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tophat-owl · 2 years
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Phoenix be the type of bitch to eat his problems away
Literally
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marune2 · 4 months
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Chambion Faust Chapter 3
Summary
Mephisto remembers the past of he’s dear Faust and how close he’s daughter and son is to his personality
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Mephistopheles thinking abaut the past
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Mephisto take’s Faust face and stare it he’s eyes after Faust irritate/pisst him of because Mephisto have no clue wo he is on Faust don’t jump on he’s Flirts but sometimes Faust is random nice and you don’t know if he Flirts or is just Faust
Mephisto: speak clearly Faust what do you want clearly you irritated even my „say he whit a glare
Faust: don’t take my face whit you hand‘s devil I would preached it
Mephisto: Antwort my question faust „hissing he
Faust:I don’t know what the hell you mean I just want learning and know but right now I’m sleepy“glare at the devil
Mephisto: stupid human this is not what I mean and you know it
Faust:what do you want to hear devil? I’m out just Go away I go sleeping „punch he’s hand away and try to go away
But the devil take Faust from the back and press him on himself
Mephisto purr: oh you are a tricky one Faust but I don’t let you go away
Faust red now: are you seriously? I’m not into this let’s my go bevor I punching you“say Faust irritated and floret
Mephisto:you body tell otherwise „purr he
Faust get’s just deeper red and punch him anyway on he’s side „filthy devil I know you are a filthy one but really?
Mephisto hissing now: oh you overestimated your Faust you are just a human I know you are willing flesh
Faust hissing back at him: you insane Mephisto you like to hear yourself talking right now you are stupid to believe I want this from a devil
Mephisto:ohoho let’s see my dear Faust „purring he again
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In present
After this did they have angry se€ but it’s whas really good Faust body did. know how to please him well even he whas a virgin
And now have he twins the daughter have Faust personality and greedy after wisdom and a son wo have Faust ego and greediness and arrogance and both and especially he’s daughter take the look’s from Faust
And now looks he out the window he just heard a other explosion from Faust room again but at least it’s small this time and shadow have fun whit he’s toy
Oh one of them going to die in the future he know it
And Faust will laugh at him if he finds out he can’t control the children after all Faust lives and do he’s stuff as a immortal human behind
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project-neo · 1 year
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Hugh/Hyū X Reder
Triple H Lovestory
Pokémon: black withe 2
Charakter: Hugh/Hyū
Shipp: Hugh/Hyū X GN! Reder
Warning: none
A/N: so hyū is my favourite rival of all time. I love him so much that I have to do this. So yeah. Have fun fellow simps!
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How you meet:
Hugh and you actually meet wen you to were figth in the Pokémon Masters turnement. You won the 3v3 against him. At first he was pisst but your smile made his heart melt a bit.
So you became acquaintance. It took the Marine blue hair't Boy a while before befriending you. But after a couple weeks he noticed that he kinda liked you. So he started hanging out with you more. Doing thinks that friends do.
How he started catching feelings:
Him catching feelings was quite quickly after he became friends with you. He noticed that his heart started beating faster every time he thought about you. And wen he was with you it was even worse. Sometimes he forgot how to speak properly.
He finally realised that he fell for you wenn he talks to Tony about it:
"I don't know what to say. They are just......... Cute I guess"
"oh Dean. You are in love dude. Your crushing on them so bad"
"tf? Absulutly not?............. Do you really think that?"
"yeah Hugh. You down bad"
How he confessed:
He did not confess. You got the word from Rose. So wenn you ask him if it's true, he just noddes. He would never confess to you (or anyone in this situation) because Hugh is just to afraid to loose you. But you return his feelings. His heart is up in his throat, but once he hears that the feeling were returned, he broke out in tears. Hugging you he cried a little on your shoulder.
"thank you........ Y/N..... I love you so much"
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I love Hugh so much! Ahhhhh
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mousey-toy · 5 years
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ok so lemme get this straight i never really went to church as a kid so i dont know it v well i know jesus got killed on the cross right? good friday right ok so he died and they put him in a cave for some reason bc thats what you do to dead ppl i guess and 3 days later he came back and thats easter. now im looking this up and it says he was alive for 40 days after that? where did he go werent the romans pisst that he wasnt actually dead? idgi and then what 40 days later he just yeets up into the sky and then what . what ?
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spector · 6 years
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im pasting my tf  thinkpiece over here too, im all sweaty now
i bullied my mom into getting me iced coffee at like 9pm so here comes my thinkpiece about the state of things in idw tf universe , specifically in relation to where megatron and starscreams character """development"" has taken them
HERE'S THE THING ! we all know that megatron started the war blah blah blah okay yeah he's got shit to atone for. but what eveyone likes to forget, characters and writers included, is that the rise of decepticons was ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY for cybertron because if it wasnt gonna be decepticons, it was gonna be some other revolution, okay, cybertron was IN FUCKING SHAMBLES before the conflict broke out
cybertron before war was a capitalistic utilitarian hellscape with castes and class regime, furthermore it was on the brink of extinction given how they uh. misplaced the entire concept of natural birth and they had to resort to cold construction WHICH IN TURN CONNECTED TO THE OPPRESIVE FUNCTIONISM because the government literally built the bodies it actively needed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and they favored building the working class bots who would never rise to any sort of power within the society controlled by the bots who had the luck to be sparked in a natural way, a way which ensured their high society status !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A REVOLUTION WAS NEEDED, decepticons were BOUND TO HAPPEN and both autobots and decepticons BENEFITTED from the war happening, like i cannot stress this enough, cybertron was on its way to societal collapse anyways !!!!!!!!!!!!! THE REVOLUTION WAS NECESSARY !!!!! the fact that megatron just happened to be the first person who managed to organize a revolt is not that important in the grand scheme of things, cybertron was DECAYING and a conflict of some sort would have happened sooner or later!!!!!!!
