#I'm happy when they're together too

[sysig]

Family ♥ (Patreon)

#Doodles #ISaT #Siffrin #Isabeau #Mirabelle #Odile #I have not been able to stop drawing Sif's black ensemble under their cloak ever since I learned about it #The cutest #His favourite colour is black and he wears all black and he dyed his hair black so now it's two-tone! #Stopppp that's too cute #Got curious and yes - fully black-haired Sif is Very cute <3 Contrast lad #Pls gentle touches to Sif they deserve soft holds <3 #I'm really happy with their hand expressions there ah Isa's big hands and Sif's small and cute #They love each other!! However whichever way <3 #The posing for Sif and Mira is awkward because I was trying to draw the one with them hugging and failed lol #So they're just existing in proximity and happy about it <3 Just being together is fun! #I do love Sif getting practice in on positive touch but also just being nearby and being happy <3 #Good company for certain #Can you tell I'm less practiced at drawing Odile so far lol #She is pretty <3 I didn't fully understand the lesbian catnip comments at first but I think I get it now lol #Her flyaways are probably my favourite hehe <3 Gotta draw her with crows feet sometime! Lovely ♪ #I love her watching out for the younger members of the party in her cool and dry way hehe - Sif is sleepy! But he needs a push to go nap #There's the hug yaaay <3 #I like everyone's outfits very much but I will admit to not using references when I drew Mira :'D More the vibes of her clothes lol #I'll draw them proper sometime! #Odile's outfit is very pretty <3 I love all the allusions to gems ah it's so cool #Such a lovely bunch!

[fernlessbastard]

hot take moment cwilbur is literally just psychotic as all hell and i think people got way too comfortable villianizing the shit out of a man who was clearly portraying signs of severe mental illness. cwilbur was like im so fucking paranoid and scared and i think everyone is out to get me and hurt me and ive spiralled to the point i cant reach out to the people closest to me because im so afraid and lost in this spiral and im having constant panic attacks and hurting myself because i dong know what to do with myself and the only way out for me is to die. and everybody was like EVIL MAN WHO ENJOYS HURTING OTHERS AND IS ABUSIVE ON PURPOSE AND A VILLAIN AND SHOULD NEVER BE TRUSTED AGAIN. and then he came back and was like im still deeply troubled and afraid but im desperately trying to make up for the wrongs i did in the past and the people i hurt in my own way and communication is really hard for me but i hope people know that im truely sorry and i love them. im going to try my hardest to fix this in the only way i know how and then respectfully remove myself from the situation because i feel thats the kindest thing i can do to the people ive hurt. and people were like ABUSER ABUSER ABUSER EVIL MAN ABUSER. like girl

Yeah no based true real no questions asked

I'd hope I manage to portray Wilbur the way he deserves in my content, cause that man is heavily bpd coded and he just needs therapy and someone who genuinely loves him but also can handle his bullshit (which has exclusively and reliably been Quackity like, canonically)

But yeah no completely agreed. The man has issues and has definitely fucked up a lot but at the end of the day he really does need love and care and patience, but also boundaries (and therapy and meds, obviously)

#i deeeefinitely have no reason to have strong feelings about bpd bitches deserving love and care and stability ha ha nooo it's definitely- #-not like I've been dating one for well over 4 years now and even though we've been through so much shit together and I still can't- #-understand why people with bpd and conditions that have similar symptoms are so demonised. It just makes no sense to me. #my bf is the love of my life and i can't imagine /not/ supporting it through all the splitting and episodes and all of that cause they're- #-absolutely worth everything #i don't know not to be too gay on main but tbf it's too late now anyway i think-- #is it unstable? sure. but it's also the most caring and loving person i've ever been close with and it always makes sure i'm ok #and it loves me so undeniably deeply no matter what purely for who i am #i've never had anyone care about me this much and this genuinely and this unconditionally - it'd always be what /they/ can get out of /me/ #but my boyfriend just cares about me - the actual me - no matter if i'm acting how it imagined i'd act. what matters is if i'm /me/ #listen bpd isn't sunshine and rainbows - we've been through some TERRIBLE shit (including s-cide attempts) #but when people claim it makes a relationship toxic/abusive it's so stupid cause ultimately with mutual love support and reassurance- #-and professional help you can have a genuinely happy and healthy life with someone with bpd #love isn't mean to be easy. it's meant to be safe and supportive and genuine but a relationship always takes effort and work on both sides #you should never sacrifice your well being of course! #but when love takes effort and extra care it doesn't inherently mean it's unhealthy or toxic or abusive. it just means you're people. #tldr if you love someone then don't care about some diagnosis - care about the actual perso. #ask #asks #ask fern #tntduo #dsmp #tnt duo #wilbur soot #quackity #quackbur #dream smp #tntblr #c!quackbur #c!tntduo

