#and Cas understands his shits

[majorpatheticcas]

The brainrot got so bad my art style of Kas died on me.. But it was worth getting my finger paralyzed again

More Don Balsam for :

@caycanteven

#lmao i'm sorry #i'm fucking losing it #IWHDKSBDIEH #Since Kas works partm time as a waitress and as a singer #mainly he can only take her out for lunch #but barely in the evening #sad but true #ngl Kas kinda looks like a mommy??? #IDK OKAY #IDK WHAT HAPPENED TO MY STYLE OF KAS. #pretty rare of me drawing not in my usual cartoony style lol #Honestly he would wait for her at the door once he knows her shift is about to finish #but sometimes he wouldn't be able to bc of his work #and Cas understands his shits #i'm going insane #sans #don balsam #insert self x sans #kas x don balsam #horrorfell sans #mafia au #cay #majorpatheticcas

[cowboyhorsegirl]

As a recovering Catholic, one of my fav anecdotes the spn set is Misha mentioning that they had all these papers flutter around when Cas flies in angry sometimes and he once looked at WHAT the papers were and they were bible pages. And he pictured all the set dressers just ripping up bibles and thought it was funny and mentioned it in an interview (or at a meet and great with some network people? it was years ago lol) and the show higher ups were like 🙅🙅🙅🙅😬😬😬 maybe we don’t mention that?? But he still tell that story at cons

Anyway, for me that’s how I’ve interacted with the religious themes in spn, as ripped up bible pages for set dressing (that they did knowing that they might get in trouble for it is anyone was paying attention) lol idk if that helps but it does for me haha so I hear you on the “complicated feelings on religion while watching spn” front

now imagining misha collins himself feeding bible pages into the company shredder to make Castiel Confetti

#in my extremely limited watchthrough of spn i have been struck by how compelling an actor misha collins is #like... between all his other shenaniganery i had never considered that before LMAO #also based on his portrayal of castiel i truly think misha collins should just get to be fake-bisexual as a treat. #this would be good for The Community #also???? i think sam is my favorite character??? #which is something i never expected and also with the full understanding that I'm watching a very select few scenes out of context #and maybe it's just the fact that he's juxtaposed against all of cas & dean's angsty pining but he's so funny 😅 #'what about sastiel?' fjsdklfjkdsjf #anon #signed sealed delivered #evwatches #spn #love that misha collins just says shit. no consequences just vibes. saying this shit recreationally. it's like a hobby to him

[ssspringroll]

A himbo, as promised

This look is what happens when you try to be Y2K but youve only ever seen Earth in vintage tourism brochures

#i thought that one CAS challenge with harajuku fashion was hard... #girl i do not understand y2k at ALL i am looking at all these refs trying to connect the dots and not finding a single fucking dot #some of its grunge. some of its techwear. some of its just random shit #HOW are people categorizing this stuff how does it all fit together i dont understand... #so anyway all that to say i leaned hard on some staples and then felt self conscious and tacked accessories on #which i KNOW makes it further from the Look but it covers up the insecurity 👍 #i might go back and re-style him one day bc he looked good in a LOT of stuff #and id love to explore what i mightve put him in if not doing a challenge. #hes lovely! #and his eyes are grey i PROMISE hes just got those swag shades on so you cant really tell :/ #simoleon #my kiddos

[scoobydoodean]

Drunk driving anon - thank you for validating my abject confusion over that statement. I couldn’t think of a single time dean was shown or implied to have driven drunk and (as a deangirl) was knee jerk super offended on his behalf but didn’t want to dismiss it outright with such old knowledge

Glad I could help. 🫡 People kind of inventing things because they think they should have happened, or fanfic they read bleeding into their memory of the actual show is a really common issue in fandom disk horse. There's a real tendency to just kind of accept things that people say because it's hard to believe someone could be so so wrong about something happening or even totally (and sometimes willfully) fabricate it. And the show is so fucking long that it's easy to think you could have missed something! Misinformation gets spread around a lot without question as a result.

#mail #dont feed the stans after midnight #The worst example of “making shit up” I've personally encountered is someone telling me (in an extremely condescending response #btw) that when Cas shoved his hand into a kid's chest to feel for his soul #it was explicitly with the child's full understanding and permission. Literally something they completely made up.

