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#and he's obsessed so i doubt he'll just let them die
solomiracle · 3 months
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mc dies and everyone's sad and stuff meanwhile solomon is looking absolutely giddy. everyone's like "solomon wtf is wrong with you" but he's just like "nah it'll be fineee just give me like 3 hours" and giggles as he wipes away the dust on his necromancy books
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fanfiction-blep · 1 year
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Hi! I’m completely obsessed with Navi Miles quaritch, could you please do him going down on a woman? I’m craving the smut ❤️
Honestly same bby, this man has me down bad. Hope you enjoy. I might just do an image of this after, cus head cannons doesn't feel like enough i have so much to say about Quaritch and eating pussy.
Na'vi Miles Quaritch Giving his partner oral
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Warnings: Smut, Oral F/receiving, Dom/sub dynamic, Dom miles.
This man loves eating pussy and he won't let anyone shame him for it. If any of the other male shoulders say something along the lines of "What's the point? I don't get nothing out of it?" He snort and stare them down "Real men enjoy giving their women pleasure"
Though, I think how much he enjoys going down on you depends on your relationship? If you're fuck buddies sure he'll go down on you. But If you in a relationship that is his pussy now.
If he cares about you he will be down bad for the taste of you and may on occasion almost beg for a tatse, he's not a switch will never be a sub. But if he wants a taste, its more a plead than anything. However he will pin you against his mattress and whisper into your ear
"Gotta taste ya, please just one taste" "You wanna feel good baby? let daddy make you feel good" He will eat you out in any position kneeling on the floor with your legs hanging over the bed. laying on his stomach. Bending you over a table, his personal favourite you sitting on his face. OMG. It gives him more control you see?
He will cum from going down on you. CHANGE MY MIND.
He will tease you (of course) Spreading your legs While he Nestles between them smirking up at you. by this point your chest is heaving Skin hot and flushed anticipation leaving a pool of your arousal that begins to drip down onto the sheets beneath you. "fuck, so wet for me ya who gets you this wet?" "You sir" "That's right" the words would leave his mouth as a growl and a shit eating grin would be spreading across his face. he hasn't even tasted you yet, and you're still begging him and dripping just at the thought.
His ego is huge when he goes down on you. Because he wont stop unless you cum. The first time he went down on you, It was amazing yes but you didn't cum and at one point you tapped his head and told him. "It's okay if I don't cum. You're making me feel so good anyways." And he took that as a challenge. He wrapped his arms around your thighs holding you in place, sucking hard on your clit. Fingers finding their way inside of you. He pulled many, many orgasms out of you that night.
He loves dirty talk so in or out of the bedroom he'll tell you how much he craves the taste of you. "Been thinking about you all day." The words rolling off his tongue so easily, his demeaner cool and collected. While he's left you with your tights rubbing together trying to sooth the ache he's created. Sometimes he holds no shame, he will lean in and mutter "Daddy's hungry, let's go"
He'll melt when he gets to taste you. The first brush of his tongue is the most delicate, but once your arousal drips onto the muscle he looses all control. HE WILL BURY HIS FACE INTO YOU. the point of his nose brushing lightly against your clit stimulating you.
No one can convince me that this man isnt grinding himself into the mattress while he is going down on you.
The Na'vi body blessed this man with a tongue that he could fuck you with. And when he's not fucking you with his tongue, he is sucking on your clit fucking you slowly with his fingers.
now, this man will die to have you on top of you. He loves having you sitting on his face. the feeling of you completely covering his mouth is just too much sometimes and that's when he gets all desperate. He'll make it a personal goal to make you squirt.
"Common Princess you can do it, make a mess for me"
without a doubt going to push you into overstimulation.
SO quaritch is a dom, and he likes tying you up. NevER during oral though, he enjoys you're hands digging into his hair even though it is short. Especially when you're over worked and you're pushing at his head telling him its too much. "You can do it baby-" "One more common, make daddy proud"
he will take pride in pushing into complete no thoughts head empty space. When you can no longer form a coherent sentence and your legs start shaking then he knows he has done his job properly.
I am convinced that he craves the taste of you so bad that instead of quickies its just him dragging you into the nearest unoccupied room and he'll go down on you. And that's it. If he cums with you great , but he doesn't need too. Your pleasure is his pleasure.
"You're as sweet as honey princess. All mine"
FUUUCK this man!
Okay slightly kinky rout here, BUt IMAGINE HIM USING A SPREDER BAR.
just think about it. Its a way for him to restrain you and (kinda) tie you up while leaving your hands free enough to still touch him. I could imagine how much fun he would have. his head buried deep against you hands against the back of your knees holding yours legs up.
^^^ he would do this without the bar but i digress.
he just loves your pussy man. Like you loose all ability to function, while he gains a one track mind and his only thought is keeping you on his tongue for as long as he can.
He just loves it.
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aphroditelovesu · 2 months
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Yandere Rhysand Headcanons (General)
"You're mine, but if you don't agree, maybe I should convince you to accept it." — Rhysand.
❝ ⭐ — lady l: I've been thinking about him a lot lately, so take a few hcs of him 😇. I hope you like it and forgive me for any mistakes! 💜
❝tw: obsessive and possessive behavior, manipulation, loss of mortality (?), mention of kidnapping and death.
