#Me: I can't handle horror

[sysig]

whoops i asked in the wrong place. would you be willing to do a request of the vargas boys in a SAW trap? thank you in advance <3

Day 2 - Was it not obvious enough

#My art #Requestober #Vargas #Edgar #Scriabin #Blood #SAW #So fun fact about me: I have never seen any of the SAW movies and I have exactly zero interest in changing that lol #I'm actually a huge wimp when it comes to live action horror - I can handle just about any other kind of horror! #I love horror video games and animation and comics and stories but I just get really super uncomfortable by live action horror #Especially slashers - I top out around ''Get Out'' as far as on-screen blood and injuries and the like :( #Which sucks because as I said! I love horror! I want to watch Nightmare on Elm Street so badly but I can't! ;o; #And there's something funny about just how violent JtHM and Vargas and everything is but I'm just like #''SAW :( No I can't :('' lol #So I actually had to outsource from a friend lol she's a big slasher buff and knows I can't handle this stuff #So she briefly described a trap from SAW II and I extrapolated from there #Do I have context for you? No #Do I have blood for you? Yes >:) #Poor Edgar D: I dunno if I read correct from glancing around all the scary imagery but there was something about this trap? #About how like if they didn't put both hands they might've been able to get out? :0 I don't actually know #And anyway he has Scriabin there with him! Help! #He's no help at all lol he's just jostling the trap that'll just hurt him more! #I just like to imagine there's a semi-happy ending :') Still a lot of bloodloss tho haha #Anyway I probably wouldn't do one of these live action horror crossovers again :'D Once is more than enough for me

[amarriageoftrueminds]

fucked-up fic idea:

Y'know that one hannigram time travel au where they both travelled so far back in time that Will woke up as a 10 year old and Hannibal was able to rescue Mischa??

Well what if: A) Hannibal was much younger when Mischa died (more like 12), and B) they had the same age-difference as Mads and Hugh?

That would mean Will waking up, potentially, trapped in his infant body rather than his child body?? and being stuck that way for years until he can grow up again? 😬 And what if Hannibal knew that would probably happen, but did it anyway??

#hannibal nbc #hannigram #murder husbands #ficbunny #au idea #hannibunny #amotm this is my design #dat's me #meta: hannibal #you can't kill the meta #will graham #hannibal lecter #hannibal & will's terrible adventure #how do I tag this?? body horror? is it body horror? age dysmorphia?? #I'm not stoned I swear #like I just thought what a mind-bending fic that would make #the logistics of will having to handle that #being SO UTTERLY FURIOUS with hannibal for doing it to him/them when he catches him #[ cue scene of 8 year old will trying to strangle 18 year old hannibal who is beaming at how adorable he is ] #day care providers and teachers being like 'this child is either gifted or possessed' #will being like 'this is a living nightmare' #but also 'pls don't trap me in a room full of toddlers for multiple hours 5 days a week I can't stand noise' #knowing him he'd probably turn it into some kind of Hard Candy AU #I can see de-ageing not being a problem for hannibal #because being with mischa again would make the time fly #and also he would see it as getting to spend his WHOLE life with will this time #and also probably he would be killing SO MANY child predators y'all #SO MANY

[blazingblorbos]

What is up with them

Genuinely what is wrong with them. You have to understand how much power this holds over me.

What is it with the recent Hoyo women who can just... command horrors, the likes of which no one has ever seen?!?

#I haven't played Penacony yet. #I have NO clue what the relationship between Black Swan and 'Something Unto Death' could be about #WHICH BY THE WAY IS SUCH A FIRE FUCKING NAME #HOLY SHIT HOYO #great job cooking with that one oh my lord #women when they command horrors the likes of which no one has ever seen #I can't with them #first it was Ruan Mei #which was already too much for a pathetic sapphic heart like mine to handle #AND THEN #the bane of my existence ms. Black Swan #'What are you afraid of?' LITERALLY YOU #this is outrageous #those 2 monstrosities better move aside. I need them to command ME like that #blazingshitpost #blazingshitpost star rail edition #Black Swan #Ruan Mei #Honkai Star Rail #HSR #Honkai: Star Rail #hsr black swan #hsr ruan mei

[r0semultiverse]

My ideal gender presentation is a changeling that looks terrifying by default & makes people scream "what the fuck is that?" but without being able to hate crime me or even hurt me because I'm too strong & cooler than them.

#I hope the feeling i'm trying to convey is coming across #this is my ideal physical transition #this is peak gender form to me #cryptid that scares the daylights out of you if you're a coward #pass me the monster hrt #I want to scare away the boring people & only attract people into freaky cryptids like me #& I would eat the disrespectful chasers too obviously #real if you can't handle me at my blank you don't deserve me at my blank & it's just horrifying to goth fem adjacent #horror gender moments #human you couldn't possibly handle my true form but if you're down you're in for such a treat #tentacles included obviously I want extra appendages & things :) #op #mine #trans #transgender #nonbinary #enby #genderqueer #agender

[kurokrisps]

Wait people actually think Jack's a good person I thought that was just a joke?

