#I’m sorry this is so sad omg

[togrowoldinv]

Letters From Natasha

Natasha Romanoff x Reader

Note: This is a little idea I had, so I’m not really gonna frame it as a fic. I’m sorry it’s very sad. But do let me know if y’all might want the letters and I could write something 🥹

It’s almost summertime but everything feels so cold. When you get home, you don’t know where to begin. It’s been three days since you lost her.

She’s gone.

Those words echo in your head.

The funeral was crowded. Your friends and family gathered around to mourn Natasha. But you felt alone. You felt alone the minute she took her last breath in your arms.

You felt cold.

Your oldest children understand what happened. They knew the day could come no matter how much they hoped and prayed it wouldn’t.

The younger kids cry but they don’t know what exactly for. They just know that their mama isn’t there to tuck them into bed or make them giggle with her cheesiness anymore.

All of the children have slept with you every night since and almost never leave your side.

You decide to face the music and walk into your bedroom. You’ve been staying with Wanda since it happened, not able to face this place that was once so full of life.

Fiddling with the ring on your finger, you sit on the edge of the bed. Your eyes catch a glimmer of something golden on your dresser. You’ve not seen it before.

You walk over to investigate it to find a locked box. The keyhole shape looks familiar. That’s when it hits you.

Inside your pocket you find your keychain. One day Natasha slipped a golden key onto it and when you questioned her she just smiled and said “for someday.”

The key fits into the box perfectly and the latches open. You take a deep breath as you lift up the lid.

Inside is a set of envelopes. The first one has your name on it in her handwriting. You hold it to your chest.

The second and third and so on have the names of your children. And the pile continues on. There’s one for Yelena, Wanda, Steve, Sam, the whole team. Anyone Natasha called a friend or family member. Even Peter Parker has a letter.

You break down in tears as you see each name. Everyone she loved. Everyone who loves her.

Putting everyone’s letter back but the one for you, you sit on your bed again. This time on her side.

Inside the letter is the last words Natasha will ever say to you. You take a breath and open the letter…

#natasha romanoff x reader #natasha romanoff angst #natasha romanoff #I’m sorry this is so sad omg #please I love her and I never write canon but damn I got this idea #let me know if y’all want the letters! #I’d be happy to write them tbh #or maybe sad but yeah

[artaintfartwarriors]

“ahaha no it’s not raining why would it be raining. Let me go drown old man”

#tpot #oots #hollyleaf’s story #I LOVED this guy in Dark River when he led Jaypaw thru the tunnels to save the kits and shared his death like. omg. that was so cool #I actually have an old piece I drew of that scene hehehhee #however I’ll admit I didn’t really care for his weird romantic tension with Hollyleaf #sorry guys I’m a hollycinder truther 😔 #anyway yeah getting to see his death thru his own/jays eyes was SUPER COOL and also so extremely sad. #fallen leaves wc #fallen leaves #HOW DID I FORGOR TO TAG HIS NAME? #just realized I made this WAY b4 I made a “ghost’ guide so. he doesn’t fit sorry #ghost #the ancients #tribe of endless hunting #I. why didn’t I tag anything appropriately.

[bebzbrainw0rmz]

People in my tags talking about how they thought Pav was actually canonly trans with his boobs out only to find out he isn’t and being dissapointed is me when I found out Karin wasn’t actually fat

#I saw her portrait and everything idk why it took me so long to realise she wasn’t fat 😭 #I was so sad #not art #omg I’m so sorry this is the way some of u guys have to find out oops

[crybaby-bkg]

I love mythology so much and it’s taking everything in me to not write a full fledge fic about a Cupid and Psyche au omfg

justttttt Cupid Bakugou who is just so, so fucking beautiful. he’s always been recorded by other mortals for being akin to sunlight himself—all golden hues and sharp angles and high cheekbones and massive wings. wings that span as wide as an entire village, that sparkle when the light hits them, loud when they beat to send him soaring into the skies above. but his mouth? his attitude?

