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I am freaking out!!!!

Take It Back: His Story

Bucky

It was supposed to be a happy ever after. Their story, home, and love was near perfect. After all, they had worked so hard and suffered so much to be where they finally were. But behind the scenes, Bucky had been dealing with more baggage from the past than he had been willing to publicly share. His problems have now become an issue in the present, threatening to throw his marriage into an emotional ringer. As the problems surface, they threaten to destroy everything him and Y/N had both worked so hard for. He wants to fix everything he’s felt was always broken, he wants to yell, be selfish, forgive, hate without remorse, and love deeply. He wants his voice heard.

Steve 

He was always the second best when it came to him and Bucky. From Nat, to you, and maybe now, even someone else. You had been different, and he still doesn’t see where it was that he went wrong and he refused to believe that it had all been in his head, each time. Steve sometimes wishes that you and Bucky hadn’t been caught up in your own bubble, and maybe you would be able to see everything that had actually happened. Maybe you would see what passed you by and you didn’t even notice. This time he’s more aware, and he’s more determined. Between helping his best friend, you, Nat, and his best friend’s now ex wife, he tries to find his place and maybe fix others.

Ashlyn 

It’s been seven years since she cheated on Bucky, but nine since she first fell in love with him. Only they know their story. You didn’t know everything. Ashlyn knows what she did was wrong, and she knows there’s no coming back from it and there is not undoing what she did. Aside from it all, she can’t seem to let go of what she and Bucky had and she can’t stop wanting to explain everything, and she wants to be given just one chance of being heard. Two years after their public divorce and after starting therapy, she holds onto a dangerous mixture of envy over Bucky and strength gained from her self help. With new friendships and new love on her side, she knows she should let Bucky go. But ‘should’ is so hard to do when she loved as hard as she did.

WARNING:

This story will contain sex; oral, m/f penetration, anal sex, dry sex, rough sex, shower sex, masturbation, mutual masturbation, porn watching, and soft sex. Very strong language, strong adult content, use of drugs/alcohol, sensitive topics like marriage trouble, illnesses (both terminal and mental), one incident of almost non-con, college frat parties shenanigans, and emotional angst. 

Story will take place TWO years after Bucky and Y/N got married but will also do flashbacks to the same time line as Take It Back 1 and their college years.

Pairing: Bucky x Reader  *Ashlyn, Nat, and Steve’s story will also continue in this. Will not include those pairings here to not spoil.

Rating: Rated R. 18+ ONLY. 🔞 no minors.

Those of you who know my work know what you’re in for. New readers, welcome to my chaos.

Their story is expanding.

Coming soon. Date TBA.

Let me know if you would like to be added to the tag list via comments below. It’s easier for me to keep track.

This is Book 2 of the Take It Back SERIES. Must read Book 1 first. This is not a stand alone.

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Downloading CC is curing my shopping addiction

#sims 4 #sims 4 custom content #sims 4 cc

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The difference between one direction fanfics from 2013 and BTS fanfics now is that there are barely any about y/n being a fan. I miss it. It was spicy and delulu. My kind of fanfic.

#one direction #bts #clair babbles

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Hey girl! What fandoms do you like/write for?

(I am sorry if this is answered somewhere)

Hey ♥︎ I haven’t been asked this question yet but I’ve been thinking about branching out to other fandoms to find new inspiration.

If you have anyone in mind, just let me know!

#clair replies #nonnie

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Sorry to bother you, but i was just curious to if there was going to be a part six to "Strawberry & Tape"? No pressure or anything btw, I just love the series and was curious! 😁

Hey! Thank you for reading ♡ I don’t want to give false hope or disappoint but since I got a new pc I don’t have any of my old files this is also part of why I haven’t finished any series. It’s hard to find the motivation to re-write chapters.

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masterlist

bucky barnes | masterlist

Number of works: Six

steve rogers | masterlist

Number of works: Two

#bucky barnes #steve rogers

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Y’all I appreciate all the follows and asks but as you can see I haven’t published anything new of my fics in 370 days

sorry

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Asking if you're okay? Haven't seen you on in quite a while!

Hello! I’ve been busy with my job unfortunately. And recently I haven’t been motivated to write anything. I’ve been going out with friends and doing more things offline honestly which is a huge improvement for my mental health. I have been reading a bit here and there but not much. I’m sorry I haven’t given an update but if I do decide to write again, don’t wait on it.

I’m glad you asked though :) how are you?

#ask clair

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hiya, i hope u r doing fine! wishing u a relaxed weekend + remember to stay hydrated! :D

Aswering this late but thank you nonie! and remember that yourself I want to see you hydrated 

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Am I the only one that when I learn a new thing I have to know exactly why it is the way it is. Teachers telling me to just accept something makes me mad and quite honestly furious. I have to know exactly why we have certain rules in math or why certain words are categorized the way they are

I can’t just accept it. I have to know exactly, precisely, absolutely, entirely why.

