#and accept they wont be perfect

[levforfakes]

im a little mad that annabeth saw the whole luke confrontation, j bc a big plot point was that she didnt believe he could ever be in the wrong

#but im trying to see the show and books as different #and accept they wont be perfect #still love the show #pjo #percy jackson #pjoverse #pjo tv show #pjo tv spoilers #pjo series #annabeth chase

[lokh]

mom avoids dead anime mom curse because he transitions. he’s always had a complicated relationship with pregnancy because of how woefully little people are told about potential complications and aftercare, and also because of how gendered it is, so after the birth of his second child he’s finally had it and decides to transition

he joins a local community group for mothers and at first it’s played for laughs how often they fall to the dead mom curse, but soon we find out more about how society has failed mothers and people who give birth, from information being withheld, procedures being carried out without consent, lack of accommodations and maternal and paternal leave, racism…

it also turns out that becoming a man doesn’t help with this, not really, because being a pregnant trans man brings its own problems. follow along as he learns more about being a parent and a mother, and maybe even… finding love???

coming to you never because I can’t write!

#if the japanese is bad. MY BAD LMAO #this was also a joke for me at first but then i was like well hang on..... #my initial romance thought was his husband leaves him after the transition and eventually a new single father ends up joining the group #cos he like. idk misread the flyer as being a new parents group but the group accepts him with open arms #and hes drawn to the only other guy there and well u know wink wonk. #then i thought well come on thats not. very nice rip what if his husband sticks with him. #but thats why u have more than one trans guy LMAO so it doesnt become bad tokenism!!!! #the older kid also has a complicated relationship with his mom transitioning tbh #art #wow original art from me... ummm. #he also wears glasses but not all the time #GRAPHIC DESIGN IS (NOT) MY PASSION!!!!! #I WANT YOU TO KNOW IF THIS WOULD EVER BE WRITTEN IT WOULD BE GROUNDBREAKING INCREDIBLE. #but it wont because one that would imply that i finish writing anything ever. #two it would require so so much reading. which you should be doing you should be researching. #but the point is there would be a lot because i would think 'oh it had to be perfect' and then would never do it. on top of already #never finishing anything.................. #ocs

[terriblygrimm]

friendly reminder that this exists

“i don't think luke is presenting an argument either way. because i think luke also, of any jedi in the galaxy, understands what it would be like to be with the person you care about most -- to be with your father figure”

#dinluke #filoni gets it - he gets that luke wanted to present grogu w a choice #a modern jedi who wouldnt make the decision for him like his predecessors would #luke knows what its like to lose his uncle and aunt his master and his father #hed never want grogu to lose his dad #or make that choice for him #luke is such a good egg #i just have the big sad thinking that luke was only a cameo bc although he was a good mentor he wasnt destined to be grogus master #thats the vibe i get #so it gets me thinking they wont bring him back #but god i hope im wrong #like he was the perfect jedi for grogu to learn that lesson from and the perfect person to show him kindness and understanding and compassio #compassion #at that point in grogus young life #and thats all it will be #but heres hoping im wrong 🙃 #i do feel like s3 will be all abt mandalore tho and luke wont be in it #maybe s4 grogu will come back around to accepting both his jedi abd mandalorian halves #but not before that #but anyway.. just slowly breaking it to myself not to expect luke so im not heartbroken lmao #tagging dinluke because cmon theyre his dads #star wars

[creaaki]

I've been reading jerejean fics and I love how at one point everybody agreed that Jeremy comes from a crowded household with many siblings. My boy KNOWS how to deal with shit smoothly because he probably has a long history of:

Pulling back together after realising he isn't the No1 priority at the moment, winning heated arguments with minutes of patience and bullshitting just because, counseling of hours after one of his sisters' break-ups or brothers' breakdowns over a fight with their parents, being compared to them, parenting the little ones when mom and dad aren't home, sharing a bed with others when guests are staying over on holidays, falling asleep in one of their beds after a nightmare, waking up with one of them under his blankets some other day, crossing the hallway on his tippy toes at 3am and finding the kitchen already has its lights on filled with quiet whispers to not wake their parents up (there's always a gossip going around about the mom's side of the family, and he still remembers the first day his big sister didn't sent him back to bed because he is now one of the grown-ups.), quietly opening his window at midnight to let his brother sneak back into home after a party which Mrs and Mr Knox would not approve of, spending exactly eleven minutes to figure out how to slice the pie mom made evenly because this nine-year-old has to have some issues for fucking God's sake.

