My blorbo retention span is getting shorter and it makes me sad. I was sick for 2 weeks and when i recovered the dunmeshi hype is just gone poof, i never sizzled out this fast 😞
my friend said it's bound to happen when irl has been stressful and shit, it has been. Adulting sucks. I cant even relax properly when i do have off time. I've been having severe creative artblock too, can't even draw properly/develop story for my boy Woodkid for days.. what a weird overwhelming feeling
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It's my silly guy Blitzen Tinsel!!! @spinningbagel
He's so sillyyy!! (the name is Christmas themed—Halloween is my favorite holiday since it's so close to my birthday—oct. 27th. No I will not explain why he's got the name).
Lore for the silly guy under the cut:
(bagel lmk if anything wouldn't work so I can rewrite his backstory—and I mean im making him for your ocs/world so erm, he's like mine but with an asterisk*)
OKAY SO HIS SILLY LOREEE :))))))
He's got the horns of a Ram & the ears of a goat—I just think they're both neat animals—and the lore was made in like 5 minutes so pardon the messiness of it. But essentially she's just like that™ and I wanted to draw the ears of a goat, but I also like ram horns,,,,
Anyways their story :)))
He's a single child who grew up on a farm but when she got older they wanted to start learning to become a geologist—or some sort of Botanist. But his parents needed someone to tend to the farms as they were getting older. So they had to push those dreams to the side to help take care of their parents & their farm. But their parents were very sad that he can't live out his dreams—so they make sure to buy him all sorts of biology, geology, botany, and on occasion—mathematics books.
She loves all the books she recives!
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Another thing I wanted to mention—she's very calm/tired/laid back from farming all day—but they used to be very different when he was younger. They were like the ram with the largest horns type of deal (not the strongest)—and would headbutt anyone who bothered them—still being at the age to not understand that headbutting people isn't nice.
At some point someone she knew as a friend was just a bit too forceful when they took a toy—or had just been a bit too rough with them—and they headbutted their friend—another ram.
Blitzen's ram horns weren't strong—he was still pretty young at the time compared to their friend, who was a couple of years older than him. And Blitzen would headbutt other people—but they were weak attempts—this time Blitzen was aiming to really make them shove it.
Blitzen's horns broke off—the both of them, and it was an ugly mess—Blitzen didn't stop attempting to headbutt their friend until an adult stopped her. Only then did Blitzen realize what they were doing & how they shouldn't have done that.
They stopped headbutting people and changed—they wanted to be nicer—because people would often call them rude. So now they wanted to stop all of that—being mean and hurting people, because at some point it would hurt them—and they didn't like being hurt—especially since blood stained their hair and the headbutting broke their horns—meaning they had to wear bandages for a couple of days to stop the bleeding—which was pretty uncomfortable to Blitzen.
Along with the change in weight—having horns, then suddenly not would be an experience for anyone.
So they began to work on their parent's farm—or do any sort of activities to keep themselves distracted since they always get so pent up with energy.
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They can't even really remember why—it's been so long—but they don't like being mad.
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Something I've noticed from the few UK top surgeries I've seen is that their scar lines are remarkably straight and thin! Whereas, American surgeries seem to end up with many more thick and crooked lines. Just something interesting to me! Maybe Americans aren't as careful with themselves during the healing process or maybe UK top surgeons just perform neater surgeries. Interested to find out which it is but that seems to be a very hard census to run.
oh huh i feel like i haven't looked at scars enough to notice this. my scars are very thin and parts have got v close to my skin tone already though :-o but, see, there is actually one thing i did notice - in the run-up to surgery i was doing all this research of course, on what to bring and eat and use, and all the american videos they had SO much stuff for like after surgery and before compared to non-americans i watched who just kinda left things alone to heal. like, things that when i actually spoke to the surgeon he was like no thats unnecessary you just have to keep it clean and safe and it'll be fine. (i was ready to be redoing dressings like th american videos but actually i just kept things totally untouched for a bit over a week, then had a new dressing on one side for reason i will say next, and then basically not much at all... so maybe that effects things?).. i also didn't have drains, which i've noticed being more common with americans i think, because my surgeon didnt want to have them when again theyre not necessary. i had a small fluid/dead blood build up on one side under the incision but it was just drained manually (im not scared of needles to its fine) and the other side didnt need anything.. so i wonder if the drains effect it at all? i've seen people having problems with the hole where they enter i think, things reopening which, scary. Another thought that just occurred to me is that people in america seem to travel very far (yknow because its a big country) to go to specific surgeons whereas here its like,, get it on the nhs or go to a private cosmetic surgeon, so idk if there's difference there. .. my surgeon also didn't do incisions that i've seen on (again) mostly american peoples videos. . like inverted-t (he advised against this because its mostly for breast reduction and doesnt lay as flat and is harder to heal sometimes) and button and fish-mouth and that double incision thats connected in the middle (though correct me if im wrong but i think this is used more so for if youre heavier weight? iirc?) .. i just had double incision w nipple grafts and hm ye, it turned out v neat. ok this is a long ramble, but ya. if there rly is a noticeable comparable different between places thatd be interesting to figure out for sure . this is just thinking out loud because thats an interesting thing to bring up ngl
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