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amerasdreams · 1 year

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As things a lot of people do i don't understand

(Am i actually an alien?)

Romance

Lots of humor I don't get

I don't get causing drama for its own sake. At all.

I don’t get saying what you don't mean.

I don’t get wanting the aesthetic without the substance.

I'm no good at rhythm

I'm not super into any kind of music. I will listen to all kinds but few songs really captivate me.

I was never into video games. Almost all video games stress me out too much for them to be un.

I dont like reality TV. It annoys me. Lots of superficial people in a fake manufactured situation.

Etc

#I cant swim #Math is alien to my brain too #I dont like rote tasks #I hate lies #I am literal but I have good intuition and can tell when people are being deceitful or manupulative #I hate manipulators #Romance is like...#Why don't you just say what you mean?#Give her what she actually likes not some random flowers b it's "romantic #I dont get doing cultural things for their own sake #I'm tired of most things ppl do bc it makes no sense #Unnecessary drama #Too stressful #I cant keep up w all these things #Cabin in the woods #This is why I like kids bc they are simple and don't manipulate #Don't use layers of deception and passive aggressive etc #Also animals #They just. Are.#I hate fakeness most of all #Infp #Things should be different ftmp #I'll make my own utopia #Farm #Come visit if ur not going to make it like the outside world

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jungwnies · 2 years

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⋅ ⎯ ✈︎ choi yeonjun | 최연준

sex with yeonjun was never really rough

a lot of people make him out to seem like a hard dom but i see a completely different side of him

someone who cares and is gentle

yeonjun to me is someone who knows what to do with your body

yeonjun is especially soft during sex when he's feeling stressed or he's just completely overwhelmed with what's going on

he's very careful with your body, making sure he touches the right spots

he makes sure his touch is gentle

and his sweet words as his soft lips barely touch your ear

yeonjun is good at what he does and this is no exception

⋅ ⎯ ✈︎ choi soobin | 최수빈

soobin is always soft

soobin is so vanilla to me idc idc

there are times where he might be a little rough

hair pulling here and there but this time around he was gentle

he knew your body like the back of his hand

his favorite position is literally missionary idc what anyone tells me

he loves the intimacy

i wouldn't say sex with soobin is particularly soft

but he's very sweet and always wants to please you

he tends to put his needs to the side

but he always gets joy from knowing he was able to make you cum

⋅ ⎯ ✈︎ choi beomgyu | 최범규

the way i can already imagine him being soft during sex

beomgyu is a JOKER

he is always making jokes or being the reason someone laughs because that's just the kind of person he is

so who am I to think that sex would ever be serious with him?

but

but this time around he was different

he was in a loving mood

not that he's not always in a loving mood but today he was feeling a little bit more soft and serious

today he touched your body like a delicacy

his touch was soft and his hands wandered across your body gently

the way he would whisper the most sweet yet seductive things in your ear???

LIKE OKAY BEOMGYU SIR CALM DOWN

⋅ ⎯ ✈︎ kang taehyun | 강태현

not going to lie but i was definitely listening to justin bieber "love me" while writing this but anyways

i feel like taehyun is already super gentle and super loving because he's not someone who gives into love easily

tyun is good with his words but he's also good with the way he treats your body

i promise you every time you have sex with him it's just making love because he's not someone who would give himself to someone without knowing that he loves them wholeheartedly

he's always compassionate and willing to give you all of him as you give him all of you

sex is the most vulnerable moment to tyun so he's going to treat you like the only person in the world

calling you perfect, not blinded by imperfections but finding even your insecurities the most beautiful things ever

whenever he's reaching his high, his beautiful moans and the way he tells you he loves you while he fills you up

he's just husband material, he's not someone you could have a fling with

⋅ ⎯ ✈︎ huening kai | 휴닝카이

theeeee sweetest boy ever

but my intuition just tells me he's rough

so when he's being soft he's either tired or he's just so in love and wants to make love

mind you, hyuka is a LEO

HE IS A LEO so what makes you think he's not full of himself

he's literally such a brat during sex and he's very, VERY cocky

smirks everywhere istg

but anyways enough about that because this is not what we're supposed to be talking about...

when he's having soft sex i can promise you he's missionary

he loves being able to see your face and being able to call you beautiful

he loves those intimate aspects of soft sex

he's very good at soft sex when's he's a little bit more emotional or vulnerable

he's especially soft when he's feeling stressed

he'll fuck you hard but his pace is everything

slow and sensual i swear!

2022 © jungwnies

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cosmic-ghost-hermit · 2 months

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Heyo! All the art on these readings is drawn by me. Take what you can from the reading and leave all that does not resonate behind but always be open to new perspectives.

The archetype reading was inspired by the deck I used today. The guide book uses examples from anime to fit the descriptions of the tarot cards. I thought that was really clever so I decided to build off that idea and tell you what archetype you are most drawn to wants to tell you. In short, this is really a message from a specific cards energy. I hope this helps anyone who might be struggling!

PILE 1

Crystal: Tigers Eye

Character: Badtz-Maru

Archetype: The Empress

Astrology: Taurus ♉️, Libra ♎️, Pisces ♓️, Virgo ♍️

Dear pile 1, you are represented by the empress of this deck. The archetype you embody is someone who is luxurious, modest, kind and attentive. You care deeply for those you love and would do anything to assist them and make their life easier. You are a fantastic friend, partner and companion. You don’t necessarily have to be a woman to embody that energy. The message this part of you wants to tell you is that your kindness is being taken for granted. Your attentiveness is being discarded as if the love you gave isn’t worth anything. Your intuition is telling you to withdraw from the connection that is causing this. You maybe started this friendship or connection a while ago but you have started to notice this pattern from the other party in this relationship. They don’t return your love. They don’t say thank you when you go out of your way to be good to them. This doesn’t mean you should necessarily cut them off. Just don’t go out of your way anymore. They are undeserving if they cannot be grateful to you for all you do. I see if you did stop it would barely be noticed at first. However, the person will slowly realize how much you did to assist them. How much work you did was important and helped them get through the day easily. If they apologize and communicate they did wrong that won't necessarily be your queue to go back to scratching their back. You need to wait for them to lend their assistance to you. That will be your invitation to return to being kind. Until then use the extra time you have working on your passion projects and aiming for your dreams.

🖤✒️🔎💻🕋🛞♟️🎤🎼🎱🏴🪨🐕‍🦺🕶️🎩🐦‍⬛💣🎵🎶♣️♠️🏴‍☠️👁️‍🗨️

PILE 2

Crystal: Flower Agate

Character: Keroppi

Archetype: The Devil

Astrology: Leo ♌️, Aquarius ♒️, Capricorn ♑️, Gemini ♊️

Hey pile 2! Your archetype is the devil. Don’t worry though, for this doesn’t make you evil or bad. All this communicates to me is you are an enjoyer of the darker parts of life. You enjoy what other people usually fear. This is definitely not something horrible you should shame yourself about. I see you probably enjoy altered states of reality or perhaps you are very free with your sexual expression. I see you like the taste of control, power and vengeance. Again not a bad thing in my mind. Humans have many states of being and no part of existence is incorrect. Your message from the devil archetype is not asking you to cold turkey your behavior. However, I think it is saying balance is super important when you dabble in darkness. You might be prone to addiction to literally anything you can get dopamine from. I am an addict as well. I know how hard restraint can be. Even doing this reading is giving me cravings to be honest so I know you deal with cravings constantly. Your cards are saying it doesn’t matter if you feed the addiction. You will always be starving for more. You will always be chasing something you can never achieve. Please take care of your body before the cravings lead to worse. When I was dealing with my addiction I ended up in the hospital multiple times. It would have killed me if I hadn’t stopped. It is okay to dabble in darkness but seriously I beg you, from the bottom of my heart please moderate. Moderation is key to keeping yourself safe. If you are meant to have the darkness, it will be in your grasp. If you are in need of a break. Trust the universe when it takes it away. You are not evil for needing. I want to reiterate that because I know how it feels to need something that hurts you.

