#and I’ve made it my entire personality

[leverage-ot3]

so I’m about to start work but I have to get this god tier concept out. may post more about it later

derry girls leverage international crew

#that’s it. that’s the post #guess who watched the entirety of derry girls two weeks ago and is already rewatching it again #and I’ve made it my entire personality #not really but they are on my mind 24/7 #someone PLEASE message me about derry girls no one in my immediate circle has seen it #I got my coworker to start watching it but she’s only like on ep 3 😭😭😭 #she loves it though #leverage teams #leverage international #derry girls #leverage x derry girls #leverage #leverage redemption #mine #crossovers #if I keep this up dreams will be in my top 10 on spotify istg

[dearabsolutelynoone]

🚨 KANTHONY SNEAK PEEK 🚨

#i can’t be normal about this #i just can’t be normal about this #it’s impossible for me to be normal about this #i’m making this clip my entire personality #blissfully married and in love kanthony just scrambled every chemical in my brain #not to be dramatic but i’ve been absolutely nothing without kanthony #i’ve literally been nothing #life has made no sense without them #bridgerton #kanthony #kate and anthony #anthony and kate #kate x anthony #anthony x kate #kathony #kate sharma #anthony bridgerton #the viscount who loved me #bridgerton season 3 #simone ashley #jonathan bailey

[ech-e-sketch]

NIMONA ‼️‼️

#I cannot BELEIVE I haven’t posted this it’s like one of my favourite things I’ve made recently and it wasn’t even recently this is #like from months ago #nimona #!!! #I love her so much she means the entire world to me #nd stevenson #you are and have been for a long time one of my favourite artists you’re a huge inspiration to me and Nimona really means the world to me #LOVED this movie it’s so important #not just to me as a young trans person but to absolutely everyone #everyone should watch Nimona

[unfunnystandup]

here is my neurodivergent charlie kelly collection. the hoodie has been stained by chef boyardee ravioli and (almost) by a bottle of testosterone. i have the horse shirt but can’t find it atm and yes our cat is named charlie no i will not be taking questions xx

#something about the nd brain that sees a funny little guy and thinks #hey time to base my entire personality off of this #i’ve never been able to like anything normally #i always have to get a objectively bad tattoo in a prominent spot on my body every time i have an interest 🙄 #but no in reality he’s special 2 me and i got the tattoo the day b4 i started T #because charlie’s voice really made me realize that sometimes having a squeaky voice can be badass #charlie kelly #charlie day #iasip #it’s always sunny in philadelphia #mine #sunnyblr

[lvstharmony]

​beyond grateful for the people that are surrounding me in my life, just as i am grateful for the people i’ve parted ways with, for without them, i would not be the person i am today.

#i have left so many people throughout my life #and #if someone would ask me if i’d regret any choice i’ve made i would say no #i regret hurting people yet i wouldn’t change a thing if i could #without the suffering the sacrifices and the lessons i would not be the person i am today that i can finally say i’m proud of #whenever i read the question “would you want to be your friend if you’d meet yourself?” deep down my answer was no #i was a good friend and i always tried my best to be there for everyone #but i was so blinded and overwhelmed by my pain that i tried so hard not to project on others that it was exactly the thing i’ve done #i was extremely caring sensitive loving and selfless but my ”bad“ traits were just as extreme #my emotions were so overwhelming that they were scattered all over the place that it didn’t allow me to have any control over them #i used to be so terrified of being alone. all i’ve felt was a great loneliness that was residing within me #until i’ve gathered the strength to leave an entire friendgroup with people that meant the world for me #they weren’t good for me anymore just as i wasn’t for them #since that day i’ve grown a lot i became a better and healthier version of myself #i learned how to be alone and to find the peace in it and in myself #all i’ve had was Allah swt. and He is all i will ever need. #without the hardships in terms of friendship i wouldn’t have been able to learn how to be alone and love and enjoy it #without it i could not say that i could easily give up the people in my life #i could if i had to bc i have Allah swt. #but i’ve learned how to choose and to choose the right people #i don’t need you and never will but i choose you bc i want you in my life and i think that makes it so much more special #i can finally say that i love the person i am today and can’t wait to see myself grow even more as the cycle of growing is never ending #I still have so much to learn and I will let it come to me with open arms #an open mind and an open heart #above all the most precious gift i’ve earned is to learn how to have tawakkul. #everything that happens every trial that is afflicted upon us has meaning #and it’s beautiful. #being able to pick out the khair in everything is the biggest blessing #alhamdulillah for the things that bruised my soul alhamdulillah for the things that mended it #alhamdulillah for everything bc truly; Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear.

