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thefeckisthis · 4 years

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hello darkness my old friend.

well im not quite sure why this title nor what exactly am i going to write about, i just had the need to write. ever had that feeling? no? oh. ok.

its been a while since last post, many things had happened, fun, annoying,stressful, interesting and so on and some may expect sassy posts like first two and thats not going to happen with in this one, sorry not sorry. ive been feeling the need to write about anxiety, not entirely sure why, just a feeling in me telling me to do so so lets see where it goes.

apologies for spelling mistakes because in these last couple of sentences ive had so many red lines that makes me think can i even spell -_- (hello brain, you there?) confidence is a tricky things. you are not born with it, you have to build it up. god knows i had no confidence before and i still struggle with it sometimes, especially with my anxiety - sometimes it can affect it really bad. when anxiety, i want to talk about because i think these kind of things should be talked about.

my anxiety levels are still not alarming but they are at that level when it can definitely affect my daily life, especially on bad days. ive definitely learned how to cope with it, sometimes it cant be helped. i definitely suffer from GAD (general anxiety disorder https://adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/generalized-anxiety-disorder-gad) with medium to high social anxiety - https://adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/social-anxiety-disorder (which many people don’t believe heh) and ive discovered some unusual phobias that I have also count as anxiety issues (trypophobia, Emetophobia, fear of knives are some of mine examples) so it can vary from person to person.

(imagine having all those on almost daily basis, yaaay)

i know, lots of people will say ah everyone is tense and stressed, we all must have anxiety. no, just dont. its not the same. occasional stress is normal, anxiety is completely different. its not easy to be in constant worry phase, being triggered by small things (coffee can easily trigger mini panic attacks, been there done that), small inconveniences, theres so much to it.

another awful part of it is overthinking. that is what used to kill me and mess up relationships i had with people. one small thing can set you back so much. as ive mentioned, some people learn how to deal with it and some people seek for help, and both of those things are amazing. letting it affect you is not amazing.

talk to someone, youre not alone.

i always tell people to not be afraid to talk to me about their problems, because i do know how it is, i do understand. i had some people who dont understand as much as they think they do and when id open up to them they would say just stop worrying, its ok.

uuuhm like no. thats the whole point. my brain cant stop worrying. thanks for letting me on deepest secrets of the world, appreciated. high chances are that we do actually know that but its sometimes impossible to stop worrying. if i could do that so easily i wouldnt be suffering from anxiety, right?

do i have panic attack? yes i do. had more before, now it got down to 2-3 in 6 months, so thats around 6 a year. last year i had full blown panic attack, worst that i ever had, my whole body just shut down and i was crying for full on 45mins, not being able to breathe, talk or move. sounds fun, eh? and lets go back to social anxiety, as ive said people say that i dont seem like an introvert or that i have any struggles with that.

i do tho. i just dont let it be stronger than me. my head and my body in social situations can be in full panic mode but ill be there sitting with smile on my face. there were social gatherings or parties where i would end up sitting on my own, trying to fight tears and the emotions in me would be bubbling and getting worse and my common sense would be trying to fight them, thats why i end up sitting in corner like a weirdo. meting new people? socializing? that doesnt sound fun for me at all, i usually just avoid situations like that. i will talk most of the time and joke and its just because my common sense is trying to fight anxiety while at the same time my anxiety is trying to take over. i wish i can explain what is going on in my head.

if you invite me to go somewhere with you, dont leave me. please. thank you.

it has also affected my job, if i get a task im not sure what to do, or im told to just amend something, i just wish to get up and leave until my head gets clear. ive noticed small things i tend to do when i feel that anxiety is getting higher than i want it to be, eg ill start picking at my nails, ill bite my lip till it hurts, just shut down and stare blankly, taking deep breaths, shaking my hands to stop them from shaking (weirdly i think itll shake off my stress), do weird stuff with my hands, or all combined. rare people noticed all the things and actually knew when i was starting to get my anxiety attacks and they were really helpful.

how to help someone if you see them starting to have anxiety attack?

people deal with anxiety different ways, dont just assume one thing will help everyone. - for example hug wont make me calm, im not a fan of human touch in general and hugging me when im having an attack will only make me more stressed and more triggered and itll make everything worse. - dont force the person to talk about it, rather just ask them if they want to talk about it, if they dont, please dont leave them, just sit there in silence that means a world. -if they do want to talk about it, never, and i repeat never say dont worry its nothing or just stop worrying and think happy thoughts.

