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#also it's a bit hard to see but the lord also has red eye liner xDD
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what does a colored version of the lord and lad look like?
Here they are! ^o^
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(they’re pretty much the same colors as The Lady and Thin Man, but Thin Lady is a little more purple tone and The Lord has a bit of red ^o^)
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🍵Japanese Reactions☕ Kuromyu 2021
Dear everyone, I received overwhelmingly many questions about Japanese audience reactions, so here you go!
Methodology:
For this post I logged out from Twitter to avoid any bias because of my own user algorithm, and just simply searched the term “kuromyu” (生執事) , and selected “latest tweets”. As you can see, all posts have the word 生執事 in bold, meaning that was my search term.  There are a LOT of reactions, I can’t possibly discuss them all. What I did was just search at any random point of time, and take every other comment. I censored the usernames of the commenter to protect some (ceremonial) level of privacy.
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I watched the Kuromyu costume rehearsal and cried, this is not it,,I think it might be better to go to Osaka [performance] without expecting too much I shouldn’t expect the Kuromyu of until last time
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Honestly no matter how often I watch [the musical] this time’s Kuromyu is fantastic... as someone who knows the energy of the original comics, I really enjoyed it...
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In Kuromyu Violet and Chesslock were the real thing
Like Violet’s way of walking being so slothful it was like the real thing, and the rapping of Chesslock in the cricket scene was cool
The reception of this time’s Kuromyu is entirely polarised, and indeed [this production] has a very different taste than the ones until now so I also understand the people who criticise it, but I think that’s fine.
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Click “keep reading” for (a LOT) more reactions. Don’t lie to yourself and not click it, I know you all want the tea. Here’s the tea (ÒvÓ)ノ☕
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There’s so much thought going on now I have seen the PV of Kuromyu. Eh? Because he [probably Konishi (Ciel)] has roots in Tennis [Probably prince of Tennis] once he holds the cricket it just looks like he’s swinging a tennis racket.
Bocchan is just too big, I’m not sure about that.
I only watched until half way ー
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Calling it the Prince of Cricket is too befitting😂 Such singing and dancing, the youthfulness is exploding. They sure have stamina. #Kuromyu
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Ah ーSomehow a lot of memories just popped up tears really are welling up... even though my deep-seated grudge has now passed, my obsession for Kuromyu surfaced, and it felt like it got beaten to a pulp by its big brother...
My heart is recovering through the Kuromyu DVD but the big brother is still the big brother... sob...sob (the dirty wailing of an otaku)
TLN: Big brother here means something’s superiour or better.
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It became this production that made me think: Never mind the actors but is it the problem of the makers? Erm. I think it’s a waste. Is it because it’s the footage of the first day performance?
I don’t have the feeling that it’s not that, but that it somehow became cheaper? Is a really strong thought I got from this performance. With this line-up [of cast/staff] it should have been able to create the high quality of Kuromyu, but the impression is that it was a mess.
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I finished watching kuromyu. Erm... somehow... it was a theatre production that strongly reminded me of the first Lycoris (the cheapness of the set), felt like they tried to create the feeling of🎾but failed, and tried to do something trendy (🎤) but then the production lost the sense of unity.
Well Mr. Tate’s [Tateishi] Sebas was good, and Undertaker’s acting was good (make up...)
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I’ve watched the stream of Kuromyu countless times and gotten used to the songs, and even though I miss the old Kuromyu, maybe it’s not so bad that somebody who can’t let go is rewatching something countless times. If next time they will do the Cult Arc or the Witch Arc I’d be pursuing it. Honestly I want them to stage Lycoris again ←
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Kuromyu was this place where I got stimulated by Yuta’s TOHO quality, Ms. AKANE [Madam Red] and Ms. Son [Akisono, Frances]’s Takarazuka quality. The synergy of everything, the original manga’s story, actors, music, directing all were so perfectly done in the past three productions they sure have become a tremendous bar. Once again Yuta, thank you for playing Sebas for us for three times 🥺✨
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Kuromyu really was too fun, I’m in trouble
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Honestly ------------- Kuromyu was so fun !!!!!!!!! Yasue-kun, you also go watch soon!! Ah, you going tomorrow???
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It might be quite unsatisfying for people who only watch Kuromyus that are like Imperial Theatre grand musicals, but I think it’s good that it’s a bit like the Kuromyus of the beginning of before when they adapted the manga arcs
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I watched Kuromyu and had fun 😊
I cried, I laughed, it was amazing anyway!
It was the first time watching a musical for me but I think I’ve been sucked into it...
Shall I buy the DVD, I’m indecisive 🌀🤔💭
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Now I’ve seen the PV of Kuromyu I don’t think it’s worth going at all... Even in the PV the vibe of 2.5D was ridiculously strong...
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My friend went to watch Kuromyu and gave me the review: “I’ve seen all sorts of 2.5, why did they do this for Black Butler. It’s trivial.” I’ve only seen the PV so I won’t say anything, and I really get what I’m refraining from saying. But Mr. Kuma once tweeted the descriptions of Black Butler, I guess it’s fine that the Boarding School Arc feels like this 🤔
Click here for the translation of this tweet. The description of the Weston Arc is as such:
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(To the people who will be going to see it I’m sorry)
They did say that the staff along [with the cast] would entirely be renewed, but I feel like they’re actively trying to shake off the fans of Kuromyu until now   I’m a bit sad but I guess I won’t be watching [Kuromyus] anymore... I feel like      But I am buying the stream    I’ll think about it after I’ve bought it...
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Anyway about Kuromyu, my mom said she wanted to watch it too so I watched it again with her yesterday, and she sure had a lot to say 😶 My father pulled this weird face of “what is this even” and I had to see him off halfway 😑 I thought about buying the stream of the final performance, but I guess I don’t need a second viewing. I don’t feel like watching the archive either. I really liked the Kuromyu of until now, my shock is too big.
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At the beginning [of the musical] we looked back on Lycoris, Circus and Luxury Liner... kinda like some sort of recap, but I thought “huh?”... now I just want to watch that. I used to like Kuromyu, I really have trouble accepting it this time it’s painful.
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But honestly when talking about Kuromyu it’s the Sebas with the superb voice who sung about the dynamic with the little lord full of emotion and built the world view, and for better or for worse the world view of Kuroshitsuji is maintained through Sebaciel, the songs, the directing of Sebaciel, but what happened there. Whether you should watch it or not. The past 3 productions were masterpieces、、、
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But Sebas is not Mr. Furukawa, Ciel is not Reo-kun and even Mr. Izumi’s [role] of Undertaker was unfortunately changed, this is the new Kuromyu huh...
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I watched the stream of the first performance.
I liked the songs so I checked, and I knew it.
This time has a lot of laughing factors, and I thought it was good it had a fresh cast.
I didn’t expect the cricket scene to be taken that far. I thought it was Tenimyu.
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Kuromyu, this time be it the story, script, directing or casting, I thought: “it’s more enjoyable to take up this [musical] while temporarily erasing the memories of until now ~🎶”, and I watched the theatre piece without looking back to the past productions, and that was the right decision   To the people who came to love Kuromyu of until now, it’s safer to watch it while temporarily erasing the memories.
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Did Kuromyu turn into Tenimyu half way?! I thought,
and the Elite Musical → 2.5D Musical transformation I also felt
Konishibocchan being cutesy was cute, and the P4′s desperate faces resonated all went by in a flash
Above was the report from the theatre ☺️
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I went to Kuromyu
I went into it knowing it’d surely be something different from the past productions so it indeed turned out to be so
There were parts that made me go “erm the script....” and also this part that made me go “was it really necessary to make Undertaker descend into that dream in Act 1 just because you wanted to give him stage time??”
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I went into 2 shocks gradually
Sebas doesn’t sing He only sings properly at the very beginning of the beginning Even though he’s Sebas There’s no ending solo Even though he’s Sebas
You’re the ♪ah~a~a~ number-one main character though!! That’s why this one!!! Is the N・E・W production--!!!!
I am in shock
I   A M  I  N   S  H  O  C  K  ANGER!!!
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I watched the Kuromyu stream!
It was TOTALLY 2.5D~❕❕😁It was also a school setting and the Tenimyu vibes were strong (laughs)
It’s a bit of a shame that Ciel isn’t played by a child actor anymore, but because he has more stage time than Sebas has this time I caccept it.
Sebas and Ciel’s visuals are also good ~ ☺️ 
It’d be even cooler if they increased the fight scenes with Sebas though.
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@ivvy_toshiki [Tateishi Toshiki (Sebastian)’s Twitter account]
Thanks for the hard work in the performance.
Today I saw the “first viewing of Kuromyu” of my dreams 🥀😆 Regardless of what I could say Sebastian’s beauty is from beginning to end spellbinding ☺️  My eyes were very happy. moreover, the songs and the killing were also AMAZING 😍 my eyes were nailed to Sebastian. I want to watch it again 💕☺️  I wish that the performances will go without a hitch until the final performance ❕
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I was so happy to see the recap of the past productions
I really liked the Circus Arc (original comics), and even though it was comedy it really dived into the darkness! That was the story I also didn’t expect to see the Luxury Liner Arc So Undertaker, for real... for
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Up to the last time there weren’t that many songs in total, but there were songs like I shall become your pawn and sword and the contract that made me go BATHUMP--- I have to rewatch this number!!! It’s a shame that this time there were no songs like that.
#Kuromyu
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Calling it the Prince of Cricket is too accurate 😂 They sang and danced so much, the youthfulness was bouncing off it. What stamina they have. #Kuromyu
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What’s different from the last time is the strong 2.5D vibe...... Until now the ages [of the characters] were fairly faithful [to canon] and in a good way there was no 2.5D-ness and I could just enjoy it as a proper theatre piece This time both the casting including the music had a strong 2.5D vibe for better or for worse #Kuromyu
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Very personally! Matsushita’s Sebas was “heavy as the evil of evil and beautiful”, and Furukawa’s Sebas was  “evil, strong and unapproachable and beautiful and gorgeous”, and Tateishi’s was “light hearted and beautiful and a florid kind of evil”!! (My vocabulary is failing me) All Sebastians have a different aura about them it’s fantastic!!! #Kuromyu
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The new Sebas is good
Overall
It’s this arc so that it’d get a chit-chat idol? vibe was within the expectation The cricket of the second half had a bad vibe and I was sick of it It might have been different had I watched it live I don’t like the Boarding School and Green Witch arc that much to begin with I am looking forward to the appearance of the real Ciel That's it for now
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I don’t know why I’m mentally dead but it must be that, I watched the Kuromyu stream and I am thoroughly dead, mentally dead, but as I managed to say this I’ve reached a level that I recovered a bit??? I am too tired but I don’t feel like sleeping, but if I doze a bit then I realise my fatigue and feel like sleeping unnecessarily
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This time’s kuromyu... erm I guess I’ll quit 🤔
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I’ll be rant-puking for a bit
I’ve seen a lot of Tenimyu and A-stage [Mankai A3] but it’s not like I wanted to see that in Kuromyu... What I wanted to see was Kuromyu...
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I watched the video of the Kuromyu PV? but it’s impossible. Watching the PV [I thought] children should be played by children... and as I watched their interaction it’s not the character building I had in mind... and there’s no wound on the vice principal’s forehead. I planned to watch the stream of the final performance, but I’m hesitant about spending more money to watch that... If I can’t accept Ciel and Sebastian I can’t watch this, that’s just me...
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Now I’ve read the reviews of Kuromyu all are saying it went back to 2.5D, and I think that it’s not worth going after all. It’s probably because the Kuromyus until now far surpassed the quality of 2.5D... I guess it’s fine if one were to go for the cast, but I really loved the Kuromyu of until now.
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leslieannefusco · 3 years
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Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace The New Batman Superman Adventures
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Batman, Wonder Woman and Green Lantern chase a time-traveling villain to the past, where they team up with the greatest heroes of the Old West.
The Justice League's adventures in time take them to a futuristic Gotham City, where they join forces with that era's Batman and his super team: The Justice League Unlimited.
When the evil Trade Federation plots to take over the peaceful planet of Naboo, Jedi warrior Qui-Gon Jinn and his apprentice Obi-Wan Kenobi embark on an amazing adventure to save the planet. With them on their journey is the young Queen Amidala, Gungan outcast Jar Jar Binks, and the powerful Captain Panaka, who will all travel to the faraway planets of Tatooine and Coruscant in a futile attempt to save their world from Darth Sidious, leader of the Trade Federation, and Darth Maul, the strongest Dark Lord of the Sith to ever wield a lightsaber.
The evil Trade Federation, led by Nute Gunray is planning to take over the peaceful world of Naboo. Jedi Knights Qui-Gon Jinn and Obi-Wan Kenobi are sent to confront the leaders. But not everything goes to plan. The two Jedi escape, and along with their new Gungan friend, Jar Jar Binks head to Naboo to warn Queen Amidala, but droids have already started to capture Naboo and the Queen is not safe there. Eventually, they land on Tatooine, where they become friends with a young boy known as Anakin Skywalker. Qui-Gon is curious about the boy, and sees a bright future for him. The group must now find a way of getting to Coruscant and to finally solve this trade dispute, but there is someone else hiding in the shadows. Are the Sith really extinct? Is the Queen really who she says she is? And what’s so special about this young boy?
I’ve never experienced such delay in cartoons airing on TV as I have with the DC Animated shows. Ever since Superman: The Animated Series massive delays started it, it seems to have spilled over into every DC show since. Batman Beyond had it’s “Unmasked”, Justice League had it’s last half of Season 1 and almost all of Season 2 delayed for what seemed like forever, and now Justice League Unlimited it hitting every bump in the road: schedule changes, generic delays and problems with the episodes themselves, resulting in send-backs to the animation studios. “The Once and Future Thing” has been nearly every fans most anticipated story arc this season, and we’ve been waiting ever since June since the loglines were released. So was it worth the wait and agonizing speculation? Nothing ever is; fans over hype things to the point of exhaustion and by the time the episode airs everything’s been inadvertently spoiled via a careless lack of a spoiler warning. Nothing in this first part of “The Once and Future Thing” surprised me; things that would’ve excited me was the re-appearance of Jonah Hex (not seen since Batman: The Animated Series “Showdown”), Batman Beyond, Future Static and Warhawk’s appearance and the whole “Dad?!” line (I know I read somewhere that was going to happen). The Return of the Joker Jokerz gang did surprise me though, albeit if they are a bit changed (more on that later).
Where was I? “The Once and Future Thing” starts off with our first look at Future Gotham since Static Shock’s “Future Shock” crossover, bringing an already exciting mood to the episode (Batman Beyond is one of my all-time favorites, so I may be biased); we then meet the mastermind behind the episode, Chronos (“David Clinton” for those who are picky since “Chronos” was never directly named in the episode, aside from a quick throwaway comment on his suit). After a humorous scene with his verbally abusive wife, we’re thrown into present where he’s attempting to steal Batman’s utility belt from the Watchtower. The first odd thing in the episode occurs here: if an “intruder” alarm is sounded on the Watchtower, a supposedly impregnable fortress, wouldn’t more than just three heroes run to investigate? Batman, Green Lantern and Wonder Woman bolt right as the alarm sounds, while everyone else in the surrounding lunch room just sits and gabs away. I realize that’s probably an unavoidable hole due to only wanting Batman, Green Lantern and Wonder Woman to be the time travelers, but it’s still a bit odd, none the less. Before you sit down to watch this episode, you have to keep in mind that not all things are going to make sense; it’s time travel and that always manages to screw something up. We have mechanical Pterodactyls and Raptors with Cowboys riding on their back, robots dressed up as Old West Gun Slingers and a main villain who had a six-pistol gun. If you want to make sense of that…be my guest, but it’s really best just to sit and enjoy it as it plays out. Granted, you could justify everything that happened since Tobias just kept jumping into the future and hijacking this stuff back, but…dinosaurs? I don’t see the purpose for those, unless he wanted to scare people into doing his dirty work (ten foot robots and massive guns would do that for me anyway); regardless, they were fun to see, even if they were completely random. Heroes in the episode included El Diablo, Bat Lash, Sheriff Ohiyesa Smith and the aforementioned Jonah Hex. They were all great to see in animated form and I couldn’t help but laugh every time El Diablo talked, as his voice actor (Nestor Carbonell) played “Batmanuel” in the live-action The Tick! series (I think I’m one of few who loved that show). Jonah Hex was awesome to see again and Bat Lash was fun to watch as well.
The Wild West portions had their fare share of camp to them, but they were a fun little romp. Bruce refusing to carry a gun and then using his utility belt as a “Go on, I dare you” type move the cowboys used when reaching for their guns, Diana taking her time in deflecting the bullets (“These are the biggest, slowest bullets I’ve ever seen”) and John’s “Green Lantern” Ghost looked like something pulled from a Scooby Doo episode, were fun to watch. There were some nice character moments in this one, but honestly, I think we’re all just waiting for the second part. Speaking of the second part, we got a nice little teaser end to the episode. Landing in the future after chasing Chronos again, the League come up against the Return of the Joker Jokerz gang; descending immediately is the Future Static, Batman Beyond and Warhawk. Static appears much older than his “Future Shock” appearance and Batman seems to have lost the red on the interior of his wings, but Warhawk remains the same. The episode ends with the clinching “Dad?!” from Warhawk as he looks at Green Lantern, who then looks like he just saw Future Shayera in the shower. It was a great ending and created a session of out loud “I gotta wait a week to see the conclusion!?” cursing. Perhaps the most debated part of this ending was the reappearance of the Return of the Joker Jokerz gang; Bonk died on-screen (in both versions of the film, though one more graphic than the other) in the movie, while everyone else seemed to simply get taken away by the cops. One other thing to point out is Woof’s mechanical arms; definitely not on the original model and Chucko’s new look (different color shirt and is now carrying some sort of round object, similar to Ghoul’s pumpkin bucket), all suggest that the gang may be different. If they aren’t, I refuse to believe that one of the story writers of Return of the Joker and producers of Justice League Unlimited simply glazed over Bonk’s death or forgot; the gangs there for a reason that will have to wait for another week to find out. It’s sort of sad that all of the work that was put into the first twenty plus minutes of this episode are overshadowed by the ten second closer, but it’s to be expected. People have been hungry for more Batman Beyond and now that we’ve got him again, it’s gonna be hard to let go.
That was, bar-none, the most mind-twisting and blowing DCAU episode I’ve seen. It’s not that it was “crazy” or “kooky” or all together “spooky,” but trying to get everything straight with the Matrix code flying across the bat-computer screen and Bruce spouting off stuff about the “space time continuum”…just…ouchie. Confusing nature aside (and that will pass upon a few more viewings, I’m sure), this episode was pretty much what I expected it to be; not in plot points and twists, but just in that we’d get a fun romp through future Gotham City. I’ll be damned if it didn’t seem like time flew while watching it this though; commercial breaks came as soon as they ended and I had a goofy grin on my face the entire time, seeing the Jokerz back and Terry cracking one liners again…it was really was one of the biggest fan-moments I’ve had while watching Unlimited. The story itself, as previously mentioned, was quite the confusing experience. The first time I watched it I was just entertained by everything; by the second time I finally got a grasp on why Hal Jordan was appearing (other than to make everyone’s eyes bug out) and why everyone started to disappear. In the end, this trip to the future also ended up being an “alternate” trip to the future, as in the end everything was switched back to normal, albeit with Batman and Green Lantern only remembering what went on and Chronos stuck in a constant loop with his wife’s abusive language constantly recycling. D.R. Movie Co. threw in some new effects on the future Batman’s jet boots; instead of dissipating right away, they left swirly trails; though you only saw this once it was a great bit of animation. The city looked as dark and futuristic as ever and the Jokerz new designs were great as well. Chucko on a rolling ball, Bonk with a massive mallet, multiplying Dee Dee’s, a mechanical arm-enhanced Woof and a spinning saw blade on Ghoul. Anyone who didn’t get flash backs to Batman Beyond’s “April Moon” episode must’ve been delirious; then again, Chronos said he traveled into the future to get those upgrades, so either the doctor in “April Moon” didn’t exist yet or…ah hell I’m getting confused again. Regardless, it makes me long for more of Batman Beyond…but I’m sure I’ve said that enough by now.
Static was enjoyable as well; I never was one to watch the show much, sans the special appearances of other DCAU heroes, but an adult Static is definitely who I prefer. He’s got the wit of Flash and the strength of John Stewart and it was great to see the two interact as “old friends.” Warhawk’s “I’m shocked! Shocked! Well not that shocked…” revelation that he is Shayera and John’s kid and that they may have even gotten married (“Stewart” is his last name; he was named “Rex” after Green Lantern’s childhood friend, Rex Mason / Metamorpho) was nice to see extended upon. Even if we didn’t get much (due to the three Batman’s interrupting) else out of the two, it was fun to see where things progressed (and the look that John gives Shayera at the end of the show). The undisputed and best moment of the episode, however, was the scene with Bruce/Batman/Batman—we get the wise and old Wayne saying hello to his younger self and them both telling Terry to shut up in which Terry emits a “What’d they used to call it? Stereo?” quip. It was the things endless fan fictions are made of where the past meets future… I enjoyed this episode much more than part one; animation was awesome, music fit well with every scene and the characters were all handled nicely, even if there was an over abundance of them. Some may trash McDuffie’s writing, but I’ve enjoyed nearly everything he’s written on Justice League and Justice League Unlimited and this was certainly no exception.
Create sci-fi characters with this dress-up game inspired by the Star Wars movies, mostly the original trilogy with Luke, Leia and Han, and also with many items inspired by Padme, Anakin and Obi-wan. There are four themes in the game to approximate outfits from the show, and create new ones: Jedi martial artist, rebel, queen or princess, and slave. Complete her look with weapons, other types of accessories, body customization and a wide hair section. Also, to make the weapons brighter and the image altogether more dramatic, you can play around with the darkness setting!
This game inspired by the Star Wars saga lets you dress up a male counterpart to the original Sci-fi Warrior! Although the woman has more diverse clothes and some alien features, the man is more narrowly focused on the clothing style of Jedi and Siths (and restricted to humans). The religion of the Jedi, and this is reflected in their fashion style, is itself inspired by the Eastern martial arts and monastic orders such as the Shaolin monks, which combine a deep commitment to a spiritual path with the lifelong study of self-defense. While Jedi and Siths alike are warriors trained in combat, the difference between them is their power source: while Siths align with forces of destruction, and derive power from intense emotions especially anger and hatred, the Jedi curb their emotions and do not feel hatred for their enemy. The genius of this philosophy is that it holds the key to ending the cycle of violence: self-defense against an enemy who is not hated.
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@findingniamho​
HAHAHAHA thank you so much for this ask!!! ❤️ This is exciting. Honestly the Egghead fight was one of the most entertaining scenes to write. (Coming up with all the puns was an egg-celent time.) Rereading it just now was like an out of body experience 😂 
Link to the original chapter here - passage & commentary below the cut!
So I have to start with how this scene was born. This is a Simon scene. He’s had a couple fight scenes with Vampire, but I wanted to show him off as the superhero of the city. What was he doing before Vampire appeared on the scene? What are his strengths and weaknesses? Despite the scene’s silliness, it’s also one of the first where we start to get a sense of what Mayor Mage is up to. 
