#I can't promise it's gonna be fine

[mayasaura]

sometimes I get really scared about Alecto the ninth and getting a satisfactory griddlehark resolution that fully acknowledges the romance and complexity of it all but I feel like giving us no griddlehark would just be mean and Tamsyn does not strike me as an author who would do something just to be edgy or dunk on her audience or whatever else people do so I try and maintain the faith. Also her short stories and stuff support the idea that she’s actually a big romantic at heart so fingers crossed

Honestly, this is something we have no control over. Tamsyn Muir is gonna write the ending she wants to write, and whether we find it satisfying or not is going to vary from person to person.

But both books so far with planned ending points have ended on the most romantic emotionally complex notes imaginable. So I think we're in good hands.

#like 'first flower of my House' #and 'always your sword my umbral soverign' #and 'saving the last dance' #and 'you eealise it was killing me that ... I couldn't even hear your voice' #I can't promise it's gonna be fine #or that it will satisfy everyone #but I think we can count on complicated and romantic #the locked tomb #alecto predictions #op

[zillychu]

human form reveal! he wears his hair in a variety of styles, which include: whatever Sam or Tuck want to do that day (if left alone he will simply do nothing and get it caught in everything)

#danny phantom #tw body horror #he's just melting a lil :) #he's fine :) #this is why he doesn't use his ghostly wail often #he does smile more the longer he has friends I promise #zilly art #I was gonna drip market all this but I can't I'm feral #fire core au

[stop-breaking-my-heart-dragonage]

Me, when Sebastian joins my party for the first time: Okay, this time I'm not going to forget about you, Sebastian. I'm going to make an effort to use you a lot this playthrough so I can better understand you.

Also me, immediately forgetting about Sebastian while finishing Act 2 and making it halfway through Act 3 before I finally notice his Faith quest: ......................Oh. Right. My bad.

#da2 #dragon age 2 #sebastian vael #listen in my defense..........i don't like bringing sebastian anywhere sksksks #okay look i seriously tried but every time i bring him somewhere i always think man i wish i had brought someone else #and also i do just forget about him! i finally added him to my party at one point and he had 24 points to spend... #that's how long i neglected him after i promised myself i was gonna use him more and then i didn't #it's not that i don't like sebastian as a character though i do tend to side eye him A LOT... it's just that i like everyone else more #even aveline like i'd take aveline over sebastian any day and that's saying something... or is it? i have a lot of feelings about aveline #whereas my feelings about sebastian could maybe fill a thimble...it doesn't help that in my canon run as a mage hawke #i romance anders and well... sebastian wants me to kill anders and my hawke is like 'do i approve of blowing up the chantry? complicated.' #'am i breaking up with anders for this? absolutely. do i still love him? mmhmmm. am i going to kill him sebby? i'd sooner set varric aflame #then sebastian threatens to bring an army to kirkwall and leaves so i can't say i have the greatest opinion on him #even the time where i did kill anders and he stayed in my party he was just... there #and then he glitched out and started t posing while asking if ed ever found out what anders wanted to do in the chantry so..... yeah #but even this playthrough where i'm playing as a lady warrior with a different personality and everything... i'd just rather use anyone els #also keep him away from bethany i do not approve sksksks she's too good for him #i want to understand and see the different angles of him like with the other companions but i've yet to convince myself to do it #also sebastian romancers out there can you like... explain? genuinely can you explain the appeal? i'm curious #because of all the love interests in da2 i look at sebastian and you'd think i'd maybe be more interested? but it's like... #i know about the chaste marriage and everything like that's fine i don't need sex to be a thing in the relationship but it feels less like #an asexual romance and more like... y'know... being with a priest and i guess that's just not one of my kinks? sksksks #i guess there's also the prince angle but i romanced alistair in dao and kept him a grey warden i don't really care about royalty power #and i don't have issues with him being a part of the chantry [well i do but yknow what i mean] since i romanced cullen in dai #and his whole deal with the chantry and magic and shit makes his romance interesting to me but sebastian is just.... a bit too much i think #i don't know i'd like to understand because i really don't but i also keep forgetting about him

[your-turn-to-role]