💚🦈🪀🧃🍵🪦🥗🥒🥑🌪️🫒🍸🍏🥝☘️🌱🥈⚓️🪴🎍🐍🦎🚬👒🤢

PILE 3

Crystal: Carnelian

Character: Tuxedo Sam

Archetype: Emperor

Astrology: Cancer ♋️, Aries ♈️, Sagittarius ♐️, Scorpio ♏️

Hey, pile 3! Your archetype is the emperor. You are a force to be reckoned with. A master of your craft and skilled beyond other people's wildest imaginations. You have a plan and have been putting so much energy into it. You know exactly what you want and exactly how to get it. Your cards are pretty straight forward just like you are. They are telling me that working hard is good! That your progress is fantastic and you have made it so far! However, the pace you are keeping at is almost unsustainable. You can’t juggle all of the tasks you are trying to keep under control. You cannot do it all by yourself. That isn’t logical! Humans are not solitary creatures. We need community and connection to continue on. Humans who have been left alone for too long go hecking crazy! You absolutely can handle all of it mentally. I am not saying you are incapable because you are SO CAPABLE. Rome was not built in a day. Masterpieces are not made out of minutes, they are made out of days or months or years. You are creating a masterpiece so allow yourself time to think about it. Allow yourself the space to brainstorm and be patient with your body and your creativity. Be gentle with yourself. You are only one person and the secret you are missing is that you are not alone. The silly little secret is that you don’t need to set a deadline for the greatness you are going to grow into. One of my favorite artists didn’t make it when he was 20. He grew into his greatness when he was 35. Does that make him any less of a great artist? Absolutely not!!! You are cool, awesome and wonderful! Why do you need to prove that when you already know it is true?

💙💤🌀🪬🌨️🧿💎🚿🧊🫐🌊🌧️🌬️💨🌏🦋🪼🐬🧢🫂🥶💠

-ghost 🖤🩵

#tarot #tarot reading #astrology #pick a crystal #pick a pile #tarot pick a card #crystals #pick a card #spiritualgrowth #spirituality #spirit #archetype reading #archetype #anime tarot #shadow work #tarot shadow work #light work #witchcraft #self discovery

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emojackolantern · 25 days

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UPDATE I AM STILL THINKING ABOUT THE POTENTIAL DAN AND PHIL TAROT AND @slitsfordan ASKED FOR MY RANT ON IT SO HERE ARE MY THOUGHTS ON CARD SYMBOLISM AS IT RELATES TO DIP AND PIP !!

The Fool - PINOF, particularly PINOF 1. the fool is about new beginnings, pinof 1 is the origin of dnp.

The Magician - superamazingproject. the intro to their collaborative content. the dream they put out into the universe. the seed they planted hoping something would come of it.

The High Priestess - BBC Radio 1. they didn't know when it happened how much would come out of it, they just knew they had to do it. that's intuition baby. that being said whoever said sister daniel you're funny as fuck.

The Empress - DAPG. the empress is about fertility and creation, mf they birthed a whole new channel.

The Emperor - DAPC. to me, if the empress is about birthing new ideas, the emperor is about raising them and giving them structure by which to grow. DAPC is just another in the saga of their collaboration, at this point.

The Hierophant - TABINOF. the hierophant is about tradition and also represents the teacher/student archetype. i think of them kind of like profits bringing the word to the people for the first time lol.

The Lovers - TATINOF. think of any picture of them together on tour and tell me im wrong.

The Chariot - DAPGO. im ngl this one is kind of a space filler for chronology's sake, but them writing a second book was definitely a choice they made that furthered their joint image. they willed that into existence.

Strength - Interactive Introverts. Strength speaks on the bravery and fortitude needed to overcome obstacles. Dan particularly has spoken at length about how this tour was hard for him.

The Hermit - Dan's hiatus.

The Wheel of Fortune - The wheel of fortune is about inevitability of change and the cyclical nature of life. I think this one might be too vague for a direct comparison to a specific event? That being said if you can think of an example of a time they were faced with the inevitability of change I am all ears. Either way drawing this card in line with the rws but with dnp motifs would be fun as fuck

Justice - Justice is about karma, about getting back what you gave. I think of their dynamic as a duo, how they give to each other and get the same energy back. I think generally this card would be more negative, talk about literal justice, but I don't think that applies to them.

The Hanged Man - The hanged man is about sacrifice and surrender. I already said this in previous posts but to me this is Phil— going back in the closet for Dan, staying in London while he went on tour, etc. it's the willingness to let things change how they will because you have faith that no matter how much they change they'll always be a little the same.

Death - the changes themselves. sister daniel is a really good representative of this to me, and of the ways dan- but both of them really- have learned to be more comfortable both with themselves and with us as an audience. it's a change for the better.

Temperance - temperance is about balance, to me the most obvious example is their work/life balance. the value they place on their privacy. the taking weeks off after particularly long stints of work. it's doing what you have to do to make sure this work continues to be fulfilling.

The Devil - Dan and Phil Crafts - Slime (duh lol)

I WILL UPDATE THESE LATER BC IM BUSY BUT ALSO IF YOU HAVE SUGGESTIONS I AM OPEN TO THEM:

The Tower - upheaval

The Star - hope for the future

The Moon - the unconscious

The Sun - success over the unconscious

Judgement - review

The World - conclusion

#dnp #dan and phil #daniel howell #phil lester #amazingphil #phan #danandphilcrafts #dapc

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apricot-tarot · 1 year

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PAC READING: WHAT WOULD NOURISH YOUR SOUL?

Click on the ‘KEEP READING’ to go to your pile.

I did a pastry-themed pick-a-card. Now, it’s time for me to do an Italian food one cause I am craving some. I don’t know if I am extremely inspired or extremely hungry.

DISCLAIMER- Tarot is not a substitution for medical, financial or legal advice.

Enjoy ✨

Pile 1 - Bruschetta

The Sun, Ace of Swords, Ace of Wands

For this pile I got a short and simple answer. New beginnings!!! That would nourish your soul. You need something new and exciting that you know will bring you joy. An idea put to action. It is for sure something creative. Even if it is just a hobby, just do it. It will be good for you. You have it in looming in your mind so you probably know what it is. For others, who might not have an idea what it is just try to do stuff that end up giving you joy. This pile is all about trying new things. If you get excited with the idea of something, try it and put it action. Don’t just daydream. JUST DO IT!!!!! You know that meme lol. So, you just need to start somewhere. Baby steps. Take your time and nourish your soul.

I also wanted to add that if you had a passion before or maybe you are working in the field you have always been passionate about...this might be about finding that back. Rediscovering what brings you joy by taking a new and a fresh approach. Explore your spur of the moment ideas and bring life to them in a way or another. It doesn’t have to be big, just a little thing or aspect that you like or feel like doing. Since, this is a general reading, I had to add this paragraph.

