#I AM GOING INSANE OVER THIS OK

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

One of the many, many reasons I love Blade Runner is that it doesn't have this Big Epic Final Fight you've come to expect from literally any action film ever.

There's just Deckart and Roy - all others are dead, or not here - and it's just them and one was supposed to kill the other and has become the hunted.

Our main hero protagonist is at the end, he's beaten down, he's at the brink of death, he can barely still walk and is just fleeing as far as he can, as long as he can, and he won't be able to go on much longer and there's really only so far he can run before he's inevitably caught. There's no last minute saviour, no sudden burst of strength, no last attempt to fight. He's terrified. He's running, limping, for just a few seconds more.

And the antagonist - the one who was supposed to be killed, the one who was supposed to be sub-human and is living his life as a slave, in fear - he's going mad. He barely ever had anything, and he lost the few others he had - the only ones who understood when the world was against them. He has only minutes to live, minutes that not even his creator - his god, almost - could drag out, a human god who died by his bare hands. There's nothing left to lose and nothing left to do, but there's the person who hunted him down like a machine or an animal that's one rogue, the one supposed to kill him, entirely at his mercy.

And then they're on that roof, and I don't know what Roy might think, but I know Deckart was done with his life. I know he was convinced he'd die right here - that both of them would die on this roof in the rain.

And when Roy pulls him up? There has to be an explanation. Surely he'll kill him now. What else could he possibly want?

But Roy isn't out for revenge anymore. For as little as he's lived, he's seen so incredibly much. And he knows there isn't anything to be done. He'll die, he'll be forgotten, just another rogue replicant - like moments in time, like tears in rain.

"Time to die." No sadness, no anger, nothing. There's nothing more to it, not anymore. It's a fact.

It's when he's free for the first time.

He's no longer living in fear. He died on his own terms. He's as free as he could ever be, in the only way that was ever even a possibility. And as he dies, as he no longer lives as a slave, that white dove flies away through the rain - a symbol of freedom, finally let go.

And Deckart is left alone on that roof, bleeding, his hand broken, exhausted, still not quite away from the brink of death he's been limping along for the last, what, minutes? (How long was it? Can't have been long. But it sure felt endless.)

There's no winner. No one has been defeated, either. There's just one who died, as he was always meant to, and one who lived, but his world might be in shambles.

What is life worth when you're just waiting for death? Is it freedom when you can never settle down? Could there ever be a different ending?

Also I'm going absolutely insane over the white dove which is a symbol for freedom btw like DAMN!!!!!!! IMPLICATIONS!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

#i mean im basically going insane over the entire film #but especially that climax??? HOOOOOLY--- #a biscuit's rambles #blade runner #blade runner 1982 #there is just SO MUCH in this film #and im only super obsessed with the last part at this point bc it stuck with me and otherwise i was following the plot along #just wait until i rewatch the film and start analyzing EVERY SINGLE THING IN THERE #this has REALLY made me realize how much i love film analysis actually #like yesssssss make me think about messages and symbols and metaphors and the creators' intentions #also the time at which it was made like i once read an article about how horror reflects societal fears #and now im applying that to all films that leave an impact on me #like what does it say about the era in which both blade runner and truman show were made? (human goes against god who is actually also huma #but also very much god) #LIKE!!! i mean it was a time of loooots of changes! really big changes! the world was going fucking nuts! #WHAT DOES ART SAY ABOUT THE PSYCHOLOGY OF THE PEOPLE WHO MADE IT WHAT DO FILMS TELL US HOW IS SYMBOLISM USED #I AM GOING INSANE OVER THIS OK #I AM NOT FINE #I NEED TO REMEMBER HOW TO PUT THE FUCKIGN CHAIRS FOR A CONCERT NOT THIS NOT NOW AHHHHH #okay im normal again #(<- lie fy is still thinking about this and frothing at the mouth)

[felix-lupin]

Ok but why is no one talking about "every day is a day of love if you only believe it so" I AM GOING TO CRY THAT'S SO SWEET. EVERY DAY IS A DAY OF LOVE IF YOU ONLY BELIEVE IT SO

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#felix's posts #undertale #utdr #deltarune #AAAAAAAAA #GASTER'S JUST A SILLY GUY OK HE IS FILLED WITH WHIMSY I PROMISEIAM GOIGN TO CRY #“I want to help!” said with the most earnestness anybody ever could possibly conjure up #what if i cried. I love him I love him I love him #I am going insane over this

