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yokelish · 9 months

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A sin in two parts (Second part)

✏ Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs ✏ Characters: Nakajima Atsushi, Dazai Osamu, Armed Detective Agency ✏ Part 1. ✏ Warnings: someone will die! of shame!

Dazai was a clever man indeed. He understood things instinctively, immediately, interminably. His mind was a sharp blade, a steel trap, a machine of incredible computing power. Yet if you asked him what the meaning of life was, define the value of living, he wouldn’t be able to measure it. Despite the weight of existence he experiences each and every grueling day. The same dilemma was posed by his relationship with Fisher. It was light, it was ephemeral, natural and instinctive as breathing air. It was heavy, it was complicated, ever-changing as the moon. There were days it was a beautiful flower blooming. There were days it was needles in the collar. Extraordinarily rare it was for him to encounter a person he couldn’t define, place into a neat little box, and unravel like a simple ribbon. The complexity of Ryōshi wasn’t their fault, after all, the fault couldn’t be placed solely on them.

“We can’t force you to join,” Dazai said, sounding rather accepting of the situation, “but then I can’t help but worry for your future. You’ll need to vacate the room company got for you, and you don’t have any special skills, or friends in the city, so a job will be hard to come by. Not to mention—"

He could tell Atsushi was half-listening ASDbut that was half the point. Overwhelming the newbie would only help achieve the outcome desired. He had to start fretting about his future not because of having to worry about shelter or food, but because of his newly discovered ability. And the value it held.

“Shot dead?!” Nakajima screeched, leaning forward.

“Now, if you were with our agency, that would be a different story,” the dark-haired man offered a signature smug smile. Hook, line, sinker.

“Then that means…” Atsushi gripped the bomb tighter, closer, and fell against the back of the chair.

Naomi stepped in first. She was always quick to read the air. “We look forward to working with you, Atsushi!” She threw her hands around Jun’ichiro. “Don’t we, brother?”

“Follow the rules, brat,” Kunikida added flippantly.

Dazai had to take the reigns of the conversation again, “Well, not that the matter was settled—”

The door to the office opened with a swing as a new person entered the office. “Is the newbie here already?” they asked, excited. They too were always quick to catch up.

It was a mystery to Dazai still. How can a person understand him so well, play into his hands like a loaded dice, without prompt or instruction. It was rare for him to have such synergy with a person. He had only ever experienced it twice before. It was similar with Fisher, like having a partner he could depend on no matter the circumstance, they had unique submissiveness to them. As he said, it was simple, it was light, like a beam of sunlight. And equally unique stubbornness and strength of will. Ryōshi tossed the dice with him just as much. It wasn’t that he gained their trust or was forced into it. They allowed themselves to trust him and his schemes just as easily as they defied them. As he said, it was complicated, it was ever-moving like tides obeying the moon.

“Ah, you are just in time,” Dazai welcomed them.

As ever, Ryōshi had a certain aura around them. It always seems to fit in with whatever air surrounded them. Calm in the face of adversity, welcoming when least expected, distant when seeming within reach. When they first met, Dazai assumed it might have been an unexpected side-effect of their ability. What is the mood if not a probability? But he was wrong to assume. This effect was simply Ryōshi. No greater mystery behind it.

“Meet the newbie, Ryōshi,” he spoke, bemused, offering his hand to them. “We’ve just finished his employment paperwork.”

“Yeah, no,” Fisher shook their head, “I was standing behind the door for a few minutes now,” their touch against his skin light and gentle, fleeting as if startled. But before it could end, the bandaged hand trapped their fingers between his, “I know that was more of a blackmail than employment negotiation.”

He could feel it, the balancing of the scales, the impossible trapped between their fingers. Energy cannot be created or destroyed. Yet here they both were, destroying.

“It was nothing but negotiation, right, Atsushi?” Dazai looked at the boy again. The shared touch lingered for a moment longer before finally breaking. Atsushi took a deep breath in.

Ryōshi directed their attention to the white-haired boy and smiled. One thing about Ryōshi that was as constant as anything can be is the smile. Never fake, never treacherous. Always genuine, always. They introduced themselves first.

“I’m Nakajima Atsushi,” weretiger said, sounding dumbstruck.

“You have a lucky name, Nakajima Atsushi.”

Atsushi was following Dazai as they were supposed to help Ranpo back to the Agency after solving the case. Today was a productive day. Not a successful day. He didn’t manage to drown. He never did manage it. Perhaps drowning wasn’t destined for him? Perhaps it’s a fateful sign that he is destined to leave this dream-like world by other methods. He found the weretiger. Then, he arrived at a crime scene as planned. The only issue was Atsushi mentioning anything about a suicide attempt in front of Fisher. That would certainly complicate and taint matters for a bit.

“I get it now,” Atsushi said, contemplative. “Ranpo doesn’t have an ability, but everyone else does, right?” Dazai hummed in agreement. “Then, do you know what Ryōshi’s ability is? Can I know what it is?”

“Oh?” Dazai flashed a grin. What a curious question posed. Revealing. Atsushi could only disclose more if he made an outright confession. “Why the sudden interest in my partner?”

“I thought Kunikida was your partner,” the boy replied, confused.

“Kunikida is my partner, but Ryōshi is…” the man thought for a moment. How could he describe something so complex and wonderful and damning? How could he define something he himself contemplated often and came up with a different answer each time? Is there a way to describe the beauty of a storm without installing fear of it? Dazai couldn’t think he could find the right words, not concise ones. Partner is too professional to be applied to the touches they shared; friends was misjudging the sort of trust they shared. Everything was a misnomer. Everything was a contradiction. A smile appeared on his lips, growing wider and winder.

“Haha! Nevermind!” he shook his head, still smiling. “Anyway, yes, I do know their ability, and, no, there is no reason you can’t know. You are a member of the Agency, after all.”

“What it is?” Atsushi sounded too excited.

“Probability manipulation,” Dazai offered a flippant answer. He long had lost interest in Fisher’s supernatural ability. There are many other things he found intriguing now. Things unspoken. “Or, simply put, luck is their ability.”

“Huh?”

“What, don’t get it? Ryōshi manipulates probability. The odds are ever in their favour. Imagine a deck of cards, shuffled between you, me, and Ryōshi. They would be the one with a royal flush, every time.”

“Woah. That’s…That seems like a very powerful ability. In a casino, especially.”

The bandaged man shrugged. “Luck is zero-sum. Once Ryōshi draws a royal flush, all other bad cards must go into someone else’s hands.”

Atsushi stopped in his tracks. “What?”

The man stopped two steps ahead of him. This odd sensation began to bother him, nonetheless, he provided an answer. “Exactly as you heard it. When Ryōshi gets lucky, it always means someone must receive a dose of bad luck. Zero-sum, equivalent exchange.”

“Why would someone like Ryōshi be in the Agency?”

