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Mother’s intuition of turbulence begins to loom laying in my bed-cave, choosing to escape the day, mailbox avoided, as a procrastinating retaliation defense action. My BS explanation was to be numb and drift to countrysides fading into Fall ~

And thence the phone call came ~

A simple, yet essential COVID test needed for one of my twins, calling from local AFC URGENT CARE, needing an insurance card. Well, 3 wks bk into employment, I’d not yet attacked the shark’s of HR Benefits ~

With Medicaid, (a desperate fortunate option for my dependants till I could grieve/successfully choosing to live)! So back to the big Bham OFFICIAL COVID TESTING SITE earlier ~

Did you know it’s a $175.00 for a rapid COVID test without insurance at urgent care? Medicare not accepted. I had just enough to cover it, when he staggered out febrile back to campus waiting for a free test at Health Center in a.m. ~

WTF are we teaching these young adults w/empathy, compassion… many like my son w/PTSD from something…unspoken. Campus should be a peaceful Autumn field ~

Why do we send young minds of good intentions back into a vulnerable pack… masked, but vital signs ignored: saturation’s, fluids, breathing, rarely accurately monitored from a 20yo. Particularly one who watched such symptoms take his father rather cruelly ~

2021 (lht)~

(rant on those w/Medicaid/Medicare. Do they get fair care or denied care/testing, leading to further illness preventing transitioning bk to employment, what does constant rejection do for their mental health?)

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Better than scattered journals, these entries are a timeline unrecognizable for me. Someone I no longer seem to be. That’s a frightening state of admission Poems, blogs, that I once dedicated so many hours passionately advocating humanity to improve within Birmingham, Al.

All of my support system, my husband, my parents, my in-laws have died since these times. Google plus vanished after security breaches/hacking ruined interactions of collaborations in writing, creativity and within communities I participated with and supported.

So I throw out a few words here and there, too much grieving, too much trust lost in both above paragraphs. I tried a few blogs here ‘bk in the day’, but life spiraled downward year after year where nothing became stable long enough to be the norm.

I’ve started another bloggish, poem whatever you wanna label it…. Just a place to put the better pieces of the past together ~ hoping the spiraling of life can eventually reverse upwards~

©️lht

Words and photo

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Judge me on my whimsical Sky conversations rather dull ~ Judge me and my words A salvation to live absurd ~ Yet I'm trying to live Fighting my body taking a hit that wants to take my last light out ~ ©LynnHTerry

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Just couldn't resist this to reblog!

Bob Dylan, London, England 1966

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Bleached flames Sterilizing ... darkling games ~ Advanced legally planned directives Vaulted in protection ~ Yet one unknown false document ... From a hungry wolf moans ~ Comfort Home Care .... Now takes a beaten family On a legal Dare ~ Seriously? As if.... again The wounds within This family, darkness we've seen ~ Long ago we prayed We'd had enough Of the worst luck One paper appears Hemorrhaged tears ~ My family's evening and memories will Always hold believing ~ Evil prevails ~ Despite loving care ~ ©2017 LHTerry

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I gave no color but color blind eyes never see... ~ LHT #blackandwhitephotography #nature #photography #flowers #floral #Nikon #skinnyblynnonthestreet #lynnterryskinnyb @lynnterryskinnyb

Okay… I’m getting a feeling I need to throw a new groove ~ #blackandwhitephotograpy #photography #naturelovers #flowers #florals #instagram #instagrambham #inspiration #mylensmyeyemyart #myphotography #skinnyblynnonthestreet http://ift.tt/2rth3ki

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Panning for gold nature provides a bold treasure ~ She doesn't need this nugget just to sit close Cuddled and touched caressed embedded fed with love Essence exposed body unfolded tossed and rolled Her story untold body sculptured by a tongue explored She simply needs noticed ©LynnHTerry @skinnyblynnblog

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Just can't resist resharing these enduring eyes ~

Can’t help admitting I’m in love with my Ozzy… #pets #phonephotography #blackandwhitephoto #kittens #kittensofinstagram #instagrammers #skinnyblynnonthestreet http://ift.tt/2rfmJdo

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By now I've got this down (You relaxed , Your guard eased ) Finally moments free A busy day Relearning to live From your fingers Without thought Your mind in 'say' Received wrongfully ~ Unwanted play Dim the lights Of today Nothing more can erase The 40 minutes Upon words traced Outlined yellow tape disgraced ~ No escape ©2017 LynnHTerry #Poetry #poems #life #fallenmoments @indigopoets @visual-poetry @poetsorg @poems-of-madness @poeticheartache @fallenpoetry

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Brush of Blues

A stuck shutter stutters blue Sweeping the horizon mood,

Subdued with suffocating blues, It’s soothing hues consume,

An auricle sustaining life, Through the blues of a horizon… Giving the gift it renews… what we can’t defuse…

©2016 Lynn H Terry

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Lock Some keep forward motion... Some slip out of commotion.. Ponderosa of dusty prairies Settle for some of us rusty.. Not a politician in debate... Certainly always out of place, I'm dead to pondering... It's a broken gate I'll always be the fool in wait Cheers to all with stamina... Manic mania endulgance Endless stanzas... I'm simply off the path... Senseless dreams under raining skies... Drifting out in the almighty 'whys'.... A dreamer that knows when to say goodbye... Not to say I never tried.. But these skies simply rip me into mental demise... No disguise... No ponderous lies... Simply no ponders exist The End

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#awesome_shots #awesomewords

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Budding Time to peel open.. Time to escape the shell, Time to release inner peace. Bud new inner growth.. Time to free.. Buds to blossom.. ©2015 Lynn H Terry SkinnybLynn in ponder