#I hate fakeness most of all

[amerasdreams]

As things a lot of people do i don't understand

(Am i actually an alien?)

Romance

Lots of humor I don't get

I don't get causing drama for its own sake. At all.

I don’t get saying what you don't mean.

I don’t get wanting the aesthetic without the substance.

I'm no good at rhythm

I'm not super into any kind of music. I will listen to all kinds but few songs really captivate me.

I was never into video games. Almost all video games stress me out too much for them to be un.

I dont like reality TV. It annoys me. Lots of superficial people in a fake manufactured situation.

Etc

#I cant swim #Math is alien to my brain too #I dont like rote tasks #I hate lies #I am literal but I have good intuition and can tell when people are being deceitful or manupulative #I hate manipulators #Romance is like... #Why don't you just say what you mean? #Give her what she actually likes not some random flowers b it's "romantic #I dont get doing cultural things for their own sake #I'm tired of most things ppl do bc it makes no sense #Unnecessary drama #Too stressful #I cant keep up w all these things #Cabin in the woods #This is why I like kids bc they are simple and don't manipulate #Don't use layers of deception and passive aggressive etc #Also animals #They just. Are. #I hate fakeness most of all #Infp #Things should be different ftmp #I'll make my own utopia #Farm #Come visit if ur not going to make it like the outside world

[mysillyside]

The way I completely lose all interest in Lawlight as a ship if Light isn't Kira. And frankly, I feel like L would agree with me on this one. I don't think he'd gaf abt Light in the slightest if Light wasn't Mr. Serial Killer.

#Lawlight only works if Light is Kira bc otherwise light is just some rly smart pretentious teenager. #Like you're telling me L a 24 y/o self made multi-millionaire and the world's greatest detective (top 3 if you count the aliases)- #would care in the slightest abt mr “i got a perfect score on my college entrance exam”. Be fr!! #Idk the ship loses everything that makes it fun and appealing to me if you remove Kira from the mix #Ik ppl do “Light isn't Kira” AUs to make the ship more wholesome but i'd argue it just becomes problematic in a diff way. #L is not only way older but also extremely rich and successful. If Light is innocent but still a suspect- L also has immense power over him #Ig i don't see the point of trying to make Lawlight wholesome. It's still problematic but without the goofy homoerotic enemyship. #Light being Kira not only makes them equals but gives them spice! #However I DO get the appeal of “Light isn't Kira” AUs where Light is still a fake asshole who's performatively nice but hides his real feel #But removing his misogynistic swag/superiority complex/his bitchy internal monologues to make him normal? No... #Imo even if he isn't Kira he'd still be a weirdo. The only Yotsuba!Light is so normal/nice is bc he's trying to prove to everyone- #but most importantly himself- that he's a good person incapable of being Kira. He's trying to be the best version of himself. #Pre-Death Note Light for example is never as outstanding and good as Yotsuba!Light for this reason. Yotsuba!Light is the exception. #Like the Death Note doesn't make you pretentious or hate women that was all Light Yagami. #this is such a random rant sorry guys XD again more power to ppl who enjoy this AU or normalguy!Light but I don't get it personally 😔 #death note #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #💬 katposts #🤪 sillygoofy

[marzipanandminutiae]

"Lucille is hiding her true deranged evil self behind a fake ladylike exterior!"

sometimes Ladies are just deranged and evil and that does not invalidate their intelligent conversation, well-modulated voices, impeccable manners, and many genteel accomplishments okay. how dare you. the impertinence etc.

Ladies can have a little brother-fucking and murder and martyr complexes. as a treat

#lucille sharpe #crimson peak #I feel like she has a complex relationship with being A Lady anyway. in my headcanon #she wasn't exactly brought up to see it as For Her given her status as all-around household drudge who everyone but Thomas hated #but she IS a baronet's daughter. and a woman in that society #it SHOULD be For Her. only the people she hated most denied it to her #and her interests are actually VERY lady-coded for her society: natural sciences But Not Professionally. poetry But Not Professionally #music But Not- you get the idea #she puts her household and its Designated Man first in all respects. she's endlessly self-sacrificing (until she's not) #Angel In The House energy. it's not fake- that's The Real Lucille as much as when she's killing or banging Thomas

[nightswatchdisbandmentera]

Thinking about Elia Martell as a deconstruction of the princess in the tower…but her tale being the very worst outcome of the classic trope. She’s a princess locked in a tower by an evil dragon (Aerys), unable to protect herself or her children. Her own uncle is a knight, a white knight in fact, yet he is too far away to help her. She could hope for rescue…and rescue does come. Well actually not really. Tywin storms the gates, Gregor storms the castle, and the knight who should’ve rescued the pretty princess is actually here to murder her. But not before he defiles her first.

