#WOW. needed to write all this... <3

[redfurrycat]

Thoughts.

Bradley and Jake fight like schoolboys in the Shatterdome hallways. That's how Hondo finds out their drift-compatibility potential.

Bob, Javy & Nat in a Jaeger as Lead Jaeger. 'Cause we need Cool, Calm & Collected as Team Leader. (And 25,000 tons of badassness.)

Heartbreaking scene à la Herc/Chuck/Stacker between Mav, Bradley & Ice. Ice has step up and is once again going to pilot a Jaeger after Mav is incapacitated. Bradley & Mav try to say goodbye to each other. (Twist - Ice spills the beans on purpose while drifting with Bradley, hoping these two fucking idiots will bury the hatchet once and for all, after it is all over. Also, they will live, 'cause fuck the canon from both movies. And Ice wants to have dinner with his love and kid TOGETHER.)

Slider as Marshall Ron Kerner.

Bradley & Jake experiencing ghost feeling of their attempt at drifting. A feeling that lingers longer and stronger than usual because they both hold onto it. And cherish it.

#I spent the whole night thinking about Top Gun & Pacific Rim. AGAIN. #beyond obsessed...but this is SO FREAKING COOL #Drift-compatible Wingmen #bobjavynat #icemav #hangster #mavdad & icepops & baby goose #hondo is like the shatterdome keeper...he knows everything #Making Slider the boss of Ice & Mav...❤️ #Ice retired as jaeger pilot and went for becoming a PPDC engineer #B.O.B as bobjavynat jaeger name.... for Babes On Board #hangster experiencing ghost feeling means they for example keep mistaking their room...Bradley sleep in Jake's and Jake's in Bradley's #Jake plays the piano absent-mindedly and is good at it (because Bradley knows how to play and is good at it) #Bradley uses obscur texanisms his conscious self doesn’t know the meaning of... :D #and yeah they're idiots in love #WOW. needed to write all this... <3 #🦎🦾PR/TG🛫🦿 #🐈red🐈furry🐈cat🐈tag🐈

[hyper-cryptic]

An on model Vendetta Leon warm up doodle and a sketchpage I made a long time ago I forgot to post 💔😭

Close ups under the cut!

#oh boy big tag time #my art #resident evil #biohazard #re #leon s kennedy #leon scott kennedy #chris redfield #claire redfield #jake muller #sherry birkin #also i did the sketch page before i finished re6 and i gotta say i am obsessed with jake he is Such a good written character i am actually #so flabbergasted such a character was written in re??? #like actually boy got so much depth he got an arc ???? like WOW who wrote this guy and can he write all of the other re characters Please #also please i need leon acting like a dad towards sherry in games. in movies. in a comic idfc IN ANYTHING OFFICIAL BUT PLEASE!!!!! PLEASEEE #also claire acting like a mom towards older sherry please :3 #i am literally dying i beg of you #feel free to tag as chreon or cleon idk #also shake #if you tag as ship for leon n sherry or claire and sherry i will find your house

[haliaiii]

Val’s Hover bike! (oc)

#oc posting again 😁 #this goes out to the 3 people that look at my ocs ty ilysm #sorry to the people who followed me for fanart #I’m permanently on oc brainrot #gonna be honest I pretend that I’m a fan of my own ocs and scroll thru my blog rereading the stuff I wrote giggling 💀💀 #‘wow these characters are so cool 😃 I love the world and setting sm it’s like they took all my favorite tropes and genres and combined it! #I WROTE IT 💀💀💀💀💀 #ITS JUST ME WRITING SOMETHING ID WANNA READ 😭 #anyway Val has developed an emotional bond to his bike atp #he won’t admit it ofc #Sam sometimes feel like he’s third wheeling #Val rarely lets Sam drive unless it’s an emergency or they’re doing a complicated stunt where Val needs to slice something #also I’m kinda changing Val’s design slightly #like just replacing his inner layers with a T-shirt #cause tbh with all those layers he’d be hot as hell 😭 #my art #art #digital art #illustration #procreate #original character #sketch #oc #retrograde #haliai art #oc comic #original art #concept art

[that-was-anticlimactic]

no one asked bUT imma go off (affectionate) anyways. ahem:

edse (practicum): portfolio is completed, did portfolio presentation this morning, blog is updated, have all the rubrics... DONE

347: major identity essay? done. final “essay”? done. just gotta go to class tomorrow so we can meet for the final exam time slot and we are going to. talk about books. no more assignments, yay!