[fadelikeclouds]

A, Bee, and Sea coming in clutch with some good advice, but it’s always easier said than done. Team finally found a place to keep him safe from his nightmares, but what if he ruins that by asking for something more of the relationship than Win is willing to give?

So he’s not ready to lay his heart bare and confess. But instead we do see him trying to convey his feelings more. He tries to address a source of his insecurity: how their relationship started. Lust does not necessarily lead to love. They’ve had sex more than once but what does it mean? I think he’s still afraid of the answer because he overheard Win say that he meant for their hook up to be casual. So he never finishes his question.

I thought that was going to be the end of it. But this boy still tries. He’s always been hesitant to show just how much Win means to him. But he’s doing his best to keep him, and so he tries.

And I love him for this. I love that we see him taking a step forward (no matter how small that step may seem).

Then at the end of the episode he asks Win to go see the Christmas lights with him (a date in my book especially since there’s two other couples having their Christmas lights dates). And he shows how happy he is when Win accepts, which contrasts with the beginning episodes where he is always hiding his smiles from Win.

TLDR: their relationship might feel like they’re moving at a snails pace, and they lack some communication, but there is some very satisfying progress imho.

#between us #between us ep8 #He’s doing his best to overcome his fears #please give this traumatized boy a break #I’ve never had the courage to confess to a person in my entire life #winteam #teamwin #bl drama #thai bl #this post was already long enough so I didn’t include any of Win’s reactions #his face when Team kissed his forehead #his smile at the end of the episode #they made me smile along with them #precipitating thts

[laniemae]

What kind of person would make a throwaway account just to hate on me. If you want drama, just say it on your main. I’m on my road to recovery right now from reliving traumatic fandom experiences from my past and this is the exact behaviour I feared. No one should treat people like this and we should all acknowledge this behaviour and know it is not ok. Please share this message.

#milgram #I want people to unstand that behaviour in this fandom should not be tolerated so that’s why I’m maintagging this #I’ve grown as a person to not lash out at this as I would’ve done in the past but please reblog this and share the message #If you see this please pay attention to this issue #I’m not going out of my way to harass or name anyone involved in this situation yet this person made an entire throwaway for this #That’s the kind of levels of low that we should all avoid in this fandom

[danothan]

video essays that make you sob and blubber like a fool

#danbles #⚡️ #the flash #barry allen #fpp #dc #yeah i think it’s safe to say this is my favorite movie ever #as if i didnt rewatch it a dozen times + downloaded a copy to edit a personal danny cut #+ transcribe the entire thing so i could retell it another dozen times to anyone willing to listen #+ redraw multiple screenshots from it w plans to redraw many more #everything i’ve ever thought and interpreted abt barry has come from this movie as the standard point #hearing it confirmed and put into words made me so emotional. is this what it’s like to be seen and also right #also just hearing it be appreciated and hearing barry be appreciated and getting existential abt the universe and hope and hopelessness… #this video essay’s got it all ! #it’s a short vid btw less than 10 min #their vid on superman vs the elite is also rly good i should probably subscribe

[padfootastic]

dear miss padfootastic: harry learning he's gonna be a dad and promptly losing his mind and going to the only person he can think of for dad advice: sirius.

gosh miss imp i have so many thoughts about this!!!!!! (i wrote almost all of this and realised that i did it post birth lol bc that’s the moment that made the most sense to me but we can easily doctor it to be pre birth as well!!)