The questions didn’t stop. Nakajima was being greedy. And greed is a known sin. Dazai could understand the curiosity. It was, after all, very rational to question things, people around you. But the frequency of the questions irked him right now, deep inside he could feel a single needle prodding at his sternum.

“Protection,” the man replied. “Such an ability could be viewed as highly beneficial by many powerful people who would like to have even more power. Politicians, businessmen—”

“Port Mafia?”

The man smiled mischievously, “Alright, I’ve told you quite enough about my Fidus Achates. If you want to know more, ask them yourself.”

Perhaps Atsushi committed a sin of coveting. Just for a moment, he gave in to the temptation of greed. Dazai later reflected that he was no pious man either. He had committed the very same crime.

It was nice to see familiar faces, visit familiar dungeons. But every game ends, and time for reminiscing and walking the memory lanes was over. He got what he wanted. He infiltrated Port Mafia again, now as a traitor, and came out of there a victor. And the suicidal maniac would rejoice in his easy victory if not for understanding the complications that came with it. He had been toying with a line for some time now, almost ritualistically. As if he wanted to summon divine retribution upon himself. He had no doubt with this little stunt, he had succeeded.

Once he returns to the office, there will be consequences to face. Ryōshi will not welcome him with a smile on their face. There will be no smile at all. Those eyes would be filled with anger and with hurt. And there is no stopping a storm, only weathering it.

There were days when what they shared — whatever its name was — was like a feather’s brush, a sea breeze, a fire in the hearth. There were days that were reminiscent of stormy seas, thunderous skies, and raging bonfires. The calm weather is lovely. Tempests have their beauty and purpose. He has called upon a storm himself.

It’s not as if they didn’t trust each other. Trust was there. They could turn their backs to each other, knowing no knife would come. They’d put their hand in his, knowing the grasp would be gentle and easy instead of entrapping. He’d speak the first wicked thought that crossed his mind, and they’d merely tell him to think again. Perhaps they cared too much. Perhaps they both didn’t care enough.

The moment Dazai showed his face at the office, Ryōshi asked for a private conversation in the infirmary. There was no escaping just like there were no hiding. The sheer absence of any tangible emotion attached was deafening. Just like that, the two of them were gone behind a closed door. And only they will know the weight of the words they’ve shared. Only they will know the sharpness and cold steel of it, the gentleness of the hands that swung the sword.

Only Dazai will know the accusations, but everyone would confirm it to be true. He was no gardener; he knew nothing of nurturing. He was an observer. He’d watch whatever came his way — sunlight or rain — he’d weather it with nothing but entrapment of life.

Dazai watches his subordinate’s blank stare with unbridled curiosity. It’s like reading a novel. Every thought projected on Nakajima’s face like an old film. He contemplates, remembers, analyzes, and tries to understand. He covets. Dazai appreciates inquisitive minds. He, too, is often perplexed by his complex relationship with Ryōshi. He, too, tries to explain it, define, and explicate it. It’s not Ryōshi alone that pulls him like a moth to a flame; it’s what they create together. No, they do not work well together, their skills aren’t complimentary in the slightest. They both rely on the same weapons: schemes, wits, and human faults. Their abilities are about taking something away from another. Yet, despite their likeness, they are just as equally different. It’s not opposite forces at work when it comes to the two of them. It’s complimentary. Ryōshi is guarded, wanting nothing but peace of mind. Whether they are alone or in company, all is an active choice. Dazai enjoys indulging in the idea of their unusual harmonious cooperation as natural, but he suspects that, too, is a choice. And he covets it. For the odds to be in his favour, for luck to be on his side, to draw a good hand each time he plays, to manipulate the probability.

“At-su-shi,” the bandaged man says in a joyful staccato.

The boy flinches at the sound of his own name. “Yes?”

“You are not eating,” Dazai points at the plate.

“Ah, sorry,” the boy mumbles, “not hungry, I guess.” He rubs the back of his neck and avoids eye contact. It’s not hard to read his thoughts that are so shamefully unhidden. The boy doesn’t care about the food being taken off his plate.

Dazai reached into Atsushi’s plate without asking. “Yen for your thoughts?”

The man doesn’t need to ask. He could tell every thought Nakajima conjured in his head. But that would be tactless and embarrassing for both. Then their eyes meet.

“Go on then,” the nullifier prompts, picking up a strip of grilled meat with chopsticks, “I can tell something is on your mind.” He offers a knowing smile. “Or should I say someone?”

Atsushi recoils in his seat, face turning furious pink. He chooses to look at anything but his mentor. Dazai would tease the newbie about age-inappropriate crush but then again, he could understand it. An orphan who never received affection meeting someone who had no qualms about giving it. Rationally, the suicidal man understands the innocence of such a sin as coveting. Just as he could understand the lack of innocence in his own. He covets the same things, just grander, greedier.

“They are a good person,” Nakajima says still averting his eyes, “that’s…”

Dazai continues to regard his subordinate with an intrusive stare. “Mhm.”

Atsushi drops his head on the table, pressured under a scrutinizing gaze and the weight of his own thoughts. “That’s why I want them to be happy.”

The man cannot help the smile forcing its way. “That so?” What an innocent desire. Perhaps that’s what keeps Atsushi from corruption. Nakajima is doomed and saved by selflessness.

“I don’t want them to hurt, Dazai-san.”

Something stirred in Dazai’s mind, but he couldn’t say anything to that.

#yokelishtorturesenglish #bsd fanfiction #bsd fanfic #bungo stray dogs fanfic #bungo stray dogs fanfiction #nakajima atsushi x reader #dazai osamu x reader #i am paying off my crab debt SEVEN #I FUCKING FORGOT TO POST IT ON TUMBLR I AM NOT SORRY

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loyalpromise · 4 months

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starter for @notbit !

time is hard to keep track of now, but louis isn’t blind to the changes of both himself and the friends around him. he’s started growing facial hair, started losing the baby fat in his cheeks—at least to some degree—and he’s got little patches of hair in places he hadn’t remembered them being before. he’s just thankful to whichever of his parents’ genes that prevented him from having breakouts.

and despite his own body’s questionable changes, he supposes it could be worse. he thinks about willy and the way the boy’s voice cracks over the tiniest things and the plethora of acne that plagues his skin. ah, the joys of puberty… still, louis has other things on his mind besides his friends’ changes. well… most of them, anyway…

his eyes flit over to the girl—or woman—beside him, taking in the slope of her nose from her profile view as they walk. clementine. if anything, she’s aged the most gracefully out of all of them. and louis acknowledges that he is entirely biased, but he doesn’t care. anyone with half a brain could see the beauty clem’s become—not that she wasn’t already beautiful, but, in louis’ opinion, she’d only managed to grow even more beautiful with time.

he’s reminded of the quote from mulan that had never managed to leave his mind even after all these years: the flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all. and he’ll be damned if it doesn’t fit clem to a T. he wonders if he should mention it to her; wonders if it would make her blush. it’s an entertaining thought.

instead, he carries on about one thing or another—anything to fill the silence between them—and he notices that she’s been quiet, which isn’t anything unusual, but, knowing her as well as he’s grown to, he can tell when it’s an unusual amount of quiet.