- talk with them about it, or let them talk. ask what is the issue, why does it make them feel that way, just try to find solution slowly. - if a person starts crying, let them cry. crying is amazing way to release the tension and it will help the person to feel more at ease - if you do notice early signs of anxiety attack, change the environment, divert the person, make them think of something different

- dont make the person walk or do something they dont want to, it will cause things to go worse, personally ill probably just sit and curl up and cry my eyes out but for the love of god dont touch me or make me walk, my body is just not able and its causing more stress

- after the attack calms down, let person go on with their life, dont talk about it straight after. let them fully calm down. some people (most cases me) will be ‘normal’ after the episode (after my big one i straight away started joking how disgustingly runny my nose was from crying) and some people will take a bit longer

We are all different in handling the situations. Anxiety like every other disorder is not easy and it has to be taken seriously. If you have it, if you know someone who has it, please talk to those people. Be supportive. Dont make them feel like there is something wrong with them. Small conversation and an ear to listen can go a long way.

be a friend and be a human.

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missjackil · 5 years

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Miss Jacki’s top 30 SPN Episodes

#1 Who We Are 12x22

For me, this was as close to perfect as an episode can be!! Both Sam girls and Dean girls should have enjoyed this, and it was bibro Heaven!! Hellers probably still talk about it as the worst episode ever or something hehe. For starters, we have the boys trapped with Toni Bevell in the bunker. Locked in, no electricity, water, and the air is being pumped out, so of course theres pending doom. After trying to reset the machinery with a spell that failed, the bros try bashing down a wall. This was an awesome scene!! Whats not to love about Sam and Dean in single layers, being all strong and macho?? Exhausted, they sit together, dirty, sweaty, and tired. What an absolute beautiful sight!! When the boys sit together talking, you always have my full attention. Theyre feeling a little hopeless. This really could be the end. Sam opens up, maybe he feels more than a little guilty that things got to this point. Of course, its not his fault really, he didnt know the BMOL were brain washing mom, or had plans to exterminate the American Hunters, he just wanted to help make the world a better place. Sam gives a confession, that once he was in, he just followed, because it was easier than leading. Dean nods in agreement. They both probably liked just being told where to go and what to kill much more than telling others what to do. So now the boys think theyve lost, and its not the “blaze of glory” theyve always imagined... until.... THE GRENADE LAUNCHER!!! Toni thinks the boys are lunatics, and well... they are :D Big Beautiful and Dumb!! They couldnt care less that the whole building might fall on their heads, If they go out, theyre going out with a bang, and on their own terms!! The exchange of looks Sam and Dean gave each other was nothing less than priceless. The grenade explodes, Sam instantly goes looking for Dean. Theres a big hole in the wall,, and no Dean, so he must have gotten out!! But oh shit, the hole collapses!! Sam goes into instant panic mode!! DEAN??? DEAN!!???? He can barely see, the air is thin, and he collapses on all 4s as he sucks all the oxygen thats left by hyperventilating. Just then the door opens and Dean walks in with a bloody busted leg and Sams face lights up. Dean greets him with “Hey Lunatic”” and all order in Sam’s life is restored. We fast forward to Jody’s house where Mary is tied up for attacking Jody. Sam calls other hunters to come help them take out the Brits. Atypical of Sam, he has a pretty long speech, but, he finally gets a good tag line. For years, all we had were things like “I lost my shoe” or “Im a whole new level of freak” but now we have “I want you to follow me” it hits me in the feels when I hear him say this. He’s come so far and grown so much in the last 12 yrs, that he can say these words in confidence. Dean was so proud! This lead to one of my favorite brohugs, that tied in a little bit with my 2nd fav episode, Swan Song (which Ill talk about tomorrow) In Swan Song, Dean was letting Sam go to do his quest on his own. Sam told him “If I do this, and triple lindy into that cage, you know Im not coming back” and Dean says “I know” but this time, Dean is sending Sam off on his quest and hugs him, and tells him “You come back” and Sam says “Promise” (ugggh my heart) seal that with a Winchester “I love you” which was “Bitch” “Jerk” and just the pause and the sweet grin on Sams face when Dean said it, you knew he knew Dean just told him he loves him <3 So Sam goes off.... meanwhile, Dean is now trying to talk to mom while in her head. My heart was flipping seeing chubby happy baby Sam, cooing and playing with his blanket. When Dean goes over to see him, he just seemed so happy to show big grown up Dean his blanket!! The only thing that would have made me feelier, is if Dean picked baby Sam up and cuddled him, and maybe kissed his head (but then I woulda just died and couldnt write this so...)

