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newsatsix1986 · 8 months
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The Newsreader's S2 Episode Four and Five Synopses have been shared!
As we get closer to the conclusion of our so far awesome second season, we're learning about two more episodes!
I am also very excited for the addition of Lynus Preston and how the show will be exploring the truths behind the concept of the Bicentennial, how it marked 200 years of colonisation in Australia and what this meant to the Indigenous community here. It honestly brings me great joy to see Geoff being manhandled by protestors too in the promo clip! 😂 It will be really interesting to see Dale putting together royal puff pieces alongside Helen's drive to get Lynus on telly, as a way of making sure that Helen can do this. I'm having a feeling we're all about to fall in love with Lynus and it is brilliant to welcome him to The Newsreader family! What a formidable season this will be! 🥰💖📺🌟
The fifth episode, oh goodness it is touching my heart. Just from the title alone I had suspicions that it would be a female-centric episode, hopefully focusing on Helen and Noelene, and I was right! Not only that, we're getting to hear from Kay and her heartbreaking story. I've already got a soft spot for this woman as I can just see something troubled behind her eyes. Seeing Helen and Noelene work properly together as a team and how they'll be affected by Kay's story is honestly a dream come true. In the 80s, Prime Minister Bob Hawke's daughter Rosslyn had some very public struggles with her own heroin addiction that caused him to have a public breakdown, so there are some very interesting historical parallels here too. What effect will this have on Geoff and Evelyn? This episode is going to air in my birthday week so happy birthday to me!
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tiodolma · 10 months
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s5 morgana looking so gaunt, pale and malnourished kind of reminds me of s1-s2 merlin lol
meanwhile s5 merlin was so buff and hale. he finally looked well-fed for once...he actually looks like s1-s2 morgana.
ofc i know colin morgan played a homeless heroin addict before s2-s3 was filmed and i also know he played this parkour fairy for theatre before filming s5.
it's just funny coincidence that bbc merlin and morgana swapped overall health and appearance levels as the seasons progressed.
also if it relates to overall repression and dependence on magic then could we say magic sustains the sorcerer when proper nourishment isnt available? and when sorcerers get enough daily sustenance instead of just relying on magic for everything then they start to blend in the non-magic crowd and disappear into the shadows?
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chappedlipjournal · 9 months
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The urges have not gone away. And they started before i began watching elementary. But ive realized over the last few days that show has been uhhh triggering at times. Its morbidly fascinating to me why. I am not a drug addict. I have never done drugs of any kind let alone somthing like heroin. And yet, I find sherlocks struggle with sobriety imitating my own struggles to stay clean with startling similarity. I have not done a lot of research into the "addiction" of self harm. But honestly, its how i have thought of my own relationship with it for quite some time. The initial burst of pleasure. The itch that cant be scratched. Giving in. Repeating and repeating. Building up a tolerance to the pleasure spikes. The guilt and shame and want. I know that I tread on delicate territory when I make this comparison. And i don't use it lightly. I have often thought that if I were do some drugs or some other addictive behavior repeatedly, i would without a doubt form an addiction. I dont have the same call to alcohol or drugs the way I do to the fucking exacto knife i have in my drawer for crafts. I was warned that meth will rot your teeth etc. I was not warned thar a razor blade could just as easily ruin my life. I wonder what i would be like if that had been talked about. Would have i still picked it up? I dont know.
Sherlock ends s2 with heroin in his home. Stored away in a tiny little cut out in a book no one but him would ever think to look in. I kept razor blades, needles, bandages long after i had stopped cutting. He kept it as a test is what he said. But i also think he kept it for security. It was right there within arms reach. If he ever needed it. I have felt the same about the blades in my life when i was feeling desperate. Kitchen knives. Disposable razors. And push come to shove. I am an adult. I have my own money. I can buy a pack of blades at the store. Although that would feel like admitting defeat.
I dont know why im writing this all out. It doesnt change anything. Ive just been struggling a lot lately and i think some is self inflicted and some is not. I dont want to stop watching elementary though. Overall i enjoy the show a lot. I dont want to get rid of my exacto knife either because I bought it after losing my first one and i do want to do crafts with it.
Ive also been writing a fic that heavily centers on self harm. Sometimes i find it cathartic. Or at least a way to fake the high. Its usually not triggering. But this time, it is. I pick it up in fits and starts. Trying to nail down the words for the exact feelings.
I think all of this is also compounded by the fact im really struggling with the idea i may be autistic. I hate the ambiguity. I hate not knowing. And i look at the autistic experiences i see around me and cannot relate. And i think how i cam i keep a job for the next 40+ years? It makes me want to die. And i wonder is that normal? Is that how everyone feels? Is it because im autistic. Idk. Idk!!!! But i have a job in my field that pays relatively well. I am not asked to do more than i can. Its a cushy office job where i am able to handle things and do things and do it well. I dont think i would ever qualify for disability. And yet the thought of staying here for 5 years until my retirement is solidified nearly makes me nauseous.
And im also really struggling with my sexuality and romantic orientations again. That guy just really fucked up my head. Unbeknownst to him. I need to go to bed. Its too fucking late to be having an identity crisis. Dear lord.
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esta-elavaris · 1 year
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top 5 fav books, tv shows and films.
Books:
The Winternight Trilogy - Katherine Arden
The Heroin Diaries - Nikki Sixx (got me through a looot of shit in my teens/early twenties - albeit not heroin addiction lolol, highlight of my life was meeting him and telling him that//having him encourage me to keep writing)
The LOTR trilogy - J.R.R. Tolkien
Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
The Haunting of Hill House - Shirley Jackson
Honourable mention to Can't Hurt Me by David Goggins, which is a complete game-changer as far as non-fiction goes. I hesitate to call it self-help, because it's above that. He's just an unreal human being, you can't listen to him and not want to get your shit together.
TV shows:
The Haunting of Hill House (seriously, god tier, it's not just "good for horror", it's absolutely phenomenal all-round and it just happens to be horror - the book is amazing, too, even if it's quite different)
Black Sails
Outlander (I'd say the newer seasons really don't match up to how good the first ~3 are tho)
Marco Polo (pretty grim, sorely underrated, cancelled by Netflix after S2 tho -- and it's left on a cliffhanger)
GOT/HOTD (I know they're obvious but I always come back to them for background noise while I write)
Mad Men (same as above)
Movies:
LOTR trilogy
POTC trilogy
The Lost Boys (one of those where when I introduce people to it I need to stress "this movie isn't a masterpiece, but it was a big part of my Formative Years")
Sense and Sensibility
Pride and Prejudice
Phantom of the Opera
I know I chose six in some places but in all fairness, uhhh, I wanted to uwu
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islandfate · 6 months
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s2 character recap time!!! this may get somewhat controversial but i am excited to share my feelings, so enjoy what's below the cut! i had a loooot of emotions this season and my fav man ever appeared so, that made me very happy. but some characters made me very UNHAPPY which you will see. also i really needed to finish this up so some character recaps are a little short. whatever. anyway!! enough chatter, let’s get on with it.
