#Don't Panic | Plan It

[shikai-the-storyteller]

Laughing a bit because earlier I was thinking "Well, Pac's probably going to be ok since Cellbit's just attacking Federation workers and he hasn't actually "reverted back into Cell", which means Pac probably won't wind up in the line of fire," and then I remembered Pac is friends with Walter Bob (Federation worker), he's in love with Fit (Federation janitor), and Pac has a horrible habit of undervaluing himself and sacrificing himself for others' sake, and I literally went:

(Note: I do think Pac will be ok since once again: Cellbit's not reverting back into Cell or anything, and they are family, but getting caught in the crossfire is A Very Pac thing to do).

#i talk #qsmp talk #I'm really hoping Pac and Cellbit have chatted about how to intersect their lore so I'm PRAYING they'll at least have one conversation #<- MANIFESTING. MANIFESTING SO HARD #Cellbit loves and cares about his family and Pac is family #But there are bound to be some issues with his plan and casualties can happen #Once again: I don't necessarily think anything will happen this is more just me hoping that (to a certain extent) something happens #I just really need Cellbit and Pac to talk about their history #They gotta address the giant elephant in the room #because YES they're family now and YES they love and care about each other #but Pac says he still gets scared every time Cellbit raises his voice #and he had a full-blown panic attack yesterday when Bagi told him Cellbit might be murdering people again #I need to see how they'd have that conversation. If at all

[lazzarachan]

Various CD promos from my collection.

#emo #pop punk #alternative rock #CDs #ska #Panic! At the Disco #Madness #Arctic Monkeys #Linkin Park #Muse #IDKHow #I don't know how but they found me #slipknot #brand new #tool #porcupine tree #foo fighters #green day #sugarcult #simple plan

[lover-of-mine]

seven(ish) sentence sunday!

I was tagged by @cowboy-buck @alyxmastershipper @wildlife4life @disasterbuckdiaz @giddyupbuck @wikiangela @watchyourbuck thank you!!!!!

Imma be honest I didn't do a lot of writing this weekend oskasokaoskas but here's more of the wayf fic because I love this fic so much and I'm always thinking about it. prev snippet here.

Eddie was touchy. That was not new information. Not exactly at least. Buck was used to a squeeze on his shoulder, a hand on his back, a thigh pressed into his, their shoulders brushing when they walked too close to each other, knees bumping together. But this was more than what he knew what to do with. He wasn't sure Eddie actually stopped touching him since they left the room. His hand was around his wrist, their fingers were laced together, his arm was around his waist or draped over his shoulders, he would hook their ankles under the table, he would wrap their pinkies together.  Not that Buck minded. He was getting a bit drunk on it though.

imma tag @bucks118 and @housewifebuck because it feels weird not to tag them by now oskaoskasokaosk

#writing #911 wip #buddie wip #wayf fic #the not writing part is lie #i didn't write anything i plan on posting oskaoskaoskaoskaoskaoks #i got caught up on the concept of the fic #and the whole they sleep together and have whole vacation acting like a couple and then eddie panics and buck slowly loses his mind #and i was like i need to get into eddies mindspace for a while #or else it wont make sense #like i need to know what eddie was thinking in the beginning there #and i did not plan on having eddies pov in this fic #but then i ended up with i dont know 1k something about their first time from eddies pov #it was very enlighting about their dynamic and it made me realize i need to make present eddie less complacent with what buck is saying #and that this is very much an eddie retreated to safety and buck jumped to worst case scenario #and the plot of this just keeps getting more intricate but yeah #have this because we all know eddie would be touch as fuck if he was allowed to touch #yeah #anyway im going to turn off my computer because my chair feels very uncomfortable by now and i don't wanna make another set right now #and thats whats gonna happen if i stay here #goodbye #sorry for the ride you entered if you clicked see more lol #seven sentence sunday

[shih-coulda-had-it]

FEBUWHUMP DAY 7 | MADE TO WATCH | wc: 479

a/n: tw for Yoichi’s canonical hunger strike, and also a tw for a panic attack. man, I really did wish that Izuku would get to run through his predecessors’ memories during the Villain Hunt arc...

//

The nightmares run on their own sense of time, and they refuse to be quieted in spite of Izuku and the vestiges’ best efforts to stifle the memories, both foreign and familiar. Izuku resigns himself to the unpleasant task of sitting through them after All Might caught him skipping sleep for the third night in a row--what is the memory of a body crushed beneath rubble compared to All Might’s helpless expression?

