#Felix iskander escellun

[humanmostlikely]

Things they accidentally submit instead of a job application-

Asra💜: a video of him learning to fight with Muriel. He tries to do a backflip, but ends up hitting his head and lying motionless before Muriel rushes to check him.

Nadia💖: a template of a rejection letter for when she has to deny partnering with other people/businesses.

Julian❤️: about 17 or so pages of research on whether or not leeches can cure diabetes.

Muriel💚: a file containing photos of Innana, his chickens, and various other wildlife. Pretty nice actually.

Portia🧡: a video of her and MC in Lucio’s old room. She continually tries to egg him on by calling him goatman, cussing him out, and claiming it’s her wing now.

Lucio💛: a picture of himself doing the splits.

Sage🤍: a nude of himself.

Anisa💙: a picture of herself sawing down a tree (was helping a little old lady with yard work).

Felix🖤: a pdf. of a saucy romance novel.

Rime🤎:

#the arcana #julian devorak #muriel #asra alnazar #nadia satrivana #lucio morgasson #portia devorak #sage lesath #anisa anka #felix iskander escellun #felix escellun #rime last legacy #rime varela #rime solano varela #fictif last legacy #last legacy #funny

[elysianbohemian]

Most of y'all LL fandom folks sleep on the fact that Sage has extremely long luscious lashes and I am here today to change that,, go feral

#my dumbass thought it was eyeliner at first but it can't be since it's going into his hair lmaoo #last legacy #sage lesath #rime solano varela #felix iskander escellun #anisa anka #last legacy sage #felix last legacy #anisa last legacy #fictif #felix escellun

[poisonouswritings]

The fact that I haven’t seen THIS:

In fanart or an edit stuns me bc this fandom is so chaotic that I would’ve thought I’d seen it by now

Already everybody go get on that. I want something on my desk by noon.

#last legacy #fictif last legacy #felix iskander escellun #escell mirun #fictif felix #fictif escell #last legacy felix #last legacy escell #fren asks #ozzy answers #ozzy speaks

[uchiha-7thsingularity]

Bayonetta MC + Main 4 LI of Last Legacy. Sorry, I couldn't help but just simp for her in gameplays I've just binged this weekend. Had to make a version of the starsworn reaction to having a version of her in their world.

Eloquence. Grace. Heavenly loveliness. The main four are already whipped for regular MC but imagine a world with an MC like Bayonetta. Jaws dropped to the floor. Wide-eyed pedestrians look respectfully before they get dropped kicked. (I mean I wouldn't mind it...😳 I'm mean Ixm straight, but for her I'll be anything). MC strutting down Porrima's street walkway with a lengthy silky glittery gown flashing their chest and ankles. Wearing a big hat with a feather flittering about snatching attention from their long shawl. Thickness 100%. Ankle bracelet dangling with black & white/ color tattoos riding up from their foot to their juicy thigh. Glossy lips with dimples for days. And nails filed to a tee. Angles and demons getting their butts whooped by the main four's one and only soulmate. With extremely dramatic effects to add to the secy poses.

Felix Iskander Escellun

The emo boy is shooketh! Pupils the size of tea saucers. 😳😶 looking respectfully ma'am, sir, powerful entity. Is he fighting the urge to get on his knees or bow down to you in front of all these people? Maybe?! 

Doesn't know where to stare at when speaking directly to you. Titties bounce, bounce. Got the kaboost in the wagon. 

Heart stops when you blow him a kiss. All the while having your thighs wrapped around a skeleingtons dome to crush within a second instance, still spinning around shooting at any threat to come between the two of you lovestrucks. 

Doesn't know where to begin to address the current genocide you've committed. Will want to most definitely test your power and skill set to obtain a higher knowledge in summoning. 

Never will force you to remember your past or if you do remember to tell him right there on the spot. He wants you to feel safe in his presence unlike anywhere you go. You mention Rodin, Cheshire, Enzo, or anyone off the top of your head he will be confused but would want to meet these people that assisted you. And to comprehend the ability to deal with the constant fighting you deal with daily. Plus, love's lore of the three realms in your world. 

Anisa Anka

Mother knight, in her experience in bringing morality and faith for her self-justice in her line of work. This was the last thing she expected to be exposed to on the front lines. 

Downright bad for your decisive action with gratitude of your endurance in battle. Passes out when she sees you naked….oh you summoned your armor/ suit. Your hair just ate someone. Is that a tattoo on your back? Is full of endless curiosity. Hair poofed to the point you tug on it and kiss her nose. She stiffens when she notice's you coming her way. Like a statue.

Will hesitate to ask of your life before being summoned. If you don't remember she will understand the situation and inquire you to talk about what you know already and enjoy to do. Like shopping she could do that easily with you. Carry her. I mean the bags!! Please, carry the bags! 

Guns from Rodin excite her. Can't get enough. Will want to know the difference between the the two clans. Reminds her of her own life. 

Wait!! Your walking to fast ahead in heels. Are those guns for heels?! She almost falls into a bush trying to catch up.

Sage Lesath

Doggie goes wolf, wolf. Cat man will non-stop purr at your glorious figure that's pressed up against him when training with him. 

He completely understands your situation of being hunted as a criminal. He has his own infamous wanted posters. More on guard for his sake more than yours. 

(You put the ass in class. No, not good enough. Wanna see if the carpets match the drapes? That's not it. It's hard to think of something that doesn't get me dropped kicked….OH!) "You have the right to remain, DAMN!!" 

Melts whenever you walk away. Sexy dances will leave him gawking to the point he looks up at you ears pinned back and tail poofed to whimper for your attention. Will join if you spread your legs in his direction. 

Covered in blood after beating your opponent while you lick your glossy lips. Man has fallen for you all over again. Rodin and Cheshire would love to have him around to joke and drink with. 

Rime Solano Varela

Before he hated you for stealing his relic and lover. For thinking you where better than him. Boy did he love to be right. After siding with you and learning of your past experience can NOT help but respect you little by little. 

Feels like an ass for trying to kill you. He did once but you let him have that for your loss of memory. You forgave right after you two had a wicked battle to the death. (Jk. You just talked to him like a normal person. As normal as you two can get.) 

Calls you nicknames to suit your style. Will want to wear your gun heels while spinning his spear to look as badass as you are everyday. Such a show-off he calls you. Will practice acrobatics to keep up with you.

Sexy dance, strut, poses. The whole nine yards of seeing who is the bottom. He is...I mean it went undecided. It's a tie your honor. Gets carried away when fighting you to the point you both drop to your knees with blood and sweat masking your blush expressions. 

Willing to help you remember you awaken the right eye. Will also want a new weapon from Rodin….something tells me a chain with daggers at the end of them. Whip. Spear that turns into two swords. No, this is not for the bedroom. 

#fictif #last legacy #felix iskander escellun #anisa anka #sage lesath #rime solano varela #bayonetta #gender neautral reader

[stellastarsworn]

We never really got the mausoleum/graveyard date with felix either

#my textposts #felix iskander escellun #felix last legacy #last legacy felix #felix escellun

[bomber-grl]

Last updated: April•7•2024

Fem!Reader/masc!reader will be specified, otherwise it’s all gender neutral

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[bri-the-bi]

“We want Arcana content on the arcana app!!” “No I don’t want them adding a bunch of bullshit to it!!!” “Arcana content should be on the app it was made for!!!!!”

