shy-scientist
This Time Imperfect
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Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!
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Working in the PACU today has been the best. I dare say i love it!. It been a good day today.
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Sometimes I feel a deep sadness for no reason. A lose of everything. Its so hard to describe. I want so badly to destroy my life sometimes and be someone else, something else. But i dont even know how to be anything else. Im so controlling, losing control is my biggest fear and my biggest wish.
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My sister only calls me to complain about her life and she expects me to be her little cheerleader. Its really annoying. When i want to vent she somehow always makes it about her. I hate that she does that. Sometimes i just want to be left alone and not be bothered, especially when all she wants to do is complain.
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Getting invited to work outings, where no one knows that we are exes is awkward. Good thing I have always said no to outings, so it's not weird when I say no.
My friend L invited me to go out to the casino with a bunch of work friends, however since they all don't know that one of the guys that is going is my exe and it his birthday I really can't go. I'll just blame school and my hectic home life as to why I can't go but I know he'll know why. Oh well, it is what it is.🤷♀️
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Had to work with my ex yesterday, and it was awkward. I tried to play it off as normal, but he avoided me like the plague. I get it were exes, but it's work. I figure we would act professionally.
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Finally, I broke up with the guy I was dating. And now, looking back, I should have done it after date number 1. I knew then that there was no chemistry, but I thought it would grow. But at least I didn't keep it going. We only dated for 2 months and only went on 5 dates. I'm glad I got the courage to break it off. I feel so much lighter now. Guess I'm just not meant for dating. I really love my single life.
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I know that I'm being the bitch by continuing this but at the same time I don't know how to leave. I fear hurting someone who has been nothing but kind to me. I wish my heart would love the way you love. I just don't know how to make my heart do that.
#I dont want to break your heart#Im sorry i did this to you#I hope you can forgive me#i hate this#guilt#adulting
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Sometimes all I can do is smile and cry.
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Don't know how to feel. I just want to run away and not feel anything.
#tw depressing thoughts#Spotify#sorry for being depressing#i hate this#feelings#hookah#candle light#ambient
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Started dating this guy and I have an avoidant personality. I feel super bad because I know he wants a super cuties, clingy, crushy, girlfriend and I'm over here trying to figure out how to escape and yet not escape.
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omg the end!!! 🤧🤧🤧🤧😭😭😭😭
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I'm in school getting my BSN and for it I have to do a project. I choose how can schools effectively communicate with culturally and linguistically diverse families. My sister has her masters degree in school psychology, and she had told me before how impoverished schools are and how much inequality there is in schools. I always thought well I made it how bad can it be but hearing other people's stories really broke my heart. Wish our schools were like Finland. To bad the disparity is so bad and so well hidden that no one seems to notice or care. Teachers yell it from the roof top but it still isn't heard. It's so sad.
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I have been having bad luck all week with dropping stuff and things falling the lasts victim was my beloved little washing machine. It got me through nursing school and my first 2 years of nursing. I will never forget you little washer machine🤧🤧😭😭😭🤧🤧
This is the type I had tumblr isn't uploading pictures from my phone so I had to improvise
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Been trying to get a house for the last year no luck and with interest rate increasing idk if I will ever get one. Right now my apartment cost one $750 which even if it went up by 1000 dollar it would still be cheaper then a house payment. Idk what i should do. Adulting is hard.
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Ive been trying to get a house for a while now but everytime I put in for one either someone beats me to it or i get out bid. Usually by investors which is really heartbreaking. I hate living in an apartment and want a house so bad but my rent is cheap and mortgages are out of control. I make good money and still I cant afford anything.
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