[royalarchivist]

“No mames Philza!”

Quackity spinning (and getting spun) by his friends dancing at his birthday party.

Part 1 | Part 2

#TinaKitten #Quackity #Philza #Phil #Tina #IRL #I love them so muchhhhh #sobs #Poor Tina doing her best and Phil laughing his butt off #Phil and Quackity dancing together is so cute #and then Tina trying to spin Quackity was adorable because she's too tiny to do it #The smile Quackity has when Phil spins him is so cute #They're all so giggly and happy... I weep #:') #ALRIGHT that's all the videos for tonight. I'm way over my quota for today #and by quota I mean ''I don't like flooding people's dashboards'' #but it was a special occassion :') #subtitles

[tvckerwash]

hmmm I'm thinking about wash's stance on the training accident and I think it would be so funny if he gave maine a lecture about it afterwards

#they have a whole moment together that essentially boils down to wash telling maine that he's should know better and that bad orders exist #and maine is genuinely sorry because he knows it was a bad call and he tells wash that #and wash replies with “I know you are but I'm not the one who you should be apologizing too.” #wash treating maine like he's a human being with thoughts and feelings instead of a mindless weapon my beloved #maine is not happy about having to apologize to york btw. idk why we all decided that maine hates york but it's so funny #maine is a man of few words and he cannot stand the fact that york is incapable of shutting the fuck up lol #rvb #red vs blue #agent maine #agent washington #mine #lina lectures wyoming later after she knows that york is going to be okay #I really like the idea of wash being beta squads field leader and when he and ct get bumped up he shares leader duties w lina #lina is probs a commissioned officer so she technically outranks wash in under regard but she's probably fresh out of the academy when shes #recruited for pfl and commissioned officers are expected to learn the ropes from enlisted nco's so I like to think that she #really values wash's opinion on stuff and she feels confident knowing that she can look to him #the other freelancers could've done the same thing but they're all kinda. you know. so wash got the position by virtue of being the only gu #who had the balls to go up to lina and make the proposition of *gasp* cooperation #i actually have a hc that when wash and ct were first moved up and were on their first mission w alpha squad #stuff was bad and wash sort of undercuts lina by giving south and maine different orders (bc they were also both previously beta squad) #and said orders ended up being the right call and carolina is kind of mad about wash ignoring her authority #so after they get debriefed wash apologizes to lina in the locker room for it bc it was not his intention to steal her thunder #and he asks if they can start over and maybe work something out #and lina accepts his apology and york is kinda balking bc the way wash words it sounds vaguely like he's asking her on a date #york gets no bitches and cannot complete with wash's earnest rizz bdhshj

[wildflowercryptid]

the new pokémon trainers merch drop really just said starfallshipping canon. god bless.