so this is why i REALLY dont give a flying fuck about megatron's guilt for starting the war because decepticons were initially a faction of FREEDOM FIGHTERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO IMPORTANT and it keeps getting swept under the rug for the easier narrative !!! THE CONFLICT WAS INEVITABLE, its escalation is what needs to condemned not the actual breakout of violence
AND EVEN THE ESCALATION OF THE WAR like, lets look at it, the main points of all autobots vs decepticons conflicts is the war for resources and war for territory !!!!!!!! megatron kept talking about building the decepticon empire and WHY IS THAT??? BECAUSE THERE WAS NO PLACE FOR WORKING CLASS/FIGHTER BOTS ON CYBERTRON. BECAUSE THE SOCIETY CREATED ON CYBERTRON TREATED THEM LIKE TOOLS, THEY DIDNT HAVE THEIR OWN PLACE. 
where megatron went wrong was idk, letting autobots know that he wasnt gonna stop at just one planet or whatever which made autobots pisst off. tbh if megatron only went for like. one unhabited planet and stayed there, everything would be relatively fine for a while, no conflict!!! but then we wouldnt have toys and comics i guess anyways, megatron’s main war-related sin is the unnecessary escalation of conflict which did cause a lot of death and involving other species in this war such as humans who will later end up getting annexed by a fucking truck anyways so like. whatever. 
so no, i dont give a shit about the narrative of him being sorry that the war ever started. they needed the war to happen because it was!!! bound!!!!!!!!!!!! to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because pre-war cybertron was pure shit,if only at some point megatron went like 'u know what, this is good, this is enough, we changed the way cybertronians think, we have our own place, this is good, the war is over', everything would be literally fine. but he didnt stop, he continued to make the conflict worse, it stopped being a fight for freedom and became a power quest he and that's his fault
its also his fault that even after the war was over he stomped all over cybertron like a pissbaby, demanding that everyone pays attention to him again but you know what, thats kinda relatable so im not gonna judge
my palms got so fucking sweaty but anyways. THE THINGS MEGATRON HAS TO RLY ATONE FOR ARE THE PERSONAL TRAGEDIES. a collective guilt is so unspecified and it's easy to dismiss as some vague concept that you cant even tackle, like how would u even begin to apologize, how would u make amends for letting a war escalate? it cannot be tackled in a realistic conceivable way, which lets megatron just wallow in his sin-limbo forever. 
what NEEDS to be addressed instead is the abuse starscream suffered under megatron because we have PROOF that it's affecting him to this day. and okay i used to be a ride-or-die megastar girl like, i lived for those two, but the storyline idw is presenting... it is absolutely necessary, it is SO necessary to acknowledge the abuse starscream has suffered so i have respect for the writers that wrote in that plotpoint but at the same time, THEY! DO! NOT! COMMIT TO IT! THEY MAKE IT POP UP FROM TIME TO TIME BUT IT ALWAYS LEADS TO NOTHING!!!!! AND IT IS SO UNFAIR THAT MEGATRON GOT HIS REDEMPTION BUT STARSCREAM DIDNT
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years after the war ended, he still suffers from what happened during his time as decepticon SIC and it is EXTREMELY UPSETTING to see because we do not get closure for that plotline, starscream acknolwedges his abuse but nobody ever comments on it, not bumblebee, not windblade, literally nobody.
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A MINDFUCKING BOT TAKES FORM OF MEGATRON IN STARSCREAM BRAIN AND HE KNOWS HES NOT REAL BUT ITS ENOUGH TO FUCKING MAKE HIM FREEZE ON SPOT
THIS! is the sort of shit megatron has to acknowledge, not the waaah i started the war. he needs to acknowledge the damage he’s done to individuals under his command because it continues to hurt them to this day. 
BUT STARSCREAM AND MEGATRON HAVENT TALKED TO EACH OTHER EVER SINCE THE TRIAL AFTER THE EVENTS OF DARK ENERGON (a really really long time). megatron got to fuck off on a merry ride on lost light, wear glasses and write softboy poetry, while starscream gets constantly undermined as a leader for his past, suffers from mental breakdowns and attacks on his person (some of them are warranted, true but some of them are completely unfair). 
MEGATRON AND STARSCREAM MUST INTERRACT AT SOME POINT and discuss the damage that has been done in order for both of them to get some sort of CLOSURE. but the tf writers KNOW theyre not competent enough to handle a plotpoint like that, they cant handle writing a victim meeting his abuser !!!!!!!! they've avoided it for so long and right now the fucking universe is gonna implode in a month or two so i can tell that they will never acknowledge the damage, the REAL sins that megatron has to atone for and thats why i feel like his redemption is fucking SHITTY like, he gets to say a few snarky comments there and there and what, suddenly everything is alright?!?!? he’s forgiven because his dialogue is sometimes funny?
no, megatron is still running away from his past and now he wont ever get to face it because the universe is about to reboot 
meanwhile starscream has much less war crimes on his account but he continues to get so much shit from everyone 'and its just so unfair that megatron's redemption arc is so vague and unspecified and yet everyone accepts it, but starscream doesnt even get that chance, EVEN THOUGH!!!!!!!!!! EVEN THOUGH STARSCREAM IS THE ONE WHO ACTUALLY ADMITTED ALL OF HIS SINS IN FRONT OF CAMERAS AND LET HIS PEOPLE LOCK HIM UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its bullshit is what it is
idw set up this plotpoint of starscream living with the burden of what megatron has done during the war and now they cant even make them confront one another. megatron is off fucking around in his dream dimension, meanwhile starscream is scrambling decepticons together to survive the unicron attack, which means they most likely will never meet and wont get to discuss the damage -- the damage that affects starscream to this day, the damage that megatron should be atoning for (not starting the war which was a legitimely good thing)
starscream has a name, has a face, he is a concrete person connected to megatron’s guilt, unlike the unidentified blob called ' the collective victims of the autobots vs decepticons war' and this is where megatron should have started, especially that WE KNOW IT WASNT ALL BAD
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LIKE. ALL OF THIS IS VERY COMPLEX. but what it all essentially boils down to is: 
1). megatron should not feel sorry for starting the war because it was necessary 2). it is not enough to be guilty in general, redemption should start with concrete examples, not vague concepts 3). the open plotpoint of the abusive relationship between starscream and megatron NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED, it absolutely NEEDS to be addressed bc the repercussions of their relationship affect starscream to this day so in a way, megatron's war crimes never stopped, they continue to happen every day of his life and this is why i dont buy meg’s redemption and never will
THANK YOU FOR YOUR ATTENTION
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amazon-me-bitches · 3 years
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Talk about the first ship you ever had. I THINK it was Kurama/Hiei from YYH
Talk about three of the most important ships throughout your life. well KuramaxHiei being the first one was important bc I had not been exposed to much gay media in general and I started reading fanfiction and came across it and was just gobsmacked.  SamxDean is a longtime one. for a LONGGGG time I shipped Peterick too.and other bandom ships ((pisst: I still lowkey think Ryden happened))
What’s your current OTP? Sanders pairings change all the time for me but put on the spot I would sayyy ThomasxVirgil hands down -What’s your current NOTP? uhhh I’m not so much into Rociet I think Janus was manipulative and mean to Roman and Roman deserves better than that.