All you Arcana fans, I mean this in the best possible way, but shut the fuck up.

I mean it. Shut the fuck up.

You guys have nothing to worry about— and I say this as an Arcana fan myself. Yeah, maybe it sucks that any new “content” is gonna be on Dorian. It does, I get it— and I’m on your side, I think Arcana content should be on the original app that was made for it.

But that doesn’t fucking matter. You know why? Because at the end of the day, the storyline is over.

Each of the love interests have either learned their lessons in their respective upright routes, or they’ve gotten worse and doubled down in their reversed routes with the apprentice. They’ve each told us they love us. We’ve been with them every step of the way.

They’ve had their stories, their happy endings, and their sad ones.

You know who hasn’t had those endings?

Sage Lesath. Anisa Anka. Felix Iskander Escellun. Casimir de Gévaudan. Rainier. Fin Derodine. The MCs of those stories.

There are Fictif storylines that are still unfinished, and none of those endings are going to be on Fictif. None of those endings are going to be with those beginnings. We don’t even know if they’re GETTING endings at all.

The Arcana has had its time and its storylines, and while it’s sad, I think it’s time we laid the canon content to rest. That doesn’t mean the fandom has to die, it doesn’t mean we have to stop talking about it or making content. But the story is over.

Fictif’s stories aren’t.

#fictif #the arcana #last legacy #monster manor #sage lesath #anisa anka #felix iskandar escellun #casimir de gevaudan #be fucking serious guys #THE ARCANA’S STORY IS OVER. FICTIF’S STORIES ARE NOT. #yes the arcana is more popular #but Fictif i think is way more at risk

[obscurecharactershowdown]

Group C Round 2

[image ID: the first image is of Felix Iskander Escellun, a man with tan skin, gray eyes, and medium length dark hair. he has a mole on his left cheek, and a necklace with a bird skull and two other small bones. there is a black cloak with gold patterns around his shoulders, and he's wearing a white long sleeved shirt and black vest with gold buttons. the second image is of Nancy Neil, a character with light skin, a large nose, blond hair, and bunny ear earmuffs. she's wearing a pink and white horizontally striped shirt, pink overalls, pink gloves, and pink shoes. she has a fluffy white bunny tail and holds a blue snowboard.]

Felix

Funky lil canonically bi necromancer. Brought his ex-boyfriend back to life wrong.

Nancy Neil

She's a sweetheart of a ten-year-old with a knack for snowboard tricks, though she's a modest girl that won't admit to being the best trickster of the bunch. She can be a bit cutesy, but she is a level-headed girl that tries to keep the peace between her friends. She's also fond of cute animals, most notably bunnies.  [additional propaganda 1]

#obscurecharactershowdown #group c round 2 #obscure poll #felix iskandar escellun #last legacy #nancy neil #snowboard kids

[alittleannihilati0n]

Off the top of my head kin list:

Jim Hawkins (treasure planet)

Zed Necrodopolis (zombies)

Percy Jackson (pjo)

Agatha of Woods Beyond (School for Good and Evil)

Hitoshi Shinsou (my hero academia)

Soka (atla)

Katara (atla)

Zuko (atla)

Miles Maitland (Bright Young Things)

Barley Lightfoot (Onward)

Crowley (Good Omens tv/book)

Ariel (tlm 1989)

Mulan (mulan 1988)

Hiccup (httyd)

Jack Frost (rotg)

Dick Grayson (young justice especially)

9th Doctor (dw)

Ronan Lynch (trc)

Richard Campbell Gansey III (trc)

Blue Sargent (trc)

Adam Parrish (trc)

Scorpius Malfoy (tcc)

Alex Claremont-Diaz (rwrb)

Edmund Pevensie (tcon)

Reyna Ramírez-Arellano (hoo)

Felix Iskander Escellun (last legacy)

Julian Devorak (the arcana)

Carter Kane (tkc)

#paradox's brain

[starsworns]

#STARSWORN —But the hellebores did not have to mean anything in particular, as I stood there admiring their tenacity: I simply wanted them to continue being themselves, and for myself to learn a little, just a little, of their endurance.

An indie and highly selective roleplay blog for Felix Iskander Escellun from Fictif's Last Legacy. Portrayal is headcanon-based. Currently a sideblog so I cannot follow back unless we are mutuals on my hub! Please note that triggering themes will be present on this blog; topics such as death & trauma are among the most prevalent. Written by Hawk !

affiliates: @sanctissimx

A brilliant, cryptic but lazy mage with an affinity for necromancy...

RULES:

25+ // mst .

01. feel free to send me IMs if you want to plot or talk about the muses . due to my demanding schedule i am extremely low activity . i require patience and understanding from my mutuals , although most of my mutuals are friends anyways .

i may post oocly on the dash but i am often working sun-thurs. i am almost always available for chatting even if i am not rping . I have discord available upon request if you want to reach me on the regular . i curate my space often but please do not be deterred from reaching out & starting a conversation . i am actually quite shy but once we get talking i am your jester fr .

NOTHING   on here is owned by me unless stated otherwise . the psds i am currently using for icons/graphics are self -made or by these talented people :  

  FOSSAED  ,  CAVALIERFOU  , ASHHEARTSHELPS , etc  .

i  always  check  mun  info when  reading  rules  /  looking  at blogs  ! 

PERSONALS  PLEASE  DO  NOT  REBLOG  MY  POSTS .

02. this blog is considered MUTALS ONLY . If we are mutuals , always free to reply to my open starters or ask memes ( preferably on a new post ) . If you think i have lost a post , feel free to shoot me an IM and ask ! i always tag my partner's url too .

03. THIS  BLOG  MAY  HOLD  TRIGGERING TOPICS  AND  SPOILERS  .

such as but not exclusive to : Violence / Gore / Trauma / Language , etc   . due to the nature of some of the content my character is from . i , as a mun , of course  DO NOT ADVOCATE for the behavior of my character or others or my fandom on top of that . i try to keep to my own corner really . this applies to general rpc happenings , too .

threads of an explicit or dark nature should be pretty common so beware , however i have my limits . i have  NO   time for r*cism ,  p*dophila , inc*st , r*pe , or lgbt fetishizing / homophobia . if you ask or present me with it , i  WILL   block you . 

I will always tag  NSFW   for images / gifs / threads . anything else that is potentially triggering will have a  TW   after it . i don't do fancy tags for triggering content so you will be safe here , just ask me to tag something if it's reasonable .

i also refuse to participate in mature threads with minors or follow them .  in fact, even if this blog content is 18+, I will only interact with rpers who are 21+.

04 . I don't require my partner to match the length of my replies . i am always open to general script rp to start our interactions , too ! i don't mind if you do or don't format posts , i don' t judge !

concerning RP , multis please specify which muse you would like to interact with when sending in memes or liking starter calls . unfortunately i am not a mind reader and i'm inclined to panic and inevitably not answer someone's rp if i don't know who they want to interact with . 

 i'm always down for forming / establishing many kinds of relationships if we have agreed to it beforehand . I don't mind one sided shipping either .  regarding MCs , i only ask that we discuss what route / dynamic we both want before assuming to auto-ship with me .

