raynedayys2

[raynedayys2]

Sometimes I just reflect on my childhood and all I can think is "Oh my god, that was so autistic of me..."

#text post #neurodivergent #autism #autistic #ramble #self dx autistic #like there was no way people couldn't tell I was autistic back then #but they probably just brushed it off as me being quirky and weird

[raynedayys2]

This are my favorite Red 40 snack. Like I can feel myself getting more autistic every time I eat them.

#text post #ramble #neurodivergent #autism #autistic #red 40 #/j #/nsrs

[raynedayys2]

Just wanna let you all know I'm starting my Leighton Murray era

#the sex lives of college girls #tslocg #renee rapp #reneé rapp #Leighton Murray #this is literally me guys

[raynedayys2]

I am sick and tired of people acting like miss reneé rapp owes you something, especially this one tiktoker who has been putting reneé on blast because she wouldnt take a photo at coachella in the hot sun.

Considering how harshly the media has always treated this woman she deserves more than her disrespectful fans and people who claim to be her fans such as this one creator who called her regina george the entire time, of course shes not going to respond to that.

Celebrities owe us NOTHING.

And many complain how she may come across rude but at the end of the day shes a girl with ADHD and thats why we love her, ADHD isn’t just happy exciting bouncy fun and shes allowed to have her down days too especially when shes drained from performing. People in the comments who were also saying they had a bad experience with reneé are most likely lying or they came across rude as they tend to forget they can be apart of the issue too.

Reneé rapp is human too!!!

Yes she has her flaws but we all do, thats what makes us human and thats why we like her as she is a flawed human being and that makes her more relatable. And reneé has NEVER claimed to be a perfect porcelain princess and she is aware when she has done wrong, she just voices her opinions and as a neurodivergent person i find her rather inspiring. You CANNOT expect a person to be fine 100% of the time especially after a stressful moment.

Sorry for this rant being my first post i just cannot deal with these ppl 💕💕

#text post #renee rapp #reneé rapp #adhd #she's one of the only openly neurodivergent big celebrities that I keep up with #I love her authenticity & she's a big inspiration to me as an autistic people who's wanted to act & voice act before #I'd love the job but I've been avoiding it because i know I can't handle the people

[raynedayys2]

Okay sooo Leighton Murray yap session incoming.

Rambling About How Much I Like Her

For starters, I love Leighton. I love her a little bit too much, but she's so silly & I think she deserves her own ramble post.

I really love the growth she went through over the show. She started off as this really nasty rich girl, and now she's a rich girl who knows & understands that she's privileged.

But I also love the little random scenes of her being a good friend & a good person, especially since she at the beginning she acted like she didn't like the girls. For example, her sneaking Kimberly her credit card so Kimberly's mom wouldn't have to pay for dinner. Or the way she did Kimberly's hormone injections, drove her to the procedure, and took care of her for a bit.

I also love that she's not just 2D, and her interests aren't just stereotypical for someone like her. Yes, she likes shopping & rich girl stuff, but she's also into math. (Which I think is cute, especially how she tries to deny it all the time) And her personality still shines through regardless, like making the professor make a big deal out of her being the highest scorer on that test.

Leighton & Alicia

I feel like these two dorks were a cute couple, but I don't know how I feel about them getting back together. Alicia claims to be this big ally of other queer people & she runs the women's center, but she constantly tried to make Leighton come out. Mind you, Leighton has only started exploring WLW relationships in college. She's known that she's liked girls for a while (she admits this when she's in the doctor's office with Kimberly & she says she was scared she was going to come out to her parents after her wisdom teeth removal) but she never "acted" on it until college.

Leighton has always been perceived as a cishet white rich girl. And one of her biggest fears is that coming out was going to other her & being queer was going to be her only personality trait (to others) instead of Alicia comforting her she basically says either come out or break with me.

