#I really hate October

[mon-mon-ang]

It’s been 3 years already

🥺😭

#wonho #monsta x #missing you so much #monsta x wonho #I really hate October #just feeling so depressed this whole month #🐻🐰🐶🐹🐢🐝🐱 #follow will always be a 👸

[ruporas]

feast (ID in alt)

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #tw blood #im posting this so late because october escaped me Suddenly.. hello.... #i wanted to make it a photoset with this other vampire vw wip but i don't think i'm finishing it any time soon and the mood of it is #completely different anyway. also i don't think i ever shared anything about my vampire au on here !!! it's all old art by now so im shy lo #but maybe i'll do a photodump of it. long story short vash is a vampire since birth and ww is a human vampire hunter that turns during thei #travels together due to EoM experiments + getting vash to drink from him at some point. #humans turn once they get bitten but bc ww has been experimented on #& got bitten by a bunch of human turned vampires thruout his hunts he thought it wouldn't be a problem for vash to drink from him but alas. #theyre both ok though theyre traveling together definitely not hating themselves for what theyve become and feeling guilty for what theyve #done to each other. theyre completely normal about it. the biting part is really appealing to me in vampire aus so i draw it a lot but #in reality vash only drank from ww once and ww mightve done it twice under the realization he might actually die otherwise #since he wont drink from humans after being turned.... he's combatting the 5 stages of grief at all times #if this is all nonsense im sorry DMGKSDF I'M NOT good at explaining and this au came from nowhere in the depths of my mind its a mess #ruporas art

[royalarchivist]

Ironmouse: I love it when you punch me.

Baghera: Yeah, you do? Oh, I'll keep going then. [Punches Mouse off the walkway]

Ironmouse: What a treat. What a treat to be punched by Baghera!

Baghera: You can crush me too, if you want.

Ironmouse: I WANNA CRUSH YOU! YEAH!!! ...If only I had the guts to crush such a beautiful person.

Baghera: One day you will. Oh yeah, please!

Phil: ...What am I hearing right now? 🤨🏳️‍🌈

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Ironmouse: Baghera! :D

Baghera: Hiya! How are you?

Ironmouse: I love it when you punch me.

Baghera: Yeah, you do? Oh, I'll keep going then. [Punches Mouse off the walkway]

Phil: [Laughing in the background]

Ironmouse: Oh, thank you.

Baghera: Yeah, don't worry.

Ironmouse: What a treat. What a treat to be punched by Baghera!

Baghera: You can crush me too, if you want!

Phil: [Dying in the background] Wtf!

Ironmouse: I WANNA CRUSH YOU!

Baghera: YEAH! Do it!

Phil: Oh my god...

Ironmouse: YEAH!!! ...If only I had the guts to crush such a beautiful person!

Baghera: One day you will. Oh yeah, please!

Phil: ...What am I hearing right now?

Baghera: Oh, yeah, sorry. Yeah.

Phil: [Cracks up]

#Baghera Jones #Ironmouse #QSMP #Philza #Baghera #October 9 2023 #Why Do You Hate Yuri Phil ( /j ) #Salty about there not being enough clips of the QSMP ladies #admittedly I'm part of the problem but in my defense; none of them frickin stream at a good time for me #except Jaiden on occassion #I move heaven and earth to watch Jaiden #I've been watching Mouse a bit more though! #Audio only because I'm so busy but I really like her and want to watch her more #I wanna watch Baghera more too but usually she overlaps with people I'm already watching so at least I can see her that way #like with Purgatory #also someone in the tag asked for a ship name and my mind instantly went ''ironduck'' which made me laugh #I'm just imagining Baghera and Ironmouse pulling up to Purgatory in their Jaeger ''IronDuck'' #Catch These Hands Watcher

[hazel2468]

At this point, “OP is a Zionist” means “OP is a Jew who has spoken about the rampant and violent antisemitism in leftists spaces and it makes me feel icky that a kike dares to express their opinion because I’m a racist bigot, so I’ll call them a Zio and that means I can get away with being outright racist about Jews because it’s acceptable to hate ‘Zionists’- and if any other Jews call me out, I’ll just say they’re Zionists, too!”

You absolute fucking ghouls couldn’t be more transparent if you tried. You’re not allies. You’re not good people. You do not care about human rights. Your “activism” is the smokescreen you put up to hide the fact that you get off on hating Jews. Your “activism” is about nothing more than making you feel good and getting your little brownie points from other antisemites online.

