#Wish i could be there but i’m literally posting this from work 🥲

[violetheart77]

Unlocking those sweet sweet Cinderella’s Castle demos like

#Wish i could be there but i’m literally posting this from work 🥲 #cinderella’s castle #starkid musicals #starkid productions #team starkid #starkid #jeff blim #neil banging out the tunes #april 13 #413 #i write shitposts not tragedies

[mydarlingdahlia]

*bangs fist on desk*

APPRECIATION TIME🗣️‼️

💝

Just thought I’d give a little shoutout to some of my mooties/some of my fav people ☺️

@meowzfordayz is literally an angel omg when I sent her an emergency request it went way above my expectations. (The OP writing skills? HELLO???) Also she’s so friendly omg like high key- MARRY ME 😩 /p

@xxsabitoxx is fucking hilarious. Her writing makes me giggle and twirl my hair and (sometimes) throw my phone across the room like I’m reading 2018 omega wattpad smut. Also she’s a bad bitch 😤 (love the thigh tat btw) and I would fight anyone on sight for her

@muzanswaifu literally makes me leap to my phone/laptop when I get a notification. Also watching you and May interact is fucking hilarious. AND YOU PROTECTED ME FROM AN ANON THAT WAS HARASSING ME??? Adopt me please

@bunny-n3zuk0 is one of the sweetest people I’ve met. Makes me physically and mentally smile whenever you interact with me. Like- how do I put it- (MARRY ME JULIET YOULL NEVER HAVE TO BE ALONE🎶)

@tomiokas-lunchbox is literally on my top ten kin list. I’m dead serious. (GIYUU STANS WHERR YALL AT??) also like everyone else needs to convert to Sanegiyuuism or else I’ll sacrifice you to my closet that needs cleaning

@renhoeku is…how do I put it? Amazing? Absolutely lovely? A fellow rengoku stan whom I want to marry who I want to be besties with? We can like simp for Rengoku together and like have tea and just read smut abt him like I’m down if you are

@akaza-dono-the-basketball is one of my lovely moots, who I adore interacting with. I mean just scrolling through your page at least once a day makes the sun shine a tad brighter. I literally have no words to explain my appreciation- so- 💖❣️💞💘💝💗❣️🩷

@pammyjammy117 was probably the reason I got the courage to make my own Demon Slayer OC. (ALL HAIL ENŪMA🛐) I love going on their live streams on TikTok, and I am absolutely in love with your OC. (I’m working on the Enūma and Monsterverse Kyo smut I promise 😔)

@thatonegenshinsimp is one of my lovely Genshin moots. ☺️ Got me going feral over Itto I swear to mf Jehovah himself after reading your writing I wish I could go back to like those old Gacha days and like be in one of those “whatever you say comes to life” vids so I could bring my bbg to life (and proceed to turn into the loud house)

@sweet-honey-fruit is one of my favorite writers for Genshin Impact characters! Omg that m’fing poll…I’m still going feral over it oml. 😭 Cant wait to see the finished product!! I’ll try to be like somewhat patient 🤷‍♀️

@moraxsthrone is literally so fucking talented. The way you write Zhongli makes me quiver in my boots (and makes something else quiver) Got me up at 2am in an iPad kid position with my horrid posture just scrolling through your page

@yeahitzally is also a literal angel. WHY ARE YOU SO NICE TO ME 😩. Lemme just- 🌹🌸💐💐🌺🌷🌻🪷🪻 Flowers for you my darling. :) I’m grateful to have you as a lovely moot. ^^ MWAH 😘

@peachdues is so talented that I almost didn’t believe it at first. Like okay Shakespeare you ate that! 💅 No but being fr your writing is so good like I’m jealous at this point. 🥲 (also a fellow Sanemi simp I SEE YOU 😏) Oh and if I’m bothering you too much just tell me 🫠

@knyesplease is one of my many lovely KNY mutuals. (Also shoutout to them go support their works!!) I love love love interacting with them, and I can’t wait to get to know them more! Also, thanks for being willing to help me out on my big KNY project. :)

Please DM me please and very much thank you if you want to be featured in this appreciation post. :) Always willing to add someone I may have missed. (But, keep in mind, if we’ve only interacted a handful of times like maybe once or twice, I might not add you.) Also this post was inspired by Meowz!