395: edtpa? DONE. reflection? DONE. self-evaluation for edtpa? DONE. now, all i have to do is edit edtpa and then submit it for like Official grading and not class grading

405: presentation? made and presented. revision portfolio and reflection? DONE (finished it like fifteen minutes ago lol)

444: giant research paper? DONE. reflection? done. presentation? DONE. just gotta go to the final exam period thursday to watch the rest of the presentations, but no more work for meeeeeeee

and then finally... 305... the only final i actually have left...

#y'all i worked SO HARD #i am so so so ready for a break even tho it's p short #i stayed at college for thanksgiving break so i could do homework and i got SO MUCH DONE and i spent the last two weeks like hardcore #working on finals and homework and i did SO MUCH and i'm so relieved and so proud of myself holy trash that was so much #and my 405 prof is suggesting that i submit the fiction piece i wrote somewhere iugfcgvhujijuhygfc idk where but i'm kind of 👀 #like i'm a wuss and submitting scares me a bit ngl but like. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH he thinks that i just need to make slight like wording #revisions and then it's ready to go out iuyfgdxghuijohugfcghijo imma miss that class haha #anyways just like. in a Wow state of mind right now #like... it's all finally ending and then i student teach next semester and i freaking finally am about to have a break and like... i did it? #now all i have to do is do well on my 347 papers which aren't graded yet (i: am scared/nervous haha have an a but still ahhhhhhh) #and then write my 305 and get that back... and then edit and submit edtpa and then the worst of it: WAIT AND HOPE THAT I PASS EDTPA UGH #pls pray for me to pass <3 #or send good thoughts <3 #anyways sorry for rambling i just wanted to be proud of myself okijuhygfdxfgyhujioiuhygf

[astrxealis]

hiii :333 i think i am alive !! ( small update in da tags )

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #WOOOAGHHHHH HAVENT BEEN HERE IN AGES. WOW> #sorry guys im a straight a student in their senior year of hs... i have been enjoying real life ^_^ i miss it here tho. :( #will be active soon bcs school is gna end. fucking sobbing but we don't talk abt that #i am here instead of working on the uh. 2 group presentations i need to work on. and the 1 Solo presentation............. #which is crazy btw bcs it's a whole research event thing bcs im in stem ^_^ closing remarks heehaw. Just Me. #so i'm proud of myself & for better understanding myself lately but there is still sm i want to do!!! like On here <3 #in a much better headspace and life and etc. its good yay. #anyway hashtag wanna be an astrophysicist (a+ physics? ez. but also ive always loved math & astronomy) astronomer musician #author video game dev (future compsci student! or physics. still deciding.) uhhh psychologist philosopher blablabla phd one day #yay ^__________^ I MISS WRITING ON HERE THO and interacting w moots :P altho idrk how to get back into that shit #anywhere really but it's ok we find ways. man. i miss it here. before i get active again tho i should rlly makes lists to do and Fix stuff. #bye for now yay just a lil update from me !!! ^_^ it's been at least... 4 months? bcs i rmbr not properly saying happy new year on here HEL #raaaaaaaaaaaaa apollo is so back babaey the world is so beautiful & so am I. anyway. u all take care mwamwamwa

[stereax]

woohoo spiraling out of control right now (what else is new really I've been fucked up and spiraling for weeks now) and trying to figure out reasons not to delete my tumblr and discord and myself along the way

but you know. talking about myself on my blog automatically means I'm attention seeking and fishing for pity right? should just shut up and stick to the news eh, it's all I'm good for :D

anyway if you need me I'll be in the corner reliving the past, coming to terms with reality, and trying to convince myself I'm not the problem despite every indication to the contrary ✌︎︎