ben – you knew this was coming. there’s no way in hell i could talk about a lost season without starting with my favorite character ever, both in lost and otherwise: benjamin linus! now obviously we don’t get a lot of information about benry this season, and from what we do get, most of that isn’t even genuine. the ben we see here is just ... not who ben actually is!! the manipulation and the lies – yes, absolutely. his sass, too, which does slip out when he’s posing as henry gale. but his genuine personality is so wildly different from s2. this man doesn’t give a damn if he’s beat up. you could hold a gun to his head and he wouldn’t even blink. bc he always knows he can weasel his way out of everything!! but he’s gotta play it up as henry so .... obviously he’s gonna act scared and pathetic. honestly though, there isn’t one scene ben is in that i don’t adore. as usual, he captures the scene every time and just fully enhances it, even when placed next to characters i don’t really like. i am truly under the impression that ben was caught on purpose bc no way was that man wearing THAT outfit. and him getting caught in a trap just seems unlikely. but anyway, he was such a treat this season and just makes the show so much better.
charlie – i truly believe that charlie was done so dirty this season. as a whole, i don’t mind the idea of charlie having to continue battling his heroin addiction; i think the island tests people in different ways, and this was an interesting ( and heartbreaking ) way to go about it. what i didn’t like was the way everyone else reacted. ‘fire + water’ is already not the best episode, but to see the entire camp treat charlie as if he was nothing more than a drug addict, when it’s clear that other people have seen insane, nonsensical things﹘shannon seeing walt, kate and sawyer seeing the black horse, jack seeing his fucking dead dad﹘and not really been judged about it? it just rubs me the wrong way. charlie was unable to control himself, he was doing this while sleepwalking, and the one time he actually does take arron on his own merit is because he’s truly convinced that this is the right thing to do. and we have no evidence that charlie is even going to hurt aaron. but the whole camp ganging up on him, locke punching him, charlie being ostracized﹘to me, it’s just fucked up. no one tried to help him. and locke switched up on him so fast! i get locke was losing faith in the island, but to treat charlie like he was nothing more than a junkie really had me mad lol. i just think charlie just wasn’t given a whole lot of amazing screentime. i know that’s going to change in s3 for obvious reasons, but overall, i didn’t like charlie’s arc in s2.
sayid – ohhh sayid … here’s where my possible controversial opinions are coming into play. as stated in my previous character recap, i’ve never been a huge fan of sayid, simply because i don’t find him all that interesting. his flashbacks don’t really do it for me. and sayid in s2, well, i think he might be one of the most terrifying survivors. not necessarily in a good way, either. i understand that losing shannon was devastating for sayid, but the way he retaliates against the others is not it for me! there was absolutely zero evidence that henry gale was an other besides sayid’s gut instinct. and to me, enacting violence simply based on a feeling doesn’t cut it. obviously, later on, we know henry gale is an other. it’s ben. but, the survivors don’t know this at the time, and to see what sayid does to him is genuinely disturbing. he completely loses it, and if jack weren’t able to open that door, i have no doubt that sayid would’ve killed ben. even when sayid, ana lucia, and charlie go to find the balloon, sayid immediately jumps to the conclusion that ben lied without even looking around for it. he wants to kill him. he’s bloodthirsty, and that’s scary! but i do think it’s interesting how sayid is painted in this positive light, mostly because we’re seeing these events through the eyes of the survivors. and they trust sayid, however deranged he may become. but i like how they leave that trace of hesitation in the viewers; you watch sayid do this and you question it. it’s just interesting. and i love sayid’s line, “my name is sayid jarrah, and i am a torturer.” the look on ben’s face is great, and i just love him and sayid in this scene together. after this, though, sayid fades into the background for me. but from what i saw of him this season, i do not like sayid. i think his methods are questionable and always resort to violence. sayid might’ve been right about ben, but you even see later that ben is willing to talk without violence. it’s like there’s no other option in sayid’s head, and i just don’t like it! again, not saying he’s badly written, i simply don’t like his actions and i think there’s always another, usually better, way.
locke – as a general locke stan, i was surprised to see how much i disliked him in this season. which i guess isn’t anything new, that’s what this show does, but i expected to be a little more empathetic to his problems. i think how he treated charlie, however, really put a bad taste in my mouth, and it was just hard to watch anything with him afterward. genuinely, the only time i like locke in this season is when he has scenes with ben. i will always live by the fact that those two are the most interesting; i love their insane relationship, and to see the way ben gets under locke’s skin, even this early on, is so fun. ben truly is the reason locke decides not to press the button. crazy! locke just becomes so much more compelling when he’s having one of his verbal spars with ben. and the acting between those two is phenomenal. i’m sure i’ll have much more to say on these two in s3, especially s4, but i like what we see of them in this season. other than his ben scenes, however, i wasn’t finding myself enjoying many of his episodes. i think he’s so out of character in ‘fire + water,’ because to make locke angry enough that he would punch someone should take more than charlie taking aaron. something like that should be in a locke-centric episode. it was just … so stupid! and i’m not faulting the character for this, moreso the writers, but at the end of the day that’s what’s canon, so it’s what i’m going to judge. he just didn’t feel like the same character and it threw me off a bit.
jack – alright. as crazy as it is to say, i didn’t completely hate jack this season. he has his moments where he pisses me off, which is usual for him, but for the most part i didn’t mind his scenes and was actually on his side in some instances. mainly, when sayid was beating ben up and jack told locke he’d let the timer go down to zero if he didn’t open the door. i was like yes!! you did that!!! now jack made me mad with his dismissal of walt, telling michael that they were going to go find walt … just not yet? and when michael goes off to find the others and jack, locke, and sawyer follow, they’re obviously stopped by mr. tom friendly, who brings kate out, who was secretly following behind ( literally only because jack was being annoying and said she couldn’t go ). and jack seriously considers letting kate die in order to keep guns. that just made me so fucking mad i will not even lie to you. it’s jack’s fault for not letting kate come along; he knows how she is. and why he didn’t let her go with them is beyond me. i also enjoyed the scenes between jack and locke. the man of science / man of faith argument. it’s something that stays steady in the rest of the series, and i just really like their dynamic in this season. and jack playing poker was a little cute … i’ll admit. he was more in the background this season so i don’t have a whole lot more to say about him, but for once, i did not loathe this character!