[sammygender]

YALL ARE NOT SERIOUS PEOPLE no way i’m looking at the tumblr tag for spn 7x03 aka the sam centric flashback episode dealing with his childhood trauma and how he feels like he’s a freak and everyone is just posting about DEAN. dean and his stupid fucking pie. dean winchester used to be my guy! genuinely! s2-3 i truly thought i was a deangirl! But you people (plus this show atp lmfao) are making me hate him😭

#he was cute witn his silly pie. and i care for him and understand he’s grieving cas and thinks he’s about to lose sam and is therefore copin #Awfully and doing things like resorting to black and white john winchester embedded monster racism to do so #But thing is i’m actually getting pretty fucking sick of him coping awfully #he never learns he never grows he just gets angrier. he’s incapable of seeing sammy as someone whose decisions can be respected despite the #fact sam literally SAVED THE WORLD by SACRIFICING HIMSELF. #he just sits around and drinks and tries to become his father and avoid becoming his father in equal amounts #he’s actually awful!! sam goes off to do a case something totally justified (tho sure he could’ve asked) and dean fucking punches him in the #face… and somehow it just Doesn’t feel haha funny because its forceful and it’s serious and this is like the 3rd time he’s done this shit #and it’s also in the same ep where we see sams fraught relationship w john (Bc Duh) which is paralleled to the relationship amy has with her #mom where her mom fucking hits her. like. #dean winchester!!! when i find you!!!!!!!! stop recreating ur trauma!!!!!!!! stop taking shit out on sam :( #he cares sooooooooo deeply and it affects every fucking thing he does that’s why he’s so awful and why he cant cope #But guess what the same can be said about john winchezter the same can be said about a LOT of people. doesn’t excuse anything dean. GET YOUR #SHIT TOGETHER. #i love dean he’s vividly compelling to me. But. :/ #oliver talks #sam winchester

[bisaster-energy]

um cas should've been meaner actually "oh he was so bitchy here" he could have been bitchier do u have any idea what those blue steel lookin therapy needing ass boys put him through....he should've gone rabid on them. "early seasons cas was like this" IT WASN'T. ENOUGH.

#dean put a gun to his child's head #and then that same child was killed by his literal dad and his ''family'' was like ''get over it already '' #he should've blew baby up and wrecked the bunker and blasted theur ear drums out are u kidding me #even before jack was even around he should've been fucking them up more like #dean and sam see cas and they're like hey it's our little guy...our dorky dude haha #which like #yeah he is their little guy but he should also be allowed to bite them whenever he wants #for the transgressions #i can't remember where i was going with this but yeah cas went through so much shit thta #sam and dean just couldn't be bothered to try to understand or didn't notice #the one time was in s8 when dean actually wanted cas to talk to him about his feelings and shit #cas admitted to suicidal thoughts but the conversation never got picked back up iirc

[nightzombie]

dunno what people’s opinions are on this but i genuinely think jack would love to do high school after the events of the show. like he’d love the community, being able to make friends, etc.

#idk i think it would be so fun to think of jack with a friend group #playing like dnd n shit #dude would go crazy #he’d make a whole star wars oc for a homebrewed campaign #and absolutely infodump on all his fathers #dean is the one that takes it with the most understanding cause he’s a nerd #cas is just lost honestly #sam is enthusiastic and supportive #spn #supernatural #zombie talks #castiel #dean winchester #sam winchester #jack kline

[ardentpoop]

the destiel crowd needs to understand that cas replaced god (his father) with dean and that this did nothing good for him whatsoever

besides introducing him to sam

#from my drafts #im sure some of u do understand this but find it hot #it is not. lmao #it’s extremely one-sided #cas is a tool just like so many of their other ‘friends’ were. kevin. charlie. etc #dean keeps him on-call for whenever sam is dying (unacceptable) or deviating (unacceptable) bc his Celestial Muscle is invaluable #I think it was s9 ‘road trip’ where gadreel!sam is getting tortured and dean and cas are standing outside #and deans like ‘so. how are you. humor me I need the distraction’ #what a thing to say to a supposed friend lmao #a friend he left in the lurch when he was experiencing Being Human for the first time btw #bc he couldn’t afford to tell either cas or sam the truth abt gadreel #dean treats cas like shit too lmfao. on a smaller scale than he does sam but still! many many parallels

[jensensitive]

the idea of a kripke spn continuation manages to give me anxiety every day, i wish i was normal

