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#🤌 It's about the constant fear 🤌
siren-of-agony · 16 days
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Immortal whumper that let's immortal whumpee run away every now and again.
They both know, sooner or later, they'll be found again.
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mvltisstuff · 11 months
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Hey! Can you please do a enemies to lovers (both in 118) with eddie diaz? Thanks:)
chasing pavements - e.d
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eddie diaz x reader
gif from @agentoutofdiaz
a/n: THREE MORE FINALS GUYS I GOT THIS 🤌🤌 also i am absolutely not up to par with the quality of my enemies to lovers, but i hope you still enjoy 😉
y/n asked herself the same question every single day at the beginning of her shift. what had she done to make eddie hate her so much? it seemed like he physically was unable to smile when she was around. he avoided her like the plague when in reality, she just wanted to be professional about this.
it’s a natural human response to dislike someone back. people never want to be hated and often get frustrated with the other person involved. y/n always thought the word was too harsh, always regretting it when she said it, but there was no other word to describe their relationship.
eddie’s life has been nothing but uncertainty. having a life with nothing to expect led him to loneliness, craving any form of relationship he had. after the army, he struggled with trying to get back to reality. y/n brought him back too easily, and it irked him.
it didn’t help that she was eerily similar to him personality wise. he hates to admit it, but y/n reminds him of all the things he wishes he could change in himself and she is the constant reminder of that. he couldn’t pick something specific out that he didn’t like through all the time of being bugged by her.
as a prime example, y/n walked into work that morning and almost instantly, eddie’s laugh faded away. she wasn’t even going to say anything, she couldn’t deal with him with everything else going on. her family has been on her case the past few weeks and it doesn’t seem to be over. she’s completely burnt out, eddie being part of the ash. she still showed up at work at the 118, perfectly on time for everyone else is her escape.
there’s no denying that she is a wonderful addition to the 118. she’s wildly talented in her field and knows exactly where she’s needed. she’s looked up upon by her coworkers.
“hey, y/n!” buck says, excited to see his friend.
“hi, buck,” she replies, lightly smiling trying to shield any thoughts from eddie or what she’s dealing with. she looks around at everyone, picking around at the bowl of fruit someone had cut up. the team had noticed she’d been off, zoning out and not celebrating with them as much. the thought she was avoiding them after work, and she really was.
she figured anything eddie had to say to her would just add to the pile of stress that she had, so she let him go out with the team for drinks and other stuff. everyone loved eddie, and if she caused problems with him, she thought they’d take his side without hearing the story.
of course, the affect of athena has rub off on bobby and his investigation. he wanted to have a little fun, seeing how bad y/n and eddie were together. he knew working together and saving people would be fine, so he decided to put them on ambulance together. of course, both of them thought they’d been denied to get through the gates of heaven when bobby passed out the demand. the first call was simple, driving to the hospital silently other than vital checks and orders. the next was too, neither of them speaking to each other unless they were administering something. the last call was particularly difficult for y/n, being a close reminder of what she had to deal with at home.
it was just a little kid, being the scapegoat of all the families problems. all the fights, he sat and listened to something he couldn’t control. he was so little that he called 911 out of fear, the police and the ambulance showing up. y/n was relieved no one was actually hurt and no one needed to go to the hospital, but something about it really sent her over the edge.
she was driving the ambulance back to the station, eddie in the passengers seat. she said harmless words to him, “poor kid, it sucks having to deal with that.”
“well, there’s nothing we can do. cant intervene.”
“i know, i just wish i could’ve helped-“
“what could you have helped, y/n?” he interrupts abruptly, causing her to glance at him. “clearly, you have no clue what it’s like to go through that because you wouldn’t be so caught up on it. it’s not like you would’ve made a difference anyway.”
his words were like a sword in her chest. there’s no way he really things she’s no help. the impact she’s made in the community is noticeable, and she tries so hard everyday to make the own community of her last name come together. he was hitting way too close to home, and it was her last straw before the light tears formed on her waterline. she blinked them away, trying to clear her sight but the stinging in her eyes kept bringing them up. she was already embarrassed enough, and crying in front of her the person who hated her was even more humiliating.
