#It's strange to see him smile

[tengo-sentimientos-saben]

Hesperia!

#look at that smile #It's strange to see him smile #But I don't care #look how beautiful #my man my man my man #miraculous ladybug #miraculous world #miraculous special paris #miraculous spoilers #gabriel agreste #hesperia

[ansonmountdaily]

Captain Christopher Pike in STAR TREK: STRANGE NEW WORLDS 2x02 “Ad Astra Per Aspera”

#star trek strange new worlds #strange new worlds #star trek #spoilers #captain pike #christopher pike #anson mount #trekedit #tvedit #marvelcastedit #strangenewworldsedit #*edit #he was so worried in this ep #worried sick about una <3 #that it's a relief seeing him smile :) #like the smile in the last gif #captain sunshine dad

[ex0rin]

Boimler & Mariner | Strange New Worlds: Those Old Scientists

#hi your honour i love them #i love them SO much #bradward boimler #beckett mariner #jack quaid #tawny newsome #strange new worlds #those old scientists #lower decks #cara gifs #i need to see him ruined #i need time to ruin him #cmon back to me writing motivation #baby boims #his stupid cute little smile send h e l p thanks

[carefulfears]

mulder not owning a bed is such a minor character detail that’s encompassing of practically the entirety of who he is, which is so crazy honestly

#chris carter’s faustian deal etc etc #he does not ever stop he does not ever rest he does not ever sleep #he does not allow himself a moment’s comfort or affection or softness #and the thing is that you don’t even know he doesn’t have a bed at first #you just kind of notice that you never see him sleep #unless it’s on the couch in his clothes with the tv on #but then they kind of poke fun at it #like van blundt’s ‘where do i SLEEP?’ in his apartment #and the first ever peek into his bedroom in s6 #that he does have one #it’s just stacked floor to ceiling with boxes #and it's so strange and unusual that it stands out in a way that makes you HAVE to clock these things about him #that he usually can try to hide in a well placed joke or reassuring smile #behind a shut door when there are lamps and blankets and framed artwork in the main room #he’s so outwardly kind and gentle that you don’t see it at first #the extent of how self-punishing and driven mad with guilt he is #until the show opens a door and almost points and laughs

[justaz]

merlin’s secret being a visual thing. when he is around arthur or gwen or leon or morgana or [insert whatever character here] merlin seems pale and thin, almost like a ghost or an apparition. when the sun lands on him he reflects it like a corpse, he eyes seem dark and dull. he has this ethereal beauty to him, this otherworldly visage that leads many to believe he is of fae blood. he just doesn’t seem to be 100% human. but when he is ONLY with lancelot or gaius (cough or gwaine bc gwaine DEFINITELY knew) merlin is heartachingly human. merlin shines in the sunlight, colors are brighter and more vibrant around him, and his smiles are wide and his laughs are boisterous. he takes on color and leaves everyone wanting to know him. but when other join in or interact with the two, merlin shifts before their eyes so quickly and suddenly that they aren’t sure whether or not what they saw was a trick of the light. the idea still leaves them wanting more and wanting to see the merlin who is just so full of life but that merlin only appears for a small select group of people. merlin who has a guard so high that it has an effect of other’s perception of him.

#arthur is absolutely steaming about this btw #he so desparately wants to be in the golden bubble around merlin in those moments #but his mere presence seems to pop it #hes fuming #its not until after the magic ban is repealed that everyone gets to see the glowing golden merlin #and they finally realize what the trick of the light was #merlin who is magic incarnate who (no matter how hard he tries) cannot fully repress what makes him him #arthur who finally gets to be in the golden bubble and its so much better than he ever couldve imagined #merlins magic is finally able to roam free the way it only could with a few people #merlins magic who absolutely adores arthur and is constantly reaching out for him even if him and merlin arent in the same vicinity #lmao arthur bringing up how merlins magic likes to card thru his hair and ease any sore muscles he may have #and lancelot and gwaine going ‘wtf? what about my muscles and hair?? merlin hates me?? merlin is playing favorites???? jail.’ #bbc merlin #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #merthur #subtle magic my beloved #visibly Strange merlin my dear #idk i was thinking about pre-magic reveal!arthur watching merlin and lancelot talking and then pouting and going #‘why doesnt he smile and look at me like that? :(‘ #and then post-magic reveal!arthur having a moment of realization and going #like ‘oh hes hiding a huge part of what makes him him. i only know half of my best friend.’ #and then setting out to know ALL of him bc arthur and merlin are soulmates and in love and two sides of the same coin and best friends and- #im going thru my drafts and finding so many banger posts #idk why i never posted them LMAOO

