#I'm not mad; just disappointed

[captainfightingflower]

so, have you sent any more NSFW to minors since we last spoke? bullied any other art traders? docs(.)google(.)com/document/u/0/d/1jUho0f5WpIlKQDLWmfjuYuPBNib2hB1Dh_3Cx9m2u_c/

Mmm, been a while since i got one of you! On my vacation no less, in such an unprofessional way as well? You don't even feel like a real person. Is this ask real? Where are the hidden cameras? This has gotta be a prank! No sane person fucking talks to people like this. Do you walk up to reformed criminals on the street while wearing an anonymous mask and ask them if they shot a guy recently while showing them a collage made from newspaper clippings displaying the crimes they did? Fucking hope not!

Not to mention bringing up the infamous Google Doc that has been stated to be mostly made up of malicious lies and outdated evidence (most being cherry picked from autistic meltdowns)? God this feels like a parody with how typical this is of people like you.

(I think it goes without mentioning that i don't do nether, i have matured past being the little self-absorbed trolly pest i was pre-google doc and i now know that consent is dope and being respectful to people is awesome sauce! I have grown and matured, because that's what humans do).

At least if you said it off of anonymous, you would have gotten respect from me for at least being 100% open about it, yet you decided on the cowardly option. You know that i wouldn't block you for doing this, right? You have to be VERY VERRRY bad for me to consider doing that. Because it almost feels like that you know that this isn't the right opinion to have, if you weren't on anon, at least people would know that you're confident in your stance, but here it feels like you don't wanna be associated with your own opinion.

You wanna be loud? Then be loud & proud, go the whole nine yards. I won't block you so what's there to lose? Don't be a wimp and man up!

Now, if you want a more typical reaction, i have provided one so all parties can be happy.

First of all: bold. You're just expecting to anonymously spill the beans on any potential dickishness i might potentially be doing behind closed doors? I might be autistic, but that doesn't automatically mean fucking idiot, it never does!

+ I haven't done nether of those things that i did on drunken impulse or only one time respectively. I have only sent porn to people who can and have consented to it and have been nothing but kind, understanding & apologetic to the people i have art traded with since. As well as apologise to Alanna (the one who was "bullied" but was actually just stressed out) several times (all of which she accepted quite well because she is a very kind soul!)

I don't know if you're either a troll (in which case i can respect the hussle for trying to get a strong reaction out of me, you failed, it was neutral at best) or you seriously think you can just go on anon and ask me DIRECTLY (which i can easily just ignore you, making any effort fruitless) trying to expose me for something i did years ago and not only regret doing, but have actively tried to move past and become a better person (which i have succeeded quite well on a personal level) and expect me to suddenly bow down and make up lies to please you and make me look bad. I pray you're the former, because the latter is just very very sad.

Secondly: I have stated many times that the information on that doc is not only cherry picked by people who don't like me, but mostly cherry picked from my autistic meltdowns.

So not only is most of the things completely out of context: but it's also INCREDIBLY outdated. Meaning that everything in that doc becomes less and less viable evidence which each passing day because i do this neat thing called "maturing and learning from my mistakes to become a better person in general" , highly recommend, you should try it sometime!

What i'm saying is that you couldn't submit that as valid evidence in a court setting, or really any setting because it's quite bad and full of holes if you even moderately knew me personally!

Sure posting everything bad that i did in the history of ever makes me look deplorable, it can make EVERYTHING look deplorable. However, if you included all the good and neutral things i did when they happend between the bad things: you would realize that i was just a kid who liked being edgy but also liked making people happy and simply didn't pick up on or ignored context clues because of autism/ "it would be funny" respectively. Who knew that context changes everything?

I will say this: the experience was an aggressive wake up call to not only value the people i consider friends and the people i'd love to interact with by considering their feelings more and not to pressure them into doing things they don't wanna do. But to be a better person and to put the needs of others before my own (which kinda backfired since now i don't take care of myself as well and i constantly apologize for doing anything that doesn't directly benefit the other person which is very unhealthy since i need to re-teach myself basic self-love) but other than that, it helped me work on things i didn't know or thought i needed working on.

So despite the whole thing being mostly horribly morally dark grey and causing me great mental distress (to the point of developing really bad anxiety) and causing anybody that was somewhat involved with it also great mental distress to the point where people straight up left because it was incredibly stressful and ruined it for them. Not to mention the infighting and friends turning on each other and honestly the whole thing did nothing but make things more tense within the fandom it happend in. At least i, the person who was suppose to suffer the most, ended up being the only benefactor in this gross display of everyone else's character! How ironic....