“ penny for your thoughts ? ” he asks after a brief pause, brow risen. he knows they need to focus—keep their eyes peeled for anything they could bring back to the school—but checking in with each other while they do it wouldn’t hurt anything.

#notbit #here you go! i hope this works! if not i'll write up smth different!#[ more finesse. ] louis a. / interaction.#starter.

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samyelbanette · 6 years

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Las Flores

Today is Day 18 of Yu Gi Oh 5Ds Month 2018 - it’s Ruka’s day! This story takes place several years after the events of the series, when she and Rua are teenagers. It features a rarepair/crack ship I have for her. But, you’ll have to read it to see what it is. ;)

“Ruka-chan!” smiled the girl at the next desk. “When class is over, do you want to go to the cafe by the station with me?”

“Oh, not today, Patty-san,” Ruka shook her head.

“But, they have a new parfait!” the blonde protested.

“I know, I want to try it another day,” Ruka explained. “But, today, I’m going to visit my brother.”

“At Duel Academy?” the classmate guessed.

“That’s right,” Ruka nodded. “I’m proud of Rua-kun, for getting accepted into the upper division program.”

“You could’ve gotten in too, y’know,” Patty frowned. “When we were in the lower division together, you were really good at dueling!”

“That was when we were kids,” Ruka shrugged. “I transferred to this school for a reason.”

“I only applied here, because I failed the dueling test,” Patty confessed.

“I didn’t even take the entrance exam,” Ruka revealed.

“What?!” Party gasped. “Why not?”

“I have no interest in going pro,” Ruka sighed. “I had quite enough of dueling,when I was younger…”

And risking life and limb to save the world, she recalled. I don’t miss being a Signer. Rua-kun and I could’ve died before we even made it out of the fifth grade.

“So, what are you going to go to college for?” Patty wondered.

“I’m not sure yet,” Ruka replied, contemplative. “Maybe I’ll be a doctor, like Aki-sempai. After all, doctors saved my life, when I slipped into a coma, thirteen years ago…”

“I’m sorry for bringing it up,” Patty winced.

“No, it’s alright,” Ruka shrugged. “I’ll meet you at the cafe tomorrow, ok?”

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An hour later, Ruka was walking towards the track where Duel Academy students did their D-Wheel practice.

“Rua-san!” she heard an unfamiliar voice shout. “Duel me again!”

“No way,” Ruka’s brother replied. “I beat you fair and square.”

“Just one rematch!” the boy pleaded.

“Oh, hi, Ruka-chan,” Rua greeted, coming around the corner. He was in his new racing suit, which their distant parents had sent him, to congratulate him on his admission.

Trailing behind him was the owner of the other voice, a young man with tanned skin, and dark hair. Ruka felt like she had seen him somewhere before, but she couldn’t place where.

“That’s your sister, Rua-san?” the boy gaped. “Ah, she’s pretty!”

Ruka blushed.

“Hey, stay away from her, man,” Rua warned, narrowing his eyes.

“Sorry, I should introduce myself,” the boy apologized. “I’m Kiryu West.”

“K-Kiryu?” Ruka repeated. Like Yusei’s boyfriend?

“Kiryu Kyosuke is my father,” West laughed. “Well, adoptive father. He took me and my sister, Nico, in after our biological father passed away.”

I remember Yusei-oniisan telling me that Kiryu-san adopted two children, Ruka realized. But, I never thought I would meet them here in Neo Domino City.

“I moved from Satisfaction Town to Neo Domino, after the Academy offered me a scholarship,” West explained. “Rua-san is in my Advanced Synchro Summon class!”

“We have our first test on Monday,” Rua grinned, “so we’re practicing!”

“And you actually won the practice duel, Rua-kun?” Ruka asked.

“Don’t say actually like you’re surprised!” Rua protested, turning red.

West cracked up. “She dragged you, Rua-san!”

“When we were growing up,” Ruka explained, “I was better at classic dueling than he was.”

I even got invited to participate in the Fortune Cup, Ruka recalled. Then again, that may have been less about my skills, and more about Godwin-san trying to determine whether or not I was a Signer.

“I would love to duel you, Ruka-san!” West said eagerly.

“Oh, I don’t really play anymore,” Ruka denied. “And I never learned how to ride a D-Wheel.”

“I could teach you sometime,” West offered.

“She said no, brother,” a feminine voice called, coming up the walkway.

Ruka turned and saw the most beautiful girl she’d ever seen. She had a scarlet flower in her gorgeous, dark, wavy hair. Her dress was the color of sunset.

“You must be….Kiryu Nico?” Ruka realized.

“I did not take Kiryu Kyosuke’s legal name,” Nico corrected. “My real father was Sergio Flores. I am Nico Flores.”

“You’re such a rebellious teenager, Oneechan,” West grumbled. “Kiryu-oniisama raised us since I was ten and you were twelve, didn’t he?”

That’s about the same age that Rua-kun and I were during the Signer War, Ruka blinked.

“He’s been giving me a hard time lately,” Nico pouted. “So, I came all the way from Satisfaction Town to visit you!”

“Nico-oneechan, did you even tell Kiryu-oniisama where you were going?” West wondered. “Or did you run away from home?”

“I visited Yusei-san when I first got here,” Nico shrugged. “I told him to phone Kiryu and tell him I was safe.”

“I wouldn’t be surprised if he jumps on his D-Wheel as soon as Yusei calls him,” West sighed, “and comes to drag you home.”

“He should have listened to me about the shop!” Nico argued.

“Shop?” Ruka repeated, confused.

Nico turned to look at the twins, as if she’d just realized that they were there.

“Uh, hi,” Ruka said awkwardly, extending her hand. “I’m Morikoya Ruka, and this is my brother, Rua. He’s West’s classmate.”

“Ah, uh, pleased to meet you, Morikoya-san,” Nico stammered. “I’m sorry you had to overhear our family drama…”

“We’re both ‘Morikoya-san’, so just call her Ruka so we know who you’re talking to,” Rua suggested bluntly. “So, what was that shop you mentioned?”

“You don’t have to tell us, if you don’t want to,” Ruka interjected. Rua-kun is so rude sometimes, it’s embarrassing.

“It’s called the Classy Ass Flower Shop,” West said, equally straightforward. No wonder he and Rua became friends.

“I...well, I would want to change the name,” Nico cringed. “The flower shop...well, it originally belonged to a terrible woman, named Barbara.”

“Barb-san kidnapped us, when we were kids!” West remembered. “We were tied to a post, and Kiryu-oniisama and Yusei-san, and their friends rescued us!”