We see you. We know the deal. At least the fucking Nazis had the guts to say outright that they want every Jew dead. You’re so cowardly that you have to couch it in social justice language and beat around the bush.

#antisemitism #leftist antisemitism #in case it wasn’t clear #no you do not have to hand it to the fucking Nazis #its just amusing #and by amusing i mean i hate it #that violent right wing antisemites and white supremacists and Nazis #seem more willing to be openly devoted to their hatred and wear it on their chest #whereas leftist antisemites fucking cower behind seven layers of social justice language #like either way Nazi or leftist they want me and mine dead #but everything since october seventh has REALLY proven to me #that leftist compassion and the very bedrock of the movement is 100% conditional #and it will fucking go down like a sandcastle in the waves the second there’s an excuse to hate Jews

[kelokez]

( ｡ •̀ ᴖ •́ ｡)

#art #October #vnc #vanitas #I love him and hate him #but not really hate #but also not really love #wait yes to the love #well maybe not #he’s so interesting to me #what’s that thing people say #I’ll put him in my pocket #yeah that #anyway #Vanitas no carte #the case study of vanitas #gonna catch up on the manga finally so I can suffer with my people #I want to be with all of you in the abyss

[ra-vio]

the minish cap turned 19 years old on Nov 4

#loz #legend of zelda #minish cap #toon link #link #I was busy that day. trying not to succumb to the thoughts #it was also my friend's birthday. he lives in japan so I celebrated on the 4th #im trying really hard to not fail my math course. i always take the worse math course on earth in fall #ironically the class im taking is the culmination of the other two worse math classes on earth before calc3. im not taking calc 3 #i will actually kermit. im so fucking tired. daylight savings ending is kicking my ass and its only day 3 #i've been trying to draw because i didnt draw all of october and im kinda losing my mind #and when im losing my mind i usually have some sort of buffer. its not re4 anymore cause i finished so it has to be drawing #im trying to practice the self care of doing my homework days in advance so i can get the weekends off. i hate it here. genuinely #i miss re4 so bad. i miss my wife. i miss my malewife. i miss luis #i forgot to say something about the art. i love the minish cap. its what my username is based on #my other username. not ra-vio. we know what that's based off #wow the colors look weird on pc

[blue-eli]

Ink October day two: Dual

Denoting reference to two.

Consisting of two parts or elements or having two like parts.

Having a double character or nature.

#Roxas #kh roxas #kingdom hearts roxas #roxas kh #roxas kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts #kh #blue boi draws #ink october #ink October 2023 #ink October 2023 day 2 #this is a really fitting prompt for this day I am now realising #anyway: two of them #I hate drawing keyblades have I mentioned how much I hate drawing keyblades #they’re like swords I love them but the second you try and get me to draw one I am yelling kicking screaming #Roxas my boy Roxas my son Roxas my friend Roxas #playing days rn and your honour I love him

[disposal-blueeee]

VARGASTOBER - day 1 : edgar vargas

#vargastober2023 #vargastober #THESE ARE LIKE SO RUSHED BUT I REALLY WANTED TO DO SOMETHING ..... #the rest of these probably will be small doodles too .... i don't have time for anything else ughhh ugly crying #ALSO i want to thank everyone for the support i got today ! WOAH SO MANY NOTIFICATIONS !! #everyone here is so sweet i love this fandom ... #i'm like actually super excited over this project even though i know i won't have the time to make something pretty and detailed ..... #i hate school so much ugh #but for now .... here .... *hands you this drawing* have this .... i hope it's enough . #ohhh he's so dear to me . like . for real . #fun fact i know almost every line of his part on issue 2 #i just keep repeating it !! it's fun to say the dialogues out loud ! #i went to a party today . oh so tired . #really stressing days ! sighhh . #LET'S JUST PRETEND IT'S STILL OCTOBER 1ST OKAY . #man i should be sleeping . see you tomorrow . #hope i can do at least a small doodle for nny . sighhhh !! #vargas #vargas zarla #edgar vargas #zarla s #doodles #sunny's art

[wundrousarts]

I would love to see Lam in your style!!

