him, lips smeared with the sticky red substance.
“In all seriousness, I really need this promotion, Doyoung. If I get this job, I won’t have to send her to your mom’s all the time anymore.” His face softens further. He knows how hard it was on you, working until late hours of the night to provide a nice environment for you two’s daughter, but you’ve been working a little too hard lately.
His mom has been on his ass for weeks about helping you find a more stable job; one that doesn’t require you to stay in for overtime almost every work day until almost midnight. She didn’t want you overworking yourself, which to her despair is exactly what you’ve been doing.
If you get this promotion, you can finally start working from home with more set hours. You’ll be able to spend more time with your daughter.
Doyoung looks at the girl lovingly and sighs, melting at her jam covered face once again. It really doesn’t matter that he and you ended things; she was still his little girl and he would do everything in his power to see her gummy smile.
So, he nods and bends down, picking up his daughter into his arms. He uses his thumb to swipe some of the jam off her mouth and you gratefully hand him a wet wipe that was already speckled with pink.
“Hi sweetie,” he grins at your daughter, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. She giggles and throws her arms around his neck, choking him in a bear hug.
“I missed you, daddy!” she squeals and he chuckles in agreement.
“Me too sweet girl,” he squeezes her carefully, afraid that he might fracture her tiny bones.
You smile at the sight in front of you, knowing well that your daughter has been missing her dad for the past few weeks. He's been busy with work, similar to you, so he hasn’t been able to spend much time with his daughter either.
You notice his frail figure and an intense guilt washes over you. Today was probably his only day off for probably the next 2 months.
“Thank you Doyoung, I appreciate it,” you interrupt the conversing father-daughter duo. He looks at you warmly and nods again, holding the door open for you to come in and drop off your daughter’s belongings.
You trudge her things into the studio apartment, neatly decorated with many items you recognize from your old shared apartment. You haven’t stopped by in a while, but compared to the last time you’ve been here, the place seems chillier.
Your daughter and her backpack are softly placed on the couch, and the first thing she reaches for is her tablet. You send her a look and she puts it away with a frown. The little girl turns to her dad with puppy eyes; a special trick she learned from her uncle Haechan.
“Honey, you shouldn’t be looking at screens too often,” Doyoung says, petting her hair. He sits down next to her and begins helping her dig through the backpack in search for other things to occupy her with.
“Or else you’d end up like mommy and daddy with terrible vision,” you add. It’s your turn to pat her head and Doyoung chuckles at your comment, nodding along. He pulls out a coloring book and holds it in front of the two of them, fake-gasping at the newfound activity.
“I’m gonna go get us some crayons and colored pencils for this, okay?” he looks at his daughter, who’s filled with joy. She eagerly nods and he gets up, going into his kitchen for the supplies. Your little girl gets up and runs after her dad, poking her head around whatever he was looking into.
You check your watch and decide it’s your time to leave for your meeting. Another 10 minutes here and you might arrive exactly on time, which is something you’re praying doesn’t happen.
“Baby,” you call out to your daughter.
“Yeah?” you hear two voices call back. You turn to see both heads raised to face you, but the bigger (and dumber) one ducks down. Doyoung is blushing furiously at his old habit and tries to distract himself from embarrassment by intensely scurrying for the damned art supplies.
You’re just as shocked, but do a better job at covering up your embarrassment. “Babygirl, mommy has to get going,” you specify.
Your daughter runs back to give you a hug and bids you goodbye. She raises up a fist and you bump it, followed by a “blah la lah.” It’s something she picked up from Big Hero 6, a movie the three of you used to watch together.
While this takes place, a loud ‘bonk’ comes from Doyoung’s general directions.
“Shit,” he mumbles under his breath, but the curse is loud enough to reach your daughter’s innocent ears.
“What does-” your daughter begins, but something louder cuts her off.
“-TAKE MUSHROOMS!” you exclaim, clapping your hands in front of her. “We’ll have hotpot with shiitake mushrooms when mommy gets back later, isn’t that right daddy?” you glare in Doyoung’s general direction.
He stumbles over his response a couple times, but lets out a muffled “yeah” after a long moment.
In the meanwhile, your daughter bursts with excitement at the mention of hotpot. She begins telling you about what she wants in the soup and what broth she prefers. Your lips can’t help but form a smile at your daughter’s happiness when food is mentioned.
Speaking of food, your stomach exerts a low grumble, but it’s loud enough for your ears only, which you thank the heavens for.
Doyoung eventually gets back from the kitchen with the coloring utensils, his face still as red as the crayon he was holding. To your rescue, he approaches with a granola bar hiding in his pocket.
“I dropped the box on my head, but I wanted to get you something to eat,” he awkwardly shrugs and it’s your turn to blush.
Doyoung remembers your terrible habit of being a worrywart and not consuming any food before an important event, so he caught the feeling that you’re probably starving.
Doyoung notices the pink tint on your cheek and feels satisfied with his doing. He wishes you good luck and your daughter copies, jumping up and down in the process.
As you thank the two of them, your focus returns to Doyoung and you send him a slightly warning look. “Let’s make sure we keep our mouths clean today, okay?”
The widest smile plasters on your face when Doyoung flinches, and you finally exit the premises, leaving Doyoung and your daughter to their coloring.
As the door shuts behind you, Doyoung lets out a small sigh and turns to his daughter who’s now facing him. Though to you, she is everything like him, Doyoung sees no resemblance. Instead, he sees you in the little girl: from her smile to her nose, her voice and her hair. He sees her as a mini Y/N, and he loves it.
As he and his daughter sit down to begin their coloring ordeals, he can’t help but think about the meal plan you’d set. He wonders if you were serious, but before more thoughts begin to consume him, a small voice interrupts.
“What do you want in your hot pot, daddy?” his daughter looks up at him with wide eyes.
This is going to be hard to ignore. Maybe having a nice family dinner wouldn’t be too bad.
“I’ll take anything in it,” he begins.
“Except cucumbers,” the two finish in unison. An eruption of giggles burst out of the little girl at the synchronized speech, and Doyoung can’t help but melt at the bundle of joy. He smiles wide and watches her continue marking the page with colorful strokes of pencil and crayon.
Doyoung mentally begins preparing a grocery list for the night, adding everything needed for a steaming hotpot onto the growing list. He ends it with the addition of the previously mentioned shiitake mushrooms and grins, excited to share a meal with you and his daughter tonight.
“C’mon sweetie, let’s get ready to go shopping,” he holds out a hand and lifts his daughter up, putting on her jacket.
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