- the first time harry holds james sirius in his hands, he has to dip out in three minutes flat to puke all over the nearest washroom. it’s sirius holding him, brushing his hair back, and soothing him on the dirty hospital floor. tells him that he did something super similar when he held harry for the first time too. it doesn’t hit harry then.

- when they’re all back at home, the first few days, it’s all a sort of frantic autopilot where he has no time to think. it’s only when things calm down a bit that he realised how his hands shake and his pulse races when he thinks about being a father. it’s not…debilitating bc it’s his duty, one he asked for, and harry’s never been one to back down from a duty. but it’s still—he doesn’t want to be a passable dad, he wants to be a good one.

- so he goes to the best one he knows: sirius.

- the thing here is, harry thinks he’s gonna be a terrible dad. he was abused and neglected in his most developmental stages of life, never really knew what unconditional love felt like let alone parental, and does not trust himself around a vulnerable defenceless child. knowledge of his anger and it’s consequences does not help.

- but also to consider: sirius had almost an exact similar experience. he was equally terrified to be a godfather for harry bc he never trusted himself w delicate things. so he knows, intimately, what’s it’s like to fear yourself.

- it doesn’t get better with one conversation. sirius knew this going in. what he does, instead, is help harry become confident by being there, always, without fail. makes him see that he’s got this down pat, and his child loves and trusts and adores him and there’s no greater privilege than that. he’s there every single time as a safety net, to tell harry that nothing will go wrong, yes, but also to prove he doesn’t need anyone else.

- it’s also a whole lot of ‘omg this is so difficult, you did this for me?????’ and just. realisations about ‘omg u changed my diaper??? i peED ON YOU??????’ that basically make it impossible for him to look sirius in the eye for a few days.

- another point to consider: harry sees sirius with jemmy from an outsider pov yeah? and he can finally see what others have all this time: how sirius looks at someone he loves wholeheartedly, how much he adores his children. and it’s humbling and awe-inspiring and a bit terrifying. imagining the full force of that love directed towards him, making him wonder what he did to deserve it

- there’s a loooooot of midnight/asscrack of morning firecalls/mirror calls etc for emergency assistance bc ‘are babies supposed to sleep like tho at! he’s been farting all night sirius iTS SO BAD! omg his poop is green padfoot is my baby toxic?????’ ykno. normal new dad stuff.

(and this is random but there’s also one,,,,forbidden conversation with sirius about it he’d ever hated him bc harry had some very unsavoury thoughts in the beginning when he had teddy that he hates himself for to this day and if he has to hear his godfather say he didn’t want him to get rid of them then he’ll do it. it’s a tough but necessary one)

#sirius black #harry potter #good godfather sirius black #this has been *languishing* in my inbox bc i wanted to write a drabble #bc that’s really what he is #since i had a similar prompt in my notes #but alas #twasnt to be #or really just—good FATHER sirius black #man this ask made me realise how long it’s been since i’ve written anything s&h :((( #my first loves #should get back probably #i just feel like. sirius would be like harry’s personal google service #bc on some level h still thinks that sirius knows everything #(not entirely wrong. in addition to being very very smart sirius is also just. unwilling to admit he doesn’t know sumn #esp to his kid. #so he spends hours finding answers to stuff he doesn’t know) #basically: he’s the best parental advice figure to have around #harry goes to him in a dad-panic all 3 times he has a child #sirius is equally patient and indulgent each time #pen’s asks

[penguuthegentoo]

Redsmoke tells the kits the tales about the old Chimera Defenders— No one thinks much of his stories of long forgotten ‘fairy tales’, though it is curious how… immersive his stories are.

I touched on the idea of those with the blessing of the Chimera but I’ve fleshed it out more!

More lore of this Phoenix Mythos au (still working on a name for this…) under the cut

The Chimera Defenders were warriors blessed with immense strength and power. They were the perfect warrior— strong, capable, steadfast and filled with seemingly endless stamina. It was quite easy to spot one with the Chimera’s blessing: Large, sharp saber fangs, poisonous quill like spines or large monstrous paws with claws to match. They are easily 2-3x the size of an average warrior.