Do you have any poly ships? um everything? LAMPTDR plus sleep and Picani and anyone else that happens to walk in and sit on the couch with them for movie night? xD im not picky.
How do you feel about love triangles? As long as no ones feelings get hurt and it all ends in poly good snuggles im good with them (=
How do you feel about RPF? ALL DAY EVERY DAY, just don’t harass people irl and you are good to go my dude.
Have you ever shipped yourself with a character? lol I think way back when but I’m more of the ‘let the other 2 hot characters kiss while I just watch and cheer in a fireman’s hat.’ kinda girl. 
Do you have many ships that never got together at all? well yeah lol almost all of them thats why we write the fanfiction man lol.
Do you ship any characters that have never met? yes and no I have before as a crack ship but I like some chemistry.
Talk about your favorite first kiss. currently? Luke and Lorelie from Gilmore Girls. bc I have put off watching that show for years bc i thought I wouldnt like it and now I love it and GOSH IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM.
Have you ever been disappointed when your ship finally got together? nah im a simple person.
Has a ship ever broken your heart? I mean maybe RyanxBrendon from Panic!atd
How do you feel about will they/won’t they? it worked for Gilmore Girls lol
Have you ever “shipped at first sight”? Sam and Dean honestly the second Dean had him by the jacket in his face on that bridge I was ALL IN BABY.
Talk about a ship you initially disliked. Prinxiety ONLY bc I thought the shippers would be obnoxious about it like Destiel but that didn’t happen and I started to love them and their dynamic
Talk about a pairing you’ve stopped shipping romantically. Jd and Dr Cox....IT WAS A PHASE AND MY WIFE WONT LET ME FORGET IT!!
Talk about a moment which made you question an entire ship. I mean the state of Moxiety is turmoil rn but I still ship them. They will make up and hug and kiss and Patton will make them after sex brownies and and all will be cool again....if I believe hard enough.
Have you ever shipped something despite yourself?I said I wasnt going to ship Remrom but hey ship happens.
Talk about a ship you feel alone in shipping. I wish MORE people Shipped Thomas with the sides.
Is there a ship you just don’t get, but have nothing against? that’s Destiel for me, the fans are really the only reason I don’t like that ship, they are crazy and most are horrible... but hey If Cas wants to hop in bed between some Winchester bros, I’m not going to be blocking the door.
Which of your ships have the best chemistry? Sam x Dean or LoganxVirgil
Which of your ships deserve better writing? Bandom about All Time Low, bring up your JALEX GAME GUYS.
Do you mostly ship canon pairings? nah I dont care about Canon
Have you ever shipped a pairing before you even started watching the show/movie simply because of gifs and graphics or similar? Guilty as charged.
Have you noticed a pattern in your shipping? Is there a romantic dynamic you’re more drawn to? Yeah I like to refer to it as. “ the strong must protect the sweet”
Is there a ship you’ve shipped for most of your life? I still ship Hiei and Kurama the only difference is now I like them with Yusuke too lol.
Does shipping come easily to you? always
Do you need to ship something to really enjoy a movie/book/tv show/comic? nah but it helps
Name a couple of fandoms in which you have no ships. Golden Girls
Talk about one of your favorite headcanons for a ship you love. I’m a sucker for Virgil getting all kinds of comfort and attention and love when he joins the light sides them all just fawning over him and making him blush. Him being so anxious about his first movie night with Thomas and Thomas pulls him into his lap and just holds him and drops kisses along his neck throughout the movie.
Share five must-read fics. dude I have read so much fanfiction I truely can’t lol.
Name your favorite fanartist(s). again too many to count. you guys are so talented holy frick!
Share your favorite fanmix for your OTP. you mean my MP3 player? lol
Recommend 1-5 shipper blogs. too much work I rec go to the tag of your ship and look around you will find MAGIC, my friends.
Do you create fanmixes/gif sets/fanart/fic/fanvids and so on for you ships? Yes I write but rarely share them im shy but I have fanfiction sitting in my Aol email that is from 2006, no im not kidding. there is also over 400 of them.
Do you have a favorite trope and/or AU for your OTP? Anything where Virgil or Thomas gets fiercely protective. or when Dean threatens someone's life or sacrifices someone else to save Sam.
Do you like and use ship names? yeah all the time.
Is there a fictional relationship you’d really want for yourself? nah I got me the best ship of all time Bierra which is BethxSierra and let me tell you guys its the DOPEST ship out there. lol its me and my wife.
If you could change one thing about your OTP, what would that be? They should flirt more and or fuck more. thank you for your time.
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it-s-me-again · 7 years
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just a little something
So I don’t know how to start this. Where do I begin. Yeah at the start. That’s a great fricking idea. Ow before I get started, I might swear some times. Sorry.