“jesus, y/n,” eddie mocks. “you’re a damn adult, there’s no valid reason to be crying right now.”
as they get closer to the station, she pulls into the garage, parking carefully before she shakily shoves her door open. thank god her shift ended before his did, so she could get out of this hellhole. “screw you, diaz,” she says as one final press to his button. he leans back in his seat, not expecting her to retort back to him.
she rubs her red eyes, shuffling out of the car and abandoning the ambulance behind her. eddie couldn’t even bring himself to get out. he thought he might be having a heart attack because of the new feeling he has. did he feel bad for her? he didn’t think that was possible, she’d had enough pity come her way. when y/n walked past everyone and into the showers, hen, chim, and buck gave him a look that had, “are you serious?” written all over their faces. y/n scrubbed off every last word she had received from eddie, or she tried, at least. they stuck with her like a spider in a trap, along with the other baggage she’d been carrying.
the alarm had gone off while she was in the showers, telling her that eddie was gone on a call with the rest of the team. she went into the locker rooms to get the rest of her stuff and leave this exhausting day behind her. she was shoving her stuff into her duffel bag when eddie’s phone started going wild in his cabinet. he usually brings it on calls. she didn’t let the curiosity get the best of her, needing no more reminders of him in her mind. so, she climbed into her car and started the drive home, even though nothing would be different there.
she notices someone sitting on the sidewalk against the stairs of a building. she knew who it was instantly. eddie’s son, christopher, had been waiting outside which was very odd. school had ended a while ago. his red crutches were sitting next to him and he looked around desperately for anyone he knew. she knew she couldn’t leave him there, and eddie didn’t have his phone, so she pulled into the parking lot next to the building.
“christopher? what are you doing here?”
“tía was supposed to pick me up but she didn’t show up, so i was gonna walk home.”
“oh, buddy. i’d call your dad but he’s on a call.”
“i just want to go home,” chris says, making a frown form on y/n’s face.
“you have a key, right?” christopher nods. “here, i’ll bring you home and i can make you something to eat.”
she helps him get into the car and he tells her where to go, eventually pulling up the the house of eddie. he’d probably flip his shit if he knew she was here, but he’d want his son safe at home more. it’s not like she could’ve taken him to her apartment, eddie would be livid.
the 118 had arrived back at the station, putting away their gear and setting their stuff back where it should be. eddie had overheard someone say that there were repeated calls to someone in the locker room, so he decided he should probably check his phone. his heart skipped a beat when he saw his tías name flashing across the screen a million times. “tía! ¿que paso?”
“it’s christopher! i completely forgot he was getting out at a different time and i was picking him up,” eddie hears her say and he almost drops his phone to the ground. “i went to the school, and he wasn’t there, edmundo.”
“what?” he says. “ok, i’m leaving now, i’ll go look. maybe another parent dropped him off.”
eddie speeds over to his home, passing all the cars slower than him. he would never recover if something happened to chris. he wouldn’t be able to live with himself. he slams his car door shut, running to the door and frantically turning the doorknob. he rapidly moves inside, shouting christopher’s name, praying for a reply. he walks into the kitchen to see y/n standing over a boiling pot, and his face goes pale as a ghost when he sees her.
“he’s in the living room with headphones on. i found him trying to walk home,” y/n tells him.
“where was he?”
“the offices on north west,” she takes notices of his expression. “i’m sorry, eddie. i can leave in a minute. i would’ve called you, but-“
“no apologizing, don’t worry about it,” he says, calmly. “thank you. so much, y/n, thank you.”
she nods, smiling lightly because this might get her in the door a bit better. “it’s really not a problem. i was happy to do this for him, i just wanted him safe for you.”
she begins to gather her belongings like her phone and wallet, putting it back into her purse and picking up.
“y/n, wait,” eddie says, placing a hand on her arm. “i have to say i’m sorry. i was nothing but a complete dick for no reason and i had no clue you had so much going on. i got yelled at by hen and was told to lay off.”
y/n laughs a bit, “are you only saying this because hen told you to?”
“absolutely not. y/n, you just saved my son. god only knows what could’ve happened, i mean we live in a massive city. it means the world to me that you were there for him when i couldn’t be. i’ve treated you like shit and you’ve never even done a bad thing. you just… scared me.”
“i scared you? i think you can take the prize there, eddie.”
“ok, maybe not scared, but i was intimidated. because i see so much of myself in you and i couldn’t handle that.”
“it’s ok, really. i just need breather for a little. i am that little kid that we got called to today and you completely disregarded it. i would have never done that to you.”
“i never, ever want to make you feel like that again. i want to make this work, you and i. so, stay for dinner tonight. you already went through the hassle of cooking for him, why don’t you eat it?”
“i’m happy to make boxed mac and cheese for him anytime, eddie. and i’m here for you and your kid whenever you need it.” she and eddie sit down at the table, letting whatever was on their chest come out as christopher played video games in the other room.
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yandere-daze · 2 months
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Love your yandere academy AU!! I have a few Thoughts on it if you don't mind...