[derpycatsu]

HELLOOOOOOO i got super into vocaloid (GIANT EXPLOSION)

#sorry for disappearing!!!!! i had some personal stuff going on #and wasnt feeling good at all :( but i am back now B) hello #the last one is a redraw of a symphony keychain i want it soooo bad #IVE ALWAYS BEEN INTO VOCALOID BUT NOT LIKE. TO AN INSANE DEGREE LIKE I AM RN #AUUUUAAAUUUHGHGHG #i love gumi btw ive been listening to a lot of gumi and luka songs THEYRE AWESOME #hoping that my brainrot lasts a long time LOL #i want to be sick in the head over an interest again + theres so much to vocaloid #liek ill be here for forever #EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO LOVE ANATOMIA BTW #BUT ANYWAY YEA THATS ABOUT IT OK BYEREEEEE #vocaloid #kasane teto #megurine luka #gumi megpoid #kaito #kagamine len #hatsune miku #初音ミク #巡音ルカ #鏡音レン #カイト #重音テト #felix art

[skunkes]

#i went and got Examined and Cleaned at dentist and of course paid with my own money #which i save for these exact reasons! health stuff #and i feel much better after going... like in general #i needed a cleaning its been a while since my last one #anyway i get home and both my parents are acting like it was all a waste of time and money #which makes sense bc like. this is only my second time ever going to a dentist. ykwim #i never went to doctors growing up because Waste Of Money We Dont Have #so obvs they think that way #but it Affects Me. ykwim. like oh i really am going to have insane obsessive massive self doubt over every decision i make until i die...ok #like maybe i shouldtve gone maybe it wldve gone away by itself i dont knowwwww #joining the war on All The Men In My Family Dying Bc They Dont Seek Medical Care on the side of the Men #talkys

[que3rduckling]

I JUST FINISHED THE RIPTIDE SEA SHANTY VIDEO AND OML AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THE VISUALS, THE MUSIC, THE VOCALS!!!! IT IS ALL JUST SO - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

MY NEW FAVOURITE THING EVER. PERIOD.

IT IS SO GOOD, AMAZING, TERRIFIC, AWESOME, SLAYING, SKRUNKLY, SCRUMPTIOUS AND EVERYTHING THING ELSE!!!!!!

#AND BIZLYS VOCAL OH LORD OMG OHHHH #I am actually going insane over this video #I am Not ok #someone send help #que3rduckling #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #Jrwi #just roll with it riptide #riptide pirates #riptide sea shanty #just roll with it #Jrwi riptide pirates #jrwi gillion tidestrider #jrwi chip #jrwi jay ferin

[dragonsarecats]

going INSANE over the implications about kaeya with this new quest. he called dain a "pureblooded khaen'riahn" which we later learn means he suffers from the curse of immortality, of which kaeya definitely does not have because he grew up in Mondstadt. kaeya's pupils are different from the other "pureblooded khaenriahns" we've seen because there's is more of a hollow outline??? idk also the fact that we have NO idea what happened to caribert means that he could be kaeya's ancestor also?? because otherwise how is he an alberich??? anyways kaeya mains stay winning ig because they definitely are not stopping here like i lowkey feared lol

#kaeya alberich #genshin 3.5 spoilers #genshin impact spoilers #okay but im not the only one who was thrown by that guy being an alberich because he was so pale right #like i guessed the traveler being in a memory but NOT eid being an alberich BECAUSE he wasn't tan literally that was it #anyways going crazy insane over this thanks hoyoverse <3 #ALSO this has straight up pulled kaeya into the mainplot line again lol #dain's like “good for him living out from under the shadow of his Family^tm” but also #kaeya has Other foreshadowing and it's clear this is not the end #i'll be real chief i was not expecting a WHOLE archon quest devoted to kaeya's family but i am taking it and i am LOVING it #god founders of the abyss order is so much cooler than royalty of og khaenri'ah i swear #ok ok im done for now im normal i swear i swear

[wikoymi]

5 february 2024

#venxiao #xiaoven #xiao #venti #xiao genshin impact #venti genshin impact #genshin impact #genshin impact fanart #fanart #art #ship art #wikoart #doodle #they lookma bit strange but its ok #ive been thinking about them so hard. #you knwo its been almost 3 years since i went insane over them. I am never going to escape am i #i just noticed how uneven ventis legs are im not fixing it sorry