So I knew I wanted him to do the typical defending-the-city thing, and showcase him and Penny as the dread companions power duo.
Besides the plot stuff, my main goal was to make this scene as ridiculously, stereotypically comic book-ish as possible. 😂Hence, Egghead the Villain.
Most of the credit for Egghead goes to my friend -- they’re really into DC and helped me with a lot of the plot stuff in this fic and making things semi-realistic. (Every time you read a clever plot point, it was probably them. 😂) For this non-Vampire fight, my friend suggested a gangster who was doing crimes and bribing the police. Hence this exchange--
“Okay, okay, um-- fuck. Did you call the police?” She huffs. “Yes, and I think they’ve been fucking bribed, because they pretended they didn’t even know who Egghead was! Can you believe that?”
I made him a repeat villain because honestly, I just thought it was more compelling that way. They know who he is already, Simon can grumble about him, they have egg-themed quips at the ready, etc. 😂 
As for the name, Egghead. I love how it came together because Simon is a baker, and I was able to work a couple baking jokes in there eventually. But in reality, it was me begging my superhero expert friend (named t below) to help me out with crafting this villain and coming up with some witty exchanges. A transcript of our conversation with the brainstorming and some of the rejects--
t: the gangster has a nickname right? he has to if he’s a supervillain t: make it a gimmick t: like if he has a red outfit call him mr. red or something t: he has a flamethrower and call him dragon (this made it in, later) me: Vampire already has a flamethrower t: they can be forced to fight him together me: Vampire is at home studying bc he’s a NERD t: ok he can be bald and simon can call him egghead me: THANKS I HATE IT t: simon throws him on the ground at the end of the fight - that was over-easy me: I hate you where do you get this shit t: I mean it’s typical superhero stuff t: he wears yellow and white and deals crack me: This fic is so food themed I love it t: that’s your villain. that’s it. t: listen, if the Flash can have an ice skating villain, YOU CAN HAVE EGGHEAD. And he was born.
(And yes, The Flash does have an ice skating villain. AND SHE DOESN’T EVEN HAVE ICE POWERS.)
Okay, let’s do this! Warning that this is definitely going to go through more than 500 words of the chapter. 😂 
Men dressed in black suits with bright yellow pocket squares. And larger men around the perimeter, wearing grey and holding flashlights. It looks more like a business transaction than anything; there are briefcases and money being passed back and forth, hands being shaken. “Hey!” I call. There are six men, and they all turn to stare at me, and then make a run for it. The flashlight beams dart wildly and I hear a few of them clatter to the floor. Everyone starts yelling at once and looking for an escape.
I basically watched an episode of Brooklyn-99 and crafted the warehouse drug deal based on that. 
“Don’t move. There’s only one exit,” Penny says in my ear. “And you’re standing in front of it.” I stand my ground, but no one comes near me. The suited guys stay slightly behind the muscular ones. Finally, one of them steps forward. “Mage’s Head Boy. Come to tell us off?”
This scene was also an opportunity to have Penny in Simon’s ear! I wanted them to work together more closely than just talking about superhero stuff - I wanted Penny to be invaluable to Simon’s superhero success and in on the action, too. She’s kind of modeled after Oracle from Batman throughout this fic. 
Mage’s Head Boy is a pretty transparent CO reference. 
There are times when I’m grateful for my ability to just have muscles and growl at people and make them disappear, and there are times when I wish I was witty like Vampire. This is definitely the second. I can’t think of a response to that. Luckily, I have a best friend with a head full of wit. “Tell them to fuck off,” Penny says. Then again, maybe not. What would Vampire say? I get hot and frustrated in the face of danger. He seems to get cooler the higher the stakes get. I fall into a fighting stance. “You wish.” The guy takes a step backwards. “But since I can’t bring you to the police, I suppose I’ll just have to teach you a lesson.” “That was good,” Penny says in my ear.
I obviously had to work a bit of Baz jealousy / crushing into this. I like the idea of Penny being super blunt. She’s smart and sometimes witty, but more often she just says it like it is. “Cooler the higher the stakes get” was a direct reference to the similar line in Carry On. With Simon’s last line - this scene was all about showcasing him as a “typical” superhero that you’d find in a comic, fighting a classic comic book villain. So I gave him one of those cheesy lines.
I’m surrounded. There must be fifteen or twenty of them. Eight huge muscular guys, and the rest in suits. They form a loose circle around me. Almost all of them wield knives, but I don’t see any guns so far.
I knew from the outset I wanted this to be a one-against-many fight. At this point in the story I’d set up a good dynamic for Blade vs Vampire, but not so much Blade vs. other city threats. What makes him a trustworthy hero? Simon’s origin story is that he got news attention by fighting off a group - so putting him in this group fight setting was a chance for him to shine.
A man steps out from the shadows. He’s bald, with a straight, dark mustache, and he’s wearing a pristine white suit and a shirt the colour of an egg yolk. “Egghead,” I say in what I hope is a threatening tone. The name sounds absurd. I’m glad the mask covers my mouth, because I don’t think I can keep a straight face. Penny coughs. Benedict Eggerton, better known as Egghead, is a drug lord who wears yellow and deals… crack. (I know.) (He got into crime early; his parents were poachers.) (Okay, I made that one up. I can’t help it.) I put him in jail earlier this year, but he escaped and fled north.
I was laughing so hard while writing this. You can see in the text exchange above where the suit and nickname came from. I was trying to come up with what his first name might be (my first idea was Sunny). I was so amused when I finally thought of Benedict. 😂 The poachers line is also from my friend T, and the “north” is a reference to Scotland, which comes back later as the Scotch Egg joke.
I draw my weapon, trying to look as menacing as possible. “I remember your blade being bigger,” he says, eyeing my kitchen knife. “Is it too cold for you in here?”
PFFFFFT I LOVE THIS JOKE okay so. I originally made Simon forget his sword because I thought the fight would be too easy - and going back to what I said above, he’s kind of returning to his “roots” with this fight - that spark he has that makes him a hero. And then I wrote the line “I remember your blade being bigger.” TO BE CLEAR, this was not originally intended as an innuendo. 
And then my friend said something like ‘he should turn up the heating in this warehouse then’, and I was like OH DING DING DING PENIS JOKE! 😂I’m oblivious sometimes. I’m glad I realized in time because this is honestly one of my favorite villain lines I’ve ever written.
I really, really wanted to give the “too cold” line to Vampire. It would be perfect for him. But Simon always has his normal sword with Vamp, so Egghead it was. And he instantly became an icon. 😂 
I twirl the knife between my fingers. “I can crack you anyway.” “Good effort,” Penny whispers. “But a bit rough on the delivery. 'Take a crack at you' might have been better...” “Sword or no sword,” I continue, “you’ll be an egg wash by the end of this.” “What?” Penny says. “Is that a baking reference?” Egghead cracks his knuckles, and his men rush me.
Much like Penny does later in the scene, I had a tab open of egg-related words up while writing this. I had to work in the baking reference. But a terrible one. There’s a French term for whisking eggs that basically translates to “beating eggs into snow” - and I wish it was a thing in English, because, you know, Simon Snow. Oh well. 😂 
I Google a list of ways to make eggs. Simon needs to win this fight, but more importantly, he needs to get some egg-themed one-liners in there to show them who’s boss. Chances like this don’t come around very often. 
Listen, Penny is very dedicated. I love the idea of heroes just being quick-witted and coming up with these ridiculous quips on demand. But ultimately, I thought it was funnier - and more in character for Penny - to do this. (Even though her Superhero name is Quickwit, oops.) She has the world of Google at her disposal. Egg puns may not seem important, but superhero image and reputation is half the battle.
Simon is being attacked from all angles, but he fights like a whirlwind. The bulky guys attack first, mostly with their fists. Simon kicks their legs out from under them. He throws them across the floor like they weigh nothing. “Behind you!” I say. Simon spins around and disarms the man behind him, twisting his arm, and I hear a shout through my earbuds. He grabs the guy’s knife and kicks him in the stomach, sending him sprawling. Simon Snow faces fifteen men with nothing but two knives, looking like he’s ready to explode.
I loved writing this from Penny’s POV. I am used to writing fight scenes from the POV of the person fighting, so this was definitely a cool challenge. It’s part of why I brought Penny into the scene in the first place - so I could show Simon in third person. Almost like we’re watching a movie and getting some overhead shots. From his POV, you don’t realize quite how awesome he is. So getting to showcase him like this was really fun.
I still have to wonder how Shepard knew… well, everything. 
Don’t tell anyone but I didn’t know yet either
“He’s Scottish,” I tell Simon. “Scotch Egg.”
I know. This one’s bad.
He’s a blur of gold and white in motion. He throws his knife—I have no idea where he learned to do that—and it embeds itself in one of the men’s legs. He rolls across the floor, picking up two more discarded knives.
I don’t do a ton of plotting/outlining with fight scenes, but one thing I decide in advance is where and how everyone gets hurt. I didn’t want Simon to win the fight too easily, but I did need to injure him somehow. So it wouldn’t be too easy, but also to serve as a counterpoint to the socks thing later.
I watched a lot of action sequences to write this fic, especially with the trickier one vs. many scenes. 
Simon tosses him like a sack of flour.
Couldn’t resist the baker!Simon reference.
“Hard or soft boiled,” I whisper. “Which way is it gonna be, Egghead? Hard or soft boiled?” Simon shouts. He whispers to me, “That was stupid.” Egghead raises an eyebrow. “Last chance to leave us alone, Blade.” I consult my list of egg dishes. “Give up before you get scrambled.” Simon twirls his blades. I love it when he does that; he looks like Deadpool. “It’s your last chance to surrender before you get scrambled.”
I loved the hard or soft boiled line at first. And then I wrote it down and said it out loud, just to check, and it sounded SO DUMB. 😂I almost took it out, but then figured—Simon is probably not going to think this through, either.
Maybe the Deadpool line was a bit on the nose here, but I wanted to give readers some really vivid imagery of what Simon looks like right now with these dual wicked blades kitchen knives.
“I prefer my eggs… poached,” he says. 
Even though Egghead has turned out to be quite a serious villain—there are guns, drugs, and a backstory—he is, after all, original master of the egg puns. He would never turn down this opportunity.
Egghead scrambles (ha) to his feet
I think Penny is just me in this.
“Over-easy,” I whisper.
“That was over-easy,” he says.
Not my best. But it had to be in there.
I’ll skip the serious bits, since the plot there is pretty self-explanatory, to this:
I wish he’d asked what we serve, because I have so many egg puns at the ready. Eggs-ecution. Hash-ing out justice. Karma served hard.  
My beta ashspren gave me this line, and I could not be more grateful. Imagine the chapter without this. It would be a shame.
Here are a few egg puns that didn’t make the cut, SADLY:
You're washed out, egghead
*Egghead gets angry* hey, it was just a yolk
I had to go "beat" some eggs
*uppercut* Sunny side UP!
I'll bash in your Eggnoggin’
Some people are just bad eggs
Sorry this is so long—this has been a purely self-indulgent experience. Thanks so much for this ask, I really enjoyed writing this and I hope you like it! ❤️ 
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Day 6 - Titanic
Whoops, I wrote this in like 20 minutes before my last class. I love having no time management skills.
Warnings: Titanic stuff. Lack of knowledge about Titanic stuff on the part of the author. Coercion (Gabriel @ Aziraphale, because Gabriel is trash and does not deserve to be an angel). Major character discorporation. ANGST. 
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Aziraphale’s heart has sunk so low that she’s pretty sure it’s tangled in her stomach.
Her mood is a sharp contrast to everyone else boarding the ship, all of whom are deliriously happy. Excitement is tangible in the air. 
After all, who wouldn’t be excited to be boarding the great ocean liner Titanic? It’s big and bright and beautiful and, as they've all been informed, unsinkable.
Aziraphale, who is miserably handing over her ticket and is also, incidentally, an angel of the Lord, knows better.
She’d been rather charmed by all the talk of the ‘unsinkable’ ship, to be honest. The humans’ confidence in their handiwork is always endearing, in her opinion.
Heaven did not think so.
She’s been tasked with making sure the Titanic sinks mid-journey, and she feels ill every time she thinks about it. She resisted this assignment more than she’s ever resisted anything. But she had no allies in her fight, and the higher-ups won, as they always do, and she can’t help wondering if this really is what the Highest Up would want. Surely She wouldn’t be in favour of drowning all of her children?
Images of an ark and a unicorn and dismayed golden eyes flash in front of hers, and Aziraphale forces herself to focus on the present, in which a voice is shouting “Aziraphale!” 
She turns to find Crowley weaving his skillful way through the crowd towards her, looking absolutely delighted. 
“Hullo!” he says once he’s within earshot. “What are you doing here?”
“What are you doing here?” Aziraphale asks instead, unwilling to answer the question.
“‘M only here for the ride,” says Crowley, beaming, clearly caught up in the thrill of it all. “Built all this themselves, angel, can you believe it? Humanity - best idea She ever had, don’t you think?”
“Yes, quite,” say Aziraphale, clutching her bag and praying she doesn’t lose her lunch. And they haven’t even put out to sea yet.
“Here, let me take that,” says Crowley, snatching it out of her grasp before she can properly protest. “You’re looking a bit peaky.”
“Oh, no,” says Aziraphale, “I’m feeling fine.”
“If you say so,” says Crowley cheerfully, “but I’m going to carry it anyway.”
He is very excited about this boat, thinks Aziraphale wretchedly, and wishes fervently that she weren’t so much of a coward, that Falling didn’t scare her as much as it does, that she’d fought Gabriel harder. 
Too late now.
*
Crowley shows her to her room, chattering about the ship and how big it is and what’s on it and who’s on it and Aziraphale grows more and more upset about what she has to do. 
She lets Crowley show her around the room, too, regaling her with information about the bunk, the mirror, the bathroom. She lets him lead her up to the deck, watches him close his eyes and inhale ocean air, watches him smile to himself as children scamper past them, laughing.
And the whole time she knows, she knows, that she’s going to be sinking this ship in a few days, and it makes her absolutely sick.
But it would make her sicker for Crowley to know what she’s going to do, so she forces a smile when he turns to look at her, grin stretching from ear to ear, eyes bright with excitement, and prays to be given the strength to do what she has to do.
*
Except she can’t do it. She can’t, she can’t, she can’t. She comes to this conclusion right around the time that she sees Crowley listening intently to a little girl who is telling him why the boat is floating. (It involves a lot of fairies and a few mermaids and is not very scientifically accurate but you’d never know from the serious ‘mmhmm’ and ‘really?' noises Crowley is making.) When the girl is finished explaining, he surreptitiously snaps his fingers and presents her with a mermaid doll which is sporting sparkly purple hair and a long orange tail. The bright colours and plush sturdiness of it are all are well before their time, and Aziraphale can’t stop herself from beaming at him as the girl runs off to show her new toy to her mother. 
“That was quite sweet,” she says.
Crowley promptly turns forty shades of red and sputters a lot of incoherent things that eventually turn into, “Shut up.” 
Aziraphale does, but keeps smiling at him, because she can’t help herself, and then feels guilty, because he’s a demon, and the whole time she knows with absolute certainty that she can’t do it. She cannot sink this ship and end all these lives.
She simply cannot.
*
But Gabriel can make her, and she learns this in the most horrible way possible. She is on the deck late one night, enjoying the fresh sea air and feeling like an awful angel, which is how she feels most of the time, these days, when there’s the unmistakable sound of someone threading themself through time and space. She turns to her left, smiling, fully expecting to see Crowley (he’s so silly, she thinks fondly, to insist on doing things the miraculous way when he could just use the stairs) but instead finding the cold violet eyes of the Archangel Gabriel. 
“Why is this ship still above water, Aziraphale?” he asks, voice dangerously level.
“Oh, Gabriel!” says Aziraphale, well aware that her attempt at surprise and innocence leaves a lot to be desired. “I was wondering if you’d - ”
“It’s been five days,” says Gabriel, voice still dangerous but not quite as level. 
“I realize that,” says Aziraphale, unable to keep the nervousness out of her voice, “but I’ve been - ”
“We told you not to wait,” says Gabriel. He’s losing his calm. “We told you that it was time sensitive. It has to happen - ”
“But why can’t we wait?” asks Aziraphale desperately, interrupting Gabriel for the first time possibly ever. “Why couldn’t we wait until it’s closer to shore and more - ”
“No!” says Gabriel, and he is in fact glaring at this point. “Aziraphale, we know you like the humans, but you cannot let your emotions get in the way of your tasks. Angels are not supposed to have emotions. Now do the job.”
“Couldn’t you do it for me?” says Aziraphale, aware that she’s pleading at this point and hating herself for letting it happen at all but she can’t, she can’t - 
“Aziraphale,” says Gabriel, and he’s in her personal space and she can’t seem to breathe and he’s too close and he’s angry - “Do it.”
And in a moment that Aziraphale will regret for the rest of her life, she does.
*
The effects aren’t awful immediately, because Aziraphale is a coward. There’s a shudder that seems to run through the whole of the ship, and then silence. Gabriel steps back, a satisfied expression on his face. He says “was that so hard?” and then he disappears. 
Crowley appears almost immediately after, and Aziraphale feels relieved, thinking, “that was a close thing,” and then absolutely horrible, because how can she care about being found out for fraternizing with a demon when she has just done a much more unforgivable thing? 
(Except that according to Gabriel {and Michael, and Uriel} it was supposed to happen and no forgiveness is necessary. Aziraphale does not understand.)
“What just happened?” he asks. There’s no hint of panic in his voice. He has no idea. He’s just curious.
“Oh,” says Aziraphale, and she feels as though she’s going to be violently sick any moment now, “I’m not sure.”
Crowley looks at her, really looks, because she’s never been able to lie to him. But he doesn’t realize what really happened, he can’t have, because he just looks concerned.
“What’s wrong, angel?” he demands. “Who frightened you?”
Aziraphale scoffs.
“Frightened,” she says. “Ridiculous. I’m an angel of the Lord, Crowley, I do not get frightened.”
“Okay, okay, I believe you,” says Crowley, who does not believe her. “Just - if something big were going down, you’d tell me, right?”
“Of course,” says Aziraphale, and when he wanders away, apparently satisfied with the answer, she starts crying.
*
It is one of the most horrendous nights of her life. 
She stays on board, trying to help where she can, trying to find quiet places to multiply lifeboats and failing. She gives hugs and distributes as much peace as she can and tries to keep the tears at bay. She tries not to think about Crowley.
And she succeeds, until they’re loading up one of the last lifeboats. He turns up at her side, hands in his pockets, a haunted look in his eyes. 
“So this is why you were here,” he says quietly. “It was the ‘unsinkable’ bit, wasn’t it? Heaven just couldn’t take that, could they?”
“Oh, Crowley,” she says, voice breaking, and somehow finds herself crying into his shoulder. His arms, wiry but strong, wrap themselves around her and she is held tight and feels safer than she ever has. (Which is silly, because she is on a sinking ship with a demon hanging onto her, but that’s the way it is.) “I’m sorry,” she sobs. “I’m so, so sorry.”
“Shhh,” says Crowley, and his voice is raw, too. “‘Sn’t your fault.”
“But I - ”
“‘S those absolute wankers,” he says, voice going harsh and vicious and shocking her a little bit, “that made you do it.”
“I did the miracle, though, Crowley, I - ”
“Didn’t do it until you had to,” says Crowley, and his voice is soft but full of conviction. He pulls away, holds her at arms’ length, and she tries to pretend that she doesn’t very much miss the warmth of his torso and the snugness of his arms. “Not your fault, angel. It’s not your fault.”
“Well - thank you,” she whispers, feeling overwhelmed with grace she does not deserve. “That’s not - you don’t - I’m so sorry - ”
“I know,” says Crowley, looking past her to something on the deck. He’s quiet for a minute, and when he speaks again he sounds properly choked up. “Me, too.”
She turns to see what he’s looking at, and follows his line of sight to a purple-haired doll lying, abandoned, on the deck. 
“‘S how it goes, I guess,” says Crowley, letting go of her and taking a couple long strides to pick it up. “You’d think we’d be used to it by now.” He looks at the doll contemplatively for a moment and then turns to her. “Well,” he says, puffing his cheeks and blowing out air. “This is it, then.”
“Indeed,” says Aziraphale somberly. “I’m not meant to fly away, I don’t think.”
“I’m not meant to be on board,” says Crowley ruefully. “Still, ‘m glad I came. Worth it, I think.”
“You can’t mean to - there’s still space!” says Aziraphale, staring first at him and then at the - 
Last boat. The very last one.
“There is,” agrees Crowley, and he’s looking at her in a way she thinks she understands and knows she does not want to. “Just a little, though. Just for you.”
“No!” says Aziraphale, appalled at the thought. “No, not without you, Crowley! No!” 
“Give that to her if you see her, will you?” says Crowley roughly, thrusting the doll into her hands and taking her by the shoulders. 
She starts to struggle. 
“No!” she cries. “No, no!” 
But he’s relentless, and she’s used a lot of her strength tonight, and he guides her over to the last of the lifeboats. There is just barely space, and she tries to put up enough of a fight that someone else can get in, fill up the space, before she does. 
Crowley spins her around to face him and meets her eyes. She can feel her eyes are welling up with tears. 
“You’ve got to go,” he says firmly. “You can - help. You can help, without getting into tr - you can help. And you’ve never been discorporated, and believe me, angel, you don’t want to be. Now get in the bloody lifeboat.” 
And he sweeps her up and deposits her into it with a tenderness that she starts crying harder. 
“Please,” she says, so emotionally overwrought that she doesn’t care that she’s begging. “Please come with me. Please let me stay with you. Please, Crowley, please…”
“Bye, angel,” says Crowley, and kisses the back of her hand. “See you ‘round.” 
And then he lets go of her and backs up and sticks his hands back in his pockets and she and the other weeping people in the boat are lowered into the water.
She stares at the redheaded figure on the deck, who is watching the grim proceedings with very practiced, very forced casualness, and her vision blurs when he raises his hand to give a final, lackadaisical wave.
She watches, eyes blurring with tears, until he’s out of sight, and then she clutches the doll to herself for a moment, wipes her eyes, and sets about keeping everyone in the boat alive.
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Bonds: Chapter Ten
           The Soldier was in his chambers, cleaning his sword. It was a wicked looking blade, silver with gold borders. It was nearly as long as he was tall. He gently rubbed the cloth against the hard steel, treating it as if the blade was made of fragile ice. He didn’t flinch when there was a loud knocking at the door.
           He sighed and rested the weapon on his bed. He slowly stood up, back aching from stooping over for too long. SkekCen went to the door and opened it. It was the Star Gazer. Her eyes were puffy and red. “Lady SkekAli, what is wrong?” She bit her quivering lip, eyes welling with tears. The Soldier moved out of the way without hesitation, allowing her room to enter.
           Once they were both inside, SkekAli sat in a cushioned chair, holding her head in her hands. Her fellow skeksis took another chair and sat across from her. Tears were streaming down SkekAli’s wrinkled cheeks, her eye liner turning the wet streaks black. The Soldier watched her in silence.
