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maybank-archives · 7 months

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Hii, could I request jj x reader where she’s been feeling kinda lonely and jj’s worried? just pure comfort please

lonely - jj maybank

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warning: angsty? fluff? soft!jj maybank?

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author’s notes: i'm guessing y'all reaaaaally are into soft jj! 4 in a row! i tried my best to make every each one of this different but idk.

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Ding!

My phone lit up once more, marking the fourth notification from the same sender, my boyfriend, JJ.

I knew that would happen the moment I declined another invitation to go out with everyone.

With a sigh, I unlocked my phone and tapped on his message. "Hey, babe, why don't you want to come? It's gonna be cool!" I hesitated, then began typing my reply, "I just need some quiet time tonight, J."

Moments later, another message popped up from JJ, "Got it, is everything okay?" I stared at the screen, contemplating. After a couple minutes, I wrote back, "I promise, everything's okay. I just need some me-time. We'll hang out soon, I promise." As I set my phone aside, the feeling of emptiness has settled in my chest.

There’s no way to explain the place I found myself. Despite my life being pretty much fun and full of adventure, I feel lost, disconnected, and overwhelmingly lonely even though I’m most of my time surrounded by people. It was as if a million of uncertainty popped into my mind every five seconds.

I crawled into my bed, aware that my sleep wouldn’t come any time soon, just like every other night, when my thoughts and paranoias kept me awake for hours. This heavy feeling in my chest didn’t make things any easier either.

I decided to go to the kitchen, a snack might help, right? Nope, I tried that the other night Maybe. My hands reach for the cookies on the back of the cabinet when I hear a knock on the door. My heart skipped a beat as I went kind of scared to answer it, I opened it just to find JJ standing right in front of me.

He looked at me with concern in his eyes and a determined expression on his face. "Hey," he said, stepping inside without waiting for an invitation. "What can I say? I can’t leave my girl alone."

My heart was still beating fast when I hugged him tightly. He held my face planting a kiss on my lip. “I’ve been noticing how you’re distant lately and I’m here at your service, If you feel like talking, sure, we can talk. And if you don't, that's cool too. I'll just hang out with you, no pressure.”

I felt a lump form in my throat as tears welled up in my eyes. I have been keeping my feelings bottled up, not wanting to burden JJ with my problems. But seeing him now, the concern in his eyes, made me realize just how honest I can be with him, even though I can’t tell what’s wrong.

“I didn’t mean to worry you,” I mumbled.

“I know, I know, I’m here to keep you company.”

I buried my face in his chest, finally letting the tears flow freely. "I've been feeling so lost, J,” I confessed. "I don’t know what’s going on, I don’t know if it’s anxiety or…." I can’t finish my sentence without sobbing.

JJ held me tighter. "It’s okay, I’m here now," he said softly. "We'll figure this out together, just like we always do," he added.

“I-I really didn’t want to worry you, Jay.”

“Hey, you need to know that I’m here, you don’t have to go through this alone,” he said “You were there for me always, it’s no different now.”

I nodded, "Thank you for being here, J," I whispered, wiping away my tears.

He gave me a warm smile and pressed a gentle kiss to my lips. "Always, Y/N. Now, how about we get some rest? I'll stay with you tonight, no more loneliness, okay?"

I nodded again, feeling a sense of comfort wash over me. We walked to the bedroom together, and as we settled into bed, JJ pulled me close, wrapping his arms around me protectively.

We lay there in silence for a while, my mind started to calm down. I snuggled closer to JJ, as he gently rubbed my hair. For the first time in a couple weeks, the exhaustion and the emotional breakdown caught with me and I just fell asleep into JJ’s arms, there was no reason to feel alone with his presence.

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commander-krios · 1 year

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I posted 7,054 times in 2022

That's 462 more posts than 2021!

372 posts created (5%)

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Longest Tag: 118 characters

#and you're gay. they're gonna be calling you a kawaii smol bean cinnamon roll owo and drawing you in flower crowns.

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Beautiful commission of Aurora and Joker that I got from the wonderful @me1onmi1k. Thank you so much for your hard work. It’s everything I’ve been wanting. <3

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Angsty Love Prompt List

“You say you’re dangerous. That you destroy everything you touch. So destroy me. Ruin me. Tear me apart, and let me love you all the same. “

“And I'm not afraid to love you. Only afraid my love won’t be enough. “

“I feel like shit.” “You look like it, too.” *they bump shoulders*

“This wasn’t supposed to happen. You weren’t supposed to do this to me.”