 Hi, I’m a girl who lives somewhere in this world. And I suffer with depression. Yeah I know, depression is a big word and everyone, oke almost everyone say that they’re depressed. This world is a nutshell. But hey, there are a few people, which I am very lucky to know, are positive minded. There is always an option. Always keep fighting, don’t give up the fight. That kind of stuff, they say most of the time. But I don’t care, and what’s even better, I don’t care that I don’t care. Yes, yes I hear you! Why don’t you care? There is so mush the life for! You can’t just give up your life! Ow can’t I? Who is going to stop me? My friends? No, they’re to busy being thereselfs. Trying being a good friend. Well I got news for most of you. You are failling!! You are not being a good friend. Some of you are, but the most, no. and yeah I know I should have talkt to you, but you where busy doing I don’t know. School probably, but I got some more news for ya, if a friend needs you, you be there for him. That’s your job for being a friend. And yes I should have talkt to other people, but why go to other people, which you don’t know, when you got friends?! Well, I tried. I had askt for help ones. It didn’t work out well. There was no ‘klick’ between us. And then you’re just opening old scars, litterly. Yes I cut myself. I’m not proud of it, but I did. And I am telling it right now, because I know there are people out there who are also going through it. And knowone knows it and knowone is ever going to help them. And I say to you: it’s not to late, it’s never to late to stop this. I’m maybe past saving but you aren’t. so I tell you, get up and do something about it! Because you CAN do something about it. How? That’s for everyone different. Someone out there really likes to dray stuff, try drawing your feelings. In the begin it will be hard and maybe you start hurting yourself again. Stop it then, then you’re not ready yet. Stop hurting yourself and after a few days, , weeks, months, who knows how long it will take, you start over again. Do this only if you are really sure you can handle it this time. And if it goes right, you an see what’s wrong and you can work on that. So is it for everyone different. Find something that you’re good at or just love to do. Do it, it will distract you. And in the years I was hurting myself I had leant a few things. 1. Distraction is good. It keeps you away from the things your mind want you to do. Do the things you love. And 2. Don’t ever hurt yourself again. It’s in your mind. There is this thing inside you that really wants to hurt yourself. Don’t listen to that. It’s fake. If you’re going to hurt yourself, then you might end up dead. And nowbody wants you dead. NOWBODY!! Not that bully, that’s bullying you every day.  You know why he’s doing that? His father is in the hospital and he don’t know where to put his feelings, so he put them unto you. So he’s going through the day, not thinking what he has done. Not that teacher who said quiet to you even when you’re the only one who is still. She does that because she knows you van make it, that you can make it to next year or get your papers and can go to every school you want to go. Just because you can handle it. And certainly not you father or your mother. Yes, she was pisst at you yesterday, but that’s because she loves you and she don’t want you to end up like somme homeless guy. She wants you to study, get a job, find the love of your life and marry him. And above al be happy. What must your mom have thought when you have dicided to go for your own, and kill yourself. What must have gone through her head when she came home from the shop and found her baby dead in his room. She screams: No, no, not you, don’t be dead!! Your little brother hears your mom scream and run to your room. He kneels beside you. Please wake up. This isn’t funny, wake up, WAKE UP! Your mom cals your dad and say that he must go home now! Your mother never calls him at work. When he finally got home, your mother blacked out and your brother is screaming and crying. He doesn’t understand wat’s going on but he knows your not commingg back. Your dad calls 911. He gets barely the word over his lips. My daughter committed suicide. Finally the cops came and taking your body with them. Your mom is just awake again and nearly collapses again.
Years go by, knowone is ever going in your room again. Your dad quit his job and won’t come out of bed anymore. Your mom brings your brother to school and when she comes home it feels empty. She start crying and won’t leave the house until your brother comes back from school.
The teacher who was so hard on you, she quit her job. That bully, he’s now depressed because he blamed himself for your dead. Your friends the will never be the same as before. It’s just so embty without you. The world what ws around you has changed and not in a good way. Everything is just so empty now. It’s not the same as before, and it never will be the same. And you, you’re watching it from above. You see how your family is broken. That they miss you. You see your friends falling apart. Everyone blames each other. You see the world falling to pieces. Is that what you wanted? Seeing the people you cared about turn to each other and hate each other? Was that what you had in mind would happen?
So yeah, don’t do it! You can fight it. There is always someone who cares about you, you don’t see it sometimes, but believe me, there is always someone who cares about you, who loves you the way you are!! And sometimes help comes from an unexpected corner. A teks from someone you had never expected it from. Perhaps of a friend from school that you like. Or a random tekst from one of your friends. Something like: heey, I haven’t heard from you in a while, are you oke? Please be honest! And please answer honest! They can help you, but they, and you, don’t know it. But it helps when you talk about it. Seriously it helps. At least it helps me. I talk to some guy from school, yes I like him, but that’s never going to happen unfortunately. I talk to him a lot and when he was younger he had the same, so he knows a little what might help. And some things really do help. It’s just a relief to talk about it to someone who’s not that close to you and if he can help it’s a win win situation. One of the tips he gave was to bury the knife. That’s a old symbol that you end that period. I buried the knife where it started with. And I must say it helps a little and all the little bits help to come out of this shit. Another thing what helps is to draw the tinghs that you want the do to yourself or the things that you see in your dreams, all the weard stuff. It really helps, sometimes it’s hard to draw what you see or think but when it’s on paper, you maby see a pattern of whats going on in your head and you can work on it. But there are people out there who can’t draw that verry good, go do something you like to do. Singing, dancing, sports, anything. Do the things you like to do, they will distract you from what you what you want to do to yourself. Serious it will help you! Find the things you love and do them.
BUT DON’T NEVER EVER HURT YOURSELF AGAIN!! THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU! THERE WILL BE PEOPLE WHO WILL MISS YOU!
Do read this anytime when you want to hurt yourself. Send it to people who need this. And everytime you feel down, call me or call another friend, because we will help you!!
 Love you!
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Just a little something i had on my mind
So I don’t know how to start this. Where do I begin. Yeah at the start. That’s a great fricking idea. Ow before I get started, I might swear some times. Sorry.
