#This Body Keeps the Keys

[entropii]

Recycling Paragon for this setting

(they/she/he)

#no plot only vibes #gods' descent #my art #oc #paragon hollow #still keeping key points from their backstory #mercenary killed by an unknown force #a god revives them and takes the wound that killed them #turns it into a bloody jewel that serves as a reminder of the divine entity that descended upon them #whose will and terrible power now inhabits their body

[rambler-in-limbo]

Are those 2 even the same Fake Peppino?

Like they are physically different-

I assume you mean the big boy in the last ask and yes, that’s the same Fake we know and love

For future reference: Normal Fake Peppino

Vs Chase Fake Peppino

He’s the only clone of his batch that can become so large without needing to combine with other clones. He only does this when extremely upset past the point of keeping his composure.

The triplets (and other Fake clones) on the other hand can only get that large and strong by fusing together since they are weaker.

(Old drawing but same design)

#ask #body horror #basically he gets big as a crazy snap mode #keeps note of the teeth and pseudo arm hair as key identifiers for the future #we got a clone coming that looks similar to chase Fake but is actually a WAR clone #I’d color everything I make to make it more clear but that’s just not possible if we want doodles for most asks I get #which is a lot #chronic fatigue is a bitch

[octoooo]

My laptop is having a crisis so have some phone doodles

Sabibun laying under Catyuu is inspired by this post

#kny #demon slayer #tomioka giyuu #octo’s art #sabito #sabigiyuu #SABIBUN AU #while I love calling him Sabibun I also love Rabito #they’re both great <3 #might not be able to use my laptop until firday at the earliest when ill be home #keep getting this blue square ‘boot device not found’ or smth & I can’t sign in ? #I’ll poke my keys more in the morning #thankfully I had sent my essay draft to a classmate so I can edit it from my phone & it’s not Gone #my art tho? kinda worried #idk we’ll see what happens now avert your eyes to the silly animals being silly #sabibun hugs Catyuu with his whole body #Sanemi talking to Sabigiyuu on the fence is a comic or fic idea I have #that’ll be my bedtime story tonight <3 #I REALLY LOVE OH YEAH WOO YEAH #like…the bun is mid hop and so AHDJ!! #I love them & now Sabibun is oh yeah woo yeah

[forestofsprites]

i need to learn how to stop caring so much. not in all the ways that matter, just in all the ways that don't really matter at all and yet i still hold myself to

#not about loving or life or complimenting peoples shirts or saying hi or waving or wishing people good days or keeping babies busy while #their parents work out the room key or spending twenty minutes fathoming a tree #that is where my energy should always go #i need to stop caring so highly about every single minute of every single day #i need to stop holding myself to such ridiculously high expectations #i need to stop worrying about seminars that are a week away #i'm holding so much stress in this silly little body #it's exactly how my auto-immune disease was triggered in the first place and yet 3 years on i am sat here #getting worked up in the exact same ways #i need to tone it down because it will very literally kill me #therapy starts again on monday which i'm looking forward to #i just. i have to stop holding all these things #i need to go a week at a time #a day at a time even

[emotionally-destroyed-soldier]

Jane is on the roof again. Instead of watching the stars, however, he is practicing with a huge sword. His form is obviously inexperienced but not completely unfamiliar- after all, he was very close once to someone who did know how to swordfight.

#keep your stance wide #keep your body lowered #as you're moving forward #balance is the key #open

[hamaonoverdrive]

Femslash February Day 02: Please be gentle.

Running a... bit behind, but I still plan to get to at least one more prompt fill.

#femslash february #oc art #oc works #hamaonoverdrive arts #ocs: Kei #ocs: Gale #hahaha man I thought I was gonna have this done for Valentine's. lmao #“you can't just keep recreating the incredulity of st. thomas” watch me #Body horror #Teeth #Oh yeah if I'm throwing this in general tags I should warn for that huh.

[telanana]

so I re-rolled my durge bc I wasn't really feeling the goody-goody paladin pairing off with astarion and wanted to see who she'd naturally gravitate toward most (probably gonna be wyll or karlach tbh) and the most unfortunate thing happened. I... got alfira joining my camp literally my second long rest in the game. none of the other party members have even started opening up about their bs so, as far as durge knows, these guys are all normal and she's the one who's Fucked Up. totally switches up the party dynamic from what I had last run and it's honestly amazing.