This one starts off quietly, at least. An unlit room, silent save for the presence of someone breathing, slow and steady. Izuku can hardly see himself. He knows he is sitting on a warmed floor, but little else.

“You need to get out of here,” says the First, suddenly.

“I haven’t managed that in other memories,” Izuku reminds him. “What happens here? Where is here, anyway?”

“It’s my--it’s my prison. You’ve seen it before. Just not without--without the light.”

“Oh. Where All for One gave you…”

“Yes.” Without warning, the First suddenly sits down next to Izuku, pressing their shoulders together. Izuku puts two and two together--the hiccup-y, gasping tone and the trembling frame--and swallows hard. He wishes the Second, or even the Third, was here to brace their willowy predecessor. “I get out. I get out. I--I know I get out, I get out--”

“Shodaime,” Izuku interjects, and he grasps for the man’s hand, trying to anchor him by interlocking their fingers.

“I can’t even tell when this is. Do you feel it? The hunger?”

He grimaces. “Now I do.” It is a gnawing thing, scratching for attention and still successfully ignored by the memory’s version of First, who only exhales a little louder. Izuku chews his own lip, wondering how to distract the First from dwelling on this hellish existence. “What was the first thing you ate, after?”

The First coughs out a laugh, even as his hand returns the desperate grip. “Oh, you’ll think terribly of them if I tell you. They were so guilty afterwards, even though I told them that it was the best thing I’d had in--in--” His rambling breaks off into a whimper. “Kyuudaime.”

“I’m here,” says Izuku uselessly. “It’s okay, I’m here.” 

“It was a protein bar,” the First manages. “It was quite possibly the worst flavor and texture of any protein bar I’d eaten, and trust me, Kenji and Sanjuro fed me lots after they decided I wasn’t a liability.” He shudders. “Kyuudaime, I don’t want you to watch this. Not if it’s the start. Not even if it’s close to the end.”

“Think of it this way,” Izuku returns, even though some animal part of him quails at bearing witness to a prolonged hunger strike staged in the dark. “When we get out of this, I am going to ask All Might for the largest bento possible. And I’ll be sure to enjoy every bite.”

“Please do.”

#bnha #shigaraki yoichi #midoriya izuku #deku #shih.txt #febuwhump 23 #tw eating issues #tw panic attack #ask to tag #if i thought about it longer i'm sure i could wax poetic about how 'eat this' #is that unintentional generational trait #first shared between 2nd and 3rd to yoichi #how feeding someone is a way of saying i love you #eat this eat this eat this #and decades down the line all might writes a meal plan #all might tells izuku to eat a hair #all might tells deku to eat from the bento #waugh don't you ever spiral over ofa holders

[thunderboltfire]

"bla, bla, witness my profane power!" *10 minutes later*:

#BG3 spoilers #BG3 #he's the first boss so far who at one point just gives up the fight and tries to run for his life #emphasis on tries bc he doesn't realise there's a cleric on board until it's too late #(note that in BG1 and BG2 it was pretty common for AI to make the enemies panic once they've received overwhelming damage in short time) #here it just looks like he's especially cowardly in comparison to other enemies #It's funny bc in my playthrough he acted all high and mighty #Then Shadowheart approached him with Blood of Lathander and suddenly uh oh it hurts why can't I regenerate #ma'am what are you planning to do with this big sword please don't hit me #if he hadn't got tons of goons this fight would be over in three turns #good riddance #he had way less dignity than Bodhi

[bookwyrminspiration]

of course I have a required attendance event that completely decimates my free time the first day of nano 🙃

#quil's unholy underworld #and of COURSE it's somewhere i've never been #so not only will i be busy for like 3 hours #but i'm also busy NOW fucking. researching location directions and parking because i'm autistic and need to know Everything #AND!!! i've already done all my homework #so. this is literally the only thing in my way #and it's going to take up fucking. the entire afternoon #i don't wanna go :( #<- yes this is mostly the panic talking and i'll be fine later but later is not right now! #this is so so annoying #up until like last week I thought it was at a different time. so. had to scrap my plan put together several months ago #i am not having a good time

