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bookwhoreeeeeeeeeee · 5 months
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Y’all don’t understand how much I love these  cannibalistic gay bitches
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eileensdress · 9 months
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Long live Abigail Hobbs.
[Hannibal (2015)/What Was I Made For-Billie Eilish]
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defining will's love for hannibal as religion stands as an overpowering symbol of how will's emotions are powerful enough to mold a man into something akin to god, even with his flaws, even with his mortality, even with his own devotion to him that isn't some imprisonment or necessity or a show put up for valour or honour but formed of his own volition that itsn't driven by lust unlike so many other metaphors and so called "analogous" loves, is such strong visual and visceral representation of the human psyche omitting life outside of its own want and turning it into piety. in this essay i will...
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this is an abigail roberts hate blog always has been
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thetimelordbatgirl · 1 month
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Good news: I got the start of Return Of The Bane Part 5 done. Bad news: My ADHD won't fucking let me focus on getting the rest of it done.
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Will: *Talking about his Grief and longing to see Abigail again*
Hannibal: Well, you saw part of her
Me: HANNIBAL- HANNIBAL GO TO THE NAUGHTY CORNER RIGHT NOW.
#I AM ABSOLUTELY LOSING MY SHIT OVER THESE TWO HAHAHAH#one moment brone bros and the next they're absolutely stabbing each other#i swear i have spent episode 11 of s2 constantly telling you both off jesus christ#children. absolute children you both are#i love you so much will and hannibal#but i swear you two#ALSO WILLS GOING TO BE A FUCKING FATHER???? WHAT#I AM NOT OKAY WITH THE FACT THIS CHILD ISN'T WITH DR. BLOOM AND THAT HURTS MY SOUL#THIS SHOW IS HURTING MY DREAM COUPLES#Will what did we talk about YOU ALMOST DIED BUT YOU CAN'T REMEMBER TO PUT A GOD DAMN CONDOM ON#FUCK YOU MARGOT FOR TRICKING MY BOY THIS IS UNFAIR#of course i understand whether using protection or not when having sex there is always a risk of a baby and you should be prepared#BUT STILL NOT FAIR#i tried to make a whole separate post about this but literally it was just me going BWKFJANFOZHJABD for ten minutes#hannibal#hannibal thoughts#hannibal i WILL HAVE YOUR BABY I VOLUNTEER-#I swear if Hannibal killed his sister i will flip this fucking table right now#Part of me feels like he never would BUT I MEAN LOOK AT ABIGAIL-#but like he didnt kill her just for killing her#it has a deeper meaning in his heart#IF WILL HAS A DAUGHTER AND THEY DON'T CALL HER ABIGAIL I WILL ACTUALLY CRY#I'LL CRY IF THEY CALL HER ABIGAIL ANYWAY#side note everytime Hannibal smiles it produces so much seratonin that i forget about everything bad happening in the world#oh fuck me will we were having such great progress with you and hannibal but here we are with the trying to murder each other again#OH MY GOD FUCK YOU MARGOTS BROTHER WHO I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER THE NAME OF BECAUSE HE DOESN'T DESERVE IT#OFFICIALLY MARGOT PROTECTOR#OH MY GOD WILL MY BABY BOY ARE YOU OKAY#I DIDN'T REALISE I WAS EXCITED FOR THIS BABY I WILL HELP YOU WILL- NO- NO NOT ON THE HANNIBAL BULLSHIT AGAIN HE IS HOT AND WE NEED HIM-
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ellieluvr420 · 3 months
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wife Abby headcanons xoxo
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-You met at a bar when your friend cancelled on you last minute, she offered to buy you a drink and you chatted at the bar until she invited you back to hers, this was back when you were 22 and she was 25 so her flat was more modest but still well decorated and clean. You both shared a bottle of wine and sat and spoke more for hours until you were both so drunk you started doing karaoke together by watching youtube videos on her TV, she invited you out to an actual karaoke bar as your second date and she only fell even more in love with you the more she saw you.
-I think she would work in corporate like a lawyer or investment banker or something so I think she would try and work from home as much as they would let her.
-She looks so funny when she works from home too because she wears work clothes on her top half for her zoom calls but then she would be wearing pj bottoms and her slippers on her bottom half.
-Such a victim of Apple's marketing, always insists she needs the newest phone or whatever they had brought out, she has the watch, the phone, an ipad, an imac, macbook pro, airpod pros and airpod max's. Literally everything they sell because she's actually a tech geek at heart.
"I totally need it."
"Give me one reason you need an iPad Abigail."
"...I don't know, it's just cool."
You roll your eyes at her but chuckle at her insistence as you press a small kiss to her pouty lips. She smiles at you and looks like a child on Christmas day as she orders her new toy.
-She would so wear the airpod max's while working out and i think she'd always have one of those gallon water bottles that she'd take everywhere with her.
"Babe please just let me buy you one, trust me it will make you drink so much more water."
"No it won't, do not waste your money seriously." She'd huff at your stubbornness and go and buy you one anyway.
-I think she would workout at night or during the day if she can fit it in which rarely happens because she enjoys her mornings with you where you guys cuddle and chat and have breakfast together before she goes to work or gets started in the home office
-Does majority of the cooking because she really enjoys it and is also a chef, like she whips up three course meals so regularly like its nothing.
-You try and make dinner together on the weekends which equates to her micromanaging you until she gets too stressed watching you mess up and does it herself while you sit on the counter entertaining her.
-She always goes to sleep as big spoon and always wakes up as little spoon, every night, without failure. Also loves to lay on your stomach with her arms around your waist, one of her fav cuddling positions.