[mabaki]

I drew him smiling I might as well post-LOL

#mabaki #my art #sketch #I’m not used to seeing him smile at all like this feels strange LMAO man where are your wrinkles #he looks way younger when he smiles HAHHAH eugh

[jessieren]

Aaannddd with alarming speed we’re back to Moustache Monday again…

@librawritesstuff favourite day of the week… ummm… possibly

How can you not love that smiley face and its smiley tache

#shaun evans #itv endeavour #endeavour morse #moustache mondays #morsetache mondays #he’s always cute when he smiles #with a tache or without #love the tache cake #it’s a masterpiece #as is the tache itself #I love how no one mentions it #across the entire series #no one goes… errr hang on what? #not strange when he pops to see him #not bright #not Thursday #nada #I mean you’d mention it right #Thursday mentions when he doesn’t iron his shirt #but nothing about the tache #no… seriously mate… what? #no jokes about caterpillars on his top lip #nothing… #Joan kind of mentions it #at the fete.. #with the ‘you don’t look like you’ #but that’s it #anyway….

[mrsfitzgerald]

Mein Teil - Rammstein Vilnius 2023, youtube: AJ

#rammstein #paul landers #richard kruspe #paulchard #any thought? #very happy to see them in the same space and next to each other #but something is still wrong? #richard doesn't even look at him #I just hope to see them smiling at each other sooner #and he still continues to play alone and doesn't go up to schneider... strange #stadium tour 23 #my ramm gifs

[swordmahes]

just a toooooon of stevens!

#steven quartz universe #steven universe #su #suf #steven universe future #my art #connie maheswaran #connverse #just for that one lol #steven is so fun to draw now that i can confidently say i think I got the hang of his body and face in my strange pseudo-su style #the last one is my personal fave #he’s just… :) #drawing him smiling is therapy for me #writing him…. is a different story #me making him confront his own mixed feelings about making a move on connie because of the fear and guilt brought on by the proposal: #“EXAMINE WHY THIS IS HAPPENING. OR FACE THE CONSEQUENCES #the consequences in question: #connie seeing him visibly trying to restrain himself from being too affectionate #anyway #have a nice day guys

[boxchewr]

this absolutely PATHETIC little scowl colress does in masters when he's recalling his pokemon is driving me insane. up the fucking wall, even. i want to slowly replace everything in his body with an identical copy while he isn't looking like some sort of fucked up little fairy what the fuck is wrong with him

#text #colress #pokemon b2w2 #pokemon bw #pokemon masters #THIS MAN IS NEVER ANYTHING BUT WEIRD SMILES #IT LOOKS SO STRANGE TO SEE HIM SCOWL LIKE THAT #I WANT TO BITE HIM AND SHAKE HIM LIKE A DOG

[wri0thesley]

i think it might be sickeningly-in-love-and-lust and not sure how to deal with it dottore hours

#so used to only using people as stepping stones for his research #so he mistakes his interest in you at first as because you might be useful #but instead of experiments he is just fixated instead on how your skin would feel beneath his fingers #how it makes his heart seize up strangely when you give him one of those guileless sun-bright smiles #and it makes him want to lock you away and keep you just his forever and ever and make sure nobody but him can ever look at you #while he opens you up and sees what makes you tick and makes you so appealing to him #sigh. #yandere for ts #genshin impact posting #this wasnt intended to be yandere at first but i think dottore is incapable of like. not being a little yan

[ellenchain]

I feel I haven't bothered you with Lucas questions in a while. Flannel shirt or leather jacket? Sneakers or boots? Unicolor t-shirts or with patterns/logos? What does he wear to bed?

You never bother me with Lucas questions - I'm glad you wrote me!! (although I was so quiet again 😞) ❤️

Good questions in any case! I don't think Lucas pays much attention to clothes at all, but goes with what's practical. I think if he's going to get pretty, he'd be more likely to go with a leather jacket and boots. After all, black is his happy colour 🖤

As for what he wears to bed? I think if he's not 100% comfortable, he doesn't take anything off. Or only the most necessary. Because like that he can escape quickly if the worst happens.