“That must have been traumatizing,” Ruka said sympathetically.

“No, it was awesome!” West chuckled. “It made me want to become a strong duelist, just like them!”

“The point is,” Nico clarified, “after Barbara was arrested by Security, the flower shop was closed down. The building’s been collecting dust, all this time. It’s a reminder of bad times, for many residents of Satisfaction Town. Kiryu wants to tear it down.”

“That’s understandable,” Rua nodded.

“But, I want the flower shop to reopen!” Nico insisted. “I’ve grown so many beautiful blossoms in my garden, and I want to sell them!”

“Growing flowers in a desert?” Ruka marveled. “Isn’t that difficult?”

“The flower that blooms in adversity,” Nico smiled, “is the most rare and beautiful of all.”

“You stole that from Mulan,” West teased.

“I-It’s true, though!” Nico reddened. “Plants have to overcome so many obstacles, to bloom in the place we call home. If my plants can overcome adversity, then I feel like maybe….so can I.”

A lot of crazy things happened during her childhood, Ruka considered. And now she wants to move past it, and be a normal teenage girl. I can relate. A lot.

“I agree with you, Nico-san,” Ruka said encouragingly, smiling at the pretty girl. “You should open your flower shop. And if I ever visit Satisfaction Town, I will definitely buy one of your blooms.”

“R-really, Mori….I mean, Ruka-san?” Nico blushed.

“Really,” Ruka grinned. “But, while you’re here, visiting us….there’s a cafe downtown, that my friend says is really good. Would you like to split a parfait with me?”

#ygo5dsmonth2018 #my fic #rua and ruka #yugioh 5ds #nico and west

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unoutan · 7 years

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Bnha x Mulan AU (TodoDeku) Goofy idea/fanfic I'll never write. (sorry anon. Still love you. I just watched the movie and Bakugou is now Yao to me. Hope you see this bc I accidentally deleted your ask x_x. <3)

Toshinori Yagi: My, what beautiful blossoms we have this year. But look, this one's late. But I'll bet that when it blooms, it will be the most beautiful of all.

Izuku: Excuse me, where can I sign in? Ahhh, I see you have a sword. I got one too! -goes to pull out sword- I'm very manly andddd...tough! -accidentally drops sword-

Mineta: For instance, my eyes, can see straightttt through your armor.

Izuku: -slaps Mineta-

Aoyama: -sparkling- Look! This tattoo will protect me from harm.

Bakugou: Hmmm -punches guy-

Kaminari: -laughs- I hope you can get your money back!

Bakugou: -spits- What are you lookin' at?

Mineta: -whispering- Punch him. It's how men say hello.

Izuku: -punches Bakugou-

Kirishima: -holding a fuming Bakugou- Bakugou, you've made a friend!

Mineta: Good. Now slap him on the behind. They like that.

Izuku: -slaps Bakugou's butt-

Bakugou: I'm gonna hit you so hard, it'll make your ancestors dizzy.

Kirishima: Bakugou -picks up Bakugou- relax and chant with me. -chants, while slowly rocking Bakugou back and forth-

Bakugou: -growls, but eventually chants-...blurbedjal...eh, you ain't worth my time, chicken boy.

Mineta: CHICKEN BOY? SAY THAT TO MY FACE, YOU LIMP NOODLE!

Todoroki: -looming over Izuku- I don't need anyone causing trouble in my camp!

Izuku: Sorry...-man voice- Uhh, I mean, sorry you had to see that. You know how it is when you get those, ugh, manly urges and you just have to kill something...fix things, uh, cook outdoors.

Todoroki: What's your name?

Izuku: Ahh, I,, uhh I, uhh-

Monoma: Your commanding officer just asked you a question!

Izuku: Uhh, I've got a name. Huhh a-and it's a boys name too!

Mineta: -whispers hiding behind Izuku- Kaminari, how about Kaminari?

Izuku: His name is Kaminari.

Todoroki: I didn't ask for his name. I asked for yours.

Mineta: Try, ugh, ughhh, ahh Chu!

Izuku: Ah Chu.

Todoroki: Ah Chu?

Mineta: Gesundheit. Hehe, I kill myself.

Izuku: Minetaaa

Todoroki: Mineta?

Izuku: NO!

Todoroki: -frustrated- Then what is it!

Mineta: Deku! Deku was my best friend growing up!

Izuku: IT'S DEKU!

Todoroki: Deku.

Mineta: Though Deku did steal my gir -gets choked by Izuku-

Izuku: -arrives-

Kaminari: Looks like our new friend slept in this morning! Helloooo Deku, are you hungry?

Bakugou: Yeahhh, 'causse I owe you a knuckle sandwich -grabs Izuku with fist raised-

Todoroki: Soldiers! You will assemble swiftly and silently every morning. -takes off shirt-

Izuku: ... -secretly or not so secretly checkin' Todo out-

Todoroki: Anyone who acts otherwise, will answer to me.

Izuku: -eyes wide in fear and hiding behind lily pad- Hi guys! I didn't know you were here! So, I'm clean and I'm gonna go. BYE BYE!

Kaminari: Come back hereee! I know we were jerks to you before, so let's start over! -naked and holding hand out to shake- Hiiii, I'm Kaminari!

Izuku: -naked and worried, shakes hand and bumps into Kirishima standing behind her-

Kirishima: And I'm Kirishima!

Izuku: -cringes- Hello Kirishimaaa.

Bakugou: -butt naked and standing on a rock- AND I AM BAKUGOU KATSUKI. KING OF THE ROCK. And there's nothing you girl's can do about it.

Izuku: -covers eyes-

Kaminari: Oh yeahhh! Well, I think Deku and I can take you.

Izuku: -still covering eyes trying to get away- I don't really want to take him anywhere.

Kaminari: But, Deku! We have to fight!

Izuku: We can just close our eyes...and swim around -Kaminari touches her forearm and gets too close-

Mineta: -spits- Ohh...what a nasty flavor.

Bakugou, Kirishima and Kaminari: SNAKE~ -cue screaming at the snake in the water-

A moment later, Kirishima: Some king of the rock...AHH! -gets pushed off rock by Bakugou-

Izuku: Boy, that was close...

Mineta: -brushing teeth- No, that was vile. YOU OWE ME BIG.

Todoroki: -pissed and stroming off-

Izuku: Hey, I'll hold him and you punch, heh, heh...-Todoroki walks by without reacting- or not. -calling out to Todoorki- For what it's worth, I think you're a great captain.

Mineta: I saw that!

Izuku: -innocent and cute- What?

Mineta: You likeee him don't youuu?

Izuku: N-No, I--

Mineta: Yeah right, yeah sure. Look, GO TO YOUR TENT.

Kaminari: Step back guys, give 'em some air.

Todoroki: Deku, you are the craziest man I've ever met. And for that I owe you my life. From now on, you have my trust.

