#AND the girl i liked in 7th grade

[juneberrie]

selena galloway is so fine oh my god

#i clearly have a type #she looks like the girl i have a crush on rn #AND the girl i liked in 7th grade #◝˚₊‧ speak now #AAAUUGHHHH #<- faggot behavior

[giyuulatte]

i’m going back to my marauders phase ahhhh LEAVE ME ALONE

#like i can’t escape #just harry potter in general #like am an og wolfstar and marauders fan #not like a real og BUT i was on wattpad with these lil shits #i’m talking middle school 7th grade and now i’m a freshman in college #now i’m on ao3 like a big girl #so much lore has been added omg #how do i keep up???? #harry potter #marauders #wolfstar #jilly #jegulus #remus lupin #sirius black #james potter #regulus black #peter pettigrew #lilly evans #marauders era

[shopwitchvamp]

me: *posts some random tidbit of my academic history* everyone: "??? what was going on with you as a child??" me: "yes, many people were asking that 🤔"

#i think the main answer to this is that i was born already about 70 years old #which makes for a very weird little girl #i will never forget getting called “creepy” by a school administrator because i “knew too much” and “didn't sound like a kid” #which was in that meeting where they wanted to skip me to 7th grade #anyway that guy was right tho #i was a creepy weird haunted child who knew too much #like i'm absolutely certain that this life of mine is not my first rodeo

[ectonurites]

SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR. KEVIN PHILLIPS

#super dark times #zach taylor #allison bannister #sam edits #if you listen closely you can hear the sound of both mine and Allison's hearts breaking! <3 #ok but fr: i know this is gifs. so no sound. but the WAY he DELIVERS the 'you've got a bump on your head' line makes me NUTS #it's so soft. it's so fond. it's... it's a punch in the fucking gut. he likes her *so much* but he *can't let himself have this nice #thing with her* because he's *being eaten alive by guilt he can't accept & won't let himself be happy because of it* and SHE DOESN'T KNOW! #like the thing. the thing is. when you watch SDT you're along the ride with Zach and his POV of everything. despite the obvious paranoia #& guilt warping his perspective/influencing his behavior—we can see where that's all coming from. we understand the motivations #behind the actions he takes. but ALLISON? Allison has no fucking clue what's going on! from Allison's perspective... Zach is this guy she's #known for a while (like they make a point of *telling us* in one of the earliest scenes that Zach feels weird talking about her in the #detached way they may talk abt other people in their grade they barely know—because it's *different* since he and Josh *actually know her* #plus in the script [and it STILL COUNTS TO ME because she *starts* saying the line but just gets cut off by Dennis] Allison brings #up Zach & Josh having had a silly handshake since 7th grade ['oh god that used to make me pee!' <- girl why would u say that to him] #so it's like... these are kids who've known each other for years!) and he's got this obvious fucking crush on her (the hallway scene where #he is. blatantly staring and she catches him for a second) and the moment she decides to actually start pursuing him because SHE'S #got a crush on HIM too... he starts pulling away and acting erratic and sending her the most mixed signals in the fucking world. #and sheee THINKSSS ITS HERRR FAULT!!!!!!!! like. listen. this scene i giffed above? this is what she's fucking talking about later #when she jokes about not wanting to 'scare him off again'. like sure she says it like a joke but... uhm. i simply think there's #a certain amount of truth to it too—because he DID leave the party visibly freaked out! and i think it'd be perfectly believable for her #to think that it was at least partially HER pushing too hard that was causing him to withdraw/pull away from her. plus she blatantly says #she thinks she's the reason Josh & Zach are fighting. like. this poor girl is on the outskirts of a tragedy she'll probably NEVER know the #details of but she's seeing firsthand the impact it's having on Zach and... blaming herself... that's so fucking heartbreaking

[the-real-list-of-ominous-threats]