"Nothing about any moment I've ever spent with you will ever be a regret.”

"I'll find you. Okay? I promise you, whatever happens, I’ll find you, and we'll be together, and everything will be good again. "

“Do you truly believe that anything so little as a rule, or a law, might have stopped me from protecting you? “

“You. I'll always and endlessly fight for you. “

“This path you’re on… it’s gonna get you killed. You know that, though; don’t you? “

“What the hell were you thinking?! You could’ve been killed! “

“You need to go now, okay? Don’t worry. I've got this. They’ll want to be trying a lot harder if they want to keep me from protecting you.“

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I managed to snag one of @savbakk ‘s soft commissions and I’m head over heels in love. Everything about this is perfect. The expressions, the hands, the colors, the mood. Ashley and Thea look so in love and happy which is so important to me. Thank you! 💛

311 notes - Posted April 30, 2022

OTP Relationship Asks

1. Who most initiates PDA?

2. Any sleep habits either had to get used to?

3. Hot and Steamy or Soft and Tender?

4. How did they first meet?

5. What is their love language?

6. When did they realize they loved each other?

7. Who is more sentimental?

8. What’s one way their personalities compliment one another?

9. How are their personalities different?

10. What are some non-sexual activities they do together?

11. Which member is more physically affectionate?

12. Which member is more verbally affectionate?

13. Which member steals borrows the other ones clothing?

14. Are they an introverted couple or an extroverted one—AKA would they prefer to go out to a party or event together or would they rather stay in?

15. Who is more likely to make an impulsive decision and who is the voice of reason?

16. Who stays up way too late and who tries to drag them to bed?

17. Who fell in love first?

18. What song fits them perfectly?

19. How do they deal with being away from each other for a long time?

20. Who holds a grudge the longest?

21. Which of the two is quick to speak and which one is quick to listen?

22. Who gets more easily embarrassed?

23. Who overthinks the most?

24. Which of the two is the most competitive?

25. Who’s the most stubborn?

26. How do they comfort each other?

27. What random everyday object/activity makes them think of each other?

28. Do they get along with each other’s friends and family?

29. What is their sex life like?

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thompsborn · 6 months

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This might be a spoilery ask that you don't wanna answer (in which case, fair enough) but do you have any idea how soon we'll be getting a tbaf!harry spider-man reveal?! I remember reading in one of your end notes on that series that it's gunna be angsty when he finds out because like the whole rest of the group already know or whatever, so I'm really looking forward to more updates over on that series haha

Obviously I'm loving the promises of hb content, but I was just hoping that tbaf wouldn't be put too far on the back burner lmao

omg do i need to start a spoiler tag for tbaf because like… i have tbaf planned out WAY more than i have hb and can give WAY MORE vague spoilers for it pfgjf. i literally have a note in my phone that has up to the 22nd fic in the series planned out….. that is not an exaggeration. literally at all. and it’s not the ending either because i STILL haven’t been able to decide when or how i want to end it pfkfj

but !! omg okay tbaf spoiler tag now being used and tha answer to ur question UNDER THE CUT!!!

so, short answer:

16. the 16th fic in the series. that is when i have it planned for. if that’s all you wanna know, stop reading.

if you’d like some vague hints about how, read on.

so the most recent installment was part 12. it was the senior field trip to stark industries and also miles first date. very light hearted and cute and fun i literally only added it because i wanted to there is essentially no plot significance included.

but there is something. vaguely.

“I just think that it’s bullshit,” Harry tells them, the weekend before the field trip.

Flash frowns at him. “Why?”

Harry glares at Flash like the answer is obvious. “Because it sounds fun, and where will I be, huh? Sitting through another eight hours of forced training with my stupid fucking father for a company I want nothing to do with. It’s bullshit.”

“Don’t go to the training,” Michelle says, popping a handful of popcorn in her mouth.

Harry snorts. “It’s not that simple.”

Michelle looks at him, quirks a brow and asks, “Did you sign a contract that requires you to go through all of this training?”

“No…?”

“Well,” she says, “I don’t see the problem, then. I mean, you turned eighteen in November. You’re not contractually obligated to be there. He can’t make you stay if you don’t want to.”

For a moment, Harry considers her words, something sour on his features yet something contemplative in his eyes. Flash speaks up then, pointing out, “You left that New Years Eve Gala, remember? He didn’t even notice you left until the next day.”