That’s all! Charlotte out.

#appreciation #appreciation post #mutuals #my faves #all of y’all are so lovely Omg #I want some of y’all to marry me/hj

[kitty8804]

What If the Danganronpa V3 Characters Were Given Digimon? Part 4

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

Kaito Momota

Finally another digimon x Danganronpa post after almost a month! It’s Kaito’s turn! I was originally going to do Shuichi but his digimon line has been more difficult than I thought (Kyoko does not help). While trying to figure out his I found digimon that made ENTIRE DIGIVOLUTION LINES for multiple characters!! To add to my suffering none of them are from V3 🥲. I needed a break so I decided to work on a character that would be easier. Honestly Kaito’s digimon went through a lot of changes during my process, but I think this is a very fun line, and surprisingly easy. It think this is the fastest I have ever made a line.

Rookie: Rocketmon

Yes everyone I used the forbidden form. I used an Appmon. I don’t care what anyone says I consider Appmon to be Digimon and anyone who disagrees can fight me! This is far from the last time I will use an Appmon, so put away those pitchforks! I found out about Rocketmon while looking for digimon for Shuichi and in a desperate attempt I went to look up Appmon. As soon as I saw this guy I knew I needed it to be Kaito’s partner. I was originally going to use Lunamon and then the rest of her line due to its relations with the moon and I thought giving Kaito a feminine digimon would be a nice change of pace. While I still think that would be an amazing fit for Kaito I think Rocketmon is the better choice. What better digimon for the Ultimate Astronaut than a literal rocket?! It also serves as a great reference to Kaito’s execution since he was thrown into a rocket. I did briefly consider Gammamon because all of its forms relate to constellations and the stars, but I like to include as many different references about a character as I can. If I can hint at a character’s death or execution I will, as morbid as that is. That aspect is lost with Gammamon.

Champion: Starmon

I’m so proud of this pick. This digimon just screams Kaito. Kaito literally calls himself Luminary of the Stars and Starmon is well a star. Lore-wise it is said to be discovered in a planet analysis software of a space development center, and is described to be a space warrior! I also thought that out of all of the options that I had listed for Kaito, Starmon served as the best transition from Rocketmon and the Ultimate that I chose to use for this line. The metal armor kinda creates a connection to a machine like digimon like Rocketmon. But I also think Starmon fits Kaito’s personality well. It’s a justice seeking digimon that has good intentions, but it is also hot-blooded and tends to think with its fist before its head. Now that sounds a lot like Kaito to me. Honestly these two would probably get into so much crap together because they would just try to save the day without thinking.

It’s alternate digivolution time! So I went back and forth on what digimon to use for a while. In the end I decided to go with Kausgammamon.

So part of the obvious reason as to why I decided to use this digimon was because the entire Gammamon line has a strong relation to constellations and the stars, which obviously relate to space. But this is another digimon that I see as a goofy pal that Kaito would have a fun time with. I also thought it would be fitting for the Ultimate Astronaut to at least have an alternate digivolution that could fly and also carry him. Kausgammamon also serves as a refrence to Kaito’s love suite event. For anyone who doesn’t know, in his fantasy he is an airplane pilot who wishes to defeat his sworn rival before going to space, but he has developed romantic feelings for them. Kausgammamon kinda resembles a plane, at least to me it does. It’s just a fun reference that I haven’t been able to make yet.

But I still have one more digimon for Kaito in the Champion stage, and it’s his dark digivolution. Now despite how optimistic Kaito is it’s almost to a toxic level in V3. He truly wants to believe in everyone but then he ignores the very obvious evidence that proves his classmates guilty. In some sort of anime or fanfic I think Kaito would put his trust into the wrong digimon and that digimon would end up betraying him and try to kill him. Obviously his digimon partner will be with him during that encounter. Either the hurt of the betrayal causes Kaito to get super pissed or Rocketmon gets super pissed at Kaito for trusting a random digimon that was probably very sketchy. But either way those negative emotions would cause Kaito’s partner to dark digivolve into GulusGammamon.