ana lucia – not once in my life have i been a genuine fan of ana lucia. i’ve always felt a little indifferent toward her, but this season she was truly testing my patience. while i don’t completely blame her for shooting shannon﹘i know she was just afraid of the others﹘i think she was still a little too quick to shoot for having been a cop ( or maybe that’s exactly why LOL ). and her seeming lack of guilt for doing this is what also made me question her. i didn’t mind her relationship with sayid, that was interesting, but she didn’t seem to have many true relationships with anyone else. she and eko barely talk after they reach the beach camp, if at all. i guess she’s friends with jack, but their whole talk of an army didn’t even go anywhere, so i don’t exactly see what the point of that was. i just think she was in the right place to get killed off because she didn’t have much going for her, however terrible that is to say; it’s shocking, but probably not in a devastating way. it’s only really horrifying when libby is shot and lives, at least for a little bit. ana lucia simply didn’t do much for me. i didn’t despise her, but i didn’t really like her, either. she was just … there. always has been, and probably always will be!
eko – eko has always been one of my favorite characters. i think his backstory is not only intriguing, but completely heartbreaking, and seeing him become the new priest after yemi dies truly destroys me. i liked his short-lived friendship with ana lucia, and i just really enjoy the scenes he’s in. he has this air about him that makes you want to just … listen to what he says. and i think some of his quotes are the best in the series. i don’t necessarily agree with his idea to build a church, but i liked that he wanted to, and that he was still honoring his brother’s memory even now. and the plane boone died in being connected to eko still blows my mind. especially the fact that boone was literally talking to bernard on the radio. anyway, i think he’s just such a cool character, not only by looks but also by his personality. he’s gentle, but hardened. and he’s not afraid to kill if he has to. i just really like that, what can i say. his theme is also one of my favorites, something i of course have to mention, considering what a soundtrack junkie i am. overall, he’s just such a great character and it’s a shame we don’t get to see more done with him.
desmond – desmond!! he is absolutely one of my favorite characters in this show, definitely in my top five. maybe even my top three. i think he’s such a great addition, and not only are his centric episodes some of the best in the entire series ( flashes before your eyes?! THE CONSTANT?! god they’re soooo good ) but he’s also such a compelling character. i love his personality and i think he’s so fun to watch on screen. we don’t get a whole lot of him in this season, so i can’t say much about him, but i truly do adore him and he’s one of those characters post s1 that just makes this show so good. like, just an iconic fucking guy. i will never not love desmond and i think the writers killed it with him!! when he realizes that he may have crashed oceanic flight 815?? chills, every time. so good. ugh!
michael – as anyone who knows me knows, michael is one of my favorite characters in this show. something about him is so fascinating to me and i really just love his relationship with walt and how it completely shapes his actions. how love warps the very nature of his being, as we see in this season. it’s so fucked that he loses walt almost as soon as he gets him back. and i think his desperation is so … human. so understandable. and just heartbreaking. i honestly don’t know a whole lot of parents who wouldn’t kill for their children, so michael’s actions, however terrible, do make sense to me. if jack or locke or anyone had reached out more, had offered to help, had gone and done something for walt, then none of what happens might’ve happened. and if they’d done that, if they’d even bothered to have tried, then maybe michael would have trusted them enough to tell them what he had to do. because easily, michael could’ve told jack that he needed these four people to come with him to meet the others, and that they needed to let ben go. but he doesn’t, because he feels alone. and he’s terrified that he’ll never get to see walt again. however selfish it may be, it’s so compelling, and i just … fucking love this plot. it’s one of my favorites in the show﹘not only the benry gale era, but michael committing these murders in general. both things are just so unexpected and shocking. and you can see how horrified michael is by his own actions, and as we later witness, how much this really affects him in the long run. this whole plotline is just sooo crushing, but in the best way possible. i truly believe that it’s the best part of s2 and i will forever stand by that.
hurley – hurley has always been one of my favs. we really don’t get to see a whole lot of him in the first season, though we start getting a little more in s2﹘which i enjoy. i love the ‘dave’ episode and i remember being so shocked when you find out that dave wasn’t real. and hurley’s therapy session is just really hard to watch. he’s not in this season too much, so i don’t have a whole lot more to say, but i do think he’s one of the funniest characters in lost. like definitely in my top 3 for funniest characters ( which would be ben, sawyer, and hurley ). they all just crack me up. i know we’re getting to really fun things with hurley, especially considering the tricia tinaka episode in s3 is one of my all time favorites in the show, but i’ll hold off talking about that until i finish s3. but just expect more hurley thoughts next time!
sawyer﹘you know, i’m having a hard time remembering what sawyer actually did this season. i know he was shot, and there was the whole thing with the guns, but he really wasn’t too involved in anything else as far as i remember. that being said, he didn’t change much for me. he’s one of my top three characters and most likely always will be, i just love him so much and i think he’s absolutely hilarious! but, yeah, i don’t have much to say abt him this time around. i think he shines more in other seasons.
rose & bernard – i’m putting these two together because i probably won’t be talking about them again. they have never been insanely important characters to me, but i really do appreciate that the show gives time to them this season – not only with their reunion, but also with the ‘s.o.s.’ episode. they’re a cute couple and i genuinely enjoy their chemistry, and i’m glad we get at least one episode looking into their past.
claire – wasn’t a huge fan this season. i was slightly annoyed at how she made her problems everyone’s problem…i definitely understand with her prior trauma but it’s just like!! the whole camp doesn’t need to be involved! and i would get her being wary around charlie, i mean let’s be real he isn’t the best this season, but to just assume like everyone else that he’s taking drugs rubs me the wrong way. no, they weren’t technically together, but they’d been through so much shit together i felt like there would’ve been something more there. just overall, was not a fan of claire in s2!
kate – i was definitely able to stand her more this season, similar to jack. she has her moments where i like her and i think the thing with the black horse is interesting. honestly, being in the throes of s3, i’m kind of blanking on what she did this season, but all i know is how i felt aaaand … that was me being more tolerating of her! again, kate has never been a fav of mine, but at least i enjoyed her a little more this season.
shannon – yeah, they sure did shannon dirty didn’t they? dying weeks after her brother … phew. that’s rough. i really liked shannon so i was sad to see her go, but also her wanting to kill locke felt a little odd to me. like, you’re telling me this girl wants to kill someone? i’m sorry, but it’s just not connecting!! felt like tension for the sake of tension. i did like her seeing wet walt teleporting around and hated the fact that sayid never took her seriously about it. and being murdered by ana lucia UGH. but yeah shannon was fine this season, didn’t do much for me but also she was hardly around so. yk.
sun & jin – again with putting these two together because i’m too lazy to separate them. i think jin starts becoming much more likable this season and i like seeing him with the other survivors, especially sawyer and michael. sun is fine, i don’t have much to say about her as usual. can’t remember what these two did in s2 either. oh well! they’re simply alright to me.
libby – fuckin died in the worst way possible. literally no one listened to her. it’s heartbreaking!! but i did like her and i thought she and hurley were pretty cute. sucks she had to go but also it makes sense, michael had to kill someone and it wasn’t going to be a person in the main cast so … cue a somewhat background character dying. she didn’t deserve that. but i did find it so sad that she just went down for blankets and happened to stumble upon that scene. kills me!!
honorable mentions:
walt – was hardly around but the short scenes we get of him are fun. i have no idea what was going on with him and the others but it’s a fun plot for him to have been kidnapped. can’t even imagine the confusion of leaving the island and seeing the people he knows tied up and gagged while he and his dad get to leave! crazy.
cindy – the flight attendant. i liked that she was in this season and i enjoy seeing her in the next one. just some fun continuity with a character who doesn’t even matter.
pierre chang / marvin candle – slayed those orientation tapes. i have nothing more to say.