[miodiodavinci]

lads i think i may quite literally be drowning

#multiple panic attacks today over the amount of work i need to complete over the next 10 days to not like. drop fail everything. #i can feel my heart at like. all times at this point. #i need to write planning documents for like 6 different events this week #and then also write commentary describing why these plans are effective #and then also create all the handouts that are supposed to go with these plans #on top of creating an overarching plan for another class (in the group that refuses to respond or contribute anything) #on top of creating a presentation for the same class (same group) #and all of it is still due. within 10 days. #i legitimately don't know what to do other than weep continuously and just work without stopping. #my stomach hurts because i had to scarf down my food in time to keep working #i still need to complete one of those planning documents tonight to stay on track but i need to sleep in an hour if i want to be functional #i'm drowning in the most dire way possible

[jellogram]

It would be a lot easier to stop making travel plans if I didn't have a job that was literally making travel plans. Like I'm booked out for the entire 2024, I am completely at my max on spending and I've got a good itinerary lined up. But then I will write about a place and I'm like fuuuuuck I want to go there! How much does it cost to go there? Maybe I can squeeze it in!

Girl stoooooopp you are going to starve to death if you keep buying fucking TRAIN TICKETS. Your job is to send rich people on vacations stop planning trips like you make more than $11 an hour

#champagne problems :/ #i am a constant ball of stress but at least now I am a ball of stress that is having fun #if I'm going to have a panic attack I'd rather have it in vienna #I'm planning to travel by car starting in fall because it's cheaper and easier and I miss the outdoors and road trip shit #but I keep seeing international places and I'm like. goddamit maybe i DO want to keep trying to make this nomad shit work #I actually don't because it's hard and expensive as fuck but it's like a drug

[paperlovesadness]

#I DON'T KNOW IF I'M READY #I MEAN I'M VERY READY BUT I'M ALSO NOT VERY READY #I THINK THIS ONE IS IT GUYS I THINK THIS ONE MIGHT KILL US ALL #EMOTIONALLY AT THE VERY LEAST #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #(also how cute is he) #(babyyyy) #ANYWAY BACK TO PANIC MODE WHAT'S THE PLAN GUYS

[shaywrites-ifs]

It is just now clicking that Romare and Reimer could be too similar for the novel? Is this a thing people would be worried about when it comes to reading the whole thing, once Reimer joins?

#polling the people #just a minor panic past midnight #I am actually sure everybody is smart enough to not mix them both up #but also still might just be nicer to not have both names like this #which I get as y'all don't have the same 3 months planning with them that I do

[cosmogenous]

everyone out of my house so i can pack loudly and quickly at 5am

[vivid-vices]

i don't get nervous about medical procedures in a "this will hurt" way, i get nervous in a "someone will have to be touching me for a prolonged time period" way. like feel free to hurt me just don't touch my skin while you do it, ok?

#very strongly considering asking my partner to go with me #i know he'll drop everything if i ask but he's so busy and i don't want to feel like a kid who needs someone to hold their hand y'know? #but where i'll be slightly sedated AND have someone touching my skin i'm scared i'll panic #i keep hoping i'll eventually get over my touch aversion but it's a very empty hope #medical // #ellie.txt #i wanna clarify that my sister was planning to go with me but she just isn't my Safe Person so it's not the same #i wasn't gonna like drive myself or anything lol

[mean-vampyre]

Time machine to jump 48 hours into the future

#hired? bought? idk the vet service to put my dog to sleep at home and all the other shit #but it's for monday since oh weekends it's harder to get them (do pets only die on working days?) #and we are worried she is not going to be strong enough until monday #and lowkey my brother is kinda panic because we don't want her suffer and if she dies now then what #and I'm highkey silently panicking because if she dies is on me to call and arrange everything to happen asap #but i don't know if the guy from the service website will pick up his phone today or tomorro after so called working hours #so yeah can it be monday already and everything go according to plan so I can be only worried about being sad and not about the logistics #of death?????? #i just want this to be over so I can be sad and she can be at peace #it's been sooo crazy idk know anymore I just want a fucking break #thursday my biggest concern was what should I have for lunch and look at me now #my dog is dying and I can't breath for the next 48hours

[heldcosmos]

the sole possibility of galar losing its energy and sinking into dark times has caused rose to frequently have panic attacks. he has seen no one about them, and most of his own macro cosmos team doesn't even know he suffers of them: he has learnt to manage them and deal with them alone, which isn't healthy and rarely really works. when the eternatus incident happened, though, he suffered the most severe panic attack he has ever experienced, so much that he was taken away from public life for some time until he felt better. this is the actual reason why rose disappeared for a small time after the final events in sword & shield. the reasons of that panic attack are still a mystery: most of his team at macro cosmos believes it was the guilt for putting leon, hop and the mc, not to mention the entire galar, in danger after discovering leon couldn't capture eternatus. but a few people lean more towards the theory that his panic rose from the fact that he failed. that his plan shattered to pieces, and he suddenly felt lost, and panicked because he didn't have a plan b.