everyone always wonders why he was never the god of war, instead. but he’s damn good at his job, with his arrows propped up on his back, swift with discharging them into another stupid mortal who’s fallen for the local towns idiot. but hey, they’re in love, and it’s his job to enforce that love go over well.

and then he sees you—the most beautiful mortal, that you’re even compared to the gods, to his mother. he wants you so bad, if not to treasure and keep you against his side as he travels over the oceans cold waters, than to keep you safe from the vile men who want you as their partner and the disgusting women who envy you for having it all.

omg and the part where he takes you to stay in his palace and asks you not to ever look at his face???? it’s killing him, to wear that mask to your nightly dinners, to be able to look at the soft curve of your mouth when you frown and ask him to reveal himself. to be able to look at how you stare back at him, eyes pretty and furious, frustrated and mad, wanting to go back on the conditions you agreed upon because having to sit across from him without seeing him is absolute torture. I am. vibrating.

#I’m so sad bc I’ve been having so many ideas without having the energy to actually write them #I know it’s bc this past semester was hard on top of other things #but I really just wanna get back into the groove of things #but yes omg I LOVEEEE mythology #I’m taking a mythology class next semester and I’m genuinely so excited for it!!!! #would not be surprised if I started an entire mythology series on ao3 after that class LOL #I’ve written war god bkg before and I loved it #omg it pissed me off so bad when ppl were like “war god bkg is so cliche 🙄’ #girl eat my dick HOW ABOUT THAT #I also kinda love psyche bkg too ngl #I sat here for like an hour tryna figure out which one he could be lmfao #bc him as psyche where he’s SO beautiful and is so pissy about not being able to see you UGH he’d be such a brat and I’d love it #also if you haven’t read the story of Cupid n psyche pls do it’s so good #I’m sorry I’m talking so much I just really love mythology #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #bakugou treats! 🍬

[ssahotchnerr]

do y’all have any soft aaron requests 🥺

#i’m pms’ing BAD and i need to write something fluffy #sorry if that’s tmi i just feel so sad rn omg #aaron hotchner #criminal minds #aaron hotchner x reader

[honeycombhank]

I am having a truly dreadful spiraling night.

My mind is full of self hatred and negativity and I can’t stop crying. I need gummies so badly and I do not have any except these ones that were given to me like two years ago and I’ve eaten like 4 at least at this point tonight and idk if they are even working? Do weed gummies go bad? Or get old?

I am really suffering tonight and would really appreciate and benefit from some thoughtful words or thoughts for me. Thank you.

I try so hard to make sure I don’t get to this point but I can’t drive to get the gummies by my self or walk alone because of my seizures and I asked someone to get me some but i don’t make it obvious how important it is a and now i am suffering greatly and I wish I had something to help me.

#am i even making sense #i am so sorry #mentally exhausted #mental health #mentally fucked #seizures #night time #crying #anxeity #honeycombhank #healing #i’m trying #i’m really sad #I’m really not well #bad feeling #worthlessness #disabled #omg #why

[in-a-faith-forgottenn-land]

heyyy <33 since you seem to be like a rlly big banana fish fan could i ask for a quick summary ab what it’s ab

hiiiii bestie <33

so basically it’s an anime set in new york abt this street gang leader, ash lynx, trying to find more abt this mysterious drug called “banana fish” and it’s a drug that brainwashes its users

#omg this kinda a bad summary?? #i’m sorry if it didn’t make any sense bc i’m so excited abt u watching it asjaksjskak #asks <33 #mutuals <33 #also note that it’s sad #wait #also it’s very gay

[sunmisbf]

KILLING MYSELF

#NAURRRR i’m so sad omg it’s probably bc he didn’t sell enough tickets im so sorry latam let u down luizinho😭😭😭😭 #.txt

[joshuas]

when joshua changes his hair colour back to black (bc wbk that’s the next colour 😭) idk if i’ll go back to shuatonin on the gif blog

#i probably won’t but that’s beside the point obvi #aria.txt #i need sleep #also if his hair colour isn’t black next then i’m not a reputable source sorry #omg it’d be so sad if he changed his hair colour rn and shuaberriez would just be. there. #literally just changed it 😭 #i’m spiralling