Pile 2 - Tortellini

The Fool, Page of Pentacles, King of Pentacles (RX)

You want to literally be a fool, not think too much and just start a journey. The way you want to be a fool is by not worrying about money. I think everyone who does this PAC might pick this pile lol especially during these trying times. Anyway, you have this innate desire to just do stuff without worrying about all the outcome or all the circumstances. I think that most of the people who chose this pile are known to be responsible and reliable, and you want to just get out of that energy. You want to be reckless, whatever reckless means in your book. You want to go back to studying or you want to start some kind of business. Even something like changing your looks. It would be nourishing for you to try things and not worry about what it might mean in the grand scheme of things, or how they might turn out. To sum it up, just don’t want to care about all the consequences that your actions might have. It would also feel good to you if you were selfish. You want to be selfish. If you have found yourself to be a provider for others, this King of Pentacles (RX) is about being tired of that and wanting to be free of responsibility. Anyway, you want to start something new and fresh even though you don’t have it all figured out. It’s about the idea and the journey.

Pile 3 - Pizza Capriccioso

First of all, I had to google how to spell this one lol

The High Priestess, 9 of Cups, 3 of Cups and Ace of Pentacles

This pile and pile 4 both got four cards, even though my intention was to pull three cards for each.

Anyway, onto the actual reading and interpretations. With the High Priestess being the first card to show, this is a ‘following your gut’ kind of theme. In a way, you need to follow your gut when it comes to what would be nourishing and fulfilling for you. Think of it like this. Try a little exercise lol and close your eyes after you read this pile and kind of meditate on what do you wish for. Where is your mind bringing you? You need to let your intuition tell what each scenario makes you feel fulfilled. Imagine them, envision as much as you can and remember the feeling they invoke in you. I think this would be very helpful to this pile.

From the cards that I got (especially three of cups and the ace of pentacles), most of you want to be part of a group and start some sort of business endeavor. Maybe you want this group to be made up of new people and some others might want their existing friend group. This depends. But, what would be nourishing to your soul is finding abundance with your people (whoever your people are) and sharing that abundance. Watching your dreams and wishes come true. You don’t express this to others, it’s almost dormant in you. But, most of the people that choose this pile were the type of kids that imagined their friends and themselves saving the city from the villain, kind of like Winx Club. You know the feeling of doing something with the people you care and just that bond. Deep down you have this desire to be part of a genuine and fruitful bond.

Pile 4 - Focaccia

Ten of Swords, Knight of Cups, Knight of Swords, 3 of Swords

This is the romantic pile. A confession, someone who pursues you and offers their love to you. It would make you forget of painful endings. For this pile, I think you are tired of endings and heartbreaks but those ones weren’t the romantic kind. Or, for the few of you that it was, that relationship wasn’t even worth to suffer for. Which is why, the cards here are indicating a type of ‘suitor’ or ‘lover’ that is worth it. Even if it ends in a breakup, it would be damn worth it. A straightforward kind of love. Someone who is offering what you want and with very clear intentions. Also, something unexpected. Your soul also wants to be surprised by what love can offer. This is moving forward in life through love. If you were to experience a heartbreak, you would want one from love and one that is worth it. You aren’t particularly scared of romance or the pain that can come from it, you actually see it as something healing. Or, it’s like you think like you have gone through worse lol. Anyway, your soul would get nourished by moving on from bitter endings with the help of romance, even if it might bring pain eventually. Deep down you don’t fear that part.

For some others, this is also about craving to meet a partner that has gone through some type of pain and sorrow and you kind of meet in the middle. There is this mirroring. A healing journey together as a couple. Nonetheless, this is also about forgetting about what has been and closing that chapter of your life once and for all. Your soul craves other things now.

If you chose this pile, I would be very curious to know what resonated. Don’t hesitate to tell me.

#tarot pick a card #pac #pick a pile #pick a card #pac reading #general reading #tarot #pick a pile tarot #tarotblr #apricot tarot #divination

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thecatslug · 1 year

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So I was wondering if you had to give your Strahd a personality trait, ideal, bond, and flaw in the style of the 5e system what would it be? The one's in 5e's Van Richten's Guide don't feel right but also don't feel fully wrong. Idk.

Intriguing question! I’m not a huge fan of the 5e I/B/F system, but here’s my best shot at the biggest ones;

Ideal: Pragmatism (Lawful Evil)

Traditional Morality can be a stumbling block to practical solutions. It is better to be ‘evil’ when necessary than to fail when it matters most.

Ideal #2: Honor Thy Word (Lawful)

You are nothing without your word. Keep the promises you make unless broken by the other party (e.g., thieves forfeiting his protection; War Against Azalin ch. 6).

Bond: I am the Land

After spending his life fighting for Barovia and literally bonding himself to the land (I, Strahd ch. 2 | WAA ch. 6), Barovia is rather important to him. Though he may not show it conventionally, he does care about the place in his own twisted way. He will go to exceedingly unhinged lengths (WAA ch. 14) to protect Barovia and its people when it is truly threatened in his eyes.

Flaw: Psychopathy Under Duress

In times of desperation or extreme stress, the emotions’ of others are no longer logically factored into decision making to the point of basically forgetting anyone has or is swayed by them.

Flaw #2: The Challenger

It takes considerable willpower to not call people out, rise to a debate (WAA ch. 6), or to a challenge of authority.

Flaw #3: Tactless

Though he tries his best, he has little to no true tact in matters of emotion or the heart.

Flaw #4: Goddamn Nerd

It is difficult to fully resist launching rambling philosophical discussion on a topic he finds intriguing (WAA ch. 6).

Flaw #5: Mental Instability

From clear and clinically delusional obsessions (e.g., Tatyana) to chronic depression and executive functioning deficits- he is hardly a picture of stability. Overall, mental illness has had likely the most detrimental impact on his behavior, decision making, and life in general- and will continue to kneecap him for, well, eternity.

{I slapped in some source notes on where I’ve drawn specific points from, but everything here is, at its core, sourced from his novels!}

For those nerdy souls that clicked on the “read more” thing, hi! Good to see y’all!

I wanted to add a quick point on how I usually notate his (and most of my NPCs’) personality traits, because why not.

Myers Briggs (MBTI) -> describes a person’s style of cognitive functioning/processing which impacts how they solve problems and see the world (Strahd is an INTJ. He is introverted, logic driven yet intuitive, and skilled in taking the bigger picture of a situation, analyzing it, and implementing often out of the box solutions based off of his analysis. INTJs tend to wax philosophical at times and have an essential drive for knowledge as well. Emotions and social graces, however, are tossed out the window.)

(Just read War Against Azalin if you’re skeptical. His crackhead plan to save Barovia and chapters of philosophical musing are evidence enough. If you think he’s an extrovert, read I, Strahd and tell me if chucking letters at people in bat form to avoid social interaction is extroverted behavior.)

Enneagram -> describes a person’s core desire and the fears they stem from (Strahd is an enneagram 8 wing 9, protecting himself though controlling his own life is his core desire, fear of being harmed or controlled by others is his core fear. However, he can reign in overt aggression when needed, opting for long term vindictiveness and more manipulative shows of dominance all while being about as extroverted as a potato- hence the 9 wing.)

Vampire: The Masquerade Roads and Paths system -> Great inspiration for describing lawful evil character “moral codes”. LE characters have their own rigid moral codes which I try to write out. VtM’s Road/Path system gives some good ideas on what those can look like, and how certain “ideals” may rate in a hierarchy of importance. (I borrow inspiration from some tenants of Road of Kings: Path of the Tyrant to notate his core values).