I also reserve the right to my interpretation of a character. I don't operate on fanon 80% of the time, so please understand if I have a different perspective of Felix than maybe you do.

#pinned . #dni .

[humanmostlikely]

Arcana and Last Legacy casts as Napoleon Dynamite gifs-

Asra💜:

Nadia💖:

Julian❤️:

“‘Cause you’re not, my dear. You could drink whole milk if you wanted.”

Muriel💚:

Portia🧡:

Lucio💛:

Sage🤍:

Anisa💙:

Felix🖤:

MC🫀 and Rime🤎:

#the arcana #julian devorak #muriel #asra alnazar #nadia satrivana #lucio morgasson #portia devorak #last legacy #mc #sage lesath #anisa anka #felix iskander escellun #rime varela #Anisa #Felix #sage #rime #napoleon dynamite #gifs

[elysianbohemian]

I just want to go into Felix's study, lay on the couch with a thousand blankets and pillows and watch him read his books (that he absolutely will not tell me what they're about) and he'll sip tea while Stella nips and tears holes into one of Felix's socks behind the couch that he'll eventually will just have to forfeit to Stella,,, the air is warm and comforting from those scented candles he bought that one time in the market in Porrima on a whim and he'll have left an extra cup of tea he's brewed just for me,,,, is this too much to ask for?? am I not deserving of such beauty or am I not worthy of having an evening like this???

#last legacy #rime solano varela #sage lesath #anisa anka #Felix iskander escellun #last legacy sage #felix last legacy #anisa last legacy #felix escellun #fictif #felix iskander escellun x reader

[poisonouswritings]

Felix: (peeing in a urinal, thinking)

Sage: (walks over, unzips, puts his hands on his hips): Felix, you look glum.

Felix: Oh, I, uh- (looking back and forth from Sage's dick to his face) You don't hold your-- when you pee.

Sage: Why? It's not going anywhere.

#last legacy #fictif last legacy #sage lesath #felix iskander escellun #last legacy incorrect #nsft #source: bobs burgers

[uchiha-7thsingularity]

Confrontational Mementos

This is my first time posting for last legacy. I wanted to work on my writing and give to the fandom some Felix content. A little bit of angst, fluff, and anxiety mentioned. This presents a little background story of Mc having a past with Felix as well but I tried to keep it genderneutral.

Do I like him?

                    Can we share a single moment?

…...What about home….?        

                                                              …….!!

A welted white rose dangles from my left hand, as I bite the tip of my thumb with my fanged teeth. The breeze whips strands of baby hair into my frigid complexion to match the icy situation. Laid out across the bench outside Blackthorns' botanical garden I swallow an outcry to stop my overthinking.  

Overall, I can't help but repeat the memories of him flashing within my vision like a firefly swarming in the garden air from when we use to catch them as clueless kids. His shy smile tells a thousand unsaid words. Greyish glares of exhaustion never remain, rather morph into a mischievous smirk as we start to utter anything on the tip of our tongues. Nimble hands with a motive that forever scrambles to prove a point during our magic lessons.

I could keep going or stop and ignore the truth in front of myself. Selfless as I am most times; I exhibit the smile and bright openings, different personalities I've made for myself over the years to express the real me to others all wrapped up in one broken body. Sarcastic, reckless, comedic, hateful, caring, or ….. Oh, so kind. Shortly, I straighten up on the bench a little light-headed.   "Which side of myself did he idolize most?", tears stream down my face curving my throat only to soak the gravel beneath the sole of my feet. Darkness sweeps shards of my blackened heart within this shattered body of mine.

(Can't breathe!)...        (Breath!)......

….(Someone, anyone, ...Please, do not leave me again!!)

With a final gasp of air, I fall to my knees letting gravity tug a hopeless soul, to let mother nature do her bidding. Nothing seems to transpire with my head inches above the ground up til a steady alluring voice comes from behind me with heavy footsteps toward my washed figure. "Mc! Did you hurt yourself?! Did something happen? Can you stand on your feet?", Felix says with utter panic and frustration. He gently rubs my shoulders as his confused scrunched-up face peers at my teared soaked face. I can't help but push him off and avoid eye contact. The feel of his stare is too much as I try to regain a subtle composure and dignity. Then, I turn with a smile to mask the anxiety ready to burst. No matter the precautions I put up to push everyone away to not be a burden. Somehow, he is the one and only to collapse the walls I barricaded my true self brick by brick.

"Sorry. Just needed air for a minute. I'm fine now, let's go back inside and catch up with Florian, Scylla, Sage, and Anisa." With a spring in my step, I wipe the tears to make my statement true. This fuels the tears gushing in the back of my eyelids. Every step I take back to the mansion is hefty until my wrist is yanked back. 

"Why can't you trust me with the truth?", he looks at me with such intensity I blank for a response.

All I can think to do is bite my tongue to assure him like everyone I even remember that I am fine. (Stop lying and tell him the truth…!)

The necromancer's face washes with desperation hence he speaks, "Is it about anything I have said to you before? Did anyone threaten you, again? His face burns when he sputters his next set of questions. I-Is it….t-that you have fell ill or homesick? If so, I can assemble a gift basket with the necessary healing acquirements … I just need to get you inside to rest your body." My eyes grow wide to stare at this man's red-tinted blush spread across his freckled skin. 

……."What! I snort. "That is NOT the problem but thank you for the concern.", I assure him while whacking him across the shoulder. He stammers back withdrawn to a shocked look morphing into pure confusion. Slowly I regain my calmed voice, "Every time I think we are ready to fix this fucked up nightmare."

"Life knocks us down. 

Enemies strike from all directions. 

Trails lead to heartbreak." 

"At the end of the day…..going back to my world leads to being alone again....for me at least. Not entirely alone. The moral of the story, a world without the star sworn or Stella is a tragedy. Then knowing that there is a chance YOU will go back to not existing in my world breaks my heart more than you can know."I sniffle. "And you know everything!" After the reality of those words sinks for a bit as I sob uncontrollably into my sleeve. Usually, crying in public is a BIG no for me. (It hurts! My heart is withering to coal, to ash, to nothing.) Never have I felt so alone in a world I remember is digital but makes me feel like I'm living for once in my lonesome life. Going back to earth would mean I can't go on wild adventures with someone who could be my possible soulmate. Not even to be able to pet Stella or cry into her fur when I am hopelessly in love with a thoughtful, generous, and lovable soul. 

Therefore, my sobs lead to me wiping my nose with my sleeves. "We have been through stuff. I get that much, *cough*, except I am so tired of wearing a stupid mask.", I speak shortly to maintain the whimpers. "This year was unexpected for me and a burden to you and everyone around me. You were right the first time I should have departed to find a way out but I didn't want to leave you behind. Not out of pity rather I've been left behind all my existence and it never gets less painful. I was wrong Felix to promise I would never leave you; except, to be honest, I'm a living mess. Which means you were all wrong to put your faith in me when you guys say I'm perfect. I am the opposite of PERFECT. Every time anyone thinks they see me for me it just leads toward breaking my spirit. Go ahead, enjoy the victorious self-righteous you spew daily about being the master debater." He stays tight-lipped to leave the echo of my words to stain the damped air. (Another person who will leave me.) 