They were invaluable in protecting the clans from large threats from dire wolves to mountain lions, and in some rare cases, even bears. The flip side of such might, was their uncontrollable emotions. Often, once a fight with a defender began, it took every might of the defender to exit their bloodlust. It is not a reflection of any said defender’s character for them to lose control—it is the curse that comes with such immense power. Because of this tendency, every Chimera Defender is paired with their own mediator—a cat who is close and comfortable with the defender and exudes a calming energy. They help bring the defender’s down from their rage and ground them back to reality. These cats are often paired the moment a defender’s blessing presents. It isn’t uncommon for defender’s mediators to be close family or even lovers in some case— the role of the mediator requires deep trust after all!

#clangen #wc #wc ocs #warrior cats #Redsmoke #Asterkit #Snowkit #Stormkit #Blazeclan #figured out a new brush setting in procreate #and I’ve suddenly made it my entire personality #its so much fun #so colorful #I’ve never been a confident painter but this has given me sm confidence #I love it

[harmandmac]

As much as I’ve moved on from the ncis/tiva fandom, I will try my best to bring myself back for edits because good knows I miss the good old days in 2012 where we all were still united.

#that being said #it might continue for a long long run #but that doesn’t mean I will change my love for jag because I’ve made them my entire personality and I refuse to stop that #xoxoxox

[gregmarriage]

x files 1x08 ‘ice’ was so fucking funny for having mulder make a joke about the size of his dick in front of two other men, and scully touch a woman’s chest as part of a medical exam, then immediately share a lesbian look with her, that has nothing to do with said medical exam

#they both give off intense gay vibes i’m always saying this #even when they’re in a relationship together they’re gay hope that helps <3 #they’re so bi4bi coded #also lesbians #also trans #they’re every letter <3 #what the absolute fuck did they put in these two characters in 1993 they’re like crack fr fr #they’re one of those ‘straight’ pairings that were made for gay people except it was a accident imaooooo #anyways i’ve been in love with scully since i was a child and i’ve even more in love with her now #i love her and her fuckass bob <3 #mulder my best friend mulder #girlboy supreme #the fucking thing he says in the jersey devil ep where he’s like ‘millions of years of evolution and she’s the same as you or me’ #i’m paraphrasing obviously imao #and i know hes supposed to mean the jersey devil girl isn’t different from them because she’s still a person etc #but it also just makes it sound like mulder is calling himself a girl #also his whole thing with jerry in 1x07 #‘we worked together.’ ‘worked together? we were partners’ cue extremely awkward mulder face #just the way he is with jerry the entire time and seems to go beyond being ex partners in the regular sense #something something do you think they explored each other’s bodies #and in true bury your gays fashion jerry dies in the same episode #IMAOOOO ANYWAYSSSSSS #i love you goofy 90’s alien show <3 #gwen rambles #gwenposting #gwen watches stuff #(gay se)x files posting

[nikkinick]

sent a reply / just saying “hi, / you’re a nice guy, / I’ll think about it maybe, / xo baby”

#no longer hiding that I’ve made boleyn like my entire personality lmao #nikki.png

[jackdaw-kraai]

Person in my inbox: don’t post memes about the queen dying it’s disrespectful >:(

Me, the author of a story where the protagonist’s entire deal is to be a foil for the divine rights of kings by being a divinely designed king-slayer whose literal purpose in life is to free as many people as he can from tyranny and oppression in whatever form, by any means necessary, doesn’t care who he offends or makes enemies of in the process, contemplates regicide in the second book of twenty-eight, and is explicitly shown to be the closest thing to morally pure in a fundamentally grey universe: 😐