“This is different,” Harry argues, before puffing out a sigh and sinking back into the couch cushion, looking down at where he’s gripping onto Flash’s hand. “I’ll think about it, though.”

norman has not shown up in tbaf yet. he’s been mentioned, for sure, but he hasn’t actually shown his face yet. that is going to change.

like. next installment. Norman Osborn (derogatory)

i’ll leave that there, but i do want to assure this:

while harry finding out is going to be angsty, it’s not going to be like any of the movies where harry gets angry and resentful and becomes a villain himself. i understand why that happens but this is fanfiction and harry osborn is my baby boy baby. he is going to be confused and traumatized but peter is his bestie.

also tbaf harley keener would not stand by and let peter lose a friend because of spider-man are u kidding?? even if i did put in harry getting angry harley would drag him by his ear to a locked conference room in the tower and lecture him for exactly 7 hours and 41 minutes until harry got his shit together.

so rest assured, the found family friend group, while they will have struggles (some with each other, most without), will stay a found family.

xoxo gossip girl

#tbaf #tbaf spoilers

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stray-tori · 4 years

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NorRayWeek - Day 7: Promise / Free “That’s the wrong hand on my waist, idiot.”

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pollyaunt · 2 years

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Break My Heart- chapter 21

Fandom: From Blood & Ash | ch22

TW: ANGSTY AF

Summary: What happens when the star quarterback of Atlantia High School grows an interest towards the shy, adorable but smart girl in his grade? Come and join Hawke and Poppy on this rollercoaster of emotions.

a/n: don't hate me pls :p

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The party was in full swing. I had to give credit to the host, the dude had a really enormous house.

Everywhere we went, people congratulated Hawke for playing so good even though we weren't able to win and.

I was surprised to see that the rival school was also invited and even more surprised when everyone were bonding so well with each other.

I was currently standing with Hawke while he talked to his teammates. I kind of felt like an outcast because all they were conversing about was football and I knew nothing about it. But thankfully, their discussion ended soon and we entered the kitchen.

"Are you tired yet?"

I let myself get lost in his honey eyes which I had come to love overtime and memorized it.

"A little." I confessed.

He kissed my forehead, tangling our fingers, "Then we'll leave in half an hour,"

I nodded and my phone started ringing suddenly.

I gestured my mobile towards Hawke, "I'll be back in a minute."

He nodded and I left.

Mom was calling me and I picked up when I reached the backyard.

"Where are you, Poppy?"

Crap, crap, crap. I had momentarily forgotten to tell her that I was going to the after party.

"Shit! So sorry mom, I forgot to tell you I was going to the after party with Cas."

She huffed at the other end, "This is no way, Poppy. We were so worried. Don't do anything like this next time and tell us beforehand about your whereabouts."

I winced, "I promise I will. And I'll be back before the curfew."

"Okay, be safe and how was the game? Who won?"

"It was a tie. Both the teams were really damn good,"

"That's okay. Nonetheless, congratulate Casteel from us."

I swear my heart melted at that.

"I will."

"Okay, bye."

We quickly did our goodbyes and I went inside the house-mansion- again but to only see this time that Hawke wasn't in the kitchen anymore.

I frowned and started searching for him.

I couldn't find him after ten minutes of searching and my phone was also dead.

"Where are you?" I muttered to myself and saw Venotta standing in a corner, drinking a beer.

I didn't want to talk to her but she was my only option and so I went towards her.

"Have you seen Hawke?"

She looked towards me and a lazy smirk took on her face.

"Oh, wouldn't you like to know? Follow me."

I scowled towards her, "Are you drunk?"

She bared her teeth at me, "No, this is my first drink and I don't know how that's any of your business. Now follow me or stay here."

And despite her rudeness, I followed her.

When we reached near the bottom of the staircase, her gaze followed throughout the room and stopped.

I followed where her eyes landed and was surprised to see that the person was Gianna.

She called out her name and Gianna came towards us.

"What's going on?"

I shook my head, "I don't know." And we both looked towards Venotta.

But her smirk just got bigger and made us follow her upstairs.

When we reached the end of the hallway, I was surprised again for the fiftieth time that night when I saw Malik and Hawke in an heated argument.

"Either you tell her or I'll do it myself. I am sick of your bullshit now!"

Hawke's jaw was clenched and I could practically hear his teeth gritting together, "You won't dare to. If you tell Poppy, you won't see another-"

"Tell me what?" I interrupted him before he could complete his sentence.

Hawke never looked this nervous, not even before his matches and it made my heart run fast.