Kaminari: LET'S HEAR IT FOR DEKU! THE BRAVEST OF US ALL!

Bakugou: YOU'RE KING OF THE MOUNTAIN!

Kirishima: YES, YES, YESSS! -bumps hips with a random guy nearby-

Izuku: TODOROKI-KUN!

Todoroki: -surprised- Izuku?

Izuku: The League of Villains are alive, they're in the city.

Todoroki: You don't belong here Deku, go home.

Izuku: Todoroki, I saw them. You have to believe me.

Todoroki: Why should I?

Izuku: Why else would I come back? You said you'd trust Deku. Why is Izuku any different? Keep your eyes open. I know they're here.

Izuku: Okay, any questions?

Bakugou: Does this dress make me look fat?

Izuku: -slaps Bakugou-

Bakugou: Ow.

Todorki: -awkward- Um...you...you fight good.

Mulan: Oh....t-thank you. -disappointed-

Principal Nedzu: The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all.

Todoroki: Sir?

Principal Nedzu: You don't meet a girl like that every dynasty.

Todoroki: -goes after Midoriya-

Izuku: -kneels before All Might- Father. I brought you the mask of All for One, and the crest of Principal Nedzu. They're gifts, to honor the Yagi family.

Toshinori Yagi: -drops everything to hug Izuku- The greatest gift and honor is having you for a daughter. I've missed you so.

Izuku: -crying- I've missed you too Papa!

Todoroki: Honorable Toshinori Yagi, All Might, I--IZUKU...I..uh...uh..you forgot your helmet. Ah but well, actually it's your helmet isn't it? I mean-

Toshinori Yagi: -smiles with eyebrow raised-

Izuku: -smiling at Todoroki- Would you like to stay for dinner?

Recovery Girl: Would you like to stay forever?

Todoroki: -smiling at Izuku- Dinner would be great.

Aizawa: Ohhh, all right. You can be a guardian again. -cue Mineta screaming in joy-

#i needed to get this off my chest #bnha #mha #tododeku #todomido #katsudeku #kiribaku #bakukiri #boku no hero #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #midoriya izuku #deku #todoroki shouto #bakugou katsuki #kirishima eijirou #kaminari denki

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25 Movies To Watch Again

1. 300

“Children, gather round! No retreat, no surrender; that is Spartan law. And by Spartan law we will stand and fight… and die. A new age has begun. An age of freedom, and all will know, that 300 Spartans gave their last breath to defend it!” – King Leonidas (Gerard Butler)

2. Braveheart

“Aye, fight and you may die. Run, and you’ll live… at least a while. And dying in your beds, many years from now, would you be willin’ to trade ALL the days, from this day to that, for one chance, just one chance, to come back here and tell our enemies that they may take our lives, but they’ll never take… OUR FREEDOM!” – William Wallace

3. Coach Carter

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it is in everyone.

And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” – Timo Cruz (Rick Gonzalez)

4. Dead Poet Society:

“They’re not that different from you, are they?

Same haircuts.

Full of hormones, just like you.

Invincible, just like you feel.

The world is their oyster.

They believe they’re destined for great things, just like many of you, their eyes are full of hope, just like you.

Did they wait until it was too late to make from their lives even one iota of what they were capable? Because, you see gentlemen, these boys are now fertilizing daffodils.

But if you listen real close, you can hear them whisper their legacy to you. Go on, lean in.

Listen, you hear it? – – Carpe – – hear it? – – Carpe, carpe diem, seize the day boys, make your lives extraordinary.” – John Keating

5. Don Juan DeMarco

“There are only four questions of value in life, Don Octavio.

What is sacred?

Of what is the spirit made?

What is worth living for, and what is worth dying for?

The answer to each is the same – only love.” — Don Juan DeMarco (Johnny Depp)

6. Freedom Writers

“I don’t want excuses. I know what you’re up against.

We’re all of us up against something.

So you better make up your mind, because until you have the balls to look me straight in the eye and tell me this is all you deserve, I am not letting you fail.

Even if that means coming to your house every night until you finish the work.

I see who you are.

Do you understand me?

I can see you. And you are not failing.” – Erin Gruwell (Hilary Swank)

7. Good Will Hunting

“They don’t know about real loss, because that only occurs when you love something more than you love yourself.” – Sean (Robin Williams)

8. Hitch

“Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it’s the moments that take your breath away.” – Hitch (Will Smith)

9. Into the Wild

“I will miss you too, but you are wrong if you think that the joy of life comes principally from the joy of human relationships.

God’s place is all around us, it is in everything and in anything we can experience.

People just need to change the way they look at things.” – Christopher McCandless (Emile Hirsch)

10. Lord of the Rings

“So do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide.

All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us.

There are other forces at work in this world Frodo, besides the will of evil. Bilbo was meant to find the Ring.

In which case, you were also meant to have it.

And that is an encouraging thought.” — Gandalf (Ian McKellen)

11. Marley and Me

“It was really quite simple, and yet we humans, so much wiser and more sophisticated, have always had trouble figuring out what really counts and what does not.

Sometimes it takes a dog with bad breath, worse manners, and pure intentions to help us see.

Ask yourself, how many people in the world can truly make you feel rare, pure, and extraordinary?” –John Grogan (Owen Wilson)

12. Million Dollar Baby

“To make a fighter you gotta strip them down to bare wood: you can’t just tell ’em to forget everything you know if you gotta make ’em forget even their bones… make ’em so tired they only listen to you, only hear your voice, only do what you say and nothing else… show ’em how to keep their balance and take it away from the other guy… how to generate momentum off their right toe and how to flex your knees when you fire a jab… how to fight backin’ up so that the other guy doesn’t want to come after you. Then you gotta show ’em all over again. Over and over and over… till they think they’re born that way.” – Eddie Scrap-Iron Dupris (Morgan Freeman)

13. Mulan

“The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all.” — The Emperor (Pat Morita)

14. Peaceful Warrior

“The warrior does not give up what he loves, Dan. He finds the love in what he does.” – Socrates (Nick Nolte)

“The accident is your training. Life is choice. You can choose to be a victim or anything else you’d like to be.” — Socrates (Nick Nolte)

15. Rocky

“Ah come on, Adrian, it’s true. I was nobody. But that don’t matter either, you know?

‘Cause I was thinkin’, it really don’t matter if I lose this fight.

It really don’t matter if this guy opens my head, either.

‘Cause all I wanna do is go the distance. Nobody’s ever gone the distance with Creed, and if I can go that distance, you see, and that bell rings and I’m still standin’, I’m gonna know for the first time in my life, see, that I weren’t just another bum from the neighborhood.” – Rocky (Sylvester Stallone)

16. Rocky Balboa (Rocky 6)

“Nobody is gonna hit as hard as life, but it ain’t how hard you can hit.

It’s how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward.

