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Ch. 20: Romina’s Bizarre Case

Fandom: Harry Potter (Hogwarts years 1-7) Pairing: Draco x OFC

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Story Masterlist // Romina’s Masterlist

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Today was Potions class day and usually Romina didn't mind the subject, unlike Harry and just about every other student in the room. Today, however, was different. She absolutely hated it. She hated it the moment she begrudgingly sat down next to Draco. Why she became his partner this year, she would never understand.

Because Hermione fucking showed up late on the first day and Snape sent her to find a new partner. Romina felt like Hermione owed her some kind of payment for this ordeal.

Either way, it was all done and, unfortunately, permanent for the year. Neither she nor Draco had spoken to each other since yesterday when he kicked her out of the hospital wing. As it turned out, they were both equally stubborn. Their friends only wondered if they had realized that yet. Romina had gotten over her initial surprise, and embarrassment, about the scene and moved on to the next stage: anger. And the dire need of retribution.

Snape announced that they would be brewing a Shrinking Solution today. Each student was to turn in their own solution at the end of the class. Draco didn't wait even a minute before he made his "injury" known and told Snape he couldn't possibly cut up the ingredients on his own, not with his injured arm in a sling.

Romina rolled her eyes. She wasn't surprised when Snape told her to help him out. Who else would it be?

"Blaise is right there," she muttered to Draco when Snape turned away.

"Don't you fucking dare involve me in this," Blaise hissed at them from behind. He and Theodore were already working. "You want to keep playing mad, that's your business."

"Trust me, Blaise, I'm not playing," Romina said, then shot Draco a glare. "And I'm not cutting shit for you."

"I think you are if you plan on surviving this lesson. Unless you want to turn into Longbottom over there," Draco countered then made a nod towards Neville. Snape had already stopped by to tell him what he was doing wrong.

Romina did not want to become Neville, unfortunately. With another glare on Draco, she reached for his ingredients. She started cutting the roots.

Draco watched her like a hawk, and his smirk was just irking her. "Oswell, do I need to inform Snape you're practically mutilating my roots? What is that?"

"Go ahead. Whine."

"Or I can just take your roots."

"The fuck you will." Romina quickly reached for her roots and chopped them up as badly as she had with this. She might have even made hers worse than his.

Draco was shocked. His eyes had widened with disbelief. "You just — you just ruined yours!"

Romina looked up with a wide smirk. "Then I guess now we'll both fail. You want me to skin the shrivelfig too? Or the caterpillars?" She reached over for the shrivelfig on his side when he slammed his hand over hers.

"In your words: the fuck you will!"

Romina's smile tightened. "Glad you're getting the message." She tried pulling her hand out from under his but he pressed his hand harder over hers. "If you don't want that hand accidentally sliced, I suggest you lift it."

"Go ahead, you'll slice yours too." Draco's smirk was shortlived when Romina retaliated with her response.

"Yeah, but I wouldn't cry about it like you."

Before Draco could say anything — if he would, because Romina was sure he was furious and outwitted — they heard sniggering behind them. Quite in sync, they both looked back and saw Theodore was quietly laughing at them.

"No, no," he said as he skinned his shrivelfig, "Don't stop on my account. This is the funniest shit ever. Keep going."

Blaise wasn't laughing but he was smirking, clearly enjoying the fact he could overhear every single word of theirs. It took only a few seconds for Romina to blame Draco for it.

"You're the one refusing to help," he frowned.

"Because you're not hurt!" Romina grew tired of repeating herself. "And you" — as she went to point at him, she realized his hand was still on hers so she yanked it and then smacked his hand — "kicked me out!"

More than shocked with her childish smack, Draco was affronted with the whole thing. "You sided with—"

"I didn't side with anyone, you idiot!" Romina said, exasperatedly. "You listened to Pansy instead of me and then you decided to kick me out so guess what? Now I'm more than happy to let both of us fail this assignment!"

"You're bloody crazy!"

"Hell yeah, I am! So it's either you admit that you're not hurt and start cutting up your own ingredients or sit here with me and fail. I have no problem with failing. I've no intentions of turning anything in anyways."

"Wait..." Draco paused altogether and looked at Romina rather confused, "What do you mean you've no intention of turning anything in anyways? You're planning on failing?"

"None of your fucking business," Romina shifted in her seat and planted her elbows on the table then rested her chin on her hands.

"If you fail on purpose, Snape will see right through it. He'll call you out on it."

"And give me detention? No problem with that either."

Draco grew even more confused. In the almost 3 years that he had known Romina, she'd never gotten detention before. She did her work without protest; she was an average student. The 'I don't care' attitude was definitely new, along with several other things about her this year. His eyes roamed her ridiculously short hair. "Why'd you cut your hair?"

Romina made a face as she briefly glanced at him. "What?"

Draco was dead serious with his question. "Your hair," he repeated, "Why did you cut it?"

Romina's nose scrunched. "Because I did. What's it to you?"

"Find it strange, that's all," Draco said, giving a light shrug of his shoulders. "Most girls would've cried a river if their hair was chopped off like that."

"I like it this way." From the corner of her eyes, Romina saw him reaching for the knife set on his side of the table.

He scoffed. "No you don't." He had started cutting the uneven roots — all of them — with both of his hands.

"What? You can read minds now?"

"No, but it's fairly obvious."

"So, you can read minds?"

"You're always picking at it," Draco said matter-of-factly like it was common knowledge.

However, Romina shifted in her seat. She hadn't meant to pick at her hair so publicly. "Why are you even looking at me anyway?" she muttered. Her face had flushed in seconds.

Draco was still cutting the roots. Why the hell had she chopped them up so horribly!? "Does it annoy you?"

"Yes."

"Then I'll make sure to keep doing it."

Romina groaned. "You're insufferable."

"And you really have the worst hand when it comes to cutting," he said with a slight chuckle.

"I was trying to make you fail, and mad!"

"And how's that working out for you?"

"Shut the—!" Romina only just caught herself from cursing with Snape two tables away. She took a deep breath in, making a real effort to exhale without shaking so much. It was a lot harder when she could see Draco beside her proudly smiling to himself. "Now I get why people hate you!" she huffed.

"And where are you going?" Draco saw her getting up from her seat.

"To see if Harry has any idea how to repel you!" she exclaimed.

"Oswell, sit down before you get in trouble."

"No. Ask Pansy to sit with you. After all, you seem to listen to her before me anyways." With that, Romina walked away and immediately made herself comfortable with Harry, Ron and Hermione across the room.

Draco remained in his seat, cutting up what Romina had left behind, truly looking calm. Knowing that Blaise and Theodore still had their ears more than wide open, he spoke to them. "Is it me or did that sound a little bit like jealousy?"

Theodore snickered. it was confirmation enough.

"I wouldn't get so cocky," Blaise warned.

"Why's that?"

"You're still cutting up her ingredients, aren't you?"

Draco paused only for a second, knowing it was true, then went right back to the task anyways.

~ 0 ~

Now that he had heard the strange snippets from Romina herself, Draco began to pay more attention to her bizarre behavior in classes. He wondered if even Arden had noticed it.

It was no secret that out of all their classes, Romina favored Transfiguration the most. She was actually really good at it too. It seemed like she mastered just about every lesson McGonagall left them, even quicker than Hermione Granger herself. And yet when they had their first lesson after Potions, Romina didn't do the assignment. She didn't even try it. She just sat in silence next to Hermione, watching absolutely nothing but the board in front of them. McGonagall did not hide her surprise when, at the end of class, Romina turned nothing in.

"Miss Oswell, did you — did you need help?" McGonagall said while the class packed up.

"No, ma'am," Romina said plain and simple. "I just didn't want to do it." Her answer, albeit said politely, left not only McGonagall dumbfounded but her friends as well.

Romina left the classroom with her bag around her shoulder and without a single glance anywhere but the doors.

"Professor," Arden walked down the aisle of desks, Draco's included, "Please don't give her detention. Romina's — well, she's been having a tough time, lately. All summer, actually."

McGonagall looked at the girl curiously. "How so?"

Arden was aware that various students were still around them, making her wonder if she was really doing the best thing for Romina right now. McGonagall seemed to read her concerns because she asked Arden to stay behind to have a private conversation with her.

For a moment, Draco wished he could stick around as well and overhear what the problem was. But he didn't. He left the room with his friends and that was that. Of course around lunch time when Arden finally showed up, Draco began to wonder what Arden had told McGonagall.

Romina sat between Daphne and Carolinha, barely picking at her food. She seemed to be playing with her peas instead.

"You're not going to eat either?" Arden said as she took a seat in-between Angel and Pansy. This time, she didn't even bother with her usual frenemy relationship with Pansy.

"Not very hungry, Arden," Romina said, lowering her fork on her plate. "Why are you late anyways?"

Arden's brows shot up. "Uh...I just...I had to ask McGonagall a question about the homework."

"Oh," Romina didn't seem to have the energy, nor the curiosity to ask what Arden's question had been about. She fell pretty quiet as their friends began chatting about how their classes were going. Of course soon it turned away from academics to the outside world.

Daphne gushed about some new fashion line that had dropped just before they returned to school. "I told my mother that she had to send me some pictures! The Gejél line is absolutely divine!"

"What does it matter anyways, Daph?" Arden chuckled. "We're stuck wearing our uniforms most of the year anyways."

"There's always vacation time," Daphne said. "You'd love it if you saw it."

Pansy snorted. "Please Daphne. Arden wouldn't know fashion if it hit her square in the face. The Gejél line is basically a high class French fashion."

"And yet I'm not the least bit interested," Arden retorted. "Not everything surrounds clothes, Pansy. You'd know that if you weren't so stuck up."

"Can we please not fight?" Carolinha said with a weary sigh.

"Romina, I know you'd love the new line," Daphne turned to Romina with the same excitement as before. "You have good fashion sense. And the guts. I'd never have been able to cut my hair so drastically like you did."

Romina cleared her throat. "Well, I like changes."

"I'm still curious how your aunt and uncle let you do that," Arden said earnestly. "Sage didn't even want to let you cut it to your shoulders when we were 10. You cried for days about it."

Romina pursed her lips together. "I...I convinced her."

From his seat, which was really only two people away from her, Draco was convinced that it was a pure lie. He'd know one from a mile away.

"On the last day before break finished? How?" Arden said blankly.

"I just did," Romina shrugged. "I'm going to get a head start on some homework. I'll see you guys." She started getting up from her seat, ignoring her friends' pleas to stay and eat some more.

"Okay, we agree she's acting weird, right?" Daphne said, her nose scrunched.

"Oh, definitely," Arden said with a sudden smirk. "Which is why McGonagall is going to help."

"What? How?" Carolinha asked.

Arden's smirk. "I just told her that Romina had a hard time at home this summer and she's not getting better here. I mean, c'mon, Transfiguration is her favorite subject and she just left everything on the table. McGonagall said she would have a talk with Romina."

"Well, I hope it works," Daphne said, "It's so strange not having her usual self around us."

"Yeah, well, it would also help" — Arden's voice suddenly became louder as she threw a glance in Draco's direction — "if someone — I won't point fingers, but he's an idiot wearing a sling — apologized for kicking her out of a certain room."

Draco met Arden's gaze, unfazed. "I will be doing no such thing."

Arden's face fell into a deadpan. "Are you kidding me right now?"

"If Oswell wants to keep being weird, by all means she can keep doing it."

Beside Draco, Theodore began to snicker again and because Draco knew exactly why, he jabbed his elbow on Theodore's side. Before leaving their Potions class, he may or may not have turned in two identical Shrinking Solutions. Theodore couldn't get over it. Draco didn't want to talk about it, especially when Romina didn't even notice it. She was oh-so happy with her stupid Gryffindor friends anyways.

"You're a horrible friend," Arden flatout said and went back to eating.

~ 0 ~

Angel had caught Romina walking in the hallway later in the day. "Hey, going somewhere?"

"Just to the library," Romina gave a light shrug of her shoulders.

"You okay?" Angel thought it was a stupid question to ask but he had to start somewhere. Luckily, Romina didn't immediately shut him down.

"I'm fine."

"But...are you really?"

Romina felt his burning eyes on her and ultimately sighed. "Maybe...maybe not all the way 'fine'."

"Yeah," nodded Angel, "I can see that. I'm sorry about everything that's happened."

"It's not on you, Angel," Romina chuckled, "Actually, none of it is."

"Yeah, but," Angel sighed, bringing a hand up through his brown curls, "I don't like seeing you like this. And I hate that it's because of another of my friends."

Romina stopped walking and turned to face Angel. "You're not responsible for what Draco does. Just like I'm not responsible for half the things that Arden does. And vice versa."

"He should still apologize, and I've told him a dozen times," Angel said firmly. "But this is pretty much how it's always been. Draco does whatever he wants and says whatever he wants."

"Yeah, I'm not surprised by that," Romina nodded. She sighed. "It's just...I feel like Pansy got into his head this time. And...and it's frustrating because...he didn't listen to me. He went with what Pansy said and he just...kicked me out. I have never been kicked out of anywhere."

"It's not—"

"Well," Romina suddenly cocked her head to the side, "maybe that's not entirely true. Harry's cousin has kicked me out of his house loads of times, along with his parents. They're all horrible people."

Angel smiled at her. He always liked hearing Romina's tangents as they were typically amusing. She had all these muggle stories and nobody seemed to realize how fascinating they were.

"But I digress," Romina crossed her arms and scowled. "This was different. I hate Dudley — that's Harry's cousin's name — and his parents. And, yes, I know half the school hates Draco but I don't. He may think of me as an annoying girl but I'm sure he thinks everyone in the world is annoying except himself which" — she raised a finger in front of her — "is the real irony here."

Angel laughed. "I think that's a very good description of him. Blaise might like it."

"Oh, Blaise," Romina rolled her eyes, "He'll approve of anything if it's insulting someone. Even his own friends."

"If it's any consolation, Arden's been giving Draco a hard time. And Pansy."