#allow me to be srs/ on my /hj #i doooont like what the fandom is turning out to beee #yes the non/dub-con makes me uncomfy but that just comes with the whole (gestures) territory #we can dance around the 'he does it cus he love you' junk for Eons that mug is still gonna be a cold blooded KILLER #thats its whole THING. #one of the things I've grown to love abt YanHorror is the unsavory territory writers tackle. #if someone takes on an unhealthy obsession with someone they gon do Some Shit #Y'all can't cherry pick this shit. even if ur OK with that content or pick a yes route #the mug will still do bad shit and it will still be Uncomfy to watch #Boyfriend To Death and POF i think handles this particular thing the best #makes me sqeamish as hell but the realness 👌 #anyway. if i have to wait around a year for a 25 dollar horror game that doesn't have horror bc y'all can't take when a bad person is Bad #I'll come into ur home and make you watch all seasons of AHS and other Ryan Murphy shit. ya get me? #sunny day jack

[jichanxo]

Better for him not to know that Kuwana had already clawed out a place for Yagami to live inside him, that Kuwana wanted to welcome him in, wanted the gaping wound prodded and scraped until it bled. Better for him to think this wouldn’t hurt. Better for him to think the pain would feel good. (greyscale version under the cut)

#kuwagami #lost judgment #judgment #kuwana jin #jin kuwana #not tagging yagami because his presence is only implied but yes this is about him too #tw body horror #tw blood #tw gore #it's pretty mild though because i can't handle much myself but yknow. fair warning #jichanart #jichan'shandslipped #text is from something i wrote btw #but yeah you can tell i had a clear vision for this one #what if we were both boys and i wanted you to ruin me from the inside out (in an intimate way)

[abutterflyobsession]

my dad about to accidentally inflict deep and lasting emotional scars on his young children: here’s a movie by the same people who made Totoro! It’s called Grave of the Fireflies

#a butterfly obsesses #I dunno if he has ever managed to learn that anime does NOT equal children's cartoons :| #I can't even remember what really happened after watching that movie #there was a lot of crying and my parents trying to figure out why #mostly I just remember feeling crushed by the meaningless struggle for existence #I am pretty sure that there was no like comforting from my parents #or discussion of the film #I got handed all these things I wasn't emotionally read for and nobody taught me how to deal with it #for days there was a lot of . . . sitting quietly doing my thing when suddenly overcome by horrors #it became one of those funny stories your parents tell #in hindsight I'm resentful not that we were shown the movie but that no one helped me to handle it

[ultimafangirl]

So I was telling my mom about some of the scary stuff in Death Mark and she was like "why are you playing this? Don't these things have an effect on you"

And I'm like "Nah, I'm fine as long as I only play a chapter at a time"

And she looks unconvinced and tells me that I shouldn't play stuff like that cause she thinks I can't handle it. The reason this is funny is cause she bought me Death Mark II for Mario day (I know this cause snooping) and I could just tell she was thinking she should've picked a different game

Edit: I let slip that I know she got me the game (they know I snoop) and I did the whole "No, of course not. Cause if I did that you might return it and get something else"

And she's like "I might do that anyways"

#death mark #spirit hunter death mark 2 #death mark 2 #I can't handle horror movies #but horror games are easier on me #as long as i play #a little at a time #it's weird

[trans-cuchulainn]

hi! we dont know each other but ive stumbled upon your posts in which you describe your anxiety brain and borrowing trouble from the future and i can totally relate to that. and it sounds a lot like ocd, which i know i have... idk if this would be helpful

sometimes i do see things about ocd that i relate to. i think a lot of the underlying thought patterns and fears are probably similar. i don't think i respond to them in the way that somebody with ocd does, though -- i don't experience compulsions and don't find any relief from behaving in certain ways or performing certain rituals, i just experience profound dread and physical discomfort until i'm able to forget about the thing that triggered the anxiety or i move on to something else

my sister has ocd, which i only learned recently (we don't live together and aren't super close), but again, although i see overlap between our experiences, i think we respond to those triggers differently and find different things helpful/harmful. obviously everyone is different so that doesn't rule out the possibility that i'd also have it, but i think it makes it less likely

generally i think my issues are largely attributable to generalised anxiety disorder, some kind of brainweirds (not sure if autistic or have adhd or both), and a solid dose of complex trauma that contributes a fair amount of hypervigilance and fear to the proceedings which make standard anxiety tactics less helpful

i think all mental health diagnoses are labels we give to certain groups of symptoms rather than like. firmly grouped Conditions between which there can be no overlap, though. some aspects of anxiety and ocd are very similar, and some are different -- the same stars in different constellations. i think i score more points in the anxiety chart, so that's where i am for now, but doesn't mean i'm not experiencing some of the same things, if that makes sense (and it also doesn't mean that some coping mechanisms designed for one condition won't work just because i don't think i fit under that label -- sometimes they do)