#sterechats :) #09:58 pm - this is a bad idea but scheduling it anyway #what's the worst that can happen really? everyone leaves again? nobody talks to me again? #probably gonna delete this in the morning so. meh. not like it matters not like I matter :D #10:29 pm - wow it feels like my head is on fire #like my brain is actually burning and I can't do a damn thing about it #I should be happy right now! the devils are winning! my favorite guys are scoring! #but no! I'm barely keeping it together around my family and praying I don't wake up tomorrow <3 #11:00 pm - I need to get out of here #I need to get out of here out of here out of here I can't stay here any more this is killing me #everyone hates me and I need to chew my arms open maybe then everything will make sense #why am I even writing these tags what does it matter #I was so much more in control of myself when I was sh-ing #maybe I should get back to that maybe it'll help I don't know anymore #I just want my friends back but they hate me hahahaha #11:24 pm - wonder how many people are gonna block me after this one #how many people will finally be fed up and leave for good #everyone leaves and I should be used to this by now #here's a truck stop instead of saint peter's (yeah yeah yeah yeah) #11:41 pm - it's friday afternoon/there goes antigone to be buried alive #in the next world I want to be something useful/like a staple gun/or in love #I would fall off a cliff for you/a thousand times and call it a good day #maybe I'm just incapable of being human! maybe that's it! #maybe I'm not even human at all... but something worse instead... #1:22 am - moving the posting of this back from 3 to 6 am #not that that matters and not that I matter but I don't think I'll sleep #and I don't want this to post when I'm awake #I know I'm just going to get unfollowed and blocked and left behind as always #because happiness and good things and friendships just aren't things I get to have really #I just wish people would stop lying and telling me they're different and they'll stay when they're not different and won't stay

[burymeinblack2022]

No bc I literally don't understand what the actual FUCK paramore were thinking joining the biggest tour in the world as an OPENER as a replacement for an EU tour that fans gave been asking for for the longest time *AFTER* the presale period for said tour tickets (that cost an arm, a leg, your first born child, a blood sacrifice and your kidney on the black market excluding accommodation and transport 🙂) has already ended a MONTH ago and somehow thinking fans would actually be happy abt this. Like I seriously cannot understand their train of thought behind this. Literally who signed off on this. Who genuinely thought this was a good idea and not a massive "fuck you" to EU fans, some of which (like us here, hi, remember us? It's been 12 years this week...) have been waiting for TEN+ years wishing and hoping and holding out hope we would have our special moment seeing everyone else get to have theirs and just have so much fun and awesome experiences while we sit and watch and tell ourselves someday, somehow, it will be us.... And then whenever it is time for shows to happen (bc pmore is not a touring band, there's only one shot and it's when there's an album out - so it's been at least 6 years for everyone here) we either get ignored or.. whatever the hell this is.

Like I don't think you understand so ill say it again... THEY ANNOUNCED THEIR EU TOUR IS AS AN OPENER FOR THE BIGGEST ARTIST IN THE WORLD WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN GET TICKETS ANYMORE AND *BASICALLY* CALLED IT THEIR EU TOUR BC THEY HAVENT SAID ANYTHING ABT ACTUALLY DOING ONE OF THEIR OWN.... yeah.

And don't even get me started on the ppl trying to gaslight EU fans into feeling bad or make us the bad guy here for not being happy with this shitty arrangement... Yes, this is big for them. Yes, they're gonna make a shit ton of money and yes, h and t are friends so they're literally chilling with friends for months (extra fun for them) but bands are literally nothing without the fans and we're being told to just smile and suck it up and be happy for them bc somehow money and fame matter more than the people who got you where you are and are just asking you for something as basic as respect bc they're literally being treated below everyone else... That's all it is abt, right? The money and selling out arenas (bc 'tHeY cOuLdnT dO iT oN ThEiR oWn tHiS iS mAssIvE jUsT ShUt uP anD bE hAppY fOr tHeM')....as long as u can make a shit ton of money it's a free for all, fuck the fans and their feelings right lol 🤪🤪🫠 like 'omg ur upset one of ur fave bands is treating u like ass/lesser than?? omg grow upppp they dont owe u anythinggg 😒😐'

Anyway I'm still pissed and I do hope they will do the right thing and like, at least try to have their own shows between her gigs or smth and can fix this for everyone specially considering how many people are giving them pushback for this bc this is absolutely atrocious and a diservice to EU pmore fans and our right to be upset is valid and I will not be told to calm down by Americans (et al but mostly americans) who are used to everything being handed out to them on a silver plate telling us to be happy abt them making bank and that we're overreacting fuck that noise lol

#Don't even come at me with idle worship 'don't cite the deep magic to me witch... Etc etc #the pennywise gif is me after writing all that #paramore #i wrote this all on my phone then edited on my laptop this might be long winded/sound like a brain dump bc it is #eras tour #wow anna said something #anna's shitposts #eras taylor swift #im gonna be mad abt this unless they do something bc this is so not it babes <3 #obv i still love them but ur allowed to criticize artists u love when they make STUPID ASS DECISIONS #also someone else said it but smth abt them making an album more vocal abt world issues and hayley #trying to promote more sustainable things then they go on tour with miss jet fuel emissions fuckboi enabler white feminism <3 love that ! #do i even need to list all of the things her now former boytoy did...as we say in my country: #tell me who you surround yourself with and ill tell u who u are.... and they're going on tour with her #it's just a lil bit ironic isnt it ..?