#hi yes I’m alive #i’m back with another essay #strahd von zarovich #curse of strahd #ravenloft #strahd #ravenloft2e #dnd npc #LFOS

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purple-plum-petals · 14 days

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Hello! If not a bother, I'd like to request a TWST matchup (either platonic or romantic is fine). I enjoy writing a lot (particularly darker content). I love theater and the natural world a lot (to the point my entire family and all my friends are now giving me animal- and marine based presents lol), perhaps it's the 'tism, but I find it so fascinating and beautiful, every creature is just a lovable little guy to me, and the way every plant, fungi, and cell work together to create the world we know, is incredible.

I have been told that the traits I find loveable aren't universally shared, such as when I find it cute that snails can have thousands of teeth. But I just find it hard not to marvel at all these things.

I'm very patient, and while things often fly over my head, and I struggle to read people, I try very hard to understand everyone around me, as a result, I tend to not judge people, instead getting to know them, and I value communication highly, as I am not good at guessing or intuitively knowing.

I do tend to get a bit lost in my own head and interests though, and tend to spend a lot of time alone, being quite introverted - so sometimes I might need a reminder to actually interact, but I'm working on it.

Thank you for sending in a match-up; I think that either Rook Hunt or Silver would be good matches for you!

I was actually debating between Silver and Jade, but ultimately, I picked Silver for your match-up since I think with Jade you would need to be good at guessing how he's feeling since he's not open and honest about himself in that regard. He would be a great person to talk to about your interests and hobbies, though, considering he loves fungi and is literally a merman haha.

Rook loves that you, too, appreciate theatre as it's something he does as well. He'd also love to read your stories if you were willing to share them with him as he doesn't mind consuming a darker story every now and again. Rook is also quite the outdoorsman, so he would love to accompany you if you want to take a hike or venture out into the wilderness. Rook is also someone who can understand your awe at the beauty of the world, even such small and seemingly minuscule things such as how cells function, and he does so without any judgement; he's honestly very supportive of you and your interests and would happily sit and listen to you talk about them all day every day if he were able to. Rook would also relate to your ability to find traits or facts universally deemed as being weird or gross to be cute instead; he, too, sees the beauty in the "strange" and "unconventional." He's also understanding of your need for alone time and space, but he's also the kind of person who will happily give you reminders to get out and socialize; Rook won't overstep your boundaries, but he's there to give you a push if you need it.

Silver has an almost supernatural ability to draw animals of every variety to him so if you ever wanted to see a specific animal up close and personal, Silver would be happy to make your dreams a reality as he somehow seems to communicate with the animals without ever uttering a single word. Silver is also, much like you, a very patient individual who also has a difficult time reading others. Unlike some of the other students at Night Raven College, Silver is always open to communicate with you about how he's feeling or how you're feeling in regard to your relationship, and he always does so calmly and kindly with no judgement. He also understands and respects your need to be alone given your introverted nature and will gladly give you space if you need it as all you need to do is tell him. Thankfully, though, being with Silver doesn't take as much social battery as it may with other people. You two spend a lot of your time together alone in silence, Silver usually sleeping while you focus on learning or reading about the things you are passionate about.

#🌸 . Plum Writes #🌿 . Plum Speaks #🎉 . 400 Followers Match-Maker Event!#twisted wonderland #rook hunt #silver #azukoya

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midnight-moth · 2 months

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i come with some questions and comments 😬

about the specific skills you mentioned, what do you think phantom’s is? or bcs of his poor control like you said, he hasn’t figured it out yet? this is an interesting concept of ghoul power range… tickles my brain

and if collecting and manipulating the essence of other ghouls is his specialty, and then also harnessing it, does this make him a kind of multi ghoul? and what’s the limits on this?

also him seeing the other ghouls by their essence is just so sweet, like everyone has their own signature other than scent, something special and unique to phantom only, like i imagine he randomly goes “oh this feels like (someone)” when he encounters something with a similar essence or signature

also random but i feel like he’s such a genz in the way that he associates everything with a vibe 😂

i would never play hide and seek with this guy if i understand it right and everywhere i go i leave a trail… guy would be a damn good tracker

the world is just colors and shapes and feels to him, without details, and i think it’s pretty, and i get why he likes bland food

aaaaa this hc is so good i love it!

Okay… if I tell you why he can randomly just take from other ghouls, I am revealing a big plot thing from Kilonova. But without giving too much detail, yes he can. And although Quintessence is his “base” element, he can absolutely use others. But no, he doesn’t know how. And he is basically like a dry sponge running around soaking things which is why he is literally exploding. He doesn’t have a barrier yet. To keep things out. Which is … bad.

Uhhh to me .. quintessence ghouls are special. They’re on a different level. And uhhh. I can’t explain that right now. I’m sorry 😭

But yes, he is so very very intuitive and empathetic and there’s really no limit to the way that his very being can kind of seep in and out of things. To touch cells or nerves and understand what they’ve felt or experienced. It makes him very vulnerable too. Like I said. He needs a barrier.

You’re right tho literally he could probably sense the trail you’re leaving as you’re leaving it. I feel like the way he connects with the world is something like the mycorrhizal network. And maybe like mushrooms he can send something like an electrical signal through it. And it talks back. And maybe his power so to speak is fed like the Ghost Pipe. Which is a plant that doesn’t photosynthesize. They theorize that it gets its nutrients through the mycorrhizal network. But I think it’s considered parasitic and he is def not a parasite!

Wow. I do be rambling. But I’m gonna continue.

Everything is definitely very overwhelming especially since everything feels very different “topside” as people call it. To me, hell is not below it is somewhere else. But again. I am not at liberty to disclose. He definitely likes bland food and soft fabric and quiet places. I think his first ritual almost blew all his fuses…. Which I have notes about. And things.

I do imagine his world is very beautiful and not complicated by the knee-jerk judgments we make just by looking at things.

He is very very very special to me. I have soooo much in my head and my notes about him. Like I do with everything else. Which is why I need to stress that writers block and brain fog keeping me from writing it is infuriating.

Thank you for indulging in my crazy talk. Also him using the elemental magic of his lovers to feel himself up is my own personal favorite. Dirty boy.

#phantom ghoul #nameless ghoul headcanons #midnight moth answers

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Hi. I'm a software developer. I like thinking up clever algorithms, ways so solve problems and so on, and I'm not bothered by complexity. My weak side is implementation: I literally get hung up on bringing ideas to life in this world because of arithmetic and similar "low-level" stuff. When working in team, taking charge, managing people and solving problems with no known solution is easier than implementing what is known. How do I overcome this downside? My type is xNTJ.

I have discussed these learning issues before because this is a common problem for Ns, see the section on Learning & Study. When learning, the typical N relies heavily on intuition to get by, for example, through: being a good guesser; only remembering information long enough to pass and/or practicing just enough to pass; believing that grasping the "gist" is good enough; only attending to information as long as it keeps one's interest; only performing as well as is necessary to look good in comparison to others; etc. In essence, they don't realize that their way of learning is very superficial and leaves them lacking a strong foundation of knowledge.

Not until they are properly put to the test is it revealed that they: have many gaps in knowledge; have a poor grasp of basic details/skills; don't know the methods/procedures inside and out like they should; have no reliable way to structure information and retrieve it quickly; don't know how to apply ideas and concepts; often waste too much time reinventing the wheel; etc.