I completely understand Alicia's concern about being closeted again, but that was no reason for her to treat Leighton like that after she knew she was Leighton's first real relationship. It blows my mind that Kimberly was a better ally to Leighton & she's not even queer. It was Alicia's right to break up with her, but bare minimum, she could've guided Leighton through this & gave her advice. Or she could've explained that being queer didn't have to be her whole personality & Leighton was still a 3D person despite her sexuality. (But I digress)

Leighton & Tatum

I feel like they were a less toxic couple & Leighton's little crush on her was extremely cute. Like the way she specifically went out of her way to play tennis to try to impress her. And I really like how Tatum treated the whole "coming out situation". She reassured Leighton that they could take it slow & validated her feelings. (Which is what Alicia should've done)

I also like that they chose that as an opportunity to show Leighton's growth. She finally stands up for what she thinks is right, and stands by her friends. I think it could've been a good time to have Tatum grow as a person along side Leighton, but they put her back with Alicia so whatever.

Leighton's Flaws

Leighton is like every other character & real person, she has flaws. She has done stupid stuff, but I feel like that doesn't take away from how much she's changed.

Like the first episode, where she berates her old "friends". Obviously, it was her fault they didn't want to room with her, it could've been nice to have her realize that she was the problem in that situation. Or reflect on it later in the season if she ever randomly bumped into them.

They also could've had a moment where she realized money can't fix everything. (Beside the community center thing, because she literally got a girlfriend out of that) Like she gets into trouble, or she tries to help somebody else get out of trouble & they sit her down & tell her that money can't fix everything in the world.

And the way she handled the disease situation sucked. Yes, whoever gave it to her didn't tell her, but she didn't have to do the same to another innocent girl. She definitely should've taken that girl aside, had an open conversation, and still paid for the meds.

#text post #infodump #ramble #rant #tslocg #the sex lives of college girls #leighton murray #lgbtq #wlw #Renee Rapp

[raynedayys2]

I finished watching TSLOCG today so I'm gonna ramble about it so hard. Uhh ignore this post because it's literally just infodumping & ranting.

Intro:

To start off, I love this show sm. I love the characters & the atmosphere & their dynamics, but I hate the pacing. The characters had so much potential, but I love the growth Leighton went through. (She's very clearly my favorite)

Literally one episode a girl will be with this new boy and they'll be head over heels for each other then by the end/beginning of the next episode they've already broken up.

Kimberly:

Like Kimberly & Jackson. They were pining for so long, they ended up together for 2 ish episodes then Canaan comes along for ONE episode and they're in love. It made me so mad because I could tell they were going to break them up. Like Kimberly was head over heels for this guy for like weeks, and her coworker who she's never had feelings for before is suddenly her new crush. (And now that I think about it they completely dropped the scholarship storyline??? Did she make a lot of money, is she just waiting it out, is she going to tell her parents? Hopefully they'll address that in season 3.)

Whitney:

Or the way Whitney treated Canaan. She was with the coach, then with Canaan, then with the bio bro, and now she's back to him. And now she's upset that Kimberly & him have a thing going on. They were literally together & she messed it up. Which is a huge communication issue. If they spoke & set their boundaries clear, they probably could've avoided this. They are grown adults, 18-19 & they couldn't even text each other about their problems.

Bela:

And Bela!!! Don't get me started on her. I disliked her character for so many reasons. She's just an unfunny jerk. Like from the beginning she never understood boundaries. For example, the way she would steal the other girl's clothes, pushing them to go to parties, forcing them into being open about their private lives, etc. I could handle her being the odd one who's extremely open, but she's also a bad person. Like she had so many opportunities to stop being a jerk, like with the magazine situation, but she does the wrong thing anyway and gets upset when people rightfully call her out. She shouldn't have been shocked when she was "cancelled" and she never told the other girls the whole situation so if painted her out to be the victim of a misunderstanding. I understand her desire to be liked & having to fight harder for her jobs- which is also what I don't like about Eric.

Eric & Bela:

Eric is a cishet white boy, he had absolutely no business trying to overshadow Bela when she was trying to impress Dan (I think that was his name). He already knew how much harder she had to work to get the same offers as him but he STILL went out of his way to take her spotlight. And he didn't have to. He had opportunities lined up, his comedy group was already well known. He didn't have problems making it in comedy, but he knew that Bela did. Bela cheating was horrific & unnecessary, but at least you can kind of understand the reasoning behind it.