"Mm, that last one might be just the usual between Arden and Pansy," Romina remarked.

Angel had to laugh again. That did seem very plausible.

"Well, hey, if there's anything I can do for you, just let me know," Angel said. "I don't like seeing you so upset."

Romina smiled softly at him. "Thanks, Angel." It did feel nice to vent a little bit without hearing the 'you want me to hurt him?' she kept getting from Arden, and Harry...and Ron.

"Soo, if you were heading the library, mind if I join you?"

Romina's smile spread. "I'd love it, actually."

Angel beamed. He motioned Romina to start walking first and then joined her on her side.

~ 0 ~

Defense Against the Dark Arts was a class no one knew whether to be excited for or dread now. Last year they had Lockhart who was a total loon obsessed with himself and fame and the year before they literally had Quirrell and Voldemort put into one. What the hell would this new professor hold for them? Walking in, the third year students found the classroom had been emptied of desks all except for a wardrobe that rattled violently every now and then. Professor Lupin stood just a couple feet from it, smiling with anticipation.

"Intriguing, yes?" he asked but of course no one answered. "Would anyone like to venture a guess as to what's inside?"

"That's a Boggart," Seamus Finnigan answered quietly.

"Very good, Mr. Finnigan. Can anyone tell us what a Boggart looks like?"

"No one knows," Hermione's voice made Ron jump in his spot. Even Harry and Romina turned to give the girl a strange look.

"When'd she get here?" Ron pointed a thumb in Hermione's general direction. Harry simply shrugged. He could have sworn Hermione hadn't walked in with them to the class. Hell, they barely managed to get Romina inside the room at all.

"Boggarts are shape-shifters. They take the shape of whatever a particular person fears most. That's what makes it so -"

"Terrifying, yes," Lupin finished for Hermione then continued addressing the class. "Luckily, a very simple charm exists to repel a Boggart. Let's practice it now, shall we? Without wands, please... Riddikulus!"

The rest of the students mimicked his tone and chanted, "Riddikulus!"

From the side of the class, Draco rolled his eyes and muttered. "This class is ridiculous."

"Good. So much for the easy part," Lupin continued. "You see, the incantation alone is not enough. What really finishes a Boggart off is... laughter. You need to force it to assume a shape you find truly amusing. Neville, come up here, will you?" Neville obviously gulped at the sight of the wardrobe but dutifully came forwards as asked. "What would you say is the thing that frightens you most?"

Neville stuttered a faint answer that no one really heard, "Profter... Snafpt…"

"Didn't catch that, Neville, sorry."

"Professor Snape," Neville managed the courage to respond clearly that time. Everyone in the class released a good natured laughter, including Lupin who nodded thoughtfully.

"Hmmm... yes. Neville, I believe you live with your grandmother?"

Neville's face garnered a new level of fear. "Yes, but I don't want the Boggart to turn into her either."

Lupin contained a laugh and said, "It won't. But I want you to picture her clothes, only her clothes, very clearly in your mind. Can you do that?"

Neville shut his eyes and began to list the articules of clothing of his grandmother. "She carries a red handbag…"

"That's fine. We don't need to hear it," Lupin cut him off softly. "If you see it, we will. Now, when I open this wardrobe, Neville, here's what I want you to do... " he leaned closer to Neville and whispered something incomprehensible to the boy. "You can do this, Neville." He stepped back to allow the boy some space.

Neville nodded nervously and took in a breath.

"Right then. Wand at the ready. One. Two. Three!" Lupin had pointed his wand at the wardrobe and turned its doorknob.

Within the second, Snape climbed out and moved straight for Neville who gasped and stepped back.

"Poor Neville…" Romina caught her breath. Harry nodded in agreement with her.

"Think, Neville. Think!" Lupin reminded as Snape got closer.

"R-r-riddikulus!"

There was a crack! noise and suddenly 'Snape' found himself in a flowery - clearly grandmotherly - dress along with a moth-eaten hat and a red handbag. Everyone burst into laughter at the sight. Neville beamed at the reaction, quite proud of himself too.

As the rest of the students - now excited of the assignment - gathered in a long, straight line, Lupin went to an old gramophone and dropped its prospecting needle over it to give the tune of an amusing song.

"Ron! Forwards!" he then instructed.

The ginger was pushed forwards and was horrified to see 'Snape' turn into none other than a large, ugly giant spider.

Harry, Hermione and Romina glanced at each other nervously.

Ron nervously raised a wand towards the boggart and said the correct spell. "Riddikulus!"

The spider garnered roller skates in each of its hairy feet in a crack of a second. It began to shuffle crazily in its spot. The class once more laughed out loud. Parvati Patil was up next and soon has a living vampire threatening to gobble her up.

"Riddikulus!"

The vampire switched its clothing, making it hilarious enough for more laughter to sunrise.

More students pushed to be next, clearly enjoying the task except for a couple Slytherins here and there.

"C'mon, Rom, you go next," Harry happily gave up his spot despite the black-haired girl fervently shaking her head.

Dean Thomas had just changed his fear of cobras into a plain ole jack-in-the-box.

"I'll go!" even Hermione was excited to do it, but Romina was already called in next.

But Romina suddenly found the spot in front of her empty...and she was next. "No, wait, I don't want to—"

But Harry gave her the last push forwards. He and Arden had made a pact to get Romina back to her normal self and if that included literally pushing her to do things, so be it.

Romina's face was already fear-stricken when she found herself facing the boggart that had yet to change. She swallowed hard. Oh God, please don't let it...

Sharp breathing came out of the girl as the boggart began to change from a frightening duck to...

The class, which had been full of laughter and cheers suddenly fell quiet as the boggart changed into a man. Confusion went from one student to the other as they tried to search for anything that seemed remotely fear-worthy. The man's shaggy dark brown, almost black, hair covered most of his forehead but the familiar chocolate, brown eyes stared directly at Romina.

Harry felt Arden push her way through the group until she stood beside him. They glanced at each other, silently asking if they recognized the man. Romina was practically frozen.

"Miss Oswell, remember the spell," Lupin's voice was gentle as he spoke to her. His eyes shifted between the girl and the boggart.

But a strangled-like gasp escaped through Romina's lips as the boggart-man changed into a woman. Her long, shiny, and curly black hair cascaded down her shoulders, covering up elegant-looking robes. Beedy, blue eyes stared towards Romina.

If Romina appeared terrified before, now she was downright horrified. Her arm raised, albeit trembling, to point her own wand at the woman.

The boggart/woman pointed her wand at Romina with a sinister smile.

Romina kept staring at the woman, her eyes constantly going up and down the woman's body. The hair was — her cheeks too? — but the man's eyes too — why were they both so—

Romina tried her best to remember what Lupin had instructed them to do but it was like her mind shut down and her body was refusing to work with her. Memories started filling her mind of photographs she saw, which she regretted with all her heart. She regretted ever going through their attic last summer, and she regretted taking the album, and the pictures and—

IlooklikethemIlooklikethemIlooklikethemIlooklikethem...

Romina felt like she couldn't breathe. Her chest actually felt tight and just as she tried breathing in, she dropped her wand to the ground and bolted from her spot.

"Romina—!" Harry tried to stop her but she shoved him away and anyone else who was in her way until she made it out the door.

"Miss Oswell!" Lupin also called after her, but she was already gone. He turned to the boggart, facing it and immediately shown his ultimate fear - which gave the impression of mist? - and promptly returned it to the wardrobe.

Arden picked up Romina's wand from the floor and turned to Harry, absolutely lost. "What the hell was that?"

Harry could only shrug as he was just as confused as she was. "I don't — who were those people?"

"Beats me!" Arden exclaimed.

The same confusion they had was in the rest of their friends. Arden walked out with her friends and heard the same questions.

"No, Carol, I don't know those people were," Arden said with a frustrated groan. "I don't — I mean, I wish I knew but I don't. I told you, Romina's been so strange."

"She seemed really upset," Angel said, "I don't think I've ever seen her get that upset about something. What could those two people mean to her?"

Draco, Blaise and Theodore joined them on their way down the stairs to the dungeons.

"You guys are that thick, then?" Draco sneered. "Idiots. All of you."

"Oh, and you know what's happened then?" Arden shot him a doubtful look.

"Not 100% but I'd say I'm at about 80%," he said pretty confidently which drew the curiosity of the rest of the group.

"What do you know, Draco?" Angel raised an eyebrow at him.

The blonde in question smiled from ear to ear. "Oh, I'm not saying a word. I have to confirm my suspicions first but," he exhaled dramatically, "I do fear Oswell would like me even less if I spilled her little secret."

"Oh, and suddenly you care about what she thinks?" scoffed Arden.

"Maybe, or maybe I just like seeing you idiots try to play detective."

"Draco, if you know something, say it," Daphne said, "Romina looked really upset. So scared."

"That's not my fault. And like I said, I want to confirm my suspicions first." Draco picked up his pace to reach the common room first. He had some writing to do, after all.

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ahleezeruinavt · 26 days

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Had the craziest experience of joining a “superhero roleplay server” for the first time in a while, one not distinctively Marvel or DC just kinda it’s own universe. It was considered “sci-fi” and so I didn’t really see any sci-fi elements really other than the city itself that it took place in but that was whatever

Things hit the fan when I started asking questions about the lore. Namely that if people born off of this island could have super powers (they called it “vigor” and also called their drug “vigor” which seems like it’s just a knock off version of Compound V from “The Boys”). When I tell you these people got so mad so fast.

Nobody on staff could give me a straight answer, and I think most of these people were in high school given their answers. They said no, if you’re born off the island, even if your parents were born on the island, that you could not have powers. I was confused because their written lore said it was “in their blood”. But when asked if it was genetic, they said no. Which is REALLY confusing bc if it’s in your blood when you’re born then it would be genetic.

I pressed a little further to ask why that is, and they dead ass told me “lol no we can’t tell you bc that’s something they’re finding out in the lore later” which is code for “we don’t have a reason yet, stop asking questions”. When something is the BASE REASONING in your RP server, maybe give it some sort of basis other than “people born here have magical powers”

So then I was like “okay so secretly mutated character is a no-go then, okay”, but someone else kept asking questions bc we were both GENUINELY CONFUSED on this whole “it’s not genetic but its in your blood”, bc they compared it with having mutations when you’re a baby. And I was literally trying to wrap my head around this bc no one was saying the same thing.

Eventually, I just got fed up bc the staff started blatantly ignoring me and the other person asking questions and left. My friends sent me this lovely screenshot from after I left.

Mind you, I did leave after “all that” bc no one of staff could give a clear answer on LITERALLY ANYTHING. It took a whole day to get an answer to a SUPER simply question about powers. ALSO I said that if the OC was too similar to X-Men I would 100% be willing to change it bc I had a back up character in mind anyways! Additionally, this shows me they did not read my powers at all bc I stated multiple times this was a NIGHTCRAWLER LEGACY I was looking to import over with any needed changes if she was too similar to Nightcrawler at the end of the day.

Like how are you going to insult me and be wrong about the x-men 😭😭

They then also gave me the most generic copy paste backstory for my character. “Well if you don’t want to be born on Selva, you can have magic instead of vigor” Cool, I asked how she would get her appearance with just magic alone. They just said “freak accident or spell gone wrong idk”

They had also proceeded to deny someone else’s character for assumptions THE STAFF made about them. Also had a ranking system that they didn’t have explained anywhere. Oh btw did I mention that in order to have a group of vigilantes you had to BUY IT WITH THE ECONOMY BOT? Bc god forbid you don’t want to join their one group.

Funniest thing was, when ranting about it in another RP server, someone told me their friend joined the server a while ago and the staff were all condescending and rude towards them. Can’t say I expect less from people who quite literally ignore everything they are asked to talk in general about the words for porn categories 😭

The server is called Selva City, so y’all can avoid it like the plague bc holy shit that was probably the worst RP experience I had in FOREVER.

#roleplay #oc rp #roleplay struggles #ahleezerants #please dont attack the people in this post #i just wanted answers bruh #rant post

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pisceanvixen · 1 year

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YOKO- Part 3 The Bass Player & His Pawns

Now, I'm going to add some context to the relationship between the bass player and I. A little history, if you will. We all know (to those who even cared to listen) that he painted this reprehensible picture of me as the crazy stripper. Poor Avery was manipulated and hypnotized by my siren like songs (that was sarcasm if you didn't notice). In short, I was a no good stripper using my powers to seduce Avery for his money. I mean it sounds like a fair play if you look at my back ground compared to Avery's fruitful life.

I'm a ghetto city girl from Southern California who was raised in a gang related family (my parents were initiated into an OC gang during the early moments of my childhood). They had me in high school. They were homeless and hopped from one empty Open House to another. They survived on peanut butter sandwiches and Top Ramen. Eventually, my parents eloped to Maui to get married. My biological father claims it is because my mom was an immigrant and she was going to get deported unless she married, then she could stay. My dad was a manipulative cheater with very misogynistic views. He constantly cheated on my mother. He was an alcoholic. And he was emotionally abusive towards my mother. (I will also touch base on my relationship with my father in a different post).

After my parents' divorce , my mom tried her best to raise us on her own. We had no money, we were homeless at times, and we rationed food a lot....which meant my mother didn't eat so we could. Don't get me wrong, when my mom remarried things started to look up for us in terms of comfortability. We were finally able to live a normal-ish life. But the mental scars of my family life (which I will possibly go into grave detail later) never faded. The bass player knew some of these details. He knew my background and parts of my upbringing. Initially, using it against me in the end to somehow paint me into the bad guy.

But it's funny how he decided to portray me as the crazy stripper, not knowing that it was my escape from my own personal hell at Porto's. It was a way to reclaim my body. It was a way to pay the bills and to eat some fucking food. And it was the only way we had enough money to save up to move to San Francisco so the bass player and my ex boyfriend could be in a band together. And keep in mind, they are BEST FRIENDS.

However, that's not even the ironic and seemingly funniest part of this story. What really gets me going is the audacity to call me a whore when the bass player made seemingly flirtatious efforts himself.