[son1c]

Also yo am I allowed to reference your art/various asks you’ve gotten regarding Bermuda when writing? Asking just in case because ohhhh boy has this stuff been sitting in my brain like a Vegable Stew

ya!!! i'm stoked that my drawings + discussion of my au are inspiring you :]

#the gnome zone #i need to go back and tag all the lore relevant asks with bermuda so they're #more easily accessible tbh #but yeah! thanks for asking! #i'm very excited to see what else u write bc i LOVED the first chapter wow <3 #u captured my vision so clearly it kinda made me tear up a little hehe #:') <3

[altruistic-meme]

twenty questions for fic writers

i got tagged by @irregularcollapse thank you!

How many works do you have on AO3?

currently, I'm at 33 on my main account and another 3 that are under a pseud :)

What’s your total AO3 word count?

166,992 in total!

What fandoms do you write for?

as of right now, i'd say i write for All For The Game, Captive Prince, and Young Royals. i have kind of written a little for Good Omens, but i'm not really counting it bc i'm not sure i'll ever finish it or post it. and i used to write for Yuri!!! On Ice and Hetalia as well, but i don't anymore (and likely never will again).

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

oh man, i was actually kind of surprised about the last two!

the beginnings just another end (Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Yuri!!! On Ice) Victor Nikiforov has friends. He's four time world champion, figure skating god, beloved by most. He's won more medals than he knows what to do with, has more fans than anyone could count, and more money than he could ever possibly spend all of. Only one problem; Victor Nikiforov has no friends. So, he searches for some. And he finds them in a group chat room titled "crazy people talk about figure skating".

(why is there) joy in this poison (Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard, All For the Game) Because for as much as Kevin would talk to Andrew about the Ravens, whine about Riko, warn him about Tetsuji, explain to him why he trusted Jean… he had never really mentioned Nathaniel. In a story, once or twice. In passing, perhaps a few times. And Andrew found that he trusted Nathaniel less each and every time he heard the name. Andrew is propositioned at a summer exy banquet, and a deal is proposed.

The Bet (Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard, All For the Game) Andrew decides it's finally time to introduce his partner Neil to the Foxes on a summer weekend vacation, but Nicky has a better plan.

running from my heart (Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Yuri!!! On Ice) When Victor arrives the night before the men's short programs at the Grand Prix Final, he's not expecting to run into another skater. Or run into him again. Or again.

Vicchan's Pet Café (Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Yuri!!! On Ice) "It's alright, really. It allowed me to get a closer look at your gorgeous brown eyes." Wow. Wow Victor. Victor Nikiforov, five time Emmy Award winner, actor in countless romances, well-known playboy, just made the most ridiculous pick-up line that could have possibly come from that moment. In which Victor is an actor, Yuuri owns a café, and their dogs just want them to be together.

Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

i try to, but i am incredibly bad at it :') i always want to reply, even if it's something small like just a "<3" or "thanks!" but i often forget to reply for a long time. or at all.

but i always try my absolute best to reply to comments with questions or any that really touch me in some way

What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

in general, i do try not to write angsty endings (although i know i've had some ideas for some, just never written the)

however, that said, swaying as the room burned down is still the worst i've written! it does come with the knowledge that things get better, having been written as a missing scene from yr2 which ends better than the fic leaves off, but the fic itself still ends in a pretty sad place.

What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

honestly? Where There is Love, There is Life. the entire fic was meant to be pure fluff and sweetness. most of my fics have happy endings (when i actually. ended them.) and i do have some other fics that were meant to just be fluff, but i think this one takes the cake.

Do you get hate on fics?

no, i haven't! i've gotten some... sort of mean-spirited comments or comments that come across that way, but i don't think they were really meant as hate so much as the tone fell flat.

Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

i have not. yet. i have one WIP that will have smut at some point in it, but that's the only one i have planned and i haven't gotten to that point in writing it yet!

Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

not really. i think i did, a very long time ago, but i can't remember it at all.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that i know of, and also i sure hope not.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

not that i'm really aware of, but i think it'd be cool!

What’s your all-time favorite ship?

that's tough. it's probably Andreil, though. just everything about their relationship, from beginning to end of the series, is so so good and they've always meant so much to me as characters.

What’s a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

the beginnings just another end. i really wish i could've finished it sooner. it was my first long fic, and it kept the status as my longest fic for years. i still remember how it was meant to end, too. ultimately, if i ever even write YOI again, i think i'd rather rewrite the entire story than just finish it as is. but i really don't think i'll ever complete it.

What are your writing strengths?

Cliffhangers. Dialogue. Humor, at least in my opinion. Ideas galore.

What are your writing weaknesses?

Consistency. i have terrible memory and will often write something in, planning to make use of it later in the story, and then completely forget about it.

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

ouhhhh it depends. my opinion on it has changed from when i was younger. i think it can add to the story, like if it's used because the POV character doesn't know the language, but in general i'd prefer not to do it (especially since i'm monolingual rip ;;;)

First fandom you wrote for?

ahhhhhhh Hetalia

Favorite fic you’ve written?

without a doubt, (why is there) joy in this poison. it means so much to me i cannot even begin to explain it. and even aside from that, the story itself is something i LOVE rereading since it was written to my own tastes, and every time i look back in the story to fact-check myself, i end up getting lost in the story again and again. it also makes me feel so good about my writing, it's such a confidence boost and rereading it helps me realize why people actually like my writing!

i'm going to tag @daylightsimon @zee-has-commitment-issues and @spaghett-onaplate for this if you guys want to <3

#tag game #also like. i think somewhere a question was lost bc there are only 19 questions dkhgdg #shhh we will continue saying 20 questions anyway its ok #i cannot believe that tbjae STILL has more kudos than (wit)jitp skvhhrg #then again i guess i started it way back in the height of the yoi fandom and it has been posted for Much Longer #so like fair. i guess. but MAN the difference in QUALITY between those two fics dskhskhg #also being exposed by all of my yoi fics. most of my posted fics are yoi. #literally 24/36 are yoi WOW #ok anyway #i need to try and get some writing done this morning <3 lesgo #shh ac

[minglana]

nothing like studying for an exam and realizing that if i hadnt been so stupid id definitely be able to pass

#wow its almost like well written notes from class actually help me understand shit..... #its a shame bc the make-up exam for this class is the day after another make-up exam #which im now considering going to both and skipping thursday's exam #so basically just keep on studying this exam but also do my other exams. bc now that ive seen that i can actually understand it #im starting to see the light. BUT the main problem is what i just said. that the exam is in a day and a half and ive barely started to stud #so PLEASE opinions!!!!! i think i would do well to not go on thursday and go to the recuperación at the end of june #that leaves me over a month to study for this one and 3 more exams (which im expecting to not require as much effort as this one) #all opinions are welcome btw i need input but i cant let anyone irl know bc this is the 4th+ time i take this exam #and letting ppl irl know that im this useless is. stupid of me to say the least i think #z xarre #ta esborrar #also you can tell i just had a realization mid writing the tags lmao

[thebirdandhersong]