-She's the kind of person to ignore and persevere through a cold until she literally passes out and will get mad at you when you have to force her to rest but once she's comfy and has accepted she's ill she's such a baby.
-She would be so good with kids and they would all love her too like when you would go to family gatherings together all the kids would always be glued to her pulling her every which way
-loves dogs and cats and wants two of each
-loves home date nights where you cook together and watch films or play games whether its board, video or card games. Once you bought a fake police file and tried to figure out who the murderer was, it ended in a huge argument because you couldn't agree on who it was, you were so annoyed you made her sleep on the sofa but in the middle of night she sauntered back into your room and climbs into bed cuddling into you.
"Sorry babe, you were right." She kisses your forehead and you smile as you both go to sleep happily, Abby had managed to find the answer online but she didn't tell you that you were in fact wrong, she would rather be in bed cuddling you than prove she was right.
-I think she would want 3 kids, preferably boy, girl, boy or vice versa but she would be happy with any kids.
-If/when kids come along she starts working from home primarily and you watch them grow together.
-She would eventually want to move away from the city where she lived for an easy commute to work to a beautiful house in the country with large fields behind a huge back garden where the dogs and cats, and ducks all play with the kids.
-She would love reading crime thriller books but she also has a guilty pleasure for romance and sometimes she'll sit in bed with you and read you parts of the books. Can imagine older Abby refusing to get reading glasses because that makes her officially old but she’s literally holding the book as far as it will go and squinting so hard and she still can’t read it, you eventually give in and read it to her which only motivates her to not get glasses more because this was a way better option.
-Loves Family Guy, American Dad, South Park, all those kind of shows but if you put on a drama she'll grumble and then be hooked.
"Oh my god, oh my god, are you fucking kidding me? Noooooooo." Abby yells at the screen as she watches the season 1 finale of vampire diaries with you, you had started rewatching it as it was nostalgic and she made fun of you so much until you forced her to watch the episode you were watching.
Like I could so see her watching greys anatomy and sobbing when there's a major character death
-Goes to get mani pedis with you and she'll always get her nails painted to match the colour of yours even when you'd pick super bright to mess with her she'd get it without batting an eye.
-Of course she gets along super well with all your friends and family, sometimes you think they love her more than you 😀
okay that's all I got for now but I will probs do way more once the series is finished :))
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phoenixkaptain · 1 month
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I love Stardew Valley and I love the community and I love how we all bond over pixelated chickens like we’re seventy-year-old women bonding over grandchildren- - -
But I get so annoyed with the character hate, like!!! All the characters are great!! All the romance-able characters are great!! I keep getting recommended videos about the bad parts of characters and I just want to scream!!
Penny: lovely. Charming. Kids are a big part of dating her because she teaches kids, of course she’s going to react a bit badly if you hate children. She is trying to teach kids so that they don’t have to have the same life she and her mother do, why do you hate this woman who is just anxious?
Shane: lovely. Charming. Perfect. “He still drinks after we get married, which ruins the whole story” NO. No. Shane is an alcoholic, and a severe one. If he quit cold-turkey, he would fucking die. “Harvey pumped his stomach” HE WOULD DIE. And I don’t care that my husband is messy, he has his own room and I don’t have to go over there!!
Maru: lovely. Charming. She hates working. She loves working on machines. She thinks about machines to build for you to make life easier. She’s adorable. She has a complicated relationship with her brother and I want to help them fix it goddangit because I love fictional siblings.
Elliott: lovely. Charming. An artist. He only leaves his home for like four hours a day. I can really relate to the desire to shave off all of one’s own hair. I feel that in my bones. Also, is friends with Willy and I fucking love Willy so A++
Leah: “she’s a lesbian” She’s fucking bi stop erasing bi rep in Bi Rep the Video Game
Sam: he’s a musician and a skater. This is what the perfect man looks like.
Emily: just the most charming. She has a complicated relationship with her sister because she takes care of her. She works at a saloon, how can someone not love a literal saloon worker? She’s crazy, she’s wild, she’s a flower child, I’m in love with her
Harvey: glasses. Doctor man. Occasionally puts on headphones to not so subtly hint that he doesn’t want to talk to you. This is what the perfect man looks lik-
Abigail: I don’t see a lot of people complain about Abigal, but I’ve seen a few and it just feels like- you guys love Sebastian so much but don’t like Abigail? What type of double standard is this?
Alex: everyone always says not to date him if your playing a female farmer, but honestly, his dialogue only cuts out parts if you play male. Like, he still says he felt different about you from day one even if you’re playing as a girl. The character affected the most by your gender choice in regards to dating Alex is George, and if you’ve already befriended George, he’ll apologize for being mean about your sexuality when he never even said anything mean about your sexuality, which is kind of funny
I never see people complain about Haley or Sebastian, which is fair, because Haley has a cute character arc and Sebastian loves frogs (this is what the perfect man lo-) My only problem is that people praise these two but rag on everyone else when I feel like all the characters are balanced pretty evenly in terms of good-bad traits.
Which trait is which is dependent on the person playing the game anyway, so when someone like me plays, I can’t help but find the characters perfect because I’m very forgiving when it comes to fictional characters’ undesirable traits. I mean, my favourite trait of all is stupidity, pure and unbridled, I’m talking facepalm-inducing, groan-worthy, the type of character people complain about the most; the type of stupid that makes people stop enjoying things. How can I dislike these characters who are cute and a bit awkward and so ready to bed the first hot farmer they come across even when that farmer sifts through their trash and passes out three steps away from their own house and drinks mayonnaise and would eat hay given half the chance. Like come on. They’re all moron-sexual. I can relate to that.