First of all can I just say how much I love this digimon and his design! Given the scenario I just explained I think it would be fitting for Kaito’s partner to turn into a digimon that just wants to fight and kill everyone and everything. If it can’t trust it’s friends then everyone is it’s enemy. Also I get to keep the star theme, which is awesome! But yeah, Kaito is going to need to have a lot of therapy with his partner in order to fix things.

Ultimate: Crescemon

I was bound and determined to have that Lunamon refrence dang it! Obviously Crescemon is tied into the moon which would most likely be where Kaito would have gone if he had to opportunity to finish his training as the Ultimate Astronaut and then go to space. But he died instead. Crescemon is also the best transition I could think of from Starmon due to its pieces of metal armor. Starmon also digivolves into Crescemon in Digimon Cyber Sleuth Complete Edition, so this works! Crescemon is also a protector in nature, which I definitely think fits Kaito. He was always determined to help his friends in V3, especially Maki. This man even killed Kokichi so that Maki would not be the blackened. This man is a protector so Crescemon fits him perfectly. I did think about using Superstarmon but I really did not want to use it and Starmon in the same line. It’s literally just a yellow Starmon with sunglasses. One of the things I like about doing this is that I like forcing myself to be creative and using Superstarmon just felt too easy and plain. Besides Crescemon gives me a different type of space reference. I also did think about using Canoweissmon as an alternate form, but once again I like using multiple references and I would’ve lost the love suite reference since I only want everyone to have one alternate form that isn’t a dark digivolution. Also I wanted to look at more aspects about space than just stars. Kaito’s picture literally has the moon behind him!

Mega: Siriusmon

Okay maybe my choices are not as creative as I thought since this is the third member of the Gammamon line that I have used. I think I already explained most of the reasons why I would use this digimon. I did consider using Dianamon, but I just felt like Siriusmon suited Kaito more. It’s also still serves as a decent transition from Crescemon. But man I can not get over how cool the gun and sword and gun combo is on this digimon. Definitely one of my favorites. 

And that’s it for Kaito everyone. I’m honestly really proud of this line overall, even if it isn’t the most creative. Hopefully this change of pace will allow me to actually finish Shuichi this time. Hopefully I won’t take a month this time, but I’m a busy college student so we will see. I love you all! Bye!

#random #funny #fanfic #alternate universe #crossover #danganronpa #danganronpa v3 #danganronpa v3 killing harmony #digimon #digimon au #kaito momota #danganronpa kaito #spoilers #appmon #digimon ghost game #digimon adventure #prompt post

[fluffallamaful]

Time Travel AU: okay but what about the Fiancés?

So, Sapnap comes back fully aware that 1) Karl has amnesia, 2) Quackity tortured Dream, and 3) Quackity is…kinda fucked up. I don’t think Karl’s storyline is over in canon yet, so let’s focus on Sapnap and Quackity for now.

Sapnap wants two things: his lover and his brother. He doesn’t know the timeframe of when Dream was tortured, exactly, and he doesn’t know the specifics. So when he goes to Las Nevadas and learns that Quackity has Dream cooped up in his hotel he assumes the worst. But he does what is probably the smartest thing he’s ever done — and also a catastrophically stupid mistake — and keeps his mouth shut, thinking that he can play this game of 3D chess and maybe things’ll work out.

Quackity, meanwhile, remembers Sapnap’s whole manhunt for Dream after he escaped prison and assumes that his concern is based around Dream not being secure. So he puts on a show about how “He’s more secure than EVER” and “He won’t try anything, trust me” — unknowingly adding fuel to the fire.

phhhh goodddd 😭😭😭

wait so sapnap turns up at quackitys door,, aiming to i guess check on dream? would he want to help him? did their limbos allow them to see other peoples perspectives? like would sapnap know about tommy and dreams last conversation before nuke?