Sams battle with the brits, was a little lack luster, but its ok because Dean’s scene was awesome. He’s laying it out to Mom, this is whats what.... and instead of making it all about him, he made it about Sam. Basically “you left me with a responsibility I couldnt handle and look what it did to Sam???” I was full on sobbing when he told Mom that Sam was posessed by Lucifer, Tortured in Hell and lost his soul. Some of you got angry that Sam wasnt the one to tell her, but hello... this is Sam we’re talking about. Its never his thing to lay his load on someone else. Sometimes, maybe a little with Dean, but he just wouldnt give all this to his mother. But Dean would for him. She needs to know and Sam wont tell her, so Dean will. He tells Mary he hates her... he says it more than once. I feel it, it comes from his gut. Not just a knee jjerk reaction to anger. He IS feeling this. And Dean Winchester has the most open, and honest moment hes had in a long time, maybe in the whole series “I hate you.... and I love you. I cant.. I cant help it... youre my mom” and without a word of lie, Im crying as I write this. I may be 100% in love with Sam, but Dean is my buddy. Hes messed up and too violent sometimes, but he is so full of love it hurts me, and him too aparently. I know he and Sam have felt exactly this for each other a number of times. It reminds me of what Jared said about Sam and Dean at SDCC2017 “Sam and Dean love each other as much as its possible for two people to love each other... even when sometimes they hate each other a little”:True love is huge and confusing and uncontrolable, and everyone does stupid stuff when they love big. If youre one of those people waiting for and expecting a love that wont ever hurt like hell, you wont ever really experience love. *ehem* where was I? Oh yes.... ok so, Where Sam and Dean both are at this point, is kind of a role reversal, Sam is doing the fighting and Dean is doing the curing. And this is really cool IMO. And I dont know if youve noticed, but they both had to stop being “them” for a second, and be the other instead. Dean has to get mom out of her head, Sam has to finish off the Brits in the US. if Sam were standing were Dean is right now, what would he do? He would forgive mom, and this is what Dean needs to do. If Dean were standing where Sam is, what would he do? He would trust himself, Sam and his friends, and tell the Brits to fuck off... and this is what Sam did. Sam has issues with second guessing and not trusting his own instincts... but this time he becomes Dean and just says “pass” shoots the computer and Jody kills Hess. (Sam shoulda but oh well) Back at the Bunker, Toni is dead YAAAY and now the fight with Ketch, and mom wakes up and kills him (ish) big win for the Winchesters!! But then comes maybe my favorite moment ever. Dean and Mom are talking, and Dean tells her theyre gonna start over and do it right. Mom is worried, “What about Sam? Im scared.... what if he cant forgive me” Sam walks in, the man that just took out the big bad BMOL is so soft, and so sad “Mom... you dont have to be scared of me” OMG FUCKING KILL ME!!! Dont be scared of this huge hulk of a man that kills bad guys and monsters every day and scares the hell out of demons... dont be scared Mom because he loves you. Your deal made his life a living hell, but he forgave you a long time ago. You didnt know what would happen, and hes done the same thing himself. He knows as well as anyone what stupid things we might do for love. Mom hugs Sam and Sam just looks like the biggest teddybear ever. And if thats not enough, Dean comes in “Im glad youre back man” and hugs him too. Sams face while being wrapped in all this love. All for him!! The whole damn series could have ended there and Id be happy!! This is why Who We Are is my favorite episode ever!!

#my top 30 #1 #who we are

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survivormontenegro · 5 years

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Episode 7: “So FUCK You Seamus” - Julia

WE DIDNT GO TO TRIBAL YAAAY. Hopefully this means Tom is safe, I was really worried for him if we had to go twice in a row eek.

Now the plan is vote Evan off this round if we have to, then pray for a merge or a new swap or SOMETHING.

New Goal Bootlist:

13th: Evan

12th: (MERGE) Alex C.

11th: Ian

10th: Jason

9th: Caeleb

8th: Mitch

7th: Jones

6th: Mo

5th: Benj

4th: Julia

F3: Me, Tom & Jules

I really am nervous about Julia. She is SO attached to this og tribe war which I think is so not smart!! Also I know she says it's different but I still think throwing this challenge is exactly what Alex C. did to her so its kinda hypocritical yikes!

I'm also praying for Benj, I really want him to survive and make merge HDJDKDKD.