#text post #ramble #infodump #tslocg #the sex lives of college girls #leighton murray #whitney chase #bela malhotra #I have a lot to say about Leighton so she's gonna get her own rant post #I love her sm she's so silly but I hate the way they played out her love life

[raynedayys2]

This might get me jumped, but I feel like Kimberly Finkle from TSLOCG is autistic.

#text post #neurodivergent #autistic #autism #tslocg #the sex lives of college girls #she genuinely doesn't get like social cues #and she doesn't understand sarcasm #and she's literally me so I'm not gonna elaborate on the other traits I recognize in her

[raynedayys2]

Most trans spaces don't include POC, despite the fact that trans POC literally paved the way for us and a lot of y'all aren't ready for that conversation.

#text post #lgbtq #lgbt #trans #queer poc #trans poc #transgender #ftm #nonbinary

[raynedayys2]

Food is such a sensory nightmare.

#text post #neurodivergent #ramble #autism #autistic #sensory issues #arfid #like I was just eating a sandwich and idk why but it felt like so weird like on my tongue #there was nothing wrong with the food and I eat it often but it just felt wrong #and this has happened with like noodles and cake frosting and stuff #like one day I'm okay eating it but the next it's the worst thing ever texture wise

[raynedayys2]

I have "rule follower" autism, but I also have "this is stupid & the system needs to be completely reformed" autism.

#text post #neurodivergent #autism #autistic #ramble #gifted kid #gifted kid burnout #I feel like being a rule follower has a lot to do with being a gifted kid years ago and my upbringing #but I feel like most rules are stupid and a waste of time #so it's like a moral dilemma because I know it's stupid but I'm gonna do it anyway

[raynedayys2]

I think it's so interesting that people bring up trans people in sports they ONLY talk about trans women.

What about trans men?

What about nonbinary people?

What about intersex people?

The problem is that they still view trans women as men. They can't wrap their feeble little minds around the fact that gender has, and always will be a construct. And they constantly undermine the fact that a woman could be stronger than a cis man. In nature, every other species acknowledges that women are usually the stronger ones, why can't humans do that?

And if a trans man on T has to compete on a woman's team then what? At that point they usually look like a man, and people in sports have to train so they probably have the strength of a man. Or what about intersex people? They can't be shoved into either box, and they still deserve to play sports if they truly want to.

#text post #lgbtq #lgbt #trans #transgender #nonbinary #intersex #queer #trans sports #transandrophobia

[raynedayys2]

Why do they look like this now—

#tumblr #this is what I talking about in my last month #I don't understand the necessity of this change when there are more pressing issues

[raynedayys2]

Tumblr changed their notification system & it's so...not tumblr?

#text post #tumblr #common tumblr l #like they titled the notification and they have emojis... #like when someone likes your post it shows up as 'New Like 🩵' #(but the heart is red) #I could see Instagram or something doing this but not tumblr #I know it doesn't really matter but the change wasn't necessary at all #uh update cohost activated my account a couple hours after I posted this

[raynedayys2]

Tumblr alternatives?

I have a pillowfort, but I don't think I'm gonna use it. I've also tried mastodon & bluesky but I can't really get into their queer communities.

#text post #tumblr #tumblr alternative #pillowfort #cohost #common tumblr l #uh I signed up for cohost on April 2 and I'm still in their '2 day waiting period' #and I likely won't be able to use the site for at least another week because there's 9000 people in front of me who also can't use the site

[raynedayys2]

I was literally born in April, it really shouldn't be a surprise that I'm autistic.

#text post #neurodivergent #autism #autistic #autism awareness #autism acceptance #autism acceptence month #autism awareness month

[raynedayys2]

Most normal day on Tumblr.

#text post #actually it's still March 31st for me so I feel like this is even funnier #boop #boop meter #tumblr #April fools #tumblr still sucks low key but i guess this is kinda fun #[Edited] #---> #common tumblr l #every time you boop me you're supporting a trans guy #and this trans guy supports all trans people so huge screw you to Matt

[raynedayys2]

I'll never get over Renee's memes 🤷‍♀️

#renee rapp #reneé rapp #I love using random Renee pictures as reaction memes