In conclusion: your favourite bachelor and/or bachelorette is as wonderful as you think they are and screw the people who try to tell you otherwise. The characters are great because they appeal to different people. Enjoy the game and enjoy the dating and I swear to God if I see another person say that certain farm layouts are bad because they don’t make enough money- the game doesn’t have a time limit! You can make as much money as you want! You could sell one sap everyday and nothing else and you would still be able to make it to however much money you desire to have. There’s not really a fast way to make ten billion gold, that doesn’t mean that the farm layouts you don’t like are bad and yes I’m ranting just because I love the slopes of the mining farm its layout is chamrjng and picturesque and provides a unique challenge to decorating and placing buildings and it’s actually the BEST farm layout because I just decided so and-!
Stardew Valley is a great game, 10/10 would recommend, and the new update is already great because I found carrot seeds and I like carrots :)
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strrwbrrryjam · 3 months
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nothing makes me more infuriated when people defend fucking micah bell of all people "there was a second traitor" no the fuck there wasn't, milton LITERALLY says there wasn't, it wasn't abigail he was holding her hostage, it wasn't molly he said that molly never confessed anything despite the numerous times they interrogated her "he did the laws work for them" no the fuck he didn't, he did it for nothing but GREED and continued to be a fucking outlaw, creating a gang more ruthless where he murdered a CHILD "he spoke out of cowardice" no the fuck he didn't he spoke out of greed and saw the gangs downfall as an easy way to get the money they saved in blackwater.
he isn't the mother fucking goat, he isn't even a character with that good of a writing. I mean, sure, the writing behind him was good, but it wasn't complex, micah bell was a racist, misogynistic man who enjoyed in harassing and assaulting those he deemed beneath him. he's the one dimensional villain you all accuse arthur of being, he thrives on cruelty and greed and that's all there is too him, fucks sake.
and there is no way micah is the strongest character. the end of high honour doesn't prove shit! he beat a dying man to death, and even then he struggled, he even managed to get knocked down you piece of shit my god do you have a brain in your head and if you do why are you not using it.
arthur and micah would never be friends, arthur would rather shoot micah or leave him to hang than save him. micah sees arthur as being beneath him for the simple fact that despite their outlaw life arthur still has a fucking heart.
he is a weak, vile sniffling old creep who enjoys cruelty, lives by his greed and is only looking our for himself. shut up and think for a second.
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suchawrathfullamb · 1 month
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Opinion on Popular Fandom Opinions - Will Graham Edition
Feel free to reblog with your own answers.
Will and cooking: he knows how to cook very well, he grows his own spices and herbs, he is meticulous but not necessarily neat, but yeah, imo he can very well cook.
Will and food: he'll eat anything but he is critical, won't compliment unless he actually likes it; does not need distraction while eating AT ALL (I hate this headcanon lol); eats like a prince because he is annoying about looking well mannered; does understand about food and wine (not to the extent H does but yes); no I don't think he eats fast food out of choice, I think he's too pretentious, but won't complain if he has to eat it.
Will and fatherhood: terrible, we've seen him at it and he sucked both times. He's a narcissist and there are very rare scenarios where he would make a good father. He'd be the type to never fully connect with a child then complain the child is disconnected from him (as he did in canon); at dinner table he'd make the most basic questions like how was school but he's mentally disassociated. Would force his own hobbies on the child (abigail and fishing). Wouldn't be capable of telling their favorite color or favorite teacher at school. Would be good at protecting but emotionally byebye.
Will and his father: not close, he was just existing near him, his father was probably an alcoholic because he seems to have tendencies; probably aggressive since he believes his dark traits are passed on by genes.
Will and his mother: never knew her like he said, I don't think she was avoidant or emotionally unavailable bc he clearly only mentioned following his dad around meaning the mom was literally not there, I think she had the same condition he has, was probably schizophrenic or/and had ppd. headcanon his dad killed her
Will and Molly: distant, avoidant, distracted himself with dogs and whatever else, found her comforting but felt a huge urge to get the fuck off like he did the first chance he got. Cared for her but couldn't even say I love you back, so...
Will and Alana: hugh projecting his attraction for the actress aside he was physically attracted and desperately wanted to like the normal/good girl who behaved like a mother.
Did he know Hannibal was in love with him? Rationally? Yes. His subconscious dreamt about it. But he didn't believe it until Bedelia said it.
What type of murder husband he would be: unstable, unhinged, insane, would switch a looot (love you/hate you), devoted, passionate but acts nonchalant, possessive, horny.
Will and money: has a lot of it considering his work, paying Hannibal's sessions etc, but doesn't splurge or flaunt it, is financially conservative.
Petnames: doctor is definitely a petname. I do believe he would drop the babe but only 6+ years into domesticity. never ever "Han" (ew).
Top or bottom: switch but power, bratty and demanding when bottom but after awhile surrenders; pillow princess for sure.
Good Will or Dark Will: he was never "good", Hannibal set him free but didn't create anything in him.
