#I'll probably delete this anyway

[ishgard]

p.s. it's been said a hundred times but apparently always needs to be said again: you're free to think ARR is bad (If You Actually Played It) but omg don't go around presenting it like it's the be-all, end-all, undisputed, unbiased, objective truth.

I'm forever glad I played when it came out and didn't have to deal with that shit because I can't imagine what it's like to be told over and over 'the game starts bad but just keep going'.

If people hadn't absolutely loved ARR we wouldn't be here now.

#...prev reblog reminded me of a post going around on twitter #i could write love letters to arr #i sunk my soul into it and it was such a fantastic experience #anyway i'll probably delete this i just get a lil rabid about it lmao

[sprucewoodmpreg]

still thinking abt the life series as a video game so here's a mockup of a chiptune battle theme for bdubs' ender dragon fight ^_^

#this whole track is kind of a followup to one of my favourite songs from the original block game album btw #this also isn't my best work LOL but i had fun with it so hopefully someone can get some enjoyment out of it #secret life smp #bdoubleo100 #anyways i get scared as hell when i post these things so i'm gonna log off for a few hours or else i'll probably delete this post 😭 #music tag

[mattodore]

pretty girl (who has clawed her way through multiple chest cavities)

#river dipping #delphi sol #lykos #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 cas #simblr #she's so cute i remember i intentionally gave her sharper angles when i was messing w/ her last year #but when i did her over last month i just made her rounder again so like. what was the point of that exactly lmao #i'm gonna edit ria jussst a little then fix imani's eyes #i still have an absolute MESS in my library like so many saves i have to go through and delete i'm fr a pack rat in my saves library #but anyway i'm just gonna tweak some faces #my wrists are hurting so i should probably sit down and just watch red dwarf after... #mattodore might start calling to me tho idk #ALSO... added magic bloom to my cas preset :3c have i tested it with matthias yet? ...................no. #palest man aliveeeee he ruins bloom for me all the time like i think bloom can look sooo pretty but i can't even use it like i want </3 #i'll probably have to toss it but it looks pretty to me rn

[chatonlaveur]

WIP preview for the Hyrule-centric LU fan comic I've been working on in my free time 👀

I really want to work on this, but also I am very busy rn, so we'll see when I actually get it finished :,) But like since this is theoretically in part an art blog I thought I should probably post some art even if it is just a WIP like this.

#Hyrule! little guy #he is truly working hard to shuffle my top three LU boys ranking #Legend and Four had better watch out because here comes Hyrule with a steel chair #I'm joking (probably) Legend has been my ride or die since I first read the comic but still #I've been thinking abt Hyrule a lot recently #many thoughts #ANYWAYS #idk if I'll stick to this as how I draw him once I'm done this comic #I want to experiment a bit more outside of his canon outfit in the future?? #and also his hair is a bit grown out here for reasons related to time passage within the comic itself so 👀👀👀 #who knows #linked universe #loz #the legend of zelda #Link #Hyrule #my art #WIP #delete later #(maybe? we'll see I might keep this up)

[obsob]

mmgngm i was all excited tellin my mum abt me wanting to start bookbinding n she was just like well. what about your portfolio. are u sending it to people? youve been working on it for ages. yes i know!!!!!! im slow and disabled!!!! and want hobbies!!!!! bites you!!!!!!!!!!!

#barks #i will deleted this later my brain jus has bees in it #bites bites bites maims #n then shes like :( why do u feel pressure to work all the time n feel guilty when u dont :( HMMM #anyway. im gna start bookbinding fanfic KSJJEJEODJ #i have. most of the materials already which is nice i will need paper and a guillotine n card but i got everything else! #i'll probably do smth short first n then...progress #i might also buy a new printer bc good lird #our printer is maybe 7 years old n buying new ink on god is more expensive than buying a New printer. incredible stuff

[edens-passing-if]

Eden's Passing is a 16+ game made in Twine by me, Doc, and is my first attempt at making an interactive fiction game!

Genre: Primarily Fantasy and Comedy focused with a smidge of Mystery and Horror elements. Do tell me if a separate catagory fits, please!

Warnings: Trauma, Bodily Injury without feeling it, Body Horror in general (more will be added as time goes on, these are what I'm currently certain off)

Demo: In the works!

