#I think I’m getting better

[artofdyingslowly]

do you ever hear someone playing a piano nearby and you just stop and close your eyes and take a deep breath and realize that maybe life is beautiful after all and everything is gonna be okay and there is so much left to live for

#the song was Claire de Lune #i texted this exact thing to my friend and they were concerned #is this what healing feels like? #i think i’m getting better

[mydarlingdahlia]

Should I post what I’ve been drawing lately hmmmmmm…

#charlotte rambles #i think i’m getting better #yes they’re heavily referenced but at least i ain’t trace or anything

[c-119]

Guess who’s back and has another iteration because I can’t stick with a design

#planes 2 #disney planes #doodles #pby catalina #look at this smug bastard #I’m still getting used to drawing Catalinas #I think I’m getting better #the Catalinas are getting more smug though #I got to draw teeth tho hehe #might make an oc soon idk

[ace-but-not-a-pilot]

Reblogging a single post during my mental strife to let my mutuals know that I am still here and alive and stuff<3

#I think I’m getting better #I haven’t had a depressive episode like this in years though #I have not an idea as to what triggered it

[a-shakespearean-in-paris]

Bout to board my flight to Greece, the last destination on my month long odyssey. Wish I wasn’t so down in the dumps however

#I’ll be happier when I see the ocean #I hope #long story short my grandma ended up in the hospital while I was away #and guy stuff #I feel ridiculous #about it #shakes does europe #I think I’m getting better #I’m also just like #when is it going to happen for me m #don’t feel played but I do feel like I clowned myself if that makes sense #I cried in Rome yesterday and I said it was my grandma #really it was both

[slav-every-day]

#just went on a long ass walk #like an almost 5 mile walk #through downtown Austin Texas #I think I’m getting better #but like also I did fully look like I was melting lol #I was sweaty boys #slav #slav every day #voltron

[charmedcleric]

Anatomy will be the death of me honestly

#send help #my head hurts #I think I’m getting better #my hands hurts from drawing and constantly erasing #hogwarts legacy fanart

[ash-and-starlight]

one day, in a thousand years

#I THINK I HAUVE COVID #oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives #thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED #I AM NOT IMMUNE #spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf #ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him. #he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything #and his last thought is asking him to wait #and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for #god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it #he who drowned the world #she who became the sun #the radiant emperor #general ouyang #esen-temur #(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again) #my art #not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔 #would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom #and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever #id in alt text

[fancyfrogg]

I’m going to get a good grade in head pats. Something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve.

#eventually #I think I’m getting better

[mekammin]

x files: 2 fight 2 future

#x files #txf #txf fanart #aggh 1 day i want to do serious drawings but the Sillies always come out better. oh well #kissyface mulder was fun to draw i think i’m getting the hang of drawing guys #fight the future #msr

[thenerdyalchemist]

Mini comic about those fullmetal alchemist side characters

#everyone say thank u to that one anon #fma #royai #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #roy mustang #riza hawkeye #i wanted to draw dramatic expressions and I think I’m getting better #also I think about them a lot #mine #my art

[runningwithscizzorz]

Someone on Twitter (don’t go there) asked me to draw the scene where Redson falls in love, and I wanted to telepathically say “Hold my beer” to them. This is the start of several more comic pages because yeah this fanfic is basically choke slamming me into the ground right now. It’s one of the only good fanfics I’ve ever read, so go read it because I’m not gonna draw the whole thing.

First pages

#I’m not very good at word bubbles or onomatopoeia yet but I feel like I’m getting better #what do you think? #legit excited to draw the next few pages I had a fukkin brain explosion at one of my own ideas #lego monkie kid #liseysart #lego monkey kid fanart #lmk mk #lmk red son #comic #illustration #lmk fanart #lmk spicynoodles #spicynoodleshipping #pittedpeaches #fanfic #lmk comic

[romansmartini]

ideal ship dynamic: guy who’s the most mentally unstable person you’ve ever heard of in your entire life x guy who wants to bang them so bad it has them saying things like “nothing wrong with that guy. they’re completely normal and sane”

#jillian.txt #many such cases. i will list the ones i can think of #succession #kenstewy #better call saul #disco elysium #kimharry #hannibal #a LITTLE. this is where it starts to get tricky #kenstewy also almost doesn’t count either but idgaf #the x files #again vince gilligan i know what you are #and you know who else. #loustat #interview with the vampire #you do get to a certain point i think where both of them are so crazy it no longer applies and i’m playing fast and loose with my own rules #but anyway. in some ways just trust me bro #doctor who #<- many such cases there as well