Jeremy always had someone looking out for him, and someone to look out for. He knows the importance of trust and respect and love and everything that you need to give people to be family. Jeremy values family. It's only normal when he makes the Trojans his new crowded loud family after leaving the house.

He adores Trojans, he wants them to be happy, he wants them to be happy while playing Exy. So he does everything he can to make them fall in love with Exy, not winning because he doesn't want his sisters and brothers to break themselves apart like he did in high school when he heard a teacher say "A shame the young Knox is nothing like his brother". He trusts his team, he knows they will fight with all they have until the last moment, they always do.

When he expresses his new plan to his team he's well aware they might lose. Foxes played the whole season with nine people, and it's a complete new thing for Trojans. He isn't afraid, though; not all of the team think of it as a good idea at first, but they all come around at some point and decide to give it a try, because they love playing Exy and hungry for improvement and it's going to be fun and a little fair, too, because the Foxes are actually nice people and what are they playing for if they're going to freak out and keep their weaknesses a weakness?

They lose, and the first thing Alvarez does after leaving the court is to barge into the men's changing room with Laila following her and express her remarks on the match, not so politely. ("No, but how the-"). Second thing she does is to tell Jeremy her suggestions on changing the training drills slightly to adapt the team into building up more stamina, she got these ideas on the court, by the way. Jeremy can't scold her for not focusing on the game because she was focused, and he is kind of scared of her. They still have their party, and decide to gather in Jeremy's room for the night, turning the party to a slumber one. Jeremy doesn't mind being squished. In fact, you could say he is very, very happy in the morning despite the sweat and dampness, all off the Trojans peacefully breathing and cuddling each other makes his chest warm.

The next year, Jeremy knows they will win. He told the Trojans they would, and they trust him. He just knows. And they do win. His room is a little more crowded now, with the new freshmen and their seniors who graduated last year (he thought they should invite them, the Trojans owe their seniors for them giving up on the trophy last year).

Jeremy thinks he loves both his families.

#jeremy would do anything for the trojans #he just will #and when jean arrives jeremy thinks my family might have problems but everyone will be HAPPY #jean never had a real family and jeremy is determined to make him not long for one #he wont let jean not live his life #last year jeremy shared his bed with the trojans because of the lack of space #but not this year #this year there's only jean beside him because he still needs time #jeremy takes jean to his home on a holiday and jean immediately understands why jeremy shines so bright #jeremy's mom knits jean a sweater on christmas because i need her to #jeremy's inviting jean to his first ever family and jean accepts it because i need him to be loved #go mr sunshine go give the french boy a hug because he fucking needs it #i love them so much #and jeremy knox is literally so perfect they are so perfect for each other #jeremy knox #all for the game #jean moreau #jerejean #the kings men #the sunshine court #i didn’t sleep last night #or will not tonight #i didn't intend this to be this long shit

[waterfallofspace]

So... I did a thing...! E/rasermic wav..! A/izawa suffering an allergy attack as he comes home to his husband M/ic. (script and voices by me, most sound effects by me, a couple from P/ixabay) It's not excellent by any means, and I didn't change my 'M/ic' voice, only the A/izawa one, but first attempts and all that! I've been working on this for a bit, and decided it's either 'post it' or 'let it keep consuming me', so I'm going with posting!

I'm not a naturally sneezy person, and don't have anything to cause fits, so it might be a bit jumpy, but I tried to do my best to make it flow well! If anyone bothers to listen to this, I hope it's enjoyable and not too rough for a first attempt~~

#waterfallwav #ahaha im terrified <3 #but also this has been rotting me inside out so if i dont post it im gonna just keep working on it #and it wont be getting better then this #sooooo im gonna try to let my perfectionism go a little bit and accept that #first tries arent gonna be perfect #but maybe it'll be good enough for now!! #again thank you so much to anyone who bothers to listen!!! #im gonna go hide in some music now ahaha~ #m/ha #e/rasermic #snz #snzkink

[horangipwr]

HOSHI x VOGUE KOREA

#i had a lot of fun w these #especially the first one #hoshi #kwon soonyoung #soonyoung #seventeen #svt #svtdaily #svtsource #svtedit #*svtg #been slightly MIA (sporadically liking things and bouncing haha) so it feels nice to be able to make something #even if i wont have a chance to make more for months rip #i hope everyone is doing well <333333333 #also that middle gif is nowhere near perfect but ive come to accept it as it is just for the Tummy