With a roll of my eyes, I turn to leave him to go fix my blotchy face. "Mc!" I can hear his footsteps behind me, but neither his voice nor his running keeps me at bay. The echo of our hurried steps bounces off the walls of the Blackthorn foyer to leave nothing but silence after.

Then he shouts the one thing I never expected to hear leave his lips, "We made a vow together, barista. I send you back home and you stay by my side till then. And… I would be condemned to hell if I let anyone make us break our vow; even ourselves. Please! His thin cool fingers snatch my wrist once more to turn me toward him." What you said out there just now is valid and will never be silenced. I indeed made you promise to stay by my side even if you had the choice to leave." I click my tongue. 

He continues nonetheless. "You have a choice!" He looks at me as if I will slap him on the back again. You came into my life that I needed you most to learn to live again on my terms and no one else. Every feeling, thought, or action that led us together is what makes us change for the better. I'm glad you told me who you are. Now and forever will work together to unmask each others true selves and make those our secret expeditions. I lean into his figure to feel his embrace full of love and affection pouring from him with tears staining his coat. 

 (He looks like the boy I first discovered all those years we had met. Yet, only I remember those memories.) He's rubbing circles on my back as he whispers into my ear, "After everything we encountered you're keen to push me away as I did to everyone in the last five years before I met you!" 

"That's a common thing we share!", I giggle along with Felix. "You, my good sir, stand tall because you know who you are already. Each day you show me and anyone that you're capable with or without your magic. Not ONCE did you ever waver!" I heave a breath to regain my composure. Without thought, I blurt, "How come we have to suffer? While we forfeit all we had to only be … lonely." Teardrops splatter onto his shoulder with my myriad failed attempts to stop them. Yet, his grip only tightens around me as I bury my face in the crook of his neck. His scent is intoxicating with raindrops and pomegranate wafting my nostrils.

Suddenly, he pats my head softly. "The reason I didn't see your pain was because I chose not to see the vulnerable side of you." Felix keeps holding me as I try to wiggle out to not get snot on his trimmed black coat. "Then I reckon you just leave me now", I sniffle into his freckled neck. He pushes me back to look at me fully. All I can do is look into his greyish pupils with such pain and love. 

"Barista, sorry isn't enough to fix what I sowed." He wavers. "In other words, no matter the consequences and losses we face in the future I Love you more than Life and Death itself." We both stare at each other in the most awkward atmosphere we have ever been in. "Y-you don't have to… say it back...I-I, he bites his pale bottom lip to shut himself up rather looking like a tomato. 

Wiping my tear-streaked face I wrap him in a tight hug. In a heartbeat of a second I whisper, I love you too, my emo prince!" At that moment we pull apart to peer at each other with no one to stop two broken souls with broken hearts sewn together. We both lean into each other with gentleness to only drown in passion. The memory of his soft lips on mine felt like the renewal of two souls shifting into one. He tasted of sugar cubes with a hint of Jasmine. Each word said before was washed away by pleasure and pain mixed in passionate rhythm. My hands grasp his purple/brown sloppy hair as he wraps an arm around my waist to pull me into him. His tongue flicked across my teeth teasing me in his feverish attempt. Tugging his hair, he groans for a second to proceed to massage my waist with his palms. The kiss soaked a wave of excitement over us in one fell swoop.  

Soon we pull apart flushed to be left with the option of bumping foreheads. Then, as if he read my mind like the tarots, we both grumble, "We should have more confrontations often". Laughter is only heard for the rest of the day in Blackthorne, as some would say, as two star-crossed lovers reflected on that hallowed day.  

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I MISS FEEEEEELIIIIIIIIX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO FUCKING MUCH.

EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.

Give me back my perfect, sweet goth catboy husband

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Arguing With Them/Making Up With Them

Games: Fictif/Arcana

Characters: Asra Alnazar, Julian Devorak, Felix Iskander Escell, Sage Lesath

A/N: Kind of went over board with Felix, oops, and spoilers for asra's route in his part, but really just minor spoilers. ALSO I COULDN'T ADD THE PHOTOS BC TUMBLR SAID I EXCEEDED THE LIMIT >:((, please tell me if you spot any use of pronouns for y/n!! i've tried to fix it because i previously used she/her by accident

Asra Alnazar:

getting into a fight with you would not benefit either of you

it was obvious how much you two liked working together and time apart would not help

and fights don't actually happen frequently, only once every few months

asra is a very grounded person and they don't enjoy it when the two of you ever have an argument, no matter how minor the actual problem is

but they would always be the first to apologise, coming to terms with the way you viewed things and ultimately understanding it

so fights never lasted too long with this person because of how much they really love you

you'd be back in their arms the next minute, because Asra could've fathom the idea of not having you at their side as they love you that much

fights never lasted more than just 30 mins with them, truthfully

you couldn't bare to leave it more than that because it hurts to be away from each other for too long

which is why asra finds it difficult to go on trips without you after you two make it official

and you'd apologise first a few times too, since you knew when you were wrong and didn't think asra was the one who really needed to say 'sorry'

nevertheless, you always came back to each other

this time, however, it went further than expected

this fight had lasted hours, most of it yelling back and forth

you and them were going through with your normal routine when you had suddenly dropped a specific potion that Asra had been keeping to themselves for a while

it was smeared on the floor and you couldn't help but feel upset at yourself, no matter how many times the white-haired person in front of you had dismissed it

you could tell they were very disappointed that they no longer had a stash of it and frustrated with himself for not getting spares

so you had sought off to get some while asra was away on another trip, and they again hadn't told you how long they'd be away, so you believed you had some time to retrieve it

you were originally going to close the shop for the time being, but then asra's parents had come around at the perfect time

they had offered to take the shop until you came back

it took you longer than expected since you had to track it down yourself, asking people around town and ending up at a merchant just outside of town who gave you the directions and specific instructions

you recognised the name of the town they mentioned, which is the same town on the lable of the bottle, so it had to be right

you were dead set on wanting it to be a surprise, and returned home around two weeks later, opening the door to see Asra pacing around the room

they were still wearing their large scarf and their bag as well as their hat was carelessly thrown onto the chair, so it was obvious that asra had just arrived home recently

their parents were nowhere to be seen, so you assumed that they had left already

asra's head turned at the sound of the little bell above the door and they widened their eyes once they saw you, rushing and engulfing you in a big hug

you thought asra was just happy to see you, since they had been separated from you for a while

y/n: "hey, did you miss me more than usual?"

asra: "..."

y/n: "usually, i'm the one who jumps on you like this, heh. what's got your panties in a twist?"

asra doesn't reply, only tightening their hold on you

which was definitely weird

asra would almost always have something sneaky and flirtatious to say in return, but not this time

you clench the back of their vest before pulling away, now realising the frustrated look on their face as they looked back at you

asra asks where you were in this tight voice that seemed unfamiliar, and it only got worse when you admitted where you had headed

it was dangerous, from what asra remembered and the thought of you being there made their chest tighten

and asra was correct, it was dangerous, but you made sure to stick to what you were taught for protection and look, you made it out without a scratch

but asra didn't see it that way at all

asra let all their waiting in agony come at you in a loud yell that had shook the candles hanging from the ceiling

you were shocked, holding onto your bag tightly as asra continue to tell you off for what you were doing

sometimes you'd attempt to support your decision, but that was lost in asra's words

asra: "y/n, do you realise how reckless you were? that place is swarming with trouble and it's even worse for someone who hasn't been there before!"