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sassy-cass-16 · 7 months
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man. the locked tomb is so funny and so full of memes and so beautiful and sometimes it just hits me that it's also so fucking sad.
gideon and harrow spent their entire childhoods hating each other for no reason. they never had to hate each other. harrow had gideon's blood on her hands when she opened the tomb and lost her entire family and it was all for no reason. just because gideon had no one to stick up for her. and when they were both orphans they couldn't even talk to each other about it. because they hated each other.
gideon fell so in love with harrow that she died for her and then harrow spent an entire year pretending she didn't exist just so she wouldn't lose her forever. gideon literally tells harrow's story for her and takes such reverent care of her body for the short time she's in it. gideon first saw her own father through harrow's eyes and called him Lord.
and john. and john is terrible. and he is so human that he becomes terrible. he breaks down weeping because no one else in the entire universe will ever understand his jokes again. he lost everything and he is the only one who even remembers the thing that was lost. he is so completely ordinary that you almost feel like you can't blame him for everything he's done but he is terrible. he let his friends die over and over and over again and he wants to wipe everything clean and start over and he is a man who has gone so completely insane from loneliness that he's circled back around to seeming horribly normal.
he greets his daughter with a dad joke and names her as best he can and gives her a title and a body with speed holes that help her go fast. and he's not malicious. and he's not good. you can't even really call him a villain--what the hell else was he supposed to do? in any of these circumstances? but he is trying his best and his best is simply not good enough. the true horror of god is that he is just human.
all the lyctors. all the lyctors are a tragedy in their own rights. augustine and mercymorn are just the two examples that we know the most about, and their own god/father/brother/lover/beloved/teacher killed them both.
(admittedly, mercymorn struck first. admittedly, john was defending himself and his entire empire. admittedly, it was ianthe's choice to save john in the river that killed augustine. less than an hour before that, augustine was apologizing for raising his voice and john told him to have a cigarette and do you see what i mean about it being hard to blame john for anything?)
and the whole concept of the fourth house in general. we don't talk about that enough. that is almost an entire planet's worth of child soldiers, from what little information we have. what does it say about ulysses and titania that they were the ones to found that house? isaac was thirteen. jeannemary was fourteen. they were expected to become full lyctors before isaac's voice had even dropped. there was no way they could make it off canaan house alive. these kids were doomed.
protesilaus ebdoma had a wife and kids. his wife's name is mia and she probably has no idea what actually happened to him. same with abigail's brother and nephew. corona and ianthe's parents must be losing their shit--they think their eldest daughter is dead and their younger one is now a fucking Saint with a gold skeleton arm.
that's not even getting into alecto. or nona. or camilla and palamedes and paul. this series is so fucking sad even without getting into the revelation that all the lyctors are slowly merging with their cavaliers.
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rootbeerworshiper · 3 months
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Normal (part 5)
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pairing: fem!character + matt sturniolo
summery: Abigail and Matt have been best friends for years and practically grew up together. the two hiding their feelings for one another, until one stupid drunken dare changes things.
warnings: mentions of sex, mentions of being drunk, swearing as always
pt1 pt2 pt3 pt4
love, sienna <3
i don’t remember last night at all.
well that’s not entirely true, i remember my moment with Matt in a literal fucking hot tub, but i have no idea what happened after that.
i woke up at around one on the triplets couch, once again no clue as to how i ended up here. i’m wearing the same t-shirt i had on last night and some random short i guess i left here from one of my many sleepovers.
aside from my pounding headache, i can’t think straight. Matt wanted to kiss me in sophomore year, and he willingly kissed me again last night.
did his feelings ever stop? did mine?
and oh my god he is so incredibly good at sex, something i’ve thought about more than i’d like to admit, but i can’t believe it’s real.
i’ve had so many bad sex experiences, from one guy not knowing what the clit is, to another guy who made really weird noises as he fucked me.
it was all incredibly underwhelming.
but now i know what my best friend is like, and i don’t think i’ll be able to think about anything else.
i’m weirdly giddy about this whole situation, a childish smile forming on my face that makes me feel young again, makes me feel hopeful.
i had given up on Matt a long time ago, with the hope that i’d find someone else, but now that i might not need to, i’m over the moon.
i roll around on the couch, trying to become comfortable again before i inevitably give up and look to my phone.
not much on there other than a few missed messages from nick asking why i was out so long last night, i did not plan on telling him.
it’s true that i tell him everything, but he does not need to know about what i did with his brother last night after he left.
“Abi are you awake?” a familiar voice yells out from the kitchen, god my head really does hurt.
“yeah why?” i reply, now sitting up and adjusting to the light coming from the huge LA windows that peer over the couch i’m residing on.
i stretch my arms, yawning. “Matt wants to know if you want pancakes” i smile.
Matt.
god i’m actually a child this is embarrassing.
“since when do you guys cook?” i groan, rubbing my hands over my face and getting up off the couch.
“since we need to cure the hangover that you and Matt are both suffering with” Chris laughs, earning a groan from Matt.
“can you not fucking yell?” Matt says, sitting down on a stool by the island and rubbing his head. i guess the feeling is mutual.
i sit next to him, avoiding eye contact at all costs.
“you guys are pathetic” Nick says, now entering the kitchen.
i rub my eyes once more. “Nick that’s so ironic coming from you considering the incident you had in fucking senior year” his jaw drops and i just laugh.
“don’t you dare hold that against me that was the lowest point of my life” i roll my eyes at this, if it were actually the lowest point of his life i wouldn’t make fun of him, but i know that he’s just being over dramatic.
“you are so dramatic it’s crazy” Matt chimes in, laughing to himself. god he’s cute.
“don’t get me started on how dramatic you were in sophomore year Matthew” the boy next to me literally goes red.
“yeah Matthew you were pretty dramatic in sophomore year huh?” i tease looking at him now as he hides his face slightly.
“alright enough i’m sick of you all” he finishes, laying his head in his arms on the island.
“it’s okay matty” i pat his back. “wait Chris are you adding chocolate chips?”