We worked alone together some nights. He was the pizza cook and I was the cashier. It worked out because we lived together with the rest of the band (excluding one member). So, there were a lot of alone moments. And sometimes, we would grab a drink and it was inevitably harmless. However, the questionable moments would be when he would constantly talk shit on his apparent "best friend". He said to break up with the drummer because I deserved so much better. What a friend, right? And if you ask him, I'm sure he'll deny it. The thing is is I don't really give a fuck if anyone believes me. I just give a fuck to talk about it and finally come clean with my side of the story.

Anyways, that was a separate incident...but there was one incident in particular that stood out to me. There was one night that the bass player was taking us home from work. It was a weekday so we closed at midnight. He asked if we could stop by a bar on the way home because he wanted to drop a pizza off that he made for someone's birthday. So, we went to that bar and grabbed drinks. There was conversation about what music I wanted to make and he offered to help me produce it. Also to keep in mind, the bass player and I's friendship was always rocky. So, this night was actually going pretty well. Until he asked me if the drummer (who is his best friend, I must remind you again) had texted me asking where I was yet. I told him no and thought it was a very strange question to ask. It was like he almost wanted the drummer to worry about where I was, knowing it was the bass player who was taking me home. He laughed and then we talked some more. He then asked again and the drummer actually did end up texting me about my whereabouts. I am not sure if I mentioned that to him but the only thing I remember is him laying his head on my shoulder. He was being extremely nice to me that night. It ends there with conversation that I don't remember.

There were smaller incidents. Like how his now ex girlfriend (and my ex best friend) would tell me that he always mentions how hot I am to her. They will both deny this, I'm sure. Whatever it takes to protect their image. Ultimately, this ended up with her hating me and constantly being rude or mean to me. She would call me fat. She denied the party I attempted to throw her. And she would joke about how all the guys at Escape From New York (the pizza place) fell head over heels for me, like they were entranced by my beauty. There was also one funny moment when she took a polaroid photo of me and handed it to the bass player (her at the time boyfriend) to see. I guess he was staring at it a little too long because she told him to, "stop staring at it already" and snatched the photo out of his hand. He would constantly tell me that because I am pretty, I am used to getting everything I want. For example, I got paid more than any other cashier employee. To which he assumed it was because of my looks. When really, it was because the owner of the shop touched me inappropriately and it made me uncomfortable. The raise was fucking hush money. In other moments, he would tell me to use that same pretty privilege when it best suited him.

I may be crazy for remembering all these tiny details, but I remember them because they actually played legitimate roles in my life.

Once the news came out about Avery and I, he insisted that all the band members have a talk at a bar. This is where he tried to convince Avery that I was up to no good. That my intentions were never to love him and to not trust me. Sadly, the guitarist said that me being a stripper was indeed a "shady" characteristic of mine. The guitarist was sweet to me at one point, but then his whole demeanor towards me change. I don't entirely blame this on the bass player though. Because there was another pawn at play when it came to how I was perceived to the public. (Note: The guitarist is Avery's best friend. In light of our wedding, I chose to forgive him but the incident still hurts me deeply).

The guitarist's now ex girlfriend was no doubt not making me sound any better. It seems like she was dropping nasty hints about me not only to the guitarist, but everyone else as well. It seemed like the drama was enjoyable to her, even when she claimed it caused her immense stress. In the midst of this news, Escape from New York Pizza actually shut down, causing all of us to find a new job elsewhere.

Avery and I found another job at the pizza shop where the guitarist and his ex girlfriend actually worked. It seems everyone heard about my personal life before I even arrived. I was admitting to one of the pizza cooks about the entire story and she actually apologized to me. She told me that she heard what happened from the ex girlfriend which was why she had me do all the really hard dirty, grimy, deep cleaning jobs. She was in charge of assigning those duties and saw it as punishment for me without even knowing me or my background story.

At this point, it was a complete double standard. While Avery seemingly got off the hook for an action we chose to do TOGETHER, I was the only one who was painted as a hoe. It's the idea that when a man takes another man's woman, it seems to be a competition of the heart. However, when a women does it it is considered "stealing". I hated how Avery was able to walk around without outright judgment (can't say whether or not others were also talking shit about him behind his back), but others would flat out ignore me. It was like people were waiting for a reason to dislike me and this was the golden fucking ticket. Literally, someone would say hi to Avery and roll their eyes and make a sour face when they looked at me; knowing very well who the hell I was. And it is insane to me how society just lets men commit these similar actions but it completely ruins the image of a woman if she does it. Like I said, a fucking double standard.

A good example that I have come across with is Cassie from Euphoria. If you have all watched that infamous show, then you know about Cassie's unhealthy obsession with Nate. She is typically hated for lying to her best friend and sleeping with her ex. I am not saying the behavior is excusable, but we are quick to judge her character. Cassie isn't a one dimensional person. The show goes into grave detail about Cassie's past and the possibility as to why she craves love from other men so bad. Yes, it is unfortunately the typical Daddy Issues trope, but it does play into her behavior. We forget for a moment that she is human. We forget that she has feelings and troubles of her own. We refuse to see why she acted like that because it might be cringy or not easy to watch. Obviously, we all root for Maddy. And don't get me wrong, I love that bad bitch more than anyone else but Cassie isn't someone I hate. I root for her, too. For her to see her worth at some point. To grow as a person and accept accountability for her actions (which means hopefully apologizing to Maddy, but that might not be the case). What I'm trying to say is, we are quick to judge women so fiercely and unapologetically that we tend to lose sight of our humanity.

And here is one last insight before I sign off on this particular post. Our house was located in Oakland Hills. Avery and the bass player shared a garage that was transformed into a one bedroom apartment. The bass player set up his bed in the living room. Avery ended up taking the actual bedroom. Since I was no longer dating the drummer, I obviously moved out of the room and into Avery's. It wasn't the ideal solution for anyone, but I couldn't find another place to live. At this point, everyone was treating me like garbage. Like I wasn't even human at all.

The bass player said I wasn't allowed to walk through his room, but Avery was. The bathroom was connected to the living room. Which meant, I had to climb outside the window and pee outside like a dog or wild animal. The bass player didn't care. So, I decided to cut a portion of the living room and turn it into a room of my own. And then the guitarist's girlfriend complained about how it made her uncomfortable. When Avery suggested that him and I move out, they didn't want him to leave. Only me.

So, you see. I had reached the lowest point of my life at that moment. I wasn't treated as a woman or even human for that matter. I wasn't even acknowledged at a person with actual fucking feelings. Instead, I ended up apologizing to everyone. I was the one who slipped quietly away because nobody else would come to defend me. But here's the the thing, nobody is going to save you except your fucking self.

To the bass player, you can take that fake ass apology you apparently wanted to give me and shove it up your ass. You talk shit about literally everyone and you're never happy. You left your best friend behind to become friends with Avery again here in Los Angeles? Some friend. You tell him how his ex lover is psychotic and yet you hang out with her. You tell him that your current girlfriend is toxic and you want to leave her and yet, you're still here. You sit here and judge me. Tell my life story when it is only through your eyes and not mine.

Anthony, you don't get to tell my fucking story. I do. So, go fuck yourself.

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queen-of-my-goofball-army · 3 years

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OC Master List

Obviously if you’ve followed me for any length of time you will know that I have a really nasty habit of making characters of my own design. I love to be creative and make my own realities through this medium. It’s actually one of my favorite things to do. I’ve wanted to make this for a while because my friends sometimes get confused as to which OC that I’m talking about so this is the master list for everybody.

My Hero Academia: If I have any fandom where most of my OCs go it’s into the MHA fandom. I have currently five OCs in this show so let’s talk about them one by one.

Mitsuki Haruka: My first OC that I truly ever created and invented with the knowledge of doing it. Mitsu has a really special place in my heart because she was the first and the one that I work for the most in this fandom usually. Her comfort character is Katara from Avatar The Last Airbender. Her quirk is water. She can pretty much do anything with water. She can heat it, freeze it, glide around on it, whip it out of her and use something that I stole from Fairy Tail called waterlock where she locks a person inside of a body of water. Her canon partner is Tenya Iida my favorite square boi. I often talk about her with her adopted brother and my amazing friend @bio-hazard0us OC Kaku.

Violet Katsuragi: Violet is one that I don’t really talk about in great detail a whole lot because every time I try to I cry. Her family is a massive shit show and I always feel so bad for making it that way. I’m always like “My poor baby who is making you suffer so much-oh yeah it’s me sorry about that babe.” She is my “villain” OC. She is really only a member of the league so that she can stay close with her boyfriend and love of her life Twice (Jin). Her quirk is that she can control the plant tattoos that are on her arms by summoning them and using them in combat. Her comfort character is Mary Poppins because it reminds her of her older brother. Violet is an actress for a local community theater once the league disbands quietly. She and Jin also adopt Toga (a younger member of the villain league) as their own daughter to give her a second chance at life. I love her even though she’s the saddest backstory one that I have to work with it’s also the most fulfilling when I write fluff for her.

Shizuko Kanade: Another absolute baby with a crappy home life. I’m sorry that I made it that way hun but it gets better for you I promise. Shizuko is my quirkless OC and my genius tech girl. She lives below her best friend and brother in arms Denki Kaminari and they’ve been best friends since they moved into the same building together. Her comfort character is PJ from the Goof franchise especially from Goof Troop that was her favorite show to watch with her aunt when she was growing up. She starts off really chubby, the cute kind of chubby but starts drastically dropping pounds in order for her parents to love and accept her. When they still don’t Denki has enough and talks to his mom and they decide to call the police and foster Shizuko into their own home. They get a restraining order against her biological family and my best girl gets a happy home. She wants to be the first quirkless hero to rely completely on support items. (She is also partnered with Shoji if anybody is curious.)

Arashi Mitsuha: This absolute baby, I love them. Ari is my gender fluid OC that I made who started off as just your everyday cis male but then I had an idea that spiraled from Ari in eyeliner to Ari in a skirt and then we wound up with the gender fluid absolute icon that they are today. Ari has a weather quirk. Basically anything involving weather they can do it with their eyes closed. Thunder and lightning storms, tsunamis, tornados but also snow and sunshine. They’re really OP and hella versatile it makes it more fun to write their fighting style. I paired them up with Denki in your stereotypical meet-cute scenario. In terms of backstory they just had a really bad ex-boyfriend before Denki came into their life like a literal speeding bullet. Their comfort character is Hedwig from Hedwig and the Angry Inch.

Litzy Diaz: My last and FINAL MHA OC I promise you. Litzy is from a small town in Mexico and transferred to UA giving herself a second chance to start anew with her new friends and away from her toxic parents. She is fostered by Aizawa and Present Mic who have already adopted Shinsou so they are brother and sister in every way but blood. Her quirk was very heavily inspired by my love of Dr Facilier in Princess And The Frog. She can control shadows, shadow travel through things such as walls and she can control her friends on the other side basically demons from the underworld. Present Mic sees her as his long lost daughter and basically worships the ground that she walks on. He loves her more than anything in the entire world. Her comfort character is Miguel from Coco and La Muerte from Book Of Life. Her canon partner is Juso from Class B.

DuckTales: I only have one DuckTales OC (thank the Gods) but she’s very special and important to me. I love the reboot of this show even if I’m way the hell behind on it (I promise I’ll catch up after Gravity Falls Donuts!!).

Sabrina Duck: Sabrina is a sister for Huey, Dewey and Louie!! She shares the title of oldest quadruplet by thirty seconds and often took over the motherly role for her siblings when their mom wasn’t there. She was always reminding them to do their homework, regulated who got TV time and who was in charge of the delegated family movie night. This resulted in a rift between her and her brother Dewey that only got bigger overtime. School was really hard for her to deal with. She was never the best at paying attention during her classes and had a really bad sensory overload one day. She was really close with her uncle Ludwig though and he offered to teach her. They have a really special bond between the two of them that I love writing for. Sabrina was the person that grounded Ludwig to not think up as many crazy inventions. She also knits!! She loves knitting sweaters for her friends and family around the holidays. I am partnering her up with Gosalyn eventually.

Star Vs The Forces Of Evil: To be perfectly honest with you guys, I have not seen the entire show. It’s really hard for me to get into it. Because when you only really love one character in the entire thing it gets harder to keep coming back for more. Especially because in the first two seasons you don’t get a whole lot of him and I’m stuck on season 2.

Allania (Nia) Alvez: I feel like out of all my OCs I am the most like Nia. She’s a half elf-half mortal princess that isn’t allowed to live with the elves so they sent her to live with her mortal father. Her dad’s run a bakery in town and she works there as an assistant baker when she isn’t preparing for her next drag show. She grew up in this family full of love and acceptance and grew excited about one day having a relationship just like her parents. Her first brush with love left her broken by the side of the road even though no relationship came of it. A lot of my feelings for my ex-best friend went into Nia’s personality. However, there is a bright side! Of course with every one of my fics so far there is a bright side that comes in the form of my favorite character Tom who gives her the love that she deserves.

Animaniacs: Of course this is me we’re talking about so there has to be an Animaniacs OC on this list! This is actually the first character that I ever made on my own free will! She has changed a lot throughout the years that I’ve had her mostly because my tastes have changed.

Elizabeth Martin: Lizzy is a member of the scene crowd, I was inspired by my best friend and what she wears every day. For the modern au that I have her in her and Yakko are dance partners in a musical theater style school. For the regular fic she’s cast as his love interest. I love this girl so much. To me she is everything that I want to be even now. Her strength and confidence to get through every situation, even the ones that she is afraid to deal with speaks volumes to how I want to be one day. One of the few things that we have in common is that we both did martial arts! She stuck with it for longer than me though and is currently a green belt in kempo karate. Her favorite musical is Fun Home because it’s the one that she relates to the most through the eyes of the mother Helen Beckdal. Her parents basically had three other kids and went here take care of these it’s your job. Every time I listen to Days and Days I think of how much she had to go through just to make sure that everything was going according to plan.

