st4r-n33ds-th3r4py

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

When the relapse goes hard and new spots are unlocked

#sh mention #tw self h4rm

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

I relapsed it's been so long they're mostly just cat scratches but I got one shallow but long styro but I got the pain I wanted so success?

#$h tumblr #$elf h4rm #$hblr #$elf harm #sewercide #styr0blr #tw s3lf harm #s3lf mutilation #s3lf harn

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

Might've reached my breaking point

#depresssion #i hate myself #self h4te #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #sewercide #sewer slide #tw sui ideation #su1c1d3 #su1c1dal #su1c1d4l #su1cide

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

SO FUCKING TIRED OF HAVING NASTY ASS STOMACH ROLLS WHEN I SIT DOWN.

TIRED OF MY FATTY THIGHS TOUCHING.

FUCK FOOD. FUCK FAT.

#@n0r3xia #@na tips #@na trigger #@nor3×14 #ana bllog #ana mention #ana rant #ana trigger #anatumblr #ed behaviour tw #tw ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana meal #ana tricks #laxana #@tw edd #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder #tw disordered eating #i need to ⭐️ve #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️rve #⭐️ving #@na motivation #th!gh gap #th!n$p0 #th!n$piration #th!n$po

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

I don't wanna eat lunch but my friends know I have problems eating so they'll question if I don't ugh. I'm doing so well too.

#ana trigger #anaroxia #ana tips #4n0r3x14 #pr0 4n4 #4na #4n4 #4norexi4 #not pro just using the tags #proannaaa #proanaa #eating problems #ed no sheeran #ed not sheeran #not pr0 4na #tw ana rant #tw ed relapse #ana relatable #restrictive ed #ana rant #ed bullshit #edblr #tw ed #ed diet #ed not ed sheeran

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

To the ana girls who think they're better cuz they are skinny:

You are not kate moss, bella hadid, or the next-it girl. This isn't "Mean Girls", this is real life. You don't get to bully fat people cuz you're skinny. No, you're not being 'real' you're being a loser.

#ana trigger #anorex14 #anorexi #ed not ed sheeran #ana meal #ana shit #ana rant #anatumblr #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #tw ana fast #not pro just using the tags #proannaaa #pr0 4n4 #4n0r3x14 #4na #4norexi4 #tw ed implied #tw ed relapse

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

I accidentally fasted for 24 hours but I'm not complaining

#ana trigger #anaroxia #ana tips #4n0r3x14 #pr0 4n4 #4na #4n4 #4norexi4 #i want to be th1n #tw ed implied #tw ed in the tags #i need to lose this weight #i wish i was thinner #ed behaviour tw #tw ed relapse #tw ed #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating #edblr #ed bullshit #restrictive ed #ed diet #eating problems #eat1ng d1sorder #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana shit #tw ana stuff #not pro just using the tags #only pr0 for myself

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

#ana shit #tw ana diary #tw ana relapse #i’m relapsing 💪 #4n4rexia #ed not sheeran #tw ed implied #not pro just using the tags #ana tips #ana male #anatumblr #pr0 ana diary #ana trigger #anaroxia #tw ana fast #ana rant #tw ana rant #ana meal #tw ana shit #tw ana trigger #i want to be thinner #bing3 eating #b0dy ch3ck #bonespr0 #ed bllog #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be weightless #i want to be tiny

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

Let me ruin my body

It's MY body

#an4r3xia #4n0r3x14 #not pr0 4na #4norexi4 #4n4rexia #4na diary #weightloss #4ana #ana rant #pr0 ana diary #tw ana diary #tw ed not sheeran #ed diet #ed behaviour tw #ed bullshit #ed no sheeran #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving #i want to be weightless #i need to lose this weight #i will reach my ugw #i wish i was thinner #anorexcya #starv1ng #ana quotes #ana trigger

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

balancing depression and ed is so hard like everyone else is exercising to burn extra calories but i can’t even get out of bed to shower lol

#4na #4n4 #tw ed #4n0r3x14 #i wanna be sk1nny #an0rex1a #i wanna be th1n #4n4r3x1c #edblr #4n4 vent #tw 4n4

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

i've never hated my body more than i do now

#ana relatable #4na #only pr0 for myself #4n0r3x14 #i want to be th1n #tw ed relapse #3atingdisord3r #ana vent #4n4 thoughts #4norex1a #th11nspo #thinzpo #4n4r3x1c #ana trigger #an0r3xic #ed fast #restrictive ed

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

Life is boring when you’re not obsessed with looking perfect

#not pr0 just for myself #restrictive ed #an0rexya #eating problems #4n0r3x14 #4n4r3x1c #ana trigger #edtblr #i wanna be sk1nny #4n4 diet #4norex1c #ed diet #tw ed in the tags #tw ana thoughts #4n4 blog #i wanna be th1n #i wish i was thinner #tw 4n4 #3atingdisord3r

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

I want to feel my bones through my skin <3

#4n0r3x14 #eat1ng d1sorder #pr0 ana diary #th1n$po #tw ana thoughts #bonespr0 #tw ed vent #ana trigger

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

I just wanna disappear. Not die. It seems death is always painful and I'm tired of pain. I just wanna be able to disappear into a pocket dimension. Just sit in the silence, finally sleep well. I wanna be able to bring my favorite people in sometimes so I can have human contact. I think it would be good for me if I could just escape for a bit.

#depresssion #su1c1dal

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

[01/30/2022]

#proannaaa #proanaa #pr0 ana diary #thnsp0 #pr0 4n4 #thnspo #thnspiration #sknny #male ana #tw ana stuff #ana meme #ana boy

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

*looks up male thinspo*

*only shows thinspo with girls*

#ana boy #tw ana relapse #4n4rexia #4n4r3x1a #male thinspi #male thinpo #thin$po #thin$p0 #thinspø #guy thinspi

[st4r-n33ds-th3r4py]

I feel like I'm literally fighting with myself because I want to be recovered for my gf bc she loves me the way I am and she makes me happy but I want to be skinny for her bc what if she hates my body when she sees it. All the weight I gained in recovery is noticeable I have a fucking muffin top. What if she thinks I'm ugly?

#ed not sheeren #ana boy #4n4r3x1a #4n4rexia #ed not ed sheeran #disordered eating thoughts