Ugh i hated voting michael but thank goodness it was him and not me oop. If we lose another challenge i am 100% on the chopping block. As the only other person who voted Caeleb instead of Noah im probably going next. Anywho i keep getting reassured that im safe but frankly im just hoping we can win this challenge and make the tribes even again.

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why am I feeling bad for Evan? I feel really sorry for him, like he screwed up his game by leaking stuff to JJ and he is VERY pushy, but like... he means well and like, is being treated like JJ which he doesn't deserve.

I wanna like... try and throw him a lifeline, but I don't trust him to either leak stuff or cause problems eek. I'm feeling really worried about Jason & Julia, like I was horrible to JJ in my confessionals which YIKES I FEEL REALLY BAD ABOUT STILL EVEN THOUGH HE ANNOYED ME, but like... I feel like Jason/Ian as a pair and Julia as her confrontational self might be problems in a merge? I think they are a definite sinking ship and one I need to seperate myself from EEK.

I standby that Ian remains a major threat by the way, I've known it since round two, and when I have my chance? I will strike

in other news... I wanna do a eulogy for Michael. Our robbed budva siri brother!

it means I'm the last remaining tumblr survivor newbie from my original tribe which WHEW! Me, Jules, Caeleb and Evan are the only tumblr survivor newbies left in the whole game so we will have to figure that one out.

I think the way I see merge going is Alex C. or someone from the other side being like the merge boot and then it turns on Ian/Jason/Julia. And I will be apart of it, like I'll try and protect Julia, but Ian/Jason are obviously major threats and I have no opposition to them being separated.

This challenge is mcfreaking hard and whew I’m 100% throwing this challenge so we can send Evan out. We managed to win the previous immunity by just a 29 point difference that the hosts claimed that our tribe pulled ahead of in the last minute? Wow me, Ali and Tom did that. And now Michael is gone and I’m fairly confident either Mitch or Benj have the Budva idol. Well if we merge I can possibly rekindle my connection with them? I did talk with almost everyone on OG Budva. Well assuming Mitch still trusts me and he didn’t found out that I was really gonna send him home before Jared went crazy oop

Evan then like gave us this ultimatum. Saying he will not sit out and he will give his all for the challenge. He also added he will be a number for any of us for merge?? I mean that could be just a ploy or not but the point is I don’t trust him! Heck, I’m not comfortable at all talking to him because he’s so direct and likes to pressure you for information. In any case, I’ll do the bare minimum for this challenge. But as for as all 6 of us are concerned if we don’t win immunity Evan’s going. Hopefully!

so um im trying to work with alex on this puzzle but i cant comprehend anything lol. He is talking complete gibberish to me

this game has cracked so many ppl i cant even explain. first madeleine, than jared, than jj, now evan LOL i cant

THE most stressful thing I've ever done was count to 1000. Like LOW FUCKIN KEY that shit had my insides TURNING. I'm proud I made it happen tho.

The idol wasn't there went I made it across the bridge, sad face. First thought was that it was Alex. It's crazy then to think that its one of the other three in OG Durmitor and I haven't caught wind of it yet. hMMMhmMHmm. But also I think that makes these next couple of tribals kinda interesting because if I want to do any real scheming I gotta be REAL nervous about whom I am talking to.

I don’t get why my conscience is screaming at me rn. Probably because I’m still trying to throw this challenge even tho I feel kinda bad about it >.>

If i dont win this challenge im actually dead lol but its ok!!! People wanted me gone from the beginning and it is no shocker that they would want me gone now. Anywhooo so this challenge is like IMPOSSIBLE so ya like rip me :(. Im trying to be productive but all im hearing is crickets.

okay so julia has BECOME WOKE AND WE ARE BACK ON THE JULIA APPRECIATION TRAIN!!

she is FINALLY, FINALLY onto that Ian/Jason are a dangerous duo, which makes me SOOOOO HAPPY going to merge, because I really didn't want to turn on her eek. The dream of a final five of me, Benj, Julia, Jules and Tom is back ON! its happening, I am fully, fully speaking it into existence.

Tonight, the vote will... presumably be Evan again? He just burned so many bridges in leaking to JJ and fighting everyone? I feel like he will just flip away if we try and work anything, it'll be fully FULLY a mess EEEEK.

in other, other news, I miss Benj! Like I'm at this point really loving working with Jules, Tom and Julia, but Benj I MISS HIM! he was my OG sane ally, and I haven't spoken to him in ages, he flipped on Budva and I'm so proud of him KSADFLASF.