“oh god i forgot you and Matt are still literal children” he replies, ultimately going to the pantry to grab the chocolate chips i bought for their house.
i slap Matt’s arm slightly as a memory pops into my mind. “oh my god Matt remember when in like 5th grade we came up with our future together and we promised to have pancakes for dinner like almost everyday?” i ask, smiling as i reminisce on our childhood.
he lifts his head, hair still messy and falling over his eyes slightly as he smiles. “i do actually, we were onto something with our pancake addiction”
as much as i love this conversation, it feels wrong to act like nothing happened last night.
especially because to me it was everything.
Chris hands us the pancakes he made for us and him and Nick eventually leave to go get ready for the day in their own rooms.
once again leaving Matt and i alone.
we eat in silence for a moment, both clearly exhausted from the lack of sleep we got.
i look to him and i can tell he’s thinking about something, i know him well enough to know that he has something on his mind. “Matt?”
“yeah?” he says almost instantly, as if he was waiting for me to say something.
i don’t even know what to say, but we can’t just pretend like nothing happened. “um last night was-“
“we were drunk.” he says bluntly.
oh.
“right, we were” i say, defeated.
is that all it was to him? drunk sex with no feeling’s attached?
“it’s probably best if we go back to normal” he says, now leaning back into the chair as he chews on the pancakes we bonded over moments prior.
back to normal?
back to pretending like i’m not in love with my best friend.
right.
“yeah i agree” i pause for a second. “last night shouldn’t have happened, we just drank too much” i lie out of my ass. i hate this. i hate the way he agrees.
i speak again. “well i’m glad that’s settled, i’m gonna go home i think so”
he replies with a quick “okay see you” and that’s it. i leave just like that.
i feel like i’m going insane as i step back into my car.
an hour ago i was giddy over him liking me back and now i’m crying in my car.
god i feel stupid for the way i let him dictate my mood. the hold i let some guy have over me.
except he’s more than some guy, he’s Matt, my Matt.
the Matt that held my hand as we walked into 5th grade together, the Matt i had my first kiss with, the Matt that made me feel like no one else could.
soon enough i make it home and i decide i can’t keep these thoughts in my head, so i go to the one other person i have to turn to.
Nate.
the phone rings for a moment before he picks up “hey what’s up?” he answers, clearly in a good mood.
i sniffle slightly. “are you free to listen to me yap right now?” i joke
he just laughs. “of course i am, listening to you rant is my favourite thing”
i love him so much. Nate and i weren’t as close growing up, but since i moved out to LA we had been face timing weekly talking about everything and nothing.
we could tell each other things that we didn’t necessarily want to tell the triplets and it kept us grounded.
“okay good because i have so much to say” i sigh. “okay i should premise this with a kind of important fact about me”
he just hums, waiting for me to speak again. “i have a thing for Matt”
silence.
“i know your expecting me to be surprised but i’m really not” he laughs
“did Nick tell you?” i ask, immediately concerned.
he gasps. “you told Nick?” i reply with a shy “yes”
“i was just gonna say it was obvious but okay” i can practically here him roll his eyes through the phone. “okay whatever, what’s the thing you need to rant about?”
“last night Matt and i kissed. and i mean we did more then that but i’ll spare you the details.” i spit out.
“i’m gonna pretend like you didn’t tell me that so you can move on” i can tell he’s gonna annoy me about this later but i continue.
“we were both drunk in the hot tub and he confessed that in sophomore year he almost kissed me and he was saying that he wish he had. and if he could do one thing differently it would be to kiss me back then”
“oh shit”
“yeah i know. anyways to cut things short we ended up kissing and what not” Nate gags through the phone. “and i was on top of the moon when i woke up this morning because i thought we would finally become something you know?”
“yeah i’d think that too lowkey” he replies
“well apparently that’s just us because when i had a chance to bring it up with Matt he said that we were just drunk and we should go back to normal”
“what the actual fuck” Nate begins. “you’re telling me that Matt bagged you and then almost immediately fumbled?”
this made me laugh, despite the circumstances Nate could always make me laugh and i’m grateful for it. “basically yes. was i wrong to think he wanted more than drunk sex? i mean it literally started with him saying he liked me a while ago so i assumed he still did or whatever”
“okay gross but i have no idea what’s going on in that kids head because i remember his crush on you in high school and he was literally obsessed with you” i smile at this. fuck.
“he hadn’t spoken about it in a while but considering the way he spoke about you i assumed he still felt like that. which is why it makes no sense that he wants to go back to normal.” Nate finishes, leaving me just as confused as before.
“so i’m not delusional?” i ask
“definitely not, that kids just being an idiot” he jokes “i’m sorry Abi i don’t know why he’s being like this, do you want me to talk to him?”
“definitely not that is the last thing i want, no offense” i preface. “i feel like that would make things worse i don’t know. i just don’t really know what to do, i don’t know if i can go back to hiding myself from him again, although he’s being a dick right now he does deserve better.”
“you’re so mature i wish Matt would take notes” this causes me to smile. “i think you owe it to him and yourself to tell him how to feel, and if he doesn’t reciprocate it then you just continue being friends. it’s not fair to you to have to stay hidden and it’s not fair to him to not know the truth”
i sigh. “Nate i think you’re the mature one here, thank you so much you always make me feel better”
“of course, when are you back in Boston again?” he asks
i totally forgot that was coming up. “um i think the boys are leaving tomorrow but i can’t come until the day after because of a work thing”
he hums. “okay sick i’ve missed you”
“i’ve missed you too i’ll see you soon” i smile.
we say our goodbyes and inevitably hang up.
so now i have a new mindset set in place, i need to tell Matt how i feel. at least soon anyways, which is a terrifying task that i’ve put off for the past 13 years.
fun!
authors note: this isn’t my fav chapter but i needed to add angst💔 also i love nate and abigail omg
taglist: @athaliahxoxo ily
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idyllghost · 3 months
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I think I like T4T John/Abigail so much because John vehemently denying Jack is his becomes increasingly hilarious just:
John: That boy isn’t mine Abigail
Abigail: John we’re both trans, you carried him for 9 months and literally pushed him out; that’s your child!