First of all the inherent loneliness and otherness you'd feel as the only darling at school? Mwah 🤌 The constant fear of being found out? Delicious. In a way it almost reminds me of Furina in 4.2, having to put on a never-ending show, never letting anyone see your true colors. Her stakes might have been a little higher, sure, but the general vibe is the same.
Next I could imagine darling using the classes as a way to get a leg up on their classmates. They know everything the yanderes do, which helps to even out the playing field, even if just a little. It's easier to avoid being manipulated when you're taking the same psychology classes as the people trying to manipulate you.
Finally I've been thinking about how the yanderes would feel when falling for diet before their identity is discovered. Yanderes falling for other yanderes is rare, and when not reciprocated, it rarely ends well. Especially if darling is a straight A student, they'll know they have to work twice as hard to get them in their grasp, either willingly or not. And with so many people starting to take an interest in them? Even more work. Normally it'd be fine to deal with one or two rivals, but multiple classes of them? Not so simple.
Idk it's just a really neat idea and I'd love to see more of it sometime
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First of all, thank you for sending in an ask! I´m very happy that feedback has been pretty positive so far because I was actually a bit hesitant on posting my idea at first. So this is really uplifting! ☺️
And yes, absolutely do share your thoughts with me if you have any, I love discussing ideas with other people, it´s one of the greatest things regarding fanfiction in my opinion 💕
So let´s discuss all of these concepts you brought up for a bit!
Introduction
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tw yandere, discussion of normalized toxic relationships, implied stalking, mention of murder
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Yandere! Normalized Genshin Academy AU
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First of all, yes, you´re totally right! I´m really happy that the inherent feeling of loneliness came through in my writing because it´s one of the first thoughts I had when envisioning this AU. Just imagine how truly alone you must feel, living in a world where all these toxic relationships are viewed as normal and even desirable. All your life, you´ve been terrified of the future, of when the day a yandere desires you would come. You´ve been having nightmares about the day you would feel eyes cling to you way too long for comfort.
And now, you find yourself in this gigantic mess. Not only will you have to stress over your new academy life, but also the people you have to cross paths with in the hallway every day. You have to keep your guard up and play along with the insanity going on around you all day long, you can´t rest or relax for even a second. Because one second might be enough to expose you as who you really are: a helpless darling within a sea of predators just waiting to sink their claws into you.
No matter what, while you´re here you can´t be your true self, you can´t speak your true thoughts because you would be putting yourself in danger. You try your best to stay away from your fellow students but isolating yourself like that feels just as lonely.
And sometimes, you catch yourself almost slipping up when you inevitably have to talk to another student. People like Thoma, Amber, or Kaveh have easy-going and friendly demeanors, they talk to you so eagerly that you can´t help but feel yourself let loose for a bit, only to realize with a start that even these people who seem nice and approachable have to hide dark feelings and thoughts if they´re going to this school. Maybe in another life, you might have loved to have them as close friends but you know how twisted they must be deep down. You cannot allow yourself to trust anyone here and it´s so mentally taxing.
Oh, absolutely! Darling might be terrified by what they´re being taught as if it was the most normal thing in the world but they´re certainly glad to know some of the tricks a yandere might use. They obviously don´t plan on ever using those tips themselves but it´s useful when it comes to keeping their guard up. Thanks to these classes, they know better than to readily accept gifts from any of their "friends" without thoroughly checking them for cameras beforehand.
It´s both a blessing and a curse, really. Darling has a harder time keeping up the facade when confronted with all these new wicked ways to ensnare a darling during classes but they also serve well as a safety precaution. Can´t be tricked if you know all the tricks yourself, right? Though their anxiety would probably skyrocket, questioning every little gesture, gift, or phrase directed at them.
And your last point is also a very interesting point that I would like to elaborate on a bit more! I indeed also think that yanderes dating yanderes would be a very rare thing and I´d even go so far as to say it might be discouraged by society at large. And it´s not for the logical reason one might think of. The fact that two yanderes together would probably cause a spike in murders or similar catastrophes is not the real problem here.
It´s the fact that two yanderes dating each other means that two poor darlings will now have to go without a yandere </3
Even though yanderes are very normalized, I would still say that they´re probably still a minority ( at least I sure hope for the good of the world that half the population isn´t some sort of crazed lovesick fool). This of course comes with the conseqence that there are many more darlings than there are yanderes. Factor in the fact that a darling x yandere relationship is seen as the ideal relationship, something to strive for, and very soon you will see why yanderes dating other yanderes is kind of frowned upon.
Now even fewer darlings will get to have a loving yandere partner!