Also, I legitimately left my tribe alone for ONE DAY to submit for ONE CHALLENGE, and we borderline don't submit? Like what is this? This is just mess and I'm so ready to swap out. I was also drunk messaging people and I forwarded a message in the tribe chat yesterday which was dumb, about Julia scalping me if I dont throw and I'm SURE somebody saw it. And I accidentally Cortana messaged too, something about 'its all good' that we didn't submit. THIS IS SUCH A MESS.

So... time to just make sure I didn't make a mess and keep an eye AHH. The summary: Julia is woke, Tom saw my drunk cortana messaging, Jules is a legend as always, Benj I miss him, Ian/Jason I'm coming for you, Alex C./Jones/Mo/Caeleb, see you on the other side, Benj I miss you and MITCH YOU TERRIFY ME. and Evan? I love you but its your time (or its mine, we will see JKLADSFA)

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This isn't in reference to game Jason I just wanted to talk ab falsettos

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It might be my last round but im hoping this blindside pays off. I know im getting MORE votes tonight (surprise surprise) but im hoping alex and jones pull through. They both came up with the idea so i would be bitter if it didnt work. MY only worry is that i havent spoken to alex about the vote at alll im just using blind trust

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otakurandomness · 7 years

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Get to know me tag~ yaaay i actually got one of these

Tagged by: the strong and amazing @shadydreamerdonut xD

Tagging: hmmmm ofc i gotta tag you @toxininmyveins gotta annoy you cuz why not? lol and @crisokrock , @hime-af-baka , @11fedoras-andcounting @dianechronicles, @yolky206, @hampterfluffinshire, and @kawaiianimefangirl33 and really anyone who wants to, and also srry if im bothering ya you dont gotta if you dont wanna, its just for fun lol ah kay here we go

Rules: Bold statements that are true

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo (will be geting one soooon x] )

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people (half true cuz i suck at talkin to ppl i dont know well lol but really i wish i wasnt)

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well (hell ya we aint true friends if i cant playfully call you names xD)

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it (on fleek lol)

There is something I would change about my personality (wish i was more of an ambivert, but hey want can ya do?)

ABILITY:

I can sing well (im trying to work on that and i actually practicing lol lets hope i get it)

I can play an instrument (piano a lil)

I can do over 30 push ups without stopping (ha nah)

I’m a fast runner (i’ve been told i am but that just cuz i got long legs, my stamina is shit hahaha xD)

I can draw well (I think so, im pretty happy with the improvements ive been through the years but it still not what i wish it was)

I have a good memory

I’m good at doing math in my head (hell nah)

I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports (eh sometimes but i suck lol)

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in was in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing (dam straight i do)

Fandoms are my #1 passion

I do or have done martial arts (when i was like a kid tho lol)

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss (*cough*otaku*cough*lmao)

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country (i fuckin wish)

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know (im working on that doing okay so far)

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship (eh wat can i say gotta feel strong for person before it gets there i guess *shrugs*)

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them (pfffftttt never but someone told a guy i like how felt does that count? lol)

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close to my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling (Have two, lil sis and a big bro)

I live in the United States

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone (finally after 3yrs lol)

I have at least 15 CDs

I share my room with someone ( i dont got a room lol)

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair (i want tooo)

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now (not rn be earlier)

I have punched someone in the past week (my bro, cousin, my best friends, lol only gently with love i promise)

I know someone who has gone to jail (still in jail sadly, i miss you tio)

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today (actually yeah i did hahaha xD)

I know what I want to do with my life (dont how ill do it tho but im getting there)

I speak at least 2 languages (i understand some spanish but not enough to say i can speak sadly)

I have made a new friend in the past year (hmmm i dont thiiink so? maybe lol)

#tagged

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cosysimmer · 7 years

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Man I haven’t done a replies post in ages whoops

i didn’t realise there were this many I thought there were like 6

romeo-and-simulet replied to your photoset “Mara, would you please stop distracting Savannah? She’s trying to...”

they get SO slow when they're multitasking xD

Yeah?? Even more reason for them to not distract Savannah xD

mintehz replied to your photoset “They found a weird little log so, naturally, they stuck their hand in...”

yes 'naturally' of course that's what everyone does to strange logs

Of course, that’s just, human nature c;

morgibritt replied to your photoset “Sunrose Essence for @berrysimmeryt CC: Skin | Eyelashes | Hair...”

She's so pretty!!

Thank you!! ^-^

morgibritt replied to your photoset “They found a weird little log so, naturally, they stuck their hand in...”