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zoomboyslove · 4 years
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🍡Gu Hai x Bai Luo Yin funny scene in #AddictedHeroin Ep7 🍡
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BONUS : part of video with this scene
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some thoughts on euphoria s2 ep2:
fuck cal and nate all my homies hate cal and nate
i genuinely did love cassie last season but she's pissing me off now knowingly hooking up with her best friend's abusive ex
i love maddie and hope she finds someone better than nate. it might not happen this season because getting out of abusive relationships is always hard and i'm sure if nate asks for another chance she'll take him back
i honestly don't think the rue/jules/elliot love triangle is going to be about dating because im pretty sure rue has never had feelings for anyone except jules, but those feelings are more akin to an addiction than love. i think the love triangle will actually be rue choosing between drugs (a.k.a elliot) and sobriety (a.k.a jules). and the drugs will win
homegirl is now doing heroin theres no fucking way she's not going to overdose this season
honestly fez beating up nate was deserved even his mom knew he was an asshole, im pretty sure cassie and maddie (and the dad) were the only ones who really care
i really hope ethan and kat dont break up but i feel its inevitable because kat doesn't have a healthy relationship with sex and her own self-image. i mean, doing cam shows at a young age is gonna fuck you up and ethan isn't a "fuck first talk later" kinda guy
i lowkey really like faye and want to see more of her
also i am here for lexi having a bigger role this season
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wellntruly · 3 years
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Sense8, Season 2, Half the Second + the Finale
In retrospect I really should have listened to my instincts saying I should write up the back half of S2 before watching the film-length series finale, but the problem with that was: I just wanted to keep watching so bad. An error was made! Because there is much to discuss in 2x07-2x11, but it becomes difficult to parcel it out in light of how the conclusion of this show was a 2.5 hour euro-hopping Gotta Get Our Guy epic that was also 3x more of a comedy than the rest of the series—a move I, if you’ll pardon me, L😘VED.
So this is surely gonna be a whole mess to structure, but you know what we’ll try!
Alright, in my recollection, the latter half of Season 2 has three big showdown tentpoles, they are:
- Wolfgang v. Lila (Cluster v. Cluster) - Dani v. Hollywood - Sun v. Bro
There is other stuff going on too of course, like Capheus being swept into whole ass political warfare (again!), and the thing where Will is actual-pants circling a heroin addiction from his time evading Whispers. This rules honestly, I like outcomes. And also affords us a really great Will/Kala scene, honestly one of my favorite pair-ups for both of them. Kala has this very open and thoughtfully distracting way of being a damsel in distress, where it’s like she just arrives and goes I’m having a personal issue, and I am trying to deal with that, but you’re about to do something very stupid so I had to come over here, and now we both need to help each other. And of course on Officer Little Spoon, that’s basically all he’s ever wanted to hear. I can both help and be helped simultaneously, my dream!
The different things that come out of different cluster combinations is one of my favorite, favorite things about this show. I’m a nerd who loves thinking about the mechanics of storytelling, and a premise where we always have seven other people who could arrive to contextualize a character’s circumstances feels like I’ve been given the biggest writing snack box I've ever seen. Anything you want to have happen, there’s someone who can get that going for you. Anything you’re curious about with a character, there’s someone who can open that door. This is a truly, truly character-driven show, which I believe is why [behind the scenes clip] I have been struggling trying to write this post by plot instead of characters this time. It just doesn’t work that well with Sense8, that’s not how it’s built. I mean here I was trying to frame this around three main plot beats of the second half of S2, and in less than a paragraph I’m getting waylaid into talking about my favorite cluster pairs and how & why they work the way they do!
For instance, if you ask me one of the all-time combinations, for just the pure Sense8 vibes of them, is Riley/Sunnnn, Riley/Sun! I think it’s because they are able to just be tired with each other in a way neither of them fully are with anyone else. So although they’re a melancholy pair, they’re also one of the most relaxed, and it has a relaxing effect on us too—something of that base Zen I was trying to describe back at the beginning.
Some SUBLIME Sun/Lito material in the back half of S2 too. Both raucously and poignantly juxtaposing one another, sometimes all at the same time, the way they always are together ("and she's not crying the same way that I'm not SCREAMING!") I could quote whole swaths of their new crying scene here with Lito flung on her bed with the stuffed animals, but I will refrain!
But Sun is like salt: she brightens every other sensate she's paired with. That’s part of what makes her such an ideal focal point for another big cluster collab to center around this season. The other appeal is that Sun getting to fight at a gala means she’ll be doing so wearing something incredible. Did I know it would mostly be just silver metallic booty shorts and kicky ankle boots? Well I could never have dreamed.
Nor could I have dreamt up Detective Mun, one of the few times a character is introduced just to be a love interest where you’re like oh but TOTALLY babe. I was pretty on board with him from when he showed up at her teacher’s house, but when he next appears in his hoot of a graveyard groundskeeper disguise, then proceeds to spar with her all through the tombstones because he knows that will make her feel better, and then literally a single tear drops out of this man’s eye when he gets one kiss from her, uh. I shipped it. A lot. God get his handsome ass, Sun.
Speaking of handsome asses!!—I will be yelling “FROM QUEER TO ETERNITY!” for the rest of my goddamn life. Oh…my fucking god. Mexico City sure has a hell of a run here, but when is Mexico City NOT having a hell of a run, I ask you! Listen I had been waaaaaaiiting for Daniela to become Lito’s agent, oh howww had I been waiting. She needs a job and he needs someone to get him a job, and clearly she was going to be a NATURAL at it. DOUBLE FISTING HER & HERNANDO’S CELLPHONES LIKE THE LATINA MALCOLM TUCKER, I’m in love.