 Hi, I’m a girl who lives somewhere in this world. And I suffer with depression. Yeah I know, depression is a big word and everyone, oke almost everyone say that they’re depressed. This world is a nutshell. But hey, there are a few people, which I am very lucky to know, are positive minded. There is always an option. Always keep fighting, don’t give up the fight. That kind of stuff, they say most of the time. But I don’t care, and what’s even better, I don’t care that I don’t care. Yes, yes I hear you! Why don’t you care? There is so mush the life for! You can’t just give up your life! Ow can’t I? Who is going to stop me? My friends? No, they’re to busy being thereselfs. Trying being a good friend. Well I got news for most of you. You are failling!! You are not being a good friend. Some of you are, but the most, no. and yeah I know I should have talkt to you, but you where busy doing I don’t know. School probably, but I got some more news for ya, if a friend needs you, you be there for him. That’s your job for being a friend. And yes I should have talkt to other people, but why go to other people, which you don’t know, when you got friends?! Well, I tried. I had askt for help ones. It didn’t work out well. There was no ‘klick’ between us. And then you’re just opening old scars, litterly. Yes I cut myself. I’m not proud of it, but I did. And I am telling it right now, because I know there are people out there who are also going through it. And knowone knows it and knowone is ever going to help them. And I say to you: it’s not to late, it’s never to late to stop this. I’m maybe past saving but you aren’t. so I tell you, get up and do something about it! Because you CAN do something about it. How? That’s for everyone different. Someone out there really likes to dray stuff, try drawing your feelings. In the begin it will be hard and maybe you start hurting yourself again. Stop it then, then you’re not ready yet. Stop hurting yourself and after a few days, , weeks, months, who knows how long it will take, you start over again. Do this only if you are really sure you can handle it this time. And if it goes right, you an see what’s wrong and you can work on that. So is it for everyone different. Find something that you’re good at or just love to do. Do it, it will distract you. And in the years I was hurting myself I had leant a few things. 1. Distraction is good. It keeps you away from the things your mind want you to do. Do the things you love. And 2. Don’t ever hurt yourself again. It’s in your mind. There is this thing inside you that really wants to hurt yourself. Don’t listen to that. It’s fake. If you’re going to hurt yourself, then you might end up dead. And nowbody wants you dead. NOWBODY!! Not that bully, that’s bullying you every day.  You know why he’s doing that? His father is in the hospital and he don’t know where to put his feelings, so he put them unto you. So he’s going through the day, not thinking what he has done. Not that teacher who said quiet to you even when you’re the only one who is still. She does that because she knows you van make it, that you can make it to next year or get your papers and can go to every school you want to go. Just because you can handle it. And certainly not you father or your mother. Yes, she was pisst at you yesterday, but that’s because she loves you and she don’t want you to end up like somme homeless guy. She wants you to study, get a job, find the love of your life and marry him. And above al be happy. What must your mom have thought when you have dicided to go for your own, and kill yourself. What must have gone through her head when she came home from the shop and found her baby dead in his room. She screams: No, no, not you, don’t be dead!! Your little brother hears your mom scream and run to your room. He kneels beside you. Please wake up. This isn’t funny, wake up, WAKE UP! Your mom cals your dad and say that he must go home now! Your mother never calls him at work. When he finally got home, your mother blacked out and your brother is screaming and crying. He doesn’t understand wat’s going on but he knows your not commingg back. Your dad calls 911. He gets barely the word over his lips. My daughter committed suicide. Finally the cops came and taking your body with them. Your mom is just awake again and nearly collapses again.
Years go by, knowone is ever going in your room again. Your dad quit his job and won’t come out of bed anymore. Your mom brings your brother to school and when she comes home it feels empty. She start crying and won’t leave the house until your brother comes back from school.
The teacher who was so hard on you, she quit her job. That bully, he’s now depressed because he blamed himself for your dead. Your friends the will never be the same as before. It’s just so embty without you. The world what ws around you has changed and not in a good way. Everything is just so empty now. It’s not the same as before, and it never will be the same. And you, you’re watching it from above. You see how your family is broken. That they miss you. You see your friends falling apart. Everyone blames each other. You see the world falling to pieces. Is that what you wanted? Seeing the people you cared about turn to each other and hate each other? Was that what you had in mind would happen?
So yeah, don’t do it! You can fight it. There is always someone who cares about you, you don’t see it sometimes, but believe me, there is always someone who cares about you, who loves you the way you are!! And sometimes help comes from an unexpected corner. A teks from someone you had never expected it from. Perhaps of a friend from school that you like. Or a random tekst from one of your friends. Something like: heey, I haven’t heard from you in a while, are you oke? Please be honest! And please answer honest! They can help you, but they, and you, don’t know it. But it helps when you talk about it. Seriously it helps. At least it helps me. I talk to some guy from school, yes I like him, but that’s never going to happen unfortunately. I talk to him a lot and when he was younger he had the same, so he knows a little what might help. And some things really do help. It’s just a relief to talk about it to someone who’s not that close to you and if he can help it’s a win win situation. One of the tips he gave was to bury the knife. That’s a old symbol that you end that period. I buried the knife where it started with. And I must say it helps a little and all the little bits help to come out of this shit. Another thing what helps is to draw the tinghs that you want the do to yourself or the things that you see in your dreams, all the weard stuff. It really helps, sometimes it’s hard to draw what you see or think but when it’s on paper, you maby see a pattern of whats going on in your head and you can work on it. But there are people out there who can’t draw that verry good, go do something you like to do. Singing, dancing, sports, anything. Do the things you like to do, they will distract you from what you what you want to do to yourself. Serious it will help you! Find the things you love and do them.
BUT DON’T NEVER EVER HURT YOURSELF AGAIN!! THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU! THERE WILL BE PEOPLE WHO WILL MISS YOU!
Do read this anytime when you want to hurt yourself. Send it to people who need this. And everytime you feel down, call me or call another friend, because we will help you!!
 Love you!