#in this current situation i think i'm experiencing a heady dose of needing (and failing) to mask neurodivergence #AND pretend to be cis AND the overwhelming drive to Be Helpful and Be A Good Neighbour which feels existentially important #especially amidst the horrors of the world since i can help with so few large-scale things so the small ones start feeling like proxies #plus the christian upbringing. can't forget that. it's definitely a factor. good samaritan sleeper agent activated at cost to myself #while also being too chronically ill AND too anxious to be capable of handling any of those things on their own let alone all of them #and while logic brain tells me i can just say no. other logic brain tells me that doing so would be leaving a vulnerable person isolated #and compassion brain won't let me do that. but compassion brain needs to apply to me as well and mostly... doesn't #and that's the part i need therapy about lol #sometimes it's not so much religious/moral OCD as having grown up actually extremely religious #they look very similar but the underlying mechanisms and brain patterns are subtly different. #brainweasel hotel

[the-eclectic-wonderer]

Oh god not clowns please. Please please please I cannot handle clowns why does he have to be a recurring character this is the bad place

#it was supposed to be needles!!! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE NEEDLESSSSS #i could handle needles! i could handle the dice guy! i could handle the merchant!!! #why does it have to be the clown ;-; im going to die please it's terrifying #SO MUCH stuff in this episode. colin is back! freaking incredible! #gwen is starting to understand exactly what she's gotten herself into. and ooooh boy #sam and alice have uncovered something really really bad i fear. reeeeeeeeally really bad #still better than freaking mr bonzo though. #the skittering at the end... as if the damn clown music wasn't enough... #hoping and praying he's just the big bad boss of S1 because i can't make it through three seasons of clown terror #the unknowing back in tma was already enough clown horror for me #... how am i gonna wait until next week?? #the magnus protocol #tmagp spoilers #tmagp 10 #tmagp

[six-of-ravens]

y'all I forgot to cancel shudder again lmfao give me recs for stuff I need to watch on there

#i know about dragula but i don't think i could handle it #much love to drag kings and all but gross-out body horror stuff...esp on a reality show and not a fakey fake fake movie...i just can't lol #movies tho! rec me movies pls #every time i look up a horror movie i want to watch it's somehow on prime or disney but not shudder

[torchickentacos]

firewatch is SUCH a good fucking game oh my god. listening to the ost while studying and just in love with this game again

#once i get my computer pen battery in i'm doing a landscape warmup for firewatch #it's GORGEOUS. #like idec go watch markiplier play it if you can't do it yourself #it's so atmospheric #not a game for if you have paranoia but a REALLY. GOOD. GAME. if you're up for it #it's not a horror game at ALL but some parts of it get me mroe than literal horror games do #but i'm also a scaredy cat so my horror scale is incredibly low lol #i love it but also cannot handle it #but games like firewatch or chasing static where Something's Wrong Outdoors™️ is just!!!!!!!!!!! chef's kiss

[thebeths]

Just saw poor things. Wow Emma stone was good man ... I think the second half was way better than the first half, the black and white was too much for me... I liked the clothes except for when Bella was wearing those limp little shorts ... All the sex with all those men but the only sexual bits that make u feel something is when she masturbates and when her beautiful whore gf goes down on her .... Powerful

#poor things #it was a crazy watch for me personally #because i can't handle body horror

[dcviline]

oh no they put the grudge movies on peacock

#᯽ ooc. ⊱ ── ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞ #the only kind of horror movies that genuinely terrify me tbh #and since I can't watch shutter this is a close second #but the real question is can I mentally handle this tonight bc I'm serious these movies Ruined me as a kid lmfao

[wildflowercryptid]

i kinda want to look into the lacey's flash games series, but i'm so bad with horror... the concept sounds so interesting, i love the idea of using flash games as a set up for a lost media web horror series.... but i'm a paranoid dork that gets anxiety just from watching down the rabbit hole videos.

#if anyone has seen it and can give me trigger warnings it'd be greatly appreciated #then i can figure out if i wanna check it out or not #if someone needs a borameter of what i can handle : i can't play ddlc bc the body horror sprites are a lil too much for me #mj.txt

[merthurians-prat-and-idiot]

It is too warmmmm 😖

#one thing about me is that i can't handle hot temperatures skss #apparently its 16°c in my town?? but i call bullshit bc it is so hot rn #we are also out of ice cream the horrors are real /j #my rambles #merthurians prat and idiot