I took two step towards him and asked both of them this time, "Tell me what?"

Malik opened his mouth to speak but Hawke spoke faster, "Do not!"

My gaze flicked towards him and at Malik again.

But Malik just gave Hawke a hard glare, "Oh fuck off!"

He moved towards me and Hawke rubbed the back of his neck, an action he did whenever he was anxious and it just made my heartbeat pound faster.

"Poppy, he's been lying to you since the start. He's been pretending all this time to be with you," he motioned towards Hawke and my heart stopped beating completely.

I walked slowly towards Hawke and my eyes silently asked, pleaded, begged to say it was all a lie but his silence was answer enough.

My eyes filled with ushered tears and my lower lip trembled, "Why?"

But he still remained silent.

"Revenge."

My gaze went back towards Malik when he said that and I saw from the corner of my eye that Gianna had paled completely. On the other hand, Venotta just leaned across the wall and enjoyed the drama.

"What?" My voice wavered and my eyes flicked between Hawke and Malik again.

"You heard right, everything he did was for revenge. Shall I continue the whole story?" His seething eyes returned towards Hawke and so did mine.

He never made eye contact with me and took a sharp breath, "Remember when I said Gianna kissed another guy? The guy was none other than Malik.

It felt like someone had shot me directly in my heart. But he continued talking.

"While you two were still dating, Malik kissed Gianna and I caught them. We had a huge fight with a few punches in between and that day I swore I would break him just like he did to me."

Even though tears streamed freely along my cheeks, I still asked Malik, "But why? Did I do something? Was I not enough? Why?!"

But this time Gianna answered, "I'll tell you. As you know Hawke and I started having conflicts, I wanted to talk to someone. And one day, Malik and I met at a cafe. That's from where we became friends and I eventually started telling him my problems. Overtime, I realized I had fallen out of love from Hawke and instead fell for Malik. And that day I kissed him."

And finally Hawke gave a reaction.

He frowned towards Gianna, "You kissed him? But you said that day Malik kissed you!"

Gianna lowered her gaze, "I said that so that you won't break up with me."

Hawke's eyes widened and he motioned towards her, "Are you insane?!"

Gianna just shrank as much as possible.

"I did not kiss her first. I told you that but would you believe me? No, instead you decided to take revenge on me by breaking the person I genuinely like and care about!"

But I heard nothing after that.

A deafening roar of silence took over my brain. My tears wouldn't stop falling and I fell on my knees, pressing my hand over my mouth to quieten my sobs but it did nothing to help.

Hawke's arms came around me but I harshly removed them and turned towards Venotta.

"And what's your role in all of this?"

She pointed towards herself, "Me? Oh, yeah. Just a night before all this fighting shit happened, I went to Malik's house and kissed him. And out of guilt he broke up with you. And that's the initial reason I wasn't letting you talk to him because I feared he would tell you but you made things so much easier when we fought and our so called 'friendship' came to an end."

Anyone can betray anyone.

I couldn't tell how much real that statement sounded until that moment. And all I could do was cry, cry, cry.

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sooooo there's the whole story! YEAH HAWKE'S A BITCH SURPRISE SHAWTYYYY

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sxrrandomfanfics · 3 years

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Did you want some angsty Family Swap Quotes? No? Too bad.

Hollis: You know... Hellebore and Lily are both names of flowers. Isn't that interesting? Lili: Well, I mean- I spell it with an "i" at the end- Hollis: And you're both good with phytokinesis. Not just herbaphony.

Truman: Lili? You sound like you've got a stone in your throat? Lili: N-no dad. I'm fine... just... tired. The other interns and I- Truman: Interns? Lili: Nothing to worry about! Just... people who aren't full fledged Psychonauts yet. Helmut's badge was... a camp graduation badge. Not an actual Psychonauts badge. Truman: And you're not lying? Lili: I promise dad. I always tell you about the bullies back home, right? Why would this be any different? Right, they're not bullying me! Gotta go- importantmissionloveyoubye!

Dona: Who is this? A friend from camp? Raz: I... yeah. She's a friend from camp.

Lili: It's okay. I'm pretty sure that he... doesn't see me as his girlfriend. Frazie: Oh... well that's- Lili: It's good. He'll stay away from who you think is the mole. Isn't that fantastic? Frazie: I-

Lili: CAN'T I JUST BE MAD NOW!? Helmut: Lili, do need to hit me? Lili, tears starting to prick her eyes: I... I don't want to hit you I just... just- Helmut: It's a lot. I know. We'll process this together.