A smart person should heed these warning signs and work to correct the N-S imbalance by better integrating the S function into their learning process. When you mentioned "low-level stuff", did you say it with a tone of impatience or disdain (as many Ns would)? If so, it might be revealing a bias against S-related learning.

Unfortunately, in reality, many people also have ego development issues exacerbating their learning problems. For example, some Ns get arrogant because they receive praise or feel rewarded for their bad learning habits. With unearned confidence, they double down on their bad habits. Experiencing multiple failures might push them deeper into denial of their shortcomings. Denial might lead them to stick to situations where they can show off their strengths and avoid situations that would expose their weaknesses.

This behavior reveals that they don't really care about real mastery but only the appearance of it. In the workplace, as long as they can keep weaseling their way into a better position, they can keep telling themselves that they don't have a problem. Having curated a false self-image over many years of being "quick", "intelligent", "insightful", "creative", or being "above mundane tasks", etc, they fear what might happen if they were to take the mask off. I am not saying you have this problem. I only mention it as a common obstacle to be aware of.

If you want to be an effective learner, you have to get rid of your bad learning habits, whatever they are. To really know your stuff seems like the harder path to take (that's why many choose to fake it instead), but the pay off is huge when you're eventually able to handle and adapt to any situation with ease. Personal growth is its own reward. It's important to note that the best learners care about personal growth and understand that humility and curiosity are vital to learning. Humility is necessary for acknowledging the full extent of one's ignorance. Curiosity is necessary for doing what it takes to fill in those gaps. This means arrogance and stubbornness are two big no-nos.

It sounds like, for reasons you should reflect on, you've put the horse before the cart. Learning is a complicated process. It needs to follow a particular sequence in order to maximize intellectual growth. But many people are impatient and want to do higher order tasks without properly mastering lower order tasks first.

For instance, the problem of "application" can be broken down and understood like this:

You don't possess enough foundational knowledge because you didn't put enough effort into memorizing all the important details, ideas, concepts, principles, etc.

You don't have a deep understanding of the subject because you didn't "make it your own" by taking the necessary steps to organize information properly into a comprehensive and coherent structure.

You can't apply ideas well because you don't have detailed knowledge of methods and procedures and/or you haven't put in the many hours necessary to practice and learn from practical mistakes.

There are several possibilities. It's possible that only #3 is the problem. It's possible that #3 is a problem because of #2. It's possible that #3 is a problem because of #2 AND #1. Whatever the problem is, go back and fix it.

#intuition #intuitives #intj #entj #infj #enfj #infp #enfp #intp #entp #learning #study #application #mastery #arrogance #growth #development #ask

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once more into the breach for FaFiCoWriYear

Reading: Bite the Hand by @http-paprika

I literally kept writing and writing additional comments because i went back and re-read this multiple times

- i am not sure when i went from hating this man to wanting to hatefuck this man but yes this fic…only added fuel to the fire… *biting my fist while re-reading this for the nth time*

- i am also equally obsessed with frost as i am with graves here; strong competent/confident women are also my great weakness fic-wise (as are the strong competent/confident men who simp/are tender&gentle for them a la this fic’s graves)

- and once again the worldbuilding here with frosty and her fam and wolf lore is just fascinating!!! something that really stood out to me about this story was how I was just effortlessly drawn in to the plot and how… intuitive (wtf am I writing? idk) the story was to me - graves collecting misfits for his shadows, his whole ass characterization (as someone who’s spent some time in texas/has friends in dallas I heard his lines in graves’ voice seamlessly - high praise for papri’s writing <3) - when he point-blank asks reader “do i make you uncomfortable” - physically trying to put her at ease with his body language yet verbally going for the kill when they first meet- UNFFF aNYWAY I HAVE A HARD TIME EXPLAINING MY SIMPING FOR GRAVES IN WORDS BUT THE WAY PAPRIKA WRITES HIM MAKES ME WANT TO TACKLE AND MAUL HIM AND SIGN MY LIFE AWAY TO SHADOW COMPANY

- feral for the juxtaposition of reader’s bg with shifting/rejecting this quite frankly wild part of herself and graves’ role in helping her accept and embrace it - anyway i didnt really come here to start a treatise on the exploration of shifting as allegory for love/self-acceptance/sexuality in this 5billion word essay i will-

- GRAVES & SHADOW COMPANY RESCUING READER GRAVES & SHADOW COMPANY RESCUING READER GRAVES & SHADOW COMPANY RESCUING READER

- GRAVES GIVING FROST HIS OWN PERSONAL PATCH?????? that probably has his scent too-

- a part of me thought graves being able to sneak up on frost in her truck trying to find the base and her reaching for a plastic straw of all things in reaction to him surprisin her, this trained marine soldier - was a subtle tell that she implicitly trusts graves/doesnt see him as dangerous - sometimes the body just knows

- DEEPLY curious what the photos are of in graves’ office maybe his shadows having a cookout, group selfies <3

- “got any brothers?” dialogue slayed me - i feel like canonwise the way he is fleshed out and built up really makes him the villain people love to hate because of how closely he+shadow company follows/supports 141 pre las-almas face-heel turn and that whole scene of him hyping up his shadows and all i will say is papri now has me fucking emotionally attached to her erikson, lerch, and vance (HE SO DID FIGHT A BEAR, LET HIM HAVE THIS FIGHT ME FROSTY)

- also obsessed with the im just teaching you how to hunt and run as a pack leader should be, it’s just my responsibility this is not-a-date, sooooo not-a-date

-whose vest did frost get indeed still curious

- “You look good,” He commented, quickly finishing the sentence when she cocked an eyebrow up at him. “-In the Shadow Company uniform and wearing our insignia. Like it was made just for you.”

omg i fucking love it when frost flusters graves

- not me googlin indigo bush to see what it looked like to distract myself from the emotional whiplash of the flashback scene of her first shifting (8/10 bush, i would also hide there if there weren’t other options with more foliage)

- shadows regularly falling asleep on graves is now canon for me (and ofc as pack dad/AND peak dad, he’d let them <3)

- “She was unwilling to admit that her scent was laced with something sweet, a glow in her face, and the ache in her bones whenever she passed Graves.”

i love love love LOVE the idea that you can smell crushes amongst wolves <3

- Frost wouldn’t offer that to Graves, he was already gracious enough as it was. But it didn’t stop her from closing her eyes, fantasizing about showing him every version of herself. Letting Graves take her in his arms, telling her the past didn’t matter.

omg this line!! this feeling!!! the YEARNING *sry busy wiping away all the foam coming out of my mouth*

- “Frost, you could tell me you murdered a man and I’d help you dispose of the body. I’m not one to judge.” THEN HE TAKES YOU TO HIS CABIN IN THE WOODS/SECRET DEN????

FROSTY. I NEED YOU TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES. OK MAINTAIN EYE CONTACT. NOW LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SAY THIS MAN HAS CONFESSED HIS LOVE TO YOU AND DESIRES TO JOIN YOU IN LEGAL AND HOLY MATRIMONY AND WANTS YOU TO HAVE HIS BABIE-

ALSO WDYM PAST REPEATING ITSELF WHO ELSE HAS DONE THIS FOR OUR FROSTY!?!??!?! I am also in love with all the hints to frost’s backstory

- “Make yourself at home, if you break something, I will make you buy it.” COUGHHISHEARTCOUGH also this is truly such a Graves phrase

- The light danced in his eyes, his brows knit together as he looked at her. A look of a man who was giving her his full attention. “And affairs of the heart have never been logical.”