[b4kuch1n]

OOOUGGHAAAAAAA I DID IT I MANAGED TO DO INK WITH A DIP PEN

NEXT COMICS MEDIUM IS FUCKING SETTLED. YUUTO YOU WILL BE FED

#bakuspeech #hi I am Fucking Excite #litcherally. the last time I tried using any kind of dip pen it was a bamboo calligraphy pen #and I was. 18. the previous time I was 15 and even worse at it than then #fully went into this attempt already accepting I will probably be maybe marginally better #but!! it was pretty fun I did much okayer than expected!!!! #I need to be more confident with the pen but I can do that. I just need to do this a Lot #but like. I was Really scared. I didn't remember how a dip pen behaves at All #I tried freehanding some stuff before but it really is very different from a fineliner #half relieved my 200k vnd wont go to waste lmao. man. I was ready to bruteforce it #but I wont have to!!! as long as I have a decent concrete sketch!! itll be alright!!!! #yuuto origin comic is a fucking go. I WILL do this. mom I AM going to be a mangaka #well. a doujinka perhaps #dgsjdjjs sorry Im just. this is 13yo baku's unattainable dream!! part of why I #turned to wholesale digital art and eventually brush inking was because dip pens were #deeply scary and messy to me back then. I got ink Everywhere #now I didnt even make a spare fleck on this one!!! I can do it now!!!! dreams do fucking come true!!!!!! #literally bringing this piece of scrap around showing everyone like a kid who got perfect score on a test lmao #Im just. Im happy guys. Im so!!! auuughghhhh #I'll practice more tonite. I will Get Better At This. I will scribble a bunch more of yuuto #to get used to the style. I need a buncha outfit refs anyway #have a good day!! holds u hand everything is possible. try something u didnt have the chance to be good at as a kid again #life is fucking good sometimes!!!!!

[addictivewhispering]

french football sexe!!!

this is what happens when im stuck on a plane for seven hours without wifi (link below the cut)

content tags: power bottom kylian. olivier experiencing some emotions (tm). sort of praise kink. anilingus aka eating ass. literally just pwp but with some relationship/communication problems thrown in because this takes place pre-euro2021 and yes thats important to me

i was too lazy to upload this to ao3 (and by that i mean i didnt feel like coming up with a title. also idek if its even good enough in the first place lol oop) but still wanted to try and feed everyone bc yeah. anyway hope u enjoy or..... whatever idfk..........

link

#gimbappe #my demons #gigikyky #IM SORRY. For my crimes. #buy my silence. for $500 i will not post sex ever again #just dont look at me ok #also if it sucks im sorry blame the plane #i left commenting permissions on on the doc LMFAO if anyone has hate mail or fan mail i equally accept both #oh also #sadly theres no phoenix emoji which would make it perfect but #i looove emoji shipnames so i have christened 🐦🐢 to refer to them #i wont use it here but yeah that's why it's in the title of the doc #me creating quirky ship names like my life depends on it:

[scolek]

i already went insane about perfectly imperfect and artistic partisan like. last year or the year before. inevitably i will even have something to say about crossing heart, which i have listened to in full. once?

#lemon squash cheers is perfect on a very zen level. where i wont ever have a complete breakdown over it #its evident perfection simply elevates one to a level of enlightenment where there is nothing but plain acceptance of each and every little #detail. the lemon squash is my blood now. #no need to have big emotion. you become one with the immaculate vibe #dream on stupids

[carrotpiss]