Looney Toons: Who doesn’t love Looney Toons?! We all have our personal favorite characters, mine has always been the schemer Daffy Duck. I thought that he was a combination of the funniest and had the most personality other than Bugs. I love his antics and get rich quick schemes and I thought to myself one day “How cute would it be if he had an adorable little niece who loved space?!”

Daniella Duck: This began the creation of one of the best ideas that I personally think that I have ever had. So Daniella is the only one out of all my OCs that does not have aspergers. Instead I looked at Daffy’s elongated tongue and was like “Hm something inside of me thinks that she would have down-syndrome...” At first she was just going to have a little bit of her uncle’s speech impediment but this is what happens when I get ideas when I’m working out. Daniella lives with her uncle on the warner movie lot in the show fic. I love writing for her and her uncle’s relationship because it’s soft Daffy (it’s very similar to writing for soft Grunkle Stan and I LOVE BOTH). Daniella also has an uncle figure in Bugs and Porky of course. I gave her canon partner to Wakko because I just thought that they would be SO cute together. He helps her work on her self confidence and working her way around her speech impediment. In the modern au that I have she has a brother Ding Dong (@oo-fabooo02 OC). She goes to school with Wakko, loves Ed, Ed N Eddy, helps her uncle on his podcast because Daffy is a comedian in this au and she helps him write his script for the episodes. She loves space in both aus but in the modern au she actually is able to become an astronaut!

Teen Titans\Promare: I have the same OC for both Teen Titans and for Promare but she’s more for Promare right now. What started off as just a happy au that she could have with her comfort character from the TT fic sort of spiraled into this whole other au.

Keiko Katsuragi\Fotia in the Promare au: Keiko is a really special OC in my heart. She’s adorable, fun loving, sweet and just an all around amazing girl. In the Teen Titans au she’s a lot more damaged emotionally. Her father gave her powers through a serum that she didn’t even really want (she thought that he was joking) and it caused her house to burn down. When she left Japan she was homeless until the Teen Titans found her. Keiko is a member of the decora community and loves cutesy, girly things (especially Pokémon, Sanrio characters, Spongebob, Strawberry Shortcake and Care Bears). Her collection of stuffed animals is immense and intimidating. Her canon partner is Beast Boy. I’ve had Keiko since I was six and only just started to refine her and make her into an official OC. Promare au Keiko still has BB as her partner but I made him into a fire fighter for this au to work. She started off in a poly relationship with Meis and Gueira but I changed my mind. Writing the Promare au gave me the chance to make a happy unscarred Keiko. Her comfort character in this au is Dot.

Princess And The Frog: If you forced me to pick a favorite Disney movie this one would be one of the two answers that I gave to you. I have a very big soft spot for this movie in particular. It is one that changed my life when I sat there as a young child and watched the movie unfold in front of my very eyes. Every time I rewatch this movie I am reminded of how much of my childhood I spent loving hand drawn Disney animation.

Rhiannon (Rae): Rae is the daughter of Tiana and Naveen. I named her after Raymond the firefly. If you knew what a big comfort character my favorite cajun firefly is for me and my mom then her name will come as no surprise. She is the baker and pastry chef for Tiana’s Palace. Rae is a multi musically talented young girl she plays the ukulele, trumpet and accordion. When I first started writing for her I knew that I wanted her to be bisexual. So I turned to one of my favorite animation fun facts that I know. When Jim Cummings was first auditioning for Raymond they had him sing a song. This song that he sang is by Leon Russel and it’s called Cajun Love Song. It is also the song that he sings when he is untying Tiana and Naveen’s tongues. The song is about a girl named Alice. And part of my brain that makes these connections went perfect! That’ll be the name of her girlfriend. Rae is mostly a daddy’s girl. The relationship between her and Naveen was really what helped me refine her personality. Her comfort character is Rabbit from Winnie The Pooh. She is a gardener in her free time and that’s where she gets a majority of her fresh fruits and vegetables for her pastries and desserts. She isn’t really the best at being a princess. In fact she hates when she has to go and visit Maldonia. She doesn’t feel at home there and they won’t let her cook or bake anything at all because it’s not seen as ladylike. This is when she mostly feels like something is wrong with her. Why can’t she just do this one seemingly simple thing for her dad? When he does so much for her why can’t she do this? She learns that even though she isn’t perfect she is so very much loved that it’s ridiculous. Her family loves her so much and they’re willing to move hell or high water for her to be comfortable.

Gravity Falls: My most recent obsession (I did not have cable when the original show was being released please don’t kill me). I have recently been binging this show on Disney+ and have just started the second season. I hope to be done with it within the next week or so because I love it so much. My favorite character so far is definitely Grunkle Stan. I love his growth and development from a power hungry greedy old man to somebody that clearly loves the kids that are put under his care. Watching his adorable relationship with mother and the father son relationship with Dipper is something that is really close to my heart.

Twilight Pines: My most recent OC!! Twilight is the older sister of Mabel and Dipper and has been visiting Grunkle Stan for years prior to the start of the show. She’s used to his money scheming antics by now but she still loves her favorite Grunkle. Growing up, Twilight had a nervous stutter. She was shy, nervous a lot, socially awkward and was never really the best at dealing with other people. This made her comfort character Piglet from Winnie The Pooh. Her stutter is still there but it’s gotten a lot better!! She spent the year before the show starts at drama camp trying to get over her stutter. While it’s not gone completely it was a lot of progress. She has a really strong relationship with her caretaker for the summer because of the years that she’s spent with him in the past. Up until Mabel went with her for the summer she thought that she would be the only niece in his heart. See, after Mabel was born she took up a lot of the attention. Everyone wanted to look at the cute one instead of the nervous one. It’s just the way that life is. But during the summer she got to spend it being the favorite relative of somebody. When she notices how close Mabel and Stan are getting that’s when she knows that it’s over. She was naive to ever think that somebody would pick her as the favorite. Not when Mabel existed alongside her. It’s not that she doesn’t love Mabel because she clearly does. It’s just that well sometimes she wants to be loved and appreciated by her parents instead of constantly being sidelined. That’s why her summers with her Grunkle were so important to her. It was just three months out of the year. But for those three months working at the Mystery Shack and having all kinds of chaotic fun were the highlight of her year. She has to learn that she has her own values too. One’s that while don’t oversell her sister are still her’s and they are still beautiful. She learns that her parents love and care about her just as much as her sister. It’s just hard to be a show stealer in this house let’s be honest. Twilight is a pansexual and her canon partner is Wendy.

#OC #my hero academia #DuckTales oc #Teen Titans oc #Promare oc #Princess and the frog #Gravity Falls #master list

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mozaikrolez · 3 years

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alright !! i ’ ve complied some new muses that i will be adding to this blog ! i’ll be working on adding them to my muse list in the next few days ( or so ... ) while i edit a few things on here .

miu iruma : secondary list

miu comes from danganronpa v3 . she’s a very loud & crude person who speaks her mind , full stop . i’ve portrayed her briefly on another rp multimse , but alas , i’ve abandoned that blog . i wish to change her up a bit & make her a lot less crude . i will still stay true to her character mostly , but i will tone her down a bit because she’s the type to say ANYTHING to WHOEVER & that’d be too much lol !

gaito kurouzu : secondary list

another muse i briefly portrayed while i took sometime off the tumblr rp scene . i enjoyed my time rp-ing as him but the chatrooms didn’t fulfill my rp wants like the community on tumblr, so here we are ! giving it a go again ! things i would like to see happen for gaito ? well i’d like to look into his fear of cats more & other stuff regarding his motivation . ngl , i wasn’t a fan of the explanation on why he suddenly up & left his house sooo i’m gonna headcanon the hell out of him .

shido magoroku : secondary list

he’s funny ! i need more doofuses on this blog , ok & he’s hands down best doofus i’ve seen in a while . i enjoy him & i’m sure many will too ! what do i want out of him ? some laughs & lonely child needs some damn friends ! LONELY CHILD NEEDS SOME DAMN FRIENDS !

ikazuchi ( bolt fuchigami )

another muse i wanted to try out but ended up not placing him on the blog . now that there are more FCBF muses i’ll add him ! i can make some au’s for him too ! maybe a demon slayer verse or something ? breathe of thunder all the way ! btw , i’m more inclined to portray him as ikazuchi rather than bolt ( i’ll get into more detail on his about page ) .

gwyn ronny : secondary list ( considering main tbh )

the moment i saw this boy i thought he wasn’t human . i’m gonna keep it brief ( lord knows i could go on ) but gwyn gives me hardcore faerie/starchild vibes ... SO IMMA HEADCANON HIM TO HELL .

mitsuru ichihoshi : secondary list

aaaaaaaa , i love this starboy !! i was thinking about adding him but opted not to . & yes , to those that know -- i will be portraying mitsuru not hikaru . because i have shirou & i’m playing him in his original verse ( which is similar to hikaru’s ) i’m gonna be portraying mitsuru in an au . a lot of headcanon’s with this one .

valentine : secondary muse

yet another muse that i’ve written elsewhere at one point ! due to her appearance & aesthetics n shit , she’s primarily seen as like ... a fanservice character but i ( & many others ) know that she’s so much more than that ! i actually love her so much but feared too many ppl would only interact with her for smut ( i’ve had ppl ignore this rule on old blogs & on other platforms as well ) . she’s a sad villain tbh & i want to explore that !!

eliza : secondary muse

she’s just great ! pure evil -- i love it . blood manipulating powers presented nicely . eliza is another fav of mine from skullgirls ( aside from valentine & double ) .

mitsuri kanroji : request / selective list

i really really want to give mitsuri a shot as a muse but i wasn’t that confident in my ability to . i decided to try but i’ll be fairly selective with who i use with her for now ( only for my own comfort ;w; ) .

kanae kocho : request / selective list

i want to give kanae a try , but due to her backstory --- all possible interactions with her will be plotted & have a storyline to a slight degree. random memes can be sent to her , but only after we’ve discussed a plot of some sort . both kocho sisters on this blog are linked in a way , so kanae is mostly here for younger shinobu days , but now there’s an option of having a thread with just kanae !! yay ! *ugly cries*

sassy : fandomless oc on @sassysnax

oh , hey !! a fandomless oc i’ve been working on in the last lil bit ! it’s a horror oc ( cuz ya girl just loves hORROR BABY ) based off of one of my bunnies !! yes , u read that correctly ! my rabbit sassy ( i had for 9 years ) was very peculiar . a lot of rabbits have unique personalities & i’ve grown up with them all my life & never have i seen one act that much like the other . they had distinct personalities -- but sassy was by far the funniest ! in fact , part of my main oc ( hiromi konoe from @wiccanflare ) has some personality inspo from her . obviously , it’s exaggerated to the max & combined with my close friends tho --- but anyway , i decided to make an oc purely based on my dear sassy . btw , due to the nature of the blog , major trigger warnings for fake blood portrayed as real , fake gore portrayed as real , weapons , religious themes , themes of death , partial nudity ( nothing necessarily sexual in nature ) & creepy teeth ? all will be tagged of course , but these themes will be present in writing & visuals . btw , this is a sideblog to this one so i won’t be able to follow back from that blog .

if anyone wants to plot with one of these muses or get a starter written out for them , i can still do that even if they aren’t listed yet ! feel free to jump in the im’s at any time !!!

#˗ˋ *ﾟ ♦︎ ⟶ 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐜𝐞. ／ ooc.#/ i hope this stays under a read more or im gonna -----#/ i'll tag this tho just in case #long post /#tw long post #tw: long post

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shuuos · 3 years

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tag game!!!

i got tagged by @fandomfishbish !!!!!! :D :D :D

tag game rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better !!!

here are the questions and answers !!!

Name/Nickname: bo !!! i may snatch the name kiki too idk it’s cute tho

Gender: fuck uh good question. idk like it’s related to feminity in the way a dog is related to a wolf but that’s abt it

Star sign: pisces hell yeah!!! i looked up my star chart and immediately forgot so pls don’t ask!!!!!!

Height: 5’3″ and fuck all my friends who are taller than me /j

Time: uhhh mountain standard time if i remember right?

Birthday: march 17!!!

Favorite bands: suddenly i have forgotten every band except for fall out boy ngkcsnkl

Favorite solo artist: JUST ONE?? god uhhhh cavetown maybe?? dodie??? idk man there’s too many good artists out there!!!!!

Song stuck in my head: rät by penelope scott sdncfdkn the animatic vibes are too immaculate

Last movie: god wait i remember give me a second uhhhh GUARDIANS OF THE GALAXY 2 I THINK

Last show: the umbrella academy bc my sister and i are still trying to binge watch it (and failing to get past the third episode orz we’re too sleeby)

When did I create this blog: ok let’s see i was in 7th grade i think so like.... sometime in late 2014-early 2015 i think?? idk i just know i was in middle school

What do I post: sometimes art, sometimes music, sometimes shitposts or other extremely good posts!!!

Last thing I googled: ancient girl names bc i’ve made yet another oc rip

Do I get asks: no :(

Why I chose my url: uhhh back when i was on deviantart i wanted a ~cool~ username, and i could have sworn i saw this on a username list but i can’t find it anymore so i guess i just made it up!!!!

How many blogs do I follow: 3599 holy shit

How many followers I have: 375 which is actually a lot more than i expected tbh

Average hours of sleep: about 12 hours on a good day, 4 on a bad one, i’d say?? usually i get 6-8 tho

Lucky number: 3, i guess?? that’s always what i’ve defaulted to anyway!!!

Instruments: i can play the ukulele and technically the piano but only by ear,,

What am I wearing: uhhhh shorts and the big star wars shirt my 8th grade homeroom teacher gave me for field day (i don’t watch star wars but we wanted a team uniform and her husband was a geek so she had a lot of shirts to spare sngckjfd)

Dream job: i’ve always imagined that being a freelance artist would be nice!! i don’t think i’m rlly made for capitalism tho i’d rather just run off into the woods and look at clouds

Dream trip: uhhh europe maybe?? i wanna see my friends over there,, or maybe a cross-country road trip????? idk i’ve never really thought abt this?

