Chapter 30🎂🥳🎉: I pray that God gives me whatever I need to get through this despairing time.😔😢 #90sbabes My birthday just passed on 12/28. As each year goes by, my birthdays become a more depressing time. #90sbaby I do my best to not ever think about how old I am getting. Any time I do think of my age, it just makes me unhappy. #90sbabies If any of you have any advice you would like to give me through this difficult time, I would love to be encouraged, motivated, uplifted, etc. through this gloomy time for me. #itsmybirthdaytoday My birthdays are a sorrowful time. There are so many things I thought I would have done by the age of 30, that I still have yet to do. And there is a possibility they will NEVER happen. I assumed I would have progressed through life way more than what I actually have. So in a nutshell, I just get depressed about my life. I feel as if I have not accomplished anything worthwhile in this life. I feel as if I died today, my life was in vain, which just that thought alone saddens me. #itismybirthday As you can see I could use a lot of prayer. I just pray in Jesus name somehow as I age more, that I can get to a place in life where I can appreciate the work that God has done in my life up to that point. #itsmybday Until that time comes, all I can do is continue to be faithful to the things God has placed in front of me. I pray one day, I will be assured in multiple avenues of my life, that the work that is done is "good", legendary and I can finally rest whenever that times comes. #itsmybirthday Here's to 30....yay.😒 #1992 ➖➖➖➖ 🔥FOLLOW MY SOCIALS🔥 1. YouTube/podcast: Uplift Past Crossroads 2. Facebook/LinkedIn = Sean Christopher Jenkins 3. 📸/Twitter/👻/TikTok = @troubledontlast @my_daily_bible 4. Fashion = @glamourmeetsgq 5. Fan pages = @upliftwithdrj @upliftpastcrossroads Subscribe, Click 🔔, Like, Comment, Share ➖➖➖➖ #decemberbirthday #decemberbaby #decemberborn #decemberbabies #gettingoldersucks #gettingold #gettingolder #turtlenecksweater #chapter30 #fashionablemen #dirty30 #dirty30club #dirty30s #30thbirthday #30th #30thbirthdaycelebration #mybirthday #mybirth #mybirthdaymonth #my30thbirthday #cheersto30years #cheersto30 (at Savannah, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnFHFglLnM9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Happy Monday ♥️ I've seen many good pictures on my wall of you, travelling, enjoying music festivals, swimming, marrying, cooking, doing yoga and many other things 💛👌summer is great, it gives us a bit more chances to be yourself and feel free and wild😍💕💙💫which I totally love. I feel beautiful during summer, my hair is bigger, messy, but love it. Freckles are all over my body and face, I'm not using makeup during summer - just light concealer and spf 30 - I have to 😀gingers know🧡however, mood is 100% better 🌸🙏I tried take a selfie after a while, and I'm not used to it, usually @jancincibus takes all pictures of me or self-timer 😊📷but I think I could try to take some artistic autophotography soon - I'm still waiting for a tan and in the UK🇬🇧it seems as impossible mission to complete✌🏻🏖️😂🌧️☔well... That’s it from me today, try to Smile and enjoy every moment, despite it's Monday 💋
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Chapter 3️⃣1️⃣‼️Since I have been 25, birthdays have been a time of sorrow for me. #itsmybirthday
I am very goal-oriented, ambitious, determined, continually striving for greatness, & not really content with settling for less than being at my highest & fullest potential. When I fall short of being who I thought I could have been by whatever age I am turning, it leads to me soaking in my failure. #itismybirthday
However, thanks to all of the people who encouraged me on my 3️⃣0️⃣th birthday, which was my most difficult birthday thus far, this birthday just feels special. I am proud of “my strides” I have made this year, as my grandmother would say. #mybirthday
I am thankful for God seeing to it that I did not remain where I was last year. Instead, I made a lot of progress on all of my goals that I had. #mybirthdaytoday
There is still so many more messages I have to preach, so many more posts I have to share, so many more people I have to bless, & so many more places I must go in order to spread the Gospel. There is just so much more work to be done. #mybirthdaymonth
I’m making the biggest moves I have ever tried to make in my life, prayerfully happening next year. However, if they don’t happen, I’m just happy to be continually “making strides” towards all of the rewards & blessings that our heavenly Father has waiting in store specially for Sean Christopher Jenkins only! #90sbabes
PS: If you are able and like to bless me financially on my birthday, which would touch me very much:
a. PayPal = https://www.paypal.me/upliftpastcrossroads