Alone in a land you can't recall and stuck at the bottom of a seemingly endless ravine, the start of your journey isn't a pleasant one. Body slowly crumbling away, memory missing, and seemingly stuck with a stranger intent on calling you a name you can't remember, your attempts to leave seem fruitless until they finally offer a helping hand. Hopefully with no strings attached.

Set in the world of Nyr, you're just a lost soul trying to figure out who you are and what happened to you.

Features, added or intended:

☆ Fully customizable MC (name, hair, skin color, personality, etc.)

☆ Romantic or Platonic routes, Poly included.

☆ Long Crocodile. You'll see. ♡

☆ Learn more about the world and maybe save it, maybe launch a salamander at someone.

☆ Diverse cast of characters, ethnicities, religions, etc! (Please do tell me if anything's not accurate enough, it's fantasy, yes, but I am using some real-life ethnicities and such as basis!)

☆ A lot of lore. A lot. I made a map. I will do more than just a map. It's inevitable.

Eden's Passing isn't romance focused but, those inclined towards it, does have multiple routes with it.

Zacharie, M, 36(RO)

A 4'11" man with spiky green hair and red tinted glasses. Adventurers clothing, torn at the edges and taped to his body on his limbs, cover most of his skin. What you can see of his skin, primarily his face, has stitches spanning the length and width. No one is allowed to touch them. Beyond that, he seems nice, even when he mutters insults at passing plants or argues with books. But his skittishness towards others is concerning, especially the glint of pure terror he sometimes shows. It's typical to see him hovering around Cassian, primarily either hiding behind him or riding his shoulders.

Solo OR Poly route with Cassian or Florian.

Cassian, M, 29 (RO)

At 6'6, he's the tallest of the group. Long black hair drapes down well past his hips, sometimes being used to hide his eyes from others. Old yet well cared for armor is his ordinary choice of clothing, no matter the situation. Quiet and melancholic, it's hard to catch him smiling at much of anything. Despite that, he's the first to jump into a fight to protect his friends. One of the few people to understand Zacharie, he keeps a firm eye on anyone that might pose a threat to the smaller man. A bit of an enabler, he will turn a blind eye to the more playful deeds his companions wish to take.

Solo OR Poly route with Zacharie.

Florian, Gender Selectable (M/F/NB), 25 (RO)

At 5'3", they're the second shortest of the group. Blond curly and short hair, styled like an odd pixie cut, clashes against the bright red coat they drap over themself. Two antennae stick out from their scalp, twitching at any stimulus. A butterfly bow, which sometimes flaps on its own when Florians distressed, keeps it from falling off. When they're not being pestered by Zacharie or Wynn, they're actually the most sensible of the group. A bit of a motherhen, they do their best to prevent the others from getting into trouble. It's a thankless job, and they aren't even getting paid for it.

Solo OR Poly routes with Wynn or Zacharie.

Wynn, Gender Selectable (M/F/NB), 23 (RO)

A 5'9" elf that's joined the group alongside Florian. Long, pointed, and pierced ears flick every so often, parting their short, light purple hair. Clad in a cape that trails in the air and an outfit that shows off a concerning amount of chest, they aren't the shyest with showing skin. Long pants that hide even their boots cover their legs, yet never get dirty as they drag across the ground. A bit of a flirt, they aren't the type to take much seriously. It's common to see them, Zacharie, and Twig up to no good, typically with Wynn at the lead. A natural born leader, one might be confused why they follow MC's lead, even they seem at odds with that fact.

Solo OR Poly route with Florian.

Twig, NB, 26 (RO)

Looming over at 6'4", they tend to forget just how tall they are. Long purple hair ends as their tail begins, the fluff at the end matching their hair. Thick and curly when short, it covers up their eyes from the view of others. 5 horns sprout up from their scalp, imitating a crown of sorts, and range in size from a few inches to just two. Clad in purple and blue robes that are breathable yet skin-tight, they've had Zacharie modify it to properly accommodate their tail. Out of the group, they remain the friendliest even in the face of adversity. It's... hard for others to tell whether they're simply naive or just too forgiving, but regardless of that, they remain the first to lend their hand when others need it. A bit of a goofball as well, it's easy to catch them trying to pick the funnest option first. Quick to trust and quicker to befriend, one might wish to spare them from the cruelty of the world.

