#UGH i love my kids <3

[tomurakii]

I know I have a semi-popular post about how Gale would not have made a good teacher and that's why I'm so happy that it does happen canonically. It shows so much growth in him: not only does he learn to love himself regardless of his magic ability, that love extends to others. He can now educate students in the field of magic that has always clearly been his true favourite without being "irked by their ineptitude". He shares the art he loves and his enthusiasm, talent, and newfound patience make him a great teacher. With Tav by his side he becomes a happier, less guarded, more caring person and I can't think of anything better for him.

#hes also so cheeky ugh the teasing before the kiss followed by the fucking nose boop he is GORGEOUS TO ME #like it just shows how unburdened he is. we've always seen him dulled by the weight on his shoulders. his guilt. his uncertain future. #and its so lovely to see how free and full of joy and wit and sarcasm and jokes he is without all those burdens #plus I had always envisioned him becoming a professor alongside my galemancer tav Redeema so I am happy that thats the canon ending #they live in waterdeep together. gale teaches illusion at blackstaff academy and redeema teaches kids to FIGHT in the STREETS #bg3 #gale dekarios #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate #baldur's gate #gale of waterdeep

[weskerfied]

Ada and Annette’s interaction is so underrated. I love them. They sound like two high school mean girls from rival friendship groups, or whatever the equivalent is in the resident evil universe.

#this has been sitting in my drafts FOR OVER TWO YEARS #I need to play re2r again soon #it’s probably my fave of all the remakes #I don’t include 1 because that’s more a remaster #although I still have to finish my professional playthrough on 4r and separate ways first #fuck it maybe I’ll take a break from that #anyways #weskerfied try not to ramble in the tags challenge #annette birkin #ada wong #resident evil 2 remake #resident evil 2 #Annette has the biggest mean girl vibes #“I’m warning you doctor” “oh yeah?” *proceeds to light a body on fire #she’s like come on Ada why don’t you fuck around and find out #they both just rile each other up and I love it #even if it’s a tiny segment of the game and they converse like 3 times #I just love their interaction UGH #I genuinely can’t think of a better comparison than two popular girls who hate each other lmao #and Leon is just the kid who seems to be involved in all the drama unwillingly #william is the weird kid who does questionable shit and everyone is lowkey scared of him #tag yourself I’m Will #hmmm thinking about a high school au now

[lovesomehate]

Help this crush is now an obsession - 17/??

#and more SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS #the way he’s tall enough to just lift one of those delicious legs over the table so he can move to the other side #the most laddish version of Kevin #it’s also the one I based him in my au fic 😂 #he’s so unfairly hot ugh #kevin ratajczak #electric callboy #ecgifs #kevgifs #mine #IM IN LOVE #my guy had a caipirinha in a two pinters glass then 3 consecutive shots #went to do their part in the festival and then came back for 2 other shots one which was absinthe 😂😂😂 #that’s my type of man #he can keep up with me 😏 #I’m partly kidding 😂 #I would be sloshed to high heaven after that last shot… probably

[sentientsky]

In the place where the foundations shiver with the weight of every ghost you’ve laid to rest beneath the floorboards / In the liminal, staticky place where you were first made monstrous (made hollow and whimpering and fickle) / In the place that tore you lengthwise and emptied you onto the front porch, you learn to swallow back the rage, hold it captive and writhing in your gut. 

You learn your way around a set of teeth.

You learn the hackles-raised, jagged-mouthedness of a home without a scrap of heat. You learn how to pull each of your canines out by the bloodied pulp, all nerve endings and the blunted edges of grief.

You learn it because what other choice do you have? What’s the alternative, when all you’ve ever known is the dull scrape of your back against the wall, of your heart tearing clear through your chest?

And god, god, god (you pray to an empty sky). God, you’re so bitter and your bones are all galvanized under your skin, and it hurts. It fucking hurts. 

And yet you’d sooner turn your own snapping jaws on yourself than risk learning what happens to animals that misbehave.

So you make yourself small, you make yourself antiseptic and supplicating and placid. You domesticate every thrashing need to escape. You walk into a family dinner with darting yellow eyes: Cerberus with three heads, each maw zip-tied shut by your own hand. You show them the soft flesh of your underbelly—you show the whites of your eyes.