BUT if he feels REALLY comfortable (47's safehouse for example) THEN:

no need to put clothes on and off - maximum efficiency

#tw: blood #hitman asks #lucas grey #he has a ducky plushie for when 47 is on a mission #olivia probably cringes hard when she sees him wearing skinny jeans #but i somehow imagine him in those #and I had difficulties to draw him this time #strange #but I hope it makes you smile a little nonetheless!

[ex0rin]

Boims and his cute little crush on Numero Una (don't call her that, no one called her that) PLUS bonus panic about that poster in his bunk:

#i just like the way he fidgets #i made this for me #bradward boimler #beckett mariner #jack quaid #tawny newsome #strange new worlds #those old scientists #lower decks #cara gifs #i need to see him ruined #i need time to ruin him #cmon back to me writing motivation #baby boims #his stupid cute little smile send h e l p thanks #i gotta put him in a pringles can and shake him up

[backroadboy]

guys is it weird to call a guy you never even met after your girlfriend broke up with you?

#yes this is about my stanford fic #it's all about finding comfort in a person you never met #because it feels like you've known them your whole life #and you're in your twenties and you're spending most of your days alone #and you want to form connections but your hunting buddy couldn't handle your life and neither could your girlfriend #but there is this guy who listens to you and doesn't think you're crazy and he has a kind voice and you wonder if he looks just like you #imagine him and he hosts a music show on the radio even tho he doesn't know shit about music #and he tells you stories so fantastic and strange and he is way too serious sometimes but when he laughs you wonder what it would be like #to see him smile. to see his eyes narrow with an expression of joy on his face. and you wonder if his lips are as soft and as sweet as his #voice sounds #and suddenly you wonder what happened to you in the last few month since you first talked to this guy. maybe there is something wrong #with you because when you lay down on the backseat of your car. covered by a leather jacket that is way too big for you.... #yeah that's when you start to think 'what did this bastard do to me.' #we met at the end of eden fic #txt.

[the-jam-to-the-unicorn]

So ... is Ze in Denmark??? Or did Andriy randomly travel alone there??? Since when is Andriy traveling alone?!? And why??? 👀

Why did Ze suddenly mention Kyrylo from time to time visiting him in his office??? Since when are they telling us how and where he's having the secret meetings with the kids???

What is going on??? 😄😄😄 First, the book fair date, then whatever that was in Russia, now all of this today. What a strange week. 😅😅😅

#LISTEN THE WAY ZE STARTED SMILING WHEN HE TALKED ABOUT HIS SON #and how HAPPY we looked when he did #even a tad breathless for a second #IM NOT OKAY 😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️ #WHATS GOING ON 😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️ #IM NOT USED THAT WE GET SO MUCH CONTENT 😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️ #whats next a pic with the kids a super sweet interview with them ze visiting sasha at university?!?!?! 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 #BACK TO THE WAY HE SMILED AND HOW HAPPY HE WAS WHEN HE TALKED ABOUT KYRYLO ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #also love how ze was like yeah the thing hes most interested in when hes here are the chevrons #sir...im pretty sure there is something...or someone else hes way more interested in when hes visiting you 🥰 #and i know Kyrylo wants to be a soldier desperately but i hope very very much that by the time hes 18 there are no wars #and he doesnt become on and his parents doesnt have to fear for his life #talking about life...its still strange that ze tells us that Kyrylo and most likely it applies to sasha too are visiting him in the office #isnt that...super risky???? when people know?????? #the sometimes but nevertheless was also kind of heartbreaking #as happy as he looked when mentioning Kyrylo...soemtimes but nevertheless he sees him... #ze misses his kids so much... 😭😭😭😭😭😭 and he can see them only sometimes which is not enough but nevertheless he sees them #because sometimes is better than never

[freebooter4ever]

So im still exhausted. I keep making dumb mistakes and doing stupid shit like leaving charging cords at work or at home. My coordination is gone, im tripping and knocking into things. My eyes feel sore??? All i want to do anymore is lie down and try to sleep. :/

I think i was running on pure adrenaline last week...and now that 'panic' mode is done my body is paying me back for all the stress. :( i barely slept the entire time i was traveling, i regularly drove for like 10+ hrs on next to no sleep which...yeah. I know. Dangerous. The constant tension of whether or not snow was going to make my next route passable, and worry over keeping other people's schedules. And then to get to my grandparents house and to find out they're not moving till may and the 'end of march' deadline was an arbitrary schedule that didnt actually matter. Im not mad, i cant be mad at them they're moving which is stress enough, im just...mourning my exhaustion and inability to function lol. Had they let me wait even one more month the snow and the insane storms would have been gone.