y/n: "i was only there for a few nights, i booked a hotel the rest of the time on coming back home—"

asra: "but you were still there! how am i supposed to protect you when i don't even know where you are? you should've asked me, and i would've come with you."

they would go on and on about how you should ask them and such, and throughout the whole entire thing, you held the souvenirs in your bag close to yourself

you didn't know how to give it to them now that they were mad at you

and you were frustrated as well, because you've grown so much and you're able to do whatever you please

it made you bring out your sarcasm more, which was a habit you had picked up ages ago

it had developed over the years of asra shutting you in and out of danger bc they're too scared of what will happen when you're alone

you two are rarely ever apart from each other already bc of your living situation, sharing the bedroom and the whole shop

y/n: "asra, i believe i am fully capable with taking a trip like you do"

asra: "i know, i just don't want you going there, y/n, i don't think that's too hard to follow"

y/n: "oh, i'm so sorry asra, why don't you tell me where else i'm allowed to go?? am i back on my leash with you, huh? can i go to the bedroom, master?"

asra had blinked at you a couple times before feeling themselves break, a few tears forming in their eyes

the word you used to address them as always made their heart pound in the worst way possible

because that's what you used to call them before they let you go, and now asra hates that word with all their being

you were so irritated with them that you hadn't noticed, now pacing around the room like asra was as they stands there, struck

asra: "don't... don't call me that..."

y/n: "oh, so now i'm not allowed to say things?"

asra: "i just want you to be safe! isn't that what you want too—"

y/n: "no, asra, i just want to do what i feel like and not have you breathing down my neck about it, alright? i understand that you don't want to lose me and that you love me, but that's exactly how i feel about you and i still trust you enough to go out there without me or any other form of help"

you're not even looking at them at this point

if you were, you would see that asra's actually crying and they're just staring at you

you're looking at the floor as you clench your fists at your sides, one holding the strap of you satchel

y/n: "i'm not the helpless person from years ago asra, i'm stronger now. i hate depending on people when i'm perfectly capable by myself."

asra: ",,, so you don't need me anymore? is that it?"

this is the moment where the two of you are just staring at each other, finally linking gazes

asra was already crying, it was silent and slow

they tend to do that, cry quietly so nobody had noticed unless they looked directly at their face, even then they tried to hide

they trained themselves to keep their voice steady when speaking as asra cries because they would rather not warn the other person about it

you were on the verge, angry and sad tears already forming

you were aggravated by yourself, knowing full well that you should've at least mentioned it to asra. they worried about you a lot, and that was a fact regardless of what they really thought of you

you were sad at the two of you for even starting this fight, they could've solved this better with just talking normally and not shouting

y/n: "i never said that"

asra: "but thats what you meant, isn't it? you... you don't want me to worry about you, and i can't..."

this time, you walked towards them with a focused expression

they were wiping their eyes before seeing you waltz up to them, utterly surprised by the look on your face

asra goes to say something when you suddenly bring your hands forward to collect their tear-stained cheeks in your palms

the two of you stop, another time to take a breath

you looked them right in the eyes, you heart beating hastily before biting your lip as you tried to hold back your own tears back

asra's fingers brushed against your elbows, holding onto them in reassurance

y/n: "i'm... i'm sorry for not telling you where i was going. i just... wanted to replace what i broke and i wanted it to be a surprise. but it was reckless of me. i should know better by now..."

asra: "no, i just worry about you too much. i want to protect you and be there for you but... it's like you don't need that anymore."

y/n: "asra, i don't need you to protect me. just... just be there for me. love me until you can't anymore. in return, i'll do the same for you."

you couldn't ever see yourself not wanting or needing asra ever

you two have been through so much and you're together til the end, you will make sure of that

having asra's face in your palms, you kissed their forehead lovingly and slowly, telling them what you had thought about that

it would not be the case, ever

asra was embedded in your life and you couldn't imagine anything without them

asra: "but what if something happens?"

y/n: "i'm sure that we'll both be able to handle it. i don't want you shielding me. i want to stand beside you, asra. aren't we equal?"

asra: "of course! i'm just scared of what might happen..."

y/n: "you don't have to be."

as you spoke, asra only pulled you in closer, wrapping their arms around you

you dig your head into their shoulder and hold onto them like they were doing to you

the two of you cry together in the middle of your shop, nothing but hushed whispers leaving either of your lips

after a while, asra mentions the lateness of the day and brings you up to the bedroom

the two of you go to sleep right after that, asra laying on top of you as you brushed fingers through their hair

a habit after fighting is always being the closest you can with each other, letting the other know just how much you forgave them and still loved them

Julian Devorak:

julian was definitely a hard one to get into a fight with

arguments and disagreements were only natural for a relationship of any kind

but julian was the type to not voice his feelings purely because he was afraid of what the other person might say

he didn't want to lose you and if anything he speaks does that, then he could not forgive himself, so he thought it was better to just keep it inside

he hated disagreeing with you more than anything, which is why you would only get a statement or two about it before he decides to just keep quiet about it

a habit between that's formed because of this is that you tend to not push him too far

he made you more independent with your decisions but also take into consideration his points

there's only been a few times where you two have fought for real and it had taken a toll on the both of yous

one time was when you had been frustrated all day while making plans for a certain mission and you had gotten into a disagreement with julian about something small

it started off as something he tried to make sweet and joking

but he hadn't seen just how much today had taken a toll on you

nadia was busy with forming different groups to specialise in certain things and she was already trying to calm down her servants and city from the recent events that threaten them

asra was caught up with travelling around and getting information about the whole affair to help you guys win

so then you offered to help with setting up the plans and such for each group as well as the four of you, thinking it couldn't be that hard. just devise a plan that is foolproof. and it shouldn't be that hard.

but julian was talking a lot for someone who should be keeping an eye on the enemy in the chambers

y/n: "but why would we take the scenic route when the backway is way more safer for us?"

julian: "because, my dear, if this is really our last night alive, i'd rather spend it staring at the sunset with you."

y/n: "julian, i am not putting you on that ride if you're thinking that way, we don't need some saviour out there trying to get himself killed."

julian: "my, my, darling, what's going on with you?"

y/n: "look, i'm sorry, but could you leave for a few minutes? this is really important and nadia needs to set the fighters in place by tomorrow morning."

he gets the idea of it once you say that

he now understands that you are stressed from all the work you had taken on, and he even offers to take some of it off your shoulders

but you just say 'no'

and that stumbles him

you rejected because he had played his part already and you didn't feel right about giving someone else your workload when you took the responsibility yourself

but this is one of the times where julian wasn't quite sure how to handle situations like this

he was so used to himself being the one who was pulling away and you being the one to understand that and know when to stop

but it was switched here and julian didn't know what to do, or even how and when to pull away

so he stands there quietly as you draw lines on multiple maps for separate army guards to follow

all the two of you hear is your pencil against paper and you sighing out when you have to reach for the eraser

you could feel him watching you and just tracing your every move, which made you feel uneasy and frankly, make you work even worse than you were before

y/n: "..."