You bite back the terror, you choke on the wrath. Because what else is there to do? (inspired by this post from @actual-changeling. thanks for the gut-wrench, alex </3)

#not super happy with how this one turned out but i have too much work to do to keep futzing with it ugh #we'll return to good omens content after this short break sponsored by alex “hey dude WHAT THE FUCK” changeling <3 :) #okay tbh my relationship with my parents is a LOT better now and i'm grateful for that (though i shouldn't *have* to feel grateful) #(since being decent to your kids should be a fucking GIVEN) #but some fucked up shit happened that never ever ever ever should have happened #and im still angry ab it. i love my parents + things are getting better don't get me wrong #but there's still unresolved shit i think #(ooooh i am NOT good at talking ab this outside of a poetic context am i??? my moral ocd is kicking in like “mm you're doing smthg wrong!”) #(even tho im not????) #okay done traumadumping in the tags. jester hat goes back on teehee :) #not good omens #poetry #my poetry #tw: child abuse #tw: childhood trauma #tw: blood #my words #tw: body horror #on home #on childhood trauma #dog motif #poems

[diorsbrando]

i am having fun rewatching bleach, and i honestly don’t remember it being this emotional & deep so early on?????????

#i love having a bleach brain rot <3 #ʬʬ.sosa speaks.com #i’m like wasn’t it supposed to be more serious later on???? #man it has been a while #granted i don’t remember it being this funny either like the silly moments be taking me out #but damn some of this other stuff makes me wanna cry (my eyes got teary) #like the thing with orihime’s brother #chad bonding with that kid yuichi when his soul was trapped ina bird #ugh and what GOT ME? what made me had to pause for a moment #was the first time they talked about masaki and what happened to her #it rained the day before her death anniversary 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #thinking about ‘everything but the rain’ and i fell to my knees crying get me outta here #this is so sad

[luxsea]

i heard karlachs monologue was rlly good but holy shit i genuinely dont think i'll be the same after that

#olive.txt #bg3 spoilers #spoilers in tags !! #samantha seriously deserves an award that was soul wrenching #i think back in interviews where they talked abt karlachs trauma and how she reverts into a scared child #the whole encounter w gortash was very much that #and he speaks down to her and calls her a brat #imagine saying ''what do you know about the greater good'' TO THE LIVING EMBODIMENT OF GOOD #he doesnt care what he did to her at all but she does care!! he betrayed her and stole her future and there is no closure! #well i felt pretty satisfied i casted a dancing scroll on him and let karlach go to town *youre gonna go far kid plays in the distance* #her pain and anger is so understandable no one deserves this especially not her #the delivery of ''my heart. it was mine. and they took it'' is so incredibly natural and heartbreaking. this scene gave me actual heartburn #shes seemed pretty confident abt dying but i guess in her own words courage isnt fearlessness :( #ugh the part where she just wants you to tell her everything will be alright and that you can save her!!! so cruel larian! #for a character that lost their heart she sure as hell didnt lose her soul </3 #''THANKS FOR LISTENING. FOR EXISTING. LOVE YOU.'' #yeah was not prepared for what im guessing is the romantic version of her scene back at camp #idk why i thought they wouldnt address it but wow when she asks if youll stay w her when its her time to go. im in shambles #might take back some of my opinions abt her endings. its still cruel she doesnt get a Happy ending but its being handled rlly well so far

[sallytwo]

in every scene / it’s me & michael.

#myart #seaquest dsv #lucas wolenczak #benjamin krieg #ok guys i’m not joking when i said in company of ice and profit has done things to me #i’m like affected deeply. #i know no one in the entire world cares but i’ve been thinking about ben and how tragic he is for 3 weeks straight. #i say this as the number one found family anti but THEY WERE LITERALLY CONFIRMED IN SHOW AS BROTHERRSSSS ARE YOU KIDDING!!!!! #and lucas was still there to reach out for him at the end no matter how far ben had gone because of that. #I LOVE YOU MAN. YOURE MY FRIEND. ARGHHHHH #despite lucas just coming back to a world thats unrecognizable and joining the navy and losing bridger and having so much in his life.. UGH #whatever. i’m playing it off like i’m normal and chill.