But seriously, get a life.

#I'm not mad; just disappointed #Fighting Flower tells yet another anon to get a life #Do people seriously refuse to believe that people can change? #I mean people don't hold YOU accountable for screaming and shitting yourself #so why is it so hard to understand that i ain't a carbon copy of the dumbass from years prior? #for the authentic experience: please read everything in a time of voice #You can still show yourself anon. Just reblog this. Or better yet: send me another ask of the exact same thing you said here! #I promise i won't hurt you for being brave

[fullcustodyoftheautism]

Fucking rich bastards

#supreme court #scotus #burn in hell #rich bastards #disappointed but not surprised #time for a riot #don't clown on this post #I'm not here to debate just here to be mad

[essektheylyss]

I'm cackling at Allura lecturing them about morality. The only wizard in Exandria who took the research ethics course. The lone institutional review board, except the institution is "Arcana Proficiency" and the board is One Very Tired Woman.

#critical role #cr spoilers #allura vysoren #tbf the nein didn't need a wizard to lecture them on ethics. #they had an obsessive fear of getting the 'I'm not mad I'm just disappointed' look from Fjord and his iron will.

[qcomicsy]

"Damian can get away with everything he says because he's the youngest" "Damian can weaponize his youngest power to get what he wants and say what he wants" Buddy that's Duke.

Duke have said some shit to this family that if any other person said they would end up with a broken nose.

Even when he does get beat up, it's really fucking clear they're all going easy on him.

Now Damian????

If Damian said or pulled half of the shit Thomas does he would get sucked punch.

#or the 'Dick-Batman 'I'm not mad just disappointed' talk' #jason todd #tim drake #damian wayne #damian al ghul #duke thomas #robin #Duke Thomas has all of youngest child privileges y'all are just blind

[simplydnp]

not a single post about phil reading 'how do you feel about your education' as 'how do you feel about ejaculating'. smh. we've changed.

#i'm not mad i'm just disappointed #especially after all of the edging comments in the shuffleboard video! #dnp #dan and phil #phan #<- for the fandometrics #c.text

[demigods-posts]

I've seen a lot of discourse about Virginia Kull's portrayal of Sally Jackson in the Percy Jackson and the Olympians TV series, and I'd like to say that I loved her. Don't get me wrong. I love Sally from the original book series, and I, too, would fight the God of War on her behalf. But something that I enjoyed about Virginia's portrayal of Sally that we don't get in the books is the character depth. We don't hear much of Sally's backstory in the TV series, apart from a couple of flashbacks with younger Percy and that scene with Poseidon (Toby Stephens). However, those scenes do an excellent job of showing us that alongside being Percy's mother, Sally is also a young woman who fell in love with a man she could not be with and is enduring the natural consequences of having Percy. She struggles to communicate with him when she's frustrated, gets teary-eyed when she lies to him to prolong the inevitable, and actively sacrifices her happiness to ensure his safety. Virginia Kull's portrayal of Sally Jackson reinforces the character's humanity, imperfections, and determination, and it's everything to me.

#i once saw someone say they disliked the portrayl of sally jackson because she raised her voice at percy and I'm just #*sighs* #sally is essentially a single mom who is constantly being plagued with the notion that her son may not live to see sixteen #she has to prepare him for a life that she knows is going to break him like a bone #except she has to keep some secrets from him to ensure his safety for the time being #all the while #she is plauged with guilt knowing she and poseidon contributed to placing this burden upon him #and it is even more apparent when percy voices his disappointment in her behavior as a mother #and all she wants to do is be there with him every step of the way #but knows that she can't #and you're mad because she raised her voice at him???? #parents do that (and i wish they didn't) but they do #sally is not perfect in any way and i love her for it #give her some grace #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo text post #pjo #pjo tv adaptation #pjo tv show #pjo tv concept #pjo tv series #pjo tv spoilers #sally jackson #sally jackson appreciation #sally jackson appreciation post #sally jackson is amazing #they could never make me hate you #also virignia kull is an amazing actress and i don't know if it was clear that i love her but i love her in case it wasn't clear

[cluescorner]