Solo route

???, NB, ??? (RO?)

A figure that stands at 5'10, they're your savior from the pit you woke up in. Long hair, starting black and quickly fading to a bright red, flows from their scalp like tendrils. It flows as if hit by a breeze constantly, regardless of airflow. Clad in only a white robe tied shut at the waist by a sash, it's easy to notice the gaps in their skin. They never answer when it's brought up, leaving you wondering just what has saved you from the ravine. Quick to anger, you'd almost think they're unpredictable if not for the consistent causes and phrases. Regardless of who you are, they insist your name is Eden. Regardless of their affection towards you, they refuse to tell you who they are. They insist you'll figure it out.

Solo route.

#if game #twine if #twine game #interactive fiction #if wip #twine #wip #please know I'm skittering behind the scenes #the prologue is being worked on btw don't worry. I'll probably post intentionally bad pics #if asked to anyway #ill probably delete these extra tags after a bit

[bugtoast]

guys what the fuck what the fuck a (kinda big??? idk???) youtuber just made a video about that one tumblr myth analysis that i chimed in on awhile ago and the video ended the video on my little analysis part?????? what???? anyways uh??? hi!!!! if you're coming from the Bettina Levy video, hi!!!! if you're looking for more analysis of things like that you're probably not gonna get it, cause I only really post random shit about my hyperfixations on here!!! i mean i might do more things like that if i get hyperfixated on something but like!!! hi!!!

idk im just??? im so surprised that im now in a video with (as of the time of writing this) 8.7k views????

#Btw im only posting this as a ' ' just in case ' ' scenario #like if i randomly get a bunch of attention n all that #if nothing happens then i'll probably delete this #anyways i am like??? im so nervous right now?? not in a totally bad way but in a ' ' oh my god what is happening right now? ' ' sorta way? #im just not used to having this much attention on me #even if its from a secondhand source? #like?? what?? #anyways this post is meant to be taken /positively!!! #textpost #might delete this later #rambles

[selfship-confession-box]

Hello everyone!

I've decided to close the inbox for a little bit.

There's a lot of negativity that has been being submitted, and it is admittedly making me feel a bit stressed.

I would appreciate if you all tried to send more positive things, as this blog was made more intentionally for that instead of the negative side.

I would also appreciate if a few of you worked on thinking before you submit. Please think about what kind of language you're using 😭😭 (not saying you can't use curse words)

I will still be posting what is in the queue, but nothing more today.

Thank you, I hope you understand.

#I'll probably delete the post but somebody used 'whore' in one of the confessions and. hmm. #i was hesitant enough to post it anyway #not a confession

[y-vna]

Ty for 400!

It may be 1:30am, but honestly, I just felt like I wanted to write this. Thank you for 400 followers!! That's crazy. I'm super thankful, and honestly, it means a lot to me! <3 super excited for more to come, I hope my moodboards rn are up to standards!

I'm not tagging anyone this time since I don't want to disturb everyone every time I write one of these. Just know all my mooties and idols r amazing, and I love them. You guys know who you are, ily 💕

Just a boring text post for this milestone post cuz I can't be bothered rn ahh

Teeny Itty bitty vent in tags since I can't get my life tghtr rn erm! Don't feel pressured to read it, idrc ig?? 😭😭

#lil vent i will most def regret in the morning #im not quitting just tired ig? social media and my lack of motivation r just dragging me thru the mud brutally and thats why im slow postin #i literally cannot handle seeing pepple from discord that despise me from when i used to gossip and a bunch of stuff on there #im gonna prob delete the song req stuff in my inbox. im so done w it. js like the event prizes #i want to still provide the full prizes #but its so much work and im unmotivated so ill do it eventually :( #i dont rlly think ill makr an event anyrime soon cuz it kind sucks aaahh #my moots nd friends on here the only reason i havent quit bc im burnt out by myself i only live off the interactions i have on here #i dont know what else to say i just wanna like forget any accounts on anywhere from me every existed cuz im not a good decision maker at al #i'll be normal in the morning probably hahaaha #tysm for the support anyway

[lividmorbidity]

"OMG he's so vocal and whiny when he's grabbed!!" my brother in christ he is getting mauled to death by a 3 meter man-beast he is NOT enjoying that shit 💀