I do have a sliiiight question though. In this Mexico…did Y Tu Mamá También not come out like fifteen years earlier? Did not Gael García Bernal and Diego Luna go on to become huge stars, careers very not tarnished? Did not Gael García Bernal—whom we’ve confirmed canonically exists in this timeline!—then even make La Mala Educación with Pedro Almodóvar also?? Fuuuuck wait Lito needs to make an Almodóvar are you KIDDING me, that’s your new hugely emotional gay niche buddy!!!!! But really though, not to get side-tracked: is the Mexican film industry really that homophobic? I mean yes, Mexico is a very conservative country, but like, so is America. Yeah of course I can see a situation where say, none of the Marvel stars would be “allowed” to be out because for massive action movies you need to make massive profits in order to make back the production costs, and so you don’t want to risk ostracizing conservative America and conservative China, so sure, with the Latino machismo thing in play as well, can totally see why Lito coming out would mean he couldn’t keep making the kind of mainstream het-flicks that had been his bread & butter. But for his whole agency to drop him??? In the county that has produced three filmmakers who between them have won 50% of the Oscars for best directing of the past ten years?? That is where I’m starting to get the feeling this might have been a bit…much. But y’know, by the other hand we sure had São Paulo Pride, so it’s completely not that this show is acting like you just can’t be gay in public in Latin America. Perhaps, like most everything, it’s just a complex situation. Perhaps there’s some truth here, as well as some exaggeration, like a lot of TV and movies, from a lot of different countries.
Hey I got another question! But this one is a world-building thought experiment I’ve become rather fixated on. You see I’m really curious over how this whole other cluster of Lila’s seems to be evil, as they are all helping her with what she’s doing. How does that come about. Are clusters just naturally similarly morally oriented to one another pre-connection, or is it more that after rebirth they might start moving toward one another in a heightened kind of groupthink. What if one member of our cluster had been like I Want To Be Bad News, would the rest of them just be like aw lame, black sheep of the family, or could they have been swept into it too? Like could the tendency toward sensorium groupthink be really dangerous, something you’d need to be careful about, to guard your cluster against being infected by an Idea. I’m fascinated by this possibility.
I guess if our cluster were going to be pulled toward darker behavior, it would probably have to be by Wolfgang, but part of what’s fascinating about HIM, is that just simply is not going to be happening on his watch. His loyalty drive is so interesting. He just woke up one day connected to these people and was like okay yeah I’ll lay down my life for you weirdos. I mean the whole Lila thing even happens because Wolfgang wants to just take care of this for the group, make sure no harm or worry comes to them regardless of what might happen to himself. Meanwhile everyone in his actual life he’s like, we have nothing between us Actually, sorry. Associates, randos, family—all the same. The big blinking exception of course is single solitary Felix, who is basically the model for how he’ll treat his clustermates.
Yet all that said, I was fucking staggered by the turn of the S2 finale. I REALLY had not expected Wolfgang for a kidnapped role! This is honestly an avant-garde choice. I mean to quote Jerah Milligan talking about The Old Guard: “—first of all, I knew that white dude was getting kidnapped. I don’t know why. I was like, something about him seems too nice: they gon’ get him. [laughs]” Because that’s how it usually goes!! But Wolfgang ISN’T nice in that kidnappable way, at all. Though admittedly I guess by this point we’ve already strapped down every other available white person to a bed at some time. And, as discussed, Wolfgang is a dramatically interesting choice because his cluster safety prioritizing instincts mean he will have approximately one hair’s worth of resistance to overcome to the idea that he should just take himself out, like their mom, before the Cannibal can eat through him to them. Wolfgang comes with his own self-destruct timer, basically.
Anyway this plot really is at its core the very same shape as The Old Guard, which does make me wonder: what is it about queer, multi-racial, supernatural-inflected action projects and the plot driver of “they took one of our people for Torture and we are going to get them back.”
For that is the simple and spicy gambit that kicks off the events of S3! Or the condensed feature we got of it, at least. No matter, nosebleeds and pained panting for everyone! Highly effective measure to bring everyone together, and quickly. I acknowledge we needed to keep tumbling forward for that sense of urgency, so I’ll just imagine in my head the missed moments of them all reeling a bit at finally touching one another for real [tiny scream]. And, Lito finally telling Hernando and Dani!!!!! In the most traumatizing possible circumstances good job baby.
Perhaps odd that from all this angst the final few hours would turn out to be so funny, but oh my god were they, and oh my god Yes.
Where even to begin. Well here’s one: There’s no way I can prove this but I never believed Jonas was dead and guess what. Meanwhile I *had* believed he’d turn out to have always been the goodest of guys, but was absolutely exhilarated by his steady development into this mild-mannered enigma no one can make heads or tails of anymore. Schrödinger's ally. This conversational sensorium Fae where you truly don’t know if he’s here to help you or harm you at any given moment, but everyone has just accepted him as part of the ecosystem. He shows up and they’re just like, aw jeez. Literally Nomi when he first reappears: “I didn’t think I could be any more confused by you, but congratulations, you found a way.” Literally Will by Jonas’s last pop-up appearance in the finale: “OhPLEASE Jonas not now!” Incredible.
The thing is, Lana Wachowski can DO funny. She can direct these totally kick ass, cinematic, big ol heroics fight scenes one episode, and then the next an action sequence as perfectly human and hilarious as that disorganized scramble up and back down the rooftops of Paris, that had me wheezing. Oh my gOD. Nomi suddenly running back to save Amanita even though that’s SO stupid, Lito immediately haring after her yelling “Family we’re coming!!”, meanwhile Jonas just does a runner off the other edge and Will’s like ahhhfjafd, and slips trying to go after him. Overjoying. And that’s all before we got to the tour bus Trojan Horse scene, A G I F T. Me in my notes, visibly losing it: “Asian tourists Sun and Mun are MURDERING me, Lito looks EXACTLY LIKE SUFJAN STEVENS, Felix has a bandanna holding back his bangs and is cowering with Wolfie in pastel denims—help help help help”
There really seemed to be a deliberate choice to make the finale more comedic, which just to reiterate, I am aaaall about. Humor does not have to come at the expense of drama or stakes! Imo it often enhances them.
I also feel there were a couple character notes given out before the finale got underway. One, make Capheus a blast and a half—dang you did it! He is so fun in “Season 3.” Sort of a return to how happy-go-lucky he was in S1 before the weight of the world really started coming down on his shoulders, but also just a little bit of a reconfiguring as well. He became super effusive, basically, the kind of person who immediately upon meeting him is going to sweep Felix up in his arms for a big laughing bear hug. He’s basically become the cluster’s wise himbo, if that’s not a contradiction in terms, and it’s a welcome energy.
The second was the reboot of Rajan back to the absurdly sweet goober he was in S1, something that allowed for a HUGE development to unfold, which we are at last gonna get to.
Rare for a male character, I appreciate that Rajan has gone through three distinct styling looks over these three seasons, which I will call The Hair, The Cut, and The Beard. 1 and 3 are good! Interestingly, Rajan the character is bad in S2 too—connection?? But honestly somehow Rajan had slid from being the crushingly sincere dreamboat who planned a whole dance number to do for his wife at their wedding, to this distracted pharma husband whom I was pretty certain was involved in whole scale political racketeering. The reveal that he was actually helping uproot some political racketeering does work I guess, but what works the most is having him show up in Paris in a little scarf being baffled while cradling scientific equipment someone’s handed him to his chest with both arms. Well this man is back to being adorable, I thought, and I am SO supportive.