[bamboozled-distress]

rip James potter you would’ve loved Madonna

#james potter #the mauraders <3 #the mauraders #prongs #sorry i just #i was adding stuff to my mauraders playlist #and was like James 100% listens to Madonna #and then she started making music AFTER HE DIED #it’s actually so sad omg #Harry listens to her tho 100% #and Sirius when he finds out is like yeah alr you really are James kid #am I actually making a mauraders playlist or is it just me having an excuse to just listen to bowie queen and abba? #that’s what i thought but then i listened to we are the champions and thought of all their sacrifices to the somg #song* #yeah I’m fucked in the head actually #also you bet your fucking ass when remus was in the infirmary after the full moon theyd visit him and put on keep yourself alive by queen #as a joke like in their sixth year #okay I’m done now

[pepprs]

um LOL ok i just got out of counseling and it was absolutely batshit insane. wtf is going on 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#so we only talked for 35 minutes which is like 😐 and we spent most of it talking about either logistics or… like ok so she is VERY stressed #out and in a similar position that i am actually so it was less her counseling me and more both of us commiserating about how this situation #can be so shitty and stressful for the ppl left behind lol. but she was really nice and totally warm and open AND GET THIS she just like. #ASSUMNED that we are going to keep having meetings?????? so maybe i don’t have to spend the whole summer withering LMAOOOO she was like so w #when we meet next time and i was like HUH? i thought this was an emergency!!! but yeah uh no i guess i have a counselor again 😳😳😳😳😳 it was l #like weird and nice and cool it’s just she kept interrupting me before i finished my thought and also like i do kinda wish we had gone the f #full time and gotten to talk more bc i actually like. don’t feel all that better about the grief aspect of this which she said we’ll talk #about next time but it’s like uhhhhh but what do i do if im feeling it now lol. but yeah i will take this over going until September without #counseling and im really glad i met her bc she like already knows who i am and what my situation is LOL and she was telling me her whole lif #life story basically and it was like omg how are you even here rn bc this woman is the interim executive director of the whole place and #doesn’t want to be and she is so stressed out and also just got surgery and had covid and it’s like GIRL i am so sorry im taking your time #this evening 😭😭😭😭😭 but she was really nice about it and im glad we made it work and i feel like i just won the lottery with getting to have #counseling again. still do feel the grief though like I know I’m talking in circles but i need to process this and i don’t know how bc im #suffocatingly sad and i still have a few more hours to burn before i go to bed. lol #purrs

[latinokaeya-moving]

actually speaking of now that i’m home i can finally post this. check it out. heh 😏

#x #gi posting #sorry for being in the screenshot henry #anyways it only took me less than 20 pulls :3333 i stay winning in this game #not even kidding i was at 0 pity and during the second 10 pull i did i saw the gold n was like omg. no way #also won the 50/50 here too bc my last 5* had been nahida #anyways since i had 220 wishes after claiming the maintenance primos that means i still have 200 wishes left for ayato in the second half :3 #AND whatever more wishes i get this update i’m almost sure will be enough to guarantee me shenhe… #sad news is that i think i’ll be skipping dehya in 3.5 solely bc leaks said baizhu is in 3.6 n im kinda tempted to go for him And his weapon #but i’ll need like. 300 wishes to guarantee that so. will have to save up … #but yeah ANYWAYS pretty pleased w how easily wanderer came home lol

[trash-bin-ary]

Owww I- these kids I- tears

#fuck mate they were so close to being free at least and then that shit #and Ellie god I knew immediately the thing was gonna say I’m sorry #the fucking hope that maybe she could help him I #i honestly don’t know if I’m crying more or not then ep 3 I it’s definitely a different type I think #live blogging i guess #tlou spoilers #on a less sad note that was my first time ever seeing those writing and erasing things and I spent so much of the episode trying to figure #out how they work and omg that’s so cool #idk love me some tools some human ingenuity