           “It was the dream again, wasn’t it,” he asked.
           The lady nodded as she wiped her eyes. “I-I don’t know w-why I get l-like this,” she sputtered through sobs. “I hardly remember a-anything from them a-and I just wake up crying and—and—.“ She went into another fit of blubbering. Her eyes were now orange, indicating her distress. SkekCen pulled a linen hanky from his sleeve and offered it to her. She gratefully took it, wiping her eyes and blowing loudly into the hanky. SkekAli has had these dreams for as long as the two have known each other. The frustrating thing was she could never recall what happened within them. She could remember bits and pieces, but even then it would only be a hand or an unknown voice. When these dreams would occur however, the Star Gazer would wake up, overcome with grief.
           SkekCen sat quietly as he waited for her to get it all out of her system. Eventually SkekAli settled down, breath shallow. The Soldier rested a hand on her shoulder. He wasn’t the consoling type but he tried his best to comfort his friend. She let out a shaky sigh, returning the hanky to him. “I’m ok now.” SkekCen took it and set the used cloth on the arm chair. He turned to the Star Gazer. “Do you remember anything this time?” She shook her head. “No…but…they have been reoccurring more than usual…” SkekCen stroked his goatee. “…That is odd…Have you tried reading the stars?”
           “You think I haven’t done that already,” she snapped. She turned her gaze to the ceiling. “I look to the stars, moons, and suns but they all remain silent! It’s as if they’re mocking me, taunting me.” SkekAli look down, grasping her chest. “All I can read is my heart…and it’s in despair.” The Soldier didn’t know how to respond. Instead he did the next best thing. He got out of his chair and gave her a hug, rubbing his muzzle against her cheek. She held him tightly in silence. SkekCen could feel her body relax in his embrace. Minutes passed before he spoke. “Are you alright now?” She nodded, letting go of him. She wiped away the last of her tears. “May I take a moment to clean up?”
           “Of course.” SkekAli then proceeded to the washroom. The other skeksis watched her go, face deadpan. “She looks so—delicate whenever she goes into these states…I just wish I knew why.” SkekCen hated how distraught his soul mate would get with the dreams.  One thing was certain however. The root of the Star Gazer’s issues had to be something deep within her, deep within her soul. He can feel it in himself. “It’s something that follows you, hunts you, no matter how hard you try to escape…no matter how hard you try to forget…”
          SkekCen was taken out of his thoughts when SkekAli returned. She looked almost like her old self, save for the lack of eye liner and swollen eyes. The lady gave him a smile. He stood up to face her. “Do you want to stay here? It is rather late.” She shook her head. “No. I’ll be fine…can you walk with me though?” SkekCen’s eyes softened, granting her request. The duo then left the lord’s room.
          Their stroll was quiet and solemn. The Soldier had to fight the urge to hold SkekAli’s hand as they walked. The last thing they needed was to have rumors spreading. They were half way to the Star Gazer’s room when SkekCen caught a flash of red at the corner of his eye.
          “Why are you two stalking the halls so late at night?”
          SkekCen could feel SkekAli tense up. “Why now,” she cursed under her breath. They looked behind them to see the Ritual Master approaching them. SkekCen couldn’t believe their bad luck. He suspiciously eyed SkekZok as he faced them. “We could ask you the same Ritual Master,” he said in a cold voice. The other skeksis only grunted a reply. He gazed at SkekAli, her face pointed to the ground. “Is something wrong, Star Gazer?” She shook her head, still staring at the hard floor. SkekCen glared at him in annoyance. He knew that the Ritual Master wasn’t asking because he cared.
         SkekZok gazed hardened. “You should rest, dear Star Gazer. You look as if you could fall over at any moment.” She raised her head, looking confused. SkekCen also felt confused by his statement but remained silent. The other lord scoffed, pointing a long finger at the other skeksis. “Don’t act so innocent SkekAli! You can stay awake at night to interpret the heavens all you want but you will never get a place at the Emperor’s side. All you do is fill his head with fanatical fantasies!” The lady raised an eye brow. SkekCen let out a deep sigh. “I have had enough of this!”
         The Soldier was about to speak when SkekAli blurted out, “We were simply taking a walk for Thra’s sake!” She turned around and marched forward. “What can no one WALK without being interrogated?!” SkekCen blinked at her in bewilderment. He looked back to the Ritual Master who also was in shock, mouth hanging open. The Star Gazer turned her head back to her fellow skeksis, navy blue eyes burning. “Just because you feel that your position is being threatened doesn’t mean I’ll allow myself to be so kindly SHOVE. OFF.” With that, she stomped ahead, black and blue robes flying behind her.
        A ghost of a smile formed on SkekCen’s lips. “There’s the SkekAli I know.” He bowed slightly to the SkekZok. “Enjoy your shoving off.” He then went after the Star gazer, chuckling softly. The Soldier found his soul mate at her door, fuming while she paced. “I’m going to ring that slime face’s throat one of these days! I swear by the Three Sisters I will!” SkekCen shook his head, eyes gleaming with amusement. “That is a day I look forward to.” SkekAli stopped her pacing. She let out an exaggerated sigh and opened her door. “I am far too tired to deal with his futile harassment.” Before she entered the room, SkekAli gave SkekCen a grin. “You know—I am fortunate to have you as my amica anam.” The lord cocked his head. “Oh?” She nodded, fondly putting a hand on his cheek. SkekAli’s eyes were glowing once more. The warrior could feel his eyes glowing too, his palm warm where his symbol was.
      “You’re a great listener.”
       SkekAli then entered her room, wishing him a good night. SkekCen watched as she closed the door. He let out a soft sigh. Even though he was touched by the Star Gazer’s words, he felt like he was losing a battle that couldn’t be won. He wanted to cut her dreams down like how he cut his enemies. But a physical opponent was different than one who was like mist; elusive and without manifestation. SkekCen rested a hand on the door, eyes still glowing. “Good night…and sweet dreams, my dearest friend,” he whispered quietly.
I'm so sorry guys! I thought I submitted this! I finished this like almost a month ago! SkekCen/SkekAli/Bonds (c) Me SkekZok (c) Jim Henson
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lavendertwilight89 · 5 years
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The Great Dog Demon War
Let's get this show on the road!
M rating (I jumped in quicker than I originally planned lol)
**Not trying to spoil my own writing but I know I give up on fics if they say something will or won't happen--I don't want anyone to get deterred to not read because they think/ I implied something; let's be clear-- KEEP READING!! I promise half of what's implied is more than likely false.**
Prologue was posted a week ago if you're tying to jump in now, I'd advise you go back and catch up.
In my defense about trying to pay multiple each week-- this was a super long chapter (I know, I'm bringing infamous for that) but, consider this you 2 for 1 deal this week!
Song inspiration for this chapter: Got Love by Tov Lo
Reminder: I do not own the referenced song or Inuyasha characters
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Chapter 1
Kagome walked out of Kaede's hut wearing her priestess robes. She was holding some nap sacks in front of her at waist level. Her hair down, having grown a little past her waist and blew slightly in the wind. She lifted her head to gaze at the trees before her and smiled at the bloom of the flowers. Cherry blossoms. Beautiful. Reminds me of my haori from our wedding...
Rin emerged from the hut behind her matching her height. She wore a new purple and orange swirled kimono Sesshomaru had brought to her about a month ago. She still wore her side pony tail at the top of her head, her hair extended to her waist. She had grown so much since Kagome's arrival a little more than two years ago. She was becoming a woman. Her sass was just as strong and even more irking than before now knowing what “adults do” to everyone's dismay. She had some nap sacks she was holding in her arms as she stood next to Kagome with a kind smile.
"Lady Kagome, Lady Sango may need some assistance. Would you be able to hold these and I can go help her? Oh---Lady Sango! There you are! Do you need any help??" Rin waved her left arm up high in the sky and a giant open mouth smile swallowed her face when she noticed Sango's approach with her children.
"Good afternoon Rin, hello Kagome!" Sango greeted as she approached. Her two twin girls were walking on each side of her coming up to her waist each also holding nap sacks. They wore short kimonos so their legs would be free to run with the warmer weather and hopefully be able to splash around in the creek they were heading to. Suzuki was in a faded teal and intricate white designs who favored Miroku's looks as she grew older wearing her hair in a short bob-cut with navy eyes while Ayumi was in a faded pink kimono with gold swirls who favored her mother and wore her hair long with a half-up do braided on the sides that connected down the back of her head. Komori, who was slightly bashful, a head shorter than his sisters, walked behind their mother. He had a navy kimono on and seemed to resemble a young Miroku.
Sango wore her Hiraikotsu on her back and wore her usual pink kimono and green tie skirt around her waist. Her carefree smile was breath taking. Many villagers still couldn't believe she married a monk before they could even try to court her.
"Sango! Are you and the kids ready? Inuyasha had said they should be finished before the evening with their job and should be able to meet us for our late lunch at the village's edge."
"Yes, we are ready to go. It'll be great to see everyone again. It's been quite awhile since we have seen them."
Once Sango reached them, they turned and started making their way to the village's edge.  They were meeting up with some of the older allies they had made during their fight with Naraku.  They had briefly seen some in passing like at Kagome and Inuyasha’s wedding but not enough to be able to converse with everyone. Especially with other things on their mind that evening. 
Kagome thought back on their walk to the valley to after Inuyasha’s proposal the night Kagome returned and got lost in her own memories blushing lightly...
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They married only a week after their reunion. Some of the villagers were stunned of how quickly she accepted or that she was willing to “dirty herself” with a half-demon.  She was asked if she was scared if she would lose her purification powers when she laid with him.  Inuyasha began to get more nervous about their union until Kagome had reassured him that their opinions did not matter and she wasn’t phased by them. Truthfully, she didn’t care.  She crossed over five-hundred years into the past to be with him. If they were thrown out of the village and had nothing, she would still remain by his side. Inuyasha took her reassurance to heart and tried to ignore the hateful phrases and implications some of the villagers threw their way. 
They had begun to work on building their own home outside of the village as Inuyasha preferred privacy (and to be away from the village gossip anyway).  Kagome didn’t mind and honestly, enjoyed the idea of being alone without interruptions as well. While Inuyasha and the other men from the village who had no issue with Inuyasha and adored Kagome worked on their future home, Kagome prepared for the wedding and also began her priestess training.  She was wiped out by the end of each day and fell into a deep slumber each night with Inuyasha not far from her reach. Kaede hadn’t objected to sleeping in the same hut as them, just as long as there was no bed sharing.  Not that Kagome would have been lively enough to try what she had implied anyway. Kaede and Miroku wore Kagome down each hour of every day since Inuyasha was preoccupied and when she finally had finished training, she had to work with old priestess, Rin, Sango, and the headman to organize the ceremony.  She already had begun to harness the ability of making barriers and simple demon purifications without her use of her bow and arrows by the time of their wedding.
Once it was the day of the ceremony, she was too busy getting ready to even see her guests they had decided to invite. Sango helped her get ready as her adopted sister and lack there of any other family, while Rin ran interference to keep everyone surprised and in wonder when she finally did appear for their union. Making various threats ranging from cutting off a male’s favorite “toy,” as she referred to it, to not allowing them to join the feast after the ceremony. Her threats were taken seriously as she promised her Lord Sesshomaru would hear about any disrespect towards her they would be sorry... most of the village had been still weary of the full demon visiting frequently as he was known as the cold silent ruler of the western lands.
Even though her methods were not condoned or even the least bit orthodox, no one had disturbed Sango and Kagome. 
Kagome was not nervous regarding the actual wedding. She knew what she was going to say and no fears of what Inuyasha would say to her in return... she was nervous for after the wedding.  She shared with Sango their couple of kisses but her lack of energy after training with the slayer’s husband and old priestess and how this would be the first for everything. 
“It’ll be okay, Kagome. I’m sure he’s just as nervous.  Miroku is with him now, and knowing that pervert,” her eyes narrowed and shifted to the side as she referred to her dirty husband, “he’s probably in there right now over-sharing our sex life.” Sango swears she could hear his sneeze from the other side of the village.
Kagome turned her head around to face Sango with hopeful pleading eyes as she bit her lower lip. 
“Don’t bite you lip! You’ll mess up the lipstick I applied!” Sango chastised standing and grabbing the shell and brush to smooth is back out evenly over her lip the blushing pink color that added a little more pink to her lips but not even to over power her natural beauty.  She had already applied light eye shower to bring out her caramel eyes with a thin line of eye liner and a hint of light blush on her cheeks.
“Okay, okay, I will tell you a little bit to calm you down so you don’t do that again... I mean I’ve had three children... I shouldn’t be that bashful right?” She cleared her throat and explained a little bit about their first time about how it was uncomfortable as it is for most women, but to make sure he takes it as slow as he can until she gets used to the feeling.  It’ll get better after that, but she just has to be prepared that it won’t be as magical as most other women make it out to be. They were filthy liars and clearly had out of wedlock sex she added rolling her eyes. She also added other things that feel good to be touched to help make it easier like nipples and the clitoris then also explained what feels good to the man. She made sure she told her not to grab too hard and be gentle almost like feathery touches as they were extremely sensitive.  
While she went through things he could do to her and vise versa, she finished brushing out her hair and pulled her hair up on the top creating a puff and then took part of the sides and twisted to keep it locked in place then added the slip Sango had received as a wedding present with rubies and diamonds shaped as cherry blossoms to keep the top knot locked in place. then pull the remaining bit of her hair down smoothing it out.
“Alright, I think you are ready, what do you think?” Sango inquired standing again and moving to her side to take in the full image of the bride.
Kagome had a plain white traditional white kimono on with a bright red obi around the center. She has had a loose red haori with small yellow/ gold flowers and larger ones of pink and white. Kagome looked away from Sango into the small mirror in front of her. She stared in curiousness as to if that was actually her... when had she become a woman? 
“Sango... you are amazing. I look like a different person!”
“Aw, Kagome, you are and have always been one of the most beautiful people I have ever met. Inuyasha would be happy even if you walked down in your old school clothes.”
“You think so? Haha, he may not even notice I changed.”
Sango smiled and rolled here eyes, “It’s sad how accurate that actually may be. Regardless though, every man out there will regret not getting a chance to try and win you over,” she added with a wink.
“Oh wow!!! Lady Kagome! You are so breath-taking!” Rin swooned finally entering the hut. “Lord Inuyasha sure is a lucky man!”
“Thank you, Rin. Is it time?” Kagome inquired about to bite down on her lip again until Sango lightly nudged her reminding her to keep it out of her mouth.
“Yes my lady! Everyone should be in place. I asked Master Jaken to go scare off anyone wandering around that wasn’t invited or who is trying to sneak a peak before we come out. I will be going out now to take my place by Kaede’s side.  I’ll see you in a few!” Rin cheered exiting the hut.
Kagome’s anxiety finally hit full force. She was getting married. At only eighteen (no in this time period it was old, but in her’s she would be considered a Yankee!). She was going to probably have to start a family. Tonight if they actually, oh who was she kidding, of course they were going to have sex. She wanted to do it since she came back since every time they did kiss butterflies flew around in her stomach demanding more. Her family wasn’t there to give her their blessings. She guessed they kind of did by wishing her well and allowing her to return but still--was she even going to be a good wife? It’s not like she had “wife training”. 
“Kagome--Kagome stay with me. It’s going to be okay. Miroku and I will be up there with you. We are in this together. I know this is a lot in a short time. But we also only knew each other a short period of time and look what we were capable of! Everything is going to be fine. You’re going to be an amazing wife. Inuyasha literally would never have taken anyone else to be his wife. You’re everything he’s always needed and wanted...Now, let’s go get you married,” Sango encouraged placing her hands on Kagome’s shoulders facing her fully speaking calmly.
Kagome embraced Sango fiercely, “Thank you, Sango... I’m ready.”
Sango placed a nontraditional head-dress over Kagome’s hair that was still solid white, but laid flatly on her head like a veil from her home-land rather than one that would cover a crown. She requested when they got to the aisle facing Kaede and Inuyasha that Sango to remove it. Kagome had insisted she didn’t want to part-take in all the traditions of a Shinto wedding as things in her era were different and her idea of a wedding had already been changed--the fact the whole village had to attend since she was to take over as head priestess was already a large argument,one she lost. She was marrying a half-demon anyway, who was more Buddhist than Shinto beliefs, tradition was already a out of the question at this point. But she wanted him to be surprised by her appearance along with everyone else. She was getting married only once; she was going to have some things that she could change to be her way.
They finally reached where the ceremony was being held and all went silent.  Flutes began playing and Sango removed the clip holding the veil which fell behind Kagome. Kagome had been holding her head down watching her feet as they had walked trying to remember to breathe steadily. Once the veil was removed, she lifted her head and a slight gust of wind pulled some of her unpinned hair flowing over her shoulder. Her eyes were bright but not overly excited, mouth slightly agape. She couldn’t look away from his wide staring eyes.
Inuyasha had never seen anyone more beautiful, including his princess of a mother in full dress and makeup, as his bride in front of him did on that day. Miroku put a hand on his shoulder giving a slight squeeze re-grounding him. He hadn’t even noticed he had slightly began to step towards her. He was wearing a traditional black kimono. He forgot how uncomfortable he was and all the nerves he had. She was so breath-taking he only saw her as she and Sango made their way to him. She had started to smile at him releasing a breath she probably didn’t realize she was holding until as they walked towards him.
When they reached Inuyasha and Kaede, Sango bowed and placed a took Kagomes hand and placed it in Inuyasha’s and hers on top. She bowed again and stepped behind Kagome similar to Miroku’s position behind Inuyasha.
Kagome still couldn’t remember anything Kaede had said.  She remembers nodding and speaking when she was supposed to but they were too absorbed in each other. His vow was to protect her with his life, that he would make her the happiest woman alive, he would give her everything he could attain, and finally reiterated how he was born to for her and doesn't regret a day of his life as after meeting her as he only learned what true strength and love from her. Her vows had been simple, that all she wanted was for him to be happy, she wanted him to smile, she wanted to him to be loved. She would do anything and everything in her power to keep him safe and make sure he felt like he belonged. Kaede took over preforming the remaining rituals, Rin standing by her side, aiding her in whatever she needed to preform the ceremony. She then pronounced them married which Inuyasha didn’t hesitate in grabbing Kagome and kissing her hard enough for her to see stars. 
They didn’t eat their feast; they were too busy having every guest congratulate them. Kagome also was too nervous to eat as she knew what was coming once everyone was done...
Inuyasha sat by Kagome, Sango and Miroku by her. Rin had made her way to see Sesshomaru and Jaken off thanking them for joining the occasion by her request. Kaede had been talking with the headman about Kagome and Inuyasha’s relationship and the plans they had in store for making her the high priestess of the village.
Sesshomaru had been the first to pay respects. If that’s what you would call them. Inuyasha was annoyed he even bothered coming let alone attending and nodding to them before leaving without another word. Rin, of course, translated he was happy to see them so happy and for the family they would be starting soon with a wink when she was summoned away by his annoyed sneer of her name. 
Koga, Ayame, and other members of the wolf demon tribe followed as they knew they made the villagers nervous by being there. Ayame gave Kagome a tight hug and promised they’d be in touch. Koga meerly nodded and stated his congratulations but did shake Inuyasha’s hand in blessing.
Jinenji and his mother came by, blushing per usual and congratulated them followed by the villagers. 
Kohaku, Shippo, Sango, and Miroku were the last to give them blessings which Inuyasha was thankful for because he was about to blow his top.
He looked at Kagome and motioned for them to leave. She stood without resistance and walked away from the feast shooting Sango a wink which she smiled at and turned back to the party in front of them. Miroku watched as they walked away wagging his eyebrows earning him an elbow to his gut by an exasperated Sango.
“Did you end up giving him some helpful advice?” She inquired eyes closed, elbow still out ready for another jab depending on his response.
“Oh Sango, that man was shaking like a leaf when we were getting ready. I gave him some... helpful suggestions and pointers that I know that have proved to be crowd pleasing. Speaking of... maybe I can demonstrate on you tonight?” He smiled mischievously. 
She rolled her eyes, “I can’t believe you are a monk. How do you even have purification powers?”
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Inuyasha picked Kagome up a few feet away from the others and carried her back to their new home bridal style. 
He set her down inside. This wasn’t the first time she had been in their home after it was built. She’d previously visited with him and helped set up the furniture and items they received as engagement presents during a break she was given for lunch one afternoon. She kicked off her shoes and released a deep breath. She was startled when Inuyasha placed a hand on her right shoulder causing her turn to look at him with big, doe like eyes.
“Nervous?” He asked, calm eyes boring into hers.
“S-sort of...” She swallowed trying to regain her confidence she had found earlier. “It’s not that I don’t want to--don’t get me wrong, there’s just been so much hype up to this and now I’m just over thinking everything and you know, I’ve never done this before, not that you have either, but you know, I don’t know what to expect and of course everyone has an opinion about it and how to do it, and what it should feel like and even getting down to the littlest details about what should and shouldn’t happen and I don’t want to mess up and make things weird and---” she was cut off by Inuyasha pulling her into a deep kiss which made her mind go blank of anything else she was going to ramble on about in her anxiety.
“It’s really cute when you ramble,” he said cutting her off breaking off their heated kiss and reengaging with hot passion, "but I think you're the one that told me not to let what people say to effect us."
"Mmmmm," Kagome moaned into his mouth. Her hand had already fallen to his black obi around his kimono to try and loosen it. What was she nervous about again? For three years she had only thought about him in that way. She thought maybe she wanted it more than him at first but he was just as hastily pulling off the clip in her hair followed close by her haori when she had to surrendered her arms from him after she released his obi. He cut her obi open as she gasped but didn't even allow her time to lecture him about how it was a gift, would she seriously ever wear that again, anyway?
Her then started to peal away her kimono when her lips against his froze and her eyes opened.
Oh right. That's why she was nervous. Sure, he had seen her naked at least five times but he wasn't actually looking...he was checking on her, trying to find her, there was no actual intimacy involved in him seeing until now.
He opened eyes his in confusion when she had tensed up and realized she was embarrassed when he was peeling off her kimono. God, she is adorable. He gazed down at her while he pushed her arms down and pushed the kimono off to the floor.
She hadn't put on her under garments in fear they would be torn off and she wouldn't have been able to continue to use them. She stood naked in front of him blushing like a deer who got caught in the garden. If his hands weren't on her biceps locking her in place she probably would have ran like a deer to cover herself as well.
While he admitted to himself he'd seen her before almost half a dozen of times before, this was like the first time. She didn't turn away (even though she looked scared, she remained in place not pushing away from his hold), eyes locked with his. His full of love and lusty desire and hers uncertainty; they were looking for affirmation, searching his for an answer to a known question. What do you think?
He removed his right hand from her arm  and shrugged off his out black kimono down his right arm and then replaced that hand hesitantly on her left breast using his outer fingers to caress it gently, then shrugged off the left arm and then place his left hand on the small off her back his white yukata still in place and started to pull her closer to him again.