Lucrecia: Poor dear. The tides cannot fight the moon forever. They either bend to its will, or there will be a much larger storm. Lili: *starts letting tears out* Lucrecia: There now... have some cocoa.

#psychonauts family swap au #angst quotes #post 555

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gaywheesa · 5 years

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gf worries about homophobia | red velvet

request; ahh can i get a red velvet reaction to their s/o worrying about their same sex relationship because of the korean standards? i feel angsty

a/n; this was like my favorite request and i finally got to it yeeyee + gifs aren't mine + i'm finished writing and wow didn't know id break my own heart

TW: homophobia & one use of the dy*e word in seulgi's

irene。

Documentaries. That was it. Joohyun knew that homophobia was bad, especially where she lives, but it didn't really sink in until the two of you watched a documentary about it together. By the end of it, the two of you were sobbing.

"We can't ever tell anyone, can we?" You asked through tears. Joohyun shook her head, pulling you close and rested your head on her chest.

"And we can't get married, either," you cried. Your girlfriend hushed you, squeezing her eyes tight as she stroked your head.

"It's alright. It'll work out. I promise."

seulgi。

You and Seulgi were out an about. She made sure to wear a face mask and black cap so people wouldn't recognize her. After leaving a cute boutique with new accessories, Seulgi laughed at a joke you said and grabbed onto your hand in the heat of the moment.

You got a few stares from people walking by, but in the moment you didn't care. Until a man in his late 30's walked by. He scoffed and glared at the two of you. "Disgusting dykes," was all that left his lips for you to pull your hand away from Seulgi's and your eyes burning to cry.

After turning a corner with no people, you leaned against the wall and let it all out. You cried hard, not caring if anyone heard you. Seulgi put the shopping bags down and pulled you into a tight hug, also beginning to cry.

"We can't even hold hands..." you cried into her shoulder, causing Seulgi's heart to break in a million pieces. "I just wanted to hold your hand."

wendy。

You and Wendy lied in bed together; silent. No talking. You didn't need to. Whenever you were with her you were comfortable and okay.You had your head against her chest as she played with your soft hands and fingers.

"I want to run away from here," you said in a quiet whisper, getting the attention of Wendy.

"Why's that?" She asked, in a just as soft voice.

"I can't love you like I want to. I can't kiss you when I want to, and I can't tell you I love you when there's people around. I want to run away with you. We could hide out in a forest and love each other there. Even the bears and deer would accept us, as long as we didn't take their food." You tried to make yourself seem like you were joking, but failed when you felt hot tears run down your cheeks. Wendy wiped your face with her sleeve.

"It'll be alright. I promise, it'll work out." Wendy felt herself beginning to cry as well, but wanted to stay strong for you.

joy。

"Seoul Pride...?" Your words trailed off when she asked if you wanted to go. "We can't.."

"Why not? It'll be so much fun, (Y/N)!" She smiled and wrapped her arms around you, squeezing your shoulders.

"Sooyoung," you looked up at her, "there's so many people there. And not just people there to celebrate, some people want to be there just to... hate us."

Sooyoung nodded. "You're right." Without another word, Sooyoung pulled you close. "We don't have to go. It's fine." She pulled back when she heard a few short sobs coming from you. "(Y/N)?"

You were crying. You wiped your eyes with the back of your hand. "I'm sorry. It just hurts me knowing people hate me and you just because we love each other."

Sooyoung whined. "You're going to make me cry." You laughed, but it slowly turned into sobbing again. Shortly after, you were wrapped up in Sooyoung's arms. The both of you crying.

yeri。

Yerim was always so supportive of the community in the public eye, but what they didn't know was that she actually was a part of the community.

She got home one day, only to see you lying in bed with your phone in hand. You were crying softly. "(Y/N)? What's wrong?" She rushed to your side.

"I'm just watching a video." You replied with a fake giggle. Yerim looked to the screen, seeing someone with a pride flag, a few clips of drag queens and same-sex couples kissing.

Yerim rested next to you, her chin on your shoulder. Soon, the video also brought her to tears and the both of you had to stop it because of how hard you were crying.

Wrapped in her arms, your voice was muffled in her chest. "Yerim, I wish we could get married," you stated, tightly holding her waist.

"It will be okay. I promise, it will get better. Until then we'll have to stay strong, okay?" She kissed you, and the two of you fell asleep in each others arms, tears staining your pink cheeks.

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