Mara is possibly the cutest girl I've ever seen <3

Yess Mara is a cutie! I think I’m going to miss them, though, I don’t think I’ll miss ts4

berrysimmeryt replied to your photoset “berrysimmeryt: First batch of spouse photoshoots when I get more...”

Its soooooooo going to get much harder for me to choose lol im still getting sims little by little

Oh man good luck! It’s not gonna be an easy choice

romeo-and-simulet replied to your photoset “Olive Pepper Garden for @littlepxels CC: Skin | Hair (Newsea...”

so pretty ;-;

Thank you!! c:

lavisims replied to your photoset “Savannah: “Hey this is actually pretty good!” Mara: “I’m glad you like...”

The frog looks really cute in this picture *3*

Eeee I’m glad someone noticed!! I deliberately made sure it was in there ^-^

plumbobpixel replied to your photoset “Olive Pepper Garden for @littlepxels CC: Skin | Hair (Newsea...”

Beautiful like all your sims (❤.❤)

Ahhh you’re too sweet thank you! >.<

simlovinggirl replied to your photoset “Lupin Seance for @ticklemerainbows CC: Skin | Hair (Kijiko 16)...”

Omg, stop making such pretty sims! I love him <3 :) Good Job again!

Ahhhh stahp being so nice to me >.< thank you! ^-^

romeo-and-simulet replied to your photoset “Mara: “I’m joking of course!! Come here, gimme a hug, you deserve it.”...”

I do too because I always need more hugs

I’LL GIVE YOU HUGS

bountifulberries replied to your photoset “Iris Perfume for @smile-beautifuly Adventurous | Ambitious |...”

Sooooo cute!

Thank you!!!

plumnamedbob replied to your photoset “Jenna Spence for @planetarysims Loves the Heat | Loves the...”

so pretty! ♥

Thank you!! I’m not so confident with vanilla sims so I’m glad someone likes her ^-^

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Thank you, thank you, thank you. She's perfect. <3

Ohhh yay I’m glad you like her!!!

swedishsimmerr replied to your post “Oh my goddddd”

Yes same!

nerdiesimmer replied to your post “Oh my goddddd”

I feel you! Everything I can think about is Sherlock since Sunday Evening. :D

Ughhhh why is Sherlock so gooooodd???

romeo-and-simulet replied to your post “I can finally play the Petals againnnn!!!!! And by that I mean I have...”

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS

wideawakeindreamland replied to your photoset “The Petals are baaaack!!!! Looks like they’re as excited as I...”

They're back!!! 😍😍

lavisims replied to your photoset “The Petals are baaaack!!!! Looks like they’re as excited as I...”

Yaaay! Finally!!! *happy*

romeo-and-simulet replied to your photoset “The Petals are baaaack!!!! Looks like they’re as excited as I...”

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morgibritt replied to your photoset “The Petals are baaaack!!!! Looks like they’re as excited as I...”

Yayayaya!!

All aboard the Petals Hype Train!! Choo choooo!

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lochnesslord · 7 years

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01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?

he was v caring and sweet and he made me feel like stuff i said was important and that just like in general i was important also he was cute

02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?

nothing rn im doing alright

03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?

ive been trying to get a job lately so a few worries about that

04: what are you listening to?

Be Like You by CVBZ bc im on a edm kick right now for some reason

05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?

i am not looking forward to my computer science class next semester it doesnt make any seeeeense

06: where do you think your best friend is right now?

they are both several hundred miles away :( ones probably at her house messing with her cats and the other one at fuckin staples

07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?

does my cat count?

08: favorite song ?

Joseph by Autoheart at the moment

09: kiss on the first date?

ye why not kisses are gr8

10: is there one person you want to be with right now?

theres a whole lot tbh but mainly my boyfriend because im a gross fuck

11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?

i have issues with a lot of things some of them i need to work on some i cant but hey

12: is there something you would like to say to someone?

idk everything is kinda specific so i’d feel weird just like posting it for God and Everybody™ to see

13: what are three things you did today?

i made breakfast which was yummy and i watched a lot of the great british bake off and i havent technically done it yet but im sure my sister will drag me out for a run in a bit

14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?

depends on who has the larger bed because im a fuckin wild sleeper

15: what is your favorite kind of gum?

anything i can blow lots of bubbles with tbh but also mint is better than fruit

16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?

eh not really? i occasionally talk to one but that’s kinda dropped off

17: what is on your wrists right now?

nothing right now

18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?

oh hell yeah the first one was kinda obvious tho like i knew i didnt have a chance because he had a girlfriend whoops