#panic attack mention // #you know that lovecraftian's fear that some of his characters feel when they face something too big for them? #and they just shut down and panic? it's pretty much what he feels. #the threat of no energy feels him with the same dread one would feel when standing near a cliff and looking down into the darkness. #he never shows them to anyone because he has an image to keep up. he asks it to everyone and he does so as well. #and because he thinks it would actually mine his reputation. that no one would take him seriously because 'he's just afraid'. #does it justify him? OH HELL NO. don't misunderstand me. his plan wasn't thought during a panic attack. it was very much lucid planning. #to be tagged.

[dredshirtroberts]

okay. i cleared out the space under my bed so the princess will have so much MORE room for activities than she previously did. at least until Saturday and we move to the new place and she can decide if she's going to play nice with the boys finally.

#i was really underutilizing the under the bed space #not that i had a lot that could go in there but like just conceptually there was a lot of open space #also a whole fuckin pillow for some reason #anyway... my bookshelf STILL has books on it 3 bankers boxes later #i have a BAJILLION chotchkies i gotta figure out how to transport (absolutely already have gotten rid of things that aren't important) #(still have approximately a bajillion don't at me bro i know) #we're gonna figure out the stuffy transport situation #i'm planning on just throwing my clothes into the back of my car wherever there's space when we get to that part #because fuck it i don't care if it's enclosed in something if it gets dirty there's a washer and dryer in the new place #and i've already got plans to wash so much clothing #i have a whole ass hangup about laundry and i'm going to do my best to overcome that this next year #i'm also trying really hard not to overspend on spoons because i want to be able to help AND enjoy my birthday activities #(weather permitting) on friday AND also be kind of useful while we're settling into the new place over the next week #it is very nice that i do not have to do everything all by myself because i've been able to take the rest breaks i need #i'm doing very good at not panicking i'm really hoping it'll last until we're most of the way done already and i can just #point to all the things that are already done and go ''eh it's fine see?'' at myself #and then not actually panic. #we'll see how that goes lmao #okay lunch time i gotta get up and do that before i forget i preheated the oven

[albatris]

maybe i should post nat's first murder <3

#I'm in a murdernat mood <3 #blood n violence n vampiric activity oh my #i mean. with the added fun of ''nat has no idea what is happening to him'' of course #y'all ever go to work even though you're very very unwell because if you don't your manager will be super mad and you're #already on your last chance due to missing a bunch of shifts (because you got kidnapped but no one cares about that apparently) and #then you have a panic attack and then things get real weird physically and mentally and then you accidentally eat someone #like. y'all ever have that happen? just nat? ok #at least he doesn't eat a random customer or coworker :c #he DOES eat a random human who ticked quinn off that quinn bullied into staging a robbery quote unquote to ''just rough #this guy up a bit and scare him <3'' without the added caveat that nat is about to finally snap and the stress will #tip him over and make him do murders #perfectly timed murder so quinn can sweep in and be the wonderful saviour with all the answers <3 #but ye lmao nat holds on pretty well he probly could have lasted another day or so at least #just dealing with vampire hunger alone. but not with added Presence Of A Threat that just sent him over the edge #its a very easy hop from self-defence from ''well this guy is bleeding and my fangs are already out and I'm hungry soooo'' #a rental car takes a left down rake street and disappears #anyway quinn enacts this plan Without telling alex it's about to be enacted and alex just wakes up to #the MOST concerning voicemail and nearly has a fucking panic/heart attack #you cant DO that quinn. alex is a vampire alex can literally just die from stress ok. you can stress alex out so much alex just DIES #is that what you want?? bastard?? #(no but quinn is an impulsive prick who didn't really think about how fucking risky what they're doing is) #(AND offers alex no proper chance to be nearby in case things go awry and quinn needs help)