Ask and ye shall receive 🤝

I like the idea of her having glasses, to fit her Oracle knack, but they’re fake, to fit the idea of her sort of being in disguise/hiding :) Giving Nevermoor characters glasses is a great hobby of mine lol

#it’s blurry bc ummmm all my drawings lately have been screenshots of teeny doodles on a massive canvas lol #asks #nevermoor #nevermoor fanart #lambeth amara #I have a love/hate relationship w this brush and just did whatever w the rendering bc I was having fun #I always like to do whatever and experiment with these requests as compared to everything else I draw :) #i always mean to make them More but it truly just depends on when I do them lol #also aside from these occasional requests I am only allowing myself one nevermoor drawing a month until October 😱 #so folks that follow me elsewhere don’t get overwhelmed with nevermoor stuff before mogtober rolls around #anyways. what else. I’ve really gotta make some head turnarounds for 919 at some point to work on solidifying my designs. eventually ✍️. #I also just desperately need to study and improve in art in general and have to find ways to draw nevermoor whilst doing so 🤔

[lesbiancolumbo]

i actually get a sort of perverse enjoyment out of giving people the opportunity to make me watch any movie of their choice, no questions asked. it's a real trust fall ass maneuver.

#i let my two best friends who love horror do this every october and they really take advantage of that i'll tell you hwhat #also im a libra and hate making decisions allegedly so this is way easier. just tell me what to do boss

[marclef]

brain sore. got 2 doctors appointments in a row coming up. very exciting. definitely not stressing me out.

today's little man is somebody i want to dowse with a gallon of milk and fling full force into a fence.

hey who the hell got this deltarune on my pizza.

#my art #october 2023 #artists on tumblr #deltarune #spamton #somehow despite my love for tiny little bastards you love to hate. i never really got obsessed with spamton. #maybe its because i was enjoying myself too much at people attempting to make this creature into a tumblr sexyman. #this. this little fucker who crawls out of a dumpster. the peak of masculinity.

[timetobeaghost]

anti-Semitism is disgusting but Islamophobia isn't either and you clearly show some Islamophobic vibes so clearly stop being a hypocrite and say you don't care about Palestinians. You want them all dead and that's why you support Israel and deny everything it does to Palestinians. You aren't the one who should choose to forgive or not Noah cause you aren't the one he offended: you aren't Arab , you aren't Muslim and you aren't Palestinians.

No Arab, Muslim or Palestinian has any right to tell Noah how to feel about the brutal slaughter of Israelis by PALESTINIANS. Jesus.

I do not forgive Noah, because he hasn't done anything. Period.

I don't want any innocent Palestinians dead, but definitely every terrorist. Those fuckers are trying to get as many Palestinian civilians killed as possible as a mean to harm Israel, steal all their aids/food, just boycotted ceasefire talks again. Obviously they want all the Jews dead, but that is just their stated goal.

You try to defend those evil fucks and blame Israel for being attacked. Now that is an offensive opinion.

#israel #palestine #antisemitism #israel - hamas war #noah schnapp #byler #actually it's a super complicated issue #but people's takes are so bad #it makes it seem easy #grieving innocent terror victims is not evil #being concerned about violent hate against your people is not a crime #rape is bad #taking hostages is not cool #Israel has a right to exist #it couldn't be anymore basic #funny in a sad way is that I was really concerned about a possible rise in islamophibia back in october #I didn't know people would always choose to hate the jews #we don't like jihadism when it kills christians #in other cases there is apparently room to talk

[pinkopalina]

I love hearing people's batjokes shipping origins because a lot of them are like omg yeah the lego movie omg yeah telltale omg yeah deadly duo and killing joke meanwhile mine was learning about batman who laughs :)

#lego and telltale are both wonderful dgmw #but i am absolutely shipping them because of the obsessive world ending meta possibilities for which jokers love for batman allows #and batmans reciprocation of that obsession bc it goves HIM purpose and drive and need and he loves the clown for that #im shipping them in the wooooorst way #im impregnating joker just to fuck with bruces dad complex #like. 😵‍💫 im insane over them #i loved batman for a long time but didnt ship batjokes until so recently #i used to hate it actually? i was really into healthy best friend lover ships so i took the three seconds of cute in justice league #and shipped batflash and i was so on board for that despite never having seen much of jl to justify it lol #but then it was october 2023 and i was on my period and there was a batman who laughs video randomly on youtube #and then i became the creature i am today