19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?

my boyfriend fuckin better

20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?

not currently? i’ve kinda drifted away from my high school friends over the past year tho

21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?

i have no fuckin clue tbh like people have had negative effects on my life but i dunno if i’d say they wasted my time??? eh idk

22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?

i can do most of it! i always forget P and Q tho

23: how have you felt today?

mostly good i got a call for a job interview so woo

24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?

ooooohhhhh cute clothes or a new pair of shoes i really want new boots

25: what is wrong with you right now?

i feel kinda greasy rn bc i haven’t showered yet but other than that who fuckin knows

26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?

nah

27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?

starbuuuuucks i love coffee but im a pussy so i gotta have a shit ton of other stuff in it so its sweet as all hell

28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?

he didnt want to actually put effort into a relationship and he just didn’t talk to me much and he forgot about me a lot

29: how late did you stay up last night and why?

like 1ish and i dunno i just did

30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

like nowish

31: what were you doing an hour ago?

watching the great british bake off and drinking shitty smoothies

32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?

i dunno my boyfriend might drive up to see me in about a month so yaaay

33: are you wearing jeans right now?

nah

34: are you a patient person?

not really but im p good at hiding it

35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?

yeah i’ve done it before so

36: favorite color?

aaaaaaaaaaaaa i dunno i like a lot mainly reds and oranges and yellows like a mustard-y yellow kinda deal like all the muted earthy yellows and oranges those are my shiiiiitttt

37: did you have a dream last night?

yep it was weird i think i was like a miner???? idk

38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

nah pants are for suckers

39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?

my booyyyfrieeennddd

40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?

ye hella people

41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

42: do you like meeting new people?

sometimes? depends on the setting like i like meeting new people in like settings im comfy in or where i think theres a good chance of us being at least friendly with each other like on campus sure but i hate meeting people much older than me like my moms friends i feel so anxious

43: are you afraid of falling in love?

nope

44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?

i tried when i was in middle school

45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?

ye most of my friends have brown eyes and are apparently v jealous lol

46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?

ye i’ve had a lot of self esteem issues over the years theyve gotten a bit better recently i think

#ask meme #i guess

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missjackil · 7 years

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My 12X22 Opinion

Who We Are Im going to give this episode a standing ovation! I absolutely LOVED it! This is the kind of episode that made me want to watch it again, immediately after it ended, and I stopped sobbing. This could have stood on its own as a season finale, even without a cliff hanger. We start off in the bunker with Sam, Dean and bitch face Toni trapped with no water, lights, and having the air pumped out. This itself was kind of a silly method of death for the boys, because... well.. how would they not get out? But Im not complaining, I certainly don’t want them to die! Mary is out and about, brain washed and killy. She just killed a hunter and shes ordered to kill Jody. We all like Jody so even though we know the boys will get out eventually, will it be in time to save Jody? Very good suspense build to start with. Now the dynamic duo and the Brittish peice of shit, try this weird spell to turn the bunker back on, that needs virgin blood, Just kinda humorous I guess, not really anything I thought would work, but then the boys try to bash their way through a concrete wall. This was awesome! Not only was it incredibly hot to watch them in single layers, all dirty and sweaty, in safety goggles swinging around pick axes, but it turned into a very moving brother moment. Sam takes responsibility for deciding to work with the Britts, and though Id wish he would stop blaming himself for everything, it is kind of one of his charms that I find endearing. He has a great monologue and my favorite part : “Once I was in, I just followed.... because it was easy.... easier” (Dean) “Easier than what?” “Than to lead”