To you, it´s sick and twisted that this is the consensus, that yanderes and all the horrible things that they do are so romanticized. But at the same time, you´re really glad for this being a thing now because it greatly reduces the risk of one of your fellow students pursuing you for as long as you can still pose as a yandere.
But just because it´s frowned upon doesn´t mean that it´s illegal or that it never happens. There isn´t really any reasoning with a yandere in love so when they have their sights set on someone, there´s pretty much no stopping them. And who would want to be the one to tell them that they shouldn´t be in love with another yandere? That they should give up on you? That wouldn´t go very well.
So sadly enough, once your fellow students grow really interested in you, even you being perceived as another yandere would be enough to deter them. Of course, they´ll have to be more careful when approaching this than if you were a darling. As mentioned, you know all about the different ways to "win someone´s heart" and so they´ll have to adapt their approaches in some way.
Of course, having multiple rivals for your love isn´t making things any easier. Trying to get close to you when you know all their tricks is hard enough, they don´t need any distractions trying to steal your affection. It will certainly turn into a very fierce competition soon and it only gets worse the more people grow infatuated with you.
Your only hope is that they´ll just spend all of their time trying to get rid of the others so that they leave you alone. You´ll certainly have to be very careful about how you interact with your classmates from now on. One compliment and they´ll latch onto the possibility of you secretly loving them as well and then they´ll certainly never let go of you.
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sitp-recs · 1 year
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Hi, any Recs for slutty and unhinged Draco or Harry?
Oh I do love myself some unhinged smut, we like our men slutty and unbalanced here 🤌🏼 I went for a bit of everything here, from light humor to dark angst. Enjoy!
Return to Sender: Harry J. Potter by @vukovich (E, 2.5k)
The first time Draco slides into bed, smelling of another man, the only glass left intact at 12 Grimmauld is a pair of spectacles. The sixth time, it's the flash-bang mushroom cloud realization that this isn't the sixth time by a long shot. The last time, it's 10 PM, and it's dittany, camphor, wormwood, valerian root, and the Healers' platitudes.
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Luckiest Fucking Size Queen Alive by @l0vegl0wsinthedark (E, 6k)
Potter escorts me home, presses me into my front door and kisses me with a ferocity that’s exhilarating. And then Potter asks me, in a growl that makes my cock throw a wet tantrum in my pants, how many more dates I would deem mandatory before I let him fuck me. I drag Potter to bed.
What’s My Age Again? by @lazywonderlvnd (E, 12k)
Harry Potter has had enough of pleasing the public, and his reckless tendencies are finally getting out of hand. The Quidditch World Cup is only a week away; as Captain of the English National Team, Hermione has assured him that his immaturity won’t be tolerated by the Ministry.
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Potter has fame and fortune and posh clothes and all he wants is a simple life. Draco has a flat and a cat and a steady job and all he wants is a complicated life. Which makes you think this story has something exciting like body-swapping, but it doesn’t.
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“Where are you headed?” “No place special,” Draco fumbled, and flushed further. But then: “I can change that,” said Harry Potter.
Super Rich Kids by trishjames (E, 81k)
Draco Malfoy has become disillusioned by the glitz and glamour of the scandalous lives of the Post-Second Wizarding War Pureblood Elite. Enter: one existential crisis, one group of thieving cynical friends, and several terrible, terrible decisions.
I Am Not Who I Became by mab_di (E, 93k)
Draco left England after the trials and has travelled the world meeting wizards and Muggles from different cultures and with vastly different relationships to magic, each other, and the natural world. Now he's a fisherman in Finland on commercial vessels.
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confused-wanderer · 8 months
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Just finished watching Sonic Prime and I really enjoyed it!
1. The fact that they took a not so mature but powerful sonic
2. Showed his main problem being never listening to his friends and charging head on.
3. Every episode showed him trying to rebuild and regain the trust his friends had in him, cuz of all the times he abandoned them.
4. Shadow and Sonics dynamic is just amazing
5. Having him face head on the issues of him always leaving when they need him and then returning like nothing ever happens
6. Hin being everyone’s beacon of hope.
7. Lmao my man Nine was just minding his own business trying to be emo and angsty and suddenly the brightest colour and hyperactive golden retriever breaks into your lab and starts chatting with you.
7. Letting him be flawed, and his shortcomings.
8. THE ENDING!! Was so well done!! Setting up an early dynamic between the two and having it all culminate in a damn good rift
9. Sonics friends are the best parts of him, is really the only way to defeat him. As literally seen by them only being able to defeat robot Sonic cuz they were all fighting together. Especially tails as Nine is the only one who was able to deal a fatal blow. Usually because Sonic leads him right to the trap, kinda foreshadowing how Sonic played himself and let Nine destroy his only chance at getting back (essentially destroying himself).