It’s how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That’s how winning’s done.” – Rock Balboa (Sylvester Stallone)

17. Rudy

“In this life time, you don’t have to prove nothing to nobody, except yourself.

And after what you’ve gone through, if you haven’t done that by now, it ain’t gonna never happen.” – Fortune (Charles S. Dutton)

18. Runaway Bride

“Look, I guarantee there’ll be tough times. I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us is gonna want to get out of this thing.

But I also guarantee that if I don’t ask you to be mine, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life, because I know, in my heart, you’re the only one for me. “ — Ike Graham (Richard Gere)

19. Stand and Deliver

“There will be no free rides, no excuses. You already have two strikes against you: your name and your complexion.

Because of these two strikes, there are some people in this world who will assume that you know less than you do.

Math is the great equalizer… When you go for a job, the person giving you that job will not want to hear your problems; ergo, neither do I.

You’re going to work harder here than you’ve ever worked anywhere else. And the only thing I ask from you is ganas. ‘Desire’.” — Jaime Escalante (Edward James Olmos)

20. The Bucket List

“You know, the ancient Egyptians had a beautiful belief about death.

When their souls got to the entrance to heaven, the guards asked two questions.

Their answers determined whether they were able to enter or not. ‘Have you found joy in your life?’ ‘Has your life brought joy to others?’” — Carter Chambers (Morgan Freeman)

21. The Empire Strikes Back

“Do, or do not. There is no ‘try’.” — Yoda

22. The Mighty Ducks

“Neither do hockey players. Have you guys ever seen a flock of ducks flying in perfect formation?

It’s beautiful. Pretty awesome the way they all stick together.

Ducks never say die.

Ever seen a duck fight?

No way.

Why?

Because the other animals are afraid.

They know that if they mess with one duck, they gotta deal with the whole flock.

I’m proud to be a Duck, and I’d be proud to fly with any one of you.

So how about it? Who’s a Duck?” – Gordon Bombay (Emilio Estevez)

23. The Notebook

“My Dearest Allie. I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real.

And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love.

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me.

That’s what I hope to give to you forever.

I love you.

I’ll be seeing you.” — Young Noah (Ryan Gosling)

24. The Pursuit of Happyness

“Don’t ever let somebody tell you… You can’t do something.

Not even me. All right?

… You got a dream… You gotta protect it.

People can’t do somethin’ themselves, they wanna tell you you can’t do it.

If you want somethin’, go get it.

Period.” – Christopher Gardner (Will Smith)

25. Vision Quest

“I was in the room here one day… watchin’ the Mexican channel on TV. I don’t know nothin’ about Pele.

I’m watchin’ what this guy can do with a ball and his feet.

Next thing I know, he jumps in the air and flips into a somersault and kicks the ball in – upside down and backwards… the goddamn goalie never knew what the fuck hit him.

Pele gets excited and he rips off his jersey and starts running around the stadium waving it around his head. Everybody’s screaming in Spanish.

I’m here, sitting alone in my room, and I start crying … That’s right, I start crying.

Because another human being, a species that I happen to belong to, could kick a ball, and lift himself, and the rest of us sad-assed human beings, up to a better place to be, if only for a minute… let me tell ya, kid – it was pretty goddamned glorious.

It ain’t the six minutes… it’s what happens in that six minutes.” – Elmo (J.C. Quinn)

#movies #films

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I rewatched 5.09 aka The 2016 Christmas Special

I officially have done nothing productive all day. I did finish rewatching The Nanny though if that counts 😂😂 I forgot how much it made me laugh. Anyway I’m randomly in the mood to watch the 2016 Christmas special so why not post? Btw this will be long af this IS incredibly long but I just had so many thoughts ya’ know?

Ah I’m excited again, this was such a great special don’t @ me

The Turners! ANGELA’S LITTLE NURSE UNIFORM 😭💕 SO PRECIOUS

SHELAGH LOOKING LIKE A BABE😍

TRIXIE looking a babe 😍 she assisted in the cesarean.. later she’ll do it herself ahh

I want to have Christmas dinner at Nonnatus aww

“To absent friends"💔 my freaking heart breaks, sister MJ’s face! ugh she misses sister Evangelina. But don’t we all?

More cute Angela not talking as usual (still waiting for a word)

I want Trixie’s Christmas outfit, I want all her clothes though 😍

WE OUT TO SOUTH AFRICA

# LETS GET IT 1962

rip to sister felicity tho

More Shelagh being flawless, like yes Laura Main is so gorgeous don’t sleep on it

”God moves in a mysterious manner" lol shelagh I just love u don’t ever change

“Our own son had polio once” yes use guilt to make your point & get ur way

take notes people

“What you did I did, where you go I go..” excuse me while my heart fucking melts 😭😭

I remember watching this Christmas Day & my mom and I did the same sigh and “aww” expression at that line

She loves the show and is going to be shook when she watches series 6 lol

Also like Shelagh’s dress is so cute I’m here for it

Lmaoo I was wondering for so long beforehand why tf they brought Fred?? They Need those engineering skills apparently

CMON BABY DO THE LOCOMOTION 💃🏼💃🏼💃🏼

Yess the music is lit

Trixie’s turquoise dress 👌🏻👌🏻 I want it

Tims leg braces! I actually noticed them and was lowkey proud because I rarely notice shit in the background

More Shelagh being adorable, as always

Get those vaccinations💉💉 f*ck shots though lmao I hate them

What is Patrick whispering to Shelagh? 👀👀

That’s almost right up there with what in the actual fuck did he write in those letters to get her to ditch the habit and wimple 😉😏😉 NO BUT FOR REAL WHAT DID HE SAY? We’ll never know *sigh*

I’m here for everything Trixie wears lets be real

LOL SISTER JULIENNE BASICALLY TELLING BABS SHE CANT BE FOOLING AROUND WITH HER MAN OVERSEAS

don’t even argue that she’s making a big deal with any of that “he’s a vicar, she’s a vicar’s daughter, they don’t believe in premarital sex” either cause they were making out in public before and he was grabbing her ass in a CONVENT Lmaooo (good for him he’s not letting god stop him😂) jk I’m going to hell for all the jokes I’ve made through out this show anyway

I feel though, so im letting them live

But still the married couple barely touch each other 😂 so I’m a little salty *pretend there’s a salt shaker emoji* Fu*k it though

Also Patsy and Delia have been together for a while and haven’t kissed either as far as I remember

BEATRIX FRANKLIN SLAYING AS ALWAYS 😍😍 love her coat and glasses and everything she is

And yikes that swimsuit babs lol

There’s Patsy! With the horrible horrible wig :/

Sister MJ with the Christmas cake 😭😭 aye bendito she just wants to share it

How rich with alcohol is it sister? Pass it over

By guys🙋🏼 we out this Bitch ✈️🚢

The music makes me so happy 😭❣️

“Look at you Barbara! brussel sprout green” Lmaoo ew I hate Brussel sprouts and also throwing up in general😂 sorry babs you’re gross rn

Legit I have not thrown up since I was like 8, I refuse to let myself 😭😂and 3 semesters in to university and lots of parties and drinks I’ve never actually thrown up (been pretty close though haha) *knocks on wood so I don’t jinx it*

I love Phyllis. Have I said that yet??