#amnesia the bunker #henri clement #i'll probably delete this later #but just because a character is vocal when they're harmed or injured doesn't mean they're enjoying it! it actually means they are scared #and in pain #anyways. Amnesia the bunker is a great game and I love the beast's design a lot. still really sad that's Lambert. #spoilers #in tags that is #I speculated the height btw. saw a post with a comparison between Henri and the Stalker and just guessed

[hamofjustice]

who's ready for the indigo disk, a $35 DLC required to finish the story the $60 base game of pokemon scarlet and violet started because corporate rushed it out too early, to not be allowed to acknowledge any of nemona arven and penny's virtues, deeper problems, and motivations, if not just outright contradict or mock them

who's ready to never have nemona hit level 100 or use EVs/held items, never make food with arven, never... uh... do anything fun with penny, never adventure with them again once the new story's over despite it being a coded and previously used feature in the game that introduced the union circle, never get to call anyone on the phone we supposedly have their numbers registered on, never get to do emotes together with anyone but other players, and never get to say what or who our own treasure was when nemona's was us

who's ready for the story to not acknowledge that ditching our friends but especially nemona to transfer schools to another country in pursuit of New Content, right after she basically opened up to us about her secretly being a horribly lonely neurodivergent disabled kid trying to fight her "gifted" label and we promised to be with her forever, would be extremely traumatizing

who's ready to still not have a real postgame without crowdsourcing it from other players with the internet connectivity that they're going to take offline a few years later

for my health, i must be prepared for all of these things rather than writing a big fluffy post getting my hopes up about how they're going to utilize some of the realest characters in pokemon (though i can do that too if you want)

especially when the company seems too afraid, secretive, or unprepared to advertise the damn thing and haven't shown or mentioned those three main plot driving characters again in the entire 9 months from DLC announcement to release as if they simply won't be in it at all (which is stupid, of course they will)

i just wanna see the rest of the beautiful story they were trying to tell before three year cycle hell made a bit of a mess of it and the cast suddenly vanished or became statues when we were just about to hang out and live happily ever after. i would've really appreciated the anime actually being about them, too (horizons isn't even really about Paldea lmao)

#pokemon sv #pokemon #the indigo disk #nemona #trainer arven #trainer penny #arven pokemon #penny pokemon #nemonaposting #arvenposting #pennyposting #should i like tag this as negativity or something idk #we got about two weeks to go and like. idk man. this could leave me so happy or so disappointed and they're afraid to tell me which #and either way they've been so half-assed and unprofessional about it that i'm probably waiting a long time to get gen 10 if i ever do #like. waiting for someone to actually tell me it's good first rather than getting invested when i have no idea if it's worth it #i love these kids so much i wish the company did too #anyway i hope i'll be forced to delete this post later

[femmeidiot]

every time a celebrity loses a ton of weight it's so incredibly upsetting to me but it's really not the weight loss itself, it's the way people (including usually the person who lost weight but definitely not excluding anyone else) talk about the celebrity's weight loss. For instance, Kelly clarkson lost a lot of weight recently so if you type her name into google one of the top suggestions is "Kelly clarkson weight loss" and there's articles that are like "Kelly clarkson stuns after weight loss but not ready to date after divorce" as if she should be ready to date now because she lost weight like it's a prerequisite for dating after your divorce as if those two things are somehow inherently connected - divorce and weight loss.

celebrities will lose weight and go around talking shit about themselves in the past acting like it's a completely different person that was fat they're constantly trying to distance themselves from their fat selves. And of course they wanna say they did the "healthy way" or for their health, they want to talk about it like the way the lost weight is completely accessible to the average person wether they're lying about how they lost the weight or not. Oh it was just diet and exercise? So like regular meetings with dietitians, personal trainers, access to expensive "health" foods, and maybe even weight loss medical treatments? They wanna feel sooo good about themselves shining in their newly skinny body they have to make every fat person feel like a hideous monster and failure because they're still fat and if they're not talking about it someone else is. They'll get asked about that before they get asked about what they're working on.

people will talk about it until the topic has been ran into the ground. It'll be blasted all over and you won't be able to escape it and even if the celebrity is someone no one has cared about or respected genuinely in forever you'll still hear about they're weight loss journey (like rebel wilson cause no offense but no one including her was taking her seriously as an actor and frankly I still don't think they do) but it can become part of their brand it can become part of their mythology served to the public on a silver platter with a heaping side "don't you feel bad about yourself and/or hate fat people more now?"