[chronal-anomaly]

did so much writing today,,,

#in the best way possible!! i hit a groove #drafts AND inbox are into the single digits #everything not posted tonight is in the queue #which I just reloaded with all of my favorite weirdcore shit for october #but the replies are coming out first #time to play some ow comp and hate myself #wish me luck with solo quing #also finished my 2k drabble for my dnd character so really crushing it today

[bunnihearted]

🚬🧸🧃🎀

#anyway so yeah im so sick of hating myself. of missing out on things and being too scared to go after things i want when i have the chance #so sick of almost being 25 and having spent almost 6 years alone in my room missing out on life #and my mom and sister might be moving in the not too distant future #so i have to try to get my life together for real now!!! or homelessness will be awaiting me :D #what i will try to do.. is start going to the gym (w my mom so i dont have to deal w the anxiety of an unknown place by myself sksk) #i'll workout 3-5 times a week. every week. i like going to the gym so if i just get started i dont have a doubt i'll not be able to do it #i'll focus on finishing my english class. hopefully in december even if i have the possibility to get it extended a few months #then i'll start my other 4 classes in january #i'll be patient and wait for my ultrasound and get the gallstone situation fixed (latest in january if i need surgery) #(and i have to try to make sure i eat properly so i dont wind up with b12 deficiency... i cant eat anything without pain but i have to..) #also i have an appt at the psychiatric in mid october. and im still waiting on what my healthcare center says. hopefully i can get cbt #if possible i will really really try to apply for jobs as a personal assistant sometime between january-may #if i have a job instead of being on wellfare i will 1) have way more money 2) not feel constabtly anxious abt being rejected and homeless #i'll stop caring abt me being 'old' and a late bloomer. the planet is dying. who cares if im 28 and start university???? #i'll take my time to finish high school. and the thing is i really should get a job before starting higher vocational education #bc the program i want to start i HAVE to have a laptop. and theres no way i can afford that now. cant even save up to it #also need to find and put myself up on waiting lists for student housing/apartments so i can actually move #i hate this city and i need to get the fuck out of here!!!! #but the world is crazy rn and it's super hard to find places to live and find jobs but it's not impossible so i need to try #i cant live like this & i have no idea how tf i'll manage to be a normal person and have a life but i need to try bc what else am i gnna do?

[anirudhpisharody]

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#alright these tags are super embarrassing but i needed to rant publicly so uh. you can read this but please don't perceive me too much #it is so fucking exhausting having nobody to share my life with #i have literally zero friends at this point bc ever since my grandpa died i've pretty much stopped trying to keep in touch with my hometown #friends and i cut off my 'friend' group that were racist assholes who treated me like a doormat back in october and haven't really made any #close friends at college since. and i just fucking hate that this is the same way i've felt for so many fucking years like you'd think it #would be bearable at this point and i'd be used to being alone and for a while i honestly was but it just hit me tonight how fucking lonely #i am and how tomorrow i have to keep on just doing the shit i have to do in life without anyone to talk to and share it with #other than my mom who's been pissing me off lately so i've been pushing her away too! #it's so tiring to have to go out and do things and have responsibilities everyday and not being able to share that with anyone idk it makes #it feel almost like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders which is SO dramatic i know #like today i wanted to talk about the stupid false alarm gas leak thing with my sort of friends in this club i'm in but i didn't get to talk #to anyone at the meeting bc everyone was just talking amongst themselves in their little groups of best friends and it just reminded me that #i don't have that and i've never fucking had that i've only ever pretended i had that #it's like all these years i've been pretending to be a person that has friends and knows how to live life normally but i never have #more than anything i just miss my friends from home bc they're the closest i've ever felt to having friends that are like family but. i #don't know how to talk to them anymore. i didn't tell any of them when my grandpa died and i think they just assumed that i've moved on so #they've probably moved on and i already know that they have their own lives and friends at their schools that are a lot more full than mine #wanna know the worst part about all of this? i just had therapy and basically told her everything's fine #and i won't meet with her again until 3 weeks from now so literally the only person i can talk to about this right now is my mom #which i am absolutely not gonna do bc she's gonna get so scared and worried for me and i can't have that rn #anyways yeah. this isn't even that big of a deal like i haven't had friends for at least the past 6 months it's not like anything's changed #i just feel extra sad about it right now. i need a distraction stat gonna go watch watch some tv goodnight #shut up hanna