#study blog #studybrl #school #university #study space #dark academia

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you don’t know me.

                                  you’re right. who is you?

#kill your darlings

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My depression really hitting hard rn

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strawberry & tape | part six

| part six - take a shot, cherry schnapps |

Pairings: dark!biker!bucky x reader

Summary: Bucky Barnes has the town in his hands and a lot of blood. All you have is a cafe your mother left you after her passing. But as Bucky’s attention moves to you, do you have the strength to pay revenge for his wrongdoings? Does your push into the dark paradise end in love or blood?

Warnings: mention of suicide, possessiveness, violence This is dark bucky! please don’t read if you are uncomfortable with any of the topics mentioned above!  

A/N: I know this is a little short but believe me it’s worth it. The next part will be the last and I cannot wait to show you how it ends! Please don’t read if you are under 18! 

Dividers by @whimsicalrogers​

’Cause if we don’t leave this town We might never make it out I was not born to drown Baby come on 

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strawberry & tape | part six

| part six - take a shot, cherry schnapps |

Pairings: dark!biker!bucky x reader

Summary: Bucky Barnes has the town in his hands and a lot of blood. All you have is a cafe your mother left you after her passing. But as Bucky’s attention moves to you, do you have the strength to pay revenge for his wrongdoings? Does your push into the dark paradise end in love or blood?

Warnings: mention of suicide, possessiveness, violence This is dark bucky! please don’t read if you are uncomfortable with any of the topics mentioned above!  

A/N: I know this is a little short but believe me it’s worth it. The next part will be the last and I cannot wait to show you how it ends! Please don’t read if you are under 18! 

Dividers by @whimsicalrogers​

'Cause if we don't leave this town We might never make it out I was not born to drown Baby come on 

It was early when you woke. Eyes opening heavily, focused on the window. You sensed the emptiness beside you, but fear still struck, soaring through your veins. You rolled onto your back, head slowly turning to find Bucky gone from beside you. But you knew he was just there mere minutes ago, his perfume lingering on the sheets, swirling in the air. 

You dressed yourself, washed your face and walked out of the room. The dining room looked like a distant nightmare to you, but this time the chairs were empty; except for one: Bucky’s. He sat with his arm resting on the table, shovelling food into his mouth. The floor beneath you creaked as you stepped further into the room, a betrayal from the house with love. Bucky’s head rose, gaze roaming over your body.

You sat opposite him, afraid to move too fast. Bucky’s eyes met yours briefly before travelling down your arm to your hand laying atop the wood. A smile creeping onto his face at the sight of the diamond adorning your finger. His proud prize, his bride to be.

You ate in silence with the eyes of Bucky following your every move, the plate clearing of food painfully slow. Once you finished, you rose from your seat trying to find the words but as your eyes met his, every single word you’ve ever known escaped, fled from your head. Bucky’s eyebrows raised at your silence, arms resting beside the plate. “Everything alright, darling?” He asked curiously, but you caught the sarcasm.

You nodded, opening your mouth. “I’m going into work today.” Your mouth tasted like cardboard. “Darling.”

Bucky’s eyes lit up, a flash of silver in his iris. “Good for you. It’s important to be busy. You might want to look for someone to take over the cafe though. Better start looking now before it’s too late.”

Your breath caught itself in your throat. “Why?” You squeaked out.

“Because once we have children you won’t be able to take care of a business. I need you here full time. Take care of my offspring and the house, then it will be your responsibility.” 

The thought alone frightened you. This house wasn’t a home, its wasn’t a place for children to grow up and you knew that no one should grow up having Bucky as a father. A man so wicked and demonic it was impossible to imagine him running around town with a baby in his arms. The possibility of him killing the child was too high and him strangling you in your sleep was way too possible.

You started to see the cafe with your mother’s eyes. The first glance, shiny and cute, fading with every blink. The paint chipping at the corners, chairs crooked and the smell of your mothers dead body in the back slowly making it’s way through the vents. 

You got everything ready for opening, but your mind was anxious about Mrs Wilson’s arrival, eyes jumping to the door in hopes to see her walking up the stairs, but she wasn’t there. Hours and hours went by and no sight of her. The possibility of an escape became slippy, flowing through your dry hands. 

You stared out of the window, lips parted and chapped. Your breath the only prove that you’re alive, the rising and falling of your chest, shaky but there. The beating of your heart confirming the life inside you, but the rest of your body was still, limb. Outside the sun was shining, rays of sunlight flowing through the trees, passing branches on the way down to the ground. 

The sound of the clock brought you back to life. Time. You looked over at it, hope further slipping between your fingers. It was time to clean up. Like you were in trance you started your routine but movement from the corner of your right eye surprised you. 