#Anyway I think people just shouldn't comment on everyone's bodies so much but that's just not the world we live in #idk I'll probably delete this but it literally upsets me so much like idk #I don't even think about Kelly clarkson... like ever but she loses weight and she's everywhere

[puropoly]

*sees your profile* oh hey i remember that person they did the beyond birthday art a few years back *opens page* LISCENSED THERAPIST JUMPSCARE???

oh yeah.........i have it in my bio

here's mi license!

and here's my cringe ass

both the cringe and the profession have somehow coexisted until today, and will continue to do it

(the "few years ago" bit hurt so much i promise i'll be back with consistent beyond art eventually EVENTUALLY !!!)

#i'll probably delete the licensed therapist bit from my bio i think it sounds pretentious #and doesn't really match the general spirit of this blog #i also have the feeling people have different expectations of you if you mention that you work in the health field #i dont blame them #anyway #please dont ask me how much i paid for that shirt #polygonal

[hyacinthsdiamonds]

Seeing the same people who perpetuated or sent vicious misogynistic hate to Hannah Schmitz, as well as disgusting racist abuse towards Yuki and Alex because of FUCKING CONSPIRACY THEORIES and those who just straight up ignored it, now up in arms regarding whatever the fuck is going on between the FIA and the wolffs is beginning to piss me off. Because now that it's not someone red bull affiliated involved, it's somehow now unacceptable.

#f1 #formula 1 #formula one #who knows wtf is going on not the fia and not the teams but anyways #i will say toto needs to be investigated because of previous info breaches #but I've been saying that for years long before F1 academy was ever a thing #there's just been too many instances of him having info he shouldn't and things quietly and quickly changing for his benefit #I'm tired and stressed with trying to finish everything up for the semester hence why I've been less active #but this is just pissing me off #i never forgot or forgave the bs and abuse hannah yuki and alex got and i won't ever forget or forgive #i remember after monaco 22 i saw the anti red bull gang were claiming toto fucked up by “allowing' alex the Williams seat #apparently it was alexs fault ferrari fucked up and red bull were turning the tide smh #the bullshit ted began about hannah and yuki he will never see heaven i swear #and i know not everyone calling out the situation partook in the aforementioned but I'm seeing certain people who did #and they don't seem to notice their hypocrisy or double standards #anyway i get my one annoyed post that I'll probably delete later but at least I've got it out and can now return to watching the clown show #and ignore those with doublestandards #anyways bed now because i think I'm slowly losing my mind #it's not a good sign when you hear the imperial march in your head when thinking of college work is it

[saintmachina]

vocational bellyaching under the cut

Spending Holy Saturday crying over the fact that the two things I want more than anything in the world, the two things I feel divinely called to, are to make queer erotic art that affirms the goodness of bodies and desire, and to work as a priest midwifing people's search for God. I'm so angry that the world has decided that those two things are in conflict and has forced me to choose between them.

Real Jonah in the whale hours.

May the bridges I burn light my way home I guess.

#this will undoubtedly get deleted but enjoy the limited edition post I guess #thoughts #I am also aware that it's been about seven years since seminary and the heart tends to swing in seven year cycles #i'll get over myself soon #I KNOW i KNOW i would have made a bad priest #I get burned out easily and I'm argumentative and highly emotional and I resent authority as much as I crave its approval #I love money and leisure and luxury and decadence #I probably would have had an affair with a parishioner or had an off color essay go viral and been stripped of my clerical collar anyway #but God I've wanted nothing more in my life nothing like it

[kyuhu]

anyway I set up a queue for the remaining rereblog challenge posts because I'm not having a good time and maybe need to deinstall tumblr from my phone again to feel better

#nh #delete later #also just noticed this reads like a vent post #but it's not prompted by anyone on here #it's just my brain always goes yeah you don't get shit done because you're on tumblr so much #even when I'm not on tumblr at all but it is how it is and if it helps to justify myself in front of myself I'll delete it #so dw if I'm not around #I'll probably reinstall it tomorrow again anyway