#aerys being the evil dragon gregor being the knight who should’ve rescued the princess from the dragon #and then there’s the lion of lannister- tywin #the breaking down of fantasy in that the lion is not the mighty and honorable king #but a ruthless man whose grab for power leaves corpses in his wake #did I mention that the tower is also gender? 🙃 #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls #elia martell #the princess in the tower #gregor clegane #aerys ii targaryen #fuck gregor fuck lorch #fuck that raggedy man called aerys #most of all FUCK TYWIN LANNISTER ME AND THE HOMIES HATE TYWIN #can’t wait for young griff to destroy tywin’s legacy don’t even care if he’s a fake

[dizquized]

FOR YOUR OWN SANITY, do not look in the tags, dont do it. its not worth it. a demon possessed me or something, i dont know.

#alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #alastor the radio demon #WHY IS IT LIKE HTAT #every time i see his fuckass bob i break down cry-laughing #EVERY TIME #i legit cant stop myself from just falling to the floor because his haircut is just that bad #hes supposed to be like a super powerful demon #but he chose THAT haircut??? #he put all his points in Vertical and tries to fake horizontalness with his coat and also by folding himself so he's as flat as a table #he knows he is horizontally challenged #he also put all his points in 2014 uber duber scary oc #but he skipped past the haircut one #like #do you not see yourself in a mirror? do you walk past reflective surfaces eyes closed? #maybe he doesnt allow photos or videos because he saw his haircut once and he legit had no idea it was that bad #he doesnt allow photos or videos because he doesnt wanna get embarrassed more than he already has with that stupid bob #its so bad like actually #he can apparently shapeshift (unsure tho) which means that haircut was a conscious desicion #he CHOSE the “kick me!” sticky note life and he better regret it soon #anyways rant aside #yeah alastor's pretty cool #he's very fun to draw (from the front and the front only) #its honestly so fortunate that most times hes facing the camera #which is funny considering his hate for modern technology #yet he very often is facing towards the camera with his bigass smile #ok i think im going off topic oops #hazbin hotel #hazbinhotel #hazbin alastor

[sciderman]

When i transitioned i had to give up my versatile singing voice and all my skirts and heels. I miss them all equally even though i dont regret a single thing about transitioning. I haven't worn a dress in five years but that doesn't mean i don't want to. My four-inch-heeled blue sequined boots still fit me and sometimes i wear them around the house even if i'm too shy to be gnc in public.

These feelings stopped me from transitioning for a long time and they didn't change when i finally did. I hope that resonates with you

bless you anon! i'm really glad that it's something you don't regret, and i'm glad you're living closer to the you that you want to be - but i also hope you can conquer any fears you have and present to the world the way you want to be seen. i think life's too short to make compromises!

me, i don't think i could go all the way - i think there's a lot about myself i just - i don't want to change. (i'll be honest, the biggest thing i'm scared about with T is what goes on between your legs. i'm terrified of that. i know it's different for everyone, but that makes it even scarier. i'm so familiar with what's down there. i don't want to wake up one morning and it's different. the horrors of one puberty was enough for me. i'm still recovering from my first puberty. i don't want to go through it again. not again. oh dear god.)

i think that's another part of why i thought "oh, i must not be a boy. because i don't want to transition. i have top dysphoria, and Dear God I'd love Top Surgery, but i like what i have between my legs. i like my voice. i like being soft. i like my girlish hobbies. if i like being feminine so much, how does it make sense to claim i'm a boy?" and i think that's a silly line of thinking i had. and i only realised how silly that sounded when other people said it to me. someone said they were worried about identifying as non-binary because they're very pink and very femme. i said - the whole point of non-binary is that it's something you define. pink and femme have nothing to do with it. it's a label you don't have to qualify for! you don't have to qualify to be trans. i know a lot of people trick you into thinking that but - it's just not true. whatever shape you are, whatever preferences you have, whatever you're comfortable wearing, whatever you're comfortable proclaiming - it's on your terms. nobody can tell you what you're meant to feel or how you want to be seen. that's you. you have to define yourself, i guess. nobody else should be able to do that on your behalf!

so i'm a boy, i guess. right now. i'm allowed to be. i declare it so! i'm allowed to be a boy. even in my pink sneakers and my little love-heart chains and all my girlish ways.