John: That boy is not mine!
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cedarxwing · 4 months
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Will Graham vs. His Protective Instincts vs. Morality
Will's motivations are interesting because he's antisocial and misanthropic, he has arrogant narcissistic tendencies, but he's also compelled to protect the vulnerable. He enjoys the feeling of killing but is, at his core, a good person. His urge to protect always overrides adherence to the law, allowing him to develop an unconventional system of morality. This is arguably his greatest similarity to Clarice Starling, the reason why Hannibal is so in love with him, and the reason why he could finally be with Hannibal at the end of S3.
Most obviously, he collects stray dogs, but he keeps them well-trained. He's the head of the pack, they follow his commands, and he feels safer not being alone. He hallucinates dog whimpers of pain in 1x08 (a reference to Clarice's screaming lambs).
Then there's his relationship to fatherhood. When he becomes Abigail's legal guardian, she is extremely vulnerable to public scrutiny and Freddie's bad influence. He sees himself in her, both as a fellow outcast and hunter/fisher. She's literally the living version of all those dead girls that he's pictured killing over and over again. Even without being infected with Hobbs's mindset, of course he's obsessed with her.
When he thinks Abigail's dead in S2 and is confronted with the possibility of having another child, he admits "I still dream about Abigail. I dream I'm teaching her how to fish." When she's actually dead in S3, she haunts him as an imago, saying she'd still want to go back to Hannibal. Abigail is basically Hannah, the slaughter horse that Clarice couldn't save from the ranch (Hannibal: "Would you protect this child the way you couldn't protect Abigail?") except her death marks the end of his career, and the only thing it drives him to do is take revenge on Hannibal.
When he finds out that Abigail is a murderer and decides to protect her, that's the first time being a good person forces him to step outside of the law. This is echoed later in the season when he feels protective over another murderer, Georgia Madgen.
He completely loses faith in the law during his slow downhill slide in S2a (his wrongful incarceration, his farce of a trial, and Beverly's failure to catch Hannibal), culminating in his decision to ask Matthew Brown to kill Hannibal. To add insult to injury, only Hannibal himself could free Will in the end.
Will continues to operate outside of the law during the honeytrap plot. What is his motivation to catch Hannibal in S2b? Pure revenge for Abigail and Beverly. He's not protecting anyone from Hannibal (except maybe Alana at the beginning, but I think he realizes eventually that Hannibal wouldn't hurt her unless he really had to). He witnesses firsthand the kind of people Hannibal kills for fun (Chilton, Randall Tier sent to die by Will's hand, Freddie Lounds, Mason Verger) and they all suck. Will doesn't care about these people. The only person Will wants to protect in S2b is Peter Bernardone (a reflection of himself), and he has to protect him from the miscarriage of justice. In that last two episodes of S2, Will realizes that Hannibal doesn't deserve to die (and also falls in love with him). So when the FBI fucks up his plan, he protects Hannibal by warning him.
Will grapples with this decision throughout S3a. At this point he has no interest in handing Hannibal to the authorities. The only justice Will recognizes is the one served by his own hands, and he doesn't even know what that would be until the moment he pulls the knife (in the middle of a public square... really, what kind of plan is that).
Meanwhile, Hannibal is having his own revelation that nobody can replace Will. He can force people like Gideon (a literally serial killer, just like Hannibal) to join him at his table, but they're boring and beneath him. Bedelia is dispassionately cruel, but she's self-serving and afraid of him and won't cross the boundary of cannibalism. Anthony Dimmond delights in wickedness and has a certain flirtatious charm, but he's also self-serving and hollow. No morals. Will has given him a taste of what it's like to have a truly good person understand and approve of his true self. How can Hannibal live without that?
Florence is a disaster. Muskrat Farm is even worse. Once again, the FBI and the police mess everything up, except this time their corruption is even more overt. Even Alana Bloom, bastion of morality, is "facilitating torture and death" for money. Will is sick of dealing with people like her and Pazzi ("the ugly faces of the crowd") and is tired of playing Hannibal's game. That's when we get his Digestivo "Goodbye, Hannibal."
Of course, who understands Will's psychology better than Hannibal? He remembers the only time Will chose him was when he thought he was in danger in 2x13. He knows that he can only earn Will's forgiveness and acceptance if he's vulnerable, and where would Hannibal be more vulnerable than in the hands of the law? "I want you to know exactly where I am and where you can find me." More like, "Oooh noooo, they might give me the needle, Will. :( :( Look at me, I'm a helpless baby bird. Come visit me in jail where I'll surely be suffering so so much just like you wanted." The irony being that Will hasn't cared about catching Hannibal for ages now.
Three years pass and Will pretends not to find ugliness in the faces of the crowd. He marries a literal angel. His step-son resents him, so he doesn't get to be a father like he wanted, but he tries his best. (Actually in the book, Will feels like he has to compete with the step-son and his grandparents for Molly, who is always putting her son's interests first).