“What are you so scared of, Frost?” He kept his distance, waiting until she was ready to let him in. There was a patience in his tone, something so gentle about the way he spoke that made her knees want to buckle.

*me, reading this with hearteyes*

- “I can’t change your past, but I can shape the future, and I don’t want to hurt you. You deserve everything you want, everything you crave, and I want to give it to you.”

AAAAAAAAAAAAA if a man said this to me i would probably rip my physical heart out of my chest and offer it up to them, kneeling

- “when she closed her eyes, it wasn’t the night she’d spent with Graves that she thought of, but a painful recollection from her past. It manifested in the physical, with stinging in her eyes and throat.”

pls i want to hug frost and hold her at a respectful distance by her shoulders and tell her it is okay <333333 even with all the hard work u put in to heal (shoutout to therapy and friends and loved ones <3) sometimes even the sweetest of memories and experiences can be tinged with bitterness from trauma; i have also experienced this way too many times and ugh i feel so seen here <3

- He was getting older, he needed someone willing to mate, to commit. And despite her best efforts, she wasn’t ready.

omg i felt a PHYSICAL PANG IN MY CHEST reading this line AAAAAAAAAA MY HEART <3

- this fic is still ongoing but i am absolutely vibrating at the idea that frosty ran all the way back home - like HOME home - basically scene of the crime for her - and graves now entering HER territory UNFH MY BODY IS READY PAPRIIIIIIII <3333

#FaFiCoWriMo #madstrothought #http-paprika #bite the hand #phillip graves x reader #call of duty #fanfiction

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21, 24, 51, 57, 100 but excluding music related

21. What’s the stupidest fight you’ve ever gotten into?

ok idk if this means like an argument or a physical altercation. umm once i was in an argument with a girlfriend because she said i loved doctor 13 more than her. that was a pretty stupid fight and i think she really was upset but the problem was i couldnt in sincerity tell her she was wrong. i was literally like 'you re going to have to accept this about me'. or if it means a physical altercation then one time i was waiting so so so long (we are talking like 2-3 hours) trying to get a taxi home from town and some dude swooped in on one before me and i got so mad i hit him over the head with the only thing i had to hand which was. a rose. guy turns around like what is your FUCKING problem and i was like ok yeah fair play i probably shouldnt have done that. but he started to get mad so i doubled down i was like ok but youre being really fucking dramatic about this it was just a flower i think you'll live. it didnt really escalate past a bit of shoving tho bc he had to get in his taxi so it wasnt really a fight. um also sometimes i punch people at random in the club

24. Do you tend to gravitate more toward using logic or intuition to make decisions?

hm. i think i make an intuitive decision and then am very good at coming up with a million logical arguments to justify it so i can SAY im making a decision based on logic. but its not really true im following my heart always i think.

51. What’s the longest you’ve ever stayed awake?

it is terrifyingly common for me to be awake for 30+ or even 40+ hours but i think one time when i was a teen i was awake for 3 days. like from morning on day one til evening on day 3 so like 60hrs? i was absolutely not grounded in reality by the end of it i was so fucked up.

57. Is there a vine or tik tok you quote often?

there truly is not. i never lived in those places

100. What’s one of your fondest memories? (excluding music related)

ok that is so evil u know my mcr trips are literally my favourite topic of conversation :( i have so many fond memories u dont even want to hear about my late winter sunrise coach journey heading off to sydney listening to rtl u dont even want to hear for the 17th time about when i crowdsurfed to mama in new jersey :( are we even friends.....

im gonna b real with u ive been trying to think of an answer here for quite some time and i dont think i can. im sure i have fond memories that aren't music-related and i know u phrased it like that bc u really didnt want to hear for the 18th time about when i crowdsurfed to mama in new jersey but like. i have been to so many shows and there really is magic in the air there and truly so many of my fondest memories are of those moments. running into people u havent seen in years and catching up and reminiscing... putting ur arm around a friend and wailing along to your favourite songs together.... fighting ur way out of the pit when a certain song starts bc u have to make it back to ur buddy for this one... fighting ur way INTO the pit when a certain song starts and making soulmates with random people for just one night... these ARE my fondest memories!! <3 oh one time i went to see tim minchin w friend as a teen we got high before we went in and it was a beautiful show he closed on white wine in the sun and when we came outside we were still high and it was snowing heavily it was so beautiful and it felt so magical. thats one of my favourite memories i think <3

#in my kitchen with a friend singing summertime the week before the warrington show...#in the woods with a friend at night singing look at you now...#getting off the train after the my chem show with a small crowd of people singing the closing chorus of helena as we part...#music makes everything magical!! as if its my fault!!#ask #beatifiq

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maddyshome · 1 year

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I just read Gojo’s natal chart and are we really sure Gege is not a secret astrologer or something? Everything fits TOO WELL. It’s weird.

(This is going to be a character bashing yall so be aware I will not hold myself back. Why? Because I’m 1. mean 2. an aries moon)

He is a sagittarius. Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter. Jupiter is the counterpart of Zeus. This is the strongest, everyone. No doubt about it. I couldn’t give Gojo a better suited zodiac sign if I tried.

He’s literally the common archetype of Sagittarius. Jovial, arrogant, carefree, adventurous. Cannot admit when they make a mistake. All that. Just like Zeus.

The problem here, with this chart, is...that his Jupiter is fucked. Like genuinely fucked. Yeah, sure, it’s in cancer and that’s the exalted sign. But that’s it. There’s literally NO positive aspect in Jupiter. It’s all squares and opposites. The trine with Pluto here? Doesn’t really matter. This cannot remove the other horrible aspects.

Gojo’s Jupiter is his dominant planet. There’s no planet more important for a Sag than Jupiter. The fact that his Jupiter is shitty is just not good. I’ll explain why.

We know that Gojo is a very arrogant character. That’s not a mask. He actually is arrogant. He truly believes that he is the strongest and other people are simply weaker and insignificant. His huge ego and hubris is mostly caused by his Jupiter. His Saturn-Jupiter opposite can indicate a pessimistic mindset. This can be someone that is indiferent to what happens around him. The Uranus-Jupiter opposite can make someone too independent. This can be someone who considers his freedom to be the most important thing in the world.

Annnd of course Neptune-Jupiter opposite is a blockage to his own intuition and perception about the world. This can be someone that is easily lead astray. They lose themselves because their morals (Jupiter) are not connected to their spirit (Neptune). They do not understand the themes around Jupiter and Neptune (spirituality, religion, meaning of life and death, humanity)

All of this is combined with a SCORPIO MARS conjunct SCORPIO PLUTO (obsessed with power and strength. attracted to power and strength). For this man, being the strongest and having power over people, over the world, is not only part of identity, but its his ENTIRE identity.

This chart is exactly the type of chart of a person that believes that there are two types of people. 1. strong people (like him) or 2. weak people (rest of the world that is not a special grade sorcerer or they are just normal humans). If you are in the strong people category then congratulations because he will see worth in you and you are his friend. If you are in the weak people category, then I am sorry to tell you this but this man will never care about your opinion, life or anything else.

He won’t open up to weaker people because how could they ever understand him? They are weak. They don’t have to shoulder the burden of protecting the world. So what does it matter who they are or what they think? Their problems are meaningless because they do not hold any power in this world. Do they know that the great Gojo Satoru was betrayed? There’s no worse feeling than what Gojo Satoru had to feel. It’s all about Gojo Satoru you see? If this man were alive I would avoid him at all cost are you kidding me.