[ev-enhotterthanyou]

jack merridew was not a bad person he was lonely and scared and a real sweetie pie but you guys arent ready for that conversation

#i love him so much hes so heartachingly complex #all he wanted was acceptance #my baby i want to give him the fattest hug #nobody gets him like i do #you bitches with your characterisation of him as this bloodthirsty animal :( he was scared of blood and cried when he wasnt accepted and UGH #I JUST #YOU GUYS #HES JUST #he was literally just a normal slightly bossy kid and you all make him out to be purely evil and hateful #like yes obviously at the end he goes a bit nuts with the hunters and all but literally so did every single person on the island hes not- #-special? hes not overly bloodthirsty or overly insane but thats all fanon makes him out to be and it HURTS MY HEART HES JUST A BABY </3 #lord of the flies #lotf #jack merridew

[alelelesimz]

me and my friends at the barbie premiere

#splatoon 3 #PUNK PINKS SHOOTER MOB ARE YOU KIDDING ME #love that name ugh #if i was an octo instead of an inkling #and the other person had the tulip hat #it would’ve been perfect #btw mimi and matcha are my friends but we can’t communicate #yet somehow we managed to coordinate our fits i love that

[sysig]

Hoppy Easter (Patreon)

#Doodles #MKR #Nova #BunBonBop #Deltarune #Spamton #SCII #The Captain #Koisuru Boukun #My favourite library was hosting a bunny hunt for the kids which was actually really cute #There were various pictures of bunnies posted on low shelves around the library that the kids would have to draw on their own sheet #There was even a Waldo! Cosplay encouraged #Probably at least a little bit of why I was interested in filling out a sheet but not at all with any of the bunnies in the building haha #(Yes I did make the Vargases first shh they'll get their own later) - I had enough to fill the whole page by the end :) #All of these were from memory since these were also emotional cool-down doodles - the power went out while I was working #Which left me with no internet until getting to the library - and then Their power went out so yet more No Internet ugh #Plus I had forgotten that the library has charging stations! Public charging is still a bit of a foreign concept to me #So a half-dead iPod on borrowed half-working wifi - all while I have a perfectly(?) functioning brain and recall! Well- #But I got them close lol I've drawn all of them before and I love them so it's Good Enough! #Starting with Nova from MKR II <3 <3 I love her worst girl so much she makes a cute bunny #Her with a chubby bunny body with her tight-fitting armour looks silly hehe #Bun-Bun was obvious! Especially since I'd drawn her so much so recently #Her eyelashes are almost like whiskers haha - I could definitely see the BBBs doing an animal theme and having matching whiskers #The already-bunnies! The Other obvious choices! Hayden was no big thing since I'd drawn him quite recently too but Chess... #I mean he's close! Just Not Quite y'know lol - he is still cute in his crop-cut spiked leather jacket tho haha #I'm very thankful the library also came stocked with the appropriate coloured crayons to make Spam lol I didn't bring any of my art supplies #His lower body/legs make no sense on a bunny base huh lol ♪ #The Captain! I had to stretch for his shoulder and arm details like A Lot but I think he's still mostly recognizable? Maybe? #And finally Souichi <3 It's been a bit longer since I last drew him so I mostly forgot his bangs but I actually got them pretty close! Yay #It was a fun and silly base :) Kinda reminded me of Keyhole Chibis - maybe returning sometime would be fun :3c

[birdbeep1s]

Not very durable, are y'?

Durable enough.

or: don't talk to Celean about pailing in public or he'll tell you to piss off (including his captain, who belongs to @rusttbuckett )

#my art #ice cold tea doodles #traditional sketch #homestuck #homestuck oc #homestuck fantroll #i am SO DAMN HAPPY with how this turned out #Apollo is too damn big UGH they're in love like ACTUAL LOVE!!! #fuck quadrants these two would just be tied together like a ship to its anchor #and don't even get me STARTED ON THEIR KIDS!!!! #they make me weak #Ranny <3 #Celean Merope #Apollo <3 #the captain and his first mate

[wickedhawtwexler]

i'm annoyed by one (1) irritating noise coming from my neighbors' apartment. i'm going to relocate to a coffeeshop full of people and sit right next to a noisy machine.

#there's a difference between one noise that comes and goes and constant noise u know #my neighbor either got a new roommate or moved in a girlfriend who has a toddler. who is crying ALL DAY LONG #the walls between our apartments are soooo thin so this kid is driving me BANANAS #i'm not a Kid Hater™ like i live across the alleyway from a daycare's outdoor play area and it does not bother me at all #because it's kids laughing and having fun. they're a hoot! sometimes when i'm having a bad day hearing their shenanigans cheers me up #it's just that this kid is closer and louder and crying ALL DAY and not just during the 3-ish hours the daycare has outdoor playtime #and like what is there to do about this. tell a two year old to shut up? like toddlers throw tantrums that's their whole thing #and like. the kid just moved into a new place and is probably reasonably stressed out lmao #it's just ugh i'm extremely stressed today due to waiting to hear back about the job so i cannot cope with the noise so i'm relocating #i love coffeeshop hopping. it makes me feel like a character on tv #a coworking space opened up near me recently that is decorated sooo cute so i'm gonna look into that for the future #m.txt