At this point, Will hates Jack, Alana, Chilton, all of them. They represent avarice and betrayal. They are the system that has failed Will so many times. The only reason he returns to Maryland is to save Dolarhyde's future families (and, deep down inside, see Hannibal again), which he can't do because there's no way to determine how he's choosing his victims (I think he literally was finding them via social media. The home video plot from the book wouldn't make sense in a universe with iPads and Facebook). The only way to catch Dolarhyde is through Hannibal.
Bedelia warns Will of his downfall: "The next time your instinct is to help someone, you should really consider crushing them instead. You might save yourself some trouble." This has a double meaning: Will shouldn't be consulting on the Dragon case, and he shouldn't save Hannibal from Dolarhyde in 3x13 (the second meaning being self-serving, as we see what happens to Bedelia when Will goes ahead and saves Hannibal anyway).
Hannibal telling Dolarhyde to kill Will's family is interesting. Besides petty jealousy, his motivation is to remove distractions and keep Will consulting him on cases. Fostering codependency, as usual. His second motivation is to make Will realize that, by trying to protect faceless strangers he puts people he actually cares about in danger. What's the point, then? What is right and wrong anymore?
Finally, Dolarhyde's return from death gives Will the opportunity to spring Hannibal out of prison. He never really wanted Hannibal there in the first place, but now he's pissed and curious what would happen. What would Dolarhyde do with Hannibal? What would Hannibal do if he escaped? He doesn't really want Hannibal dead ("I'd pack my bags if I were you, Bedelia. Meat's back on the menu.") but he genuinely deliberates while looking down at Hannibal bleeding on the floor.
Of course, Hannibal is literally the pleading woman caught in the coil of the dragon's tail (Will even hallucinates the Blake painting with Hannibal as the woman clothed in sun at 37:45). What could be more "wounded bird lying in the grass?" And at the end of the day, Will loves him, so he reaches for the gun to protect him (and gets stabbed, just as Bedelia warned).
This act completes Will's character arc, similar to the moment Clarice shoots the bodyguards to save Hannibal in the novel. "How do you act when the conventional honors have no value? [deleted line from 3x13 script]" Just like Jack, Alana, and Hannibal, Will acts according to his own system of morality. This isn't black and white like saving a hostage (Hobbs) or saving himself (Randall Tier, and that time Mason kidnapped him and Hannibal in S2). This isn't a phone call warning Hannibal to run. Is it good to lie to the FBI and let all those people die to free Hannibal and kill Dolarhyde? To Will, it is. It's beautiful. Ethics become aesthetics.
As for dragging them over the cliff... uhhhh... well, Hannibal isn't a wounded bird at that point, so he has to go I guess. Haha just kidding. Maybe it's Will's last ditch effort to protect the world from them. "Save yourself, kill them all," except now Will is one of "them." Or maybe the moral conflict of his love for Hannibal creates a mental rift too horrible to confront. Or maybe the cliff fall is metaphorical, like the devil's fall from heaven. Maybe all three!
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osbcrne · 5 days
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Hannigram and Verger Family analysis
TW: MARGOT AND WILL'S STOMACH SCARS MENTIONED AND IMAGES (underneith the cut)
HOLY SHIT YALL IM BACK WITH ANOTHER REALIZATION
so i just realized that wills "c section esque" scar he got from hannibal in mizumono might actually look that way for a reason
it could be symbolic to a hysterectomy because hannibal took their child away, and had to give Will scar somehow. And i mean, will technichally is the mother, he killed abigail's father placing her in his custody- hannibal only helped with it. Just how the criminals in season 1 (angelmaker, georgia madchen, abel gideon, etc) and their crime scenes were DIRECTLY paralleled to the progression of wills encephalitis and the state of his mental well being, Margot getting a hysterectomy from mason basically directly parallels will getting abigail taken from him.
Also, Margot choosing to have sex with Will specifically, and the child coming into their lives and then almost immediately being taken away (BY HANNIBALS DOING) forshadows abigail coming back and then almost immediately after, her death. Will empathized with margot (WHO HE KNEW WAS GAY, or at least hannibal did, it was stated in the script but was cut from the final product) about the lack of a child, which is literally the only reason had sex with her (he thought about the stag man the whole time anyway...)
This one specific conversation in the episode Tome-Wan is very important. Will says to hannibal, "you're fostering codependency. isn't that what you did to abigail? got her to take a life so she would owe you hers?" That's exactly what hannibal is doing to margot- trying to get her to kill mason so she would owe herself to hannibal. it also connects abigail and margot in a way.
continuing the conversation, will says "i bond with abigail, you take her away. i bond with barely more than the idea of a child, you take it away... you don't want me to have anything in my life that's not you." Hannibal, knowing very well the consequences, told mason about margot's plans and had the child taken forcibly away from her.
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Hannibal also directly took abigail away from will, by cutting her throat in front of him. both of these things ended with a scar, margot's from the hysterectomy, will's from hannibal's knife, but it looks oddly familiar to margot's. Also remember, right before wills and margot got together, the two of them compared scars. (MORE ANALYSIS UNDER THE CUT)
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Also i know this is kind of a strange comparison considering mason and his intentions, but in the episode Naka-Choko, this exchange happens:
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margot is unable to kill mason because despite all the horrible things he does to her, deep down she still loves him and can't bring herself to do it. who does this sound like to you? yep- Hannibal and Will. Now bviously hannibal and will's love is very different from the verger's, but it's still a parallel
i can't believe i didn't realize it before but there's a LOT LOT LOT of parallels between hannigram and the vergers. one of them being they all were with alana (minus mason) 😭
thank you to a post by this user on tiktok for helping me realize this (idk why it won't let me link)
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anyway, happy c2e2!! take cool pics w/ mads and hugh! i'll be watching the live stream of the panel tomorrow!