[corpsentry]

i may not. but i write poem still

#hello friends i am in sydney australia (have been for a while now) (8 weeks) #it is good all i do is play taiko and boulder #that being said i have therefore had no time to draw. or be in fandom. i am however desperately in love #(muttering to self like an insane person) #fuck it we ball i Broke up. i. um #i broke a plate. this is not true #i am madly in love with my current little guy and it is bringing me much joy #this poem cameos them #yes i said go to sydney over the summer for ten weeks to play taiko with a professional taiko group and then did that #it is ending soon! i have just embarrassed myself yet again. it is true i have ocd #that’s ok though because i have been going through CHARACTER ARC after CHARACTER ARC #learning so much about myself and my loved ones this summer. hope u are too #in a less painful way #anyway #poem #words #my stuff #writing #poetry

[aphsillyos]

i get it. i get why he went evil. i really get it

#me arts tag #ill get over it <- just has had a bad couple of days so it hurts extra bad #i know people just go ''dont play jungle'' or ''dont play league'' but like #idk. sorry im insane and just think people should be nicer #maybe we should all try to be less toxic and be more nice to people #be nice to ur teammates and give them a lil thumbs up if they do a good thing. please. we can make a tiny difference :') #i would turn off pings but. i wanna use some communciation @_@ it is a team game ya know yknow #(i do have chat turned off every game) #(which is a shame to do if you wanna make friends online but. video games am i right or am i right) #im ok i will get over it. i am listening to my evil viego playlist (wont elaborate)(leaves

[perelka-l]

you

yes you

pls listen to "Voices in the Static" by Hybrid

thx

#uchiha madara #not sure if its a cooldown or warmup but it happened #bc voices in the static played ok #its such a madara vibe it makes me insane #watch me and my fail art #also i found this doodling brush and i am still not over going through oku artbook ok

[morkofday]

talays-portkey ➝ morkofday

officially welcoming the last twilight era that begun today with their first day of filming ♥ 

tagging some ppl to spread the awareness:

@dimpledpran @i-am-just-a-kiddo @leonpob @stormyoceans @milkpansa @gabrielokun @feralmuskyscentedhoepran @wanderlust-in-my-soul @ardentlytess @ayan-sukkhapisit @seanwhites @taytawan @nongnaos @jemmo @i-got-the-feels @snimeat @icouldhyperfixatehim @spicyvampire @patspran @thanawins @machikeita @laowen @oswlld @liyazaki @nanons @gusu-emilu @rose-of-tori @nope4ever @xiaosean @laireshi @hils79 @baoshan-sanren @yilinglaozu @hcrrow @jockvillagersonly @ashenlights @psychic-waffles @xcziel @kholran @foxofninetales @xia-xueyi @humanlighthouse @hyperbolicgrinch @s1utspeare @inessencedevided @rinielle @cross-d-a @yibo-wang @manhasetardis @highwarlockkareena @luna-lina @aheartfullofjolllly @fangrui 

i would appreciate it if you reblogged this post so others would know of this change too ^^ i will leave my old url to my blog description for a while tho. 

#i am insane and i am loving it #it's an end of an era and i will miss the old url ok #i am not over vv bc i never will be but #i am so excited to see what becomes of this!! #also sorry but my links will be wonky for a while as i go through them

[theokusgallery]

Ma no pandora 🌟

i am. completely incoherent

#im already gushing and keysmashing at you on discord so im just going to. let people look at it. #admire it. print it. frame it. put it on their wall. worship it every morning. #just me? just me okay #this is maybe the best coolest thing anyone's ever done #i am going insane. #tosteur-gluteal #ask #fanart #arsenic #le charisme putain je. #ok non faut que j'arrête de regarder le dessin parce que je. je perds mes mots à une vitesse impressonnante #(swoons and falls over and faints) #omori #you should post this on your blog. its good art and you need to like #people need to fucking see this from your blog it's so. it's so good just. oh my god just look at it #im making incoherent gay noises right now.

