#I always do :)

[robosexualunderground]

Happy Threshold Day! I commemorated this iconic Voyager moment in stained glass.

#first time painting glass #yes i did foil some edges #i always do #weird medieval guys vibes i know #piece number 22 can get fucked #process pics #threshold day #threshold day 2023 #star trek #star trek voyager #captain janeway #tom paris #star trek fanart #stained glass #voyager #skullshrooms chews glass

[crowlipso]

I drew them a lot but never finished them 😭

#i love crollow #i always do #I just ran out of context #agatha crowley #sebastian sallow #wip?????? #personal

[skinzchoerim]

not even surprised Stephen Fry's character was a literal personification of a peaceful green meadow, he was such a comforting presence every time he was on screen, I adored his line delivery

#i always do #stephen fry #fiddler's green #the sandman #the sandman spoilers #the sandman netflix

[patfr8]

This two make me so happy. Soft Halstarion

We know Halsin can’t sing, but I think he knows how to play. And Astarion has such a lovely voice…

#artists on tumblr #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate astarion #baldurs gate fanart #bg3 #bg3 astarion #bg3 fanart #bg3 halsin #baldurs gate halsin #halstarion #ursa minor #bloodbear #I promised #I deliver #I always do #soft astarion #soft halsin #soft Halstarion #Astarion can sing #because why not

[sashi-ya]

12.29 「 ✦ 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙗𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝘼̈𝙨 𝙉𝙤̈𝙙𝙩 ✦ 」

Since you all already know my "canon" versions of Äs, I thought... why not cosplaying that sketch Kubo drew for his... uh... let's say for the opening for cour 2. So anyway, happy birthday my sweet little sick fear shit 💖

#sashi cosplays: #as nodt #äs nödt #as nodt bleach #bleach #bleach cosplay #cosplay #bleach anime #bleach quincy #quincy #sternritter #tybw #i'm gonna miss him #i always do #eh... byakuya don't get mad at me #senbonzakura kageyoshi 🌸 #AAAAA

[ghostcrows]

do not tell your cis coworkers things related to trans gender status...it is never a good idea even if they are nice. you will regret mentioning it

#i never even told this guy on purpose i hinted too much at it by accident #because i had to be honest about my life experiences or something. ANNOYING! #i need to just lie forever #and btw he is being very normal and not weird about it but i still regret it deeply DEEPLY #i always do #ALWAYS

[kfedup]

Please and thank you, calling in all positive thoughts, juju, magical vibes, and support around 3:00 eastern as I have my first zoom interview for my dream job at the artists residency program in Vermont.  I applied Wednesday, was told on Thursday that they’d be in touch with candidates who will move forward at the end of this week, then had an email yesterday asking to meet today. WHAAAAT???!! 

#holy shit #was on the road all day yesterday #was hoping for the week to prepare #but i always make magic under pressure #so i'm cramming all morning #I'm leaving ohio #I can feel it #maybe sooner than i'll be ready for #but that's just logistics #i'll figure it out #i always do

[i-restuff]

Naruto's dads fussing over their son's wedding compilation

#I love love love the wedding arc #I always do #that feelsy feeling from watching the kids who are all grown up showing how much they care and respect naruto #not to mention these two dudes #naruto #umino iruka #kakashi hatake #kakairu #irestuff edits

[ruiiplume]

Another redraw from January of this year

Another from 2011 lmao

#ruii.art #fire and ice #fire #ice #dc comics #redraw #i really liked this one #but i loved how the redraw came out more so yeah #oh yeah that's another redraw i did back in january of this year #i thought this was the year of redraws until cookie run consumed my life #but then again i blame twt and insta for only pushing my shit to ppl as long as i draw cookie run #not that i don't like cookie run but i ain't drawing them forever #crk ain't the end all be all fandom i'll be in #imma find a new franchise to brainrot later on #i always do

[genderfluidsgetguns]

Woah there is a lot more death threats in my inbox than usual, yikes

#there's like #15 #anons #in my inbox #telling me to #kms #ill endure #i always do #heterohomo.txt

[plumsodapop]

Pro tip : don't listen to The Oh Hellos while in an emotionally compromised state

#the oh hellos #legitimately bawled at that song #i always do #that and literally every other song they've written

[pingskumonium]

i hate when i promise to do something related to a hyperfixation and then boom. new hyperfixation hits like a truck.

sorry! the passion’s gone for now! nothing i can do about it

so to the person who asked about john dickinson: i don’t think you follow me but if you happen to see this, just know that i’ll answer your ask eventually, it’ll just take a bit longer than expected

#i mean #i’m at 600 words and it looks like i’ll probably go over 2000 if i keep it up #the terror has me in a chokehold rn i’m sosososo sorry #i’ll come back around to dickinson at some point #i always do

[favouritefi]

why is hickey x little x tozer such a niche ship im scourging around the tags like a sick truffle pig and finding bubkis, zero, nadda, none. why is the world is so cruel to an ailing creature (me).

#before you tell me to make my own #i always do #i always will #but also im so so so sick #and i would like someone else to cook for once

[irl]

#txt #its happening again #gonna vomit #wonder where ill end up next #i dont think im stayin in colorado #maybe super slim chance ill move to denver #more likely ill leave colorado entirely #damn #ugh #and just as i was getting myself established #what am i going to do #ill figure it out #i always do #but god #this is the worst part #the having no idea whats next part #what if i vomit #i hate the start of these processes

[there-will-be-a-way]

"You're a fighter. You're one of the people who'll make it", is something I've heard a lot. There's a part of me who holds onto life like so hard. Who keeps kicking no matter what. Like even in a black-out-drunken state I drag myself to the psych ward to collapse right in front of the doors like someone who searches shelter in a snow storm because their life depends on it. My therapist finds this remarkable lol but I hate it.

I wish I was someone who gives up. I don't want to continue making the right decisions. I want get up right now, walk to the next gas station, buy a couple bottles of vodka, get on a train and never come back to anywhere. But I don't. And I don't even know why.

I wish I could give up. I wish I wouldn't care. I don't want to be a fighter. Someone else can have the part of me that clutches on to life. I don't want it. I hate myself for being this way. I hate how much I exhaust myself yet keep on going. And I'm tired of being praised for it.

#personal posts #tw suicidal ideation #but as always there is no need to worry because I just keep on and on and I make the right decisions #I always do #I'm so tired of the praise I receive for it #I want to be able to just let go and let it spiral #one last bang #chaos #like an inferno #and then #silence #I know it's worth it #I know the future holds lots of beautiful moments #but I don't want to continue #yet I do I always do #I swear I'm like so dead inside don't even know how I'm still alive lmao #it's muscle memory #ape instinct #I'd make a great cave man #I'm like so jealous of everyone who just goes ape shit #I tame myself the way lions in a circus are tamed #and i feel so caged and restricted

[hershey-the-person]

u don't love urself , i love no one else

#dont mind me im just drowning inside the acid pool that is my mind #today was rough #i feel exhausted #my birthdays coming up and my mom is bugging me to go somewhere with my friends but i just feel #off #i always do #i don't really like acknowledging that day #but god forbid a day comes when my mom could finally understand me #plus somehow i have a lot of friends now ... #like not exactly super close but im comfortable enough w them #but hanging out in such big groups is just gonna make me super super anxious #and I'll end up in the bathroom and everyone will just think i have a bad stomach or something #also i THINK i might #uhhhhh #like someone #ive been confused before too so maybe a false alarm again