The thing is, The Hair was always great, and The Beard is him but more. He’s kind, he’s funny (the only utterance of “My wife!” I have ever burst out laughing at), he’s usefully loaded, and he almost always meets new circumstances with that combination of curiosity, factual reasoning, and open-mindedness that I think of as a marker of all good scientists. It is no wonder to me at all that Kala spent the finale realizing she really does love this dude, nor after processing it for 1.5 seconds, am I at all surprised that Wolfgang was like wait hang on, can I like him too? Wolfgang Brogdanow, who has been turning his mouth towards the mouths of other men since Orgy 1, was so imminently suited to be like hey, now that I’ve met him and he’s fucking cute, a Thought: do you guys wanna party. What if we’re over the love triangle, what if the threesome is what we do.
AND SO THAT’S JUST WHAT WE DID. I whole-heartedly approve, wow suddenly I'm invested in Kala/Wolfgang now that it's this!! Plus Lito & Hernando decided to have some sexy make-out fun with Dani, a very hot and adorable choice as well.
Because Sense8 said OBVIOUSLYYY we’re ending with another big queer sense-orgy come on, come on. The final shot will be a pan over the newlywed lesbians’ discarded strap-on then a cut to “for our fans,” fuck yes and good NIGHT.
And a final round of loose notes I’d jotted down:
wait Neets has THREE dads??? I just thought she had two!
the thing is by this point I look at Wolfgang and am like, I’d give you a kidney
OBSESSED with the Ikea glass of water next to the blockers in the abandoned church
Hernando and Dani are having strawberry margaritas and Lito just walked out in a onesie
man, I should just try to be the Amanita I want to see in the world
“I’m not saying it’s not natural—though, let us remember that cancer is natural, so naturalism itself should not be considered a virtue—” Kala I love you
~*Iberian Dreams*~
forever entranced with Sun’s teacher handing her a carpetbag and saying he packed her some clothes, and then literally every new scene of her for the rest of the series she is wearing the coolest high end fashion piece you have ever seen in your life. sir!?
y’know what Brian J. Smith is doing a good job here, the boy’s been a wreck since the moment he entered the hallway
god every golden hour shot in India, the colors…
their crowd scenes are so intense because they really get the CROWD, and it FEELS different
every time Will tries to say he’s a cop…shhh honey please, shh no please
I *love* them all piling up together behind the car, the choREOgraphy
Kala like excuse me, can I just, and reaching right into Sun’s bra: we love it
OPENLY WEEPING OVER THIS NOMI/NEETS PROPOSAL
oh I was TRULY WONDERING if we were ever going to go back to how much Wolfgang loves singers but is afraid to sing! wow remember when it seemed like that was gonna be his thing.
Jonas would be reading Proust
me at a certified killer, armed: “Barefoot biscuit, this is never gonna work”
wait they’re finally speaking Hindi what the fuck!!
well at least it happened for a moment!
yeessss Dani
yeeeeeesssss Dani
fuck I love this show people are always saying shit like “I’m the Speaker of the Archipelago”
doing it at a club is delicious. Milton is literally leashed.
aww, I just realized our cluster is an orphan 😩
everything Max Mauff does with his body in this Wolfie reunion scene caused me to make a convulsive gesture with my hands. good show buddy, wow
my favorite Lila is no question Italy Endures Lila
Puck’s hair thing, is so weird, I’m obsESSED
honestly big ups to everyone’s boyfriends for their rapid up-take of this: Hernando, Rajan, Mun, Felix—this one’s for you, boys!
Wolfgang teaching Rajan through Kala and finding this oddly enjoyable…I don’t know if we skipped past the part where they’re all okay with it but I love the world where they’re all okay with it
I’m so glad we get to end this with a big gay wedding
a big gay wedding set to the Magnetic Fields??!? are you doing this to me right now!
the AMOUNT of poly threeways happening here!! I mean just two but that’s an astonishing number. out of six!! that’s a third!!
anyway everyone in this cluster is the guidance counselors from Caleb Gallo, but especially Lito and Hernando
Will: You guys are in like a three way…relationship? Lito: It’s called a throuple we’re in a throuple. Hernando: We’re in a gay-centric semi-nonsexual throuple with us and Daniela. Will: Will: What is— Hernando: It means we don’t have sex with her as often as we have sex with each other, but we do love her and she does live here and she’s in this relationship. Lito: She’s in this relationship.
(Kala, leaning forward from where Rajan and Wolfgang are nibbling each of her ears (they just cheerfully fall forward into the space she’s vacated to keep making out behind her): “Wait can you repeat this?”)
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tiodolma · 1 year
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#why he looks so much better older than he was in his 20s?
@the-king-and-the-druidess
Colin Morgan's role as Cathal in Parked where he played a Heroin Addict did a number on him. That's why Merlin in s2-s3 was so thin and gaunt.