(discussion below)

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regardless, perhaps his limbo made him realise that dream is possible more saveable than he originally realised? or perhaps it just made him realise that dream wasn’t as safe from himself and others in prison as he originally assumed 🥲

so he goes to check on his well-being? panicked about the fact that he’s literally living in his torturer’s city??? only for his fiancé to answer the door and straight away make it clear that dream is absolutely secure and not going anywhere. i feel like he’d be able to sense that quackity is lying. they are fiancés after all. but he’d just assume that it would be because quackity is hiding the fact that he’s torturing dream…

i’m interested to know what you think sapnap’s next motives will be? :O like he keeps his mouth shut to not draw suspicion, but then would he be trying to break in and save dream? would he try to gain sam and quackity’s trust so that he could gain some inside insight? i really wish the relationship between quackity, dream and sap post-torture was explored in canon more coz omgggggg. what cool dynamics there 😵‍💫

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#llama asks #soup the destroyer #Soups Time Travel AU #it’s so cool how much you’ve thought this outttttt

[kpophubb]

hi honey 🕊💌

first thank you for your warmest words and kindness , you aren’t late I send it today in between my sessions 📖🥺🥹😭❤️

I’m so happy for you <3 congratulations 🎉, hope you can follow your dream and become someone you want to be ~ plus I wish you a lot of positive experiences 🥰💪🏻🎉 👩🏻‍⚕️

Ukraine 😔 I miss everyone so much , I miss my home 🏡 my dog ( I’m not even sure if I’ll be able to go there back one day and if it’s not ruined by weapons and bombs .😣😞

I really appreciate your support , like so much that tbh it feels unreal ❤️

Today I’m having a very hard day I haven’t been crying for about 2 weeks I think , as long as I can remember, but today I did like 4 times (( thank you for kind words , I actually took a screenshot to read them again 🥺💝

Today I was sitting and thinking that I’m so tired .. I’m so exhausted always looking for acceptance , always expecting ppl to be nice to me, like same I am to them..

I’m enfj and I think it’s the most insecure type of all of them I read the profile and it says I’m always looking for acceptance , validation and praise from others … and that’s true , I don’t know what kind of creature -freak am I ? .. z, feeding and living literally for others approval 😔

Did you name your niece ?:) I guess you might have some family business going on but ! Don’t worry posting ff late , pls STAY day is on august 3 heh omg 🤧🥰😍🥰

Also don’t forget about your own happiness and well being , I hope you are surrounded with support and love ☺️😇😍

Have you got any other dreams recently ?

What books 📚 have you bought?

Could you pls put a link somewhere for that fic with hy + sunghoon? So it’s easier for me to find 🥲💓

Todays song recommendation , also feel free to share smth with me🤗💖

Good night & have a nice day / morning , everything that you are having atm. Sending hugs. And I love YOU TOO🥺🥹💗

~ 🐁 anonie:)

Hi anonie 😭🥺💕🤧 first of all the jakey heart pics omg🫠🤧 (hit me right in the gut and heart) and our baby riki pic 💝🥹 aaah the greatest start to a message! Ahh it must be quite devasting right?:( like you’ve suddenly been thrown into a nightmare and everything feels so so foreign and frustrating. There’s no guarantee if you’ll ever be able to go to your country/home back and I picture you feeling so lonely. *pats on the shoulder* please stay strong. And keep working towards finding a new home, focusing on jobs for now. Life sometimes gets so unpredictable and it feels like everything’s over and you’ve lost, but a bad turn doesn’t mean you’ve hit a dead end. New doors always open and it’s very tough at the start but later on, you will reach a beautiful destination I promise. 💓 and I am literally an enfj too? My personality is a mix of ENFJ and ENFP. So I understand what you’re talking about. We’re very loyal and people’s person and that’s why it easily affects us when we’re not kindly treated by those around us. And getting other’s people approval/acknowledgment makes us feel so valid. But truth is, I adjusted myself to the reality of this world long time back. Not everyone is gonna be nice to you or be grateful to you no matter how nice you are to them or how much you help them. It’s some people’s nature. That doesn’t mean you have to stop being a nice and kind person to everyone around you. Just try to give without expecting anything in return ok? That’s how I’ve trained my mindset and I’m able to be happy now no matter what. As for the validation thing, I am not a confident person either and I have high self doubts and anxiety. I feel like I’m not good enough in a lot of cases and I often seek approval from others around me BUT I have changed that (and am still trying to) I have decided to be my own cheerleader. I tell myself that I’m worth it, I’m doing my best, I am enough etc. I find my spirits and acknowledgement from ME MYSELF. Bc think of it this way. No one knows your efforts more than you or god, so why do u let others who haven’t seen how hard you tried tell u that you’re bad/good at something? Don’t give anyone that right. To hold authority over how you feel about yourself my love. 💞 and don’t criticise yourself for being this way. There’s nothing wrong in yearning for others’ affection or approval or attention. Human beings were always created to be with eachother, no human being can exist alone. It’s how we were made by default.