#*sees the smallest of crumbs* oh they're canon :) #honestly i really love the pokémon trainers line if they had merch for katy miriam or saguaro in it i'd buy it #super happy to see the fastener charms again those were one of my favorite things from the galarian trainers line #really wish they made those charms for the paldean mystery gang too bummer that they didn't #penny's could've been so cool imagine how they could've implemented team star and their veevees in it #when we get scans of the full artwork from this line i'm totally editing them together #pokemon #pkmn scarvio #trainer juliana #rival penny #starfallshipping #ship : juliana & penny #mj.txt

[byanyan]

endearing myself to my own oc tonight thinking about lil baby 13 y/o byan who's finally switched to using only they/them pronouns and finally able to experiment more with feminine clothing and makeup, and they're really excited about it but don't really know what they're doing yet? they're learning most if not all of this stuff on their own with no real guidance, so they're clumsy and they stumble a lot while they're trying to get the hang of it all - there are a lot of poorly blended makeup looks done with an unpracticed, heavy hand, a lot of messy attempts at hairstyles as their hair grows out for the first time ever, and a lot of outfits that are too much or the colours clash or the styles just don't quite mesh... they look pretty messy a lot of the time, but they're having so much fun.

#the first time someone calls the young lady instead of young man they're all '!!!!!' with big sparkling eyes #it's still not right but it's BETTER and it means that they're getting there. they're making progress. #it's really freeing!! it makes them really happy!!! #of course there are a lot of really uneasant interactions in this time too. arguably some of the worst they've faced up until then. but. #unpleasant* interactions even #we're not thinking about that rn. rn we're focusing on the happy and the cute #on bitty byan absolutely beaming when someone compliments their outfit or their nails or their makeup #on them slowly getting better at putting together coherent outfits and their hand getting steadier and!!! #learning how to do all those hairstyles they always wanted to wear but never could!!! #ughhhhghhgghh I have a lot of feelings about it ok... #and I have a lot of thoughts about that period of time where they presented entirely femme and a lot more cutesy #maybe one day I'll do a whole big hc post about it but for tonight u get my ramblings bc I'm tired and emotional #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

[mariyekos]

Imagining a scenario where at some point Dante and Lady get married purely for practical purposes (like if she gets hospitalized so Dante can visit/make some decisions) but Lady ends up dating Trish so Dante's like

#dmc #this is crack but. i find it hilarious #if we're doing a timeline that sort of parallels our own i'm also imagining dante being like #'don't worry you're free to divorce me once you and trish are allowed to be married! no hard feelings' #'hell we can make it a double divorce-marriage! we can get divorced at the courthouse and then you and trish get married right after!' #i really like lady/trish as a ship #i generally think of dante/lady as something that they might have tried out when they were younger but eventually realized they weren't- #into. and there were no hard feelins there. just a 'yeah sorry but i don't think this is going to work' and the other going 'fine by me' #a very gentle friends to maybe lovers or just dating back to friends #and in this marriage scenario it would basically fit right into canon. they wouldn't live together or anything #it would purely be a paper thing just so dante gets some special privileges in case something happens to lady #also the extended version of this is dante visiting kyrie at some point and she asks him how his wife is doing which makes him go #'wait. who is this supposed wife of mine?' bc he's pretty sure nero doesn't know about the marriage so how would kyrie know that?? #and she reveals that she thought it was Trish which makes him laugh and say nah they're just friends. also Trish is dating Lady #which makes Kyrie go 'oh! i'm sorry. you two seemed close and nero mentioned seeing her at your place so i'd assumed...' #and dante's like 'eh no worries it's no big deal. i was wondering how you knew about lady and i but that makes more sense.' #then kyrie: 'wait. you and lady are married?' dante: 'yeah!' kyrie: 'but i thought you said she was dating Trish??' dante: 'she is!' #kyrie: '??? uh. well if you're happy i'm happy for you too.' dante: 'thanks! i'll let them know.' #erurandomness #erubabbles #eru hcs #hcs

[martianbugsbunny]