#it just feels so inevitable 😭 #let the hellers make it or i swear to god 😭 #i can only hope that he doesn't want to #otherwise it's going to happen 😭 #I'm sad #i can't for the life of me understand why anyone would want this #given what he did with Frenchie and Kimiko and the way he talks about dean #and said that he made soldier boy do things he always wanted to make dean do #is Dean smoking really that important to you as a viewer #that you would let his characterization be regressed to season five #and have him say gross sexist racist homophobic shit again #why would anyone want that #it haunts me every day #and i can only imagine Jensen is going to realize this too at some point #when he reads something kripke wrote and goes well fuck that's not dean #because he and dean both have grown past kripke's vision of who dean is #it is distressing #i know I'm being a baby about it but i need my dean and cas back :( #and he can't give me that #okay done worrying about this now it's not happening until it's happening 😌

[super-who-locked-me-in-here]

I just saw a YouTube video that was titled something like "The Winchesters sets up a season 16 return of Supernatural" and just... please... let it die

#i can understand wanting to bring it back to like #further cas and dean's romance since that was cut off so abruptly #or have a chance for comedy at john meeting people like Jack who is his grandson and also God and also Lucifer's son #but do you really think the spn writers would give us that? #after all the shit they put us through? #i don't think so #supernatural #spn #the winchesters

[jetstargf]

guy who is so normal voice. i miss jet star

#i understand him and he’s my boyfriend and i’m his girlfriend and we are frolicking through ocotillo wells rn #we’re taking the trans am up blowsand backwards we’re driving out to the talc mines we’re looking at rocks and shit #in my brain killjoys is way southeast ca #in my brain battery city is san diego #YES I KNOW ITS PROB LA BUT CONSIDER THIS I HATE LA #also goodnight

[bilbobagginsomebabez]

i hope jensen ackles clings to supernatural ips for so long he's reduced to a canon on-screen kiss with misha collins by ratings/views obsessed executives who know the clip alone could generate enough interest for a new spinoff. and then in the spinoff its NEVER addressed or referenced again, they just live together, fulfilling the prophecy of most homophobic canon queer romance in history.

#secondhand spn #i only know what i see posts about and am not a good detective #honestly dont really understand how ackles is currently involved in the spn shit just that he is. or how they make those timelines work wit #prequels and the natural progression of age but whatever. maybe ackles plays his own grandpa and they weirdly imply that cas has a Type lma #spn #jensen ackles #spn ip

[johndonneswife]

aaaaarrrrggghhhhhhdjjfigjfi he was literally an angel of the lord who dragged a repressed homosexual man (!!!) out of hell and then fell in love with him (!!!!!!) and rebelled against heaven and committed literal genocide for him and furthermore helped kill THEE literal Abrahamic God with him ?!?!?! like what is not clicking…how can you watch this show and be normal…how are you immune to the cw’s supernatural…with banger lines like ‘you draped yourself in the flag of heaven, but ultimately, it was all about saving one human…’ and ‘when castiel first laid a hand on you in hell he was lost’ and ‘you came off the line with a crack in your chassis. you have never done what you were told’ and ‘the worst part was dean, trying so hard to be loyal, with every instinct telling him otherwise’ and ‘i cared about the whole world because of you…’ etc and so on and so forth…like how are you immune to the unbelievably depressing queer narrative spn writers unintentionally created while they were busy writing the worst show of all time…do you not yearn? we are not the same…they literally sent castiel to nothingness until the end of time all bc he was a little fruity and then dean was like ‘hmm i think im done living now bc i miss cas :-(‘ and died on a RUSTY NAIL after years of fighting literal angels and demons and dying and being brought back to life from literal HELL…while his straight boring whitebread brother lived a long and happy normal life with his wife and children…like what more could you possibly want from a tv show…hashtag love is only for the brave 🌈

#the mixtape the watching him rake leaves the ‘i prayed to you cas. every night’ the stench of his trenchcoat all over your impala… #…id rather have you cursed or not #… #like girl….. #text #i’m speaking my truth after getting cyberbullied in 2014 for saying castiel would end up dying for dean out of love #I WAS RIGHT?????? i was right #anyway im rewatching spn because that’s just where im at in life and it’s kind of crazy like #there’s at least 4 shows that exist in this one show. lol #im on season 1 and having to exist without castiel is UNBEARABLE!!!! #and you’re telling me i have to do this until 4x01?! PLEASE im CRYING this fucking monster of the week shit is killing me #to quote dean winchester in purgatory WHERE’S THE ANGEL? #anyway im sorry. mutuals you are entitled to financial compensation if you read this post #first meeting castiel saying ‘you don’t think you deserve to be saved’ like NO ofc he doesn’t? he has internalized homophobia leave him alon #i hate spn by the way please understand this. do not get it twisted