julian: "..."

y/n: "..."

julian: "... *coughs*"

y/n: "please, julian, leave."

julian: "what did i do?"

the breaking of silence makes you drop your pencil, resulting in you pinching the bridge of your nose and squeezing your eyes shut

maybe that would help you feel better

but it didn't as julian begins to hum some obnoxious tune

you're looking at him with a very serious and annoyed expression, making him feel even more confused

it results in a fight in the study room that makes all passerby people immediately leave the area

they wouldn't want to be mixed up up in any of that just by the sounds of it

you're yelling because you just want julian to leave you alone for a few minutes, thinking it would help you get some things done before you can see him again, and you can't focus with him just looming over you

julian's yelling because he doesn't know how to deal with this and he's trying to comfort you, in the worst way possible, but it's something and he isn't used to leaving you alone while you're upset without him there

it's frustration and confusion hovering in the air

you were piling up in stress because of this and it caused you to say things you surely didn't mean

which caused julian to say things he didn't mean either

a few times, asra or nadia would nearly walk inside but hear all the commotion and decide to come back later

they knew better than to interfere

last time one of them did, the two of you stared at them for a while, ceasing all talking and expressions before just walking away from each other, now silently arguing with each other

having another party try to butt in made you two feel like you were blowing it out of proportion, so you thought it was better to just ignore it

you're already gathering your things

y/n: "yknow what? if you won't leave, then i'll leave. i can't get this done when you're constantly talking to me."

julian: "ah! hey, i'm just trying to figure out what's wrong! i'm—i'm trying to help!"

y/n: "julian if you really wanted to help, you would've left me alone when i asked you to. i really need some space right now."

julian: "space? from... from me?"

y/n: "for only like... an hour or two! you know how important this is is nadia and all of vesuvia. i need to get this done. if i don't, i can't even comprehend how many people will die and if that happens because of... please..."

julain goes quiet as he hears the amount of desperation in your voice

you're really stressing hard about all of this and it definitely shows in your tone and face

julian finally sees how much weight is on your shoulders and decides that he should give you what you initially asked for

he decides to leave you alone

but he doesn't do that without rounding the table and giving you a kiss on the side of your temple, whispering a small 'i'm sorry' and 'i love you so much' before he leaves

you finally get moments of peace and quiet in the room and yet your ears are ringing loudly

you can't help the frustrated tears that escape you and the way you harshly rub them away before getting back to work

all within one minute

of silence

and without julian

you end up getting all the work done within the next hour and a half and you can't bring yourself to leave the room after everything you said to julian and you know for a fact that he won't be waiting very far

a servant comes around after noticing the quietness and asks if you need anything, and you ask for a drink (wine, really, it's been a long day) and you get it the next minute later

usually, they'd give you a glass and hang around with the whole bottle

instead, the servant hands you the whole entire bottle itself and a chalice before leaving quickly

you silently thank nadia for her good choice in people

you're by the window, sitting on the table and taking a swing from your cup, when you hear the door being opened

you expect julian, but hear another voice

asra: "is there a reason you left this guy walking around the palace like a lost puppy?"

with your cup still to your lips, you turn around to your friend and see him holding the taller man by the elbow

your boyfriend looked like he just got caught stealing, refusing to look in your eyes and only away at the wall

asra knows full well why, but he just tugs julian along towards you

y/n: "where'd you find him?"

asra: "the garden."

y/n: "which one?"

asra: *points*

y/n: "ah. okay. thanks, asra. i'll see you at dinner. tell nadia that i've finished and we'll go over it tonight."

he nods and leave you guys alone

julian stands there like a kid about to get told off

you're sipping your wine as you watch the vines and flowers outside

y/n: "so you were waiting just outside the window, huh?"

julian: "... just in case you were in trouble..."

y/n: "i'm on the third floor. how would you help from the garden?"

julian: "i can climb."

that makes you chuckle, and julian sees that you're looser than before, meaning he can relax as well

he walks towards you, sitting himself down close so your legs are touching

you hold out the chalice of wine to which he takes, pouring in some from the bottle

he clinks his glass with your bottle before you both take a sip

it's a nice silence between yous before julian bumps his shoulder with yours

julian: "i'm really sorry about earlier, darling. it was completely unnecessary and you needed to get things done. i was wrong."

you can tell by his voice that he's really meaning this, and he's playing with the rim of the chalice

y/n: "it's okay, julian. i should've been straight with you and just asked politely, but i took it out on you. i'm sorry, and i hope you can forgive me."

he smiles at you, wrapping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you into a hug

julian: "only if you forgive me, my love."

he gives you that smile that makes you believe that everything is okay

because it is and he really loves you

Felix Iskander Escell:

fighting with felix is very,,,,,, interesting

he's very stubborn and always wants to get what he wants

sometimes you just cave and do it his way because you don't have enough time to fight

more times than he'd like to admit, it's over very silly things that is just a preference for his every day life

like once you two got into a little argument about laundry day and how he needed to get all his dirty clothes together the day before, but he thought it was preposterous how he had to dig up clothes deep within his wardrobe to wear until his clothes dried

it was very useless

but sometimes you wouldn't see a proper way around doing his idea, so you fight to do yours

sage and anisa didn't particularly like getting involved in you fights, mainly because you were both ruthless and vvvv stubborn with your own points, depending what it was

felix would tell anisa that she was too uptight to understand where he was coming from

you would tell sage to butt out because he's too drunk to hear the bullshit he's spitting

you both endlessly apologise to the both of them in the end, because it's just plain rude and they didn't do anything

one time, you guys were in the middle of a fight with troops made up of sage's friends and anisa's peers, against some horribly strong enemies

felix was not good with close range attacks, so he happened to miss out on some assassin drawing in close to you, who was covering his vanguard

he calls too late as you get slashed in the back and grunt before turning around and slamming them into the way, breaking their helmet and watching the blood drip from behind it

you take a moment before stepping away and tripping back on your feet, landing on your rear as felix calls your name and stays at your side while your coworkers did what they needed to

you hear sage call out your name but felix tells him to go on while he takes care of you

felix: "i need to get you out of here. now. a... a first aid station or something."

y/n: "we're in a battlefield, felix, and the closest thing to a first aid station is that bathroom over there."

it gets blown up as soon as you say that

y/n: "nevermind."

felix: "then i'll find a way to assist you here."

felix knew nothing about closing wounds and how to heal them quickly with magic

he once tried the same thing with sage and he ended up in a ghost form for two hours, where he haunted felix and messed with anisa's hair

he was panicking though

he needed to help you

felix pulls off his coat and wraps it around you, pulling your arms through the sleeves since he knew if anyone saw one of their leaders injured then they'd be disheartened

anisa had warned them about that

y/n: "not now, we have things to do."

felix: "but you'll bleed out before you can finish anything useful! y/n, just allow me to bandage you up."

y/n: "you'll have an easier time the faster we finish this fight, come on."

you stand up, ready to continue with your weapon in hand when felix yanks you back with some magic

you look at him confused

felix: "haven't you ever read those tales? the injured back away from the war, y/n, not rush into it again."