Her nipple was hard and erect under his hand once her had fully grasped it whole. Her breasts had grown in their time apart a decent amount-- almost as big as Sango's while she was breastfeeding--and the nipple had darkened slightly from the light pink to a mauve color. Her stomach was still tight and trim and her hips had only widened an inch or two at most. She was the most breath-taking woman he had ever laid eyes on. He didn't deserve her for how mean and childish he had been insulting her and comparing her to Kikyo... that was the reason for her hesitation... because he had been so off-putting to her, trying to push her away by making her think she repulsed him. He almost started to pull away because of his self deprecating thoughts when she caught his hand and held it place on her breast and then leaned in upward to kiss him again tentatively.
She had captured the way he had taken her in with his amber wandering eyes with such heat behind them. She noticed his bulge under his plain yukata now with his black kimono removed. She could see the look on his eyes of remorse and pain... she had to reassure him this was what she wanted this too. That she didn’t believe anything he used to say because they were in such an odd place with Kikyo, Koga, and even Naraku.  They had always made their way back to only each other.  Why should he have these doubts now? Why should she?
When she captured his lips it re-sparked his heated desire to keep going. The hand on her breast came up to the back of her head and got tangled her black flowing locks. She felt his penis against her stomach now being smashed up against him. She started to get those butterflies again but they were moving to her lower region. She wanted more. She wanted it all. She wanted all of him.
She put her hands on his yukata and started to guiding him to the already rolled out sleeping mat. He laid her down gently while kneeling beside her never breaking their contact with their heated intricate kisses. She opened her legs welcoming him to move in closer and yanked on his yukata while their lips were still in a battle of their own soon evolving their tongues. He took the hint and put his hands on both sides of her head and moved his knee to be right beneath her vulva (which was radiating the most wild scent he had ever smelled coming off her and heat he couldn't get enough) which made her jolt and her lips freeze.
He smirked and pulled away and helped her get off his yukata. He stayed still while her now lustful eyes wandered over his body.
He no longer had a body of a teenager either. He was deliciously ripped. His muscles were more pronounced and he looked the part he played as the strongest man man she knew. Her hands seemed to have a mind of their own as the took up to going up his abs to his chest then down his his arms. Her eyes wandered lower to notice his happy trail was also silver like his hair and-- holy fuck he has a giant penis. Good God she was getting wet just looking at God-like body. She was definitely as red as a tomato seeing him smirk at the way she was hungrily taking in his features.
"See something you like?" He teased.
""Sh-shush you---" she cut herself off sitting up recapturing his lips, arms encircling his broad shoulders. Holy shit, I can't stop this feeling, she thought to herself.
He leaned down to let her resettle her back on the floor and leaned down on his forearms getting closer to her. He took his right hand and replaced it on her left breast and startled to knead her nipple. She gasped and tried to hold in an elongated moan and failed miserably detaching from his mouth again.
Smirking he kissed her chin, jaw, then down her neck to her collar bone then latched onto her right nipple.
"Oh my God," Kagome gasped continuing to breathe harder and withered under the intensity of his mouth. He was trying to remember everything Miroku had mentioned to try and make this the most pleasurable experience for her.  He was so embarrassed while Miroku had offered his advice on pleasing a woman... but clearly the man knew what he was doing. Two suggestions were already proving the pervert was right and wasn't actually screwing with him.
He switched his mouth to her right nipple and swirled his tongue around and slightly gripped it with his teeth, careful not to allow his fangs to mark her, causing a sucking motion what seemed to be driving her hips wild toward him as she was bucking underneath him while moaning in and out of his mouth. His left hand that was on her right breast before his mouth claimed the left and his now free hand moved down to spread her lips and found her aroused swollen clit and began to tease it.
He lost her lips as she moaned loudly pulling away and unable to control her body. So much was happening. He had her nipple in his mouth and his fingers were on her clit. More liquid gathered between her legs as she was basically humping him from below. He kept lighting this new desire in her for wanting more of him. She wasn't even aware that all these sensations, feelings, and being with each other was actually new; she could only think about him, them, intertwined, together and where she wanted to put that probably twelve inch dick.
"In-Inu----ahhhhh!" She could barely talk. She was losing herself fast in this heated encounter.
He was just getting harder and harder listening to her and feeling how slick she was becoming as he played with her clit. He released her nipples and kissed to her sternum down to her stomach when her breath hitched when his head ended up between her wet folds.
While Miroku had mentioned this position in their little "pep talk" he had already been dead set on finding out what Kagome tasted like. She could call him a dog for being determined to do so, unfortunately the stereo -type fit and he didn’t care one bit. He licked her vulva long, hard and slowly. 
Oh fuck... he thought to himself. He would have cum if he hadn't taken a moment to regain his control remembering all she gave up for him, what an ass he was and how he didn't deserve this beautiful woman, but by some grace, she had chosen to be with him, and that he was going to make this the best night of her life.
She quivered from his tongue and lost control of that area of her body. Her hands became intertwined in his hair and she started to make load moaning gasps and whines as he continued to get more acquainted with this area of her. She decided in a moment of being aware to lightly grace her fingers over his ears.
He groaned slightly in pleasure but kept pursuing her pleasure. He kept his fingers from his left hand on her clit while his tongue massaged her vulva. He had his other arm wrapped around her left thigh trying to hold her steady. He was determined hot to stop until she had her "release" as Miroku referred to it. He said he would know when she did.
She was close she thought. Her breathing was becoming more ragged and the sounds emitting from her mouth were definitely not hers and she had no idea how they were emerging from her.
He carefully dove two claws from his left hand to her opening and slide then in to press up into her vagina to find this "G-spot" while placing his mouth on her clit and sucking on it the way he had on her nipples.
Her hips slammed down on to the floor and her thighs crushed his head saying another curse word under her breath. He slightly chuckled at her reaction to his touches.
"Inu-Inuyashaaaaaa!!!" She said throwing her head back in pleasure being totally consumed by him. The feeling in tummy was full force at this point and she couldn’t stop it from erupting even if she tried. "I-I'm-- oh G-God-- Inuyashaaaaa!" She wailed finally releasing onto his fingers. He pulled his digits out and licked some of her cum from her opening before he licked off all traces of her from his fingers.
She was pretty sure the world stopped moving as she tried to regain herself. She watched him clean her juices off himself in awe.
He leaned back down over her resting his forearms besides each side of her head and started to slowly kiss her which she hungrily took him in and her flame was relighting itself. He knew he wasn't going to last long. Not after that. He was dying. She was going to be the death of him. From smell, sound, taste, touch... he had no idea how he was still alive.
"Are-are you ready, Kagome?"
"Yes, Inuyasha," she affirmed spreading her legs back out for him to settle between them which he got into position then he slowly started to ease into her. Her hands gripped up on his biceps as she started to take him in.
She was so wet (thankfully he controlled himself from licking it all up to make this easier on her) he was sliding in without much resistance.
She felt pressure. She didn't know how else to describe the feeling of him entering her. He wasn't all the way in yet but she already felt how much he was already filling her and how it was stretching her (sadly, not as pleasantly as he had when his fingers were inside her). He was halfway in when her walls clamped down on him from going further. 
"Ohhhh, fuckkkk..." he said trying to keep it together. She had begun to clench her eyes and took in a sharp breath wincing.
"S-sorry," she said through a tight mouth.
"It's fine--- it’s okay Kagome, we can go slow. But, you need to try to relax a little bit. It’ll hurt more if you stay tense.”
She took a couple deep breaths and he pushed himself up a little bit and took her hands in his and they interlaced and he shushed her a little bit. She finally was able to relax and he felt her ease up and he was able to push the rest of the way in. It still stung a little bit but not as bad. It was more like the after effect of the being stretched. She moved her hips a little bit to egg him on to continue.
All he could think was how tight she was and how amazing this felt when she finally moved a little; he groaned and started to move slowly in and out of her.
It finally wasn’t as bad; she had forgotten her pain because the over abundance of stimulation set back in. He was hitting her core and it was bringing back that overwhelming sensation she felt in stomach. She tried to match his movements with her hips. Her hands left his as she pulled down on his shoulders to bring his mouth back to hers and he continued to drive into her. He lowered back onto his forearms and locked his lips around hers catching the moans and erotic wincing sounds she made. 
He lost her mouth when she lifted her head back and took in a deep breath and let out a load groan of pleasure rolling her hips to aid him. That’s when he about lost it. He lowered his head into the crock of her neck grounding his teeth trying to hang on until he could make her release one more time before letting himself get lost. He was fighting a losing battle. She was going to be the death of him. He lifted his head back up and moved his right arm from bracing himself and went back for her clit and started to massage it again. 
At that moment Kagome grabbed onto his ears weaving them through her fingers in what he could only think of was some fantasy she had and cried out his name loudly. While they were outside the village, he was fairly positive everyone within a five mile radius could hear them. She was definitely not quiet and he frankly didn’t care. Let them know what he was doing to their priestess. They should be jealous she chose him rather than them. At least this way he could prove he was doing something right. Her walls tightened around his penis rapidly, seizing and he lost all hope of holding on any longer and released his seed into her, calling out her name and then collapsed on top of her.
They both tried were exhausted; their breaths ragged and heart racing. He finally pulled out of her slowly and flopped over on his side beside her. She let of a slight whine of disappointment but not enough to make him think they should have another round later. They were both done and ready for sleep; they had a very long day and evening. They had years to come to enjoy that again. He pulled her close to him and took her lips in his again softly and gently and then kissed her forehead. 
Their eyes locked finally and they slightly chuckled relishing in what they just did with each other. He pulled over the blanket on top of them and wrapped his arms around her with a deep sigh.
“I love you, Inuyasha,” she said sleepily trying to stay awake.
“Go to sleep, Kagome...”he said with no venom in his voice, but with love, implying they were those words in return. 
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“Kagome! Earth to Kagome! Where’d you go?” Sango jested.
“She’s probably thinking about Uncle Inu,” Ayumi teased.
“About she can’t wait to smooch him again ,” Suzuki followed with a smirk.
“Hahahaha, oh Lady Kagome, they have you pegged. You’d think you had just married yesterday the way you two still act,” Rin laughed
Kagome stopped and blushed turning back looking at them. “Uhhhh--what now?”
They all erupted in laughter at Kagome expense who started blushing except for Komori who remained behind his mother’s back watching.
“Is this a good place to set up for our picnic?” Sango asked still chuckling.
“Haha, yes. Sorry! I swear I need a map sometimes in my own head,” Kagome reached up and scratched the back of her head in apology.
“Lady Kagome, Lady Sango, I’ll take the girls and Komori to the stream and keep them entertained while you guys get set up,” Rin offered handing off the other wrapped lunches she was holding to Kagome and then turning to take the kids to the stream. 
Sango started to close the distant between them and turned to take Rin in. “My... she’s grown into quite a beautiful woman, hasn’t she?”
“If only her mouth were cleaner. I blame Miroku and Inuyasha,” Kagome added shaking her head.
“Mmmmhmmmm... They are certainly to blame. However, I don’t think any men in our village want her even if her mouth were clean... and I think she already has her own eyes set on someone.”
“I know exactly what you mean,” Kagome smiled turning to Sango. Sango exchanged her own grin and then they began to unwrap the lunches and lay out a sheet for them to rest on. Sango lowered her weapon to have it resting behind her and Kagome sat to her right.
“How long do you think they’ll be, Kagome?”
“Well, Kohaku is with them right? I doubt seeing him goofing around and keeping them on a tight schedule, so I can only imagine they wouldn’t be too much longer.”
“KAGOME!!!!!!!”
Kagome and Sango looked up to see two whirlwinds heading towards where they were sitting. Koga appeared first with a giant smile on his face holding a small boy who resembled Ayame but wore his hair in pony-tail like his father, followed by Ayame who dropped a daughter who was Koga’s twin but wore her hair in pig tails and scooped Kagome up off her bottom in a tight embrace.
“A-Ayame, it’s good to s-see you,” Kagome said trying to loosen the demon hold she had on her.
“Oops, sorry! I forget humans are a little frailer than demons,”Ayame said placing Kagome back down on her feet. Koga gave her a quick squeeze on the shoulder but that was as intimate as he got with her since her wedding. He had moved on with his life hearing how she had returned to her home-land after the battle was over and finally owned up to his own promise and married Ayame. He was shocked to hear she had returned; but had decided not to visit in efforts to not upset Ayame and to keep boundaries that were implied after they had parted when Kikyo had passed.
"Alright my little cubbies--go play! Watch your teeth!!" Ayame called as the wolves giggled and ran to go play in the water with the other children calling their names in glee.
"Where's the dog-turd? Decided he didn't want to join?" Koga inquired sitting next to Ayame who planted herself to Kagome's left.
"No; he, my husband, Shippo, Kirara, and little brother had an extermination job a little further from here. They should be here shortly," Sango replied back.
Kagome looked to the sky to see where the sun was in regards to time. She bit her inner cheek nervously at his absence. They'd gone on multiple trips without her or Sango and have always come back... this time just felt different. He had reassured her multiple times yesterday it would be quick and he'd be back in time for lunch... she didn't know why she felt so apprehensive about him going and couldn't put it into words well enough for him to understand.  She had even pulled Miroku over and discussed her anxieties with him. Miroku assured her it would be okay and just to be on our guard for anything that felt strange. But she couldn’t let that be an answer enough.  She reopened the discussion with Inuyasha and let him convince her that the other village needed their help and they could use the money for new seeds for their garden.  He promised her he would be back for lunch even if they couldn’t finish the job.
Inuyasha...
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Inuyasha had Tessaiga drew. It’s blade was black and it was thrown over his shoulder. His annoyance plastered on his face as he gazed down. He stood by Miroku who had sutras in his hands with Shippo perched on his shoulder looking confident while Shippo looked more nervous about the situation unfolding below. They stood on the cliff above a forest that was being rotted away with a giant stampeding scorpion below.
"Haven't we seen one of these before?" Inuyasha inquired annoyed.
"I think so-- five years ago when we were still collecting jewel shards." Miroku noted.
"It's a scorpion! They come from the main land! There's been an influx of them in the area recently; that’s why I was hoping you guys could help extenguish the last of them," Kohaku shouted from Kirara's back. The demon cat hovered above them ready to fight. While Kohaku was sitting on Kirara, it was clear he had matured and had grown older. He was taller and was more muscular from all the training and slaying he'd been doing alone for the past five years.
"I want to say we fought them with that demon that fed off the Tree of Ages... what was his name?" Miroku pondered.
"Who cares? He's dead anyway. Kagome and I finished him off along with his ancestry line. It can’t be him or someone related to him."
"We will just have to find the source of where they have been coming from after this one is neutralized," Kohaku added.
"Keh, whatever. You guys do what you want--Kagome wants us back for lunch. We can always track them tomorrow--"
Three more large purple miasma seeping scorpions appeared out of the ground howling and stomping the trees down further.
"Grrrrrr," Inuyasha was growing angry at the idea they probably wouldn't make it back to Kagome and the others in the time he originally told her now with multiple ones popping out of the ground heading back towards their village. He started to grip Tessaiga tighter.
"Calm down, Inuyasha. Kagome will understand. It's not like she'll 'sit' you or anything, " Shippo said trying to appease his anger.
"I don't think Inuyasha is scared of that, Shippo," Miroku defended. "Yesterday, Kagome was very anxious about Inuyasha leaving. She mentioned an ominous feeling and that she didn't want him away from everyone. My guess is she was on the verge of a premonition... but of what I'm not sure.  As it wasn’t clear, I told her everything should be fine until we came back. "
Kirara lowered to be more level with Miroku and Kohaku turned to them."That can't be a coincidence, can it? Do you think it was in regards to these scorpions?"
"More than likely they are related to whatever was giving Kagome such a bad feeling." Miroku threw the sutras down and started mumbling a prayer keeping his hand raised to his face, eyes closed, and a blue barrier erected around the scorpions trapping them from escaping further.
Inuyasha jumped and swung his sword yelling "Medio Zangestuha!"
Black blades emerged from the sword and cut the scorpions to pieces which were sucked into the meido making them unable to regenerate. Inuyasha landed back by Miroku who lowered his hand and opened his eyes.
"Shall we?" Miroku invited.
"Don't need my permission," Inuyasha grumbled jumping down the cliff.
"Man, he's grumpy today," Shippo commented and Miroku got on Kirara and they began following Inuyasha down the slope.
"Can you blame him? He doesn't enjoy leaving Kagome anyway, but now that she's concerned and fearful... I can't say I blame him. "
"Sister told me about their bad news when I arrived yesterday too... I can only imagine the toll it's taking on him as well."
"What bad news?" Shippo inquired.
"Uhm, HELLO?! Am I the only one who is going to do work around here?!?" Inuyasha shouted from the ground.
The three others on Kirara's back looked down at the half-demon stomping his feet in annoyance of their lagging.
"What do you see, Inuyasha?" Miroku asked trying to deflect his bad mood.
"A fucking butterfly, what do you think, you jackass! Tunnels!!! Come down here!!!"
"Now, now, no need to get so riled up because it's going to take longer to get back. My wife and children are with Kagome as well. You need to relax rather than getting yourself all worked up. It will accomplish nothing," Miroku said as Kirara landed letting them off and transforming back to her regular form and jumped up to perch herself on Kohaku’s shoulder.
"Keh. Easy for you to say. You wife wasn't the one crying to you all afternoon about leaving."
"Haha, true. She can't wait to get me out of the house. "
"Probably to get some peace and be away from your wandering hands," Shippo quipped.
"Sigh," Miroku smiled in defeat shrugging her arms out.
"I often wonder how I don't have more nephews and nieces."
"Let's get on with it. Hopefully we can make it back by the evening," Inuyasha said making his was to the tunnels that led down into the earth.
Shippo lit his fox fire and made floating orbs flow into the burrows so the others could see and the others followed Inuyasha's lead.
They walked in silence, looking around and taking in their surroundings for awhile before they noticed there were other tunnels that converged all going directly one way.
"The tunnels... they're..." Kohaku started.
"Leading back to the village..." Inuyasha growled and began running ahead.
Kohaku and Miroku exchanged looks and ran after him.
Inuyasha stopped suddenly sniffing the air in the cave-like area causing Miroku to stumble while Kohaku came around the side.
"What is it?" Shippo asked.
Kirara began to growl and jumped off of Kohaku's shoulder in front of him.
Inuyasha drew his sword, "I don't know... but this scent, I recognize it. A couple years ago I smelled it when Kagome returned...Be on your guard! Let's keep going!" He dashed forward as Kohaku and Miroku re-boarded Kirara.
This aura... it's similar to Sesshomaru... but darker...Miroku noticed.
They felt what felt like an earthquake and then saw bright light further ahead clearly that had been created by a hole and began to panic knowing the scorpions must've surfaced.
Shit, I can smell Kagome and the others!!! "KAGOME!!!!!"
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“So, Kagome, what gives? No kids? Haven’t you and the mutt-face--ugh--ow!--I mean, Inuyasha been married like two years now? What’s wrong? He can’t preform? Hahahahaha!! OW! Stop that! The first part was a real question!” Ayame elbowed Koga in the arm when the first insult was cast then the gut looking unamused of her husbands comments.
Sango also glared as Koga and cleared her throat bringing her arm to her mouth beginning to answer until Kagome put her arm out in front of her and shook her head with a smile.
“Please Kagome, don’t feel like you have to answer Koga’s questions,” Ayame offered shooting him a dirty look. “What happens in your home is none of our business...right, Koga?” 
“Right right, I’m sorry Kagome. I didn’t mean to offend dog-tuurr----I mean Inuyasha,” Koga stuttered seeing Ayame’s elbow ready to strike again.
“No, it’s okay. I don’t mind talking about it. Really... It...it isn’t that we haven’t been trying,” Kagome said a little flustered initially at the idea of talking about about her and Inuyasha’s relations. But they were married; there was nothing to be embarrassed of about what married people do...they actually didn’t know until recently the village could basically hear them every night... Inuyasha found it ego boosting... Kagome found it mortifying.  
“It wasn’t actually a conversation initially, or even really a thought; we were just doing what married couples did. We had been apart for so long we just wanted to be with each other in every shape and form we could to make up for the lost time. Before we realized it, had been a year and we discussed the idea of having children. He initially was hesitate as you know; he’s a half-demon and thought of what life would be like for our children. He got used to the idea though, as the villagers became more accepting and tolerate of our marriage and him.  We also had a lot of support from our friends as well...” Kagome looked to Sango with a longing smile and Sango returned it and placed a hand on her knee which Kagome placed her own on top.  
“But as time went on... we realized there was something amiss. No matter how often we tried... I never was able to get pregnant. We met with Kaede and she believes it is because I’m not technically from this world... I don’t belong here and so time runs differently around me. We knew that from a demon who actually could stop time and it had no effect on me or things from my world... We just never put two and two together. We think because of that, my body rejects nature and balance. That’s why my spiritual powers are so strong, why I was able to travel through time...and why I won’t be able to give Inuyasha a family.” Kagome took a deep breath hoping that was enough of an answer to suffice the question.  Others had begun to ask so it wasn’t a question she hadn’t heard or hadn’t answered yet... and these were her friends. She could be fully honest and open with them.
Inuyasha and her had already mourned the idea of having children. She was completely heartbroken. But, she had become determined to make sure any orphan children would be taken in, like Shippo, and they would be cared for by them. Inuyasha only happily complied. He remained supportive of her and made sure she knew she hadn’t let him down and that he was happy that she came back.  That’s all he ever wanted anyway. He never thought of having his own children and even though he would give her the world, maybe not having children was what was supposed to happen anyway.
“Wow... Kagome,” Ayame took her free hand that wasn’t on top of Sango’s and looked into her caramel eyes with her jade tears forming, “I am so sorry. What a sacrifice you made to be here... I know you’ve told me before a little of your world. I know whether you will admit it or not, how much you gave up to be with Inuyasha. That is so beautiful you love each other so much...I’m so happy that you both have each other. Please, if there is anything you ever want or need... you know where to find us.”
“Thank you Ayame, and it’s okay. Inuyasha and I are happy with it just the two of us. Also we get to babysit anytime we want,” Kagome laughed.
Sango smiled and patted Kagome’s hand. She felt terrible her best friend, her sister, that she would never know what it would be like to have and carry a child of her own. But she also knew that even if Kagome had known this before crossing the well to return, she would have still come. Her love for Inuyasha was unbreakable and nothing would ever keep them separated again. 
Beneath them they felt the earth shake. They all stood suddenly, Sango grabbing her Hiraikotsu ready to launch it. Kagome looked around and closed her eyes to concentrate. Ayame ran to the stream calling her children’s name and ushering the twins and Komori out as well with Rin. Koga put himself in the middle so he could be the first to jump and protect them if necessary. 
Kagome tried to block out the noise, her feelings of doubt and fear, she finally was able to put herself in a void of sound and saw the demonic flow of energy coming from her right.
"Koga! Ayame!" She yelled turning to them, "Please take the children and Rin back to the village!"
"What?!? I can't abandon you, Kagome!"
"He's right! We're your allies!"
Kagome smiled softly then turned to Sango who nodded looking determined. Kagome lifted her left hand towards the others and erected a purple barrier.
"No! Lady Kagome! Lady Sango!" Rin cried.
"Mama!" Sango's children echoed.
"Leave. We will handle this until the others arrive... Kagome and I can handle this and cannot risk the children or Rin's safety. Please Koga, I'm begging you, GO!"