#cw elizabeth #like fam #i don’t know how this is a surprise tbh #The Person Who Writes Anti-Monarchy Stories Is Anti-Monarchs #should not be the shock it apparently is #I’ve made my entire deal pretty clear I think #I’m not here to be your unproblematic author stan #I’m here to be an angry person with a mission and a message #and I don’t particularly care if I offend you with it #monarchies are relics #and so are the people who uphold them #and like relics they should either be in a museum or deep underground #also me memeing is what you get mad about? #really? #not the millions of bucks that’re gonna be spent on a funeral #during an economic crisis no less? #your priorities fascinate me

[jiangzongzhu]

fun thing that folks really apparently don’t want to acknowledge if we’re discussing canon Jiang Cheng and the thing I think people are truly failing to grasp in regards to fans of his and why they care about him. His actions throughout the story repeatedly, over and over again, belied his words. Yes, he has a harsh exterior that is used as an armor against this world that repeatedly took everything from him. He uses words as a weapon at times, but his actions say everything his words don’t.

Additionally, he fucks up. He doesn’t always do the right thing, but that’s the thing about MDZS, not a damn one of these characters were in the right 100% of the time. But he cares and he works hard to do what is right by his sect and his family and yes, at times, those two groups come in conflict and he makes tough decisions because of that, but regardless he still repeatedly shows his love.

And it may take an additional time through the story to see that, but the narrative supports that fact time and time again despite the fact that Wei Wuxian as the protagonist doesn’t see it (but their struggles in communicating and understanding one another’s actions and intentions is a whole different discussion).

And that’s not even mentioning the whole plethora of cultural context that is being ignored, but again. different discussion.

#not tagging this anything fun I just wanted to ramble #because man the “high horse” the folks are on as if fans of the character completely lack an understanding of him #or like we got our understanding of him from a fic here or there and some fanart #its got me bummed at 8pm on a saturday night #I love me a good murder kitten #See: both of my DnD characters or Qi Rong or Xue Yang #but I love jiang cheng for his complexities and his pain and his imperfections but also his unwavering strength and his heart #and I don’t particularly appreciate folks acting like this character I resonate with so deeply is just something #that we as a fandom have collectively hallucinated #and yes I’m screaming at a brick wall that won’t be swayed by anything I have to say #I’ve been in fandoms since I was 14 and I’m… much older than that now. I truly understand this is not a winnable fight #I just don’t care for the shitty insinuations being made #because while he’s my perfect baby boy who I love with all my heart and has never done a thing wrong in his entire life #he’s also the man who kept chengqing in perfect playable condition for 13 years #and had it on his person at guanyin temple despite only going there for JL #he’s the man who begged to be taken instead of his nephew when JGY had a guqin string around the boy’s neck #the man who took a knife for wwx after everything #and who was willing to sacrifice himself to the Wens for WWX knowing there was no good outcome to that choice

[miodiodavinci]

(head in hands) man.

#i’m laying in bed trying to sleep but suddenly got the urge to look for that old render of crevan using warp.exe #but to find it i had to dig through my entire crevan tag and just #really hit me just How much i don’t like crevan sgkfgdsjfk #like not in a ‘aw man this voicebank could be so much better :(‘ kind of way #but in a ‘i am physically no longer the same person i was when i made her’ kind of way #in a ‘i don’t know if i ever really liked her or if she was just one big running bit i had because i was so scared of being cringe’ #kind of way #because let’s be real #there are very few moments in that tag where i’m not purposefully distancing myself from the things i liked #and being unnecessarily mean and snarky instead so i’d somehow ‘be better’ for not ‘giving in’ #whether to the temptation to be honest and genuine or the temptation to do the sorts of silly things i actually wanted to do #maybe a huge portion of it is also that i hadn’t figured out i was gay or trans yet #and felt the need to curate this horrible she/her creature to try to rectify the gender dysphoria i was feeling #but yeah #doesn’t feel great honestly #i love being open and kind and honest with what i love #and i don’t think i can ever really relate to crevan’s old ‘purposefully mean and cruel and antagonistic’ schtick #now that i’ve gone about that change #anyway sghlfsfjdg