And there she was. Mrs Wilson climbed the stairs to the door and as the bell rang she stepped inside dressed in blue. Her eyes met yours and her face lit up. “Y/n, good to see you.” She stood in front of you. “Sorry for being so late I was held up by Stephen at the post office he- are you alright?”

You shook your head slightly to focus. Her eyes staring into yours with worry. “I- yes I’m fine. Just worried you wouldn’t come that’s it.”

“You look sick.”

You wiped your forehead, the back of your hand coating in sweat. “I just want to know that your plan is going to work.”

Mrs Wilson reached over the counter to place her hand on your shoulder. “Sadly I can’t promise anything, but it’s worth a try. The plan is safe as long as it stays between us.” Her lips curled to a reassuring smile but worry still found it’s way into your blood, flowing through my arms and down my legs. “So you agree to it? You’ll be there?”

You simply nodded your head. 

“Alright. On Saturday you are going to work just like you did today, at one fourty-five you’ll leave but make sure you keep everything as it is. That means lights on, food still on display. You have to take Elsberg street instead of Köpenick street, it’s that weirs smelling ally to the right.You’ll come out to the back of Magnolia Flowers and that’s where he’ll meet you.”

“Does he know that I’m escaping?”

“No, he just thinks he’s giving you a ride to the city to visit family. Once you’re in the city though, my friend Ally will take you in, she owns a pet store in the east and will take you there.”

You swallow thickly. This plan required you to leave not only Dawn, but also move to the other side of the country. 

You started cleaning up as soon as Mrs Wilson left and a sense of hope lit within you, a light sparking in you heart. You turned off the lights  in the back and heard the bell chimed gain thinking it was Mrs Wilson gain you walked to the front, but instead of her it was Bucky standing in the middle of the cafe. 

He stood there with flowers in his hands and as you approached him you thought the light within you would die, but it didn’t. It kept on burning.

“Come one, darling.” Bucky handed you the flowers and gestured for you to leave. While you walked towards his bike, Bucky’s demeanour frightened you. What if he heard you and Mrs Wilson talk? As if the walls turned to linnen, thin enough to hear the words of betrayal in his ears. 

Your couldn’t read his face as you sat behind him on his bike, flowers in one hand and the other holding on to his body for dear life. The houses passed you with speed, wind blowing beneath the helmet and all seemed so easy. You had no idea where Bucky was going but you didn’t care about that either. Tomorrow was coming and with the sun lowering behind Dawn you were reassured it was. 

The calm of knowing that you will be gone from here. 

Bucky came to a stop and you looked at the destination ahead of you. A small bar with motorcycles standing all around it. The neon sign flickering with every letter. With the flowers in hand you walked behind Bucky into the gloomy atmosphere, a change of scenery from the dull environment you were usually in. A place foreign to you. 

Bucky led you through the room to a table full of familiar faces. You didn’t know their names nor did you need to. A quick glance from everyone and you sat down, laying the flowers atop the table.

Bucky ordered round after round, encouraging you to take a drink as well, but you knew you needed a good nights sleep for tomorrow. So Bucky and the other Howling Commandos kept their stomachs full of beer and the air full of words. You sat quietly, observing the people around you until someone mentioned your name.

“Are those flowers from Magnolia? Bucky you’re a gentlemen.” Your head turned to the flowers on the table and it was true. They are from Magnolia flowers. Lana. She worked there. 

“Yes, they are.” Bucky’s arm swung around your shoulders. “Best flower shop in town.”

Your chest tightened at the mention. You looked at Bucky and his smirk stopped the blood flowing through your veins. It was intentional. It has to be. Satanic. That’s the only word you could describe his intention. Bucky’s lack of sympathy and the maniacal actions he had shown you over the moths you’ve known him were driving you to near insanity. He was mad.

You looked back at the flowers, staring at their petals of red and yellow. “I want to go.” You murmured.

“What was that?” Bucky asked.

“Can we please go?” Your gaze met his and Bucky travelled your face, a smirk forming on his lips. 

“Sure, darling.” Bucky said and rose from his seat. You took the flowers from the table and took one last look at the group, hoping that this would be the last picture of them in your mind. 

As you made it to the house Bucky walked ahead of you, up the stairs to his room. You found it strange since he never goes to bed with you at the same time. You entered the room, placing the flowers on the table and heading straight to the bathroom to get ready for bed, but Bucky’s hand stopped you. 

He turned you around with one swift move, the look in his eyes making the blood shoot straight to your head. 

“Get on your knees.”

If the sun don't shine on me today And if the subways flood and bridges break Will you lay yourself down and dig your grave Or will you rail against your dying day

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alright s&t will be up in about half an hour ✌🏻

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The way I want to write Viking!bucky is making me go insane 😳

#clair babbles

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Today's Strawberry tape day right? Ahhh so excited!

Yes you are correct! I’ll be editing it and then it will be ready to go :)