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#at the point where i am mostly like. what is the point. WHAT IS THE POINT!!! #i'm doing terrible at my job and can hardly keep up with schoolwork #and all i want to do in the future (concretely know that i want to do) is write but WOW my writing needs so much work if i ever want to pu #publish #and the world is so large. so large and full of things to do and people and places and just so LARGE #and i am so small and silly and for twenty one rather slow and confused #i can hardly handle my own life. i can hardly even manage to do morning prayer every morning or stick to writing regularly #or even control things in my life like food and exercise which is like. basic self maintenance #i don't know what's going on half the time! i don't know! i don't know why i try so hard half the time either! #it is so SO hard to remain joyful and optimistic and hopeful and i am TRYING hard at it i really am #it is just so much of a struggle all the time and i don't know WHY i'm suddenly unable to function properly like a human being #it is so HARD to resist being unkind and selfish and self-serving and withdrawn and cold nowadays #i just want everything to be put on pause for a little while and that's basically impossible #sorry this is another rant i just have no idea what to do #and i am at the end of my tether once again. seriously this is the closest to rock bottom i've gotten since lockdown #if i were a drinking person. but i am not and thankfully have enough aversions to drink and other substances that i am firmly Not going #to go to extremes. but suffice it to say. multiple mental breakdowns this month multiple 3-5hour nights #many many days in a row of just. having zero energy zero motivation zero ability to do the things #i have a very high sense of Shame and Guilt and also Following Rules and so i wouldn't say i've lost the will to live #because even at the Worst of the worst times things like self harm and suicide have never been an option in my mind #but i am as close to it as i can be i guess. i am just SO tired and very scared #like. God help me. what is my worth if i can't write good stories? what is my worth if i can't be loving and kind and gentle 100% of the ti #time? what is my worth if i can't put 200% into everything and do ALL the things for everyone? what is my worth if i'm not doing My Best? #why can't i just be Normal and Well Adjusted and have SOME of the things figured out for once?? #i can't even EAT PROPERLY how can i enter the workforce or raise a family?

[anothermonikan]

I do think it's a little silly when someone says they miss a piece of media... Like,the media is right there(probably) ! Go watch that show again or play that game again, it's (probably) not gone! But then also like. I get it. I suppose the first watch or experience of something is special and like, fandom hype around stuff if it was a popular piece of media is something you wouldn't experience within the show again, but also like,,,, you're mourning something that's not dead (usually) Create fan content! Watch that thing again! Engage with old fanworks! Cause someone will appreciate it, it will also make you happy!

#Having to put the stuff in brackets literally _just_ to account for Unnus Annus #Ugh #Sorry I didn't like that thing when it was still coming out and still don't like it now :thumbsup: #I was gonna make a funny meme post but I think it wouldn't be funny because I can't explain it using simple language #Impermenant media enjoyers be like #“Wow that trip to the beach was good. Shame I can never do that again because that's how the world works” #Or smth like that #It's not even funny I need to think of a funnier situation #My quelms with Unnus Annus are weird and complicated and no ones ever agreed with me about it so it's probabaly just a me thing #And not an actual legit critism of the thing sjsjsjsj #I write about more in a draft I have of a mini essay I was writing about DDLitG's ending that's like. A year old by now #I will finish it! Just permanently busy and when not permanently busy I'm permanently tired #It's like. It's mean! Which is a silly complaint but it ties into like. A trope I hate that I love how DDLitG does! #This kind of critism of attachment to a piece of media often insists on making the viewer feel dumb for liking a thing and I don't like it! #Unnus Annus kind of plays this kind of moral where it's like 'Oh #Unnus Annus plays this kind of trope like 'Oh-all of this is impermanent so don't get attached because you'll only have memories after uwu' #And like. I guess I get what they were going for. But that's just. People were getting sooo upset over being attached to the thing #Like they felt bad about it and just don't think that's a great thing to be perpetrating. I promise you can get attached to media guys. #I promise you you're allowed to like things:3 #Also I realised I've been spelling Unus Annus wrong this whole time I apologise #Also not a huge fan of people acting like their in this super secret club for watching an extremely popular piece of media thats deleted #But that's definitely a me thing sjdndnsjs #Okay jeez I started ranting about this on a completely unrelated post sorry #Look forward to the mini essay whenever I finish it lol #Android.txt

[viulus]