#sci speaks #i'm fortunate that i love most things about me. i love my voice and my body and everything. okay i don't like my chest. that's the one thin #i realise actually that's quite lucky. i shouldn't feel guilty about that. #it's a good thing to love most things about you. i shouldn't question it and say “mmmh. but that means you're faking huh??” #i'd never say that to anyone else. so it's stupid to say it to me. #what a silly thing to do. hate yourself for loving yourself. that's?? what kind of mental gymnastics are those. #so i know i'm lucky. i'm fortunate. i know what dysphoria feels like. i don't want to feel More of it. the amount i have is enough. #i know where my dysphoria begins and ends. it's pretty consistent. i'm in a lucky spot. all of this is so lucky.

[siflshonen]

Katsuki Bakugo, I miss you so much.

#please wake up soon #bnha #Bakugo katsuki #Katsuki Bakugo #you ever just look at the moon and think of your blorbo? #you ever do that? #you ever realize a fake cartoon kid has you in an emotional chokehold? #I am gonna write the most heartbroken forlorn grief-stricken thing #and people are gonna think that I’ve had some huge and devastating loss in my life #and I am gonna have to be like #no #a bad thing happened to this one fictional teenager in a cartoon book #and I have not seen him in a year #and it is very hard because I love him you see #and they are going to have to pretend that is not the most batshit insane sentence they have ever heard #and they are going to have to respond with courtesy or feigned politeness to me while wondering if I am in touch with the real world at all #and so witnessing how they handle that challenge will be amazing except #I won’t be able to truly enjoy it because I am still so upset that my #favorite fictional Japanese boys’ cartoon character #who in all likelihood would hate me and be really creeped out by me #has still not come back! #BUT I LOVE HIM! I LOVE HIM #WHERE IS HE?! #he may be Izuku and Denki’s Kacchan #but he’s MY blorbo

[mikkeneko]

Shen Qingqiu at pretty much all times:

#world's most self-effacing narrator #like this isn't necessarily a low-self-esteem thing? I don't think? #he literally will just do anything to be Not Perceived #see my prev post about how reaching for a fan to hide his face is THEE very first thing he does when waking up in his new life #even BEFORE he realizes where and who he is #he haaaaates having attention on him #(which makes the fact that he's basically the center of Luo Binghe's universe a source of profound ongoing discomfort) #it's not that he thinks everyone hates him he just doesn't realize other people think of him at all #he has no sense of object permanence SPECIFICALLY regarding his own self in other people's minds #like this is the man who made 'I'll fake my death and that will surely not bother my loved ones at all!' his PLAN A

[sonknuxadow]

I’m honestly surprised that people are saying Keanu reeves is a bad choice despite the popular fan discussions about it. Where I’m at in the internet, he’s considered a good choice and people were excited.

i cant speak for everyone obviously but ive always thought he was a bad choice for shadow ever since the idea started going around 2 years ago. because from what ive heard personally he doesnt really sound like shadow + i hate it when big movie stars are given voice acting roles in movie adaptations just to have a big name attached to the project even if theyre not good for the role. and this definitely feels like that. back in the day people were only saying he should be shadow NOT because his voice actually fits but because hes an edgy action guy or whatever and movie sonic is canonically a fan of him/his movies and they could make jokes out of that. and i feel like thats Still what a lot of peoples reasoning is which annoys me because shadow isnt just an edgy action guy and i dont think his voice should be chosen based on a joke of all things especially if the voice isnt fitting enough to justify it

not gonna say my opinion is the most popular but i know that there are a lot of people who agree with me on this, or at the very least are unsure about it. a lot of people dont want him