Keyleth tries to interrupt Ludinus doing his evil stuff -> Power Word Stun on Keyleth -> very very deadly attack barrage on stunned Keyleth -> Vax appears in a swoosh of raven feathers deflecting a (probably?) deadly blow -> "Don't even dare" -> Ludinus needed a "divine spark" and had prepared for this -> Vax gets laser focused by magic machine bullshittery -> Vax gets compressed into an orb/sphere -> orb Vax gets inserted into the machine as the last piece Ludinus needed to activate it -> something happened but we're not sure yet what we'll have to wait at least until next week for more info

hope it helps :)

OKAY

THIS IS FINE

god the person in the notes on that post saying this was just like how vax died but in reverse was R I G H T and i hate it

(for those who don't remember or didn't watch THAT fight. campaign vax did not perma die bc of his deal with the raven queen. his end of campaign death was just a formal goodbye bc he was already dead. his actual death happened in the first fight with vecna. when he got hit with a 22DC hold person he couldn't physically break out of. and being under hold person, means that disintegrate automatically hits. and if disintegrate takes your hit points below 0, you are not only dead, you can't be revived by any spell except for true res, which is the only resurrection spell the raven queen does not allow)

(and technically, disintegrate was cast on him twice, before it took effect. bc keyleth saved him the first time)

#both of my roommates are out tonight which im very glad of #bc while i love them and they both follow this blog so they would not judge me #i do not need to explain right now why i keep yelling and going THIS IS! FINE! out loud #but also AAAAAAHHHHH #MATTHEW MERCER. YOU TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY BOY. OR IM COMING FOR YOUR EXPENSIVE MAP PARTS. AND YOUR MINIS. AND YOUR LIGHTS. #FUCK IT ALSO YOUR FOG MACHINE #anyway hiiii m&k if you see this im totally fine i promise #did not yell any of the above out loud either #sbahdhaydjdnusbdjd #i may have to watch these episodes but im gonna wait to hear what happens first #bc like. if vax is okay. i will love this. if he is perma dead dead soul too im sorry i will simply be ignoring it #bc my heart can't take that #cr spoilers #ask

[cxpperhead]

Copperhead takes time to warm up to people. In his experience, most people cannot see past his appearance and treat him differently, be it with thinking he's creepy or worse, thinking him an animal due to his serpentine looks. Copperhead is okay with the latter; people who assume his intelligence is low or that he doesn't 'experience feelings' like a human only makes it all the easier to take them by surprise when they underestimate him so badly.

#🐍 || musings #🐍 || headcanons #He experiences this a lot #Moreso people finding him 'creepy' which is fine by him #He doesn't trust people easily and is fine with whatever they think so long as they pay him for his services #Those who try to play him or give them less than what he agreed to will pay for it another way #It's funny because he will be so quiet and let them assume he's not as intelligent as he actually is #When really he's taking everything in and judging the fuck out of them #One of the few things he's thankful for in having a hard time expressing himself facially is that he can feel rage but look calm af #Which is another thing that's creepy about him because he just can't make the same facial expressions ordinary humans do #And a lot of people naturally assume that because he can't show it then he can't feel it #No eyebrows to indicate surprise or incredulousness #No ability to blink so can avoid any tells that excessive blinking would indicate #No blushing because scales #Can't really blame people for finding him uncanny but it is what it is #I'm feeling a bit better again but I have the hospital in a few hours so gonna catch a quick nap #I have two days off but otherwise I'm working damn near every day until New Year so maybe I can eke out something #Thank you all for being so wonderfully patient with my stupid ass #And thank you to new followers also I promise I am not ignoring you I'm just having a tough time lately #Bless you Chrome for inspiring this thought #I needed distractions tonight x

[cowcowwow]

Hey y'all. So, you guys might have noticed that I've been kinda inactive/not responding to messages quickly. I wanted to apologize, but also warn that this might not get better soon?

The main reasons I haven't been responding is because either, my wrists are hurting so bad that I can't type for long (or my other chronic pain is acting up), I'm so tired that I can't think of interacting, I'm helping out my family, or I'm having a bad episode(?) (Not entirely what's going on on those days, to be real)

I'm sorry, but I do have a happier note!! I want to say, thank you all so much if you have messaged me, interacted with me, reblogged from me, anything, recently. It makes these days so much lighter, makes me so much happier, even if I can't respond.