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #bg3 durge #bg3 alfira #I just love the fact that everyone's still keeping their dirty little secrets #and tearing durge a new one over alfira #also low-key have Thoughts about playing an oath of devotion paladin durge who can't understand how this didn't make her an oathbreaker #bc she CLEARLY is the one who killed alfira after offering her sanctuary at their camp #and that really should be something that violates her oath #but her powers are still there #and it's fun getting just a smidge theological about how the Urge could literally be bhaal overriding her control over her own body #and how that might mean it wasn't actually her who killed alfira which would mean she hadn't actually broken her oath #it doesn't do much to make her feel less guilty about it #but it DOES give her somewhere to start looking in act 3

[detentiontrack]

I hate to say this as a known lesbian.... But I don't think my mushroom canvas tote bag is very functional for me now.....

#its impossible to organize anything and the straps are so short that it falls off my shoulder #i keep losing my keys in it #after years... i think its time to go back to a purse with a cross body strap..... #they're going to take away my lesbian status:(

[wethecelestial]

emailing all of my meetings tmr like sorry to cancel last minute but i cut my finger and then legally had to spend the rest of the night googling "when to go to urgent care for cut finger still bleeding???" and having a low-grade panic attack instead of prepping for this advising session

#cw injury #sorry that i get so freaked out by finger injuries that it makes me feel like im about to die do u still think im a good med student 🥺👉👈 #tbh this is fascinating to me bc like 6 years ago i also split my nail playing piano and like....didnt even care lol. i didnt notice until #was literally bleeding on the keys #and now all my trauma manifests in finger-related ways lol. the body keeps the score Or Whatever #truly throwback 2 the last time i ripped off part of a nail and then didnt sleep that entire night bc i was too anxious lol #anyways. back 2 elevating my hand and deep breathing thru my readings :)

[thedragonagelesbian]

how am i supposed to sleep under these conditions*

*thought about cyrus for too long and got excited

#cyrus hawke #i have a 9am tomorrow and three papers due in ten days now is not the time to return to the cyrusXvarric wip #or think about the arishok duel that opens said wip and cyrus' blood seeping into the stone of the viscount's keep #scarlet slick gauntlet reaching out for his abandoned sword #barely able to keep his shield up between himself and the arishok's blades #his whole body grinding into the floor strength flagging and flailing and shield slipping and-- #his fingers connect with the hilt of the hawke's key and from that moment on his body is never his own again!!!!!!!!! #and he wins but he doesnt and varric tells him he can leave but he cant and its too late its too late its too late!!

[raayllum]

so like - have people talked about there being something literally Inside the cube before or nah?

#the key of aaravos #thinking of everything about aaravos in terms of him planting shit inside other shit #him in the mirror; worm creature in viren's body as a very trojan horse schtick #also probably completely off base but i keep thinking about the concept of skeleton keys #the way aanya's ring necklace literally unfurls #i am determined to find compelling alternatives to chet to cover my bases and if i cannot find them i will create them lmao

[v-tired-queer]

Okay the amount of people I see on the internet who don't know the number of openings the typical afab body has is concerning me. So I'm gonna ask tumblr:

No cheating, honest answers/guesses only!

Vocabulary

AFAB: Assigned Female at Birth. The body and reproductive organs usually associated with women

AMAB: Assigned Male at Birth. The body and reproductive organs usually associated with men

#fun faxt about me is that afab reproductive health is actually a special interest of mine #i've been faccinated with it and studying it since i first learned about puberty #while i'm not a medical expert by any means i do consider myself well educated on the subject #so when i keep seeing people not know this i get very concerned #not because it's bad not to know! it's completly okay if you don't know something #but it makes me worried about what else about the human body people might not know or haven't been taught that's also important #low key thinking about making a sex education post on here that would go over the afab body and reproductive system #complete with sorces cited and links to helpful videos and websites too #we'll see #afab anatomy #afab reproductive health #basic human anatomy #human anatomy #anatomy #human systems #body systems #health #wellness #poll #tumblr polls #curiosity #*fact not faxt

[dogcollarpunk]

//through gritted teeth// I'm being so Self-Organized and Time-Managing Right Now

#beef trimmings #quoting the warnings for our 80 credit 2nd module #“ self organization and time management is key” #since I was fucking. not that last module im like wow look at me #//angrily prepping a presentation outline so I can update it as we work the next couple of months// #//starts doing tasks the day we get them// #//actually finished todays assigned task instead of procrastinating// #//actually took notes last wednesdays lecture// #my entire body brain and soul is SEETHING right now #idk why its making me so angry but im fucking doing it!! #I should open up a pressy for our research journal as well #I know this is what I signed up for but literally just shoot me I dont wanna do essays #gods weakest little soldier being assigned a writing task #//dies// #on the other HAND IF I KEEP ON TOP OF MY WORK #I CAN ASSIGN MYSELF MY OWN BRIEF FOR THE FINAL PART OF THE MODULE #that is three whole weeks to work on my own thing!!!! #more maybe even bc of the easter holiday!!!!!