#i also have to wonder how many people who wanted keanu or are excited about the supposed casting are actual sonic fans ....? #like im not trying to gatekeep or say anybody whos said he'd be a good fit is a fake fan or whatever #but . ive seen a lottt of dedicated sonic fans and people who are very familiar with shadow say they hate this #in fact most if not all people ive seen saying theyhate it are in that category #and ive also seen a lot of people whos interest in sonic ranges from very very casual to practically nonexistent comment on this too #and theyre the ones who only have positive things to say and think this is an epic win or something #so i have to wonder how popular a choice it is among not so casual sonic fans. particularly ones who really like shadow #compared to how popular a choice it is among the general internet #and not to be mean but i honestly think that actual fans' opinions matter more than random internet users' with this sort of thing lmao #asks #i suppose theres no way to know for certain right now if his voice would fit #since theres no clips of him specifically doing the voice that he would give to shadow #but. from what i personally have heard. he doesnt sound like shadow to me #not even in a ''different take than what im used to but still fits the character'' kind of way. just doenst work at all

[swagging-back-to]

another main reason i genuinely refuse to accept i have osdd most of the time is because of the way people act on the internet and in real life. all of the fakers making a mockery of it. there is NO self help group for osdd or did. period. it's for tiktok fakers.

a MAJOR WAY psychiatrists weed out real osdd and did from fake dissociation is by asking if theyre involved in self help groups. bc the fakers ALWAYS are. and the real victims? they NEVER are; bc of lack of awareness, lack of acceptance, and even if they are aware and do accept their diagnosis WHY WOULD THEY WANT TO SHARE THEIR PRIVATE LIFE AND A SPACE WITH PEOPLE MAKING A MOCKERY OUT OF THIS DIAGNOSIS AND USING IT TO ROLE PLAY AS THEIR OCS AND FAVORITE FANDOM CHARACTERS????? when half of the 'community' DOESNT THINK YOU NEED TO BE 1. TRAUMATIZED AND 2. DISSOCIATIVE TO HAVE D I SS O C I A T I VE D I S O R D E RS.

i would genuinely rather die than ever be in an online or irl community for dissociation.

oh and btw a good portion of you in the notes are the exact people im talking about.

#osdd #did #actually osdd #actually dissociative #thinking of how when i told a group of childhood friends about my diagnosis #(after id had it for 5 years and they were fed up with the symptoms showing up often.) #they all immediately and suddenly devloped 'did' and tried to tell me i was faking #i stopped ever fucking trying at that point #i hate my diagnosis. #i fucking hate eveything about it. #i wish i was just nromal so the most id feel about this bullshit is some irritation. #i wish i wasnt directly and severly impacted by this shit. #faking disorders

[vii-spider]

pizza tower level tier list based on how good/bad its been to 100% them so far (get every achievement AND p rank)

#pizza tower #tier list #john gutter #pepperman #vigilante #the vigilante #the noise #noise pizza tower #fake peppino #gnome forest #pizzascape #wasteyard #fun farm #fast food saloon #ancient cheese #FUCK ancient cheese #bloodsauce dungeon #FUCK bloodsauce dungeon too #i fucking hate every level i ranked below fast food saloon #but MOST OF ALL #FUCK #CRUST COVE #FUCK CRUST COVE #FUCK CRUST COVE SO MUCH

[anti-transphobia]

Just found out about the transunitism tag and I'm having a ball seeing posts from trans people that don't want other trans people dead for arbitrary reasons

#wish we had this transunitism shit BACK IN MY DAY #thats a joke/exaggeration. the infighting was NOT this bad just 5 years ago #it's horrendously bad as people pretend they're focusing on the 'real world problems'.....by getting wrapped up in internet discourse #and terminology #and wasting their time and energy hating other trans people based on hypothetical ideas of what their experiences should be #instead of caring about the actual oppression we all face #anyway me saying i wish we had this back in my day i mean things like the trans run 'bad trans people blog' that had a majority of posts #be about me and how i was a fake trans troll made to make people look bad #because i did the worst thing in the world: be an annoying 15 year old #one of the mods was an ex friend too. ppl will misgender you and doubt your identity because you were annoying or disagreed about something #most of these people were grown ass adults too. but w/e #anyway thats the sort of shit i was referring with my initial tag but honestly. i prefer that to the current state of #the online trans community

[reigningmax]

oh fantastic we've reached the "m*x is only shipped with people that can make him look more tolerable and fix his image" stage in the "how can I justify why max ships are so popular" agenda