Last book I read: ,,,,,,, the angel experiment bc i needed to do research for some ocs

Favorite food: mmmmmmmm i’m gonna have to go with pan de dulce bc fuck yeah. sweets and bread.

Nationality: uhhh mexican-american on my mom’s side and venezuelan on my dad’s!!!

Favorite song: wh. why would you ask me this. i’m just gonna pick a song out of my spotify playlist and go: absolutely smitten by dodie HELL YEAH THAT’S A GOOD ONE!!!

Top three fictional universes: hmmm these aren’t in order at all but i’m gonna go with: maximum ride bc winge and also the pseudoscience is just vague enough where u can go buckwild with worldbuilding and i love it, revue starlight bc GOD the uniforms the stage girls wear are so fucking cool and i would kill to own one, and animal crossing bc it’s chill heart emoji

What is something you like about yourself?: if we’re talking physically, my hair is very soft and fluffy and it’s very nice, but if u mean like personality-wise, i am the funniest bitch in this house /lh

ok tag time!!!! unfortunately i have eggs eye and tea so i’m mostly gonna tag my friends and people i’ve generally talked to before:

@homotankki @aviandalek @maxtothemax @no1fan15 @procrastinatorkimberlygrey @autisticfang oh god i don’t talk to that many people uhhh if u see this feel free to use me as an excuse to answer these questions??? if u want???? there’s probably more people i wanted to tag but i have bad memory and Cannot remember

#tag game

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thelastdragneel6417 · 4 years

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Son of the vanguard characters: Vex part 1

Hey y’all I know and I’m sorry that I’ve still haven’t posted the first chapter I’m sorry it’s taking this long, it’s just I’ve been off my medication for a while now and I couldn’t focus on anything.

But now I’ve got my medicine refilled so now I can hopefully get started for real soo in the meantime I wanted to show you all jaune’s son vex soo here ya go

(Warning I just wanted to make thing clear straight up vex is NOT my oc he is the oc of a very good friend of mine that allowed me permission to use him also we came up with all of the scenes in their relationship together. So I asked him to make his headcanons and he sent me this)

- Vex was awakened just a little before Dominus Ghaul decided to fuck everyone's shit up. Like, six months prior.

- Wasn't really anything special, really. Just a dumb New Light stumbling about with his rag-tag Fireteam - who he'd been with basically since he was raised from the dead. They'd found eachother practically within the days.

- Myles-15 awoke first, then it had been Nils-17. Then, it'd been Vex. And Vex, of course, was the last to be found, and to complete the trine. A Titan, a Hunter, and a Warlock. What could go wrong!

- After the Fall, he was pretty much was left to fend for himself til he was able to find and re-unite with his Fireteam mates, this time in reverse. Nils had been found on Titan, and Myles had been found later on Io.

- He'd gotten to know Cayde-6 only a little, before.... y'know.

- Cayde-6 had let the young New Lights (Vex and Nils-17) come along with him, Jaune, and Petra to the Prison as a 'taste of adventure'... and, well... that's all she wrote.

- They both had gotten themselves attached to the Vanguard Hunter pretty quickly, so when Jaune decided he was gonna hunt down Uldren and his Barons - they both demanded that Jaune let them come along - after basically ambushing him and appearing unnanounced. Wanted to help. Wanted to get revenge, just like him.

- Of course, it was a rocky and full of bullshit relationship. They were bickering constantly, and Vex being Vex, was an absolute hard-ass and a fuckin' prick in return just to be spiteful. Nils was just angry, but less of a prick that Vex was.

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- It was only really when Vex had gotten himself entangled in the Hangman's grasp mid-teleport step, that Jaune REALLY seemed to care about the punk New Light. Even if he was a jerk, it just wouldn't be right to let someone else die at the hands of these Scorned bastards.

- Cue the cheesy and breathless, 'you saved me?' and the equally cheesy 'I couldn't just let you die like that' response.

- But SIKE, no enemies to lovers trope, bitches. Try found family instead!

- After the whole Uldren situation, they got close. And, well, Jaune kinda.... sorta adopted Vex out of the blue. Decided that yep, he'd be his new son, because if he wasn't gonna look out for the walking disaster, who else would?

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- Vex was a little more than 'just a bit' freaked out by Jaune's seemingly sudden turn-around in attitude after the whole Uldren situation.

- At first he pushed the man away more often than not, but after a few mediating talks to the seasoned Titan from Myles, the EXO just sighed, and told Vex that he should try to use this opportunity from the elder Guardian to get more friends than just him and Nils. It'd be good for him.

- And Vex, very much like a cat, begrudgingly accepted the new person (Jaune) and the new relationship (Jaune's insistence on wanting to 'adopt' him, and his acceptance to become friends first, to hopefully grow it into a more father-son environment later) into his life.

- Yeah, it was still rocky. Jaune was terribly over-affectionate, it seemed, and it was suffocating Vex. But... after awhile, he was steadily getting used to it. And they really did become friends. And then, after a loooong while, Vex finally began to let in the idea of the Jaune quite literally adopting him, under permission from Zavala. It wasn't everyday a Guardian wanted to adopt another Guardian, okay? It was something new!

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- It was surprsing, to see how well they got along in Crucible. Bit scary how well they worked on a team!

- Gambit, too! Even if Jaune absolutely did NOT trust the Drifter, Vex surely seemed to.

- Though, it does get to a point where even Jaune has had enough of Vex's bullshit. His favorite method of punishment is to take away the Warlock's weapons, and to replace them with bows, hand cannons, and fusion rifles - because he DESERVES it. And it's the fucking funniest shit (and way too satisfying) in existence to hear Vex scream 'FUCK' all the way across the map when he misfires for the twentieth time in a single match, be it in Crucible or in Gambit.

That’s all for right now part 2 will come later thank you sooo much for reading this have an amazing day.

Edit: I forgot to mention and people like my good friend @bssaz97 were confused vex is NOT an actual vex he is actually an awoken. There’s a funny story about that actually it’s because my friend was new to destiny and didn’t realize that the vex were an actual thing and only realized they were after he named him but he liked the name too much so he just rolled with it.

Sorry for all the confusion

#jaune arc #rwby #destiny #jaune arc son of the vanguard #vex

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sharysisnhmoonshadow · 4 years

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10 Questions:

Tagged by @anomalous-appliances ❤️ sorry for the wait, my answers were LONG!

1. What’s the weirdest thing that’s ever happened to you? I’ve had . . . A lot of weird shit happen to be honest. Depends on your definition of weird, and what you’re willing to believe. A few of the oddest are mentioned below.

2. Have you ever had any kind of supernatural experience? I have had several. Used to live (briefly) and spend a lot of time at a friend’s house that was haunted when I was very young. Our moms were best friends and there were four of us kids, all one to two years apart. All of us, plus several other visitors, all had encounters one way or another. The house came with rules, but otherwise whatever occupied that house was easy to coexist with. If anyone is interested I can get more in depth, but that’s a post unto itself.

More recently, several years back, my boyfriend Josh and I were donating things to a local thrift store. One of those items was a glass vase that we had set down on the pavement (donation center was outside) as we waited for an employee. The vase slid a foot by itself on an upward slant. Needless to say, we dropped our stuff off and beat a hasty retreat. It took me MONTHS to go back to that thrift store.

3. What kind of pets do you have/want? I have one black Betta fish named Gavin (named after my favorite asshole from DBH), had one gold mystery snail (RIP Roomba!), and of course my baby girl Caeli, aka the Monster. Caeli is a 14 year old ½ Arabian horse (almost a pony, she’s barely 14 hands tall). I always wanted a horse growing up, and I got Caeli when she was just seven months old. Taught her everything myself! She will be my first and last horse. Josh agreed to buy her for me as an early Valentine’s Day present. ❤️

4. Favorite place you’ve been, and why? Monterey Bay Aquarium. It’s my happy place and where I go when an emotional or spiritual recharge. I don’t even need to go with anyone! I’ll pick a day and then get up early and make the drive solo. There is nothing more magical than walking through the Open Sea exhibit while listening to Phildel. The Smithsonian Museum of Natural History is also amazing! (Only been once)

5. What’s your current fandom, and what other notable ones have you been into? Currently into DBH hard. I also love Assassin’s Creed (I have a story planed for that. I have four chapters written and a 5,000 word story outline. It’s a daunting undertaking), and of course I love SPN! I read a lot of MCU and HP as well. Yu Yu Hakusho (way back, Kurama was my first Cosplay). Transformers (G1, the first Bayverse movie only (even then it’s love/hate), and the Bumlebee movie). My favorite OCs come from my TF/SPN crossover series Disregarded. My main character Jodi is also the first asexual I have ever written. 🥰 I’m also being dragged (willingly) into the Witcher fandom by all the amazing content people have been putting out! (Now I’m two episodes in and I love Geralt’s relationship with his horse, and Jaskier is just adorable)

6. Favorite fanfic trope (it’s a good question!)? OOOOOOooohh, I love so many? I’m a sucker for soulmates, time travel fix its, and found family in a wide variety of flavors. I’m weak for characters being fiercely protective of each other, and love nothing more than hurt/comfort as a result. Give me fluff, and angst with a happy ending! Also love a well written Sentinel/Guide AU (never seen the source material but I love when the mechanics are applied to fics, and there are some fantastic fics out there!)

7. What’s the funniest thing that’s ever happened to you? Josh and I were at a red light, discussing an upcoming anime convention. We were excited and did this little synchronized dance with alternating fist pumps to the air. We look over and this stone faced biker on a Harley was staring at us. This guy was like a living stereotype. Skullcap. Sunglasses. Big beard. Biking leathers. Light turns green and he guns it, and then cuts in front of us. This dude lets go of his handlebars, does our fist pump dance and then roars away on his bike. We were dying in hysterics! We still love telling that story!

8. What’s the strangest thing you’ve ever eaten? Soursop smoothie. This was delightful if you’re a fruit lover (spoiler, I am!). I have also had Sweetbread, and I am not a fan (it’s not sweet and not bread).

9. Combine some animals into a new creature. What would it be? When I was in elementary school I was asked to create my own creature for a habitat. I was assigned desert. The resulting critter was this wolf/cheetah/hyena thing with webbed paws, long ass legs, Ginormous ears and a weaponized tail. I called it a Carthage and I still want one So BAD!

10. What’s your favorite thing to cook/bake? Cook- Taco Salad. It’s easy and my repertoire is tiny! Bake- pumpkin chocolate chunk cookies. It was a baking improvisation that turned out delicious! I’ll happily offer the recipe if anyone is interested! And Adult Butterbeer! (Aka a bottle of cream soda with 1 ½ shots of butterscotch schnapps!)

Now, what to pick for my questions? Hmmm.

Favorite fanfic trope? ( it really is a good question!)

Favorite dessert, and/or favorite breakfast?

Ever been to a convention and/or festival? It there’s a lot then what was your favorite?

Your ideal form of transportation or dream car?

What’s the most outrageous hair you’ve had?

Urban living or wide open spaces?

What fictional character would you genuinely want to meet?

Favorite holiday?

Beverage of choice?

Favorite extinct creature? If none, then favorite Pokémon! 😉

(No Pressure!) Tagging: @berry--blonde @ausp-ice @ilikechampagne @its-a-lisbee @the-horny-bisexual-spaniard

Anyone who feels like playing really! Fun if ur bored. Not pressure!

#ask games

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jinterlude · 5 years

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To The One Who’s An Almost:

» gif credits: Mansae MV

↳ Pairing(s): Choi Seungcheol x Reader (Female OC)

↳ Genre(s): High School!AU, Basketball Captain!AU , To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before!AU, Opposites Attract Trope, Almost Lovers Trope ,Humor, Angst, & Slight-Fluff

↳ Warning(s)/Rating: Swearing / PG-13

↳ Words: 3.5K

↳ Summary: 5 letters. That’s all you have ever written throughout your life…well…your life as a high school student. 5 different fellas came into your life and has made a memorable impact in your heart that you honestly needed to unleash those feelings. So, you grab a pen, some paper, and envelopes and simply write. You write how it is because of them that you experience that love comes in different forms. Some noticeable and some you need to take a magnifying glass to. You’re honestly and truly thankful towards them, and the best part is that they will never know about your hidden feelings…right?

« Last Letter | Next Letter »

You stare absentmindedly at the pastel-blue colored envelope. Your chest tightens as you feel tiny twinges of pain in your heart. Do you really want to open up a wound that is still kind of fresh in your mind? Just the other day, you’ve caught a glimpse of him in the hallway, you swear that his gaze has met yours. You even believe that you’ve also seen a tiny smirk.

That God damn smirk of his…

Letting out an exasperated sigh, you decide to use up the last remaining ounce of courage and open up his letter. Your fingers touch the smooth surface of the paper, pulling it out of its compartment. Just like Hyungwon, your letter addressed to the school’s basketball captain isn’t too lengthy, but it contained just enough to convey the hurt and regret that you experienced with the one who has become an almost to you…

Boisterous cheers. Everyone stands on their feet. They’re all yelling for the school’s basketball team. Yet, why are you here? Oh, it’s because your dearest friend has gotten sick and she practically begged you to cover for her with the school’s newspaper. Naturally, you’ve said yes but she has withheld a tiny detail from you…

She writes for the sports section, and her assignment is the notorious – famous – basketball team. Led by their captain Choi Seungcheol, the team has won back-to-back state championships, which is surprising since he’s only a junior when the team made him captain. But that feeling didn’t last long as you soon remember that your school prides itself in both academics and sports.

A combination that you soon regret as the principle has come to you in dire need as the basketball captain is endanger of being kicked off the team because of his failing grade in Math.

Lucky you…

A few weeks after your last tutoring session with Hyungwon, you find yourself sitting in the library, glancing at your watch, as you wait for the school’s biggest man-whore you’ve ever met in your entire life.