y/n: "this is all we've got. nobody else is going to fight for us except for us."

felix: "don't be so deluded! listen to me—"

y/n: "after."

and you sprint off with your weapon, heading towards the group anisa is leading

this area was clear, and you trusted felix to know better than to wander off without any help

you're doing well so far, since you were wearing a black cloak over your back

sage was fairly good with a sword so he had taught you to use one

you told anisa to go on ahead so that you could make a round to find any other enemies that would be holed up in this facility

the fight was continuing outside

just as you get the area cleared, you feel your arm being tugged in the opposite direction

out of pure instinct, you flip them over your shoulder and hold them down harshly

takes you a moment to realise it's felix

you immediately let go and get off of him, calling out his name in surprise

y/n: "god, felix are you alright? you shouldn't scare me like that!"

he doesn't answer you for a moment before he slowly gets up and turns to face you, hand on his head

felix: "i'm taking you home."

y/n: "we're not finished!"

felix: "i do not care for this stupid war! you're bleeding through your back and i can tell how much pain is residing within! do not test my patience! my decision is final!"

all the yelling runs to his head, making it worse as he grips his hair

when he pulls his palm away, blood begins to drip down from his hairline

you're staring at him

you must've hit him hard,,,

felix: "i'm... i'm fine..."

and he passes out

you're kind of torn, because you need to get out there and fight but you also don't know who can look after felix

you groan as you haul him onto your back, making way for a nearby tower that you could hide in

felix used to teach you a few things about offensive magic, but gave you books about it since he wasn't able to teach that stuff

so you were shooting magic fire arrows at enemies when felix wakes up, bandage around his head and throbbing pain everywhere

you only had just enough for him

you look to him for a moment, focused look before turning to the field

you hated arguing with felix

this might not have seen like much to anyone but this was a breach for you

you trusted felix in his study, making plans, doing crazy experiments

and he was supposed to trust you on the field and protecting the others

it was like he didn't think you would do right here

you hated that

you spent so long to earn the respect of people around you in Porrima and anisa had warned you that many fighters did not trust you

you needed to prove how good you were and how much you intended to help

you promised to be on the front lines

but now, you were in a tower providing sniper aid while your lover was trying to recollect what happened

you shoot another arrow, getting an enemy square in the shoulder

y/n: "done whining?"

felix: "excuse me?"

y/n: "i only stayed back to make sure you were okay. they're expecting me out there."

felix: ",,, you didn't even treat your own wounds, y/n."

y/n: "busy."

he's so confused

why don't you just take a break???

it's not that hard???

felix knows a certain telepathy spell that lasts a few seconds for him, so he decides a quick look into that head of yours should help him understand better

you were only a few feet away from him, pulling back another magic arrow before you feel felix tug on your arm, making your arrow shoot within the room

it sputters around the room, hitting all the walls around the both of you

you tackle felix down and hold his head to your chest, making sure he was covered so he didn't get hit and you're also getting irritated

the arrows shoots out the window and you pull yourself up, taking a breath of relief

you shoot a look to felix

y/n: "what the hell is going on with you? what were you thinking?"

felix: ",,,,,"

y/n: "felix, we don't have any time for this! we're in deep shit right now, i don't need you trying to pull me out of the fight when i need to be there!"

you stand up, grabbing your sword and opening a portal like how felix taught you too

you're about to walk through

felix: "you don't need to prove yourself to anyone, y/n."

you stop and turn around to him, asking him what he said

felix: "none of this is of your concern, y/n. this is porrima's affairs and you are not even from here. i don't understand why you would make this a problem of your own."

you're still confused as to why he's saying these things

the portal closes behind you, making felix give a sigh of relief

he stands, carefully

y/n: "i'm fighting for my friends and their home"

felix: "you're fighting for the sake of being known, being seen as someone. y/n, that is selfish and you know it yourself. don't let a dream like that delude you from what is reality."

his words are harsh and he knows this, because if he doesn't speak this way then he won't get his point across properly

you look like you've seen a ghost

you're horrified

because you know he's been through your mind

a part of you knows that it's true

y/n: "shut up. you don't know what you're talking about."

felix: "i was just in your thoughts, y/n, i know. you shouldn't think of yourself something you are not."

y/n: "i'm trying to help! what do you want?"

felix: "you need medical attention. you're... you're back is drenched in crimson and you look pained whenever you draw back an arrow."

you shake your head at him because you can't believe how selfish he is making you sound, so much that you'd risk your own life to be seen as a god in the end?

you throw your sword to the wall

and grip felix's collar harshly

he's startled at the sudden movement

y/n: "listen. i've become too close to everyone here to just let them die. you have to let me do this."

felix isn't worried about himself in this situation like he would be whenever someone stronger began to threaten him

he's seen into your head so he knows where you are mentally

he only holds onto your wrists

felix: "you don't always have to be the savior, y/n, there are other people in the world."

y/n: ",,, and what if they fail?"

you've been burdened with all of this because of the mystery around your sudden appearance making everyone either think you were a traitor/assassin sent to kill them all, or some powerful all knowing being

you worked hard to get everyone's respect and attention

no way are you letting that all down now

but you're pushing yourself way too hard

you're shaking and your grip is getting looser

felix: "well... if you really want to, then you should face them when you're healed and okay. no point in trying to save the world when you're low on health, correct?"

y/n: ",,, right. but... but i can still help them."

felix: "of course you can, but please allow me to heal your back first."

you nod your head before sliding off the jacket, letting felix see the damage done, it was a lot

after he finishes, you apologise immediately and he does so too

he gives you a shy kiss to show that it's fine now, and by the sounds of it, the fight has stopped

you two meet up with sage and anisa and explain the situation that had happened, and they understand immediately after seeing how much bandaging your back needed, in private of course. your whole area from your chest to your waist band, blood still seeping through your back

in the end, everyone praised your bravery and nobody blames you, making you feel a lot more better about yourself

Sage Lesath:

sage is

not the ideal person to get into a fight with

not only does he constantly hide his emotions from everyone else until the bottle can't handle anymore, but he also blows up and says a lot of hurtful things when he's upset

however this is with anyone, he just gets so frustrated that he ends up tearing the person he's arguing with a new wound

he gets very emotional when he fights

tears are almost a given

yelling and headaches

but sage tries to get better

when he hears it himself after he says it, he instantly regrets even opening his mouth

immediately tries to apologise to whoever he yelled at, but there are a few times where he's gone too far

that would mean the person he yelled at would need a day or even a week to fully forgive him for what he's said, and more often than not it's someone he's close with, which makes it even worse

but sage knows when he goes too far

it's just that he has a hard time getting over it himself

this has happened between the two of you at some point in your relationship

you guys had been on the rocky side of things because he had a fight with anisa and felix about something important and you had just walked in as it hit the middle of it

you asked what was going on, and when they explained it to you, you had agreed with the duo rather than with sage

that made him frustrated, because now it felt like the world was against him today

and he started yelling at you as well

y/n: "sage, there wasn't another way to go around it. anisa and felix made the right decision, they couldn't do anything else."

sage: "maybe if they listened to me, then we wouldn't be in an even bigger mess!"