10. The parallel of the last scene where shadows at the top of the mountain and Sonic is in the cave 🤌✨✨.
11. The way Nine immediately grew so happy and beamed thinking Sonic was going to love his planet.
Theory:
Maybe since this season was all about Sonic’s blind faith and trust in his friends, it all being shattered might bring interesting changes. Sonic getting to his lowest as he realises that he’s all alone, it’s all his fault and those people, no matter how alike they are, they’re not his real “friends”. He screwed up. Again, and again. I think this was foreshadowed quite nicely in how mechanic sonic kept chiding him for being a failure. Maybe then Shadow yells at him, and later on sees how down sonic is. I want sonic to kind of go through a corruption arc, where he loses all hope in his friends and himself and adopts a more “Nine-like” attitude. And always beats himself up, refusing to do anything because he’s just so scared of messing up again.
No more funny jokes. No more rapid speed or constant chatter. Just focused and quiet.
Think that would really scare the hell out of everyone, and immediately set off warning bells for Shadow actually being truly concerned about Sonic, and the dynamics between then shift. Sonic sees the world in dark, and Shadow is the one who has to try and motivate him, get him to be himself again.
Maybe Nine uses the shard for making his own reality, but then realises how much he missed sonic. Maybe he gets to meet the real Tails, and kind of learn about the life Sonic had with them, seeing them all happy.
Maybe the next season would revolve around his friends now helping him. Sonic taking all their lessons to heart, being so underconfident and mad at himself he doesn’t trust himself to do anything anymore without the fear of messing everything up.
My boy spent two seasons back to back constantly fighting for something that was taken away from him by someone he trusted. Had to prove his loyalty over and over again, had his mistake be thrown in his face dozens of times. He’s crushed. Maybe the writers would pull an anxiety attack like Puss in Boots, because I did notice Sonic’s hands shook a little in one of the episodes, like a little anxiety tic.
Or maybe he gets mad, and some prism energy that’s built up inside him awakens, leaving him more powerful than another, too consumed by his rage to realise he’s damaging the world while Shadow tries to calm him down.
Sonic is tired. He has been doing nothing but fighting and making up for his mistakes, only to have all the hope he gathered from the fragmented pieces shattered again, right in front of him. Especially when others warned him. Sonic was stubborn.
Let him give up. And let us see his friends bring him back to life.
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HOLA!
I’m back Hermano!
how have you been?
getting sleep?
eating food?
anything you need to talk about?
Sup, Emmie !
(Can I call you Emmie? The nickname randomly crossed my mind)
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How have I been?
I've been fabulously avoiding my chores & I met a rad space lizard named Xino!
Have I gotten sleep?
Sleep hasn't gotten me yet! ;) It's a game of fun catch!
Have I eaten food?
I did! Lots of yummy pizza. And cupcakes. And I may or may not have borrowed myself a bag of Don Ton's favourite crackers..
Anything I need to talk about -
Mhm... How about these one-liners instead to avoid thinking about things:
The rotation of Earth really makes my day.
I threw a boomerang a couple years ago; I now live in constant fear.
I was wondering why the ball was getting bigger. Then it hit me.
Ooookay, since you asked so nicely, hermana, here's the Neon Leon tea:
I totally threw myself into overload yesterday. Yesterday I had so much energy that I couldn't sit down. It was physically impossible.
It was all joy & fun & dancing & singing around the lair - annoying everyone. Today, I woke up completely done & groggy. I don't know how to handle these hyper-days, but they're quite exhausting.
At least I stayed in bed all day watching Marvel, so that's great!
🤌🏾💙✨️
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99liners · 10 months
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finished reading nodus tollens :))
and yeah the fact that jimin's wife is a lawyer did not go unnoticed....lol
i absolutely loved the idea of portraying pjm as a fuckboy/player...loved the initial dilemma about his feelings for the girl; on one side he seems caring and thoughtful to pay her fees but at the same time fails to acknowledge her financial liberty...he then comes up with his goddam unreasonable arguments and reasonings,,, sigh!!
and the way he proposes for marriage was hilarious....that's blackmailing dude!!!..... like who does that.... i don't get it.
but it was still all okay.....only until he punched that guy.....what's with all his insecurities (idk maybe because he is a player himself there is this constant fear of losing her)
now coming to his wife,, she is problematic too. maybe she was too young to notice the red flags early enough to avoid the mess....i don't empathize with her because after the library thing she was the one who ran to him,, literally begged for his love (why do you do that girl?? when you know that you are smart enough, hardworking and have a promising career ahead....why fall for such mf..... whyyyyyy!?!?!)