I'll sic junie b jones on you

#very specific threats for people who read the same books as me when they were 5 #junie b jones is the scariest of the unhinged little girls #like out of all of them #she would totally wreck Judy Moody's shit despite being a whole three or four years younger #she would probably form an alliance with ramona #(but i think she could beat ramona if she had to) #she would probably best Annie (treehouse girl) but that's only because Jack would be restraining Annie the whole time #rachel and kirsty from rainbow magic would def lose to her #despite what that one post going around says she would destroy greg heffley #the chick from dork diaries would get her ass beaten by junie and then put it in her diary #(yes even though nikki is in like the 7th grade i think junie could kick her ass) #allie finkle would NOT survive an encounter with junie b #i think the only one with a fighting chance would be ramona but only if she was still small and unhinged #read the tags #please read the tags #OH AND SHE WOULD TOTALLY KILL KAREN FROM BABY SITTERS LITTLE SISTER #THAT WOULD NOT EVEN BE A FIGHT #karen was scared of a lady next door junie b would beat her ass #feel free to add more kids book characters that junie b jones could curbstomp #the only unhinged child i can think of that would beat junie b in a fight is kate weatherall and that's because kate is 12 and armed #kate would probably not win if she didn't have her bucket and marble slingshot but she does so that gives her an edge #actually constance contraire might have a chance but that's only because she's psychic #i think she would beat artemis fowl in a fair fight but only if he didn't have any prior warning or his butler #because i just know that dude has no contingency for a 6 year old kicking down his door and hitting him in the shins #she would WRECK betsy and tacy no question #i think she could curbstomp the penderwicks too except maybe skye but that exception is a strong maybe #if you want to add more characters you think junie b jones could beat in a fight in the tags #please do #i want to see your takes

[tuff-ponyboy]

Hc that darry believed in Santa until he was like 14 and Steve made fun of him.

I just feel like darry would try and beat the crap out of Steve for even suggesting that Santa isn’t real, and it isn’t until his dad pulls him off and explains that steve is right that darry believes it.

this is so dhdjcydjdn okay even better if darry still believed in santa then I think soda and ponyboy did too and they were horrified when steve made such a bold claim

#steve would be like soda are you fuckingn kidding me????? while soda ponyboy and darry are bawling in each others arms #i remember a girl in my 7th grade class still believed in santa. I'm jealous of her mind #headcanons #darry #asks #steve randle

[carmenpeach]

someone tried to cut my hand off in middle school in woodshop for the crime of being visibly autistic and still i pray to our lord in heaven to kill him as hard and quickly as possible

#why do ppl keep trying to kill or cut off my body parts this has happened so much too omg #god loves me the most so im still alive n in one piece ^-^' #like i was a 7th grade very tiny shy autistic girl and he was an 8th grade boy like the ones with muscles for some reason

[snobgoblin]

see if I'm gonna be forced to go with my sister to the gym I might as well do something with that time and I mentioned to my mom I do wanna bulk up my arms specifically so she was like hey your dad knows how to do that I'll tell him to go help you. don't do anything until he helps you. and he just straight up hasn't so I'll just Do It Myself I don't care if it's done efficiently I just want it to be done I'm tired of having to ask for help opening things all the time

#its just like when he said he was gonna fix my car and then didnt for 2 years until #i just asked my grandpa to. and he did it that day #im gonna go tomorrow by myself i think and work on that #actually believe it or not i did bulk up by myself in like 7th grade #i had a crush on a girl and my motivation was #that before i asked her out i wanted to be strong enough to hold her #and that didnt end up happening but i did use the weights in the garage and wait- #maybe i can just use those...

[motorcycleboy9]

"there ain't no compliment that I like the best"

me when someone tells me that my eyes are pretty 😭😭😭☹️☹️☹️❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰☺️☺️☺️☺️

#I DON'T KNOW WHY PEOPLE LIKE THEM #it warms my heart though #when i started 7th grade i think a girl told me my eyes are beautiful i remembered it for the rest of my life i swear #and yesterday it was my friend's mom who did and today my other friend #the only thing i see about my eyes is that i have terrible eyebags #nickyapping

[outstandingfabulousphenomenal]

one day you're meeting a cool transfem who used to work for the green party at a group job interview, the next they're fucking your boyfriend in an emotionally but not sexually fulfilling way

#cowering in the basement of doom thinking about how ~everyone is interconnected~ #it appears this girl from my elementary school is now dating the predator who I had a crush on in 7th grade #and like! #it is very cool that everyone I know knows each other! #but also! much pressure! in that. what if they don't like me and think I'm weird #seeing my high school ex's roommate literally everywhere at victoria college type beat #/also seeing v*ctor on grindr #have we fucked the same twinks??