[casgape]

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#dont @ me but like. i do get the horror appeal of like. john preying on dean shit. i can see that as a headcanon altho i usually don't #like father by the front bottoms IS a dean song to me. and to me that song is explicitly about CSA. #but ugh i found a lot of blogs with. yikes opinions on john. bc of that one person. #and like im sorry but saying 'john was a bad father but hes hot so...' is just so fucking unhinged lmao #and then someone else on the same post being like 'i think john should be allowed to **** his oldest son' & 'i just love him' #this is exactly what ppl mean when they say like fandom spaces can contribute to normalizing csa or whatever. #like. i understand reading horror content for horror reasons. i am literally a fan of the movie crimson peak. but also. #i am a little nauseated by that sentence and want to commit violence now #ppl who havent experienced csa and think its hot please fucking die. thanks. #people who HAVE experienced CSA & think it's hot. get help. if help fails. also please die thanks. #kinda genuinely. you freaks shouldn't have kids. #if child abuse gets you wet im more than a little concerned about your ability to not fuck men who abuse ur kids lmao #oh oof. tags that could also theoretically apply to cas omfg. #anyway #about me

[bisaster-energy]

okay what you have to understand is that while against the kitchen floor is a dean song...willard! has cas written all over it

#guess who really started listening to will wood 😳 #like just listen to me ok hear me out... #i dont owe u my heart or my body but shit i do fuckin owe u and im so sorry that i cannot be good as u are #the irony of dean not thinking of himself as human as cas learned to be is not lost on me #and even tho he fucks up constantly he cant bring himself to want cas to end their relationship (wtv it may be) #apologizing for the way he is bc tbh if dean never figures out how he feels simply because he himself doesn't know #what he wants he probably would end up just giving cas.his body because he owes him something and #he cant figure out what he can possibly give in the face of that all consuming frankly terrifying love #ahem. onto willard #ik i said cas knows how to be human but that's in dean's eyes. cas doesn't get being human at all even tho he does (?) #like his homeless/steve arc he cant get a grasp on how humans do all the things they do and live they way they live #the beginning of the song he talks about not being able to step on ants and crying for moths #now that could be cas talking about actual insect but ALSO humans! bc he's learned to care!! #but yea if cas had some sort of animal he saw every now and then while on the street? a cat or a rat etc that's how i envision #him with this song #he himself has been stepped on so many times! it started to feel like his place! not truly part of the winchesters not truly angel #just cas now... #is there room for me in your cage whether that be earth or a real rat he feels he understands #it's confusing for him to connect! never learned what to feel from childhood like humans do! #he was thrown into the deep end #they call me crazy but their words all seem made up to me -> honeybee cas fr #also i can see steve bringing a little creature into the gas n sip his own little guy #also the peace vs freedom thing. animals are put in cages. humans locked in heaven. #and cas has achieved free will but he has to wrestle with whether it's better to be content or break chains #you might seem behind bars but friend this cage is inside out! dean and sam are trapped in this destiny #but they both say fuck it !! but heaven wasn't just a cage to humans it's a cage for angels too #yeah ur fate is fucked but at keast you had a fate to change yknow. cas didn't just change his story #he didn't have one so he literally wrote it #i can't listen to this song without thinking about cas human hungry and alone #it's AWFUL out here socrates. it's DANGEROUS out here socrates. it's lonely out here socrates 🤡🤡🤡

[gh-0-stcup]

The fuck did they do to Castiel.

#the zero self worth is sad af #but beyond that why the hell did they make him like. incapable of doing anything? #he can't even manage to hunt a vampire without the boys? seriously??? #why did they feel the need to shit on castiel at every possible opportunity #the big fuck up arcs like godstiel i can understand #even endverse!castiel was less pathetic than this #i miss the steadfast warrior who fought to the bitter end and overcame the odds and was the boys' most reliable ally #they did worse than just nerf his powers - they nerfed his character #look me in the eyeballs and tell me s5!cas wouldn't have been able to find and kill one vampire #somebody please tell me this isn't just. how castiel is now #he deserves to be seen and portrayed as every bit as competent as the rest of the cast #spn #spn s12 #12x09 first blood