[faggotician]

Feeling a little troubled ...... last night (a few hrs ago ig) my nana (whom i moved in wit bc the tenant she was renting the upstairs 2 died n i needed 2 get out of a shitty roommate situation so the stars aligned etc) mentioned in passing that she was in my apt while i was gone, she mentioned she was looking 4 something bt then changed it 2 checking 2 see if i caught the bus.....i told her basicly i loved her n ment no offense bt my privacy is rly important 2 me n so could she pls not go into my pad when im not there bc it gives me anxiety (which she has also so i was tryna rel8 a lil bit) n she just kinda shut down n started feeling bad abt herself n getting upset tht i thought she wld go thru my stuff . Idk i jus had 2 put this down sumwhere n i havent gotten a new journle yet sigh

#i mean she is. Very ancient bless her in evry way shes 81 so im sure shes just . kinda losin it 4 a lack of a better way 2 put it n . Aughgg #Life is very intimid8ng n i wanna take care of her bt shes so afraid of Everything ever n its stressing her out so much she cant sleep #So then shes coming up 2 my apt (btw i dont have a key 4 my inside door so i keep it unlocked) Late as Haell like 3 4 AM #Asking me 2 sit downstairs w her till she falls asleep . N i keep giving her advice on sleeping better like . #If u sit on the couch watching tv most of the day..when u go 2 bed n do the same thing u wont get tired frm it #Or rrlaxing yr body n focusing on yr breathing Dont put the tv on if yr brain is paying attn 2 wats goin on there #Then u cant focus on sleeping . #And i ask if she understands n if shes listening bt then Every Night doesnt change how her routine is n i just Dont .. I Want 2 Help So Bad #But what can i do when ur not even listening 2 the vry basic lifestyle cuanges u Need 2 make or yr gna worry yrself sick :(((( #I dnt think impatronizing i try 2 be gentle n understanding but also like . Semi profesh like Boundaries need 2 b had if im here longterm #Bt she doesnt rlly get that bc shes Very insecure sbt herself i think she just ... Internalizes it into like #Thinking shes burdoning me or makes me feel rlly gulty 4 needing alone time i just . Idk how 2 have this talk w her cuz i feel like #I alrdy have a million times . God i do love her so so much n im scared 4 this future i just want her 2 b happy bbut #im still tryna figure out how 2 even Talk 2 Anybody let alone a very sensitive farm raised senior #Damn this is a vent post and a half #999

[gossip-girl-of-middleearth]

Ohhh some days I’d love to tear the oestrogen right from my body and others that real classic Audrey Hepburn feminine charm can be switched on and you can become real prosperous real quick

#life for me constantly feels like a guy got Freaky Fridayed into a cute girl’s body #but is like kinda gelling with it on most days because of Girl Perks™️ #like free drinks #and the Feminine Charm™️ to get what you want #for reference #this post is just about me finding a car I really wanted and using my Audrey Hepburn personality #(which I keep hidden under key until needed for certain scenarios) #and getting the car for HALF PRICE #I NEGOTIATED THE PRICE DOWN TO 50% #by slightly styling my hair to look like Audrey Hepburn and using a classic ladylike persona

[kiragecko]

#gecko tho pls consider new keyboard?#i had a laptop with a screwed up keyboard for years i just plugged in a wireless one#it's like 20 bucks i recommend this investment - via @whetstonefires

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I wanted to believe it was the keyboard’s fault. I really did! But I’ve gone through multiple keyboards and computers, and they all tend to have the same problem. I think it might be me.

I got chastised once, during an exam, for pressing my pencil so hard into the paper that the person behind me (probably dealing with text anxiety) started panicking from the noise. I leave deep enough grooves in my paper when drawing that white lines criss-cross any colouring I try to do. My hand cramps if I use a pencil for more than 15 minutes. And I can’t use any features on a stylus that requires pressure sensitivity. I always use maximum pressure.

It’s probably me.

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A mechanical/extra-rugged keyboard would probably solve the issue. I’d probably end up with new, noise related, problems, though. And I’d have to BUY it. ~shiver~ I hate shopping SO MUCH.

#my poor husband buys me a new keyboard every 3 or 4 years #he ALSO wants it to be the problem #because he needs to fix the sticking key if I start crying #and I lose all ability to describe problems when stressed #adhd #neurodivergence #I think it's related to the way some neurodivergent people are really clumsy #my body does not keep adequate track of what my hands are doing #or maybe its one of the few ways I'm hyposensitive?