Idk if I'm strong enough for either canon Kalluzeb or Kalluzeb getting destroyed

#I'm not used to seeing the ships I have that feel like foregone conclusions actually end up together #like what does the kind of happy even feel like yk #can I live with the bewildering joy of knowing the one of the main characters from a Star Wars show is actually gay #it doesn't even compute for me what that would be like #but if they end up getting no-homo'd what am I gonna do #if they can't be made canon then what hope do I ever have of other reasonable ships making it #and then there's the way I've latched on so hard to the idea of them together just...what do I do if they're not together? #it would rewrite so much of how I view rebels #I might not even want to watch it anymore because it would hurt #when a ship makes so much sense yet has maybe a dash of magical impossibility having it taken away just hurts #especially after such a long hiatus where we got to thrive in the idea of them.basking in the glow of what we imagined them to be #kalluzeb is just such a Part of rebels to me #I'm having too many feelings somebody please help me #whatever the outcome for them I need a pal to hold my hand and tell me it's gonna be okay #(I'm being a huge baby ig but this is just so important to me it's so close to my heart it's a part of Star Wars for me) #too.many.feelings. #kalluzeb #garazeb orrelios #zeb #alexsandr kallus #star wars #Star Wars rebels #ahsoka show #ahsoka series #martianbugsbunny ships

[magentagalaxies]

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#this might be both oversharing and being too vague rn but it's 2am and i'm emotionally exhausted #i can't believe during one of the most traumatic moments i've had in the past year i was lucky enough to have scott as my biggest supporter #the entire time as i was going through it he was so supportive giving me space to process shit and always having my back #and yet there are some people in my life who are always going to villainize him for one comment he said during that time out of context #or even if they're not ''villainizing'' him i now feel like i have to begin every sentence about scott with #''yeah we don't agree on everything but we're still friends and isn't that amazing!'' #which yeah that is true and i do genuinely enjoy when scott and i disagree and are respectful about it #BUT WHY DOES THAT HAVE TO BE THE FIRST THING I SAY ABOUT HIM???? #and honestly that whole experience made me agree with scott on way more than i started out with #i'm proud of how i was able to grow as a person and for the fact that it brought me and scott much closer together #but that shit i went through at my college was still traumatic. and it did change me as a person #it completely changed my relationship to activism in a way i'm not happy about bc i want to be more of an activist #but when i had someone use social justice language to justify horrible things against me it's hard not to be wary #of how hollow and performative a lot of conversations can be #and like i'll even say it. like people might get mad at me for admitting it #but that whole traumatic situation has irrevocably changed my relationship to gender as well #or at least how i label myself and how i move through these conversations #and in some ways i'm grateful for it bc i do feel like i know myself more and like i don't have to worry about what others' think #or even what other people understand #but it shouldn't have had to go down like that. and as much as the time i got to spend with scott during that time was so much fun #and such a great experience and he was truly the perfect support system during that time #he shouldn't have had to deal with that and neither should i #and the fact that scott somehow got villainized in some people's minds while the person who actually caused that trauma #is instead treated like ''yeah he was a bit misguided and made a mistake but he was probably anxious about it!! he's just a person!!'' #that's never going to stop being painful. especially the idea that with the importance people put on labels #i would supposedly have more ''community solidarity'' with that asshole than a cis gay man like scott #idk i think i'm past the timeframe of that traumatic experience bc it's not consuming every day like it used to a few weeks back #but something triggered it tonight so i just need to process it. anyway shoutout to scott for being there for me i really needed it

[twilightarcade]

Opinions and THOUGHTS

like in general or...

Ummm! I don't like crunchy foods that are like. Soft. You know like onions and stuff?? Hate those om a texture basis. Also mushrooms.. don't have too much a problem with the taste but it isn't quite worth the texture. That's not really an opinion more of a preference but I don't really have any ground breaking opinions I think so let's pretend ok

OH um!! Opinion I think 125% zoom shouldn't be the default zoom because that's literally huge which like I know it's different bur I'm special pleadingface the world has to revolve around me. Alsoalso I hate hate hate that TouchPad thing where sometimes if you touch it it'll stay touched except it's so weird!!! Unpredictable n such..

^^^ guy who just got new laptop voice anyway hi future us here this was written like 5 years ago ummmmmmm let's see here

ok you knwo right noow we're laying in bed actually so not many thoughts. Tomorrow is friyay I suppose...... This weeekend though !! Going to be out like all weekend to help some stupid middle schoolers (I LOVE tjem so much) (theyre so tiny.) (some of them are taller than me but we don't talk about that) except like i've been putting off coding this thhimh (TECHNICALLY NOT MY FAULT !! IM NOT UNDER CONTRACT AND HAVENT BEEN ABLE 2 MAKE THE MEETINGS) so im going to need to finish it in like. A day. And sorta pray ....