A long, exasperated sigh escapes your lips as you slowly become annoyed. This is honestly ridiculous. Shit. Not even Hyungwon has made you wait this long.

You pull out your phone, thinking, hoping that he perhaps sent you a text message saying that he’s going to be late. Stupid thinking on your part as the moment you’ve unlocked your phone—nothing. Nada. Zilch.

“Fuck him…” You sigh; anger ever so visible on your face. You stand up, gathering your study materials and organizing them in your backpack. You exhale heavily, frustrated that you wasted your time on this fool. Maybe the principle will allow you to tutor Hyungwon again.

Perhaps you two can establish that friendship you so desire deeply…

“I wonder what he’s up to…” You think as you zip up your backpack. And just as you sling your bag over your shoulder, hooking your arm through one of the straps, you hear the voice of a person that you definitely don’t want to be around. Not anymore.

“I’m sorry! Coach held me back after practice,” He closes the gap between your bodies, “Apparently, he thought I needed some extra motivation…” He explains, panting heavily.

You stare at him blankly, “Uh-huh. Sure. Good luck with your new tutor. I’m out.” You say before walking away.

Seungcheol blinks a few times. His brows furrow while tiny creases form on his forehead. What just happened? A girl walking away from him has never happened to him in his entire school career, especially ever since he’s been dubbed basketball captain. Girls flock towards him and his teammates, begging that he’ll give them the time of day. And when they hear that he has gotten a new girl of the month, they don’t lose up. They just patiently wait their turn since Seungcheol is notorious for getting bored after two weeks, but he’s known for going back to the girl during the middle of the third week.

One would think that they deserve so much better than being tossed away once the month is over, but you guess not…

At least one thing is for certain…you definitely won’t be another point on his scoreboard…

Damn, you’ve truly despised that guy. You’ve ignored him in the hallways. You’ve acted like he isn’t there whenever he decides to sit next to you.

In short…he’s furniture…

And yet, he has still managed to get you talking. He always has pushed your buttons to the point that you explode on him, earning a few glares from his fans, but you don’t give a shit. He’s an annoying prick…

An annoying prick that you can’t help but think about it…

No matter how hard you try to not…

“To what do I owe the displeasure of having you in my presence yet again, Choi Seungcheol. I already told the principle that I can’t tutor you so…” You look away from your book, “Go away.” You say bluntly before resuming reading your book.

You hear Seungcheol scoff, “And why not? What’s wrong with tutoring me? Everyone in this damn school knows that you’re one of the top students,” He leans over the table, turning on his boyish charms. The same charm that has girls easily swooning over him, “So please, help me. I don’t want to be kicked off the team.”

“I’m surprised you haven’t been kicked off already. I mean it has been almost a month since our first and last tutoring session.”

“Well, I had some girls volunteer in your place, but no offense to them, they are dumb as rocks.”

“That’s an insult to rocks.”

Seungcheol chuckles, shaking his head. The persistent teen leans back in his chair; his eyes look over your body. It will be a filthy lie to say that that he hasn’t checked you out. Shit. If he’s capable of falling in genuine love, then he can swear that he’s starting to feel the beginning stages of it. You’re a breath of fresh air. You don’t bat your eyelashes, press up your boobs, or even giggle at every single thing he says. Fuck, he can honestly just breathe, and his fans will laugh like he said the funniest thing ever.

It’s the most annoying thing ever…

But with you, he forgets about that. He forgets about the frustrations of being constantly flirted with. He feels like any other guy at the school when it comes to you.

Nonexistent….

He’s not oblivious to your dating background. You’ve dated Choi Junhong, the school’s former skater, and Kim Seokjin, the school’s resident pretty boy. He thought that you’d date Hyungwon after hearing a few gossips in the hallway about how close you two have been. Shit, he has even seen it himself whenever he felt that random – yet rare – urge to go inside the library. The second he has stepped foot inside, he hears your voice, clearly annoyed, as you scold that lazy boy for the nth time that afternoon. The basketball captain can’t help but rolls his eyes as your intelligence is wasted on someone like Hyungwon.

With him barely keeping his “C” average, he can honestly use your brain. And when he has heard from his coach that the principle personally requested that you tutor him, he was over the moon. He no longer would be in the danger of failing. Scratch that, he’ll no longer be in that mediocre status.

He wants to show the world that he’s more than his athletics. He’s more than just his physique.

He’s Choi Seungcheol…A simple – normal – teen that desires to be treated as such.

Pinching the bridge of his nose, Seungcheol sighs while you continue to read your book.

“Can we start over?” He asks, trying a different approach with you. You’re not one of those mindless fan girls of his. You don’t deserve to be treated as one.

He sees one of your brows perk up. Then, slowly, your book lowers, revealing your beautiful face. Again, he’s not blind to your appearance.

“And why would we do that?” You ask, forever maintaining the blank expression on your face. You find it quite humorous that you only ever make that face with him.

“Because, I’ll openly admit that I’m an asshole and —” But before he can finish his sentence, some random girls, that your gut is telling you that they are more than likely a part of his fan club, interrupt him.

“Hi, Seungcheol. Nice three-pointer last week.” One of them flirts, making you want to gag.

Seungcheol fakes a flirty smile; his smirk looks painfully obvious that it’s a façade, but those girls don’t know any better.

“Thanks ladies, and I would love to chat a little longer but as you can see, I’m in the middle of my tutoring session with my sexy as fuck tutor.” He lies, winking playfully at you.

You grimace before burying your nose back inside your book.

The other girl, who wasn’t flirting, takes a good look at you and then back at Seungcheol.

“It doesn’t look like there’s much studying done. If anything, it looks like you’re bothering her, so why waste your time? You can come hang out with us, and we can help you.” She says with an alluring smile. Her tone becoming sultry.

Seungcheol silences the disgusted groan that’s been brewing in the back of his throat. Why can’t these girls take the hint? He doesn’t want to go anywhere with them. He’s honestly serious about turning over his player ways and just settle down.

Or at least try to…after all, Rome wasn’t built in a day…

Out of desperation, Seungcheol kicks your chair, causing you to nearly topple back. You huff, slamming your book shut, as you shoot him the iciest, cold stare ever.

“What?!” You hiss quietly. You’re still in the library—unfortunately.

Seungcheol nods towards his fan girls, eyeing you with this pleading stare. He mouths, “Please help me, and I’ll do whatever you want.”

You raise a brow, a corner of lip curves up.

“Anything?” You mouth back and which Seungcheol eagerly nods. He’s smart. You’ll give him that.

“Alright.” You sigh as you slide away your book. “Ladies, can’t you see that you’re bothering my student, and the more you continue to do so, the lower his grades will drop. And then, that means he’ll be kicked off the basketball team which will result in your school losing this year’s championship, and afterwards, once word gets out that it’s because of you guys that he got kicked off, you’ll have these nice giant targets on your back. Well…you get my drift,” An evil yet alluring smirk graces your lips, “Now, please leave us alone, so I can tutor our captain here and save him from his failing grades.” You say quietly, secretly installing fear within the girls.

And like clockwork…

They scramble out of the library…

A weight has just been lifted off his shoulders. Seungcheol can finally breathe again. He slumps in his chair, flashing you a bright grin, revealing a cute little dimple that you’ve never noticed before.

“Interesting.” You think, grabbing your book, ready to read it again. But as it nears you, you feel something – or someone – clamp their hand over yours, stopping you. Your eyes trail up; curiosity etches itself on your face.

“What are you doing?”

“Are we going to study or what?”

“Three sessions. If you don’t take this serious by the third session, then I’m gone.”

“Deal.”

And to your amazement, Choi Seungcheol actually lasted more than three sessions. Every single time that you’ve met with him, you’ve noticed a tiny change in him. He barely bats an eye when girls came up to him and disrupted your tutoring sessions. He genuinely looked annoyed to the point that you’ve stepped in multiple times to defuse his anger and get him back on track.

Then, as he continues to show change, you feel your heart speeding up. A blush will always invade your precious cheeks whenever he says something that makes you roll your eyes. His mannerisms have reminded you of both Junhong and Hyungwon. The flirtatious side obviously comes from Junhong because whenever Seungcheol says one of his “signature” pick-up lines, you give him a look, push him away, and then laugh. That is something you used to do with Junhong whenever he’d do something stupid while the two of you did your homework or simply hang out in your bedroom.

Now, Seungcheol’s laziness hands down comes from Hyungwon. But at least it isn’t as bad as Hyungwon’s. With Seungcheol, you manage to get that easily-distracted basketball captain to study after slapping some sense into him three times. However, that number ends up going up because he ends up saying something stupid that deserves another slap.

The more you think about your past encounters with the sporty teen, the more you can’t help but smile. Your heart practically drums against your chest as if it remembers the feelings that you’ve developed for the boy. This swarm butterflies invades your stomach as you can’t help but remember the day when he hypothetically asked what you thought about being his girlfriend…

“To this day, I don’t know if you’re being serious or not…”

Quickly writing down a practice equation on your notebook, you feel a certain someone burn a hole on the side of your face. This warm sensation creeps on your cheeks as the corners of your mouth turn upwards.

“Seungcheol…why are staring at me…?”

“I’m just imagining you wearing my letterman jacket.”

“I wouldn’t be caught dead wearing your stupid jacket.”

“That’s why I said I was imagining you wearing it, you cute dork.”

You let out an exasperated groan, grabbing your pencil and jabbing it towards him.

The flirty captain chuckles at your adorable antics. You can honestly try and choke him, and he’ll never be afraid of you.

Grabbing the pencil from your hands, Seungcheol places it aside. Then, he turns to you; his gaze softens. Adoration burns in his eyes.

Confusion dawns on you. An emotion that is pretty much your best friend at this point.

“Uh…what are you doing?”

“Can I ask you a question?”

“Sure.”

“Can you see yourself being my girlfriend?”

Now, you’re speechless. Your jaw nearly drops to the floor. You are sure that your face is red as a tomato now thanks to this flirty boy in front of you. A million thoughts bombard your mind. Do you want to be his girlfriend? Can you seriously see yourself holding his hand as you two walk down the hallway? Can you handle the envious glares and evil gossip that will occur if and when your relationship status is revealed?

No. The answer is no.

Or…it should be…

This tiny part of you actually has toyed with the idea of being his girlfriend. Being able to kiss him on the cheek. Laughing at his lame jokes and slightly push him away when he’s getting too much. Oh, you can’t forget that damn dimple-grin of his. How, whenever he does it, you just want to poke it as you smile cutely at him, hoping that this small act of affection lets him know that you love him. You want nothing but happiness for him as you’ve noticed how tired he looks when he comes to your tutoring session. It genuinely pains you to see him like that because you can clearly see that he’s stress. Which is understandable as the principle wants him to lead the team to another victory, the teachers want him to keep his grades up, and the coach is pressuring him to be a good captain to his teammates.

A never-ending Hell that Seungcheol is stuck in…

Plus, you two run with different crowds. You two will never work, so it’s pointless in daydreaming about a fantasy that will never come true.

Never…

“I’m waiting, princess…” You hear Seungcheol tease, calling you a nickname that you haven’t heard in a year. Not since Seokjin has left for college, and you’d think that you’d dislike someone else calling you that since that nickname is reserved for Seokjin only.

But you don’t. Just like with Seokjin, it makes you have this silly little grin.

“I have thought about it, but to be honest. We are too different, and it wouldn’t work.” You say, ignoring the aching within your heart. “It’s for the best…” You remind yourself, mumbling it under your breath.

“Haven’t you heard about the whole “opposites attract”? I’m going to be honest with you, I think that you and I will be a good match.”

“How so? You are all about the attention, feeding off from the luxurious applause. While, with me, I’m perfectly fine with being here, in the library. I like the peace and quiet. I hate being the center of attention. I get all red whenever people stare at me. Just like what you are doing. Please stop.”

Seungcheol ignores you though. He loves how red your face gets whenever he looks at you with the same stupid grin that he has on right now. He specifically loves how shy you become whenever his teammates come up to the two of you and tease you mercilessly. While, yes, you’re right that he loves the attention, he genuinely loves your attention instead. How you shout at him for not paying attention to your little lesson refreshers. Or you use your textbook to smack him in the arms whenever he says or does something stupid.

You call him out on his shit, and that’s why he told you that the two of you will be a good match. With his outgoingness, he’ll break you out of your shell, and with your daily dose of reality, you’ll keep his ego in check.

Now, he just needs to convince you that…

He doesn’t care about the status quo that this school has. He doesn’t care about the fact that you guys run with different crowds. He just wants you to himself because with you, he’s himself.

A long sigh escapes him as Seungcheol rubs the sides of his forehead. You notice that little action out of the corner of your eyes and instantly stop flipping through your textbook.

He’s annoyed…

“Stupid question, but was it something that I said?”

“Are you really against the idea of dating me? Sure, it as technically a hypothetical question, but you can’t tell me that you don’t want us to be together. If I’m being honest with you, I can see us together, and we’re fucking happy. So, what’s the deal?”

“Nothing. I’m just telling you that you and I will not be a good match because the huge differences between us.”

“Or…you’re scared that I’m going to hurt you because of my infamous reputation when it comes to relationships.”

You scoff, “That’s not the reason why I’m scared of being in a relationship with you. Shit, I’m not scared whatsoever. I just don’t want to be in a relationship with you, especially when we barely know each other. Two months isn’t enough for two strangers to decide if they want to go out together.” You explain, hearing your voice break a little.

Now, it’s Seungcheol’s turn to scoff, “Isn’t that the point of dating? Getting to know that person? I want to get to know you, and it doesn’t help that I have this fucking crush on you and it’s apparently one-sided at this point.”

You nearly froze. Did he just confess to you?

Oh no…this can’t happen.

Without thinking, you gently cup Seungcheol’s cheek. Your gaze softens as your eyes meet.