“..do you have anything to stop my mascara from running” lol I am Trixie

but was there no waterproof mascara yet?

uh oh here comes the asshole sergeant (I think it’s the same guy as later on?), and Tom is so reasonable lol

Shelagh’s hat with the flowers lol, but yes her cute summer dress love it, glad she only took one cardigan 😂

Lol when the sergeant tells Trixie don’t smile 😂😂

yes Dr Myra pulled up, I thought she was kinda bitchy at first and still kinda do but she’s tough and badass so I’m here for it

“I can see the caption now, English Roses dash African Skies exclamation mark!” .. “this is a new camera” LOL AGAIN PHYLLIS IS A GEM I LOVE HER SHE’S SO FUNNY

And again Trixie’s dress, it’s so pretty I want it😭😭

And again I’m Trixie, talking about needing a face mask 😂

lol Babs you smell like grajo 😂

Phyllis sniffing her 😂 “you’ve had enough barley sugar and sympathy”

The spider 😂 I don’t like spiders so I relate lol & Barbara killing it and coming at Phyllis with the clapback “there’s venom on it and some backbone”

Why do I find the linen habits funny?

Aw Shelagh “it’s at times like this I wonder what would Sister Evangelina do” I’m so glad she brought her up

Rip sister E 😰

I feel like Patrick would still feel hot in that linen suit, like it’s still a suit lol? same with the nuns but like they have no other choice

Alright I’ll give Dr Myra that though asking about radium treatment was naive of Patrick

Fred is so funny though 😂 leaving his mark by shaving lol

Throwback to Shelagh’s og bri nylon nightgown’s first appearance 😉

“What’s all this” LOL about to be the cause of this miraculous conception that’s what 😂

“It’s made of a new material called bri nylon..” Shelagh is so cute and genuinely wanting to explain 💕

Lol like cmon u know Patrick probably doesn’t give a fuck and is gonna take it off

Of course Trixie would be mad she didn’t get to set her hair

“That hat covers a multitude of sins” that’s legit one of my fav Barbara lines 😂😂

Shelagh is the only one who brought the belt to her uniform because she’s Shelagh & has to look calm, cool, collected and professional lol

Phyllis’s kink: rolodex systems 📇

lol I really do like Dr Myra, making Patrick feel dumb and I don’t care

“..and they live in a society that is gradually stripping them of any dignity or freedoms they ever had..” again I like Dr Myra a lot. I didn’t really think she had a white savior complex as some people thought because she wasn’t trying to change anything just to help. She even says later on she does it for their need not her beliefs

Proud of Babs for learning xhosa phrases

Just watching this man run makes me tired & he has like tb right? yup

LOL PHYLLIS IS LIKE DO I LOOK SCARED? kicking Fred out the drivers side 😂

“I’m all for persistence in the face of adversity” I loved this scene between Trixie and Roza 😭💕 too bad I didn’t know I was gonna end up sobbing later

Did the nurses and everyone know how bad Apartheid was?

“We have to bloom where we are planted” VANESSA REDGRAVE SAID A VARIATION OF THIS IN THE SERIES 2 CHRISTMAS SPECIAL WHEN MY BBY SHELAGH WAS GETTING READY BEFORE THE WEDDING I REMEMBER

Damn tho Dr Myra didn’t have to yell at the lady :/

THE SCENERY THOUGH, I WANT TO GO TO SOUTH AFRICA

Phyllis learned some xhosa too and im not surprised, she does it all

“Do you have the means to protect this mother and myself” no, “Then I don’t wish to hear anymore about it” PHYLLIS IS HARDCORE SHE DOES NOT GIVE ANY SHITS I LOVE IT

Aw Tom watching babs with the baby

lol I’m not ready for them to have a kid so I hope they wait a series at least

“NURSE BUCKLE” im cryin laughing 😂 I need more of the Phyllis and Fred dynamic

She just had a baby IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE, YES THE MOTHERS ARE HEROINES

“Hells teeth” lol Patrick tried to make hells bells a thing but we know it can’t compare

Trixie serving another look, but whats new? But yes girl you watch those c-sections you’re up to the plate soon!

Haha she’s gonna teach Babs how to smoke

“They aren’t good for you, and the pair of you should know that” YES PHYLLIS WHY DOESNT TRIXIE KNOW OR CARE?

LOL SISTER WINIFRED we know you’re a red head

Idc, sister W used to smoke. I know it 😂 she was living it up before joining the order and lowkey while she’s been a nun, I just want to know her real name?

Of course Shelagh is worried about the lack of records but aye there’s the dress from 6.03 that magically fit even though her uniform didn’t 🙃?

“Typhoo, we brought it with us” YES I HAVE IT & I KNOW WHAT IT IS NOW & CAN RELATE

This scene with Roza & Constance & the nurses + sister W was so sweet I loved it 💕

“Why you should never be sorry, just be glad” 😭😭 there must be something in my eye that’s why it’s watery

Lol aw Trixie saying sister Winifred don’t go yet

Sister Winifred dancing 😂 go to compline

I lowkey have the sister Bernadette unhappy with being a nun vibes from sister Winifred except she’s never really unhappy? You get me? Like she’s annoyingly enthusiastic (in a cute way) most of the time but you can tell she wants to do thing nuns can’t do

“I just want to get it started so I can run him over” DO IT FRED ILL GIVE U $5

“I’m here on a missionary basis, I’m trying not to think uncharitable thoughts” LOL DONT WORRY TOM, SHELAGH’s GOT YOU COVERED

“I’m perfectly happy to think them for you” and she pushes her glasses up 😂 I LOVE The sas. I love her. & then Patrick is like “that’s my girl” & it’s cute af

Dr Myra you’re in pain, I see you

LMAO SHE MAD THAT SISTER FELICITY DIED LIKE SHE MADE THE CHOICE?

“I don’t believe in any of that” how do you tell a nun you don’t believe in God lol?

CHURCH LIT 💃🏼👏🏼

SHELAGH & SISTER WINIFRED TRYING TO COPY THEIR DANCE IS THE CUTEST THING 😭

All of them in the back of the truck is the second cutest thing 😭✨

I cherish the two seconds Shelagh and Trixie sat next to each other 😭 I just want them to be friends!! give me a cute scene between them pls, I won’t stop asking till I get one

yikes @ the water, STILL RELEVANT IN 2017! even in the US in flint

THE ELEPHANTS! ah love it. I want to go on an African safari 😭 guess I have to settle for the fake on in Disney’s Animal Kingdom.. it’s lit though I won’t lie

Mathias and Able 💔💔 and Patrick explaining “man to man”

“All medicine is good, usually” UGH THE THALIDOMIDE

No Dr Myra!!