#askstag #SOSOSO behind on things don't look ........ #anyways also this weekend my mom wanted me to figure out how to make these like granola bar whatever #that are like. 4 dollars each (ABSOLUTELY INSANE !) at this cafe and they're really good allegedly #so i'm gonna figure out how to make them 4 her 👍 #BUT like i never make. Granola bars. So it's gonna be fun. #Ermmm these aren't really thoughts more an account of my life I suppose #It was snowing like? Yesterday. Absolutely huge snowflakes made me so happy #I was TOO tired today apparently and i talked a lot (BAD !!) absolutely horrendous. Not an articulate individual when tired. #it's ok though nothing can damage my upstanding reputation 👊👊 everyone loves me (<- lying) #been really sleepy lately but also havennr really been eating latelyso going 2 try n fix that #ALSO NEED A MUG ! Like i have one except SOMEONE likes to use it all the time (there's several others) #but like. That's the only one that feels nice yk #the design is nice on the eyes AND the shape is really nice. What more do you need in a mug #now i juust need to start drinking coffee or somethibg. Then my hashtag mug liffe will be complete #been sorta mulling over the people in my family as of late and it's really funny. Would share if that wasn't #like. People in my family. Safety or whatever. #it's like if you got a bunch of guys who hated each other and locked them in a room together yk #they would slay in a death game

[ronanlynchbf]

found sooooooo much stuff at work 2day omg!!!!! literally EIGHT books and the sound of music soundtrack + ella fitzgerald vinyl + gloria gaynor vinyl + 2 in 1 sinatra vinyl + LABI SIFFRE VINYL <33333 (AND ALSO one of the books is i know why the caged bird sings by maya angelou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

#other books are the watcher in the shadows by carlos ruiz zafón jazz by toni morrison clap when you land by elizabeth acevedo les misérables #gather together in my name + singin' and swingin' by maya angelou also & a thousand splendid suns by khaled hosseini <3333 #ALSO i saw bruce springsteen's born in the u.s.a. but yday & i though i'd take it later bc that's easier for my coworkers but then it was #gone :(((((( LITERALLY I SHOULD'VE KNOWN...to think i could have owned a bruce springsteen LP...it was good quality too..... #and got a pair of pants but less excited abt that bc like. they're pants. BUT i did get them for €3.25 instead of the original €14.25 :3 #also the books & vinyls weren't that expensive <33 and i get discount on top of that bc i'm an employee <333 #so pretty happy 2day! despite the fact two of my fave coworkers are going on vacation for two weeks like literally don't leave me alone..😔.

[yoru]

i think i’m going into my jojo phase again…

#i’ve literally had a jojo phase 3 or 4 times since 2016 #everytime i think i'm over it it comes back again and it’s always a specific part i get stuck on too #i wasn’t actively on here when i was in my steel ball run phase and thank god for that #if you think i’m bad when it comes to vashwood y’all should’ve seen me with gyjo 😭 #those gay cowboys absolutely crushed me and i knew it was coming but i still wasn’t prepared #actually no i think my orv phase with joongdok was worse than that #they're all so angsty and tragic too like i noticed that when it comes to ships i enjoy no one's having a fun time throughout the series #let alone getting a happy ending where they're able to stand together with everyone they met and reminisce about the shit they went through #it’s all hurt and no fucking comfort for my mental and emotional well-being #but i still like it so i guess that makes me some sort of masochist lmao #salo.exe

[cinna-bunnie]