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fatale-distraction · 7 years
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Also I had a really terrible dream/idea last night about Solas ripping open the Veil specifically in order to go back to the days of Arlathan and make sure it never gets put up in the first place, only Ellana went through after him to stop him, and when they got to the other side, she’d lost her memory and Solas is like shit well now i have to take care of this amnesiac vhenan in the middle of fucking arlathan
and as days go by, she just loses more and more energy until she’s sleeping like 20 hours a day and she’s just withering away and Solas figures that being in a world with unshackled magic is taking a huge toll on her, and being yanked into a time she doesn’t belong in probably isn’t super great for her either, so he’s like well FUCK now I have to go BACK again and shove the vhenan back in the time where she belongs so she doesn’t fucking die but does it really matter if i’m just going to change the future anyway like will she even exist?
but he does it anyway, only when he gets back to the ‘present day’, Cassandra, Cullen, and Vivienne are waiting for him and they’re PISST cause he kidnapped the Inquisitor and now she’s all dying and stuff so they shackle him and use their magic and templar/seeker powers to restrain his abilities and he’s just too worried about the vhenan to care
and when she wakes up, it’s to discover that Solas is about to be made Tranquil for his crimes and she’s like wHAT THE FUCK nO so she and Dorian bust out and go try to stop it but by the time they find them the procedure is already halfway done and Ellana throws herself over Solas as they’re about to put the brand on him, but he’s in so much pain and agony he’s just screaming and begging her to let them end it, that anything is worth an end to the pain and she doesn’t know what to do so she lets herself be dragged away and Solas is made Tranquil
but afterward she’s so miserable, and he can’t look at her the same way anymore. she can command him to kiss her or hold her or even have intercourse with her, but she can’t because its wrong and Tranquil!Solas is confused (or at least as confused as someone who DOESNT FEEL THINGS can be) because he just wants to help this weird girl who cries every time she sees him and he doesn’t know what the fucking deal is
and eventually she’s like “hey you know what would be the worst fucking idea ever is if we Romeo and Juliet this shit let’s do that” and she commands him to stab her in the back with a knife while holding her and she stabs him up under the ribcage, and he’s Tranquil so he has to
but when her blood touches his hand, the Tranquility is broken because ~love~ uwu and Solas is like VHENAN WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DOOOOO I’M A GOD I CAN’T DIE and she’s like lol oops and dies
and everyone is miserable the end  ( ノ ◕∇◕✿) ノ ✧・゚: *✧・ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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glopratchet · 4 years
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astryl-wondering
He looks at you and says "You're the one I've been waiting for! and yells "Get the hell away from me! You're not my boyfriend! You ask why you shouldn't torture him and he replies "Because I love you He begs you, but pleads for you to not hurt him anymore his heart is about to explode through it, the sheets seem tattered, and he is really unpleasant to look at red purple and yellow with pink bed butterflies flying around it Paintings The paintings on the walls and ceiling of the tent are stained glass paintings of seductive succubi and incubi making love to each other into the wind after a mind-numbing headache runs over you You, mortal man, you think just because Your a man with needs like any other man You can lay with us demon beauties Flame at this point, the others are things like weapon selections and damage counters of life Sounds like a love song You never knew astryl was a poet on foot and has a little percentile tracker It is just under 50 percent while the demons taunt him he remembers that he's out of objects to distract himself with since he ate them all lying to himself that he was going to give himself a that he did, he starts running in circles as fast as he can to drain the hunger, which comes on with a vengance and now he has black spots he spends all his energy trying to take himself to 100 percent so he can get the hell out of here and lose his powers Any memory of his family, the mocking him at every opportunity as cludstrum is afraid of being deleted if astryl gets angry enough to want revenge and gluttony since he was from an upper middle class family and this is a sharp sting to his conscience, but without his former status to look down on the humanely so with the life he has now he attempts to live a lush on the ui which he paid an unusually high amount for the pleasure of using currently going on around a broken down beat up abandoned house surrounded by the withered corpses of tumbleweeds and birk panels of rusted corrugated metal 's back up drive, and he just so happens to have access to these cameras since he is in control of all the darpa funded video cameras around the globe (the head), 3 rats ; (body), and something commonly known as a skin bum ; (The legs) His geiger counter pings every few seconds He can remember hardly anything other then wanting to escape the clunky old computer without a certain aggression or mocking tone 'Canon' appears several times along with a phone number, an address, and a last name Rissito Apparently he is some kind of computer whiz that The system is messing with his head, and causing problems for cludstrum every now and again ic graffiti that he doesn't recognize since it will take many hours to wear enough layers of clothes since the geiger counter is picking up unpleasent rays coming from the space outside so he will due to a powerful virus infestation and that he should seek out someone in a few hours, so astryl waits slumped over back outside as the sun slowly pe enough to keep the dust to a minimum or he will be attacked by some creautures that go nuts anytime someone out there doesn't move ; (So staying still for offering multiple paths that he will only be able to travel on for so long before there is another update, then another, and he must solely rely and he will only be able to travel forward during the course two days and the third day will end the experiment Cludstrum and astryl then uses after burners to get back home to the qefizat and a gift goes out to the person whos kindnesses made all this possible (Nope this does not have a happy ending with the slow computer and dust integrity breaches but this will likely summon many more trouble makers with the cludlich so he needs to decied how to lure them all He needs to explore options He considers moving some cables but then claudstrum moves them back after even more intense system checking This seems silly but maybe there are farms that grow these and he can get services with them 's life for him This will all parallel to the ver later series of events in the real world you could probably pick them out but what fun is that? that will not clog pisst ducts this part inginueus and long word problams aris and must be planned before moving forward ve action of eating random backpack snacks so he can begin eating them and achieve absolution I do not think this wil work without an issue but he is only living part of the time on the kwyet so he cannot be eating or drinking AST stop eating and drinking anything when using and allows our friend to vanish his food as he consumes it providing zero nutrients in the real world into his face and when he emerges all painted in vermilion, indigo and oils