His only saving grace, and I’m serious, is that Pisces Moon. A person with a pisces moon can be very empathic and sensitive. This is the most empathic and compassionate sign for the Moon. An evolved Pisces Moon doesn’t care about weak or strong. Doesn’t care about how much power someone has. Because they can relate to everyone in all walks of life.

It’s very likely that his dream (to have strong allies so nobody would be alone anymore) is a result of his Pisces Moon. I have no doubt he is very hurt. Sadly Gojo is an unevolved Pisces Moon. Why? Because of his ego. As we know, he is not alone, was never alone. But he’s fucking crazy and possibly delusional.

#jjk #gojo satoru #astrology #jupiter #jujutsu kaisen #anywaysss next is MY BOY MY ANGEL LOMF #yeaaaaaaa #bam dum tsss #yuuji itadori

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Watching the Frozen movies again. Remembering how much I love them. You know for children’s movies, they actually can get pretty dark when you really analyze the concepts used to tell the story. Showing how quickly magic can become a very destructive thing when not handled correctly or when there’s a lack of emotional control. Elsa’s magic being more so PK ability. That of hydrokinesis/cryokinesis. The psychic ability to manipulate or control water, ice or frost.

There has been similar stories about this with the element of fire as well. Stephen King’s ‘Firestarter’ specifically comes to mind. And many a Marvel or DC character have possessed these supernatural abilities.

It really is about learning to control your inner power because psychic ability (or magic) is an extension of our thoughts and emotions - of our internal selves. The Frozen movie specifically tells the story of a gifted/cursed child that has to overcome their fear of putting their loved ones in danger out of a mishandling and lack of control of their mental and emotional power - which manifests as a physical supernatural ability.

You take the metaphor of that away and you’re left with a child who grows up to be afraid of their own power because they’ve been taught that it’s wrong, that it’s a threat, that it’s destructive and chaotic. When really, what’s more dangerous is repressing it because the fear of it only continues to grow instead and that can be even more destructive in the end.

This is a very dark concept to be telling the story of in a children’s movie if not for the metaphor being used.

But this is also why it connects to an older audience.

Why it works as an all-the-family movie because the older audience can see behind the metaphor to the strong and substantial message that’s there while the younger audience thinks it’s cool and entertaining but can come to relate and resonate with the characters.

Both Frozen 1 and 2 navigate these icy waters quite literally to tell the story of the danger of repression. Keeping it in over letting it out when the latter, while still dangerous, is less dangerous than the former because there’s no emotion more chaotic than fear. And when you possess such immense power that you can’t control, and there’s no real guidance for how to… that fear only intertwines with that immense inner power and exacerbates it - it doesn’t stop or quell it. In that way the moral to the story is about allowing and accepting our inner power than it is about controlling or concealing it and that’s why it’s so empowering and captivating to audiences of any age or gender. They learn that repression just makes power worse because there’s no true understanding of it in the first place.

And I feel like a lot of people who do possess psychic/intuitive power innately need to know and learn this because they’re taught and encouraged to control and conceal their power more so than they are taught to allow and accept themselves as they naturally are.

Speaking from personal experience - when I realized that I was psychic and possessed claircognizant and clairsentient abilities, I didn’t understand my experiences: I thought there was something wrong with me and there was no one I could talk to about it. So having a fictional character like Elsa when I was young would have really helped me with knowing and understanding myself and my own abilities before I had even come across the right or correct “term” and “definition” for them. Before I knew that they were good and that they were a natural part of who I am.

The Frozen movies matter to someone like me that does possess psychic power and ability. But they would also matter to someone not like me because the metaphor doesn’t have to be taken literally. It could simply just be that of understanding our inner power and that we are just as worthy with it or without it.

And that’s the deep story there behind the metaphor. But also very much through the metaphor as well. For me it’s through the metaphor but for most people it’ll be behind the metaphor. Both are just as empowering.

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Trigger warning: staying unbothered. I can guarantee you this works: instead of reacting to those situations and those people, all you're going to do is just sit and observe. Sit back and watch, have some tea or a smoke and relax. Even when they keep throwing daggers in your back. Unfazed, unbothered remaining calm, maybe having a little party. Because by then, the next thing they do to try to get you down you're already going to be aware because you've just been observing without reacting. The Universe is clapping for you, already handling the situation for you because you didn't react.

Remember anything anyone does has nothing to do with you. Always have zero expectations for people. Detach completely from any outcome. Accept people one hundred percent how they are now and where they are consciously. Believe them the first time they show you who they are. When you believe things should go a certain way or people should react in a certain way you are probably going to become disappointed. You control your reaction, not them. Remember they want a negative reaction out of you, don't feed them. Always remember circumstances don't matter, only your state of being matters.

Say, for example someone insults you either unintentionally or intentionally, just pause, breathe, look at them emotionless, look at their forehead for about four seconds, say nothing and walk away and this will make them feel insecure immediately and they will instantly reflect back on themselves and what they just said to you. Now, this is only for extreme situations, you don't actually want to hurt anyone but you definitely want to mirror their own negative tendencies back at them so they can look in the mirror at themselves and check themselves. Personally I love being honest with myself and check myself constantly. I literally just checked myself this morning because I judged someone too harshly, therefore judging myself. That was just my ego thinking it knew better than my heart.

Say,"I am willing to change this pattern in my consciousness that is creating this condition." Watch the pattern shift. Every time you check yourself you level up. Completely detach from any circumstance and just laugh it off, of course you don't want to be talking badly about anyone but you can laugh at their false projections of you because they are telling on themselves how they feel about themselves. Reframe their words into something positive and constructive for them as a lesson. Don't respond to them how they would ever expect. Personally I've learned how to respond with love and compassion because I know they are just in pain but you don't have to respond that way if you can't. If you feel called to stand up for yourself, do so for the highest good of all. You could be the hero in that situation.

If your new partner does something so low like making fun of you, insulting you, controlling you, humiliating you, takes 4 hours to respond to you, using you, playing hot and cold with you, crossing your boundaries, cheating on you, not getting you a birthday present or whatever it may be, instead of thinking "why am I not enough for them?" Immediately get turned off by their behavior, pull back your energy, feel disgusted by their abusive behavior and break up with them (kindly) because they are most likely a karmic relationship anyways and definitely your sign from the Universe to pack your bags. Your actual person that's meant for you would never treat you that way. Your person may trigger you, but that doesn't mean they are trying to hurt you or they are toxic. The Universe sent them to help heal your triggers.

See, in these situations you're being tested from the Universe one: if you know your worth and two: if you trust your intuition. You teach people how to treat you with what you tolerate. Stay unbothered, let them underestimate you, and keep your boundaries. Repeat after me, or write these down and save them, " I instantly cancel and negate this negative energy and I send it back to the receiver as a refection of themselves I send it back as the spirit of a mirror. " They will be forced to look at themselves and their behavior and the negative energy will leave your life immediately without actually hurting anyone.

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That time I manifested a crush from nothing (but went wrong).

Disclaimer: I didn’t know the law of assumption at that time, but what I did was indeed proof that the law of assumption works.

Long short story:

I had this assumption that I would meet a boy that would change me, don’t even ask me why I had this assumption, I just had… so time to go to high school, you know new people, new experiences, etc.

so the interesting part was me imagining meeting this boy that has blonde and blue eyes, extroverted and kind. And guess what? I indeed manifested someone similar to the person in my mind: blonde hair, extroverted, the one that can make the party feel more fun, but the thing is… he was immature, toxic and had no balls to tell what was going on.