y/n: "nothing has changed though. we're just in the same spot, so we can retry everything."

sage: "oh my god, but this was the perfect opportunity to move forward! and those two dumbasses wasted it!"

you tried to calm him down even more and the other two have stopped talking at this point

you don't like it when sage faces his problems without a good mindset, you can tell he is frustrated by what happened and can't see the bigger picture

sage just doesn't understand why you can't see things the way he is

both of them recognise that this is no longer about them but about you, which makes them confused

why did it suddenly change? was it because you were involved now?

sage had already had a go at anisa and felix, spitting some harsh words at them that the two only overlooked as they knew about him and how he acted at these times

however, it lingered in their head about whether or not sage would go that far with you

y/n: "calm down, please. it's already happened, so we might as well just figure out our next course of action."

sage: "oh to hell with that. where were you when all of this went down, huh?"

y/n: "i... i was here."

you backed down for a moment, feeling a little useless at this point

anisa realised how sage was going to take this and stepped in herself

anisa: "i asked y/n to stay, sage, that was my fault. if you are angry with that, then discuss it with me."

you didn't like it when either of them fought, but what could you do?

sage was in no agreeing manner and anisa held firm to her statement

it was incredibly hard to sort things out in this group

sage: "but that's it. y/n was here while we were out there risking our own lives. what's the point of you being here if you aren't going to help us?"

y/n: "i am helping! anisa asked me to gather whatever information i could about the opposition!"

felix was about to ask what you found, since you had asked him to transport you to a very enemy secluded area and he was worried about your safety

but he was ignored

you two were still going at it

sage: "well that's now fucking useless, isn't it? we lost."

y/n: "you didn't lose."

sage: "and how would you know? you weren't even there!"

felix and anisa seat themselves down

at this point, there's no trying to stop them or even separate them

this had gone on for too long to go back, so they had to ride it out

it goes on, your frustration building up so much that you start to yell just out of pure frustration with sage

he falls deeper and deeper into the hole, pulling out things that would surely anger you further from just hearing about it

it would usually be that the two leave the room, but they haven't seen you this heated before

it was strange and they wanted to be careful, especially considering that you haven't mastered using your relic yet

sage: "you're so single-minded, oh my god! i just want you to see things my way, is that so hard for you?"

y/n: "sage, you can't expect someone to put themselves in your shoes if you can't do it for yourself! anisa and felix could've died out there and all you care about is winning that one fight! there will be others to redeem yourself if your pride and reputation as a mercenary means that much to you!"

you don't mean that

you know how much he cares for his friends but you're baffled by the fact that he'd prioritise the mission over them

and you're sure that they are as upset as you are

they give each other a look before listening in to the both of you

you were usually the calm one in this situation and it would take a lot to rile you up

and these two didn't know if your relic would come out to play in these times

you weren't someone who would resort to violence in a fight but your emotions are tied to your weapon, so if you were pushed far enough then it would appear

sage: "i don't even know why you even got involved in the first place."

y/n: "because you're acting crazy at the moment"

sage: "you keep saying i'm overreacting when you won't even hear me out."

y/n: "calm down first. you don't know what you're saying when you get this angry."

he's walking up to you and is now standing right in front

he's glaring holes into your head and getting more heated up that necessary

you've never been afraid of sage and you aren't now

you know that no matter what, sage would never ever hit you

and of course he wasn't going to

standing right up in front of the person he was arguing with was a habit that he had formed after years of having to fight for himself with no one to back him up

it was like an unconscious practice between him and fighting with anyone

so when he got up in your face, you didn't think anything of it

sage: "you know, y/n, what you have to say doesn't even matter. you're just some random person felix brought from another world, you don't matter when it comes to our lives. you mean nothing to what we have to do. to us."

this was the first time that he had hit that deep part in your heart

a sense of alienation when it came to you and porrima

you had mentioned this to sage before when you were feeling homesick a few days after your arrival

you were very vulnerable at that point and sage was there to help comfort you

you never brought it up again because everyone had made you feel a part of their lives and more comfortable, considering you were in a whole different time

when sage hears what he said, his head begins to reel at his sheer stupidity but he doesn't let it show on his face

he still believes that he is right

his pride gets in the way a lot

anisa: "that is far enough, sage."

she's angry with him, mostly because she had never believed that sage would treat y/n the same way he treated them in arguments

she believed that y/n was the only one who could properly calm sage down but it seemed this was just a bit too much

felix is wide eyed at the both of you, still processing what was happening

this was the first

he hadn't pictured sage yelling at you like that

and what was worse is that you feeling alienated was more of a silent secret kept between the group because of the nature of you coming into this world

everyone had a hint of it

but you hadn't actually told them, which made this even worse

you trusted sage with this and now he just confirmed it and resurfaced the problem when you were so close to forgetting about it

felix: "sage, that was a bit much, don't you think? it was uncalled for."

sage: "you—... i just..."

anisa: "are you alright, y/n?"

everyone's eyes are on you now

you give your best calm smile

y/n: "i'm fine. i supposed that clears that up."

everyone knew you weren't talking about the argument between the three

you left to your bedroom right after that, feeling your face burn with embarrassment and your chest tightening

anisa and felix were lecturing sage about it, making his tail only brush against the floor beneath them

they leave soon after

you had originally gone in there to give anisa the information she needed, written on a few sheets of paper, so the knight took that and began on her way to building the next step

felix wanted to come along as well, seeing as y/n needed time for herself and sage wasn't in the companying mood

sage would be in the study by himself for a while

until it was dinner time

he went into the dining room to see anisa and felix seated down, already beginning to eat what was prepared

sage: "where's y/n?"

felix: "hasn't left the bedroom. i tried already, but my efforts were useless."

anisa: "perhaps i should try again."

but before she can stand up fully, sage is already scooping up the two dinner plates and utensils in his grasp, leaving the dining hall against felix's calls

he's in front of your room in under a minute, using his foot to gently knock of the door

sage: ",,, hey, um... it's me? can i come in?"

he's met with silence

sage: "anisa and felix said you didn't come down for dinner, so i brought it up with me here. i was hoping we could eat together... and talk...?"

he hears a few shuffles before you open the door, allowing him to come inside

he sets the plates on the desk before engulfing you in a tight hug, arms around her shoulders and head dug into your shoulder

he's apologising almost immediately, which stops you because it happened all so quick

y/n: "hey..."

sage: "i was such an ass to you and you don't deserve any of that. i know how hard it is for you and i didn't help. i don't think you're nothing, and those two sure as hell don't. you..."

his grip on you tightens as strands of his hair falls over your eyes

he takes a shaky breath in

sage: "you're the first thing to mean everything to me. so please, forgive me. i'll do whatever it takes to make up for this."

he's crying and you are as you wrap your arms around his torso

y/n: "please don't talk about that anymore..."

sage: "i promise."

y/n: "okay,,, i'm really sorry about everything i said. i know you were worried about the others and that you're better than your pride. but i... i still think they made the right decision."

he takes a moment before brushing fingers on the back of your neck as a reassuring act

sage: "i understand. they probably did, i have no idea what was going on, i was freaking knocked out."

you asked if he was okay and he responds with tilting his head so his cheek is facing you

sage: "kiss it better?"

of course, you obliged

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