[monards]

sorry I’m still very insane over khaneriahns being referred to as just that; and almost never as the people of khaneri’ah like the citizens of other nations are

#sorry I’m insane over the way they’re treated as a separate species despite being just as human #does this make sense #maybe #I don’t know #it’s just that in every situation they’re mentioned #it’s always ‘nation of khaneri’ah’ #or ‘khaneriahns’ #never like. humanized terms #ok I’m so tired I am going to bed. nightly night everybody #sweet dreams #💜

[builtlikeastickofcelery]

me when my sport is my hyperfixation

#roller derby #I AM UNHEALTHILY OBSESSED WITH THIS FOR OVER A YEAR #I NWED TO GO TO PRACCY SO BAD OK IM DYING IM WATCHING THE 2022 JRDA CHAMPS AND THEN IM GONNA WATHC THE WFTDA CHAMPS 2022 #ABS THEN IM GOONG BACK TOO #IM CRAZY IM INSANE

[sarioh]

GOD ok so. in last life, the rules state that while you are boogeyman or red life, all prior alliances must be severed. which means that, by the Actual Rules of the game, etho and bdubs technically spent more sessions as "enemies" than they did as true allies: session 1 when bdubs was boogeyman, session 5 when etho was boogeyman and bdubs was red, session 6 when they were both boogeyman, and session 7 when bdubs went red. it genuinely feels like the game itself was taking every opportunity imaginable to force them to betray each other by inflicting them w the boogeyman curse far more than any other duo and they instead used every one of those instances to intentionally defy the rules of the game and further prove their loyalty instead. it still makes me insane to this day

#THEY WERE ONLY ALLIES FOR 3 SESSIONS TOTAL LMAO #and u dont even realize it bc of how they are #sorry i am having an ethubs relapse rn #i know i know everyone is not a fan of the rules of last life being so constricting for alliances #but if the rules werent there these actions would not have been half as meaningful i think #i think the rules existing made loyalty even more rewarding bc u had to jump over so many other obstacles to prove it #sorry 4 ll!ethubs posting A YEAR LATER but sometimes i just get insane thinking abt it #ok going to bed now. just realized the enemies thing and needed 2 get it out lest it keep me up all night #ethubs #rio posts

[vraska-theunseen]

google how to not be sosososo anxious all the time. its not even like stress that motivates me to get things done it's just like. i make a mistake and misunderstood instructions in class and my teacher is like "you were supposed to figure out precisely where 180 was before taping the draft and punching your marks" when i like an idiot guesstimated it and after a moment of me going "oh..." bc its something i can't fix bc i've already punched in all the holes on the part he's like "i think you'll be okay" and goes back to what he's doing and then for three hours im like he's so annoyed with me i bring things to him too much and ask him too many questions and make the stupidest mistakes every day he hates me. i ask a friend something and they don't respond because they're busy or forget about it or don't see it or any number of other reasons and then a couple weeks later i send them something else and they don't respond for a few hours and its enough time for me to convince myself i said something a while ago that they took offense to without realizing and they're ignoring me and i send another message saying "are you mad at me did i do something can you tell me what i did so we can work it out" and he's like "what?". a friend posts about people treating them badly in a way that's clear they're talking about a specific phenomenon or person and im always like omg are they talking about me did i do something bad and not realize it... and its someone i talk to so infrequently and casually it obviously would not be a concern or someone i've known for so many years that they would obviously come to me if there was any conflict that arose. help

#alex talks #one time that friend from the second example had to rescind an invitation for me to come to shabbat dinner bc he said his parents were #hosting an important rabbi and didn't want their sons friends dicking around in the house and i was like ok i get it and then another friend #mentioned to me something that implied they were still going to the friend's house and i had 2 class periods to stew and get anxious and #paranoid and think like does he hate me? does he just not want to invite me specifically? do his parents not like me did they ask him not to #invite me specifically? and then in advisory we're both just sitting there and im like 'so do your parents hate me' and he's like 'what????' #and i'm like 'jakob said they were still going to your house' and he's like '????? my parents told jakobs parents they could come and stay #overnight bc their parents are out of town so jakob has to come over' and i was like 'oh. sorry' and felt so bad about it for the entire day #honestly? now that im thinking about it so many times i've been like manic in that friends dms about something they said that i've made 10 #leaps of logic over so in my head they said a completely different thing but to them i just sound insane and like i'm taking them in the #most bad faith i possibly can. which i guess really i am but i just get so worried #hm i guess manic is a specific word for a mental health symptom idk how else to describe it like i call him and leave a voicemail where ive #worked myself to tears over something i can't even remember now. maybe hysteric? #nobody reads these right