#my post #i am so sick of everything #he's popular because he is LIKED #your tumblr bubble of hatred #and tiktok algo thats specifically made to cater to said hatred #does not mean he isnt liked #and your tumblr bubble includes a whole lot of people who LIKE HIM and READ FIC about him #but pretend to hate him publicly #who have private convos with his fans #but then hide behind that PATHETIC and WEAK and SPINELESS 'hes an interesting character only' #'paperdoll!!!' #cause they are too afraid of what their mutuals will say #l*stappen AND m*xiel are the most written ships? #and just cauuse YOU (both anti max and anti l*stappens) dont get the appeal #doesnt mean others dont #and at the end of the day ITS ALL FAKE #ALL OF IT #ALL OF THE SHIPS #WHY get high and mighty about it #and why start this bullshit angle about it fixing his iamge lmao?????? #theres nothing to fix #its just that people should grow a spine #and like what they like on main #discourse

[wonder-worker]

"In reality Richard III invented a Woodville scare as a screen for his own conspiracy"

-A.J Pollard, "Richard III and the Princes in the Tower"

#lmao #r*chard iii #my post #I think that's true for all usurpations and coups to an extent #but its 10x more applicable and accurate for Richard III #Not only because of the compressed length of time (a mere 3 months as opposed to years of back-and-forth tensions) #but also because ultimately one of the key reasons Richard could do what he did was because he did it from the heart of the political #institution (ie he was an internal threat rather than an external one) #and he was someone who was trusted and loved rather than mistrusted and hated. His betrayal was political but it also had far more personal #ramifications for everyone involved - most people simply did not expect it from him and cooperated with him precisely because of that #which enabled him to seize power before most people even realized what he was doing #And there's the fact that he actually did stage a conspiracy by accusing the Woodvilles of plotting to attack and ambush him #and produced weapons from his own war in Scotland as fake 'proof' - when in fact we know that HE deceived and ambushed THEM #there's also the (propagandic) lie that they usurped him from the position as Lord Protector when they certainly didn't #either Edward IV didn't appoint Richard Lord Protector meaning the Woodvilles denied him nothing #OR the council collectively chose to have a council rule during Edward V's minority rather than a Protector (something they were entirely #within their rights to do both socially and legally) #so claims that they wrongly defied Edward IV's last wishes or broke the law (which Mancini repeats in his account) must be seen as exactly #that - propagandic lies to vilify EW and her family #when in fact Richard was the one plotting a seizure of power - whether it was as Lord Protector or as King #(of course these are just two things - there's a whole laundry list of others) #so this is definitely applicable to him

[asexualbookbird]

i wish polar seltzer would release a line of water flavors thats just whatever they do to flavor their seltzers because every single WATER FLAVOR ENHANCER NO SUGAR CALORIE FREE KETO FRIENDLY flavoring still has sugar in it its just. sugar alcohol or stevia or some other fake shit that i hate the taste of. I just want water to taste Not Like Water is that too much to ask

#bookbird babbles #yes i add fruit but my teeth are already sensitive enough without the added acid from lemons or limes #mio was most tolerable but after i couldnt drink it for a while going back is disgusting #i also hate that its all diet bullshit im not here for that i just think fake sugar tastes gross and it gives me a stomach ache lma #i also! Just dont want my drinks to be sweet!!!! #its why i dont like soda!!!!!!!! #everyone i know hates soda because they Hate Bubbles but no i just think theyre sickingly sweet 💀 #ANYWAY. THE HUNT GOES ON.

[kyouka-supremacy]

Me watching Spy × Family: I'm not watching this because Akutagawa's va is in it. I'm not watching this because Akutagawa's va is in it. I'm not watching this because Akutagawa's va is in it.

Me when Yuri shows up and his voice is completely unrecognizable from Akutagawa's: I'm no longer interested in watching this show

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #ryūnosuke akutagawa #mine #q. #20/07/22 #I'm just kidding it was a sweet show. It's just that I've got beef with CloverWorks which made it painful to watch– no exaggeration #But I think it's the most perfect TachiGin AU ever and that's nice I LOVE protective older brother Ryuunosuke who loves his sister very muc #Tbh it would also make an hilarious sskk AU. Sskk ARE people with different objectives- #who were temporary brought to work together to fulfill each their separate goal #So it would play out all the same- except they hate each other lmao #But then being forced to live together and slowly learning to love each other? In the end what is s×f but an elaborate fake marriage au #If we take on their Beast verse personalities though. Then it would play exactly like s×f canon- #(with Loid! Akutagawa and Yor! Atsushi) lol they're very similar #Anya! Kyouka 🥺🥺🥺 #Bro I need more aus of the canon au