"Koga--this is not about questioning your strength, this is about who can get our children and friends out of danger the fastest. You and Ayame are our best chance."
Ayame who wore a torn face now looked determined and swallowed and picked up Sango's twin girls, "Koga! Come on! We need to get them to safety!"
Koga still looked torn and upset, fists tight in conflict when he squeezed his eyes shut and turned to his children. "Climb on Rei and Kaze," he said bending down for them to anchor on his back and picked up a now hysterical Komori in his left and lifted Rin in his right. She looked at back at the women behind the barrier concerned.
"Please be careful!" She yelled as Koga and Ayame nodded to each other and took off back towards the village.
Kagome kept the barrier erected and turned back to Sango. "There's three very distinct auras approaching with three other minor demons, the scorpions maybe? I don't how else to describe these three more powerful demonic energies except they are similar to Sesshomaru."
Sango grabbed her mask and put it on. "The scorpions must've been a distraction to lure Inuyasha and the others away."
They finally saw the purple miasma seep towards them slowly, dirtying the ground to a more red color like death. The sky began to darken and the loud sounds of stomping feet along with the vibrations were growing.
Kagome took a sutra out of her pocket and knelt to the ground pushing it and emitted her pure purple purification which destroyed most of the miasma by them. Sango took the opportunity seeing the large bodies approaching to throw her giant boomerang; she twirled it behind her and flung it out in front of her angling it to go to her right, "Hiraikotsu!"
Three figures jumped up while the weapon cut through the multiple scorpions that were running their way causing their legs to stop moving; their body slide to a stop twenty feet in front of them.
“Who are you?” Sango demanded catching her weapon out of the air. Kagome moved closer to her, arm up her sleeve for another sutra is necessary. 
“Well, well, well.... you must be the famous time-priestess we were told about,” The demon with brown hair replied.
“And the demon slayer that accompanies her in the village,” Added the demon with silver locks. 
“We need you to lower the barrier you have so hastily erected.  We have business in your village priestess.”
“Whatever business you have can be settled here,” Sango replied harshly.
“Well, we were told to annihilate the village for Lord Sesshomaru’s lack of cooperation and the growing strength of the priestess now taking guard... We can at least knock out one thing off our list,” The Silver haired demon replied and then help his arms out with the other two and thread like material appeared in their fingers like a web and aimed all at Sango. They pushed their arms forward and Kagome tried to throw a sutra but it was burned immediately by the black thread, while Sango tried to cut with her hidden sword beneath her sleeve and use Hiraikotsu to destroy the thread but it moved past her weapons as it was only magical thread and wrapped around her to absorb into her skin.
Kagome gasped and tried to pull the string off but it was too late; Sango shoved her to the ground harshly.
She gasped and grunted a little bit as she had lost control of her own body. The three demons that stood before her moved their fingers in sequence like they were beginning to control a puppet. As their fingers moved, so did she.  Her eyes were not glazed over like Kagome thought they would be, but full of anger and desperation to try and regain herself. They want her to watch!
“Sango!”
“Ugh! Kagome! I’m sorry,” she said struggling to try and control herself but failing. 
“Lower the barrier time-priestess and we will let you friend go peacfeully, she is not who we are here for,” The demon with brown hair replied.
“Kagome---no!”
“That’s not going to happen,” Kagome said rising to her feet.
“Well then...” their fingers began to dance again making Sango lift her Hiraikotsu and swing for Kagome as she gasped. Kagome erected a barrier over her hand similar to miniature shield.
“Her weapon is made of demonic energy and parts... that wont work here. Release her!”
Sango then jumped and then swung again with her boomerang with Ksgome was able to block again using her right hand but then Sango came swinging with her left cutting Kagome’s left cheek.
She shrieked and dropped her shield from the Hiraikostu in error from the pain and was struck on her right side sending Kagome hard to the ground cringing in pain.
Sango was then forced to throw her weapon screaming for Kagome to get up as she was unable to stop herself. Kagome’s eyes shot open and she rolled out of the way barely in time to miss the strike only to have to stand quickly to jump away from Sango running toward her; she unfortunately was not as trained as Sango was for hand to hand combat and ended up with nicks from her sword and hits from her other open hand that was in a tight fist.  She faltered in step trying to dodge her attacks which Sango ended up extending her arm over Kagome’s left shoulder slicing into it deeply. Kagome cried out but took the opportunity of her being so close and grabbed her hand that was open without Hiraikostu having returned to her yet and pulled herself to Sango harshly embracing her and purified the controls she had placed on her. 
Sango grabbed hold of Kagome as once the controls were gone to hold her weakened body lowering her to her knees, “Kagome!! Hold on!!”
 Kagome looked to her right in time and erected another barrier around them to avoid the attack the dog demon who had yet to have spoken yet. He had swung his sword but luckily it had demonic energy which her barrier could repel.
“Damnit” he muttered and jumped back to the others.
“Kagome!”
Sango and Kagome looked to behind the demons, who also turned their concentration to the ever approaching Inuyasha and Kirara.
“This could complicate things... I thought those other scorpions were supposed to keep them occupied,” the demon with silver hair looked to the one with brown hair.
“We must've underestimated the half-demon...” He replied grimly.
“We must tell father,” the demon with black hair chimed in.
They disappeared with a quick jump like they were ninjas or never even really there...
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adilynia-kiden · 5 years
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For Them: Part One
March 19th, Nishan
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From the moment I woke up, the highs and lows of my emotions have left my head reeling and my stomach filled with razor-winged butterflies that refuse to abate no matter how many breaths I count. Lessons on manners, decorum and propriety flood my mind in the hopes that I will not offend the entire Federation of Nishan with anything other than my presence.  As an Outsider, I not only have to tread carefully with my words and actions, but understand that most Nishanians in attendance for Teren and Lycan’s wedding would rather I wasn’t there at all.
I think I’m handling that pressure well considering I am expecting the event to be filled with wary looks, whispers and a general sense of disdain for my company. However, I have my family here for support and the knowledge that while I might be persona non grata for 99.999% of Nishan, Teren and Lycan want me there today, and that is all that matters.
Today, everything I do is for them.
My morning began with Nishanian inks set to my skin by the talented hand of Teren’s foster daughter, Anou’e Nillion and bound in magics by Baron Larcos Sobo’Avill.  I admit that I was nervous in having to be laid bare for such spellweaving to occur, but I was surprised to find that the Headmaster was both accepting and understanding of my modesty and the permanent pink stain on my cheeks. For all my embarrassment and discomfort, the end result was entirely worth it. My pale skin looks beautiful, which is not something I have ever thought in my life.
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Intricate designs of runes, wards and protections now mark my back in golden color, while a lotus flowers spans the plane of my stomach. Butterflies decorate my hands, and join other exquisite loops and lines shading my feet and ankles in a beautiful display of artistic expression. I am not privy to the full details of their meaning until I have earned my citizenship in Nishan, but I am nonetheless honored to wear them for Teren and Lycan.
However, it is the artwork that Anou’e inked over my heart that holds personal meaning for me. Blue roses and feathers have been designed in such a manner to create an infinity symbol that memorializes my Twin Flame and beloved mother. It’s beyond thoughtful for her to include such a thing, as it holds no purpose beyond making me smile in knowing they will be with me today.  I will need their strength to fill my spine with steel and face the lords and ladies of Nishan with all the humility and grace I possess. Which, I admit is a bit hard to do given my attire for the evening. 
The magnificent gown that has been gifted specifically for the occasion, highlights the work that Anou’e has done to make my pale skin feel beautiful. The gold fabric of Nishanian design is perfectly tailored to my small frame, and manages to be both flattering and comfortable, which is a blessing that rarely occurs in formal wear. I’ve taken it out of my closet on multiple occasions to admire the pristine gemstones that sparkle on the delicate hood and each time I notice new details that built my anticipation in wearing it.
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The little girl inside my memories that used to play in her mother’s jewelry box and closet is doing cartwheels in actually having it on.
I’d done really well all day in keeping my chaotic emotions in check but the final additions to my glittering appearance sent me over the edge and Bri scrambling to keep the kohl and gold liner on my eyes from running down my cheeks and ruining all her hard work.
My fingers trembled when I lifted the earrings from the black velvet and secured the posts of sapphire and diamond earrings in my lobes. So much so that when I moved to put the matching necklace on, I required assistance from Brilaria in fastening the lock as I was unable to stop them from shaking. Light bless… they are beautiful…
The color reminds me of Teren’s eyes which is soothing beyond words and will help reinforce my nerves. I’m not ashamed to admit I spent more than a few moments wistfully tracing the shape of each stone and imagining the smile that will come from my wearing this undeserved, but no less cherished set he has made.
I swear my heart stopped with the final box opened that revealed a tiara of blue and white that stands as an opulent and exquisite homage to the title Lycan speaks as fondly as he does my name.
Princess.
He meant the nickname as an insult the first time he used it. I had earned his malice and vile tongue for my behavior and judgments a hundred times over before that day. But only when he spit the word out did I begin to understand that I had been acting as the very thing I always loathed about some fairytales; spoiled and weak heroines who were called Princess because of the crown on their head, not the nobility and courage of their hearts. 
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It was a turning point in what would become our love story when I decide to check my ego at the door and truly become the person he needed me to be.  Now he whispers the royal moniker with adoration in his voice and love in his heart, but for me, it will always be a reminder of how hard we fought to get where we are and to protect the one thing that matters above everything else; Teren.
In that vein, I have chosen to honor their (and our) fight for happiness in my own way by incorporating a Silverfall tradition among the Nishanian ones they have asked me to carry.
There are only two occasions in which the members of my family don Valkyr braids and decorate them with prayers of metal meant to convey the blessings of the Titans we have so long held faith in; War and weddings.
In war, the knots in our hair are meant as a reminder that our oaths bind us, and that the strength of those who came before us is at our sides when we step on a field. The clink of the metal almost sounds like bells, and is a herald for the Halls of Valhallas that will rejoice if our fate is to be guided by the Valkyr to join them in the Eternal Battle and Wild Hunt.
For a wedding, the honor we step onto a field with is given to our chosen partners as a symbol of our willingness to fight, and if necessary, die to see that they are protected and cherished above all else. It is a promise to defend and lift up those that hold our hearts as high as the honor of dying with a sword in our hand and victory on our lips.  The knots make tangible the bond we offer and serve as a reminder that there is nothing worth going to war for, if we do not have the peace of knowing what is to love, and be loved in return.
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I wear my hair in eternal knots on their wedding day, because there is no war I would not wage or path of destruction I would not carve to see them protected. There is no god or mortal that would not feel my wrath and no vengeance I would not take if they sought to take from me what is mine. They are mine.
But I also wear them in knowing the tranquility that comes with one simple fact; I am theirs. Even if our own vows have yet to be spoken and until the last star falls from the heavens, I know where my place is and the peace that comes with their hands in mine.
I have known it since Teren kissed me on the western porch and allowed me the only favor I will ever request before taking to a jousting ring. He gave me the first moment of true solace I had known since my Twin Flame was lost, in the sunlight of a ballroom and the press of black and white keys. My heart had found its starting point when he fastened a choker of diamonds around my neck and composed a love song for me out of his Confession…
I have known peace since Lycan’s words were the ones I clung to when sadistic red ropes bruised my skin and his lips were my reward for tilting to victory.  I know divinity in the curve of his smile and the joyful privilege of naming him as my Champion.  The half of my soul that remains finds stillness in his grueling training sessions and the sanctity of a promise he made to share his wings, but fulfilled in giving me a set of my own. He is my reason to fly…
They are my reason to live.
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Teren and Lycan have given me so much and my braids are just one of the things I am capable of granting in my desire to see the foundation of their future set in the strong roots and firm ground of an undeniable love.
Today I get to watch the bond they have fought for celebrated and shared for the world to see.
Today, the love of two men I hold most sacred will be declared in loving vows that will etch the annals of history and begin to heal unfathomable loss and suffering.
Today, my faith in fairy tales will be renewed in knowing that there are no others more deserving of the ‘happily ever after’ promised to us as children than Teren and Lycan.
I expect a great deal out of today… March 19th.
What I did not expect was to have my carefully controlled emotions teeter on the brink of destruction the moment Brilaria opened the door to my suite…and the struggle it would be to keep them in check.
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(( @silverfall-patriarch @ironbound-praetorium  for the SL itself. In the next few days or so the ceremony itself will be posted :) We’re still in the process of writing it! <3))
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Flowers in the Window Chapter 4
Wow only me 5 months to update, sorry! Life & work stuff just took over all my time.  I will try not to be so long in my next update. As always many thanks to my lovely beta and friend Heidi. She had a big job on her hands, as this chapter is rather long, so ta very much dude! :D xx Hope you all enjoy this chapter and thank you for reading and for the lovely comments. Previous chapters can be found on A03
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7594528?view_full_work=true
"It'll have to do" Katniss muttered under breath after she had re-braided her hair for the fourth time that morning. She took a deep breath in, breathed out hard and studied her reflection in the small mirror above the basin in the female staff bathroom. 8:47 am. Nearly time to roll. Toying idly with the end of her braid she pulled out her go-to 'I'm fabulous' perfect nude lipstick for yet another coat. Letting out a resigned sigh she grabbed her handbag and opened the door quickly.
"Pull yourself together Everdeen" She chastised herself with a heated whisper.
 Unfortunately in the heat of scolding herself she hadn't noticed Johanna racing in the door. Her black duster coat whipping behind her.
"Woah there, Nelly! Are you trying to make my hangover worse than it already is?!" Jo gestured to her head, which Katniss was guessing, was pounding.
"Morning to you too Jo" she smiled patting the side of Jo's head sympathetically.
"Wild night?!"
"Wet n wild times K, all the way" Jo drawled winking at her friend. Katniss wrinkled her nose, turned back to the mirror and started toying again with her braid.
"So things good with Thresh still?"
"That man has moves that out-sex even Gloss" Jo replied pulling out her black kajal liner from her bag with the smirk of a cat who had recently had her fair share of top quality cream.
"Wow; even Gloss the man-whore extraordinaire? Well I guess it must be love," Katniss teased.
"Please." Jo rolled her eyes & applied a heavy line of sooty black in her lower waterline.
"Why are you in here anyway, K? It's almost bell and you don't fuss or primp your hair or makeup. Ever. If I didn't know you better I'd say you were avoiding the soon to be love of your life… or at least a couple of months of good lays."
 Exasperated, Katniss grabbed her handbag and started fidgeting with the zipper.
"I’m not avoiding him...I just...look...urgh we talked about this yesterday Jo, it's just all so...awkward."
"Oh come on K, it's only awkward because you're turning it into some dumb high school drama á la Delly! It's very simple. He likes you, you like him. You had some weird serendipitous meeting years ago where you hit it off with each other, so? Who cares? Get in his pants already!"
"Always boils down to one thing with you doesn't it Johanna?" Katniss snapped. Johanna glared at her from the mirror.
"Harsh, Everdeen. I'm actually trying to help you bring a bit of happiness into your life but if you're too brainless to see that then fine; stew in your own misery." She picked up her bag & turned to face Katniss.
"If you need me I'll be in the photocopier room. I just saw Mellark on his way to Trinkets room, just a heads up there to aid you in your little avoidance plan. He also asked me if I'd seen you..."
"What did you say?" Katniss asked in a half whisper staring down at the sink. She knew Jo was right, she had to give him and whatever they had or could have, a chance. The whole thing had been gnawing at her all weekend to the point where she couldn't sleep. She wanted to text him but this wasn't a simple case of boy meets girl, boy kisses girl, followed by the obligatory ‘oh so charming’ text games that usually lead to a first date or being ignored. She wanted to speak to him face to face but now the moment was here...she was terrified.
"I said no I hadn't. Besides why do you care? It's all too awkward right?!" Jo huffed back and walked out the door.
 The shrill clanging bell rang out breaking Katniss from her thoughts. Oh Shit she slapped her hand to her head. Monday mornings were her half day teaching in D12's kindergarten. The worst part of her week but she had been railroaded into it by Effie who had insisted how good the experience would look on her CPD plan this year although the truth of the matter was that every other staff member had passed up the opportunity to do it and Effie knew she could talk her round by bringing out the guilt inducing 'we need you Katniss' speech. Besides it was that or lunchtime detention duties 2 days a week. At least being there would give her head a break from Peeta mania. Mind you, the prospect of having to face Peeta later on with snot stains on her clothes and paint on her shoes didn't exactly thrill her either. Feeling a little more relaxed Katniss walked down the old rickety stairwell down into the main lobby, kindergarten bound. The years had not been kind to D12's main building, built in 1936 the red sandstone three storey building looked impressive from the exterior but inside was another story. Leaking roofs, peeling paint and some furniture that hasn't been replaced since Eisenhower meant that the school was often in a dilapidated condition. Mrs Cray wanted to bulldoze the entire building and rebuild but Cressida favoured fund raising events to preserve and fix, what was at its heart, a beautiful building full of character and history.
Katniss was rifling through her bag to find the key card that opened the kindergarten entry door when those smooth molten caramel tones echoed behind her. "Hey Katniss" Oh god. Oh god. Thought I'd at least have a couple of hours before facing him. She breathed out. 1-2-3. Slowly, she turned around, her eyes locking with a motherload of electric blue.
"Hi," she squeaked a little higher pitched than she intended. She cleared her throat trying to find a way to ground herself and not make this anymore awkward than it already was.
"Hi Peeta, hey, um how are you?" Those eyes twinkled and a soft smile crept over his lips.
"Not bad, all the better for seeing you."
If she wasn't so self-conscious she'd swear that Peeta's face flushed slightly. And then… Silence. Say something, say anything!
"Th-thanks you too. Hope the White Russians were kind to you next morning. I felt a little queasy but it wore off. Johanna swears by a Virgin Bloody Mary with her secret recipe hash browns & bacon breakfast. Really does sort you out..." Her voice trailed off as she realised she was in full babbling overload and that Peeta was smiling at her with a look of bemusement.
"I'll need to try that sometime. I personally prefer Cheese buns and a black coffee. I was helping out at the family bakery all day Saturday & that combination saved my ass. Not sure if White Russians were my best idea ever." "No, no they were good." Peeta beamed at her. As she started to feel lost in his eyes again.
"Mr Mellark! Where are you dear?" Effie trilled her clacking heels echoing off the concrete floor as she waltzed into the lobby. Her face a picture of panic as two children from Peeta's class walked sullenly behind her. One covering his nose with a blood stained tissue. "Two of your children have been fighting, yes fighting, in the playground!" She shrieked from behind. Peeta looked behind him and then smiled apologetically at Katniss.
"Sorry, looks like duty calls. Listen are you busy at lunch? I brought in left over cheese buns. I'd..." He hesitated as if trying to gauge what her answer would be. "I'd really like to talk...not to sound all heavy. But I'd like to explain why I didn't tell you what I knew on Friday night."
"I'm sorry I didn't text you Peeta. I, I, sorry it was just a lot to take in."
"Please, don't be – sorry I mean... Kinda figured you'd need some time. Hell, when I saw you for the first time last week, I definitely needed some time to process it all."
That smile, the one that made her melt the first time she had seen it through that crazy green headpiece, beaming at her, was full front and centre.
"Sure... um… meet me here, 12.15? I... I like buns.... cheese ones, I mean." She closed briefly her eyes cringing at her last statement. Learn to talk Everdeen.
"Good, good" he grinned, the look of relief pertinent on his face.
"Made by my own fair hand, so they should be tasty enough."
Was he flirting or was this just bakery chit chat?! Whatever it was she was starting to feel extremely warm again.
"Ok, um, I better get to Kindergarten. See you later." She clumsily turned around and gave him a wave.
"Give 'em hell, Dorothy girl" He smirked. Lord.
"I try," she mock sighed, pushing down on the door handle & walking through. Ok it was flirting, she grinned, definite flirting.
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 "Sweet lord... unh… these are amazing," Katniss groaned and wiped her mouth self-consciously after what was her third cheese bun. Peeta laughed offering her a napkin and carton of orange juice.
"Honestly Peeta, your talents are obviously wasted here in the teaching profession. You bake like a bad ass." She grinned taking the carton. Jesus could I stop babbling at the cheese buns for 1 second and actually focus on the fact that Peeta and I are on a semi date?! And did I just say the phrase 'bake like a bad ass?' Do I now have the oracy skills of a ten year old?! Too many ridiculous questions were swirling around her brain. She took a long drink from the carton. Calm down Katniss, she mentally soothed herself. Not noticing her embarrassment Peeta grinned back at her.
"Ah, why thank you kind lady but I think I'll leave the bad ass for my time in the kitchen and keep the genteel for the classroom."
"Shame," she smiled back meekly. Peeta had been standing waiting for her at 12.15 on the dot outside the nursery doors. To be honest, after 3 hellish hours of dealing with runny noses, (one child has actually wiped his nose on her hand), repeated readings of The Gruffalo including one session where the Gruffalo and fox toy props were thrown across the room, seeing a gorgeous guy with knockout blue eyes holding a paper bag of freshly baked bakery goods was just the tonic. They sat on a bench under the huge willow tree in the front gardens of the school. It hadn't been as awkward as Katniss had worried it would be. Peeta was good at small talk and filling in silences, and just as she remembered from that fateful Halloween night, he always knew the right thing to say. Katniss reached over to take her juice carton, Peeta caught her eye and smiled at her, his cheeks looking slightly pinker than usual. Silence. Damn I spoke too soon. He cleared his throat and crumpled the paper bag causally in his hands.
"Uh Katniss, uh about the other night I..." the assured smooth talking stance seemed to be faltering.
"Yeah?" Katniss prompted.
"Well, ok here goes, I had this all rehearsed in my head and now I've messed it up already." He took a deep breath before continuing. "I like you Katniss. I've liked you since that night at the party. After we met I couldn't stop thinking about you but I was still involved with Cashm... my girlfriend at the time. We weren’t really getting on that well when we met but we had been together since high school and I wanted to make it work. It didn't though and we split up 2 years later. I wish, I had looked for you… God I wish so many things had been different. You were seeing a guy too right?"
"Yeah I was... um Gale. We broke up last year actually." She bit her lip. Where was this going? Did he regret meeting her, was it just too messy for them to even try and start something?
"Oh, I would say I'm sorry but..." He gently placed his hand over hers.
"But?" she breathed out shakily. The warmth of his hand was sending out those jolts of electric charge again.
"Well with no disrespect to Gale, his loss might be my gain?" Katniss smiled shyly, stroking his thumb gently.
"I couldn't believe it when I saw you here, just across the classroom. I wasn't sure if it was you at first. Having been a few years since that night and the fact that you weren't clad in gingham," he laughed softly. "I wanted to tell you at the Med but we were getting on so well and I guess I wanted to see if the same connection was still there, and it was... I felt it."
"I noticed you looking at me but thought maybe it was my imagination," she grinned.
"Why would you think it's your imagination?! You're beautiful. I don't think you know… the effect you have. "
Ok the fact that his head had come closer in proximity was definitely not her imagination. She feeling a little intoxicated. Those eyes and the fact that he had licked his lips were now all she could focus on.