I cannot imagine being a Damian stan right now. You've got both Zdarsky's bullshit (where he clearly doesn't give a shit about your boy) and The Boy Wonder (where Juni Ba clearly gives so many shits about your boy) coming out on the same day. The whiplash must be insane. I hope y'all get some nice warm soup for your efforts jfc

#damian wayne #damian al ghul #damian al ghul wayne #batman #batfamily #for all of the issues that come with having Steph as your fave having too much wild shit happening at once is never one of them #btw I quite like The Boy Wonder Issue 1. wow shocker an artist and writer who I have liked everything they've ever done #has once again written something that I am enjoying with art that makes me want to be part of its world. #it's almost like Juni Ba is really freaking talented or something #like I have some problems with it but it seems like many of those are part of the point. Damian is learning that his siblings are more #three-dimensional than he realized and that is part of this 'coming of age' story merged with fairytale #so I can't be mad at the oversimplistic defining of Dick and Jason and Tim until the conclusion of the series. that might be the point. #I hope that the series will address Steph as a Robin but if not then frankly it's not an issue unique to this series. #I'll be annoyed and disappointed but ultimately roll with it like I am with Babsgirl being here. There's too much good stuff here to get #hung up on shit that seems to be almost an editorial mandate at this point. at least that's where I'm at. #I am also very sorry that Chip Zdarsky is massacring your boy. he has 'X (Tim for him) is the best Robin so everyone else must suck' diseas #where a writer really likes one specific Robin and in trying to uplift them demeans all of the other Robins. instead of like...just writing #for that one character only or alternatively not demeaning the other characters in order to make his blorbo look good #it's wild because I actually think his writing for Tim is pretty solid. but he's not writing a Tim series. he's writing a Batman series. #and if you are going to write a Batman series and include other Batfamily members you need to actually write them well. #instead of assigning them like 2 personality traits while Tim gets to be a whole character #I accept that behavior in fanfic where I have lesser standards because it's fucking free. not a comic run that wants me to pay #tens of dollars in order to understand what the fuck is going on. he's been going for a while now it's gotta be a lot of money. #I can buy Steelworks with that money. I can see John Henry and Natasha Irons in a trade. Fuck you Chip. #it's why it takes such a special person to write a good ensemble story/a good Batfamily story. you have to be good at writing a LOT #of different characters. which I don't think most people are. I sure as hell am not. I can write maybe 3 at a time confidently well. #and you also have to give all of them at least SOME love or else people will be upset that you aren't focusing on their fave #and also the writing as a whole will suffer. Chip Zdarsky is a pretty good Tim writer. I'd maybe read a Tim solo written by him. #I would not read a story focusing on multiple characters that I like written by Chip Zdarsky. because every character who isn't Tim #is at least a bit weak/inconsistent/out of character INCLUDING FUCKING BATMAN. THE NO. 1 GUY MOST ARE HERE FOR

[sisterofficerlucychen]

i want to empathize with tim so hard right now but the way i just remembered that lucy wasn't seen for 13 hours when caleb took her and he was so worried for him to leave her in the dark for 36 hours????? and justify it because he didn't want to risk her job???? like she would care more about her job than him?????  😭 😭 😭

#the rookie #the rookie spoilers #i'm not even mad #just disappointed in him akflajsdlfa #also i need to watch it again bc i'm speaking out of emotion and am likely missing context lmao

[yanguazalie]

A heart-warming moment of brothers who LOVE EACH OTHER. ISN'T THAT RIGHT???

#uglydolls #uglydolls ox #uglydolls lou #i got tired of waiting all these years for the fandom to draw this so i took it upon myself #i'm not mad... just disappointed /jk #i don't know what it is about these felt and watercolor brushes lately but i can't stop experimenting with them #it's so freeing #dare i say it makes me feel like a kid again. only i can't put it to a memory but still i FEEL it. it feels nice! #that being said i do want to get back to my old coloring method soon for more rendered drawings #and i'll leave it at that!!