and needless to mention the smut parts were the main highlights of this story....the library thing completely worked for me 🤌🏻..... i mean to say "WOAAAHHHHHH!!!"
if only the tatemae!men knew anything else but blackmailing and emotional manipulating their s/os.
oh i have always said this, rei is equally problematic if not more. she had the choice to think of jimin as just a one-night stand and move on with life but she chose to pursue him and convince him to come back to her when he did not even wish to talk to her.
stfu bitch stop reading the smuts!! it's haram for you!! astaqhfirullah you are banned from reading the smut parts in the rest of the series.
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witchthewriter · 2 years
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Hiii love thank you for this opportunity ❤️. I choose level 4 .
Also , I didn't know about the shot out so I made you a moodboard on Eddie Munson 😅 . Hope you like it 🥰 ( I see he's your bias ...it's cute ☺️)
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Nevermind , I'm just copying my previous ask 😅
Personality :- I'm a very down to earth person with a tint of fierceness. I'm an Aries afterall 🤌. I kind of had a rbf . I can be sweet as honey and bitter as bittergourd. Depends on how the other person treats me . I can be your biggest supporter and best friend if you treat me right but if you backstab me then be ready to face your worst enemy . Haha I hope I didn't intimidate you too 😅. Yeah basically this .
Hobbies :- Reading ( I'm a harry potter fan since 2 yes old hahaha) , dancing , researching , Acting , listening to music ( I can't live without it ) , cooking and eating .
Pronouns :- She / Her
Fandom :- PEAKY BLINDERS , HARRY POTTER , GRISHAVERSE
Want one? Here be the rules 🦋
Thank you!!! I love it <3 Okay so I wasn’t sure if you wanted me to ship you with someone new or do more headcanons with the people you were already shipped with so I did a mix of both for each fandom. Love ya!
Also I do apologise that my headcanons are all over the shop - I jump from when you are in a relationship to before, to really later on. So yeah I do apologise xx
What your ships have in common:
⋆ Aren’t afraid of much ⋆ Intimidating ⋆ Courageous ⋆ Loyal ⋆ Tragic backstories (they really do??)
𝐏𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐲 𝐁𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬
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𝐷𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛
I ship you with with Arthur Shelby!! I think you two would get along so well. Definitely friends > lovers > soulmates. You would be so good for him, it would be a healthy ASF relationship.
𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑠
・  Calls you ‘dolly,’ ‘sweetheart,’ ‘pumpkin.’ He isn’t afraid of showing PDA either, neither is he afraid of calling you sweet names
・  I think you guys met because he was a constant visitor of a shop you worked at. Maybe you worked for your family, or family friends? He noticed you there a lot and would strike up conversations. 
You didn’t know he was a Shelby until months later. But still, you weren’t intimdated.
・ You like that Arthur is a man who wears his emotions on his sleeves. And I feel like you wouldn’t be the type of person to take advantage of that. (You’d be surprised by how many people DO.)
・ Making each other tea, sitting by the fire. You would definitely have a rocking chair and I can see you taking up knitting omg (remember this is the 20s or whatever so basic hobbies would be popular and common)
・ I can also see you guys living on a farm with cows, chickens, a rooster who wakes you up at 6am. Oh and heaps of dogs, barn cats etc. (Aw I want to come live with you guys....)
𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢
How calm you make him feel. Because of your down to earth nature, even just your presence makes Arthur feel at ease. Not many people take the time to listen and actually care about what he feels, so he knows he can feel at ease with you. Rather than be shouted at by Tommy or riled up with John. 
𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑
Polly! I think you two would be such a fun pair. Listening to the stories about the Shelby’s growing up, childhood memories. You would definitely have tea together and hang out for hours and hours
𝐆𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞
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𝐷𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛
I already shipped you with Kaz, you didn’t say your sexuality so I would ALSO ship you with Nina! I think you and Nina would be chaotic, messy and absolutely wildfires together. You would definitely take on the world and everyone would know who you guys are. 
With Kaz, I definitely you aren’t scared of sir dirty hands (is that his nickname I literally cannot remember for the life of me!) He is taken aback when you don’t shudder or show your fear of him. 
𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑠
・  Buys you ALL the stuff, and/or steals it. Jewellry, clothes, scarves, weapons, art etc. 
・ The relationship would take time ... slow burn ... he doesn’t want another liability ... doesn’t want to care about another person. 