And yes I did name my niece haha her name was decided even before she was born😆! Ill show u all the books directly when they arrive- reading books give me all this maturity since they’re always about young adult/slice of life/romance. Here is the link to my most favourite songs by bebe rexha that helped me so much in my rough times.( I’m a mess , sabotage , empty ) And ofc the link to my two fan fictions that involve hyunjin x sunghoon crossovers! (When you fangirl too much over another idol) & (when they find out their crush is dating another idol )

As of now I don’t have any other dreams 😛 apart from making tons of precious memories that I’ll be able to take with me for the next chapter of my life. Binge read books, Netflix dramas and animes, watch kpop comebacks and ofc go out with my best friend! 👯💞 I am friendly with almost everyone but I have only one best friend! Piece of advice to you: be friendly and nice with everyone but let only a few people get close to your heart. Since we get hurt easily and expect easily, don’t let your heart break by letting too many people in. 💘 have an even better day, much love & warm hugs! 🤗❤️

#🐁 anonie #mia’s asks #engene 💌

[wonusite]

NEW NALANI FIC?3&2!282& IS THIS REAL LIFE ? ILY SO BAD THANK U FOR FEEDING US (reading this tonight for some me time and i’m BUZZING with excitement)

also happy valentine’s day!! i hope ur day went well!! what did u do other than post a fic to ruin our lives and also give us happiness than can only be experienced by floating to heaven after doing hard drugs in ibiza (im assuming that would be good i’ve never tried) hope ur healthy and happy, eat well and sleep well and take ur vitamins!! especially vitD and vitC bc the weather is fucking us all over

i went on a date today!! with the guy i’m seeing and it was lovely. got the biggest bouquet of flowers had a delish dinner. this was our third date but unfortunately i don’t think i fully like him… he’s so sweet and he goes above and beyond but. sometimes u don’t get that giddy giggly crush feeling that makes it click for u….. which is a shame bc he’s so lovely and would be the perfect bf but hhhh u can’t control ur feelings and sometimes i wish u could

UHHH 🍊 NONNY IS UNLOADING IN UR INBOX IM SO SORRY (all i could think about was seungkwan being naked in the nana tour preview, im bitchless at heart)

- 🍊

so sorry this is so late but i literally love you so much and i hoped you liked the fic 😭🤍 anyways i didn’t do a thing except work LMAO ya girl is an anti romantic irl sorry 🥲 but you’re so lovely i swear! wishing you all the happiness and health in the world bc you deserve it!

and omg tea 👀 and while i’m happy you got a romantic dinner date, pls don’t feel bad for not liking someone! it’s perfectly normal not to feel a spark or any chemistry w someone! will be rooting for your happiness from here 🫶🏼

(also you’re always welcome in my inbox w these thing it makes me happy that you feel comfortable telling me these things.)