[pridoo]

Getting closer to the moment that my next comic will be about my ocs Lin and Duke

#I've already taken a lot of artistic choices here #tbh I'm just so disappointed in star wars (for the fifth time in my life) #that it kinda embarrasses me to make content about them sometimes #but I love my guys #and honestly when people have made ocs about their fave characters I'm always like good god. good for them!! #like manga Mads Mikkelsen #(I'm not counting Ali Hazelwood though.) #anyhoo this is me saying I can't stop making comics ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[intellectual-applesauce]

#911 spoilers #911 abc #madney wedding #buckley parents #i'm still mad about it #they couldn't even be bothered to show up for the first wedding #now he's walking her down the aisle #or hallway #the audacity #i'm not surprised #just disappointed

[essektheylyss]

Why do a solid 7% of wordle players use "adieu" as their opening word. It's coward behavior. It has no personality. It's unoriginal. It's not even a strong opening word. It will rarely if ever tell you where the vowels go, which means it's useless considering you already know there will be a vowel or two involved, and there are only five to choose from. I don't even think it should count as a word for this purpose because it's not even really a loan word. It's fucking French.

#everyday I see that I am filled with petty former-logic-captain rage #I'm not even playing that strategically cuz I enjoy the chase but good lord #my previous opening word was lathe (as in 'of heaven' natch) but I just changed it to spite #because it's funny 😌 #anyway to be clear this is a joke but also it's not. #and if you are among the adieu users. just know I'm not mad. I'm just disappointed.

[dnalt-d2]

I feel like Phil's gonna be kinda disappointed that they spilled nearly ALL THEIR SECRETS to this CLEARLY suspicious Tiny Eye Creature, especially after all his talk of "DON'T TRUST THE BIG EYE DUDE WE HAVE TO TAKE HIM DOWN"

#He's gonna pull a #“I'm not mad I'm just disappointed” #I can already hear Baghera just going “noooooo...” #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #q!phil #q!philza #qsmp bolas

[james-stark-the-writer]

19:45 into the absolute rom-com classic Jaane Tu... Ya Jaane Na bc i wanted to feel good today and revisit a little bit of nostalgia and i was in the romcom mood so. here we are. anyway, this movie is like Camp Excellence, and also astonishingly well directed, i'm glad young me had great taste, this movie is very much from the year 2008, but, along with Mamma Mia! which somehow also released in 2008, nothing else even comes close to making me love love and life as this does.

#james talks #james watches stuff #jaane tu ya jaane na #jaane tu... ya jaane na #guess something about 2008 movies just hits different #also yeah i did chuckle at the gay joke. it's from 2008 guys. let it go. #and Ratna is just playing a toned down Maya Sarabhai and i'm having a blast #but also her getting fake mad at Jai to stop him from dreaming about his father triggered like real PTSD in me lmao #asian parents are the fucking worst. #they'll say shit like 'i can't believe you'd dream about that. i'm so disappointed you even had that thought' and genuinely mean it lmao #anyway banger songs great acting really good direction and writing AND they synthesized a literal audience and made it work!!!! #you want me to be normal about romance? you want someone who grew up on Imran Khan romcoms to be normal about romance????

[alexan-2031]

Spoilers to 'the Giggle'. I really need to talk about the things I hated in this episode:

🔹the way the Toymaker was written here. The constant changing of the accents was annoying and unnecessary IMO. The solution of the problem was unimpressive and weird (and not in a good way). And while there was a couple of good scenes with him, it feels like they ruined a perfectly good villain

🔹the bi-regeneration thing. RTD, learn to let go challenge! Regeneration is about change! You say goodbye to the previous Doctor and meet the next one! Yes, saying goodbye is sad, but it's ok!

🔹oh, and the fact that they made this regeneration all about Tennant's Doctor... Who needs Ncuti, am I right??? 😡

🔹btw, both Ncuti's Doctor and we as viewers were robbed. Robbed of the usual post-regeneration shenanigans, of the Doctor re-discovering who they are, running around in the previous reincarnation's outfit, of the TARDIS redecorating... Nope, we just saw Ncuti's Doctor being a shoulder to cry on for Tennant's Doctor, a minute after being born.

🔹also the fact that RTD can (and probably will) bring back Tennant's Doctor again for some more episodes... I like DT but I don't want him to keep coming back as the Doctor again and again. Please, stop.

🔹basically, the episode felt like a half baked cake, and left a horrible aftertaste

#Anti RTD #I'm sorry if you liked this episode but I'm just so mad. and disappointed #I'm not tagging it as anything else because I don't want it to show for people who love RTD's writing for this era

[i-am-church-the-cat]

The opinions on this Williams thing is all over the place. Some people make good points, some people don't seem to know how to operate the empathy command on their PCs, but my general opinion is that they shouldn't have made the switch.

#i analyzed the data #i heard the arguments of both sides #i'm not mad just disappointed #williams racing #logan sargeant #alex albon #james vowles