“Trust me, your crush isn’t one-sided as I too have a crush on you, but I know that we would be only setting ourselves up for heartache,” You gently caress his cheek, seeing this sad smile form on his handsome face, “You and I both know that this school isn’t ready for a couple like us. So…for now…let’s just be a tutor-student relationship. And once this is over, then we go back to being complete strangers.”

“I don’t want us to be complete strangers…” He lets out a long sigh, “But you’re right…this school isn’t ready for a couple like us…”

“Maybe one day it will be, especially once we graduate.”

“Oh, it will definitely happen after we graduate.”

“Thanks for these memories though…”

“No. Thank you…”

A few sniffles escape your lips. Okay, you’re wrong. The pain that you’ve experienced with Seungcheol is worse than Seokjin’s. Knowing that you’re still singing the whole, “would’ve”, “could’ve”, and “should’ve” because of him is depressing. It truly sucks – fucking hurts – knowing that the two of you pretend to be strangers. You guys have to act like all the flirting and the honest confessions about your feelings never happened.

They’re nonexistent…

Swiftly wiping away the tears, you check your letter to Seungcheol for any tear stans. A huge feeling of relief enters your body when you see that the paper remains dry.

“At least that’s finally done…” You breathe as you fold up the letter once again and insert it back in its envelope.

Now, there’s one left…

That pastel-red colored envelope that belongs to someone who you never thought in a million years would be a ray of sunshine in your depressing cloudy love-life.

As you set aside Seungcheol’s letter, you then reach out for the fifth and final letter.

“To the One Who’s a Second Chance…”

Let’s go…

A/N: I am finally back with another update! I had to binge watch a lot of Seventeen videos and channel my stored up love I have for Seungcheol because that man is just...ugh...kill me... He deserves nothing but love and support, and he’s only top 3 for me now, joining the ranks of Zelo and Jinnie as my ults (that title is pointless now since I love my top 5 men equally LOL). But did you guys guess right on who’s the represent of the 4th letter/being the main character of this chapter? I tried to keep it vague, but I’m sure you guys are good detectives or looked at my description LOL

Anyway, who do you think is the last letter? Let me know! I love to hear your guesses!

Don’t forget to leave a like/reblog/comment/send in an ask on your thoughts! I love hearing them! :)

- Kim

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deputy-sarah-sux · 5 years

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can i be a psycho and your worst nightmare by asking ALL the writers asks?

You are a demon omg. I love it though this was so much fun to do.Since you didn’t specify fic specifically for some of these questions I’m just gonna write about The Devil Has Come for all of the “in xxx fic” asks.

Answers are below since this is such a long ask :):):)

1) How old were you when you first starting writing fanfiction? 12/13 it was between 7th and 8th grade and it was all anime fanfiction

2) What fandoms do you write for and do you have a particular favourite if you write for more than one?Far Cry 5, RDR2, Assassin’s Creed, DC, Marvel, Fallout, Skyrim, Preacher. Far Cry 5 is definitely my favorite to write for though

3) Do you prefer writing OC’s or reader inserts? Explain your answer.Personally, I prefer OC’s, with OC’s I can build their character, give them a personality and growth. I like shaping the character as the world changes based on their actions

4) What is your favourite genre to write for?Action or romance unless I totally misread that question

5) If you had to choose a favourite out of all of your multi-chaptered stories, which would it be and why?The Devil Has Come!!! It was my first in the Far Cry fandom and it’s my baby. I love all the characters and the world that I’m building. It’s got action, romance, some twists, it’s exciting

6) If you had to delete one of your stories and never speak of it again, which would it be and why?If we’re talking things that I’m currently writing and enjoy writing then I guess Bridges only because it’s the same characters as TDHC just in an AU form so I’d survive without it.

7) When is your preferred time to write?Night, 10pm on basically.

8) Where do you take your inspiration from?Everywhere really? TV shows, movies, video games, other fics

9) In your xxx fic, what’s your favourite scene that you wrote?So far my favorite scene that I wrote in TDHC that has been published was either the confrontation with Rook in Chapter 11 or Jacob finding Sarah in the hotel in Chapter 8. They were both really fun to write.

10) In your xxx fic, why did you decide to end it like that? Did you have an alternate ending in mind?Well it hasn’t been ended yet, but there were two possible endings that I was originally considering. I’m not saying much more other than the ending that I went with is gonna hurt me when I eventually get to it.

11) Have you ever amended a story due to criticisms you’ve received after posting it?Not after posting but I have amended stories due to criticisms. If I’m a bit worried about a particular scene I’ll share the doc with my best lady @farcryfuckmeup and get her opinion. She usually points out things that aren’t great and I go from there. She’s the closet thing to a beta reader that I have.

12) Who is your favourite character to write for? Why?Sarah!!! She’s my best girl and I love her personality and attitude. In terms of canon characters though I’ve been writing some stuff from Arthur Morgan’s pov and that’s been really fun too. I really love playing around with his sense of self and morality.

13) Who is your least favourite character to write for? Why?I don’t have one yet? We’ll see how the future plays out there. It might be Ethan Seed but I’ve never written stuff for him so I’m not 100% sure.

14) How did you come up with the title for the xxx? - You can ask about multiple stories.Almost every fic name is from a song. The Devil Has Come is from Blues Saraceno’s “The River”, Icarus is from Bastille’s “Icarus”, and I’m not sure where Bridges is from but I’m 90% sure it was a song. The series that TDHC and it’s connected stories are a part of is called Bottom of the River from Delta Rae’s “Bottom of the River”.

15) If you write OC’s, how do you decide on their names?I use name generators for modern characters or look up names with a specific meaning. If the character is from the past (ie cowboy times or pirate times) I look up names popular in that century. Sarah’s name I got by looking up popular names with religious meanings and Sarah was on the list.

16) How did you come up with the idea for xxx?I came up with the idea for TDHC by playing co-op with @farcryfuckmeup. It was originally supposed to be a crackfic based on the dumbshit we did in-game. Then in my desperation to pretend that the game didn’t end the way it ends I started coming up with ways it could have gone differently and thus my fic was born.

17) Post a line from a WIP that you’re working on.I have so many wips! I’ll do a few because I’m in a sharing mood.Fallout 4 WIP: “‘You don’t even use power armor, why did you steal so many?’”RDR2 WIP: “Valentine was a crap town with crap people and even crappier whiskey. It was tiny and smelled like mud and horse shit and something else that she was pretty sure was vomit.”Another RDR2 WIP: “Trouble was the bastard was clingy apparently as he was hot on Arthur’s heel.”

18) Do you have any abandoned WIP’s? What made you abandon them?Yes, a few. I got bored or I decided to focus on other things. I do intend to one day finish them but who knows

19) Are there any stories that you’ve written that you’d really love to do a sequel to?The Devil Has Come!!! I can’t wait to write a sequel and I haven’t even finished the current fic.

20) Are there any stories that you wished you’d ended differently?Sometimes I wish I’d written a follow up to my judge fic Joseph and his Judge. I’m not totally sure if I like how it ended.

21) Tell me about another writer(s) who you admire? What is it about them that you admire?@farcryfuckmeup first and foremost, she’s amazing. I also love gwennolmarie and OutlandishWhalesharks on Archive of Our Own.

22) Do you have a story that you look back on and cringe when you reread it?My anime fics from middle school. It’s still posted and I won’t tell you what it’s called but every time I remember it a little part of me dies.

23) Do you prefer listening to music when you’re writing or do you need silence?Music mostly but it sometimes depends on the scene. For certain scenes I need silence but for the most part it’s music music music. I have playlists for all sorts of scene types.

24) How do you feel about writing smutty scenes?I love it, idk if I’m any good at it but I do like writing them.

25) Have you ever cried whilst writing a story?Yes, I’ve been writing some future parts of TDHC and I have cried a bit writing some of it.

26) Which part of your xxx fic was the hardest to write?The smut scene in Chapter 10 of TDHC, it was the first smut scene I’d ever published so I was really worried about that and kept rewriting it.

27) Do you make a general outline for your stories or do you just go with the flow?Bit of both I guess. There is a vague outline in my head but only for like the big events, everything in between is go with the flow shit.

28) What is something you wished you’d known before you started posting fanfiction?It’s not going to be an instant hit. When I first started posting works back in the day I was always so upset when I’d check the next day and see only like 12 people had read it.

29) Do you have a story that you feel doesn’t get as much love as you’d like?Icarus :( It’s only a baby fic and it’s in a mostly dead fandom but I love it.

30) In contrast to 29 is there a story which gets lots of love which you kinda eye roll at?No, I love all the attention my fics get.

31) Send me a fic recommendation and I’ll post it for my followers to see! (The asker is to send the rec not the answerer)I’m gonna recommend one myself. Since this is a Far Cry blog I’ll recommend a Far Cry fic: come a little closer by lowtides on AO3Also here’s a Fallout 4 fic that isn’t finished but I absolutely love: RAIDERHEAD by TaraTargaryen

32) Are any of your characters based on real people?No real people no. Thomas is a combination of a few fictional characters though.

33) What’s the biggest compliment you’ve gotten?I’ve gotten a few comments of analysis on chapters I’ve posted and honestly I love that so much. Nothing warms my heart more than seeing that someone not only read my fic but sat there and actually thought a lot about it.

34) What’s the harshest criticism you’ve gotten?Like I said before I haven’t gotten a lot of criticism, but I guess the harshest for me was when I was discussing a character that I had really started to like and my friend (who I was ranting at about him) asked me to honestly think about what he brings to the table. Like is he actually necessary or just a throwaway character that won’t bring much to the story? I ended up scrapping him and putting a nameless character in his place to fill a few of his scenes.

35) Do you share your story ideas with anyone else or do you keep them close to your chest?I share them with one (1) person and that person is my irl best friend @farcryfuckmeup. Everyone else has to wait until I post stuff I don’t want to spoil any big surprises.

36) Can you give us a spoiler for one of your WIP’s?It’s a chapter very far in the future for a fic I’m sure you can guess but I won’t outright say.“Against his better judgment, he reached out and grabbed the hysteric woman, tightening his grip against her struggling and pulling her into his lap. He wrapped her in a tight hug until she finally began to calm down, humming softly and running his fingers through blood-soaked hair.“

37) What’s the funniest story you’ve written?I haven’t written a lot of funny stuff. I mostly do angsty. But when I was in middle school a wrote a novel where I spent two paragraphs talking about my MC’s hair color and current outfit and I cackle every time I read it. 70 pages or pure cringe, it’s hilarious.

38) If you could collab with any other writer on here, who would it be? (Perhaps this question will inspire some collabs!) If you’re shy, don’t tag the blog, just name it.@farcryfuckmeup hmu bitch!also you @onl-you

39) Do you prefer first, second or third person?Third, every now and then I write in first but idk I just don’t like it much.

40) Do people know you write fanfiction?My close friends do

41) What’s you favourite minor character you’ve written?Thomas Moore, he’s a lot of fun to write for.

42) Song fic - What made you decide to use the song xxx for xxx.I don’t actually have any song fics in the traditional sense. I do however have some fics inspired by songs. I listen to music almost constantly, sometimes a song comes on that gives my fic vibes and I add it to my prompt playlist.

43) Has anyone ever guessed the plot twist of one of your fics before you posted it?@/farcryfuckmeup has but I don’t try too hard to keep secrets when she’s around

44) What is the last line you wrote?“John rolled his eyes and finished unbuttoning his shirt.”

45) What spurs you on during the writing process?This is cliche probably but the readers. I don’t want to leave someone waiting around for the next update forever. I also want to see how things play out myself so my own desire to see the finished product also helps.

46) I really loved your xxx fic. If you were ever to do a sequel, what do you think might happen in it?Again, going with TDHC for this. I am writing a sequel currently (I know it’s not done). It’s going to focus on a different character but Sarah will make appearances. I’m also working on a standalone sequel for her but that won’t be posted until the first sequel fic is complete.

47) Here’s a fic title - insert a made-up title. What would this story be about?I used a title generator: Hidden Midnight. It’s about a pair of idiots in love, one is a vampire so they can only meet at night and it’s very secretive. The human dies at the end.

48) What’s your favourite trope to write?Forced partnerships. I love it when two characters are forced into a partnership. One of them can’t fucking stand the other but slowly grows to like/love them in secret. If the chill one is in danger the annoyed one freaks the fuck out and does everything they can to get to their partner and afterwards claims they couldn’t care less what happened.

49) Can you remember the first fic you read? What was it about?I don’t remember the name of it but I’m pretty sure it was a Supernatural fic. I think it was Destiel (don’t just middle school me) and a high school AU. I’m not 100% sure. It was either that or a Fairy Tail fic and I like to forget my anime days.

50) If you could write only angst, fluff or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why?Angst. I love fluff and smut but in the end, I always go back to angst. It’s so much fun and there are so many ways to do it.

#ask

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sizzleitupwithmaria · 5 years

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the challenge is on, foolish mortal

1. how tall are you?

5 feet 7 inches

2. what is your body type?

i’m shaped like an hourglass but i’m also a lil chubby

3. what is your favorite part about your body?

i occasionally like my face and this is a little bit weird but i have pretty good tits

4. is your current hair color your natural hair color?

yep!

5. are you more outgoing or more shy

dude i’m shy af

6. are you more femme or butch?

i’m a pretty solid futch

7. are you tol or smol?

i’m tol bitch!!

8. wine mom or vodka aunt?

i feel like i’m a vodka aunt, but i’m also 14 and don’t commit crimes

9. weird habit?

i stick my tongue out whenever i’m super focused and i used to be really self conscious about it

10. favorite meme?

my current favorite is the shen yun memes but i don’t have an all time favorite

11. do you sing in the shower?

no bc the bathroom is right next to my parent’s bedroom :):):)

12. ever used a bow and arrow?

yeah i was in girl scouts for a while

13. are you/were you a theater kid?

see basically all of my vent posts and you’ll find the answer (i’m in a weird relationship with theater right now, but we’ll have to see how sophomore year turns out)

14. have you ever seen a broadway musical?

yeah!! i’m also seeing another one in 112 days lol

15. do you think musicals are cheesy?

some are, but that doesn’t make them bad

16. have you ever been part of a protest or a march?

yeah, i went to march for our lives last year!!