"It's the same effect I felt at that party. It's dazzling, you're dazzling Katniss" He leaned forward, placed his hand on her cheek to cradle her face. His fingers softly grazed her temples. She could get lost in those hits of blue. She felt his breath on her lips, it was going to happen. Fuuucckkkk. She let out a soft squeak as she felt his lips graze hers. Heaven, heaven she sang in her mind. What - what what's that noise?! No, no! She groaned internally as the school bell rang with all its shrill intonations. She opened her eyes, Peeta touched her forehead with his. His fingers still stroking her face.
"Saved by the bell huh?!" He whispered huskily.
"Don't think I'd use the word 'saved' more like cursed," she rolled her eyes and lifted her hand up to stroke the tendrils of hair at the nape of his neck. He laughed and slowly pulled his head away but still holding her hand.
"Probably for the best really. Last thing we need is Effie hauling us into her office for unprofessional conduct."
Katniss laughed picking up her handbag and jacket.
"Hmm.... I think I would have risked it." He smiled bashfully, running a finger slowly from her temples to jaw. She shivered, oh god she was done for.
"Peeta Mellark... you live right on the edge don't you," she teased.
"Oh Miss Everdeen you have no idea," he winked cheekily. They walked up towards the school entrance in a happier much more comfortable silence. She stopped at the foot of the stairs.
"Thanks for lunch Peeta, it was... lovely." She felt her blush creep back with a vengeance.
"You're welcome. My class were in the gym hall for all of lunch. Cressida organised a judo instructor as a treat for their class of the week award. So I better go, and hope none of them try out any of their moves on me."
"Good luck with that," she laughed and started walking up the stairs.
"Uh Katniss...?”
She turned around. Nervous Peeta was back in business. "Would you like to get together one night this week? Dinner, or a movie or both?"
"Sure." Damn. She had gone for casual but it came out rather high pitched again. "I...I could cook dinner if you like, at mine. I'm no cordon bleu but I can whip up a mean Lasagne," she blurted out quickly. Her place?! Did she really say that? What was he going to think?! That she was easy. Learn also when to shut up Everdeen.
"Sounds fantastic. Are you free Friday night? You cook and I'll bring more buns?!"
"Yes: yes to all of the above. Seven a good time? And please do bring your buns, the more the merrier."
Peeta gave her a bemused look. "Yeah 7, I look forward to it and Katniss... my buns are always available," he grinned and walked away towards the gym hall before Katniss could respond. She was glad that wouldn't be able to witness how flustered and warm she had suddenly become again.
She was really going on a date with Peeta Mellark... monster boy... eyes that make all the panties drop. Oh lord she was done for.
  ******
 "Let me be clear, you... Katniss Everdeen... offered up your cooking?! To an innocent victim?!" Madge cackled down the phone line.
"What's wrong with my cooking, I don't remember you complaining when you had the flu and I looked after you for an entire weekend!" Katniss shot back. "Katniss that was mostly grilled cheese sandwiches and heated up pizzas, which you burned!" She continued to laugh.
"Uh no I did not! And that was 6 years ago! I've been practising. Anyway Jo's Lasagne recipe is fool-proof.”
Madge had phoned that night for a catch up and now it had turned into a critical appraisal of her Friday plans with Peeta.
"Ok, ok no more roasting of Katniss, pun intended. At least tell me what you're wearing?"
"I haven't thought about it, jeans maybe, black top."
"Pants on fire K, I know you too well. You're crazy about this guy, but trying to play it cool, your tried and tested defence mechanism against disappointment. Which is mental. It's Peeta friggin' Mellark! He's a gorgeous and a total sweetheart. Why didn't you tell me you guys met at the Halloween party?"
"You know why! Um, long standing boyfriend at the time, you remember him...6 foot 2, dark hair, answered to the name Gale?"
"Har har, I just meant, it would have saved you a lot of time had you guys got together years ago."
"I wasn't going to give up my relationship for a crush on a guy in a monster costume Madge!"
"Uh-huh look how well that turned out."
"I know…" Katniss replied sadly.
"I'm sorry Katniss, that was out of line. Just been a bitch of a day and Adam is driving me nuts." Madge sighed
"Please, it’s us, we always have a get out of jail free cards for crabbiness, especially if it's about men being assholes." Madge and her boyfriend, the same Adam Gloss from the infamous Halloween party, were in the middle of a messy breakup. Adam, at being the dumpee, had recently started behaving a petty and spiteful manner towards Madge resulting in weekly demands for clothes, books, or some other, often insignificant object, that he wanted back from her apartment.
"Thanks. But still I shouldn't take his shitty behaviour out on my best friend. He texted me earlier and demanded a shitty plastic shot glass that he brought me back from Bermuda. Seriously K, I'm so glad I ended it, look at the kind of guy he is. He's certainly no Peeta." She sighed wistfully at the end of the sentence. "Maybe you should date him," Katniss joked.
"Haha! Nuh-huh, I've heard he's got it baaaad for you Everdeen."
"What, please… How do you know that?"
"I have my sources, namely Johanna." Katniss could almost hear her smirking. "And when have you ever listened to Jo?!" She laughed.
"Jo's a little intense but that's half the fun right?! Anyway you still haven't told me what you're wearing? I think you should go and buy a new dress. I'm thinking a sexy black body con style with your hair loose in tousled waves... If I wasn't three hours away by plane l would be coming over and supervising this whole date, instead I'm entrusting Johanna to man the decks."
"Body con Madge? Seriously. It's a low key first date, not dress up like Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman. Besides Glimmer wears all those sultry style clothes and it hasn't impressed Peeta one bit." Katniss bit her lip remembering how all over Peeta Glimmer was at the night out. "That's just not me."
"Ok I know, I know, I'm just so excited for you plus you have an amazing figure Katniss. You should show it off sometime."
"One step at time. Listen Madge gotta run. Call you Thursday night ok. Love you." Katniss walked over and opened the door to Jo.
"You too, say hi to Jo, bye."
After their disagreement in the bathroom Katniss had apologised and provided a peace offering in the form of Chinese food and allowing Jo to bring over a choice selection of possible date outfits.
"You're as bad as Madge!" Katniss groaned later, upon viewing the 2nd outfit in Jo's often inappropriate collection of dresses.
"Madge has got some damn good taste then!" She sniggered running her hand down an obscenely short dark red leather dress.
"No, and that's the end of it. Do you have anything here that is..." She caught Johanna's eye and her challenging expression and she inwardly flinched at possibly starting another row with her.
"That's what K?" Jo replied with slight defiance in her voice.
"Well..." Katniss chose her words carefully. "More... me?" She looked up feeling a little anxious about how Jo was going to respond. Much to Katniss's relief Jo grinned wickedly, pulling out a dress from underneath the red leather one. "Yeah, yeah I get you K," she rolled her eyes. "So I came prepared." "Whadda'ya think?" She held up a sleek looking fine knitted black ribbed sweater dress. "100% Italian wool, ya know."
"Oh my god Jo, that's beautiful. Why haven't I seen you wear this before?"
"It's a little strait laced for my taste." She winked. "My mom got it for my Christmas last year. Forgot I had it. She gets all these swish looking dresses at that boutique of hers. I guess she was trying to smarten me up."
"You don't need it, perfect as you are Mason." Katniss bumped her fist affectionately on Johanna's shoulder.
"Well duh obviously, Brainless!" She laughed tapping Katniss's hand. "Anyway it's yours if you want it?"
"I can't have this Jo, it must have cost a..."
"Two hundred and fifty eight plus tax... Yep she left the tags on, just have it Everdeen. Don't say I don't treat you!" Jo flung the dress at Katniss. "Go try it on... You're gonna look hot, Mellark will flip his little blondie lid!"
"Thanks Jo, this is perfect" Katniss examined the dress. It felt so soft between her fingers. She inwardly blushed thinking about Peeta checking her out in it. "Anytime. Now about your makeup. I'm thinking a dark red lip and killer contouring of those cheekbones." Katniss mock sighed loudly before heading to the bathroom.
"We'll see…"
"No way, if I'm giving you that dress you're getting the makeup I order." Jo called after her.
"Sure Jo, sure." Katniss laughed closing the door.
    The rest of the week had gone by in a blur of shy smiles and lingering glances across classrooms and stairwells. She hadn't got the chance to speak much to Peeta due to it being his turn to supervise lunchtime detention this week. By the time Friday afternoon came Katniss was beginning to feel definite pre-date jitters creeping up on her.
"What's the worst that could happen? Blondie won't put out on the first date." Johanna grinned mischievously as she gathered up a huge pile of homework sacks to give out.
"Har-har Jo, thanks. I feel much more at ease now," Katniss deadpanned. "Always happy to help K, - AARON CRAY WHAT DID MISS EVERDEEN JUST SAY?!" She thundered across the room to deal with more Cray shenanigans.
 "Hey,” that beautiful voice that she came to crave and be fearful of at the same time echoed in her ear.
"Gah," she spun round to see Peeta leaning against the door frame wearing a sinfully fitting blue shirt that just made the blue of his eyes pop out even more. "Sorry you startled me there Mr Mellark," she self-consciously pushed her hair behind her ear and felt her face begin that familiar burn again.
"Apologies Miss Everdeen."
That sexy grin should be god damned outlawed she inwardly groaned.
"Was just wondering if I could borrow your copy of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory? Promised the kids I'd read a chapter to them today."
"Sure thing," she walked over to her bookshelf behind her desk, smiling to herself. He could have sent his TA to get the book but he went instead. Yep must have definitely wanted to see her.
"Here you go, enjoy."
"Thanks and by the way," Peeta lowered his voice and looked furtively around the classroom for any eavesdroppers "We still on for tonight?"
"Yeah, yes definitely. Seven?"
"I'll see you then," he replied with a wink and turned around to leave. "Hey Mellark! I expect a good report," Johanna called across the room loudly.
Peeta looked a little stunned for a minute, rubbed the back of his beck and smiled back coolly.
"It'll be A star Miss Mason, I promise!"
The three kids standing beside Jo stared over at Katniss and Peeta looking completely perplexed.
"Hey you three, heads down and concentrate," Jo snapped then smirked at Katniss.
"See you later Katniss," Peeta smiled apologetically at her before walking out. "Jesus," she muttered as if her nerves weren't already frazzled. Would she even make it to 7 tonight?!
 *****
 Hair done, makeup on, dress on, ah shit perfume still to spritzed, teeth - not brushed!? Oh god yes good breath is imperative. Katniss continued to mentally compile the rest of her to do list while putting the lasagne in the oven. It was quarter to seven and she was running behind, and as Madge predicted the cooking wasn't quite up to Cordon Bleu standards. She had burned the onions in the Bolognese and had to run out to the corner shop to hastily get some more and now the fucking whipping cream for the individual trifles wasn't whipping.
'Soft peaks,' the recipe had said. No peaks, just a runny mess.
Where's Martha Stewart when you need her? She muttered to herself. Hang on, hang on she grinned at her own inventiveness. She pulled out a can of whipped cream from the fridge and started spraying it into the set custard. Sorted. She raced through to the bathroom toothbrush in one hand, her Black Nirvana perfume in the other. You got this in hand Everdeen, all is well she reassured herself in the mirror. She had managed to talk Jo out of applying her makeup by letting her curl her hair instead. The last thing Peeta would want to see surely was her face trowelled on with makeup like Glimmer or (dare she say it) Cashmere?!
Her buzzer rang in a volume that seemed louder than usual or was it her nerves jangling?! She ran over and hit the button.
"Come on up," she called trying to sound casual but epically failing.
 1-2-3-4-5, she counted inwardly while standing by the door waiting to let him in. 6-7-8-9-10, oh god oh god it's Peeta, Peeta Mellark soon to be in my apartment, 11-12-13-14-15, on a fucking date.
16-17-18-19, Jesus Mellark how long does it take to walk up to my door?!
20 - a loud purposeful knock came from the other side of the door.
She opened the door a little cautiously. There he was all 5'11 of him, his hair styled lightly with gel so it was pushed away from his forehead. This just intensified his beautiful eyes even more. He wore a black fitted shirt, black jeans with a beige casual jacket over the top. She wasn't sure if Peeta hadn't actually moonlighted as an Abercrombie model in the past because he was certainly working it. She realised she'd just been staring at him when he politely coughed and smiled shyly.
"Oh, hi Peeta come in," she gestured with her hands a little awkwardly.
"Thanks," he grinned walking through. He seemed as on edge as her putting A hand in his pocket.
"Uh these are for you." He handed a paper wrapped small bouquet of golden orange sunflowers.
"They're beautiful, thank you. Take a seat I'll go put them in water. Dinner should be in ten minutes. Would you like some wine?“ she replied a little shrilly. Get to the kitchen Katniss, just get there and calm the fuck down. She scolded herself.
"Uh yeah wine would be good. Thanks. Can I give you a hand with anything?" He called as she sped off to the kitchen,
"No, no just relax," She hurriedly placed the sunflowers in the vase by the window. Grabbed the bottle of wine and two glasses. Before leaving she took two deep breaths and then went back through. She sat down next to Peeta on the sofa.
"You look beautiful by the way," he said softly his eyes never leaving hers. She grabbed the wine glass a little too hastily spilling a little on Peeta’s lap.
"Oh jeez I'm so sorry!" She grabbed a tissue from the table.
"Hey, hey it's ok, Katniss it's fine. Was just a little spill." He clasped her hand and gently rubbed her knuckles reassuringly.
"Besides it's not the first time you've spilled alcohol on me," he smirked taking a sip. She couldn't bring herself to take her hand away it felt so good.
"Oh god," she groaned, "that was so embarrassing," remembering her face slamming into his green Lycra clad private parts all those years ago. Peeta laughed.
"Without sounding like a total perv I didn't mind it at all." His flirtatious cheeky manner was in full swing and it was the sexiest feeling in the world to be on the receiving end of it.
"I'm glad someone enjoyed my shame," she laughed. His hand was still rubbing hers and god did it feel fucking good. He let go gently and took his jacket off. She missed the skin on skin contact immediately.
"So how was your day?" She asked. He was so good at putting her at ease in every situation.
"Not bad. Effie asked if-" Suddenly Peeta’s voice was drowned by the piercing wail of her fire alarm.
"Wha – oh, shit! The lasagne!”
Leaping out of her seat she ran to the kitchen. Smoke billowed out of the oven. Peeta appeared behind her his hand on her shoulder.
"Do you have a dish towel?" He called over the din. She grabbed one from the counter and handed to him. He immediately started wafting the smoke away from the alarm. Springing into action she switched the oven off, pulled open the oven door with the mitt and threw the lasagne in the sink with an almighty clatter. Tears welled up as she stared down at the burned lasagne clogging up her sink. She heard Peeta continue to waft his tea towel and the horrendous mocking sound of the alarm.
Suddenly silence. The smoke had dissipated somewhat but still clung around the kitchen.
"Well...." Peeta still had his hand mid-air clutching the dish towel. "That's a welcome I'll never forget!"
He looked at her and his mouth twitched in amusement. Whatever frustration and anger she had just been feeling drained and she burst into laughter with Peeta following suit. They howled with laughter and after a minute Peeta pulled her into an embrace, kissing the top of her head, before peeling with laughter once again.
"I think...." she breathed clutching her stomach with hilarity, "That this is god’s way of telling me not to cook anymore."
"You think?!" He joked rubbing her back.
The dinner was ruined, her pride a little dented but the incident had diffused the tension she was feeling and for that she was thankful. She could be herself not first date jitters-Katniss.
"You wanna order takeout? She said wiping tears of laughter from her cheeks. "I've got an idea that's way better than takeout. I'll cook for you." He leaned down and kissed her on the lips. There in the middle of a smoky, messy kitchen with her eyes streaming Peeta was caressing her face with both hands and kissing her. The kiss deepened and Katniss moaned, stepping back against the counter to steady herself. He lightly traced her bottom lip with his tongue before gently letting it caress her own. A few minutes passed before he gently pulled back still stroking her face and neck. His blue eyes a tad darker than their usual cerulean hue.
"If you cook the way the way you kiss then I'll be in for a taste sensation," she grinned rubbing her hands up his arms.
"Oh just you wait Everdeen," he pecked her on the lips again before making his way over to her fridge. "Hmm... ok yeah I can work with this," he murmured to himself.
"Go sit and relax, I should be ready in say about 20 minutes." He grabbed a carton of eggs, milk, butter and a packet of bacon.
"What no Peeta. I'm staying here to help you. Least I can do since I burnt your dinner."
"Nuh-uh. If you want your dinner you'll go sit. Go on... too many cooks and all that." He grinned, pulled her in for another embrace from behind and started playfully tickling her.
"Ok, ok, ok I give in," she laughed pulling him in for another kiss.
"Mmm, I could just stand here and do this all evening," he looked lustfully at her. "But I promised you dinner and cheese buns, so scoot. "
She laughed and left him to it. Sinking back onto the sofa she took a large gulp of wine and sighed. What a night. She was nervous as hell wondering how she was going to handle him being there and now there he was cooking her dinner and kissing her in an obscenely sexy way that made her want to clench her thighs together and head to her bedroom to recover. Peeta was special, there was no doubt about it and she felt so lucky that they had reconnected.
Ten minutes later, she heard some dishes clanging together. She kinda felt guilty about leaving him to it but he seemed determined. She switched on some music. The relaxing tones of Massive Attack's Unfinished Sympathy were welcome and soothing. Grabbing the wine bottle she poured herself another glass. She put her fingers up to her lips and thought about that kiss. God....
A loud knock at the front door reverberated through the room. What? Oh come on, who would be knocking at this time on a Friday? Maybe it was the Super coming to inspect the fire alarm. Oh joy. She opened to door quickly.
 1-2-3-4-5
"Hey, Katniss."
6-7-8-9-10
"Gale," she uttered.
Duh duh duuuuuuuh! He's back...evil cackle.. Be rest assured i'm no fan of Galeniss in any form lol but Katniss needs to confront and deal with her past once and for all.
For those who don't know, i am a primary teacher like Katniss and I also dislike my time teaching in nursery.  Her experiences were definitely drawn from my own. (Although sadly I didnt have Peeta waiting for me with cheese buns....such is life)
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You want to travel and absorb the beauty of cebu? AHA! There is no need to worry because I know some place where you can chill. A place where you can enjoy together with your family and friends. WELCOME TO FUNTASTIC ISLAND! A beautiful island in Medellin.
Actually my last memories of Funtastic Island of Medellin were barely a year old. It was a journey to remember. It was a journey of comfort. 30 minutes of boat ride from Daanbantayan to Funtastic Island is fun, amazing and really worth it. To make your stay worthwhile, you can do a lot of things like swimming and take an island trek because the island was gifted with sparkling waters and rock formations. It also boasts of several activities such as zipline, snorkeling, and cliff diving.
As you see, Funtastic Island has this breathtaking view that would literally take you breath away. It has it's clear and blue sea that lets you see every bit of sparkling stones if the sun hits it. The corals, I may add are much more beautiful than anything you could ever see beneath the sea. It's natural colors are very eyecatching, to the fact that it grew and became as beautiful as it is today with the help of those people who took care of it, makes my heart flutter and it surely would make yours if you'd visit there.
Oh did I forgot to mention the extreme heat and blazing sun? Well it happened and it felt like the sort of accomplishment. Though the heat was almost burning my skin, it still made my day complete and the journey I had out there was like a dream come true. For every moment I reminisce those moments, I still had the thought that says "I should have stayed there longer, I should have tried every rides that are worth trying" and those thoughts still lingers on my mind uptil now. Nonetheless, my memories there are worth bragging anyway so there should be no regrets and worries to be present.
FASHION
THE DESIGN OF ILLUSION
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BOO! It's Halloween- a night of costumes.
Why it's so hard to dress up for halloween?
Being unique is the motive of teenagers for getting attention. If you are thinking of dressing in a scary costume and want someone to give you the details, well here I am. You've come to the right place. It is your chance to dress up and pretend to someone else!
A wanna be VAMPIRE?
OMG! This is actually my favorite Halloween costume ever! It's so damn cool because nothing is scarier and sexier than being undead. All you need is a black dress with something red (to look seductive), it would be a great combination for your vampire costume. Add some accessories like creepy crapes and terrifying vampire fangs to make it really scary. Ready to scare? Oh c'mon, Why not put some black liquid eye liner, red contact lens (for mesmerizing eyes) and a red matte lipstick to complete the look. Red lips will make it look like you've been drinking blood and even dracula himself will fear you.
A wanna be WITCH?
AHA HA HA HA! When it comes to halloween costumes, there is no better option than witch costumes. This costume is pretty much easy because all you need is black shoes or boots, a black dress, a black choker and ofcourse don't forget the hat. If you are not comfortable and contented, feel free to add something dark because there is nothing better than dark colors to make your witch costume great.
A wanna be GRIM REAPER?
SHHHH! When they knock don't let them in because they will reap your soul. Take note, a grim reaper causes the victims death by collect them! He is the lord of death! Enough with these drama because this costume suits you. You need a skeleton mask, a hooded robe, and ofcourse to look so scary don't forget the scythe (to reap human souls). What a spooky grim reaper look!
A wanna be ZOMBIE?
Eeeerurrueurugheureor! Feeling hungry? Want to transform into a flesh-eating member of the undead and terrify your friends this halloween? This is the best for you! It is not bad to make and to find your own zombie costume because all you need is a tattered bathrobe and slippers. To look "zombie-like" put a fake blood and some dirt to make your costume look ragged and dirty. You are now ready to stand out at the party!
A wanna be GHOST?
AWOOOOO! Do you believe in ghost? This is perfect for you! This is the easiest halloween costume ever. All you need is a white gloves, white shoes, and white fabric. To look more scarier, add black eye shadow (for a blacked-out eye) then walk through walls and scare your friends with your own ghost costume. Whutt a spooky!
Don't have these items in your closet? What are you dressing up this year?
FOOD
TEMPURA SAUCE TO DIE FOR
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I should start by saying that I actually love cooking. It opened my eyes, heart, soul and stomach. Cooking is about building bonds and creating memories. As a food lover and adventurous eater here is my tempura sauce recommendation.
You'll need:
Garlic
Onion
Sugar
Vinegar
Pepper
Cornstarch
Instructions:
1. Mince the garlic and onion.
2. Heat the pan. Add oil and fry the garlic and onion.
3. Pour vinegar in a regular cooking pot. Bring to a boil.
4. Add sugar. Stir using a small ladle.
5. Add the pepper.
6. Pour a little cornstarch then continue stirring until the texture becomes thick.
7. Turn of the heat and transfer the tempura sauce to a bowl.
8. Then serve.
This recipe will give you a good sauce with the right balance of flavors. It will blow your mind without blowing your budget.
If you want to see a good result? You have to be patient enough to finish the recipe. Give your success time to cook!
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The Game
The Red Un was very red; even his freckles were red rather than copper-coloured. And he was more prodigal than most kings, for he had two crowns on his head. Also his hair grew in varying directions, like a wheatfields after a storm. He wore a coat without a tail, but with brass buttons to compensate, and a celluloid collar with a front attached. It was the Red Un's habit to dress first and wash after, as saving labour; instead of his neck he washed his collar.