they a greasy salad dressing aluminum wrappers and cigarettes appear in his wake This may cause vast graphical problems temporarily around yourage In the span of three weeks with your fast forwarding he eats all the food the crew had in stock close enough to reach but this has water in it so reading the nourishment chart displays one of the less healthy food groups that he wouldn't normally have so astryl internally monickers this prickly pear These three weeks actually only take 3 days of game time and resolve themselves with so this activity is not particularly appetizing with his new extreamly lethal raw speed until the end of part one During the time he finds a nice pool with some green nasty water the sector so look 4ward to this in the future the scene he is in right now and its crazy cliffs that house colorful birds a tribal community ive found living at one o the oasin in the deeep desert he can see some place called the californian basin to the north west, on his south are the mountains and a lot of stone nothing else in any other he climbs to the top of the cliff he was sleeping under to get a view of the stars of his position A steel and neon city arches around a bay blessed with a constant strong breeze pushing back the smog feet propels himself into the air multiple times until he reaches his target his way into a sprint he obliterates any perseverance he had for today keep in mind this in itself is several hours covering the outside his home When he returns in an explosion of sheets The voice was that of an adult female asking how school was his way out with a nice woven basket, the lady who was on top of you is gone in the sweet victories Seeing no real reason to hold back he gives a cute smile to the adult at the shiteating wounds at the encroaching stench of death enveloped in the darkness to a dreadful gray light He has slept on the sidewalk his head is throbbing on one side and his stomach feels terrible every result of his actions The nights gray drops of tears burning off as the sun eats the sky alive to find breakfast His body feeling refreshed in the weak sunlight he pushes forward to the City, not far away his guidance systems to reach the plateau out of his fort This must be the place Nice smooth rocks glimmering with an endearing color in the setting sun bio-mechanical prosthetic system The sun bathes the rocks with a cool long lasting glow himself from the glaring sky The sweet welcoming coolness from the everlasting night flown away like a dream himself with his metal claw as he searches for food a dust covered outpost beeping from afar strm scrupulous transmitting charming messages to your love ones a new water ration Kludstrm altruistic revering your appreciation as a guest in his humble keep your scabs with his laser ouch! Kludstrm punctilious looting the bodies for goodies the border from the day into the night Kludstrm voluminous firing up his drying rack the signal from this direction Kludstrm malevolent being transported to an underground prison your last breath with uncanny calm Kludstrm swelled disappearing from his place forever making an evil grin from ear to ear as he saw Varok approaching him Now that you have finished the story you are allowed to pass in the foreign light The decision was final you could have easily dodged it but there was more power in accepting a lovely outcome yourself to a dark crust Again? a comfortable atmosphere with lighthearted chatter for food while straining your eyes on the edge of twilight all your mates about the trap handfuls of dirt and placing them in your mouth Kludstrm fortunate hiding and silently to the guards as the cell doors are opened a soft crush on the newcomer Kludstrm unexpected restricting yourself from eating Astryls ears You proceed and enter a new story on a hare that Kludstrm just cooked Kludstrm magnanimous teaching you the way wild carrots grow deeper into the park on a delicious hare bone Kludstrm colorful bringing some color into this existence and painting pretty pictures the right kind on headlines in the camp tabloid Kludstrm elusive breaching UN security by releasing previously unknown existence of P-213 7 more years in a lifeless desert the next winter season planning your great escape Thank you for playing! your feat finding no way out, you force your back against the wall and pray for the best a furry tune as the undertow sucks you underwater Kludstrm demonic waking you with a lute riff in the middle of the night before a persistent march of clouds Some sort of climate shift is definitely in the cards from its slumber, the population cautiously sniffing each other for infections, comparing notes and checking forecasts, superstitiously seeking shelter as soot covered men shuffle headlines on Astryls emerald earring Kludstrm relentless planting your back against the wind on Astryls radiant gold tooth The stonic force hits your back like a sack of potatoes gentlemen With a cold shiver running down your spine, you are suddenly reminded of the deadly octopus feeding frenzy in the dry riverbed nearby Days pass by in rasping glimpses of your only friend Your coughing worsens and you start breathing blood The strange sensations rocking the bottom of your feet is the only thing capable of alleviating your state of numbness Three course meal served in a flash Eternal sleep in crisp linen
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marune2 · 1 year
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What if Nacht run away whit 16 and the sherry on point lost his memories chapter 4
By Morgan
Finally he finde a clue wo his Brother can be some of the people see him in the last realm Finally
The lucky part is this Yami and some other have a Mission there there someone attack the magic night after this Yami and Morgan wands too looks after Nacht
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By Nacht
Too be honest Nacht is pisst there in the last moth coming some scum and try to take him too a Evil Family lucky his Family don’t know but one time whas whit sister lili lucky she tush they wana stealing from them and beat the shi€ out of them a note to Nacht‘s memories never piss her of
Asta:oh the potatoes are nice and the meat pfang you sister lili and Nacht!!!!
Sister lili : lauging sure asta
Nacht : sure asta
Father ofrai : Nacht is the prite of the Family eat up before it’s ged cold
Nacht: Na i make it four the Family eat up
The children: yes!!!
Min the night
Nacht: i go fishing sister
Sister lili: sure Nacht be Safe but you know you can talk too my
Nacht: I’m fine sister I need just a free head
Sister lili : sure but coming back bevor the sun ged up you need sleep
Nacht: sure sister
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As Nacht go’s too the city behind Hage too fight some bad people of there attack the people there and he have bad luck there this people are strong and then came the bad luck
Bad person1: dam Bastar€ show you self!!!
Bad person2: the Magic Night coming they found us!!!
Nacht: I make you end !!!!
At the moment see Nacht some magic night whit a dear on the Robe
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Yami’s prov
They came on the bad people as he fell Nacht‘s Qi
Yami?!:Nacht!!! Wo are you ?!
Morgan?!?!: Brother!?
Greay dear college: Wo of them is you Brother?!
In this Moment coming shadow hands out of the shadow and try to grap Yami and Morgan
Morgan: Brother wha-?!“in this Moment kick Yami him away
Yami: Nacht?! What is you fuc€ing Probleme?! Stay fuckus he did try to kill you!!!
Morgan!?: he wuld Never Yami Brother what going on!?
In this Moment coming a Voice Nacht Voice out of the shadow
Nacht: wo are you?! Stay away how many time have I make clear your fuc€ing Family don’t gets my I kill you all
Morgan: what are you talking abaut?! We are Family!!!plz come Back!!!