🐰🧡🐻

#in stark contrast to most of my personal posts this is about me being happy and gay #because i need to just get it out my system bc otherwise i am just going to grab a friend by the shoulders and scream (in joy) in their face #i am dating someone and its really really nice and sweet and cute and like nothing ive ever experienced before #and instead its like every tiny little dream about this kind of thing ive managed to hold onto despite every experience otherwise and ahhhh #the lack of focus on just sex or sex appeal is so nice its like there but as a side thing so its nice and i dont feel like an object #i feel like a human person with thoughts and feelings and interests outside if that and feel safe in that and feel safe that everything wont #just be discarded if i dont want to do that like i feel like boundaries and stuff are an option! without jeopardising everything #and el likes me as much as i like them and wants and sees and communicates that they want something long term and ahhhhhhhh #i just want to cry like holy shit this is everything ive ever wondered about like i have spent so long wondering what this feeling would #actually feel like and its so good and so indescribable and ahhhhhhh #waking up on monday night and seeing them in my bed and cuddling me was just so nice i felt wanted i felt... loved #this all seems so out of left field still i still feel like i just never saw it coming but its so welxome and nice and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #my pessimism is still there but its less loud now its more learning to accept this may not be perfect forever but letting me enjoy the now #crouch speaks #it feels so nice to not be scared and to feel secure and ahhh #also it made me laugh El remembered me hitting on then at the Dgoals release show making them blush lol #i only remember the time i hit on them later at the groles show so its funny i pretty much used the same line twice and it still worked #i cant wait to see them again i cant wait to hold hands in public again i cant wait to be idiots who keep blushing too hard and accidentally #kissing eachother on the nose instead of the mouth because we are stupid and gay and pathetic about it hahaha #just ahhhh i could gush forever how perfect the 2!!! dates weve been on were and the fact they want more and more and ahhhhh #this is so lame i know i just haven't experienced anything remotely like this before and its just... wild #like wow holy shit what on earth i have been so increasingly miserablely depressed and insecure from the shea stuff last year and then this #just absolutely removed all of that i actually feel like a human person again with value

[varricscrossbowbianca]

rewatched an epi of season one from ouat and omg i miss it so much ;_;

#season one of ouat was perfect #everything that happened after the first half of season two is not real #i wont accept it ahaha #i sadly never watched it to the end because it had gotten so...strange xD #what they did to mr hyde was so unfair #why do they get sam witwer and then not use him properly goddamn

[jellycreamjammedart]

Lmao u have no right to be mad after spatting and sneering at people the immature excuse of "this is how i am and theres no changing that, so take it or leave it" and people actually choose to leave it

#nobodys perfect and youre not expected to be so #but if you have issues or flaws that are a detriment to you and/or those around you especially relationship wise #then you DO have the responsibility of finding the means and help to work on these things to IMPROVE yourself into a better version of you #crossing your arms and stubbornly claiming “this is how i am” is just an immature response to ppl calling you out and #vocal refusal to put in any effort not only to improve yourself but the relationship you have with them #and you expect people to just... accept snd take it when its clearly detrimental or making them and/or you miserable? #if you wont put in any effort to better yourself and your relationship then why should them? #no one is obligated to stay by your side if that makes them miserable and you dont care about trying to help make things better #it goes both ways #jellycream speaks #this has just been in my head cuz my dad loooooves using that excuse to justify himself hurting other people with his toxic ways #feel free to reblog tho

[chocottang]

many people hate s2 golden and like to pretend it never happened. i, however, really enjoy the idea of golden acting all prince charming in s1 because that's how he was taught to behave for fans. but in s2 he started fully trusting the animatronics, after they saved him in the finale, and escapes to embrace his true self: a caothic little creature.

#fnafhs #ever since he was a child he was never let to be anything but perfect #so now that he trusts his friends wont leave him no matter what he has no problem doing whatever he wants #and truly feel free for once #being all perfect is the only way he knew how to socialize and be accepted #mine

[maschotch]

#hotch KNOWING what she's saying #and she still wont accept it. so he says nothing for now #3x17 #aaron hotchner #cm caps #in my perfect world where i write criminal minds he helps her come to terms #help her accept it #bc he knows what its like to go through this alone and he doesnt want her to experience that. he wants to be there for her

[sydmarch]

oughhh now instead of writing what i was already writing i want to write about joyce's fishery idea

#to just like VERY quickly summarize my thoughts bcus i cannotnfucking longpost rn. yes it's a nice idea & certainly sounds better than the #youth center that's going to drive people out of the village. & it was lilienne's idea! makes it sound even better vs the contract you had #to talk her & isobel into signing. but does that even matter when it's just that. an Idea. it's not going to happen #because joyce doesn't have the time & will never get around to it & 'has to accept she wont ever be the rich candy girl running around #solving people's problems with money.' but even so she STILL gets possessive & defensive about the village #evrart's plan for the village is absolutely far from perfect but it's the only plan that has a chance of actually happening. much to #think about #texticles #de

[urwendii]

listening to Beethoven's 9th Symphony when writing anything Ainur or Ainulindalë related

#i need my brain to go cosmic music when i have to get inspired to write about the Cosmogeny #anyway the 9th is perfect for this and i wont accept any critics #the II Molto Vivace part is my jam bc its my fav part to play on the violin