17. favorite cards against humanity card?

i don’t actually own or play CAH, but i like “Bees.”

18. last movie you watched?

newsies, but that was only to grab screenshots lol (maura will know)

19. behind the camera or in front of it?

both!!

20. favorite tv show?

uhhhhh frasier?

21. meaning behind your url

sizzle it up with taako is a taz reference

22. reason you joined tumblr

i have no fucking idea bc it was so long ago

23. who’s your closest tumblr friend?

i’d say @baura-bear but i’ve also known her irl for 8 years? i don’t actually have any purely tumblr friends, feel free to hmu

24. what’s something most people love that you hate?

most foods

25. have you ever taken narcotics?

considering that i had to look up what that meant, the answer is no

26. have you ever had sex?

i’m 14

27. have you ever gotten caught sneaking out or anything bad?

nope, i lead a pretty boring life (i’d actually sneak out quite often if my bedroom wasn’t on the second floor)

28. worst/funniest lie you’ve ever told?

i’ve told my dad that i love him before

29. describe your passion without mentioning it.

i’m currently at a crossroads with it and it’s pretty stressful for me rn but i’m committed to getting better and not crying daily over it

30. describe your best friend

i don’t actually think i have a solid enough relationship with anyone to have a best friend lol

31. give us one thing about you that no one knows

OH UHHHH i pop my acne?? that might be obvious if you look at my face tho

32. how do you feel right now?

pretty solid, i have a little bit of a headache and i’m a bit sad but i’m doing okay

33. what is your biggest fear?

failure, but that’s probably just bc i set so high expectations for myself lol

34. what’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

breakfast in america by supertramp

35. what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far?

maybe quitting band and strings in 5th grade or quitting track

36. have you ever tried your hardest and then been disappointed in the end?

OH YEAH but we’re not gonna talk about that right now

37. something you fantasize about

i always dream of living in a tiny nyc apartment with a beautiful wife and working at some nondescript company and shopping in my free time

38. last time you cried and why

??? i actually don’t know. i nearly cried last night bc my dad was nearly yelling at me, we’re not gonna get into that though

39. what was the last thing that made you laugh?

i put a stupid snapchat filter on my face

40. do you really, truly miss someone right now?

yeah

41. who do you feel most comfortable talking about anything with?

my own self?? i have trust issues lol

42. the last time you felt broken?

maybe this morning just bc i had a weird dream and was processing it lol

43. are you starting to realize anything?

yeah

44. are you more dom or sub?

sub, but just in general, i haven’t ever had sex

45. i’ll only date you if _____

you’re a woman? i don’t have many standards lol

46. do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older?

okay this question is probably geared more towards adults but as a freshman, i’m fine with dating sophomores and juniors, and maybe 8th graders?? that’s a little iffy though

47. describe the person you’re in love with/have a crush on in great detail

ummm i’m not sure if it’s a crush anymore but she’s tall, skinny, had black hair that she dyes often but it never shows, she dresses similar to me, she’s a photographer, and i think she might be into me :/

48. do you have any kinks?

yes but i’ll never tell anybody even if they paid me money

49. first thing you notice in a person?

uhhh their outfit?

50. how can someone win your heart?

by loving me a lot and dealing with my weird personality

51. been rejected by a crush?

i’ve only asked a crush out once and that went pretty well so no

52. have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?

yes, who hasn’t?

53. would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

nope

54. is trust a big issue for you?

is the sky blue?

55. did you hang out with the person you like recently?

nope, we’ve been meaning to for a while though

56. is confidence cute?

sometimes, just don’t be weird to other people

57. what would you say if the person you like kissed another person?

i wouldn’t care LMAO

58. would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

probably not

59. does the person you have feelings for right now know you do?

maybe?? my interactions with her have been a blur lmao

60. ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

oh yeah

61. do you want to get married?

yes, but purely to flex the fact that i can get gay married

62. worst thing you’ve ever done?

idk probably self harmed

63. three things that turn you on

1. women

2. women

3. women

64. who do you hate?

nobody, really

65. favorite term of endearment?

sweetheart/love GET ME EVERY SINGLE TIME!!! if i ever write some romance y’all will see

66. who was your gay awakening?

idk if you count this as a gay awakening but once when i was like four i said to my dad “if i could marry anyone, i’d marry sarah” (one of my friends) (holy shit i just got kind of sad remembering her i liked her a lot and she had a cool family i need to see if she has an ig)

67. intimidating girls or kind girls?

both at the same time

68. what do you look for in a possible partner

women

69. do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls?

tbh the only styles that are off the table for me are hyper masculine and hyper feminine, anyone else is great

70. are you good at flirting?

i don’t have the confidence to flirt lol

71. who was the first person you came out to?

my friends ellie and lilli, at the same time, on accident

72. do you have any friends who are wlw?

the question is do i have friends that aren’t wlw

73. is your crush wlw?

i believe so

74. last person to make you reconsider your sexuality?

this one junior boy who.... oh boy... he’s not hot at all but he’s so nice to literally everyone

75. write a short love poem to your crush/self?

i don’t feel like i’m attached enough to my crush to write a poem to them

76. do you fall in love easily?

i think so

77. is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

yeah

78. are you good at hiding your feelings?

oh hell yeah, at least i think so

79. are you a forgiving person?

depends on what the person did

80. what is your type?

i don’t really have one? being taller than me is nice

81. fall asleep in her arms or tub her back until she falls asleep in yours?

both, with a preference for the first one

82. tall girls or short girls?

TOL

83. hugs or kisses

both, especially at the same time

84. twirl her around or get twirled?

both!!

85. tummy kisses or thigh kisses?

tummy!! thigh kisses are a bit too close to the pussy for my taste

86. hairline kisses or neck kisses?

hairline

87. play with her hair or stroke her tummy?

both!!!!!!!!!

88. making our or soft kisses

soft kisses

89. hugs around the neck or hugs around the waist?

both, it just depends on the situation

90. how confident are you in your sexuality?

probably 80%

91. when you like someone do you blush or get butterflies in your stomach?

idk if i ever blush but i have to REALLY like someone to get butterflies

92. have you ever likes a friend as more than a friend? did you tell them?

i have multiple times but i’ve only told someone once

93. how old were you when you realized you were into girls?

11 or 12

94. most embarrassing thing you’ve done in front of a cute girl?

idk, i tend to forget those things

95. do you have a favorite lesbian ship? is it canon?

i honestly don’t ship many lesbians lmao. can i count my own ocs? bc julia and emily are great

96. what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality?

i don’t think i’ve actually had anything negative said about my sexuality directly to me, so i’m a bit lucky

97. when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter?

i honestly have no idea

98. what is love to you?

when we make each other happy

99. ask me anything

i mean my ask is always open if anyone wants to do this

thanks for listening to me be super gay and sad for a little bit

#:)

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Date Night

Needed a dose of two of my fav girls. -w-

Fic: "Date Night" [FFN] [AO3]

Pairings/Characters: Romilda Vane/Morag MacDougal, with some terribly annoying OCs in the background :P

Rating: T

Words: ~1,240

Additional info: romance, femslash, angst, fluff, Maydayverse, Harry's era, 3rd person POV

Summary: Morag loves Romilda in red. But it's so much more than that.

Being out in Muggle London was trying, at times. Then again…witch or Muggle, bitches came in all shapes and vapid personalities.

Romilda, for her part, did her best to ignore the snickers to her right as she pressed her fingers to the test lipstick in the middle of the sample display and then dabbed the shade on her lips. She smudged it around, popped and puckered, and debated getting a tube.

Despite her best efforts to ignore the gawkers, Romilda did catch out of the corner of her eye the gagging gestures one nasty girl made while her friends laughed. Worse still, this girl with the quite noticeable hair extensions added, "What a lark. She can't honestly be thinking of wearing that trashy lippy on purpose, can she?"

Oh, Merlin's beard. Romilda's left then right eye twitched, and she gritted her teeth behind a tightlipped smile. There was no need to waste her energy on them, tempting though it was to wave her wand and practice some nonverbal magic. Instead, Romilda wiped her mouth with a tissue from her pocket and tried on another sample. The chili pepper hue from before was a touch too orange, but this deep scarlet fared much better when paired with her warm beige complexion. It made her freckles pop, which made her smile.

Gagging Girl's friend, who had a large nose piercing that only drew attention to a bad nose job, snorted through her abnormally large nose as Romilda selected two tubes of the scarlet lipstick. "Ugh, that? Total slag color. Although maybe she's trying to match how red things must be down there for her boyfriend…!" She laughed, and the other two joined in as if they were the funniest shits on the planet.

For a brief moment, Romilda debated breaking the promise she'd made to herself—this first year of Auror training, keep her magic for the job and for certain things in her home life, no mischief-making whatsoever—and weighed it against the entertainment of Vanishing the girls' knickers and bumping them into store security so they'd fall and be exposed for public indecency.

But, no, she could just picture the disapproving frown Morag would give her when Romilda relayed the story, and Romilda never could keep a story zipped up and untold. With a sigh, the witch turned heel, paid at the counter, and tossed her frizzy curls over her shoulder as she passed the girl gang, the picture of indifference.

"Guessing slag was right," Nose Girl remarked.

Romilda paused. Fuck it, she thought as she turned so the three girls could see her. She spread the index and middle fingers of her right hand and held them in front of her lips, smirking as she darted her tongue between the digits. "Actually," she corrected the horrified gawkers, "my girl simply loves me in red."

With a wink and a kiss blown from her fingertips—fingers closed this time—she exited the tiny drugstore with relief. Sure, it was hilarious that the security detail at the door overheard her and snickered, even tipped his head to her wit. But all that mattered in that moment was making the beeline for Morag's flat, to put the new lipstick to good use.

Rounding a corner up the street, Romilda scanned to make sure it was vacant (can't have a trainee Auror breaking the Statute of Secrecy, no sirree) and then Disapparated. In the blink of an eye, she stood under a looming tree in the tiny park across the street from Morag's complex.

Looking up at the building, her mind wandered. It was strange to think of Morag being here, finally on her own and living as close to a relatively normal life as she could. Sometimes a part of Romilda still expected to go home to her mother and find Morag still on their couch, a shell of the girl she'd once been, a survivor of the final battle without a family or home of her own any longer, a wanderer without any purpose who'd decided to come in from out of the cold because Romilda saw her one day and demanded Morag come home with her.

She flinched when she thought back on her crassness in the drugstore just now. Romilda Vane was a bold girl, but Morag MacDougal was the saucy witch who said "prick" as easily (and as often) as she said "please." At least…she had been.

Still, Romilda smiled and marched over to Morag's building, entering and taking the stairs two at a time. So what that Morag had gone missing after the war? So what that Morag was less firebrand and more cautioned these days? So what that Morag had stopped pursuing her schoolgirl crush on Romilda and seemed far too relaxed letting Romilda take the lead and come after her?

Romilda knocked on the greenish brown door like the rest on the third floor and put on her sultriest look after a quick swipe of the new lipstick on her lips.

Morag answered timidly, partially cracking the door open. "Oh, Romilda. You're early," she said. Then she did a double-take, and the effect was, to Romilda's delight, instantaneous. Morag fidgeted and bit her lower lip as Romilda entered the flat.

"Nonsense!" Romilda said with a nudge to close the door. "It's never too early for date night, luv."

That made Morag snort. "Date night? We were at training barely three hours ago, and you saw me then."

"And the respite was nice, but it's good to see you without the others around, too, Morag." Romilda dropped her shopping bag inside the door. "Notice anything different?" she goaded.

Morag quirked an eyebrow and slowly licked her lips. "New lipstick. Looks nice." She tucked a lock of dark brown hair behind her ear, and she darted her green eyes to her kitchenette, as if looking for an escape route.

But Romilda was first to move, and she dashed into Morag's path, batted her eyes up at the taller witch. "It feels great, you know. A nice, creamy texture. Want a taste?"

For a second, Morag met her eyes, and her resolve wavered. She'd been doubting the things that had developed between them naturally since Romilda and her mother had taken Morag in, doubting how fast things had escalated after she'd found her own place and the girls had begun Auror training together, doubting the time they spent together which Romilda had stopped minding was partially an excuse not to mend bridges with the other surviving Ravenclaws from her year.

Romilda took half a step closer, resisting the urge to touch Morag's arm. She had to let Morag get there, had to let Morag be fine with her feelings once again. "Mor?"

At last, Morag caved, and her thin lips sought out Romilda's, moving and nipping until they were nearly breathless—yet Romilda still managed a delighted laugh.

Sometimes Morag was a shell of herself. Other times…she was the old Morag, the real Morag, the older witch with a crush on her junior and a potty mouth that would've made Professor Moody blush. She just needed a nudge, a reminder that it was all right to move on from all she'd endured.

Sure, maybe Romilda had gotten ahead of herself, referring to Morag as her girl earlier, but…they'd get there. Someday. Even if it took all the red shades of lipstick in the world.

A tad nonsensical and deffo crass (because I felt like it :P), I had fun writing this. It's been far too long since I completed something, and I needed this. I hadn't meant for the touch of angst and allusion to my headcanon for Morag post-Battle of Hogwarts, but, the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to write something in my overall headcanon, the Maydayverse. Romilda took strength from her back then; it's time to share it with Morag now. :') If you need more eagles, I have them! I recommend "No-Fly Zone," "Zugzwang," "A Life Well-lived," and "if you fall at midnight," especially since these are in the same universe. But, man, four years since my last new HariPo fic…oops. :O

Thanks for reading, and feel free to leave an anon/unsigned review via the FFN link or comment via the AO3 link at the top of the post, especially if you enjoyed this!

~mew

#hp #harry potter #morilda #romilda vane #morag macdougal #<2500 #romance #femslash #angst #fluff #maydayverse #trio era #rated: PG13 #3rd POV

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