Anyway, just thinking about that feeling of 'safety' or 'comfort' and how precious a thing it is for me (and my sleep) . After my anxiety started growing worse it takes a LOT for me to feel 'safe' with someone or somewhere. My italian grandparent's house would be one, nick's sister's house would be another. And then my friends house in the mountains of oregon, who are just the kindest, most generous people. The two nights i spent there were literally the only times i slept last week.

Back in the fall of 2018, six months after grandpa died and still unemployed, i helped grandma travel by train to ohio, flew back to seattle, stayed with sanjeev for a week ish, and then started south to los angeles because i literally couldnt think of anywhere else to go. And these friends in oregon - they were off traveling at the time - let me stay in their house for over a week. I was so scared about the future, i was still grieving and feeling like a total ghost, still processing my dad's very friendly comment (when i asked him why he hadn't offered to let me stay in his house after i flew back from ohio) about how if i couldn't afford to house myself i deserved to be homeless.

(honestly that wasn't even the part that bothered me - i knew that about my dad from the time when i was a kid and he would point out homeless people to me and jokingly say 'that will be you as an artist!'. Instead of instilling fear in me though this backfired and all my charity work in high school dealt with homeless shelters lol. But no, the part that bothered me was how he tacked another comment onto the end - that life 'couldn't go back to how it was'. THAT was when i broke down crying in front of him because i think stupid me still genuinely believed that if i moved back to seattle my dad would go back to being my best friend and it'd be us against the world again.)(i saw him for five minutes in sac last week - he refused to even have lunch with us)

Instead in 2018 i was anchorless, emotionally disconnected from reality, and instead of comdemning me like everybody else in my family, my friends were like 'dont worry about it, the house is empty, please use it.' And i did! I was nervous at first. But then i started exploring the area - went to a bunch of state parks out in the middle of nowhere hidden in the high desert. Ended up LOVING one of them and collected those tacky tourist maps and just scribbled all my observations and tips on the best roads to drive/things to do/see onto the margins. And i collected all the brochures and compiled a kind of guide, and left it on the counter just in case my friends hadn't found that particular area to explore yet. And sure enough, they hadn't! To this day they still talk about how happy they were to have all these suggestions and things to see, and how that particular area is now one of their favorite places to visit. So what im saying is that's the only place i got any rest last week. Also those pancakes. I need to make those pancakes.

Anyway i'm just so fucking tired, man. This is the second 'vacation' where i've come back more exhausted than when i left, i think i need to do something differently. (also fuck you dad, five years in LA and not homeless once)

#Journal shit #When i was stuck on the grapevine for two hours #I had a sudden memory of nick and i driving in the dark #See he was new to pittsburgh and by that point i was old hat #After the hell year 2011 i spent most of my free time driving alone around the city trying to get myself lost and unlost in the corners #with the window rolled down and the freezing numbing breeze the only thing that would make the scars on my face feel normal #Like that city is BEAUTIFUL at night #And nick he liked talking in cars #I mean he liked doing other things in cars too but mostly it was the talking #Like deep conversations talking #And since i knew the roads and i had the zippy tiny blue teardrop of a car vs his giant ass truck #I did the driving #And so many times under a street light i would catch him staring at me with a strange face #And i would get all embarrassed and he'd just shrug and say he liked looking at me with that stupid smile of his #No one before or since has ever looked at me like that #I have done road trips with a fair number of people now #But nothing ever like that #Of course i was also looking at him whenever he was driving #He hated the camera so much but the only photos i have of his face are of him driving his truck through the snow in the laurel highlands #Near that one fishing cabin his family used lmao #Im glad being alone gives me more time to spend with friends but sometimes i wish... #NOT with nick god no i have officially given up on that but #Something similar