ALSO YOU’RE SO REAL BC THAT MAN IS SINGLE HANDEDLY MAKING ME LOSE MY MINDDDD

#you’re the sweetest fr #ilysm #this genuinely made me so happy #🍊 nonny

[brzatto]

OHHHH weird writing question 1, 10, 27, 29 please❤❤ and darling may I just say that your richie/carmy fic "Blue Chicago Moon" is absolutely magnificent in every best way possible?!! It's so hauntingly beautiful I have been rereading the two chapters again and again HELP

🥲🥲🥲 you’re wayyy too kind omg thank you so so much 🤍 i’ve poured a lot of myself into that fic and i never expected it to gain this much attention, it makes me so genuinely happy to know that it resonates with people the way that it does. i hope you can be patient with me for the next chapter!! with what i have planned for it i think it’s going to be around as long as the second one if not maybe a little bit longer but we’ll just have to see >_<

1. i write in 11pt arial, but it’s funny because for most of my life (like literally my earliest moments of writing fic on a laptop) i wrote in eb garamond for some reason..?? i think i just liked how it looked and stuck with it, and then i had a brief phase with times new roman a few years ago, and then shortly after i came across a post along the lines of how writing in a font that doesn’t feel professional/judgmental relieves any subconscious pressure of aiming for perfection and makes writing easier. that post recommended comic sans specifically but that font is just too ugly to me so i ended up switching to arial instead just to test it out because that’s the most non judgmental font to me. i’m not entirely sure if it’s affected my writing process but i do genuinely love the clean simplicity of it when i write now and i don’t think i’ll ever change it again.

10. honestly i think i’m only haunted by past fics i’ve finished... almost everything i’ve published in the past has already been deleted or taken down but i don’t always save copies of my work so sometimes i think of my old fics and wish i could read them again just to know what my writing was like back then but any time i read my old writing (like anything before 2020) i criiiinge so maybe it’s for the best LOL

27. tbh i think it’s carmy? even though a good 80% of my fics in my docs are from his pov. i’m surprised i don’t write from richie’s more often because objectively i think carmy’s headspace is harder to comprehend… characterization is really important to me in writing and i’m always worried i wet-dogify carmy too much. like he IS very much a sad stupid wet kicked puppy but there’s also nuance to it? a balance to his character that i agonize over a lot. even now i sometimes reread what’s already published of bcm and i’m like… this feels ooc for him 😭

29. my main source of inspiration is definitely music! when i’m deep into any media i’ll look for ways to find it in almost whatever i’m listening to and i also really enjoy curating character pls too. i stopped working on bcm for a few months while being busy/preoccupied with other interests instead but listening to my carmy playlist definitely helps get me back into the headspace for it while i write. if you haven’t yet i would also really really recommend listening to the titular song by songs: ohia! this fic wouldn’t exist without that song and it’s definitely the #1 song that i associate with carmy and the bear as a whole. i link it in the beginning notes of the first chapter <3

#sorry again for late reply ;; but this made my day it was super sweet #ask game #ask

[leahclearwaterdefensesquad]

I really relate to your most recent post about jacob and bella because i am very much team jacob and ship edward with his own self-pity but sometimes I’m really just like ok you kno what fine! edweeb and bella deserve each other because canon bella can be so horrible and selfish & jacob deserves better than smeyer’s bitch ass self insert! but but then i get the feels because the jacob/bella dynamic can be so real and nice and I do feel like they really love and care for each other and I can’t help but see why they work. so while simultaneously wanting her to go away and live with her own stupid decisions, I also kinda wanted better for bella too and for her to get a chance to grow up and be better. they weren’t given the chance in canon but i think because I have feelings I’ll always wish they did 🥲

That's exactly how I feel!! It's really a conundrum for me for these exact reasons. Bella and Edward have their own special little toxic bond where their toxic traits are somewhat complimented by each other, so really they're perfect for each other in that way. They each fulfill certain wants that the other offers. Bella doesn't want to be some mundane, responsible bitch all the time like she had to with her parents, so the whole Cullen lifestyle that she wants where she's practically sugared and has superhuman powers is exactly what Edward provides her (I was born to be a vampire, bitch please.). And for Edward, well.... he gets to have the love that he's been missing out on as the seventh wheel and (an advantage he discovers after he turns Bella) silence from other's thoughts. But the controlling behaviors that Edward exhibits that's supposed to be seen as romantic, Bella literally acting like she can't live without him as well as prioritizing him over literally everyone else in her life is what makes Bella x Edward, or as I like to refer to them, Belward, a ship with its own fallouts and issues that doesn't necessarily make it a better option than canon Bella x Jacob.

