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I have been on the road. It's nice with gas stations where you can buy something to eat and use the toilet. But it's also a bit sad in a way. How can I explain? Often very expensive too. I brought my own food this time. I had packed some lunch but I bought an ice cream. It's great being on the road. Trees and houses fly by. Some rain and some snow too. The weather was cold. It was a great weekend in my mum's hometown.

#spring #being on the road #great weekend #gas stations #buying food #ice cream #cold weather

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The other day I heard the Chaffinch. This bird song reminds me of summer but I guess it tells us that spring is really here. :-D

In Norwegian the bird is called Bokfink - Bookfinch. Isn't that cool? His song is such a sweet sound and makes me think of all the good things in the world.

#chaffinch #bokfink #summer #spring #good things #birds #bird song

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I was sitting here thinking. What's all this talk about fashion? I looked at my trousers. They are not fancy or expensive or any kind of fashion. I found them and they were OK and I bought them. I am not sure they are even real jeans. They just look like jeans haha. I grew up wearing second hand clothes. They were my fashion. You could find lots of cool clothes in second hand shops. Today I buy clothes in regular shops and I am not always that satisfied with the clothes I find but as long as they fit in some ways and are clean...I am not sure why I gave up on second hand shops. Second hand shops are more modern and in now a days. I was never in or modern. I could wish I could find cooler clothes and had my own style. It didn't have to be fashion but just a bit cooler. I feel so boring in my ways.

#fashion #clothes #second hand shops #modern #boring #buying clothes #jeans #fake jeans

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I went for a walk and I met my favourite apple tree. It's spring here but still lots of snow. It's something about the world when it has been raining. It smells good and the clouds make me motivated oddly enough. Grey weather should bring me down but it's not always so. Today it was refreshing. And snow has melted a lot. No ice or snow on the roads or sidewalk. I could hear the creek. Lots of water roaring a bit quietly. I saw it too. It's something about water. It's fascinating.

#apple tree #snow #lake #creek #spring #going for a walk #rain

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

#100 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you

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I don't know about the rest of the world but here in Norway Thursday and Friday this week are red letter days because it's Easter. And people go bananas at the grocery stores. It's as if it is the last day for a month the shops are open and they buy and buy food for an army. I must admit I recognise the feeling but I try not to go overboard with my food shopping. The shops will be open again on Saturday, no worries.

#easter #shopping #red letter days

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I just want to stay here on tumblr and find good quotes and beautiful or interesting photos. I just want to scroll and scroll until the dark night falls. As if I didn't have a life, as if I got paid to do it. Why can't life be that simple? And why did those heating cables stop working and why is there a war in Ukraine? Shame on me for worrying about trivial things like heating cables. There are so many bad things happening around the world. I can live without heating cables. I can live without a lot of things.

I just opened the window and I can hear the drizzle of the rain outside. My beautiful, black cat is trying to find out if she wants to go out or not. She is sniffing the weather. I am waiting for a friend to call. She must just finish her dinner first. There will be no party tonight. Saturday night will slide its way into Sunday. There's nothing on TV and next week it's Easter. Maybe I will take a trip away from my home. Let's just see.

#saturday #party #easter #war #tumblr #scrolling

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It was not an easy fix. Sigh! Dollars fly out the window now. The insurance might cover some but I think I have to pay the most of it. It's something wrong with the heating cables under my hall or living room floor. They will have to redo one of them floors, I think.

#sigh

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A New morning and I must wait for the electrician to come around. Something is wrong in my house and now we'll see how bad it is. I hope it's an easy fix.

#new morning #electrician #something is wrong

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I miss my cat. I had to let her go. She was in so much pain because of a tooth illness where her teeth just fell apart. Some years back she pulled almost all her teeth and that of course helped. And now it was time to pull two new teeth and after a talk with the vet I decided enough is enough. All the surgery took a toll on her and without any teeth she might get problems with eating. She would have been 10 years now in March. She loved spring and summer. She was an indoor cat but I had built a small cat yard for her and the other cat and she spent lots of hours outside. I do miss her a lot. She was such a fine cat. She was black and white and rather small. She was very curious and liked to cuddle but all on her terms. Oh, I miss her so. The other cat doesn't seem to miss her and that is great. It wouldn't be a good thing if she had been depressed. I am glad I still have a cat. She is a huge comfort.

#cats #missing #put down a cat

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Please sweep me away

To a place where unicorns live

Let me breathe and thrive

Let me find love, a love just for me

I am tired of seeing couples being happy together

They are two and I am only one

Forever it goes on, it seems and forever is a very long time

I am tired

So so tired

So take me with you on a trip and let's feed the unicorns and gaze at the stars

And let love fall from the sky before I die

It's getting late in life

And I am about to give up

#love #unicorns #too late #tired

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I am lost but I am not sure people can tell. How do you get help? You can't be too needy when you are out among people. How do you build healthy relationships? I have a war going on inside me. I don't want people to see it and at the same time I need help to sort it out. I see all these good people. I want to be a part of their lives but I am not. I don't know how to get attached to someone. How do you make friends?

#making friends #get help #lost

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I need a voice. I remember when I stood in front of this audience. I had to talk about a book but I had no voice. I had read the book and I could say something about it but I just froze up inside. These people were waiting for me to give them a book tip and I felt so false and out of place. Yes, I had read the book and yes I cold say something about it but there was no heart in it. There was no passion, no real truth. I would only let them down. I was standing there as a voice for books but inside I knew I had forced my way through the book without any joy. I hated being there. I hated the fact that I had to talk about books as if it was something I liked doing. And why did I have to make it into such a big deal? The others took the whole thing more lightly. I got paid to do this. It was a job and I sucked at it. I just wanted to fly away and never return and in a way that was just what I did more or less.

#books #a voice #reading

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On my way home from a café. It was raining.

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Autumn at the beach.

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The beach is deserted and autumn is over the land.

#the beach #the lake #evening #going for a walk