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bad kidz cool kidz

#art #dimension 20 #fantasy high #d20 art

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need to look at the sketches vs finished product more often.... it's so funny to me :^]

#egg……love #art #food art #food

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Orange Lamp and Oranges   -    Janet Fish , 1982.

American, b. 1938 -  

Oil on canvas ,     65 7/8 × 50 in.   167.3 × 127 cm.

#art #janet fish #still life #food art #painting

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The Devil's Garden 🌹 🩸 will he paint them red?

#wow #art #bg3 #bg3 art #astarion

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oh fuck this is a really good hill i gotta die on this

#SCREEEEECH #txt

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commission for @coffeetothepeople, his and @atinydroid's characters Bee (a fire genasi druid) and Jeremy (an elf wizard)! thank you for letting me indulge in my love for purple and drawing people being Interested™️ in each other 🤭

#art #dnd #dnd art #ocs #looove the hair on the genasi

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you gotta remove the bad faith glasses man. you can’t read with them on

#txt

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they used to make smackable technology. you used to be able to hit your tv when it didn't work good.

#incredible #fave

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i'm sorry but this is the only submission to this trend that i'll consider giving any thought to

#QUEEN SHIT #tweets

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not proshipper not anti but a secret third thing (person who has a career in the media and, through covering legislative politics, has watched "associating with problematic fiction or entertainment is an indicator of moral degeneracy" rapidly become a mainstream GOP position that they are encoding in legislation to target the queer community under the guise of protecting children, thus coming to the conclusion that positioning the "can people enjoy things that would be immoral IRL in their fiction" debate as a proship v anti fandom debate is akin to pretending that "should we have the death penalty" is a discussion that only matters in Death Note discourse — the extent and manner to which fiction affects reality is an issue that is immediately relevant to today's US politics, and to summarize my opinions on the matter in fandom terms would be to diminish the ways this debate is affecting america Right The Fuck Now. and i have stopped taking "this person is bad for shipping the wrong anime thing and being horny about it" in any sort of good faith ever since I saw it literally used as part of a GOP smear campaign against a transgender state legislator in an attempt to defend the right from backlash after they used their supermajority in the Montana house to prevent her from speaking on the floor. Anyway I think everyone on this site, especially Americans, could benefit from ceasing to think in proship v anti vocabulary and instead developing coherent political positions on the nature of fiction that do not directly align with current fascist political tactics)

#!!!!!!! #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #ty #txt #media literacy

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Secret Panel HERE 🙌 tapas.io/episode/3161466

#comic

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it always struck me as kind of hilarious that you have to pass a 30DC check to convince shadowheart not to kill dame aylin but if you're just like "sure do whatever lol" she chooses not to kill her anyway. tsundere ass fuck. killing is bad unless it's out of spite. i have morals unless you try to tell me what to do

but i just got to that scene in my new replay and it made me realize that that's not what's at stake at all

because the persuasion check isn't "don't do this". the persuasion check is, your life is whatever you make of it. you don't have to do something just because your goddess tells you to.

convincing shadowheart not to kill dame aylin is easy. she knows it's wrong, and she doesn't want to, not really. if given the choice, she is literally unable to go through with it even if she clearly wants to, or wants to want to so badly she can't tell the difference

the problem is convincing her she has an option in the first place

the problem is convincing her that her life is her own

shadowheart has never belonged to herself since she was captured. not in body, not in soul, not in mind, not even her memories. she quite literally doesn't know who she is in more ways than one. she doesn't know her past or her family, she doesn't know who her loved ones are (including the sharran loved ones, like nocturne), all she really knows about herself is a fear of wolves that's been implanted into her by lies and an attachment to a flower she can't remember the details of. and a mission. always a mission. the will of someone else she has to carry on, that is not for her to understand or question or think about. she can't even want to serve shar, because she isn't allowed to pursue her intention to become a dark justiciar. she is supposed to be well and truly nothing, empty as the sharran doctrine

(oh, and pain that she doesn't know the reason of. no matter what, she must bear the pain)

how can she see herself as more than her goddess, when she quite literally doesn't know anything about who she is other than her devotion to shar? how can she choose her own destiny, when she couldn't even choose how to devote and give herself over to her?

she can't, which is why, unless you have infinite rizz points and/or roll a nat20, shadowheart attacks you. not dame aylin. you. and she never argues about whether or not it's the right thing, because she knows. what she's rebelling against isn't the idea of letting dame aylin go. what she's rebelling against is the idea that she could leave her cage and belong to no one but herself. because the idea is scary and she quite literally doesn't know where to begin. which is why her obsession becomes to find her parents, even though she doesn't remember them at all. because maybe they can tell her who she's supposed to be, and she can have the comfort of having her path laid out before her again

(which is also why she has to kill them. not because of some hand hurty curse bullshit. but because she just wants them and selûne to become the new shar, and she has to let that go if she truly means to claim herself again)

and now im sad. because it's easier for shadowheart to do turn against shar and everything she's ever had on the grounds of saving someone else than on the grounds that she deserves better than to be a puppet. even if you do nothing, saving dame aylin, to her, is easy. saving herself is a wholly different matter, one she's not sure she has any right to, or wants to, even if it's what she really needs. accepting a selûnite's humanity is easier than accepting her own. losing everything is easier than gaining her own autonomy. and she will fight tooth and nail to be allowed to stay in her own, metaphorical soul cage

#op u get it u fuckin understand #bg3 #meta #shadowheart

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Fleabag (2019) // Derry Girls (2019)

#fleabag #derry girls #gifs #tv

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🌸I’ve updated my commissions!!! Read below for easier/more information on how to commission🌸

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#commissions #signal boost

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sir Divish of Talmberg I really like his armor design. also another cursed process. I render my art on one layer and it really shows here lol

#art #kcd #kcd art #illustration

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you came back wrong and i am racked with guilt because i cannot bear to see you like this and i should have let you rest. i loved you so much that i defied death itself but i do not think either of us are happy

#they’re right tho #txt #fave