[sallyscardigan]

'it's only as ugly as you make it' and 'making this difficult' sally jackson hurts for more than just because it's not true to book!sally's character. but because she's saying it to her neurodivergent son who is a child just trying to get by. he's doing his best but he's hurt, and scared, and isolated. he truly is singular and she's only driving a distance between them. it hurts because so many neurodivergent kids have heard this from their parents. so many neurodivergent kids who are just trying to survive in a world not made for them. so many neurodivergent kids who are called 'troubled' or 'difficult' for not being able to run the same marathon as other kids. so many neurodivergent kids who are expected to run as fast as everyone else except the neurodivergent kids have a weight tied to their ankle ten times their weight while all the others don't and yet somehow they keep pace because they have to. because otherwise they're not a good kid. it hurts because sally jackson successfully ostracizes her son, and yes she's just trying to get him into school, but school is hell for neurodivergent kids and instead of helping him through it she's blaming him for being a kid and finding it hard.

#NOTE: this is NOT sally jackson hate. my blog is literally named for her. i love her. she's my wife <3 #sorry this is such a ramble but it hits home and UGH i hate it #RICK as a father of a neurodivergent kid why would you do this ?? #like i get it. you don't know your characters and that's obvious. but why would you do THIS #sally jackson #pjo tv

[lanternlightss]

bennett genshin

#hi </3 the bennett thoughts have hit me again #its been a while huh benny (its been like a four months) #ITS JUSTTTY #HOW HE KEEPS TRYING TO SMILE DESPITE IT ALL !!!! HOW HE LOVES HIS LOVED ONES SO MUCH AND WANTS TO MAKE THEM HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT #AND IF THAT COMES AT /HIS PRICE/ WELL THEN!! IF THERES A SMILE ON THEIR FACE #head in my hands he’s the best kid. best boy. benny my beloved #like it gets on him sometimes that just. people keep leaving and the blame is always solely on him for something out of his control #(try as he might. Try As He Might.) #that the smile he wears grows brittle but tomorrow is always another day for something brighter !!!!! #ugh. ugh #lantern says stuff #the more i think abt him the more im just. yeah my depression riddled brain would latch on hard

[ferromagnetiic]

Translation: The Stone that my grandmother And grandfather used to talk about Has returned as it left My brave Stone And I don't care whether it's in Kerrera, Challendar or Calvay As long as it's in Steep, rugged Scotland To be put in a place of refuge Which will conceal it safely So that they can't, they won't manage to Remove a single fragment of it The Stone that was lost to us Let us swear by our hand Each and every one of us That we will allow nothing to endanger The man who unloosed it And dared to rescue it From an unpleasant place If they lay hands on him We'll need to be strong And strike a blow for him Using steel The Minister was so sorrowful When he woke that morning His eyes bleary As he turned out Walking the floor Sighing and praying And looking at the nook When he'd found the Stone missing There was much pacing And running 'round the floor And all he could say was "Where did the Stone go?" And, "By the Holy Mother What will I do tomorrow I know the Queen Will be beside herself" Said he, looking deathly pale "I'd never have believed It could have been raised from the floor By someone no bigger than a wasp Something is to happen to me And Heaven help me The man who unloosed it Must be as strong as a horse".

#【 ⚙ ˊˎ | LULLABY FOR A SADIST | music. 】 #// this is my writing music for the week. <3 #// and it's honestly making me think about what a gorgeous language scots gaelic is. giving me big emotions and all that. #// kid can totally sing this by the way. word for word. he grew up around music like this; back in certain parts of his home-island. #// ugh. i love my dumb muse. #// he's so punk but he can't deny that his heritage is important to him. one of the few good things refuge gave him. (':

[alma-artts]

I just realized how much I relate to mastermind by taylor swift help.

#especially when I think about my old diary entries all about how I would make that one person my best friend #like YES no one wanted to play with me as a little kid so I've been scheming like a criminal ever since tp make them LOVE ME SDHKDKHCLHD #the making it seem effortless part still needs some work #oh god #when I first listened to this song it came off as kinda creepy but it's SO ME #ugh #realizing parts of my trauma at 3 am and connecting them to taylor swift songs #mastermind taylor swift #midnights #taylor swift #mastermind #my post #alma posts