It’s not liver cancer!! Ah now to wait till they realize

“There’s never no hope at all Patrick, it’s 1962” YES SHELAGH, THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE. ESPECIALLY CAUSE YOU’RE HAVING A FREAKING BABY, #LETSGETIT1962

Don’t worry Tom, leave it to the pros. Sister Julienne is gonna handle Mr Stark(e)?

SHELAGH WITH THE GOATS IM DEAD, why is she scared of goats but delivered fucking piglets in series 1? I’d be more scared of pigs?

Shelagh talking to sister MJ on the phone 😭💕 THEYRE BOTH PRECIOUS

fuck it’s Roza, brb im gonna cry now

😰😰💔💔 phantom pregnancy

Trixie hurting me more

beach time 🌞🌞

SHELAGH TURNER AKA SISTER BERNADETTE SERVING LOOKS ON THE BEACH. I’ve seen this 3 times and I’m still shook like The hat, the swimsuit, the sunglasses, I am d e a d once again😍😍 when will your fav ever?? She’s sunburnt and still killing it

LOL spicy sausage..

Phyllis in trousers >>

Also Phyllis had her camera where are the photos when they get back?

BEATRIX FRANKLIN SLAYING IN the black two piece and clubmasters AGAIN, when will your fav ever?

HOW DO I GET TO LOOK LIKE THAT? 😭😭😍😍

How am I so attached to Trixie and Shelagh’s characters like wtf?? Everything they do and say and wear, I’m just shook all the time. It’s not normal

Like Laura Main and Helen George could literally punch me in the face and I’d thank them

Why did Barbara get so mad on the beach with Tom? I feel the stress was real but damn

lol shoutout to everyone on Tumblr for pointing out that Shelagh and Patrick were being cute in the corner watching the sunset or whatever

I loved this scene between Tom and Trixie💕

MY BBY HAS COME SO FAR, SHE’S GROWN AND SHE IS THRIVING. LIKE SHE’S ABOUT TO PERFORM A DAMN C-SECTION 😭

also she looks so beautiful, I want to look like that ah😍

Shelagh with the picture of Tim and Angela 😭💔💔

THEN SHE TOOK IS TO THE HOSPITAL UGH, so glad that is over it was too much

“I knew that yearning once, I was lucky because it left me when we adopted our daughter..” UGH CRYIN AND NOW SHE’S HAVING A BABY ANYWAY

BUT I LOVED THIS SCENE AS WELL

Shelagh is understanding & not judgmental of Dr Myra and I just love seeing her nursing & well I love everything she does but I’m so glad she had such great screen time

FRED DOING THE HAND MOTIONS FOR WHAT TOM WAS SAYING LMAO

“Medicine isn’t about doing what’s easy, it’s about doing what’s essential” yes Patrick, we have come full circle

there’s always a moment when I watch ctm and I’m like “I should’ve tried to become a nurse” then I’m like LOL NAH. The nursing program is so intense at my university I wouldn’t pass it anyway 😂

my mother’s a nurse though, I’ll leave it to her. After watching this episode it reminded her of how she always wanted to do a mission trip or like nurses without boarders and was trying to tell my dad she still wants to go 😂

too bad I’ve ruined her plans because my university’s tuition is ungodly & I didn’t get one damn scholarship

“No anesthesia” DR MYRA IS NO JOKE, kick ass woman.

Patrick, Shelagh and Sister J aka the dream team

How did they fake this? So crazy

“When people have no love to live for, it’s so very easy to fill that void with hate” 💔💔 something is in my eye again😭

“ Look where we ended up” “WE HAVEN’T ENDED UP ANYWHERE..and I’m not going to say anything else because I’m afraid I may speak sharply and no matter how high the stakes you don’t deserve that” HELL YEA SHELAGH, I’m so proud.

Sister W casually trying to not look at the handsome but sweaty Tom

Oh shit Dr Myra’s down

CORRA SHELAGH

Shelagh holding the umbrella and laying in the back with Dr Myra >>

Now Constance’s going into labor

Mr Stark I know you think you have a reason to be an asshole but wtf she’s a nun? Like you don’t even feel slightly disrespectful?

“I know what is it to have nothing but a photograph or two..” UGH THAT EPISODE WITH SISTED J’S OLD BOYFRIEND KILLED ME

I love Sister Julienne, I hope we can see hear more of her past.

Lol pbs cut that scene of Babs singing but why?

“Then we have no choice. We have to operate ourselves.” YOU CAN DO IT TRIXIE

the first time watching this my anxiety was on 1000

Phyllis tying up Trixie’s gown up like they’re suiting up for battle

I KNOW WHAT HAPPENS AND IM STILL NERVOUS

THE BABY IS STUCK LIKE I WOULDVE FREAKED TF OUT

this is also why I won’t be a nurse or doctor lol, I’m always panicking

BABS PUSH THE BABY BACK UP

AYE GRACIAS DIOS, ALL IS WELL

“Well done Trixie, I couldn’t be more proud of you” 😭💕 me either

Yea I say you earned a cigarette

Better late than never to make amends I guess, but get that clean water going asap no rocky

The Turners are back 👏🏼

THE CAKE TIN 😭😭

& Able and Mathias 😭😭

Aw Tom proposing ☺️ I don’t really feel anything for them as a couple but this was a cute moment 😭

SHELAGH AND PATRICK GIVING TIM’S LEG BRACES TO MATHIAS AH MY HEART

And they got the water 😭

I LIED BEFORE EVERYONE JUMPING UNDER THE WATER PUMP IS THE CUTEST THING😭💕👏🏼✨

“Not all gifts come tied in ribbons, or at a special time of year. Some blessings surprise us arriving unlabeled and we embrace them in a blaze of joy” DAMN IT VANNESSA IM CRYIN THANKS (also now it seems like foreshadow for baby Turner)

Roza as secretary!! My heart again

I bet Trixie took over like a badass while Dr Myra was recovering

THE GOATS HAHA

PHYLLIS TAKING ALL THOSE PHOTO’S AT THE END IS THE GREATEST PART 😭💖 IM SO HAPPY AND MY HEART GROWS LIKE THE GRINCH EVERY TIME I WATCH THIS SHOW

LOL THE NUNS GOT PHOTOBOMBED BY A CHICKEN

AND CUE REDGRAVE

“But though they’d given their labor and their love, they also took and they learned and they went home wiser, enriched in ways they could not count”

The End 😭😭💕💕😰😰

Ugh I don’t care, that special was spectacular and I loved every minute.

#call the midwife #I'm TRASH FOR THIS SHOW #lets get it 1962 #am I still cryin?#yes #I'm still not over it #my commentaries™

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