Suletta baby the world doesn't deserve you

#she is SO fuckin sweet kakakdkfks #“Unrelenting Tenderness” y'all were so right to name the episode this (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) i got choked up a few times but Suletta especially #she is SO fucking strong. at first it was distressing to see her shouldering SO much without having someone to lean on but like #the support she has is enough and i think more importantly The Love she has for others is enough to give her strength alone #and push come to shove she's just. she wears her heart on her sleeve and loves HARD ;-; #then the fucking next episode being titled The Final Episode WHAT #I'm not ready 😭‼️‼️ i need triple this !! #i at least was expecting 50 so??? #either there's gonna be two more seasons and this is just The Final of the first half (and last ep this season) or they're done fr #which like?? there are too many loose ends ;-; i mean. I've been surprised by final episodes before that do seem to resolve everything #or at least are fitting for the story that was being told but who knows... we will find out next week ig >.> #i would hate for this to be the last episode though like. WHEN DO SULETTA AND MIORINE GET TO BE HAPPY TOGETHER #the fandom has to do everything around here i s2g. thank u to the artists who draw them being sweet together #the gundam team should be paying y'all

[sysig]

:D ♪

#I have had a good day today #It was a shopping day! And I bought things that were helpful and fun and that I wanted! And I am happy about it! #They're an odd arrangement of items but I like them :) #I got a new version of an old pen that I love because I use it so often that it's running out lol #A year and change of use has worn it to the pen-bone lol #So now I have the next one when that one really goes yayay #I also found a hand drill! Which I wanted! Because previous my earbuds broke and I fixed them but Too Well #They were falling apart so I superglued them back together and created a perfect seal that caused a vacuum in my ear #Painful :/ Unwearable :// Defeats the purpose of having a ''fixed'' earbud in the first place :/// #I requested a hole drilled in the back which was done but apparently the seal was further forward lol so still unwearable! #So I wanted a hand drill - y'know the kind the non-electronic kind that you have to twist until a hole happens #Have I mentioned I'm a Luddite lately lol but really it's just 'cause it's My Thing so if anyone is allowed to break it it's me #Then I can't be mad at anyone else #So I got one! A jeweler's bead reamer to be specific :0 But to me it's just a hand drill lol it's a cute little four-piece set ♪ #It's a little rough on the hands but I have wet paper for skin so it's fine probably lol #And I did end up break-fixing my earbuds! I can use both again! I'm so happy that's been like two weeks ah #Percussive maintenance #I also bought some vanilla merengues :3 Those will be important later :3c The set is already queued but it's for Research Purposes lol #They are So Sweet like /so/ sweet - very similar to my sugar cubes but like?? richer??? more intense somehow and large #And finally some fidget toys! :D A blind bag for funsies of mini fidgets and they are so cute omgsh they're so small ah #I got a little ducky squishy aw <3 Perfect addition to my duck collection haha - and a tiny fidget cube! Too cute very satisfying clicks #And finally a 2x2 puzzle cube - it had a brand but I've already forgotten it 'cause it's not Rubix lol #I've been wanting a puzzle cube as a stim toy for a while I just really like how they look and sound but I didn't expect much #And since the 2x2 is smaller it's like the budget/easier option so perfect but like- I genuinely did not expect it to Actually stim my brain #It does! :0 It focuses me! I mean on the puzzle itself lol but like I feel focused and interested and rewarded! It's wild! #Don't feel the need for music or stories or any other background noise just puzzle puzzle puzzle #I still haven't solved it lol I think the closest I've gotten is 4/6 sides and again this is a 2x2 but like! #I wasn't planning on solving even one side but it caught me! :0 That quickly! I've only had it since earlier today!! #And I didn't cheat and look anything up I haven't really had the chance to between fixing/breaking and being out lol #Fun :D Fun!! :D

[iturbide]

I.S.'s thought process regarding this years Halloween banner: Alright, so we have both Corrins, Naga, and Nils as the Tempest Trial Hero, we still need one more person for the banner.

I.S. Employee: We could have Adult Tiki given we have Naga.

I.S.: No that wouldn't work. Oh! We'll just have Duma and Mila being the duo unit. You know, the two that went against Naga and burned down Thabes and forever soured Dragon and human relations? The two Naga proceeded to fight for 9 days and won before exiling them out of Archaea? What could possibly go wrong?

I just want Naga and Adult Tiki to talk and spend time as mother and daughter. Why is this too much to ask from you I.S.?

I...really don't see where you're coming from.