[angelofdudes]

Hi i just wanna go on a lesbian rant for a minute

How come women don't like me the way i like them? Like for as long as i can remember only men have liked me and even when i had no interest in them i was super lonely and i just let them hang around but i cant do this shit anymore, how come no one that aligns with my sexuality likes me in a deeper than skim-off-the-top-layer of soup way?? I talk with someone and they talk back for a while and then they end up either stop talking to me or they kind of become a background character to my life.

Is it the autism? The cane? Me being an introvert? My utter lack of defined gender? Or my utter lack of defined bra size?? I mean im not gonna change anything but wtf is it that's putting distance between me and other lesbians? How come I don't have a community? How come i don't have a partner?

#lesbian #sapphic #wlw post #just girly things #i have not felt this lonely in years dawg #single sapphic #i feel like im in 7th grade again and girls dont wanna be my friends #i feel like they all know something I don't

[k1rishiki]

it's soooo fucked to think about how everything that's ever happened in your life is connected, no matter how mundane. what do you Mean my 5th grade teacher's seating arrangement is the reason i lived past the age of 13

#it goes. have to sit next to the girl who's really into animal jam > get REALLY into animal jam bc of her > discover wattpad through animal #jam youtuber fanfic > spend all my time on it > discover those marysue appraisals that used to be so popular > read all of them > run out #of generalized ones and end up stumbling across one specifically for kuroshitsuji ocs which is titled in a way where i don't think it's #media-specific until i'm already reading it > find it really funny > go to the library the next day > figure 'what the hell. i'll check the #dvds of this show out.' > the dvds are checked out > 'well in japan the adaptations better match the source material' (<<< no idea where i #got that from but it's HILARIOUS that i tried to apply it to kuroshitsuji of all franchises) > take out the entirety of the manga > go #insane over it to the point where i had brought like. 5 volumes to school and started fr Crying over the fact that i finished reading them #and still had hours to go before i could go home and start a new one > make a tumblr account bc i'd been possessed w a love of 2 characters #from the weston arc and no one on wattpad was making content that wasn't centered around the anime or musicals > my phone breaks in 7th #grade and it gets replaced w a new one which works better and thus i can't get around parental controls which means no more wattpad > #tumblr works wayyyy better on my recently acquired school ipad than on my phone so i start using it more > summer between 7th & 8th grade i #consider throwing myself out of a third story window > 'wait. who will tell my tumblr mutuals that i'm not ghosting them. i just died. #no one knows my password and i don't want to be rude' > i close the window > i'm still alive to this day #romeo.txt

[indihome-suck]

🏳️‍⚧️ - What Flag do you think has the best color scheme?

🍁 - When did you first realize you were queer?

Mff telat kaka 🙏

Tydack apa kawan👍👍

🏳️‍⚧️ trans flag because blue-pink-white color combo fucks‼️‼️‼️‼️

🍁 at 7th grade i realized that I might not just be a very dedicated secret ally🫡 it was also the time I joined Tumblr so... Oh yeah fun fact, at that time i realized wanting to kiss your friends with the same gender are not very straight!

#HAIII!!!; #cewe sketsa gambar #<your tag now🫡 #jasa pos telkomsel #makasih asknya btw!!!! #the realization came when i reminisce on the fact that i used to kiss my best friend on the kiss at elementary school. and 7th grade me #were like: girl. that is in fact not normal. what is wrong with you. #edit: kiss my bestie on the CHEEK!!!!! sori otak scrambled aku tadi diluar

[stardial]

favorite element heavier than Uranium?

i don't know.... what do i have to choose from

#girl who used to be so good at chemistry but didnt keep the interest alive and now shes so sad about not knowing anything anymore #asks #it was like in 7th grade so that knowledge wasnt like. that much in hindsight but at the TIME it was #i wanna get into it again its sooo fun

[15000bugs]

thinking about 4th grade when this guy at my school who had a crush on me would text me on kik on my barnes & noble nook tablet and one day he sent me a stock image of a piece of paper that said “will you be my girlfriend?” followed by three checkboxes that said yes, no, and maybe. and i told him MAYBE and proceeded to ignore him for like a week until my friends told me on the foursquare court that it was making him sad, so i texted him back and said yes. I SHOULDVE KNOWN DOG

#and also the time this girl i ‘dated’ in 7th grade asked me why i wanted to date her #and i shrugged and was like #youre my best friend and you have red hair which is cool #and she was offended #(​shes a christian sorority girl now btw)