I never blamed Sam for wanting to try. I knew in 12x1 while he was chained to a chair and Toni told them what they do, he’d want to check it out himself. I was sure it would go bad too, but this is Supernatural, and if any pattern is steady, its the boys break it, then they fix it. I was also happy to see that Dean didnt chastise him, blame him for anything or whatnot, he just listened. Then the brother sat there, with the air thinning and Sam’s chest heaving (thank you Chuck) talking about their pending demise. Maybe it wasn’t how they would have wanted it, but they were together. When and if the time comes that they actually do draw their final breaths, they will be together. Then Dean has the best idea to finally use the grenade launcher... and Sam isn’t even going to try to stop him this time. Toni is telling them theyre lunitics and they could all die if the building collapses on them. Sam and Dean have the BEST exchange of looks, because they dont care. If theyre gonna die, it will be in a blaze of glory, but its also the best bet to get them out. I really did feel Sam’s anxiety when he went to look for Dean after the blast. His moment of relief when he saw the clearing made around the pipe and then his horror as the concrete collapsed into it. Panic mode yelling for his brother, not giving a shit where Toni is, where the hell is Dean?? Then the air is gone, he cant breathe, and just as he collapses from lack of air, in walks Dean, a little bloody and broken, but he’s ok. “Hey lunitic!” and all the life and love goes back into Sam’s face. (siiigh) Ok so we’re out of the bunker and safe, but now for some reason, Sam has some kind of blood stain on the front of his shirt, and he hasnt been bleeding? Only one bleeding is Dean and I dont know how Sam would get it on his stomach, but you can imagine whatever you want I guess LOL! We head off to Jody and find her safe but she has psycho!Mary tied up. Lets call all the hunters we can think of and take the Britts on ourselves. Of course the dudes that killed them in S5, show up and cant look the brothers in the eyes, but in traditional Winchester fashion, the boys look ;past it to fight for the greater good. Sam takes control (purrrr) he has a wonderful, humble speech, thats very well worded and not the typical locker-room inspirational speech. He decides to take it on himself and not put any responsibility on Dean, which was odd because Dean wasn’t claiming it was all Sam’s idea anyway, but Sam was more “this ones on me” and for the first time ever, he asks people to follow him, into what might be their final fight. What transpires after this started me crying and never let me go. Dean encourages Sam to do this without him, even though Sam will take a jacked up Dean Winchester over 10 other hunters any day, Dean supports him, and pridefully tells him he’s got this. He’s ready. And the bro hug Ive been waiting for all season happens!! It was wonderful!! “Cmere.... you come back” Sam :”promise” “Bitch” (Sam chokes back tears) “jerk” and my water works start! Ive read a lot of you complaining this was too little, too late, or that it was fan service or whatever. I think it was perfect and right in place, even if it was long overdue. And if the powers that be heard the fans bitching about the lack of bromance, and started putting it back, then our work here is done! Now we move on to Dean getting into Mary’s head, while Sam is off fucking shit up over at the base. These scenes between Dean and Mary was some of the best acting Ive seen Jensen do ever. The initial “I hate you” cut me in 2. This, the man Ive watched for 12 seasons pine over his dead mother and longing to have a relationship with her, has now been broken down to hate her. And he tells her whats what, pulling no punches. Yeah dad lived but this is what happened, and gave her the condensed version of how he had too much responsibility put on him to take care of Sam and it wasnt fair because he couldnt do it.... Sam’s life was fucked up and Dean couldnt stop it and he hates her for that. He hates her and he loves her, because shes his mom and he cant help it. <insert shattering heart right here> kind of puts things into perscpective of the brothers’ relationship over the seasons. Times when theyve gotten so mad they hated each other, they always still loved each other. Dean forgives her, and he understands because hes made deals more than once to save Sam’s life, (not Cas’s btw) because he loves him. Sam has hated him for it sometimes, but forgives him, because he cant help but love him. So, Dean wants to start fresh. Im alright with that. Meanwhile, back at the BMOL base, Sam is kicking ass. Sam Fucking Winchester! Where i feel its been off balance with Dean having low kills this season, I am enjoying badass Sam very much. He’s always been badass, but its just leveled up some this season. But I cant believe the old man on the computer called Sam “boy” like whaaaaat?? So Dean gets slammed out of the mind link, to see Toni with her throat slashed (YAAAAAY!!!!) And Ketch ready to kill him... good fight ensues, Mary wakes up, dead Ketch (YAAAY!!) Dean and Mary talk more about starting over and forgivenes, and I THOUGHT I was safe and wouldnt need to cry anymore, but no. Mary is scared, what if Sam cant forgive her? In walks Sam and with the softest, most painful way he could, says “Mom? You dont have to be scared of me” (I died... omf Sam) Mom hugs Sam... am I safe yet? hell no, Dean touches Sams shoulder “Im glad your back man” and comes in to wrap Sam in his arms AGAIN and Sam’s face is like he’s needed this his entire life and just.... WOW just fucking WOW This was by far the best episode of the season, and to be honest, maybe of the whole series for me. On a scale of Bloodlines to Swan Song, I am gonna say, shockingly, it MIGHT be tied with Swan Song, They’re 2 entirely different kinds of episodes, so I really cant say I loved one better than the other. But Im giving Who We Are a perfect 10! *clap clap clap clap clap* THIS is how you write an episode! Thank you!!

#supernatural #12x22 opinion #season 12 spoilers #perect episode

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