・  But you make it so easy to love you. And he can’t stop himself
・  So he falls. And he just hopes you’ll catch him
・  When he falls in love. HE. FALLS. IN. LOVE. LIke you will be his WORLD; if anyone touches you, or even breaths near you, he’s like “What, WHAT DO YOU WANT,” and would totally hit them with his cane (I am NOT being overdramatic at all...)
𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢
Your fierce nature. He is astonished by you and how much passion you possess (Aries coming out there). 
𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑
inej! I think you two would totally be badass together. Train, tell each other stories about childhoods and be real. Always have each other’s backs in a fight and the loyalty ... man oh man ... she would take a bullet for you
𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐏𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫
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𝐷𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛
I SHIP YOU WITH SIRIUS BLACK <3 I was going to say Draco, but I actually don’t really like Draco that much. Too me he’s a bit of a piss baby - but pls don’t be offended if you do like him. I just don’t know when to keep my mouth shut. ANYWAY- 
I think you would be so good with Sirius. He’d tease you, rile you up and secretly you’d love it. He’d always keep you one your toes, but be real with you. I think because of your particular traits such being either really sweet or really bitter (I’m taking that as you either really like someone or really hated them) it would be such a good ass match man.
𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑠
・  You guys have your own song, movie, radio station. Like I think relationships were based on you and Sirius - like you’re the blue print. Everyone looks up to you guys and wants to be like that. 
・  Play fighting - you guys definitely wrestle for fun. I can so see you flipping him onto his back, and he’s like, “WHAT. Show me how you did that!” 
・  Definitely best friends and everyone was like, “that’s an old married couple right there.” And it just naturally shifted into something romantic
・  Pillow fights as well. Not too rough tho!!!
・ Would absolutely do ANYTHING for you. I mean it. He’s like a lovesick puppy when it comes to you. Protective like you’ve never seen before dude
𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢
Your loyalty. He only has a handfull of friends, but those people - he would die for. So his favourite thing is your ability to feel that same passion and care. 
𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑
Lily (if Marauders era) or Molly (if present). Both are kind, motherly and would do anything for their children. Loyalty, compassion and empathy are big parts of your friendships. 
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ariana-cruz · 1 year
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Character Chart
Mentions: @mayrarcjas, @lylasalazar, @izzyemmysanti, @matiasanti, @carmenmartincz, @sawyerdecker, @reina-santiago
Character’s full name: Ariana Cruz
Reason or meaning of name: 🤷‍♀️
Character’s nickname: Aria, Riri
Reason for nickname: She prefers Aria, only her family call her Ariana.
Birth date: 3rd August, 1992
Zodiac: Leo
Physical appearance
Age: 30
Weight: 55kg
Height: 5' 5"
Body build: Slim
Eye color: Brown
Glasses or contacts: Neither
Distinguishing marks: 🌙 moon shape birth mark on her left hip
Hair color: Brown
Hairstyle: Long
Overall attractiveness: Goddess level lbr
Usual fashion of dress: Black attire, likes leather
Jewelry or accessories: Three tier Ruby drop down necklace is her favourite, it was a gift from Matias and she still wears it often
Personality
Good personality traits: Self aware, helpful, loyal
Bad personality traits: Impulsive, vicious, cunning
Mood character is most often in: Neutral
Sense of humor: Dry, dark
Character’s greatest joy in life: Making a business out of what she loves
Character’s greatest fear: Losing her Nonna
Why? Because she's been the one supportive constant and still is her emotional sounding board
What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil? If something happened to the people she loves most
Character is most at ease when: She's meditating, or chilling with a drink in a hot bath
Enraged when: People are rude or entitled
Priorities: Family, friends, her cat, her business
Life philosophy: There is no happiness if the things we believe in are different than the things we do
If granted one wish, it would be: To teleport
Why? Because when it's raining and cold she doesn't have to sit through a long flight to go chill on a beach somewhere warm
Character’s soft spot: Cats, bunnies
Greatest strength: Knowing her power
Greatest vulnerability or weakness: Her love for her family
Biggest regret: In a way it's leaving her Tonopah life behind for a year to go home, everything feels different now she's back and she doesn't know if she really approves
Biggest accomplishment: Her business
Minor accomplishment: Not committing murder on a daily basis
Character’s darkest secret: Probably the things she knows about LB that she'll never repeat (obviously)
Present
Current location: Tonopah
Currently living with: By herself
Pets: Her cat, Nox
Occupation: Owns Hex Appeal
Finances: Bossin' it 💅
Family
Mother: Maria
Relationship with her: Not terrible but they're never been close like a mother and daughter should be
Father: Step dad & bio dad
Relationship with him: Step, same as mom, bio, distant but pleasant