The thing about Bella x Jacob is it is such a charming example of friends-to-lovers and I am a sucker for that trope. If it weren't for Bella using Jacob, and Steph twisting Jacob into an entitled fuckboy in Eclipse when Edward comes back, they would have had such a healthy and warm relationship, and the very idea of what they could and should have been is simply something I just can't get over.

Also the post I referred to that really puts this into words well is this post that I reblogged recently.

#personal asks #bella x jacob #bella swan #jacob black #edward cullen

[thisdreamplace]

Is it ok if i vent? I’ve been working on my self concept and embodying my desired state one day at a time. It’s gotten a lot easier to deal with shitty thoughts, feelings and my fears. My only issue is fearing that things might get worse in the 3D if i fully let go of my fears/anxieties and commit. I guess although i’ve been working on sc, there’s still a lingering fear that my fears might manifest as part of the bridge and throw me off course even when i’ve thought the shittiest thoughts/had the worst fears during my journey and they’ve never manifested. I feel like i’m on the right track and this lingering fear is getting in the way of me leaving the 3D alone and 100% focusing on me. I know my desires are waiting for me to just commit. i know exactly what i need to do but i’m just a little scared. But I’ve gotten this far and there’s no turning back. I don’t have a choice but to take this massive leap of faith. 🥺

I also wanted to say you’ve been extremely helpful on my journey and i’m so thankful to have found you. I wish i could give you a hug. So many times i’ve run to this blog when I was doubting and your posts always gave me that extra push to keep going. You’re a godsend, literally lol.

it’s always okay to vent !! 💓

tbh, this may not be comforting but it’s one truth that really helps set you free:

realize how clingling onto your fears isnt stopping them from manifesting neither.

in other words, you’re not protecting yourself from anything EXCEPT true love, happiness, and freedom.

when i started accepting this, it really did make it easier for me to stop running so much. because you’re not actually running from anything — just living with it, as it quietly lingers in the shadows. waiting for a day to pop up again. and that’s just… not a way to live. not when you know freedom is your choice.

whether the fears manifest or don’t manifest starts to become irrelevant when you get fed up with yourself and you hit rock bottom. i’ve been there. and i’d hope you don’t have to get to that place before you decide you deserve better. i think you deserve that freedoom and love now, regardless. but at the end of the day, that’s a choice you make.

when you don’t want to let the fear go, you’re really just locking yourself into a prison cell. and fear is locked into the cell with you. lol meanwhile, the entire time you have the key to your own freedom… so it really comes down to your choice. and essentially you know that, as you said.

so just. face it. just sit with what the fear brings up within you. and watch how you survive, and even come out more confident in yourself and what you want out of life. in the middle of all the emotions, it may feel so overwhelming. and that is okay. through that releasing, you truly will experience a freedom and love within you like never before.

be patient with yourself. and just do what you need to in order to feel okay and supported as you navigate through this. 💞

also, thank you for your beautiful words !! 🥲💓 i’m glad you found my blog too. you totally got this and i know beautiful things are right around the corner for you. 🦋💘

#i am

[clare-with-no-i]

clare…. i have really not been having a good day today so i went out to go exercise (simply so my brain would make the Happy Chemicals™️) and came back to the greek warrior au….. bless your soul🥲 i haven’t read it yet but i know it will be spectacular (i mean james as an ancient greek warrior?! i just think that will fit so WELL for goodness sake- also foreigners god is a literal work of art that i think about damn near every day and if this au will be anything like that i know it’ll absolutely floor me) i’m just so so glad you posted it today at this time😭😭 wishing u all the best and a big smooch to you xxxxx (also 12 CHAPTERS?! i am ascending)

omg. this made me smile so hard. (well, not the part that you're having a bad day!!)

first of all, good on you for getting out there to exercise! I am really proud of you for doing something to set off those endorphins :) second of all, I am so so happy that theogony could brighten your day a bit! it's just the short prologue for now, but chapter 1 coming soon! sending u the BIGGEST smooch back my love, and I hope you have a much better day from here on out. clare's orders tyvm!!!!!