And to my friends who message me frequently: thank you. I love you all so, so much. I really really want to reply soon hopefully, but in the meantime know that you guys are so sweet, so fun, so awesome, and I love you 💙💙

(And to my friends who I haven't talked with in a bit, love you guys too <333)

#I've been in a bit of a sad rut because the doctors keep saying they can't help me #meanwhile the pain is getting worse #and it scares me. the idea that I might not get better... #but at the very least #my dad has been trying so hard to help #and recently got me wrist braces which are a LIFESAVER #so I actually might be able to type or draw more soon?? we'll see #but yeah. we're gonna keep moving forward #my dad says he's confident that we'll find something to help me #so we're going to do just that :) #I promise #usually I don't like apologizing for not responding because I think it's incredibly fine and valid and okay if someone doesn't respond to me #but I guess I just wanted to let y'all know what's going on? #wanted to be understood methinks #fgdvdbb sorry if this was. a bit of a downer #thank you though. if you've read this far :) <3333 #love you all #also also #love you so much Owl and Strawber :] 💙💙💖💕 thank you guys for messaging me <333 #cow talks #tw vent #kinda #vent

[steinbit]

tf when u realize you've basically fucked yourself over by choosing a BA degree that makes it so that neither society as a whole NOR the art community itself will respect you... .

#fine arts people look down on me for not studying Real art -> society looks down on me for studying art At All in the first place #i just can't win 🚬🐀 #''bwah bwah u arts n crafts people aren't True Artists like us fine art folks only WE know the emotional dept and symbolism an-'' #Shut The FUCK Up oooooohhhh my /god/ i swear im gonna start biting any second now #some rando: hates on art - especially modern art #me: ok im gonna be SOOO pretentious about this 👆😌✨ *defends it with my life* #fine art supremacist: anyways so this isn't True Art because- #me: Shut The Fuck Your MOUTH #like???? ? where's the solidarity?? ? ? ? #we literally need to stand together now more than ever in a society that devalues art more and more year by year #we Cannot afford this kinda infighting #i promise you ; lifting up other creative endeavours will NOT devalue your own chosen art form #we're ALL decedent from monkeys living on a spinning space rock who just so happened to coincidentally enjoy putting pigment on cave walls #it's not that deep - but at the same time it IS that deep!! ! #ANYWAYS im just fuming and depressed and i have no idea where im going with this so.. . . #does fish make noise??

[tvrningout]

writing kaiya's initial death and i'm clenching my fist bc i'm sad but also bc it's so good and makes me so!!! excited!!! to write again!!!

#might take an unexpected but fun new approach to kaiya's character and i'm VIBRATING!!! #i do still enjoy her original story but i like this new one bc ofc there will be guilt -- kaiya feels responsible for a lot bc of how she i #there is gonna be that element of 'i feel like a monster and can't accept that side of myself and i've repressed it greatly' #but it'll be lessened bc of her involvement with cyrillo perhaps?? #and she's going to be much more ready to fight for the people around her #none of this 'if i die it's fine i won't fight back' bc she has people she cares about and who rely on her #she will continue to fight and bite and crawl if she has to #guilt be damned -- she's going to protect her loved ones and the world she still feels so much hope for #I DUNNO IF I'M MAKING SENSE RN BUT I'M JUST SO EXCITED BC ALREADY I'M GETTING TO SEE A DIFFERENT SIDE OF HER #my baby girl my cinnamon apple i'm traumatizing you differently this time and i promise it's for the better ASDFGH #get ready to ramble | ooc

[unusualshrimp]

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#i know this is wrong of me #but i get so annoyed when someone can't name their top 5/10 movies #and then they just give the ''ohhh im soo indecisive and theres so many good movies out there'' excuse #like. 😑 im not asking for ur thesis on every movie ever made #literally just asking you to name the first ones off the top of your head???? #do you guys know that you can just name some movies you like. i promise you won't explode and no one will come to arrest you #just think of some random movies you watched and didn't hate! just name those!!! who cares! what's all the drama for #if you don't want to tell me what movies you like that's fine. but just day that. dont go ''Oooh i can't make decisions'' #WHERE is the decision. have you ever watched a movie you liked or not. Yes? name them. No? well just say that! 😭 #i dont care if it's Accurate! this isn't some legal contract or i'll sue you for changing your mind later! what is the issue !!!!!!! #again im never gonna be mean to people who do this or even say anything to them but i just find it really frustrating #im not asking you for a kidney. just name some movies. no one will die i promise