The Red Un was the Chief Engineer's boy and rather more impressive than the Chief, who was apt to decry his own greatness. It was the Red Un's duty to look after the Chief, carry in his meals, make his bed, run errands, and remind him to get his hair cut now and then. It was the Red Un's pleasure to assist unassumingly in the surveillance of that part of the ship where the great god, Steam, ruled an underworld of trimmers and oilers and stokers and assistant engineers--and even, with reservations, the Chief. The Red Un kept a sharp eye on the runs and read the Chief's log daily--so much coal in the bunkers; so much water in the wells; so many engine-room miles in twenty-four hours--which, of course, are not sea miles exactly, there being currents and winds, and God knows what, to waste steam on.
The Red Un, like the assistants, was becoming a bear on the speed market. He had learned that, just when the engines get heated enough to work like demons, and there is a chance to break a record and get a letter from the management, some current or other will show up--or a fog, which takes the very tripe out of the cylinders and sends the bridge yapping for caution.
The Red Un was thirteen; and he made the Chief's bed by pulling the counterpane neatly and smoothly over the chaos underneath--and got away with it, the Chief being weary at night. Also, in odd moments he made life miserable for the crew. Up to shortly before, he had had to use much energy and all his wits to keep life in his starved little body; and even keeping an eye on the log and the Chief's hair, and slipping down into the engine room, where he had no manner of business, hardly used up his activities. However, he did not lie and he looked the Chief square in the eye, as man to man.
The Chief had salvaged him out of the Hudson, when what he had taken for a bobbing red tomato had suddenly revealed a blue face and two set and desperate eyes. After that the big Scot had forgotten all about him, except the next day when he put on his shoes, which had shrunk in the drying. The liner finished coaling about that time, took on passengers, luggage, steamer baskets and a pilot, and, having stowed the first two, examined the cards on the third and dropped the last, was pointed, nose to the east wind, for the race.
The arrow on the twin dials pointed to Stand By! for the long voyage--three thousand miles or so without a stop. The gong, and then Half Ahead!--great elbows thrust up and down, up and down; the grunt of power overcoming inertia, followed by the easy swing of limitless strength. Full Ahead!--and so off again for the great struggle--man's wits and the engines and the mercy of God against the upreaching of the sea.
The Chief, who sometimes dreamed his greatness, but who ignored it waking, snapped his watch shut.
"Eleven-eleven!" he said to the Senior Second. "Well, here's luck!" That is what he said aloud; to himself he always said a bit of a prayer, realising perhaps even more than the bridge how little man's wits count in the great equation. He generally said something to the effect that "After all, it's up to Thee, O Lord!"
He shook hands with the Senior Second, which also was his habit; and he smiled too, but rather grimly. They were playing a bit of a game, you see; and so far the Chief had won all the tricks--just an amusing little game and nothing whatever to do with a woman; the Second was married, but the Chief had put all such things out of his head years before, when he was a youngster and sailing to the Plate. Out of his head, quite certainly; but who dreams of greatness for himself alone? So the Chief, having glanced about and run his hand caressingly over various fearful and pounding steel creatures, had climbed up the blistering metal staircase to his room at the top and was proceeding to put down eleven-eleven and various other things that the first cabin never even heard of, when he felt that he was being stared at from behind.
Now and then, after shore leave, a drunken trimmer or stoker gets up to the Chief's room and has to be subdued by the power of executive eye or the strength of executive arm. As most Chiefs are Scots, the eye is generally sufficient. So the Chief, mightily ferocious, turned about, eye set, as one may say, to annihilate a six-foot trimmer in filthy overalls and a hangover, and saw--a small red-haired boy in a Turkish towel.
The boy quailed rather at the eye, but he had the courage of nothing to lose--not even a pair of breeches--and everything to gain.
"Please," said the apparition, "the pilot's gone, and you can't put me off!"
The Chief opened his mouth and shut it again. The mouth, and the modification of an eye set for a six-foot trimmer to an eye for a four-foot-ten urchin in a Turkish towel, produced a certain softening. The Red Un, who was like the Chief in that he earned his way by pitting his wits against relentless Nature, smiled a little--a surface smile, with fear just behind.
"The Captain's boy's my size; I could wear his clothes," he suggested.
Now, back in that time when the Chief had kept a woman's picture in his breast pocket instead of in a drawer of his desk, there had been small furtive hopes, the pride of the Scot to perpetuate his line, the desire of a man for a manchild. The Chief had buried all that in the desk drawer with the picture; but he had gone overboard in his best uniform to rescue a wharf-rat, and he had felt a curious sense of comfort when he held the cold little figure in his arms and was hauled on deck, sputtering dirty river water and broad Scotch, as was his way when excited.
"And where ha' ye been skulking since yesterday?" he demanded.
"In the bed where I was put till last night. This morning early----" he hesitated.
"Don't lie! Where were ye?"
"In a passenger's room, under a bed. When the passengers came aboard I had to get out."
"How did ye get here?"
This met with silence. Quite suddenly the Chief recognised the connivance of the crew, perhaps, or of a kindly stewardess.
"Who told you this was my cabin?" A smile this time, rather like the Senior Second's when the Chief and he had shaken hands.
"A nigger!" he said. "A coloured fella in a white suit."
There was not a darky on the boat. The Red Un, whose code was the truth when possible, but any lie to save a friend--and that's the code of a gentleman--sat, defiantly hopeful, arranging the towel to cover as much as possible of his small person.
"You're lying! Do you know what we do with liars on this ship? We throw them overboard!"
"Then I'm thinking," responded the Turkish towel, "that you'll be needing another Chief Engineer before long!"
Now, as it happened, the Chief had no boy that trip. The previous one had been adopted after the last trip by a childless couple who had liked the shape of his nose and the way his eyelashes curled on his cheek. The Chief looked at the Red Un; it was perfectly clear that no one would ever adopt him for the shape of his nose, and he apparently lacked lashes entirely. He rose and took a bathrobe from a hook on the door.
"Here," he said; "cover your legs wi' that, and say a prayer if ye' know wan. The Captain's a verra hard man wi' stowaways."
The Captain, however, who was a gentleman and a navigator and had a sense of humour also, was not hard with the Red Un. It being impracticable to take the boy to him, the great man made a special visit to the boy. The Red Un, in the Chief's bathrobe, sat on a chair, with his feet about four inches from the floor, and returned the Captain's glare with wide blue eyes.
"Is there any reason, young man, why I shouldn't order you to the lockup for the balance of this voyage?" the Captain demanded, extra grim, and trying not to smile.
"Well," said the Red Un, wiggling his legs nervously, "you'd have to feed me, wouldn't you? And I might as well work for my keep."
This being a fundamental truth on which most economics and all governments are founded, and the Captain having a boy of his own at home, he gave a grudging consent, for the sake of discipline, to the Red Un's working for his keep as the Chief's boy, and left. Outside the door he paused.
"The little devil's starved," he said. "Put some meat on those ribs, Chief, and--be a bit easy with him!"
This last was facetious, the Chief being known to have the heart of a child.
So the Red Un went on the payroll of the line, and requisition was made on the storekeeper for the short-tailed coat and the long trousers, and on the barber for a hair-cut. And in some curious way the Red Un and the Chief hit it off. It might have been a matter of red blood or of indomitable spirit.
Spirit enough and to spare had the Red Un. On the trip out he had licked the Captain's boy and the Purser's boy; on the incoming trip he had lashed the Doctor's boy to his triumphant mast, and only three days before he had settled a row in the stokehole by putting hot ashes down the back of a drunken trimmer, and changing his attitude from menace with a steel shovel to supplication and prayer.
He had no business in the stokehole, but by that time he knew every corner of the ship--called the engines by name and the men by epithets; had named one of the pumps Marguerite, after the Junior Second's best girl; and had taken violent partisanship in the eternal rivalry of the liner between the engine room and the bridge.
"Aw, gwan!" he said to the Captain's boy. "Where'd you and your Old Man be but for us? In a blasted steel tank, floating about on the bloomin' sea! What's a ship without insides?"
The Captain's boy, who was fourteen, and kept his bath sponge in a rubber bag, and shaved now and then with the Captain's razor, retorted in kind.
"You fellows below think you're the whole bally ship!" he said loftily. "Insides is all right--we need 'em in our business. But what'd your steel tank do, with the engines goin', if she wasn't bein' navigated? Steamin' in circles, like a tinklin' merry-go-round!"
It was some seconds after this that the Purser, a well-intentioned but interfering gentleman with a beard, received the kick that put him in dry dock for two days.
II
They were three days out of New York on the Red Un's second round trip when the Second, still playing the game and almost despairing, made a strategic move. The Red Un was laying out the Chief's luncheon on his desk--a clean napkin for a cloth; a glass; silver; a plate; and the menu from the first-cabin dining saloon. The menu was propped against a framed verse:
But I ha' lived and I ha' worked! All thanks to Thee, Most High.
And as he placed the menu, the Red Un repeated the words from McAndrew's hymn. It had rather got him at first; it was a new philosophy of life. To give thanks for life was understandable, even if unnecessary. But thanks for work! There was another framed card above the desk, more within the Red Un's ken: "Cable crossing! Do not anchor here!"
The card worked well with the first class, resting in the Chief's cabin after the arduous labours of seeing the engines.
The Chief was below, flat on his back in a manhole looking for a staccato note that did not belong in his trained and orderly chorus. There was grease in his sandy hair, and the cranks were only a few inches from his nose. By opening the door the Red Un was able to command the cylinder tops, far below, and the fiddley, which is the roof of hell or a steel grating over the cylinders to walk on--depending on whether one is used to it or not. The Chief was naturally not in sight.
This gave the Red Un two minutes' leeway--two minutes for exploration. A drawer in the desk, always heretofore locked, was unfastened--that is, the bolt had been shot before the drawer was entirely closed. The Red Un was jealous of that drawer. In two voyages he had learned most of the Chief's history and, lacking one of his own, had appropriated it to himself. Thus it was not unusual for him to remark casually, as he stood behind the Chief's chair at dinner: "We'd better send this here postcard to Cousin Willie, at Edinburgh."
"Ou-ay!" the Chief would agree, and tear off the postcard of the ship that topped each day's menu; but, so far, all hints as to this one drawer had been futile; it remained the one barrier to their perfect confidence, the fly in the ointment of the Red Un's content.
Now, at last---- Below, a drop of grease in the Chief's eye set him wiping and cursing; over his head hammered, banged and lunged his great babies; in the stokehole a gaunt and grimy creature, yclept the Junior Second, stewed in his own sweat and yelled for steam.
The Red Un opened the drawed quickly and thrust in a hand. At first he thought it was empty, working as he did by touch, his eye on the door. Then he found a disappointing something--the lid of a cigar-box! Under that was a photograph. Here was luck! Had the Red Un known it, he had found the only two secrets in his Chief's open life. But the picture was disappointing--a snapshot of a young woman, rather slim, with the face obscured by a tennis racket, obviously thrust into the picture at the psychological moment. Poor spoil this--a cigar-box lid and a girl without a face! However, marred as it was, it clearly meant something to the Chief. For on its reverse side was another stanza from McAndrew's hymn:
Ye know how hard an idol dies, An' what that meant to me-- E'en tak' it for a sacrifice Acceptable to Thee.
The Red Un thrust it back into the drawer, with the lid. If she was dead what did it matter? He was a literal youth--so far, his own words had proved sufficient for his thoughts; it is after thirty that a man finds his emotions bigger than his power of expressing them, and turns to those that have the gift. The Chief was over thirty.
It was as he shut the drawer that he realised he was not alone. The alley door was open and in it stood the Senior Second. The Red Un eyed him unpleasantly.
"Sneaking!" said the Second.
"None of your blamed business!" replied the Red Un.
The Second, who was really an agreeable person, with a sense of humour, smiled. He rather liked the Red Un.
"Do you know, William," he observed--William was the Red Un's name--"I'd be willing to offer two shillings for an itemised account of what's in that drawer?"
"Fill it with shillings," boasted the Red Un, "and I'll not tell you."
"Three?" said the Second cheerfully.
"No."
"Four?"
"Why don't you look yourself?"
"Just between gentlemen, that isn't done, young man. But if you volunteered the information, and I saw fit to make you a present of, say, a pipe, with a box of tobacco----"
"What do you want to know for?"
"I guess you know."
The Red Un knew quite well. The Chief and the two Seconds were still playing their game, and the Chief was still winning; but even the Red Un did not know how the Chief won--and as for the two Seconds and the Third and the Fourth, they were quite stumped.
This was the game: In bad weather, when the ports are closed and first-class passengers are yapping for air, it is the province of the engine room to see that they get it. An auxiliary engine pumps cubic feet of atmosphere into every cabin through a series of airtrunks.
So far so good. But auxiliaries take steam; and it is exceedingly galling to a Junior or Senior, wagering more than he can afford on the run in his watch, to have to turn valuable steam to auxiliaries--"So that a lot of blooming nuts may smoke in their bunks!" as the Third put it.
The first move in the game is the Chief's, who goes to bed and presumably to sleep. After that it's the engine-room move, which gives the first class time to settle down and then shuts off the airpumps. Now there is no noise about shutting off the air in the trunks. It flows or it does not flow. The game is to see whether the Chief wakens when the air stops or does not. So far he had always wakened.
It was uncanny. It was worse than that--it was damnable! Did not the Old Man sleep at all?--not that he was old, but every Chief is the Old Man behind his back. Everything being serene, and the engine-room clock marking twelve-thirty, one of the Seconds would shut off the air very gradually; the auxiliary would slow down, wheeze, pant and die--and within two seconds the Chief's bell would ring and an angry voice over the telephone demand what the several kinds of perdition had happened to the air! Another trick in the game to the Chief!
It had gone past joking now: had moved up from the uncanny to the impossible, from the impossible to the enraging. Surreptitious search of the Chief's room had shown nothing but the one locked drawer. They had taken advantage of the Chief's being laid up in Antwerp with a boil on his neck to sound the cabin for hidden wires. They had asked the ship's doctor anxiously how long a man could do without sleep. The doctor had quoted Napoleon.
* * * * *
"If at any time," observed the Second pleasantly, "you would like that cigarette case the barber is selling, you know how to get it."
"Thanks, old man," said the Red Un loftily, with his eye on the wall.
The Second took a step forward and thought better of it.
"Better think about it!"
"I was thinking of something else," said the Red Un, still staring at the wall. The Second followed his eye. The Red Un was gazing intently at the sign which said: "Cable crossing! Do not anchor here!"
As the Second slammed out, the Chief crawled from his manhole and struggled out of his greasy overalls. Except for his face, he was quite tidy. He ran an eye down the port tunnel, where the shaft revolved so swiftly that it seemed to be standing still, to where at the after end came the racing of the screw as it lifted, bearded with scud, out of the water.
"It looks like weather to-night," he observed, with a twinkle, to the Fourth. "There'll aye be air wanted." But the Fourth was gazing at a steam gauge.
III
The Red Un's story, like all Gaul, is divided into three parts--his temptation, his fall and his redemption. All lives are so divided: a step back; a plunge; and then, in desperation and despair, a little climb up God's ladder.
Seven days the liner lay in New York--seven days of early autumn heat, of blistering decks, of drunken and deserting trimmers, of creaking gear and grime of coal-dust. The cabin which held the Red Un and the Purser's boy was breathless. On Sunday the four ship's boys went to Coney Island and lay in the surf half the afternoon. The bliss of the water on their thin young legs and scrawny bodies was Heaven. They did not swim; they lay inert, letting the waves move them about, and out of the depths of a deep content making caustic comments about the human form as revealed by the relentless sea.
"That's a pippin!" they would say; or, "My aunt! looks at his legs!" They voiced their opinions audibly and were ready to back them up with flight or fight.
It was there that the Red Un saw the little girl. She had come from a machine, and her mother stood near. She was not a Coney Islander. She was first-cabin certainly--silk stockings on her thin ankles, sheer white frock; no jewelry. She took a snapshot of the four boys--to their discomfiture--and walked away while they were still writhing.
"That for mine!" said the Red Un in one of his rare enthusiasms.
They had supper--a sandwich and a glass of beer; they would have preferred pop, but what deep-water man on shore drinks pop?--and made their way back to the ship by moonlight. The Red Un was terse in his speech on the car: mostly he ate peanuts abstractedly. If he evolved any clear idea out of the chaos of his mind it was to wish she had snapped him in his uniform with the brass buttons.
The heat continued; the men in the stokehole, keeping up only enough steam for the dynamos and donkey engines, took turns under the ventilators or crawled up to the boatdeck at dusk, too exhausted to dress and go ashore. The swimmers were overboard in the cool river with the first shadows of night; the Quartermaster, so old that he dyed his hair for fear he'd be superannuated, lowered his lean body hand over hand down a rope and sat by the hour on a stringpiece of the dock, with the water laving his hairy and tattooed old breast.
The Red Un was forbidden the river. To be honest, he was rather relieved--not twice does a man dare the river god, having once been crowned with his slime and water-weed. When the boy grew very hot he slipped into a second-cabin shower, and stood for luxurious minutes with streams running off his nose and the ends of his fingers and splashing about his bony ankles.
Then, one night, some of the men took as many passengers' lifebelts and went in. The immediate result was fun combined with safety; the secondary result was placards over the ship and the dock, forbidding the use of the ship's lifebelts by the crew.
From that moment the Red Un was possessed for the river and a lifebelt. So were the other three. The signs were responsible. Permitted, a ship's lifebelt was a subterfuge of the cowardly, white-livered skunks who were afraid of a little water; forbidden, a ship's lifebelt took on the qualities of enemy's property--to be reconnoitred, assaulted, captured and turned to personal advantage.
That very night, then, four small bodies, each naked save for a lifebelt, barrelshaped and extending from breast almost to knee, slipped over the side of the ship with awkward splashes and proceeded to disport themselves in the river. Scolding tugs sent waves for them to ride; ferries crawled like gigantic bugs with a hundred staring eyes. They found the Quartermaster on a stringpiece immersed to the neck and smoking his pipe, and surrounded him--four small, shouting imps, floating barrels with splashing hands and kicking feet.
"Gwan, ye little devils!" said the Quartermaster, clutching the stringpiece and looking about in the gloom for a weapon. The Red Un, quite safe and audacious in his cork jacket, turned over on his back and kicked.
"Gwan yerself, Methuselah!" he sang.
They stole the old man's pipe and passed it from mouth to mouth; they engaged him in innocent converse while one of them pinched his bare old toe under water, crab-fashion. And at last they prepared to shin up the rope again and sleep the sleep of the young, the innocent and the refreshed.
The Chief was leaning over the rail, just above, smoking!
He leaned against the rail and smoked for three hours! Eight eyes, watching him from below, failed to find anything in his face but contemplation; eight hands puckered like a washerwoman's; eight feet turned from medium to clean, from clean to bleached--and still the Chief smoked on. He watched the scolding tugs and the ferryboats that crawled over the top of the water; he stood in rapt contemplation of the electric signs in Jersey, while the ship's bells marked the passage of time to eternity, while the Quartermaster slept in his bed, while the odours of the river stank in their nostrils and the pressure of the ship's lifebelts weighed like lead on their clammy bodies.
At eight bells--which is midnight--the Chief emptied his twenty-fourth pipe over the rail and smiled into the gloom beneath.
"Ye'll better be coming up," he remarked pleasantly. "I'm for turning in mysel'."
He wandered away; none of the watch was near. The ship was dark, save for her riding lights. Hand over puckered hand they struggled up and wriggled out of the belts; stark naked they ducked through passageways and alleys, and stowed their damp and cringing forms between sheets.
The Red Un served the Chief's breakfast the next morning very carefully. The Chief's cantaloupe was iced; his kipper covered with a hot plate; the morning paper propped against McAndrew's hymn. The Red Un looked very clean and rather bleached.
The Chief was busy; he read the night reports, which did not amount to much, the well soundings, and a letter from a man offering to show him how to increase the efficiency of his engines fifty per cent, and another offering him a rake-off on a new lubricant.
Outwardly the Chief was calm--even cold. Inwardly he was rather uncomfortable: he could feel two blue eyes fixed on his back and remembered the day he had pulled them out of the river, and how fixed and desperate they were then. But what was it McAndrew said? "Law, order, duty an' restraint, obedience, discipline!"
Besides, if the boys were going to run off with the belts some damned first-class passenger was likely to get a cabin minus a belt and might write to the management. The line had had bad luck; it did not want another black eye. He cleared his throat; the Red Un dropped a fork.
"That sort of thing last night won't do, William."
"N-No, sir."
"Ye had seen the signs, of course?"
"Yes, sir." The Red Un never lied to the Chief; it was useless.
The Chief toyed with his kipper.
"Ye'll understand I'd ha' preferred dealin' with the matter mysel'; but it's--gone up higher."
The Quartermaster, of course! The Chief rose and pretended to glance over the well soundings.
"The four of ye will meet me in the Captain's room in fifteen minutes," he observed casually.
The Captain was feeding his cat when the Red Un got there. The four boys lined up uncomfortably; all of them looked clean, subdued, apprehensive. If they were to be locked up in this sort of weather, and only three days to sailing time--even a fine would be better. The Captain stroked the cat and eyed them.
"Well," he said curtly, "what have you four young imps been up to now?"
The four young imps stood panicky. They looked as innocent as choir boys. The cat, eating her kipper, wheezed.
"Please, sir," said the Captain's boy solicitously, "Peter has something in his throat."
"Perhaps it's a ship's lifebelt," said the Captain grimly, and caught the Chief's eye.
The line palpitated; under cover of its confusion the Chief, standing in the doorway with folded arms, winked swiftly at the Captain; the next moment he was more dour than ever.
"You are four upsetters of discipline," said the Captain, suddenly pounding the table. "You four young monkeys have got the crew by the ears, and I'm sick of it! Which one of you put the fish in Mrs. Schmidt's bed?"
Mrs. Schmidt was a stewardess. The Red Un stepped forward.
"Who turned the deckhose into the Purser's cabin night before last?"
"Please," said the Doctor's boy pallidly, "I made a mistake in the room. I thought----"
"Who," shouted the Captain, banging again, "cut the Quartermaster's rope two nights ago and left him sitting under the dock for four hours?"
The Purser's boy this time, white to the lips! Fresh panic seized them; it could hardly be mere arrest if he knew all this; he might order them hanged from a yardarm or shot at sunrise. He looked like the latter. The Red Un glanced at the Chief, who looked apprehensive also, as if the thing was going too far. The Captain may have read their thoughts, for he said:
"You're limbs of Satan, all of you, and hanging's too good for you. What do you say, Chief? How can we make these young scamps lessons in discipline to the crew?"
Everybody breathed again and looked at the Chief--who stood tall and sandy and rather young to be a Chief--in the doorway.
"Eh, mon," he said, and smiled, "I'm aye a bit severe. Don't ask me to punish the bairns."
The Captain sniffed.
"Severe!" he observed. "You Scots are hard in the head, but soft in the disposition. Come, Chief--shall they walk the plank?"
"Good deescipline," assented the Chief, "but it would leave us a bit shorthanded."
"True," said the Captain gloomily.
"I was thinkin'," remarked the Chief diffidently--one hates to think before the Captain; that's always supposed to be his job.