#ask #anon #theogony #this is so sweet OMG

[kpophubb]

Hi baby 💕 ✉️ 🌝

Ahhh those Sunghoon gifs you reposted 🔥

I hope you had / are having an amazing day ! I kinda love your routine rn :) exercises are def good for the health I hope you are eating good and balanced meals ? Plus water ? ( ah I’m struggling heavily with all of those 😅🙈)

I can be literally so silly sometimes, I was checking your blog yesterday and I saw your reply and “I guess I replied in my head” till now , it’s literally next day 9pm here I was checking your blog literally 10 times looking for your message for me💀 but I think lmao just now I remembered I didn’t write anything 😭 I was waiting and checking your blog between the breaks and ah all my fault 🤦🏻‍♀️🤧😅🥲🥲

I happy for you again *^^^ uwu^^^ studying abroad is always an interesting experience & I hope everything goes smoothly and really happily :) medicine is hard tho too! I think even harder than law school 🏫.. I hope you still have time for your blog 😭🤧

Pat* pat* thanks for sweet messages 💕❤️💖 you are so adorable and I’m so happy I got a new friend:)

Also I got new medicine, my sickness (?) ah is kinda progressing .. I hope it’s not covid😭 that’s why I’m so slow on replies , I liter. would love to chat with u 27/4 and I am usually like this 😭🤧

Todays song recommendation that I can’t get enough is aespa— illusion , do you listen to GG? Maybe you have a bias in aespa? Also is your skz bias Felix ?:)

Thank you for 🍊 SUNOO 😽🥰🥰🥰🥰

Hugs and kisses baby , remember you are the best❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Also what do you think about my ideas for fic ? :) any you could work on ?🙈🙈😅😅🥰🥲

~ 🐁 nonie:)

🐁 anonie 🥺❤️ enjoy a little, fluffy sunsun edit first ( ♥︎ )

and about finding my asks ah you don’t have to go through so much trouble! Just go to “about my blog” portion in my pinned post and when you scroll down there’s a whole organised section for asks. “Anon list” over there click your emoji and tada! All your replies will show up🥰 I just opened my eyes from my sleep and I had such a romantic dream about taehyun ( from txt) 😳 my cheeks are blazing 😳👉🏻👈🏻 it’s always him I see romantic dreams about, today’s the second time! *gets shy and blushes uwu*🙈 he looked SO good AND SO MUCH TALLER THAN ME I could’ve passed out..*heavy breathing* 😮‍💨 and yeah ikr? Medicine is harder than law..and it takes up almost 24 hours of your time bc there’s so much study material and things to cover..I’m not sure if I can keep up w my writing speed and post fanfics as frequently, but I’m never leaving tumblr. 🫶🏻 I’ll always reblog gifs and answer asks and interact with the people here cause this is my safe haven.🥺🫶🏻💓 and I DID check out your fic ideas! I liked all of them tbh they are so cute T.T I wanna do a y/n’s best friend who is jealous over hyunnie and all, who also has feelings for y/n like you mentioned. But I can’t decide if it’s gonna be soobinie or sunoo! I feel like soobin would make a better appearance here since soobin and hyunjin are the same age? Better rivalry🤣 and more interesting love triangle haha. But ofc it’s upto you and who you want!! And naaaaahhh!! I hope it’s not covid :(( don’t worry it isn’t! Bc of rapid weather changes so many people around me (and even I did) face cold, fever, throat ache symptoms. I wish you a speedy recovery <3 I’m also glad I found a new friend T.T you’re so <333 I heard the last song by boa I think? It was pretty cool🤩 actually I’ve never heard songs from girl kpop bands before. I’m into the boyband culture so deeply haha. I only know itzy and heard one of their songs bc I literally simp for yeji!!😍 hugs and kisses back at you 😚 and I will leave this song review in our next ask <3 YEP felix is my skz bias WITHOUT A DOUBT 🌤💛 but my loyalty usually swerves between minho and seungminnie!😆

#mia’s asks #🐁 anonie #im 💖💖💖💖