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gray-doesnt-write · 1 year
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Sleeping Arrangements | SDV x Reader
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Pairing:SDV Bachelor(ette)s x GN! Reader
Summary: Do they snore? Hog the bed and blankets? Are they a cuddler? All is answered, in my humble opinion, in this preference/Headcanons (?)
Warning: None!
Notes: I don't really talk to Maru and Harvey in game much so they might be a little OOC. I scrolled through their dialogue on the wiki to try to understand them. Masterlist
Shane
Tbh I see him as the cuddler in his sleep.
When he gets in bed, he faces his back towards you. Give it I'd say 30 minutes and he's all over you.
Completely deny it in the morning
"What do you mean I was all over you last night? Uh, no. Why'd would I want to touch you while I'm asleep??"
He'd also hog the whole bed and blankets
To top it all off, he totally snores
Sebastian
Pretty normal sleeper if I'm being honest
Doesn't snore and doesn't hog the bed or blanket
Definitely had a messed up sleep schedule though, goes to sleep at 3 A.M. and wakes up past noon.
Now, if you did convince him to at least lay in bed he'd wrap his arms around you while scrolling through his phone or such.
Like I said, he's pretty normal
Abigail
100% snores at night, not loud and obnoxious but it still counts as snoring.
She'd wake up past midnight for a snack, either that or she sleep walks
She's a cuddler, from the moment she crawls in bed; she has to be touching you in some shape or form.
Use your stomach or chest as a pillow
Obviously, as a cuddler, she'd steal most of the bed
Your covers are safe though.
Sam
He's a kicker.
You'll be sleeping ever so soundly, when all the sudden, you get a kick to your back.
Poor baby can't help it, to him it's like snoring
Which, yes he snores. It's loud and annoying.
I feel he wouldn't need to be touching you, but occasionally, and on accident, would just lay his hand across your face because that's where it's most comfortable.
Same steals you blankets, you can have the bed but no covers
He'd be so apologetic about it in the morning
"Baby~ I'm sorry I didn't mean to kick you. I'm sorryyyy"
Would wake you up when he has a nightmare, just like a child would
Penny
She's like the female equivalent of Sebastian but no bad sleep schedule.
She'd be the one to come coax you to bed early
Penny would keep the house at freezing though, just so she could have a ton of blankets and covers on the bed so she could get under them.
I could see her occasionally using your chest as a pillow, like y'all be there cuddling and she'll fall asleep and stay there.
She wakes up first, to no fail. She'd be in the room reading a book in a big arm chair while waiting for you to wake up
Elliott
He's a cuddler, he'd be more comfortable being a big spoon (being a tall lanky boy) but adores being a small spoon
One of the only cuddlers that don't steal the bed, like he doesn't push you to the edge of the bed
Being a writer, his sleep schedule is also messed up
A lot of nights you'll find him asleep at his desk and you'll just have wake him up or drag him to bed
Loves you running your fingers through his hair while he tried to sleep
Haley
Definitely wants her personal space in bed
8-13 hearts Haley wouldn't care how big of a cuddler you'd be, she literally will not touch you while in bed.
I just have a feeling after her 14 heart event that she'd be more okay with it but most nights just want her space
She sleeps with hair curlers
That, and has like these big, fluffy (not furry), blankets on the bed along with extreme soft and squishy pillows
Makes sure the bed looks really comfy and stylish at the same time
Emily
Emily likes to hug you while she falls asleep
I feel as a bartender, she's pretty muscular (not super super bur decently). She'll have you in a deathhold while you sleep.
It's not uncomfortable, but you just can't escape till she wakes up. Lucky for you, she doesn't sleep very late
You're her personal body pillow
She snores but it's like a cute snore, that and it's pretty quiet
As for bed space, she does give you your bed space! You don't have to worry about sleeping by the edge and almost falling off it
Alex
He takes over the whole bed, he doesn't realize it but he just does
When I say he steals the bed, I mean he lays in the center of the bed with each limb going in different directions and stretched out almost as far as possible.
He snores and it's really really loud, like bad enough you almost can't sleep.
Alex falls asleep easily, considering how active he is he's always tired and falls asleep the moment his head hits the pillow
Doesn't make the bed, you have to make it or it doesn't get made
While asleep, he'd definitely still you blankets just to kick them off the bed
Leah
I have a feeling that despite her being pretty independent, Leah would rather fall asleep in your arms than any other your way
She doesn't snore, steal the bed or covers, or accidentally kick you in her sleep.
Leah's probably the easiest people to sleep with
She's not picky about the temperature or the beds cover. All she wants if for you to wrap your arms around her while she sleeps
She occasionally gets zoned in while sculpting and you'll have to tell her what time it is. She's pretty good about going to bed early and won't complain when you tell her it's getting late
Maru
Loves feeling your hands, not in a sexual or weird way, Maru just like holding your hands while sleeping or asking you to touch her face while she sleeps.
When you have trouble sleeping, she'll start to tell you about one of her projects she's working on to lull you to sleep
On that note, she's usually hunched over while working. While laying in bed, if you're not stroking her face or holding her hands, she'll fall asleep to you giving her a massage
Doesn't hog the bed, but she does snore. I can just feel it
Harvey
He has like a dad snore if that makes since
Harvey will most definitely steal your bed each night. He's tries to make up for it in the morning by fixing you breakfast or coffee but at this point it's just become the ordinary
Much like Maru, will tell you about his day while the two of you lay in bed.
Now when I say this, I mean like goes into heavy detail. You feel soo bad, but within the first 15 minutes you fall asleep
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