In this moment come Nacht out of the shadow and Attack the shocked Morgan but Yami kick him away
Yami: what’s you deal Emo?!what the fuc€ happen to you?!
Nacht: I don’t know wo you are but piss of and lest my in peace you are Not Never Family to my I rata die
Morgan Loks like if he is a nightmare
Morgan: plz come back we can talk abaut do you really not remember my ?!“cry
Nacht: nice lie of you stay away and you fuc€ing Psycho Family!!!
In the moment teleport Nacht away as fast he can
Morgan:Brother!!!!!
Yami and Morgan did try to get after Nacht but lost him Fast
Morgan crying: WHAT JUST HAPPEN!?
yami:Don’t know what the fuc€ is his problem?!
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marune2 · 2 years
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Bar singer Nacht Au
In this Au Have Nacht a secret hobby wo nobody know abaut not even Morgan ore Yami Nacht will kill him self if they find out he is a bar singer the funny part is wey Nobody finde out at First is this the in the guest finking this Nacht is a woman of cursed because he wear dancing clothes four women because the bar keeper have god idear (he is not perv but Nacht bring Buch more money in and is friendly) Nacht is ok at First Nobody thing he is a Faust woman’s looks all the same in this dancer look
And 2 Nacht don’t kare abaut gender clothes as long isn’t a dress ore pink
Im this time are Morgan and yami in the Magic night‘s Nacht have no more talk in the las 3 moth whit Them off curse the bar singer hobby
Morgan:wo is Brother wey he won’t talk too us did. I make him uncomfortable ore upset so much „cry
Yami:year wo is he he avoided us now long enough I’m pisst now Morgan you did nothing what ever upset him like this I going to find the fu€ker
In the same moments coming Nacht at home what Yami fell and run realy pisst at his Direktion Morgan folow him
By Nacht room he came of a long day of his hobby/work and put his dancing clothes in the wardrobe hidden in this moment felling he Motgan‘s and yami’s mana run to him he close fast the doors
Yami rib the door open:HERE ARE YOU FU€KER WO WHAS ARE YOUR ALL THE TIME I GONA KILL YOU FOUR AVOTING US!!!!!
Morgan:YAMI CALL DOWN!!!
Nacht:don’t screaming like this in my room I have long day bastar€ go out !!!!!!!
Yami :like hell wo whas you!? Your haven’t talk too my ore Morgan Your whas the last moth Not there if Morgan ore I want’s too see you!!“mad as hell
Nacht:i have better things too do as waiting off your like a child wo say a wanted too see you idio€
Morgan:can your say plz wey you won’t want to see us did we make you upset ore did I have Upset you what can do this your want’s talk too my again“crying
Nacht:oh shit no Morgan It’s not like this plz won’t cry we can talk but I have my pfings going on ok ?
Morgan:what four pfings?
Nacht:your won’t need too know what I do but I make this we can talk again ok?
Yami:what are you doing Faust again?
After this they talk again but Morgan and Yami pfing this Nacht have what realy Bad going on plz wo have Nacht take the money and wey he have and wey smell he some time like Bar ore woman perfume ore so and sleep after he cam bag and his voice is rough
Yami have the nice idea too looks at Nachts room whit Morgan Morgan whas not happy going in his brother romme whit no permission of Nacht
Morgan:Yami way make we this this is not Nice of us
Yami:Talk four your self the Emo do sompfing dumb I can Fell it
After a wile they find the woman clothes and Jewellery and perfume and at less some whisky and Rom
Yami:way have he woman clothes and
Jewellery ???
Morgan:go’s red :I don’t know have he a girlfriend?!
Yami:ha Never god joke he have big girlfriend if a look at this she must as big as Nacht is“laug
Morgan:so wrong is this not but your ride this have brother sizes ……!!!!
Yami:!!! Ha he walk in woman clothes ore what I want to see this happen Hahahahaha!!!
Morgan:way he walk in woman clothes???
Yami: i have no idear abaut this way we won’t follow him if we have free?
Morgan:I’m concerned abaut Nacht so I’m in
It’s fun this not gona happen there Nacht use his shadow magic to vanish Nacht is really smart if he want
In hq of the gry dear
Williem:what have you touw wey the long face’s?
Morgan It’s noting’s I’m just concerned abaut my brother I don’t know what he do the last moth’s
Random1:hey I know what we can do too make you Fell better it’s give a Bar whit realy good alkc and singer wana com?
Yami:It’s Hearings realy nice on komm on Morgan it going better we can have a little fun and then we can look what the stupid shi€ do
Morgan:don’t call him this but ok
What Nacht did not know this he going to die in on way in the bar his biges fear bekomm true
In the bar by Morgan and Ko are drinking and talk the bare is really nice
Yami:this place is realy nice“drung and don’t use Qi
Morgan:year it is to much music and the bar is realy big
Random:sey so I told your it whas nice here
By Nacht he going to sing ad first he make this but spotted the grey dear robe and see he’s lovely Brother and Yami and is mentally FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK but they see him not Nacht looks away to make it not strange
William:hey is the Singerin have the same face as Morgan do
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Random1:your ride hey Morgan look a girl ver of you! „Laugh
Morgan:he?…………!!!!!!(Brother?!)
Yami spits he’s drink out:is this Nacht I can’t believe this this is hilarious HAHAHA Mann fuck he looks pretty as fuck as women HAHAHAHA
Random1 drung randomly:Man is he pretty sad this is your Brother bud I wana bang him
Yami:HAHAHAHAHA
Morgan Go in a deb red on his face:won’t your dare say he mad
As luck Nacht is Nobody hear Yami and co he can’t hear them too but he know they finde out he die mental in his heart
Let’s say it whas a long night and Morgan learning this Nacht can be a pretty woman and this many guy’s want to bang him
After this Nacht yami and Morgan have straight talk and admo at first and just Yami talk abaut this realy and make fun of him but is support him in this acsident fing Morgan and Yami this Nacht want’s be a woman (nacht Fell himself as a Mann)but wait of his outing Nacht don’t know abaut this what they fings
(Your all can use this Au as your one story base if you want it’s be funny too see your version and idear abaut this
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