Siblings: Izzy
Relationship with them: Close ❤️
Favorites
Color: Black, red
Least favorite color: Orange
Music: Bit of everything
Food: Most things spicy
Literature: Murder mystery
Form of entertainment: Nights out
Expressions: Bitch face
Mode of transportation: Car
Habits
Hobbies: Tarot, Crystals, Witchery, Dancing
Plays a musical instrument? Piano, a little guitar
Plays a sport? In her heels? No
How he/she would spend a rainy day: By the window with a book and glass of wine
Smokes: Weed, on occasion
Drinks: Rum and cherry cola
Other drugs: No
Nervous tics: Fiddling with her rings
Traits
Optimist or pessimist? Both
Introvert or extrovert? Both
Daredevil or cautious? Daredevil
Logical or emotional? Both
Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat? Methodical and neat
Prefers working or relaxing? Relaxing, but her work doesn't feel like a job
Confident or unsure of himself/herself? Confident
Animal lover? Yes
Self-perception
How he/she feels about himself/herself: She knows she's worth it 🤌
One word the character would use to describe self: Powerful
What does the character consider his/her best personality trait? Her drive to achieve
What does the character consider his/her worst personality trait? Her impulsive anger
What does the character consider his/her best physical characteristic? Her whole body tbh
What does the character consider his/her worst physical characteristic? None
How does the character think others perceive him/her: Mean bitch, scary witch 🧙‍♀️
What would the character most like to change about himself/herself: Nothing
Relationships with others
Opinion of other people in general: She's an excellent judge of character so you can act like a sweetheart all you want but if you're a cunt underneath, she can tell
Does the character hide his/her true opinions and emotions from others? Never
Person character most hates: Ignorant close minded people
Best friend(s): Reina, Sawyer, Izzy, Mayra, Lyla, Carmen
Person character goes to for advice: See above
Person character feels responsible for or takes care of: Izzy, even though she's older and can hold her own. Her sweet soul is something Aria worries about
Person character feels shy or awkward around: Nobody pls she's above everyone
Person character openly admires: Strong women in general
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Overall thoughts on the episode?
Overall, I thought it was a great episode! It's definitely one I'm going to have to go back and watch eventually because I honest to god had half an idea what was actually going on plot wise. Jay Halstead was distracting me too damn much. I thought it really let Jay's natural sense of leadership shine, and I feel as though it was a set up for whatever role they plan for Jay to play in the finale/Voight&Anna storyline. I'm definitely sad about the lack of upstead scenes, but I went into the episode kinda expecting it after seeing the promo. I'm going to do my loves/crits because I feel like there were many on both sides (I kinda like the idea of doing this for all eps from now on if you're interested) I'll put it under a cut since this will be a bit long:
Loves:
The Sergeant Jay vibes were immaculate. Jesse was phenomenal throughout, but I think he specifically played that struggle of Jay wanting to support the kid while also being skeptical of him so well. Also the scenes where he was calling out instructions in the field was so sexy to me
That flirty upstead scene? It was so true to them and it definitely seemed like a moment of lightness Jay needed in that moment
THE SILENT COMMUNICATION - truly one of my favorite things about upstead and I love that in a show that lacks continuity this is one of the few things they have been able to keep constant
The Trudy and Jay content was 🤌🏼 and I'm going to need more of that
Hailey's little "Jay" after they get shot at towards the end was such a small moment, but you could hear the fear in her voice. She needed to know he was okay
I'm glad the kid turned out alright. I'm so intrigued by his story and I really hope this isn't the last of him (though I'm not holding my breath)
Crits:
I feel like they could've worked in a few more lines for upstead. I don't feel like this is me being greedy either. We used to get worried lines all the time before they were even canon. Personally, I would've written in something after all of those 10-1 calls, after/during being shot at together, or even before Jay went to talk to Torres in the locker room. Some sort of reassurance between them.
The plot point with the mole in the academy? I know they made it a big point so that it could be reason to cast doubt on Torres, but it was just so gimmicky. Like was his prior gang affiliation actually what they thought was the infiltration or is there someone else who is an active member mole in the academy? I feel like that could have used some clarity
The fact that they made Jay have the burden of the kid all alone. They acted as if Jay had chosen this kid and nobody gave him support as he struggled with the right way to suss him out. I know it was given to him as his responsibility, but I would have liked to have seen him talk it through with someone. The Voight convo was just not enough. I think this is something previous seasons Jay would have talked through with Hailey, but really I wanted to see him talk it through with Trudy. Especially since she was struggling on her own with thinking she brought a bad recruit into the unit.
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