[pinkpastels113]

tonight i gave away my starbucks employee hat to my temporary roommate who is leaving tmr night and who i can tell really wanted a starbucks merchandise after i told her that i used to work there and she was overjoyed and shared and tagged me on instagram and everything saying that she’ll wear it for the rest of summer after she goes back to korea and i’m just like AAAAHHH that’s so sweet i’m so happy sgsjsk

#wenz can talk #i gave it to her and was like i washed it but it still kinda smells like coffee i’m sorry aahhh she’s like omg ITS OKAY THANK YOU SM sdfsjk #i’m so sad she’s leaving :((

[deus-ex-mona]

the week just ✨flew by✨

#raise your hand if you still have to work tomorrow (saturday) though lmaoooooo #inedible blubbering #how has your week been?👀👀 i’m… ✨deceased✨ #work has been weirdly tiring… like i have to stand all day long bc whenever i get a chair someone else steals it the very second i stand up— #so like i p. much have to stand up the entire time from 8.30am to 5pm… i wanna chop my legs off so baddddd idw walk anymoreeeee #also this tube i use to suck up oil during my testing slapped me across the face just now and splashed oil onto my mask </3 #thank goodness for the mask otherwise i’d have eaten old oil ಥ‿ಥ #cries in exhaustion that i’ve brought upon myself anyway ಥ‿ಥ #over the past few nights i’ve had the option to just go to sleep early. but i stayed up to auto enstars music instead lmaoooooo #i don’t even want the event wataru i’m saving for conquest iihiyori. i need him so bad it’s pathetic— #i barely missed him during the jp run of the event (cries) i was at like 3.2 mil points when it ended :( i want my sad boi ii hiyori :((( #also!!!! love it love it nazunii is after conquest and aaaaaaaaaaaaa #cue flashbacks to hiding in the mall bathroom to spam joyful box and silent oath to clear bp </3 sorry boss niichan called and i answered— #and aaaaa after that there’s that tour event leo and double face mama… i have neeeeeeds i need double face mikejimama as welllll #sobs so many events to aim for and sooooooo little time… ಥ‿ಥ #i just want my ii hiyori… and my nazunii… and my double face mikejimama… and that event leo… #and there’s also honeycomb niki after that… aaaaaaaa what do ಥ‿ಥ #omg speaking of honeycomb niki i found this random note in my reminders app that just read ‘get niki’ in all caps with no context #i was so confused about what it could possibly mean then i realised that it was set on the date that the honeycomb event ended on basic lmao #fml enstars definitely adds stress to my life i should stop (i can’t stop) ಥ‿ಥ #how tf did i end up rambling about enstars when i just wanted to blabber on about my day at work…? eh well no one reads this anyway so lol— #but well… if you read this… yukai tsuukai that’s alright is the best mikejimama song rightttt? (ʘ‿ʘ) i take no objections—

[arklay]

i wanna commission the ewskers for happy chemicals but also have no idea what i’d even commission. there’s like 15+ years of content with them i cannae do this

#well technically with the timeline now they’re at like double that omg… help me #i think stars era is iconic but also funky eyes and ooba robo momence… sighs. i just am desperately grasping for serotonin right now i’m so #sad and just numb and tired and ough but also commissioning process is terrifying… but i know this one person’s art style and the way they #draw him makes me just. a little silly. and they say comms are semi open? idk what that means and they don’t have like a fixed price which i #mean is fine cause i’ve been just saving up moneys cause i still have so many games in my library i’ve yet to play that i haven’t been #buying new ones. anyway i’m rambling but like do people take multiple comms… or… mmmm lying on the floor. their style is so nice i’m just #really considering rn… i will be cringe and get my comfort characters drawn somehow by someone at some time idk. also like i’m gonna need to #give some faceclaim refs or something aren’t i oughghg i mean i have some but still i feel Weird. i wanna commission people so bad yet idk #my brain is like silly and making it a process and a half. i’ll shut up. sorry i’ve been ough idk when i’ll be like semi enthusiastic again #10 years with that boy so i’m very just. where’s that post of need an emoji of guy lying flat on the floor cause yeah #leah.txt