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stellekissu · 2 years
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Series y películas BL 2024
CAMBOYA
Eye contact (មើលបាន ហាមសម្លឹង) My Croissant (បេសដូង) The Bartender
CHINA
Blue time Couple or Not Guardian of the Lands Couple Or Not Liuyi Children’s Day Mou Mou My Family Won Lottery (B) ➨ The Spirealm [Febrero] S.C.I S2 Guardians of The Lands 垂涎Desire
COREA
About Desire Acting Lovers ➨ Actor:eal [Marzo] Aquaman Ambiguous Bermuda Triangle Bizarre Romance Blossom Campus ➨ Boys Be Brave [Abril] ➨ Jazz for two [Marzo] Blueming 2 Boarding house number 5 Business As Usual Choco Milk Shake (S2) Comfort The Boy Each Other’s Circumstances Eccentric Romance Eul's Love Gray currents ➨ Gray Shelter [Abril] Half a Kiss & Half a Spice ➨ Happy ending [Enero] Heesu In Class 2 I A Gangster Became A High Schooler I Love You I Kill You I wanna bite Kang Baek Ho Killing Stalking Kissable Lips (S2) Like ➨ Love for Love's Sake [Enero] Love in spring Love in the Big City ➨ Love Is Like A Cat [Abril] Love Is Puppy Like Love supremacy zone Love Weather Forecast Lying My Bias Is Showing?! No alcohol Ocean likes me Our song (P) ➨ Please Teach Me [Marzo] Skam Space Bakery Strongberry The time of fever Tinted With You (P) Unintentional Love Story’s spin off Where Your Eyes Linger (P) Who Can Define Popularity? 태권도의저주를풀어줘
FILIPINAS
➨ Baka Pwade pa? [Enero] Cheat the series (S2) ➨ Kung Nag-Aatubili [Marzo] Love team (S2) Oh my Gee! Perfect Blend Sashes and Heart The Day I Loved You (S2) ➨ The Perfect Heartbreak [Abril]
HONG KONG
Eyes on you
JAPÓN
➨ A Man Who Defies the World of BL 3 [Abril] Aichaku ➨ Although i love you and you? [Enero] ➨ At 2500 in Akasaka [Abril] Baban Baban Ban Ban Vampire (P) BL Drama no Shuen ni Narimashita: Crank Up Hen Bokura no Micro na Shuumatsu Boys love omegaverse (P) Can I Buy Your Love from a Vending Machine? Let's Eat Together, Aki and Haru 2 [Junio] ➨ Living with Him [Abril] ➨ Love is Better the Second Time Around [Marzo] ➨ My strawberry film [Febrero] ➨ Ossan's Love Returns (S3) [Enero] ➨ Ossan's Love Returns: Haruta to Maki no Shinkon Shoya (P) [Enero] ➨ Perfect Propose [Enero] Sensei no Otoriyose What She Likes ➨ With You I Bloom [Abril]
MYANMAR (Birmania)
➨ Healing Thingyan [Marzo] ➨ Khar Taw Mi (ခါတော်မီ)* (P) [Abril]
SINGAPUR
Boys desire spare money (P) Getaway Straight Best Friend
TAILANDIA
➨ 2 worlds [Marzo] 4 Minutes ➨ 1000 Years old [Febrero] A Secretly Love [Febrero] Adicted After sun down (P) [Enero] All this Allure of the Siren Art Adore En Bad Guy My Boss Battle of the writers (รักใต้บรรทัด) BBQ Boy Be my boyfriend 2 Beating Again Better sweet Big Dragon (P) Bittersweet Born To Be Y Boxe Ring Love Boy Never Smiles Buddy LineY Animal Caged Again Call My Name Checkout (P) ➨ City of stars [Enero] Cinderella boys ➨ Close Friend 3: Soju Bomb [Marzo] Dear Dopamine ➨ Deep Night [Marzo] Dubsangrawee (P) End Love Every U Eye contact Flavor of us Flirt Milk Four ever you project Future from me Goddess Bless You From Death HBaYG the Series Heart by heart Heroin The Series Hidden moon High School Frenemy (B) Home school I feel you linger in the air (S2) I'm The Most Beautiful Count I Saw You in My Dream Imado Jinja Series Intern In My Heart Jack & Joker Jump Khemjira Must Survive Kidnap King Of Bar Host Kiseki In Tokyo Chapter 1 [Febrero] ➨ Kiseki In Tokyo Chapter 2 [Marzo] Knock Knock, Boys! ➨ Lady boy friend [Marzo] Let Me Be Yours (P) Likay Live in love Lost in the Woods Love at first sight Love Mer Man Love sea Love Puzzle Love sick 2024 [Julio] Love Syndrome: The Beginning Love Upon A Time Love You in Every Multiverse [Febrero] Lovely Addict Magic (มายากาล) Me and Who ➨ Memory in the Letter [Abril] Midnight fortune Monster Next Door My biker 2 [Mayo] My Broccoli My doctor My Engineer (S2) My furry love My Golden Blood My Love Mix-Up My lucky cat My Secret Love My single ➨ My Stand In [Abril] Mystique In The Mirror Nilundon OMG vanpire ➨ Only Boo [Marzo] Ossan's Love Thailand Our Love Destiny Partner In Crime Past Love In The Future Past to your voice Peaceful Property (B) Perfect10 Liners Personal Manager Pit babe 2 Project S Punk spy Red Peafowl Revamp: The Undead Story Rule No.1: Don't Be Too Emotional #อย่าขอพี่เจน SapanPhoon Season of the lost forest Second Chance (P) Shine Spirit Reborn Something In The Wind Spare Me Your Mercy Status Sunset Vibes Sweet Tooth Good Dentist ➨ To be continued [Febrero] Thame - Po The beginning of the journal The Boy Next World The Ex Morning The First Step: Heart By Heart The Heart Killers  The hidden moon [Septiembre] The Hidden Night (P) The love matter The Middle Mans Love The moment of love The Next Prince ➨ The Outing [Febrero] The promise (S2) The Rebound ➨ The Star [Marzo] The theory The Trainee The Victory Academy The yearbook This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans ➨ Time [Enero] Tin is willing... Troublemaker True moon Universad Universe of love Wall of Dawn Wandee Wittaya Wandee Goodbay [Mayo] Watter boy: The splash - Who gonne be that boyy What The Nomg? What to be in your mind ➨ We are [Abril] When Hia Says He Doesn't Like Children Wish Me Luck Wuju Bakery Y destiny (S2) You Made My Day [Mayo] You're my favorite Your Dear Daddy ➨ Your Necktie is Crooked* (P) [Marzo] Your sky Zomvivor เดือนพราง ปรุงรักให้ลงล็อก
TAIWÁN
A Balloons Landing (P) First Note Of Love Impression: Youth Let’s Talk About Chu Light Meet You At The Blossom Pray The only one The Time Of Huannan (環南時候) [Mayo] ➨ Unknown [Febrero]
VIETNAM
➨ Be you star [Marzo] Melody in Me RIN Start Shining: The First Season ➨ Under The Oak Tree [Abril]
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anonil88 · 2 years
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EUPHORIA S2 EP LIVE REACT
*warning there will be spoilers*
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I love fezcos grandma. I love fezco and baby Ash. Aw my babies are so cute.
Come thru soundtrack also this is already very different than season 1 in terms of its more grounded.
Everyone i know whose grown up this way has amazing life skills but it isn't healthy in the end. It ends up messing them up a lot and honestly he could have called the cops and been like my grandma passed out outside.
His grandma would have tripped that fucker down the stairs.
God dammit Ash. He should not have killed mouse sigh but also it was justified.
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At least Rue is a complete vibe. Ew not the Tapout shirt eww, ayy new girl.
Rue said girl im just tryna snort drugs I'm not tryna inject this shit. That girl bout dumb as shit, exactly now you look stupid as hell and are caught the hell up.
Oh wow they got a Fezco type of Grandma on their end too.
The way drug dealers will let you just put back on your clothes after they check or they spray ya ass with water. Just take the damn clothes off yall taking all this damn time.
Rue is really out here like I had the best time of my life girl that was not a woo-hoo moment but she copes with trauma with humor.
Nate you piece of literal shit, I swear this boy is 🤢🤢.
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I love the use of film cameras so far and the texture it gives to everything.
I know these two are gonna fuck but how stupid are they. Maddy is gonna beat her ass and I mean straight up knock the dog shit out of her one day.
I really don't want these two to date cause he's an adult and she's a minor.
Rue is making me yell out loud "I hate gay people" just go the fuck inside and tell her you like her. But nah let's shoot up heroin for the first time. It will give her confidence but she really doesn't need another fix.