"Yes?"
"That we could make a verra fine example of them and still retain their services. Ha' ye, by chance, seen a crow hangin' head down in the field, a warnin' to other mischief-makers?"
"Ou-ay!" said the Captain, who had a Scotch mother. The line wavered again; the Captain's boy, who pulled his fingers when he was excited, cracked three knuckles.
"It would be good deescipline," continued the Chief, "to stand the four o' them in ship's belt at the gangway, say for an hour, morning and evening--clad, ye ken, as they were during the said infreengements."
"You're a great man, Chief!" said the Captain. "You hear that, lads'?"
"With--with no trousers'?" gasped the Doctor's boy.
"If you wore trousers last night. If not----"
* * * * *
The thing was done that morning. Four small boys, clad only in ship's belts, above which rose four sheepish heads and freckled faces, below which shifted and wriggled eight bare legs, stood in line at the gangway and suffered agonies of humiliation at the hands of crew and dockmen, grinning customs inspectors, coalpassers, and a newspaper photographer hunting a human-interest bit for a Sunday paper. The cooks came up from below and peeped out at them; the ship's cat took up a position in line and came out in the Sunday edition as "a fellow conspirator."
The Red Un, owing to an early training that had considered clothing desirable rather than essential, was not vitally concerned. The Quartermaster had charge of the line; he had drawn a mark with chalk along the deck, and he kept their toes to it by marching up and down in front of them with a broomhandle over his shoulder.
"Toe up, you little varmints!" he would snap. "God knows I'd be glad to get a rap at you--keeping an old man down in the water half the night! Toe up!"
Whereupon, aiming an unlucky blow at the Purser's boy, he hit the Captain's cat. The line snickered.
It was just after that the Red Un, surmising a snap by the photographer on the dock and thwarting it by putting his thumb to his nose, received the shock of his small life. The little girl from Coney Island, followed by her mother, was on the pier--was showing every evidence of coming up the gangway to where he stood. Was coming! Panic seized the Red Un--panic winged with flight. He turned--to face the Chief. Appeal sprang to the Red Un's lips.
"Please!" he gasped. "I'm sick, sick as h--, sick as a dog, Chief. I've got a pain in my chest--I----"
Curiously enough, the Chief did not answer or even hear. He, too, was looking at the girl on the gangway and at her mother. The next moment the Chief was in full flight, ignominious flight, his face, bleached with the heat of the engine room and the stokehole, set as no emergency of broken shaft or flying gear had ever seen it. Broken shaft indeed! A man's life may be a broken shaft.
The woman and the girl came up the gangway, exidently to inspect staterooms. The Quartermaster had rallied the Red Un back to the line and stood before him, brandishing his broomhandle. Black fury was in the boy's eye; hate had written herself on his soul. His Chief had ignored his appeal--had left him to his degradation--had deserted him.
The girl saw the line, started, blushed, recognised the Red Un--and laughed!
IV
The great voyage began--began with the band playing and much waving of flags and display of handkerchiefs; began with the girl and her mother on board; began with the Chief eating his heart out over coal and oil vouchers and well soundings and other things; began with the Red Un in a new celluloid collar, lying awake at night to hate his master, adding up his injury each day to greater magnitude.
The voyage began. The gong rang from the bridge. Stand By! said the twin dials. Half Ahead! Full Ahead! Full Ahead! Man's wits once more against the upreaching of the sea! The Chief, who knew that somewhere above was his woman and her child, which was not his, stood under a ventilator and said the few devout words with which he commenced each voyage:
"With Thy help!" And then, snapping his watch: "Three minutes past ten!"
The chief engineer of a liner is always a gentleman and frequently a Christian. He knows, you see, how much his engines can do and how little. It is not his engines alone that conquer the sea, nor his engines plus his own mother wit. It is engines plus wit plus x, and the x is God's mercy. Being responsible for two quantities out of the three of the equation, he prays--if he does--with an eye on a gauge and an ear open for a cylinder knock.
There was gossip in the engineers' mess those next days: the Old Man was going to pieces. A man could stand so many years of the strain and then where was he? In a land berth, growing fat and paunchy, and eating his heart out for the sea, or---- The sea got him one way or another!
The Senior Second stood out for the Chief.
"Wrong with him? There's nothing wrong with him," he declared. "If he was any more on the job than he is I'd resign. He's on the job twenty-four hours a day, nights included."
There was a laugh at this; the mess was on to the game. Most of them were playing it.
So now we have the Red Un looking for revenge and in idle moments lurking about the decks where the girl played. He washed his neck under his collar those days.
And we have the Chief fretting over his engines, subduing drunken stokers, quelling the frequent disturbances of Hell Alley, which led to the firemen's quarters, eating little and smoking much, devising out of his mental disquietude a hundred possible emergencies and--keeping away from the passengers. The Junior Second took down the two parties who came to see the engine room and gave them lemonade when they came up. The little girl's mother came with the second party and neither squealed nor asked questions--only at the door into the stokeholes she stood a moment with dilated eyes. She was a little woman, still slim, rather tragic. She laid a hand on the Junior's arm.
"The--the engineers do not go in there, do they?"
"Yes, madam. We stand four-hour watches. That is the Senior Second Engineer on that pile of cinders."
The Senior Second was entirely black, except for his teeth and the whites of his eyes. There was a little trouble in a coalbunker; they had just discovered it. There would be no visitors after this until the trouble was over.
The girl's mother said nothing more. The Junior Second led them around, helping a pretty young woman about and explaining to her.
"This," he said, smiling at the girl, "is a pump the men have nicknamed Marguerite, because she takes most of one man's time and is always giving trouble."
The young woman tossed her head.
"Perhaps she would do better if she were left alone," she suggested.
The girl's mother said nothing, but, before she left, she took one long look about the engine room. In some such bedlam of noise and heat he spent his life. She was wrong, of course, to pity him; one need not measure labour by its conditions or by its cost, but by the joy of achievement. The woman saw the engines--sinister, menacing, frightful; the man saw power that answered to his hand--conquest, victory. The beat that was uproar to her ears was as the throbbing of his own heart.
It was after they had gone that the Chief emerged from the forward stokehole where the trouble was. He had not seen her; she would not have known him, probably, had they met face to face. He was quite black and the light of battle gleamed in his eyes.
They fixed the trouble somehow. It was fire in a coalbunker, one of the minor exigencies. Fire requiring air they smothered it one way and another. It did not spread, but it did not quite die. And each day's run was better than the day before.
The weather was good. The steerage, hanging over the bow, saw far below the undercurling spray, white under dark blue--the blue growing paler, paler still, until the white drops burst to the top and danced free in the sun. A Greek, going home to Crete to marry a wife, made all day long tiny boats of coloured paper, weighted with corks, and sailed them down into the sea.
"They shall carry back to America my farewells!" he said, smiling. "This to Pappas, the bootblack, who is my friend. This to a girl back in America, with eyes--behold that darkest blue, my children; so are her eyes! And this black one to my sister, who has lost a child."
The first class watched the spray also--as it rose to the lip of a glass.
Now at last it seemed they would break a record. Then rain set in, without enough wind to make a sea, but requiring the starboard ports to be closed. The Senior Second, going on duty at midnight that night, found his Junior railing at fate and the airpumps going.
"Shut 'em off!" said the Senior Second furiously.
"Shut 'em off yourself. I've tried it twice."
The Senior Second gave a lever a vicious tug and the pump stopped. Before it had quite lapsed into inertia the Chief's bell rang.
"Can you beat it?" demanded the Junior sulkily. "The old fox!"
The Senior cursed. Then he turned abruptly and climbed the steel ladder he had just descended. The Junior, who was anticipating a shower and bed, stared after him.
The Senior thought quickly--that was why he was a Senior. He found the Red Un's cabin and hammered at the door. Then, finding it was not locked, he walked in. The Red Un lay perched aloft; the shirt of his small pajamas had worked up about his neck and his thin torso lay bare. In one hand he clutched the dead end of a cigarette. The Senior wakened him by running a forefinger down his ribs, much as a boy runs a stick along a paling fence.
"Wha' ish it?" demanded the Red Un in sleepy soprano. And then "Wha' d'ye want?" in bass. His voice was changing; he sounded like two people in animated discussion most of the time.
"You boys want to earn a sovereign?"
The Purser's boy, who had refused to rouse to this point, sat up in bed.
"Whaffor?" he asked.
"Get the Chief here some way. You"--to the Purser's boy--"go and tell him the Red Un's ill and asking for him. You"--to the Red Un--"double up; cry; do something. Start him off for the doctor--anything, so you keep him ten minutes or so!"
The Red Un was still drowsy, and between sleeping and waking we are what we are.
"I won't do it!"
The Senior Second held out a gold sovereign on his palm.
"Don't be a bally little ass!" he said.
The Red Un, waking full, now remembered that he hated the Chief; for fear he did not hate him enough, he recalled the lifebelt, and his legs, and the girl laughing.
"All right!" he said. "Gwan, Pimples! What'll I have? Appendiceetis?"
"Have a toothache," snapped the Senior Second. "Tear off a few yells--anything to keep him!"
It worked rather well; plots have a way of being successful in direct proportion to their iniquity. Beneficent plots, like loving relatives dressed as Santa Claus, frequently go wrong; while it has been shown that the leakiest sort of scheme to wreck a bank will go through with the band playing.
The Chief came and found the Red Un in agony, holding his jaw. Owing to the fact that he lay far back in an upper bunk, it took time to drag him into the light. It took more time to get his mouth open; once open, the Red Un pointed to a snag that should have given him trouble if it didn't, and set up a fresh outcry.
Not until long after could the Red Un recall without shame his share in that night's work--recall the Chief, stubby hair erect, kind blue eyes searching anxiously for the offending tooth. Recall it? Would he ever forget the arm the Chief put about him, and him: "Ou-ay! laddie; it's a weeked snag!"
The Chief, to whom God had denied a son of his flesh, had taken Red Un to his heart, you see--fatherless wharf-rat and childless engineer; the man acting on the dour Scot principle of chastening whomsoever he loveth, and the boy cherishing a hate that was really only hurt love.
And as the Chief, who had dragged the Red Un out of eternity and was not minded to see him die of a toothache, took him back to his cabin the pain grew better, ceased, turned to fright. The ten minutes or so were over and what would they find? The Chief opened the door; he had in mind a drop of whisky out of the flask he never touched on a trip--whisky might help the tooth.
On the threshold he seemed to scent something amiss. He glanced at the ceiling over his bunk, where the airtrunk lay, and then--he looked at the boy. He stooped down and put a hand on the boy's head, turning it to the light.
"Tell me now, lad," he said quietly, "did ye or did ye no ha' the toothache?"
"It's better now," sullenly.
"Did ye or did ye no?"
"No."
The Chief turned the boy about and pushed him through the doorway into outer darkness. He said nothing. Down to his very depths he was hurt. To have lost the game was something; but it was more than that. Had he been a man of words he might have said that once again a creature he loved had turned on him to his injury. Being a Scot and a man of few words he merely said he was damned, and crawled back into bed.
The game? Well, that was simple enough. Directly over his pillow, in the white-painted airtrunk, was a brass plate, fastened with four screws. In case of anything wrong with the ventilator the plate could be taken off for purposes of investigation.
The Chief's scheme had been simplicity itself--so easy that the Seconds, searching for concealed wires and hidden alarm bells, had never thought of it. On nights when the air must be pumped, and officious Seconds were only waiting the Chief's first sleep to shut off steam and turn it back to the main engines, the Chief unlocked the bolted drawer in his desk. First he took out the woman's picture and gazed at it; quite frequently he read the words on the back--written out of a sore heart, be sure. And then he took out the cigar-box lid.
When he had unscrewed the brass plate over his head he replaced it with the lid of the cigar-box. So long as the pumps in the engine room kept the air moving, the lid stayed up by suction.
When the air stopped the lid fell down on his head; he roused enough to press a signal button and, as the air started viciously, to replace the lid. Then, off to the sleep of the just and the crafty again. And so on ad infinitum.
Of course the game was not over because it was discovered and the lid gone. There would be other lids. But the snap, the joy, was gone out of it. It would never again be the same, and the worst of all was the manner of the betrayal.
He slept but little the remainder of the night; and, because unrest travels best from soul to soul at night, when the crowding emotions of the day give it place, the woman slept little also. She was thinking of the entrance to the stokehole, where one crouched under the bellies of furnaces, and where the engineer on duty stood on a pile of hot cinders. Toward morning her room grew very close: the air from the ventilator seemed to have ceased.
Far down in the ship, in a breathless little cabin far aft, the Red Un kicked the Purser's boy and cried himself to sleep.
V
The old ship made a record the next night that lifted the day's run to four hundred and twenty. She was not a greyhound, you see. Generally speaking, she was a nine-day boat. She averaged well under four hundred miles. The fast boats went by her and slid over the edge of the sea, throwing her bits of news by wireless over a shoulder, so to speak.
The little girl's mother was not a good sailor. She sat almost all day in a steamer chair, reading or looking out over the rail. Each day she tore off the postal from the top of her menu and sent it to the girl's father. She missed him more than she had expected. He had become a habit; he was solid, dependable, loyal. He had never heard of the Chief.
"Dear Daddy," she would write: "Having a splendid voyage so far, but wish you were here. The baby is having such a good time--so popular; and won two prizes to-day at the sports! With love, Lily."
They were all rather like that. She would drop them in the mailbox, with a tug of tenderness for the man who worked at home. Then she would go back to her chair and watch the sea, and recall the heat of the engine room below, and wonder, wonder----
It had turned warm again; the edges of the horizon were grey and at night a low mist lay over the water. Rooms were stifling, humid. The Red Un discarded pajamas and slept in his skin. The engine-room watch came up white round the lips and sprawled over the boat deck without speech. Things were going wrong in the Red Un's small world. The Chief hardly spoke to him--was grave and quiet, and ate almost nothing. The Red Un hated himself unspeakably and gave his share of the sovereign to the Purser's boy.
The Chief was suffering from lack of exercise in the air as well as other things. The girl's mother was not sleeping--what with heat and the memories the sea had revived. On the fifth night out, while the ship slept, these two met on the deck in the darkness--two shadows out of the past. The deck was dark, but a ray from a window touched his face and she knew him. He had not needed light to know her; every line of her was written on his heart, and for him there was no one at home to hold in tenderness.
"I think I knew you were here all the time," she said, and held out both hands.
The Chief took one and dropped it. She belonged to the person at home. He had no thought of forgetting that!
"I saw your name on the passenger list, but I have been very busy." He never lapsed into Scotch with her; she had not liked it. "Is your husband with you?"
"He could not come just now. I have my daughter."
Her voice fell rather flat. The Chief could not think of anything to say. Her child, and not his! He was a one-woman man, you see--and this was the woman.
"I have seen her," he said presently. "She's like you, Lily."
That was a wrong move--the Lily; for it gave her courage to put her hand on his arm.
"It is so long since we have met," she said wistfully. "Yesterday, after I saw the--the place where you lived and--and work----" She choked; she was emotional, rather weak. Having made the situation she should have let it alone; but, after all, it is not what the woman is, but what the man thinks she is.
The Chief stroked her fingers on his sleeve.
"It's not bad, Lily," he said. "It's a man's job. I like it."
"I believe you had forgotten me entirely!"
The Chief winced. "Isn't that the best thing you could wish me?" he said.
"Are you happy?"
"'I ha' lived and I ha' worked!'" he quoted sturdily.
Very shortly after that he left her; he made an excuse of being needed below and swung off, his head high.
VI
They struck the derelict when the mist was thickest, about two that morning. The Red Un was thrown out of his berth and landed, stark naked, on the floor. The Purser's boy was on the floor, too, in a tangle of bedding. There was a sickening silence for a moment, followed by the sound of opening doors and feet in the passage. There was very little speech. People ran for the decks. The Purser's boy ran with them.
The Red Un never thought of the deck. One of the axioms of the engine room is that of every man to his post in danger. The Red Un's post was with his Chief. His bare feet scorched on the steel ladders and the hot floor plates; he had on only his trousers, held up with a belt.
The trouble was in the forward stokehole. Water was pouring in from the starboard side--was welling up through the floor plates. The wound was ghastly, fatal! The smouldering in the bunker had weakened resistance there and her necrosed ribs had given away. The Red Un, scurrying through the tunnel, was met by a maddened rush of trimmers and stokers. He went down under them and came up bruised, bleeding, battling for place.
"You skunks!" he blubbered. "You crazy cowards! Come back and help!"
A big stoker stopped and caught the boy's arm.
"You come on!" he gasped. "The whole thing'll go in a minute. She'll go down by the head!"
He tried to catch the boy up in his arms, but the Red Un struck him on the nose.
"Let me go, you big stiff!" he cried, and kicked himself free.
Not all the men had gone. They were working like fiends. It was up to the bulkhead now. If it held--if it only held long enough to get the passengers off!
Not an engineer thought of leaving his place, though they knew, better even than the deck officers, how mortally the ship was hurt. They called to their aid every resource of a business that is nothing but emergencies. Engines plus wit, plus the grace of God--and the engines were useless. Wits, then, plus Providence. The pumps made no impression on the roaring flood; they lifted floor plates to strengthen the bulkheads and worked until it was death to work longer. Then, fighting for every foot, the little band retreated to the after stokehole. Lights were out forward. The Chief was the last to escape. He carried an oil lantern, and squeezed through the bulkhead door with a wall of water behind him.
The Red Un cried out, but too late. The Chief, blinded by his lantern, had stumbled into the pit where a floor plate had been lifted. When he found his leg was broken he cried to them to go on and leave him, but they got him out somehow and carried him with them as they fought and retreated--fought and retreated. He was still the Chief; he lay on the floor propped up against something and directed the fight. The something he leaned against was the strained body of the Red Un, who held him up and sniffled shamefaced tears. She was down by the head already and rolling like a dying thing. When the water came into the after stokehole they carried the Chief into the engine room--the lights were going there.
There had been no panic on deck. There were boats enough and the lights gave every one confidence. It was impossible to see the lights going and believe the ship doomed. Those who knew felt the list of the decks and hurried with the lowering of the boats; the ones who saw only the lights wished to go back to their cabins for clothing and money.
The woman sat in the Quartermaster's boat, with her daughter in her arms, and stared at the ship. The Quartermaster said the engineers were still below and took off his cap. In her feeble way the woman tried to pray, and found only childish, futile things to say; but in her mind there was a great wonder--that they, who had once been life each to the other, should part thus, and that now, as ever, the good part was hers! The girl looked up into her mother's face.
"The redhaired little boy, mother--do you think he is safe?"
"First off, likely," mumbled the Quartermaster grimly.
All the passengers were off. Under the mist the sea rose and fell quietly; the boats and rafts had drawn off to a safe distance. The Greek, who had humour as well as imagination, kept up the spirits of those about him while he held a child in his arms.
"Shall we," he inquired gravely, "think you--shall we pay extra to the company for this excursion?"
* * * * *
The battle below had been fought and lost. It was of minutes now. The Chief had given the order: "Every one for himself!" Some of the men had gone, climbing to outer safety. The two Seconds had refused to leave the Chief. All lights were off by that time. The after stokehole was flooded and water rolled sickeningly in the engine-pits. Each second it seemed the ship must take its fearful dive into the quiet sea that so insistently reached up for her. With infinite labour the Seconds got the Chief up to the fiddley, twenty feet or less out of a hundred, and straight ladders instead of a steel staircase. Ten men could not have lifted him without gear, and there was not time!
Then, because the rest was hopeless, they left him there, propped against the wall, with the lantern beside him. He shook hands with them; the Junior was crying; the Senior went last, and after he had gone up a little way he turned and came back.
"I can't do it, Chief!" he said. "I'll stick it out with you." But the Chief drove him up, with the name of his wife and child. Far up the shaft he turned and looked down. The lantern glowed faintly below.
The Chief sat alone on his grating. He was faint with pain. The blistering cylinders were growing cold; the steel floor beneath was awash. More ominous still, as the ship's head sank, came crackings and groanings from the engines below. They would fall through at the last, ripping out the bulkheads and carrying her down bow first.
Pain had made the Chief rather dull. "'I ha' lived and I ha' worked!'" he said several times--and waited for the end. Into his stupor came the thought of the woman--and another thought of the Red Un. Both of them had sold him out, so to speak; but the woman had grown up with his heart and the boy was his by right of salvage--only he thought of the woman as he dreamed of her, not as he had seen her on the deck. He grew rather confused, after a time, and said: "I ha' loved and I ha' worked!"
Just between life and death there comes a time when the fight seems a draw, or as if each side, exhausted, had called a truce. There is no more struggle, but it is not yet death. The ship lay so. The upreaching sea had not conquered. The result was inevitable, but not yet. And in the pause the Red Un came back, came crawling down the ladder, his indomitable spirit driving his craven little body.
He had got as far as the boat and safety. The gripping devils of fear that had followed him up from the engine room still hung to his throat; but once on deck, with the silent men who were working against time and eternity, he found he could not do it. He was the Chief's boy--and the Chief was below and hurt!
The truce still held. As the ship rolled, water washed about the foot of the ladder and lapped against the cylinders. The Chief tried desperately to drive him up to the deck and failed.
"It's no place for you alone," said the Red Un. His voice had lost its occasional soprano note; the Red Un was a grown man. "I'm staying!" And after a hesitating moment he put his small, frightened paw on the Chief's arm.
It was that, perhaps, that roused the Chief--not love of life, but love of the boy. To be drowned like a rat in a hole--that was not so bad when one had lived and worked. A man may not die better than where he has laboured; but this child, who would die with him rather than live alone! The Chief got up on his usable knee.
"I'm thinking, laddie," he said, "we'll go fighting anyhow."
The boy went first, with the lantern. And, painful rung by painful rung, the Chief did the impossible, suffering hells as he moved. For each foot he gained the Red Un gained a foot--no more. What he would not have endured for himself, the Chief suffered for the boy. Halfway up, he clung, exhausted.
The boy leaned down and held out his hand.
"I'll pull," he said. "Just hang on to me."
Only once again did he speak during that endless climb in the silence of the dying ship, and what he said came in gasps. He was pulling indeed.
"About--that airtrunk," he managed to say--"I'm--sorry, sir!"
* * * * *
The dawn came up out of the sea, like resurrection. In the Quartermaster's boat the woman slept heavily, with tears on her cheeks. The Quartermaster looked infinitely old and very tired with living.
It was the girl, after all, who spied them--two figures--one inert and almost lifeless; one very like a bobbing tomato, but revealing a blue face and two desperate eyes above a ship's lifebelt.
The Chief came to an hour or so later and found the woman near, pale and tragic, and not so young as he had kept her in his heart. His eyes rested on hers a moment; the bitterness was gone, and the ache. He had died and lived again, and what was past was past.
"I thought," said the woman tremulously--"all night I thought that you----"
The Chief, coming to full consciousness, gave a little cry. His eyes, travelling past hers, had happened on a small and languid youngster curled up at his feet, asleep. The woman drew back--as from an intrusion.
As she watched, the Red Un yawned, stretched and sat up. His eyes met the Chief's, and between them passed such a look of understanding as made for the two one world, one victory!
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