It's fine to want a banner where both Naga and Tiki feature. It's fine to want a duo unit. But bemoaning the fact that this banner does have Naga but not Tiki -- when we already have a young Tiki Halloween unit and Brave Tiki came out less then two months ago -- feels like hating on it just because they're not pandering to your specific set of wants. I also notice that for all your complains about how this will go great, you're not highlighting the fact that Duma and Mila's falling out split the continent of Valentia and led to its own brutal conflict between human factions, yet they're the Duo Hero on this banner.

Personally, I like the choices. I think M!Corrin looks adorable, I'm loving the new F!Corrin artist choice, I find it interesting that Naga has an alt now, and the fact that Duma and Mila have apparently reconciled for the holiday is delightful to me. I'm happy to see them together -- and I really don't find it that much of a stretch to think that maybe Naga is also able to reconcile with them, or at least put aside their differences to enjoy the festival together in ways they haven't done for thousands of years. They were all friends once, and all broke apart in tragic fashion; I'm hopeful and would like to see them be friends once again.

Look. I'm gonna be honest with you here, dude, it's increasingly sounding like you're looking for things to complain about rather than trying to have fun and enjoy stuff. And it's fine if you want to do that, but please stop trying to drag me into it, because I really would rather find the fun in things instead of hating on them.

#answered #theluckyfatereviewer #fire emblem: heroes #if you're expecting me to join in on the hate train #you're really barking up the wrong tree #i'm happy to let people enjoy it how they want #and find what enjoyment i can in it too #i was honestly excited when i saw mila and duma as the duo #shocked and delighted that they're together and seem happy #so i really don't feel a need to complain

[a-story-teller]

Had another dream story idea and it's BAD out here y'all. My subconscious said "you don't go for sad old white men yaoi? Well here's one and you have to care about it so much. Good luck"

#the braiiiin worms #The surrounding story was very good lotr asoiaf 80's fantasy epic and then there were these two dudes just So Achingly In Love oh my GOD #Basically they had been knights together back in the day during their own Young Men Do Big Things story and deposed the evil mage king #They were just village boys turned soldiers who fell in love and did something good #but then the one was basically forced to become king because he'd killed the last one and had to get married and produce an heir #So he does get married but tells the queen he's never going to sleep w her and she can fuck who she likes and her kids can have the throne #Since he's not even nobility he doesn't care about The Bloodline #His lover is promoted to “protector of the king” 👀 and they manage to be happy despite the restrictions of royal life #Eventually though it comes out that the king's kids aren't his #And this sparks a conflict between “loyalists” who want the True King's Legacy and the “monarchists” who want Real Noble Lineage #With the queen basically standing back and watching it happen as the crown prince decides now is a great time to try “patricide” #the lover finds the king's nephew (the loyalists' heir) and tells the guard to take him to distant family to raise until he's old enough #But the guard is like “he's gonna get found out in no time” so instead sells him to ppl who find exotic kids for nobles to keep as wards #and he basically disappears into a faraway household and the lover doesn't even know #Meanwhile the king survives a poison attempt but is now physically impaired and on high alert #He leaves with a small retinue to Do Some Business but when he comes back the castle gates are up and arrows start raining down #So it's him and his little group at the edge of a market vs. an entire castle #In the ambush/battle he is seriously wounded #and they try to fake his death to get back in the castle and then nurse him/sneak him out #But the prince doesn't take it at face value and stabs the “body” to make sure #and the lover has to act through watching his all-but-husband who'd just planned their escape from all this get killed in front of him #So that it doesn't blow his cover and get him killed too #That's about where the dream ended but I'm uggg g h gg #I'm SO invested in these two fantasy gays and their incredibly poetic relationship #Doesn't hurt that there were like 3 very graphic sex scenes between them across the timeline #And they were so obsessed with and hungry for each other the whole time.... the last one was just before the ambush #after the king has been left near-immobile from the poison and they're like 40-something #and the lover takes him away from all that and back to the days it was just them and he was strong #It was sooo romantic but also hell when can I get ravaged like that #Anyway I'm ruined and I can't even really work on it I have too many other things to do