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Everytime Jules sees Nate she wants to get blackout drunk. Ughhhhh.
These two bouta become addict bestfriends, thats gonna end awful.
Karma is a bitch and Cassie deserves every bit of it. Maddy deserves every bit of revenge tbh.
At least Rue knows what to take to do push off certain side effects but this is so fucked up to do to Elliot. He can be hugh but he's not signing up to be a harm reductionist and her depressed ass is very nihilist.
Aw Fezco the Christian thug, I kill people and sell drugs in the name of the lordt.
Where is Jules going? Ah yo go talk to Kat.
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Maddy and Travis look hella cute. Ooo I like these two together.
Cassie got lucky as all hell and now her ass is stumbling all over the place looking dumb as fuck. "I did everything I could." Nah you havent you just fucked over your "bestfriend" tbh both of yall did.
Hey hey Ethan get you ya lil girlfriend ayyy. Ah Jules got left to the side and is gonna stumble on her own honey and it could go awfully.
Sigh here we go again these two on the couch like this is some k.i.s.s.i.n.g, he's an adult bruh noooo i really hate this Fez and Lexi thing.
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BE SINGLE CASSIE BE SINGLE omfg girl. This secret is gonna eat her up on the inside entirely though for a long while until it finally comes out.
Rue is high as a fucking kite but she also may be pissed off.
Nate is gross as hell just nasty and is being all possessive and shit. This is weird and oddly homoerotic this encounter with McKay like um bro chill. Nate back the hell up you only had sex with his ex once and now you acting like an entire feral dog peeing on your territory. Weird ass.
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How is she doing? Uh not well. Be honest Rue it's what yall both deserve. I'd rather know my person is on drugs again than them hide it. Jules has to understand it isn't her fault though that Rue relapsed.
Shes 17 bro.
Fezco look good as hell getting ready to fight and I hope he beats the fuck out of Nates chiseled ass face. This is very calculated though.
Rue take ya ass inside and get a new years kiss. Jules is heartbroken as hell and you need to talk.
Aw yay at least my babies get one happy moment. They are girlfriends or dating yayy, I just wanted one of these happy moments
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Where is fez with the bottle, please beat his smug ass. Yesss yesss beat his bitch ass. This is so satisfying.
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What a good season 2 premiere i like how this is different from season 1 but similar. My friends theory is Nate is going to kill Cal or vice versa based on what he sees in the hospital. I could see it. Only thing that could have made that better is for Jules, Rue, and everyone else to get a kick in or beat his ass along with Fez.
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Hi if you're comfortable with this can you please talk about Ben's flaws. Sometimes I feel really bad for not liking him that much because he's, you know, dead.
I don't think you should feel bad. As long as you're respectful and such, it's cool to not vibe with a character. Even a dead character.
Also, Klaus is an asshole who fucks up a lot and is not like A Victim. This is a post about Ben's Flaws and because Ben can only interact with Klaus, it's gonna center on ways Ben did Klaus dirty. I'm not delusional. I know it goes both ways.
I think Ben is really, really self centered. This isn't shocking, he died as a teen. Teens are self centered and he admits he hasn't had time to change. I know a lot of people are gonna argue that he's fought to preserve Klaus but I guess I'd say a) has he? b) even if he has, is that not self-centered given his tether to Klaus? And like it's okay! He's allowed to focus on himself! He lived a tragedy and he died too young! But it extends beyond that. In season one, Ben tells a Klaus who has been tortured for almost 2 days, who is experiencing ptsd flashbacks, who is in withdrawal, who is kidnapped, that he does not know real torture because he's not dead and watching his brother waste his life. Like Jesus christ dude, is this the time? The answer is no, and that's good! It's a flaw! It's a good flaw! Ben thinks that nobody is allowed to suffer except him, or at the very least not Klaus. This continues. He thinks that because Klaus has wasted his life, Klaus should live FOR him. He's willing to take this life with or without permission, and he's willing to coerce permission and keep acting without it. This is not ooc. Not at all. I literally called it a month before s2 came out. He feels Klaus is "pissing" his life away, so he's gonna do it better. This is a well constructed, brilliant, tragic flaw that I admire greatly.
Ben is also extremely, extremely judgemental. If you want an example of how to deal with an addict, look at Allison, look at Diego. They are both kind, and concerned, and they treat Klaus like a human. Ben is angry at Klaus. You don't punch addicts out of relapse. You don't tell someone leaving heroin behind that they should go into places full of heroin to look for their invincible brother. I get why he does. I get that it has been 13-17 grueling years. It's still a flaw.
Again, I am sympathetic to Ben. I think he's well written, I think his dynamic with Klaus is interesting, I am glad he's in the show.
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gesamkuns-twerk · 3 years
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S2 really neglected Klaus’ pastry-throwing skills and so I think the Final Showdown with Lila should have gone like this (assuming his ghost-summoning power is useless, that’s a whole other mess).
Instead of being conveniently out of the way (so we don’t notice how much of Lila is Klaus’ “cute” personality but without anything icky or complicated like heroin addiction), she corners him in the kitchen and says something sassy like “you really think you can take me, skinny Jack Sparrow?” And he proceeds to pelt her with jam jars and utensils. At one point they’re evenly matched jousting with tongs and spatulas, and then Klaus makes the final blow. On the counter is a beautiful apple pie made fresh that day. He flings it in her face.
“That was for Diego.”
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Random thoughts about Will and drugs
TBH I was kind of surprised by the way this season handled the whole storyline about Will’s unavoidable heroin use. I really thought that it was going to turn into this whole story line about addiction – especially because the whole New Years episode seemed like it was kind of gently nudging your shoulder and going “psst! hey! remember! if anyone has a genetic predisposition towards addiction its will!” I mean we got multiple references to his dads alcoholism, some of which were immediately prefaced or followed by reminders that Will is using heroin fairly regularly. I’m thinking specifically of that scene where Whispers lets Will see him offer his dad a drink, and the only way Will can stop watching is by shooting up.
But then the show just kind of dropped it. The cluster gets their hands on blockers, which work much better, and Will doesn’t seem to have a huge problem giving the heroin up. The show doesn’t even ever reference him going through withdrawal.
One scene that was particularly weird to me was that one on the train, where Riley hands him a blocker and he says something like, “believe it or not, this actually makes me miss the heroin.” Like... yeah. I do believe it, actually. Pretty sure you're... supposed to miss heroin after you quit it, Will. It’s incredibly addictive. And, you know, your body becomes physically dependent on it and everything.
Anyway, I’d love to hear what people think about this! Missed opportunity? Good call? It would have made it much tougher for the cluster to get anything done if Will was really struggling with addiction during the second half of season 2, but there are also some interesting places the show could have taken it. And who know – it could come back in season 3!
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