[anxiously-awaiting]

I was a teenage outlaw / with no worries on my mind But now I'm getting older / my heart is growing colder Oh, that's fine

(apng under the cut)

#my ocs #gala #cyberpunk au #aaart #flashing tw #to be safe #im SO MAD cuz im sure tumblr is gonna fuckin crunch the gif even more and it won't play the apng #if uve got something that will play said apng i implore you to i promise it looks so much nicer #anyway this took so fucking long kfjlds #it was such an unintuitive process bc i dont know what im diong ever fldkjslfkds #anyway you WILL love my little guy #ive got so many thoughts abt cyberpunk au ratting around in my brain but i can't write any of them down bc ive lost my ability to put words #to my thoughtsljfdskl #its fine

[gender-euphowrya]

terfs are like "no really sis trust me sis My rigid system of classifying people and treating them differently based on what genitals they were born with into 2 categories with no overlap or fluctuation will NOT create oppression like the old one no sis it's good this time sis i swear"

#no for real i SWEAR this time when we pressure people to have One role One appearance One behavior based on their body #it's gonna be completely fine and we'll have equality and everything no sis it'll work this time i promise #SIS don't run away why can't you see that not allowing human diversity to happen will bring us all together so we can sing kumbaya sis #sis where did you go. sis. it's so cold here. i don't want to be alone.

[vvanessaives]

i was tagged to post my top nine movies by @montliyets and @camelliagwerm thanks so much to both, mwah!!

i’m tagging: @arklay @keevan @morvaris @faarkas @swordcoasts @nuclearstorms @reaperkiller @avallachs @steelport @sotc @cultistbase @snowthroat @brujah @liurnia let me see the top movies besties so we can plan the sleepover <3

#tag games #me going 'hehe' as i put ratatouille next to movies like the last duel or promising young woman JJKFHJKSD LISTEN it means everything to me i #watched that movie 20 times with my brother. also pride and prejudice is religion to me i really think i've watched it...way too many times. #i was unsure if adding the last duel in this bc its a huge tw of a movie but also to this day i'm still left hmm about it and ohh its #complicated. in general i'm a period drama enjoyer jskfjhkj the only kind of movies i can't watch are horrors rip. i'm fine with dark themed #films and so on but if it goes TOO hard on the horror side then i'm gonna scream i can't do this jskfhjk anyways i rambled again sorry #ALSO JASMINE I STOLE YOUR COVER for promising young woman kjsdfhskjd <33 #ALSO JASMINE SORRY I STOLE THE ONE for promising young woman from you njaksdfh <33

[pomfiores]

the grief after the loss is something so foreign but at the same time not new. how do you even explain that. just Big Big grief. i have her doll - its so worn and nasty but she loved this dirty thing and i can’t throw it away. can’t even cancel appointments/make calls/drink apple juice without falling apart and losing dignity lmao i’m so fuckedddd.

#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc ) #to delete * #i sit on it for a moment or even a second and the tears fall :thumbs up: #pet loss / #vent in tags / #cleaned up her kennel last night. cleaned up the bed. i have to clean the floor still. her bowl is here. just. ughhhh. #i brought in echo and idk if she even realizes. #im fine one moment then just falling apart and i get a headache for it. #ill stop lol i promise im just. still in shock. grief isnt new to me but this kind is. at the same time not #i lost a pet before but not like this. not putting them down. not sitting there for their last moments #i didnt want to but i know she'd look for me if i didnt stay just #its better for her. it was. considering the grand scheme it was so necessary #i have to clean the giant teddy bear i have bc we both used to sit on it but as things got worse #she started using the bathroom on it so thats necessary to clean but i just. can't bring myself to despite wanting to. needing to. #i know when i get her ashes im gonna break all over again thi sfucking sucks man #my brother said he respects me a lot for staying with her during those last minutes bc he couldnt with his dog- he wasnt strong enough #i dont feel strong enough i was falling apart in that office lol. #but your pets look for you when thats happening. in a room of strangers. they look for you. #cant see myself leaving any of my animals for themselves like that. itll hurt so fucking much i just know it. #this was hard i cant imagine for binx and echo. #setting yourself up for heartbreak with pets but i know ill do it again. #almost bursting into tears in public how fucking humiliating asjfha #crying in the vets office was humiliating enough but i didnt really care anymore #the vets were so kind but looking back i just cry again but idk what else to think of bc she's not here. #just traces and it sucks!!!! #edit: im probably gonna have to call work again and ask for another two days for bereavement lol #i did lose someone else too but this is my girl. i raised her. i put her down. #i cant pretend that much with a deep loss. i cried on the phone with my hr manager lmao that was fucking bad #might def cry more when i ask. im expecting them to let me bc these are my days off yesterday wasnt but #it was so abrupt.