Games that I like and how they handle racism

Virgin Great Ace Attorney Chronicles vs CHAD Disco Elysium

#vu's posts #tgaa #disco elysium #i've been thinking about this for a while lol #my fixation before de was tgaa so. i'm bound to make comparisons #it helps that they're both VNs/point and clicks where you solve murders and such. it's hard not to compare em really #no but yeah i adore tgaa but WOW is the handling of the racism just. terrible #it's literally a shallow 'oh we're all people at the end of the day' thing. it's literally so insulting tbh #it's more frustrating since the writing is otherwise incredible imo! #also frustrating since it plagues my favorite character grrrrr #(and yes i mean van zieks <3) #he's so well written and it's just this one aspect of his character that's just so terribly done! #they could've just made him racist because of his time period or w/e. but as is his racism is tied to his trauma?? #plus he NEVER faces consequences for his racism. hell KAZUMA never even calls him out on it and he HATES bvz like? #also doesn't help that ryuu (the victim of most of the racism) kinda just... lets it slide for the most part #esp once he finds out why van zieks is racist he's just like 'oh that's understandable actually. ur racism is justified here' like no! #meanwhile disco handles the topic with the nuance that it needs to be given yknow? #also it very clearly frames the constant racism that kim puts up with as something that Affects Him #and plus he doesn't just take it! he's a super composed guy but you can clearly tell how uncomfortable he is- #when ppl around him are throwing around racist bs #and plus despite being a very composed person he DOES snap at someone at least once in canon over it #(e.g. the ''don't you welcome to revachol' me' bit... which btw i will never be normal about <3) #(honorable mention to his 'i feel less bad for breaking in here now' bit when you go into the cryptofascist guy's apartment- #after he sees the racist mugs. he was so right for that fr) #ALSO back to my earlier point about it clearly affecting him. i feel like he does have some like. idk internalized racism? #like his whole thing with being proud to be a native to revachol and being proud that he never met his seolite grandparents #like MAYBE you could read that as him just really caring about his home city. but it also reads like internalized racism to me #ANYWAYS there's more i could say here but you get the point #tgaa racism themes are badly written while de racism themes are well written #va4 rambles in the tags

[yellowjckets]

it’s so funny watching all these current authors & musicians i admire like publicly link their tumblr yk? like ..... so funny that if i do ever make it in anything ppl will be analysing my like. call the midwife fanfic. i mean .... sure ig! 

#rebloggable <3 #personal. #no bc i mean . my babstrix ctm fic influential on who i am as a person #also like u can rly see the influences of all the things i love on my work and whilst i used to reject that i love it now yk??? like now im #a bit older and ive grown out of the need to aaaaaaalways be sooooo individual and special . it's nice to accept that like . #everything u inhale will be in what u exhale #which i love !!! we are what we love etc etc . and just in GENERAL like i feel since ive embraced that ive created better work !!! #like i am actually working on serious stuff and submitting to competitions etc and trying to finish LONG things and wow . #it's so insane to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i have not got anywhere yet but maybe i could like maybe i CAN write ? idk

[burymeinblack2022]

Thinking abt how last night on the heavn Hayley shoot post someone commented 'blink twice if gerard's next' and they liked it.... Maybe there's a pie in that bush after all...

#Can't stop thinking abt it.... I need smth good rn #Yesterday was such a shitshow I can't even write it in the tags but I could only #Try to submit my thesis at night bc my mentor wouldn't stop telling me to make changes #Then I needed to sign smth and the online govt thing to sign papers kept giving me error for over 2h #Everytime I tried then my docs wouldn't even upload on the page so I couldn't submit them #And I ended up sending an email to academic services after waiting 10+ min for the docs to load 3 min b4 the day ended #So I hope they don't fuck me over now I even tried on dif laptops and browsers restarting the laptop etc... Such a shitshow cried so bad LO #Wow anna said something #Anna's shitposts #And that's just the night part !!! I was also almost a week barely sleeping didn't sleep at all yesterday and on my period with mega cramps

[noxtivagus]

gbf Oh my god

#🌙.rambles #[ gbf. ] #i rmbered when i went on discord rq in our server w the yk updates bot n #WHEN I SHOWED APOLLO THE SANDALPHON VALENTINE THEY JUST FROZE ! IT WASNSO FUNNY AHAGJSHFS #n then twt 🥺 he's so lovely.. apollo's reactions r so endearing too lmfao <3 #WILNAS CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD 😭 #OH MY GOD I WILL CATCH UP WHEN I GET HOME N ALL #.. ngl wilnas i am enjoying that wilness art but you don't see me writing this okay 💀 #his smile is so precious yk !!!! aahahhalgjdhfjs #I WILL RLLY HAVE TO CATCH UP LATER THO OMG? #saw some screenshots of the trailer n #i really need to catch up in general w everything gbf that i haven't been up to date to aaaa >< #I JUST REALIZED THEYRE ALL BASICALLY NAKED IN THE UHM SS OF THE TRAILER #i am looking Respectfully bcs they're so. beautiful. wow #i hear lucifer uncap which means i will respectfully also be dying #new illustrations.. hflsjfksjfjs HE IS MY HEAVEN #out of gbf context that'll be so funny to say #yk technically i'm low on sleep today but i'm srs not feeling it #school onsite again tmrrw 😔 ILL SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT BUT ILL REST <3