The scene played a little bit similar, he got interested in me and had a crush on me. But the way he changed me was in a negative way.

He gave me like hundreds of signs that he was interested on me. He even got the audacity to be jealous because I was baiting him to see his reaction when I mentioned my “secret crush” that wasn’t from our school. Because, I wasn’t show any signs that I was interested on him (but I wasss!! I just hid it so good..) he treated me like a crap and then apologise when he made me cry.

I got more anxious, I cried like thousands of times because of him hurting my feelings and overstepping my boundaries. He didn’t respect me at all, and he was quite similar but opposite at the same time from what I had imagined and assumed. Why though?

If I could go back I should just slap my past self and remind her that she FORGOT to add that she DESERVES respect and love.

Here are the reasons why everything just went wrong with that situation:

: ̗̀➛ my self concept was the most shitty at that time. I treated myself as a crap human being that doesn’t deserve anything in the world. So the eypo (everyone is you pushed out) would reflect how disrespected and awful people can be with me because how I myself projected my idea about me in my inner conversations as well.

: ̗̀➛ I was not specific with the list at that time. Please, PLEASE be specific with your list, as much as you can. You can literally manifest anyone and everyone that you desire with your desired traits. Please remember that those people have to respect you and love you unconditionally and in a healthy way, instead of creating pointless misunderstandings.

: ̗̀➛ my core belief, where all my assumptions are coming from, were all around my past traumas. Trust issues, people are crap in general, the world is shit, I am forever doomed to be misunderstood, etc ruined everything as well.

Then how did I manifest someone that wasn’t part of my life, especially the time that I wasn’t aware of the law of assumption?

: ̗̀➛ believing in my assumption, just like a prediction reading or “I got this feeling and intuition that…” those will help you a lot to feed in your mind that your assumption will become true.

: ̗̀➛ keep repeating the feeling or a specific scene where I just meet this person. Live in the end process.

: ̗̀➛ let go and have this strong feeling that I will meet this person soon. Sort of “creation is done” process. The feeling of how you know that you will receive your package because you just order the stuff that you want and you just know that it will arrive eventually.

This is one of my experiences where it confirms that yes, you can manifest anyone specifically with specific traits. I was unaware and so not surprising I wasn’t specific enough and I messed up a lot as well. Why was I successful in manifesting though? Because at that time I was into spirituality and psychics, I was believing in my “psychic abilities” so of course I would believe in my “predictions”.

He entered my life, changed my perspective and learned quite a lot of lessons, especially knowing what type of man I want in my life. Pretty intense, but he was useful for me to be part of my growth process.

Could things have gone better if I was a pro on knowing Neville’s stuff and manifesting? Yes, absolutely. The ending could easily be much better than what I got.

Can I revise? Yes, I absolutely can, but is it worth it? I don’t think so. I moved on and I have other stuff to focus on.

My purpose was to tell you that you can manifest literally any type of sp that you desire. I even manifested specific traits that I wanted in my friends and boom, I got it.

I can do it again but that is not on my main goal list right now.

My fellow loa believers, this little story is a reminder that we are absolutely god of our reality and the knowledge that we have right now is a fucking cheat code to have a better life and make our life easier than society taught to us.

If you have any questions feel free to drop on my ask box♥️🫶🏻

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I'm going to make this quick

So, I've finally caught up to Representation for Miraculous. I have some thoughts, but nothing like I did with Migration. That one hit a special nerve. Beware for any spoilers for Miraculous S5

Intuition:

Gabriel is ballsy. I do commend him for his risk and seeing the failures, but holy fuck. The whole thing with his afib and the heart beating made me squirm, but only because I suffer from heart problems myself, so it made me uneasy hearing that.

Pretension:

Ok. Feligami is cute.

Revelation:

Boring until Hoaxer, then it got interesting.

Confrontation:

Kudos to Sabrina for taking a stand. Also, short hair Lila is choice. Granted I love short hair on women.

Also, am I missing something, or did Juleka not have a speech problem back in season 1? It could just be me, but I thought she spoke fine at least until the later seasons when she started mumbling everything. Did I miss something?

Collusion:

Leave the fucking pregnant woman alone!! FFS!! I fucking get that Chloe is a brat and is gonna be that way, but Gabriel, leave the pregnant woman alone! Fuck! I nearly fucking cried when she got akumatized after dealing with all that stress of the day. FFS!

Now for the one (I assume) people are really interested in. Revolution:

I fucking laughed. So, yes, I acknowledge that in a fantasy, fictional world that kind of shit can happen. But in the real world and real world logic, there's no fucking way any of that would have happened. It's just like my nitpick with Jagged "just ripping up his contract." In the sense of our world, it wouldn't work. So, I don't know how to take this episode. I didn't hate it, but it did make me laugh with how nonsensical it was. So, it could have been worse.

Overall I didn't hate Chloe. She fulfilled her role well enough. I am more annoyed with Andre though. Kudos for wanting to fix your mistakes, but maybe grow a backbone and punish your daughter? No? Send her off with Audrey? Cool. Whatever.

Another thing I have is the fucking deus ex machina moment for Ladybug and Chat Noir. Fuck that shit. It's painfully obvious and while good deus ex machina moments exist, that wasn't one of them. I would have preferred there was more build up because, to me, they aren't grown up. They are still kids physically and mentally. Emotionally too. Fuck it, all around.

Now for spoiler territory. Representation:

I don't know. It could have been worse?

So, the story of the Agrestes and Graham de Vanillies was interesting, but a part of me wishes we learned in a different way. Or at the very least, not have Felix and Kagami act it out. I wanted to laugh so hard at it because it came off as so silly. Though I do like the idea that Adrien and Felix were literally miracle children. That I do love.

Also, this will be triggering to some and cause some hate, but I need to get this off my chest.

Felix, honey, I acknowledge that being called a monster all your life by someone who was supposed to "love" you is extremely damaging, but I don't think that necessarily make Colt a thousand times worse than Tomoe or any other abusive parents. I know pain is relative and it falls to the perspective of the individual, but I was expecting a lot worse. Again, it could just be me, but I expected so much worse from Colt than just controlling his son and calling him a monster. As far as I see it, Colt just falls in line with all the other shitty parents. Nothing special.

Last thing that confuses me is Chat/Adrien's nightmare. I get it's meant to be a reference to Chat Blanc and the danger he possesses, but why? As far as we know, Adrien would have absolutely no idea about those events, only Marinette. So, why that? I was honestly expecting something to do with him as Adrien, not Chat. But I guess we need to fabricate a reason for Adrien not to tell Marinette the truth and give him trauma. Right? Right?

And wouldn't he still remember it anyway despite the miracle being performed? It's a nightmare after all. That shit haunts you. And the way Gabriel made it sound was that it just bought their worst fears to the conscious rather than dwelling in the subconscious, y'know, as nightmares do. Also, no one tell Juleka, but if I'm reading her nightmare right, Jagged doesn't really love her. I don't care about the birthday episode since all we see is Jagged giving attention to Luka, not Juleka too. But that's just my hot take.

Last thing for Representation I want to call out. Marcaniel canon finally?! Yes please. You cannot convince me otherwise after seeing them away from the crowd, alone, holding hands, and about to do what we all know was gonna happen. First JuleRose, now Marcaniel. Best part of the episode.

This has been a L0tus rant. Have a lovely day.

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