[cryptidkey]

SIGMA <3 <3

#Insane about him I know the purple part of his hair is supposed to be on the other side but I like it better this way it looks better #every so often I get the urge to draw him and only him he’s like the only thing that can get me out of art Block #Sigma bsd #bsd sigma #bsd #bungou stray dogs #I woke up today thinking it was Friday and I’m devastated

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

ngl the "im white so i dont talk abt any characters' race ever bc im afraid of accidentally saying something racist" approach to fandom is like. very weak. imo.

like first of all: i get that "i dont incorporate race into my media analysis because i'm afraid of messing up" comes from a different place than "i don't incorporate race into my media analysis because I Don't See Race 😊 there is only The Human Race." but it has the same functional effect, right? that effect being that your analysis of [INSERT MEDIA HERE] ignores the very real way that race impacts people.

second of all: it feels kinda lazy! like ur saying "i dont know enough abt race to feel comfortable commenting on how race affects this show and i dont care enough to learn." the only way to become more comfortable discussing race is to actually practice discussing race. but when i see people saying this it feels like they're saying "i'm white, which means i don't know how to talk about race, and i don't have to know how to talk about race, and i don't ever have to know how to talk about race, so i'm choosing to never learn how to talk about race."

third of all: just because you don't openly talk about race doesn't mean you're any less likely to accidentally say or do something racist. implicit biases run deep, y'all. it's probably already there in your interpretation of the show. but the "i don't want to accidentally say something racist" implies that you are positive that your interpretation of the show isn't racist. and i'm not saying you're wrong. but i'm saying that if a person of color tells you that something you said about [INSERT MEDIA HERE] was racist, you better be prepared to actually listen and not just brush them off because "i can't be racist! i purposefully never talk about race just to make sure i'm not racist!"

which brings me to my final point: if you do accidentally say something racist... literally just apologize. if someone says you've been doing something racist, apologize and stop doing that thing. it's literally not that hard. i've done it. i've seen other people do it. "i'm scared of being called racist!" is such a weak excuse im tired of it. getting called racist is not the end of the fucking world. calm the fuck down and grow a spine. jesus.

#mine #ofmd fandom crit #txt #og #it feels like ppl who say this are the kind of ppl who think being accused of racism is worse than actually being racist yknow? #idk i was scared of being called racist when i was like. 13. #now i’m like “if i get called racist it’s probably bc i’m doing something racist” #with the exception being ofc when an anon tells me i’m racist for shipping blackhands (a thing i dont even do) #anyway i am SURE someone has made a post or even a wholeass Article abt this before that’s better than what i wrote

[doctorsiren]

I saw an interesting post a while back that said “Capcom made us [Miles and Diego/Godot] only have like two(?) interactions because they knew we would be unstoppable with a brother dynamic” and tbh it stuck with me bc it was intriguing.

So yeah that potential brotherhood, but that Godot/Diego AU I made (that I still need a name for)

Also I bet Gregory Edgeworth would have smelled like a bit like coffee, and so Diego just reminds Miles of that comforting presence 😭 (the von Karma estate was a tea household, so he didn’t smell much coffee after DL-6 and didn’t realize how much he missed it/reminded him of his father)

#doctorsiren #ace attorney #ace attorney au #diego armando #prosecutor godot #miles edgeworth #comic #ace attorney fanart #good guy godot au #art #digital art #my art #fanart #procreate #loving the inconsistent styles for Miles in the panels HAHA #that post also made me think of an AU where after the Fawles case. miles goes to Diego asking for help because he can’t stop thinking about #what happened on the stand and he can’t go to his mentor bc he’s showing weakness and that’s not allowed #and essentially long story short. miles decided to drop prosecuting after one case and be a defense attorney and he asks Diego to protect #him from von karma and also to be his mentor #so it’s like Mia and Phoenix but it’s Diego and Miles and then after Diego gets poisoned. Mia has to mentor Miles and she’s a little #hesitant at first because of how cocky he was in that trial but she sees that he’s genuinely trying to be better #also Diego would ask miles: you’re trying to be what von Karma wants you to be…well..what do YOU want to be? #and miles would answer: I want to be my dad #JUST LIKE IN MY 1985 ANIMATIC #ANYWAYS I’M BRAINROTTING SO HARD RN EXCUSE ME LMAO #ALSO MY FRIEND SAID THAT IN THIS AU (the one in the post) DIEGO AND PHOENIX ARE ENEMIES TO BROTHERS #and that’s the best thing I’ve heard all day it’s such a funny statement AND IT’S TRUE!!!!