[aeide-thea]

tiny sad shriveled walnut feelings, lol

#it's fine i'm like. gonna go curl up in bed cozy about it which ought 2 help. swaddle the baby #increasingly as i age i sort of vaguely feel like i ought to be aging out of this but unfortunately idt that's how brains work #like you may age out of seeming sympathetic but you don't actually age out of feeling sad #or like. combination of loneliness and depression and vague existential anxiety. whatever. idk. sad. #anyway i gotta get back 2 biking. can't be sad when yr whole body is a sandbag #i like. honestly i'm not in a good place to be dating anybody but like. WOULD like to curl up with somebody quietly. #be warm and heavy in company. maybe kiss a bit. idk. #small wistful feelings. i'd be nice to touch i promise. #unfortunately all the brainstuff that makes me want these things is also all the brainstuff that cuts me off from them. #like the very first getting-to-know-you questions feel like nonstarters so just. no people for me. :( #maybe the cat will want to come cuddle. we can only hope

[yukinyaminyato]

last night i edited a meme that makes sense to literally only two ppl (me & my friend) and to my very tired brain it's the funniest thing ever. i think i should do smth more productive than giggle at my laptop screen that has the image open on it but ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

#it's the 'this is fine' meme but edited to accurately represent yesterday's rain situation. it's a masterpiece imo #i sent it to my friend (ofc. i promised to make the meme & i kept my word) and they were like '🥹🥹🥹 THIS IS SO ACCURATE WHAT'. cute <3 #i told them i made it w/ magic and they replied 'cuute' ahahah #i want to sleep but i have one more class today so i can't rlly nap... gonna sleep well during the night then #one of my lectures today was cancelled and i was excited bc that meant time for me to do my laundry during the day. im a responsible adult. #my posts

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

haven't been sad like this in a long time

#doll #did i get lovebombed again #it's been ages since he last even tried that w/ me... #but. the more i think abt it the more it makes sense. #the others were suspicious from the start but we couldn't figure out what the ulterior motive could possibly be #cause it was so out of character for him. suddenly wantin to make us more official when he'll usually avoid any trace of actual commitment #i guess he knows i dream about a more....traditional relationship. exclusive for both instead of just one way. #white picket fence etc #so it was easy to spin it into that when rly he just wanted to stake his claim in a more visible way #(not a proposal just a promise ring type of thing on a necklace so i thought it was him tryin to compromise) #so now i just feel stupid cause i bought into all the stuff he said. bout the way he wants this to be forever. #when it rly was just another way to mark me. #i'd be fine w/ it if he just said that's what he wants! he knows i don't mind wearin his name or w/e even though i don't rly get it #but tryin to mask it as smth else that he knows i want but would never ask for cause he doesn't do that stuff #it's not ok #everything he does we deal w/ as it comes but. not the fucking mind games again. he can't/doesn't wanna force me to do things (anymore) #so now he's tryin to trick me into em instead? #i don't feel like i can trust anything he's said now #n if i try to have an actual adult conversation about it he's just gonna talk circles around me til i'm dizzy again #i was rly startin to trust him. i don't understand. what happened? #did i do something? have i been so flaky he feels he needs to do this stuff to keep me in check? #he just told me that he's happy if i even just drop by for a little while but. i'm not sure i believe that now either. #i mean i shoulda realized cause it'd only affect me anyway. i don't think he even mentioned wearing one himself. #i've been so happy ring shopping for days n now i just feel sick. messing w/ consent is a whole Thing for him so #chances are he wanted to keep me content w/ an empty show of commitment while he gets off on what it really means #i shoulda known it was too sudden n came out too easy for him. he never talks about feelings stuff so easily it's always a struggle #i think it's all bc he's afraid of losin me but....i rly thought we were past this stuff. i rly thought i could trust him now. #i'm just rly rly upset n sad n disappointed #spdrvent