❝⭐pairing: yandere!rhysand x gender neutral!reader.
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Rhysand has lost a lot during his life and has experienced and witnessed unimaginable horrors. These experiences, these memories, made him who he is. Having lived a large part of his life witnessing cruelties and committing some of them, he never thought he could become so passionate, so obsessed with someone.
But you attracted him in a way no one ever had before. Maybe you might be his mate or someone he really grew to adore, but you were his. You became his the moment your eyes met his.
Your touch, your presence, everything about him yearned for you. He wondered how someone like you could love someone like him, marked by darkness and pain. But it didn't matter, because he was determined to protect you, to love you in a way he never thought he was capable of.
You became his light, his reason to fight the shadows that haunted him. And despite all the suffering he carried, he found comfort in your arms, knowing that, with you, he had finally found something he could love for his entire immortal life.
Rhysand tries his best to contain his obsession to himself, his darkest thoughts and feelings towards you because he knows they're not right. He's fully aware that this is wrong, that the way he feels isn't normal, but... He can't control it. He can't control what he feels.
You make him doubt his own morals, make him question how he should really think and feel. Everything he believes becomes wrong when you enter his life. Rhys knows it's wrong to force someone to be with him but then why does it feel so right to you? Why does the way your fingers intertwine with his feel so right?
Rhysand isn't the type to kidnap you on sight, no, he'll only do it if he really has no choice. He may try to manipulate you, offer you to live with him in Velaris, or offer you a job and a place in the Inner Circle. He will subtly try to make you get used to him and the people in his life.
Rhys is a master at manipulation and lies, and although he doesn't like manipulating you, he will if you are defiant. With his daemati powers, he can easily invade your mind and force you to do things you don't want to do. Even if you have strong mental walls, he can still break through your defenses. It's not something he wants to do, but he's not against it either.
He is a High Lord and he wants to have control over everything. About his Court and about you. Rhysand is controlling by nature and the idea of ​​not being able to keep you under his control leaves him distraught. Like a thorn in his side, he will be uncomfortable with this. You need to be his, even if it's not of your own free will.
To say Rhysand is possessive is an understatement, he is completely possessive and jealous over you. Just the idea of ​​you being close to someone other than him makes him furious. Fae males are known for being possessive and you are no different. He will have no qualms about killing anyone who gets too close to you. You are his, let that be clearly marked in your head.
If you're human, he'll probably find a way to turn you into a fae. Maybe using the Cauldron's powers or combining those of the other High Lords, but you won't die. He will make sure of it.
Because he is a complete manipulator, Rhys can use his mental powers to drive people away from you. He can easily slip through their minds and make them hate you, and despise you. Your friends and family have become repulsed by you, all thanks to him. And when you finally go into his arms for comfort, Rhysand will be satisfied. He is the only one for you.
You will be intensely pampered. Rhys loves giving you gifts, from expensive and rare jewelry to anything. You will be spoiled and adored by him. Massages, food, anything you want will be yours. Just ask and he will give it to you. Everything to make you happy. Speaking of which, Rhys would probably love to take care of your wardrobe. He would choose your clothes and they would always match his.
Once Rhysand became obsessed with you, your life would take an unexpected turn. As much as he wants you to be with him willingly, he will have no problem forcing you to do so. Maybe he feels bad, but seeing you next to him makes him forget it quickly. There is no way to escape him, Rhysand is the most powerful High Lord in history and has very competent means of bringing you back. You're stuck with him for the rest of your immortality.
He would destroy the world behind you and anyone who tries to help you will also be destroyed. But if you play your cards right, you could end up becoming his consort and without any kind of freedom or privacy.
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harmonysanreads · 1 year
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YESHHH I LOVE GIVING PEOPLE FEEDBACK IN THEIR WORKS.
Oooo speaking of which, scaras infatuation with the hexagon darling felt very interesting and unique to me. Usually in yan scara works hes less of a trailing puppy in image (save for the kabukimono ones). Its really interesting youre getting that softness (even if its fabricated) from the wanderer himself. I cant help but also ask, how would you describe his relationship with the reader internally? Did he resent them for softening him initially? What does he see in them? Bdskbsdkdbdkdhddj i love how everyones attraction to the reader has their own flavour. Haitham's being more intellectually driven and superficial since I doubt his relationship with his own feelings are too nuanced, let alone his relationship with people. Kaveh is seeking out that warmth of being understood and still properly loved I assume. Cyno is more playful, and quality time focused. I'm unsure what tighnari's attraction came from but there's some possibilities floating in my mind too, all of them are too speculative to say though :.3
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Hmmmm, imagine all the storms capable of happening throughout Teyvat in the duration of a day and call it Scaramouche's feelings, not for you but, at least that's what it felt for him after he got back his memories. It's hinted that Scaramouche and Reader might've had "history" together in the previous "timeline". Since Reader used to travel, it's not unlikely for them to have met the enigmatic Harbinger somewhere. Perhaps they had a conversation on humanity, perhaps Reader strongly opposed to some of Scaramouche's beliefs, perhaps they understood him to a degree — whatever it was, it left an impression on the puppet and perchance that impression developed into something more, would it be too far to speculate that one of the reasons Scaramouche agreed to test divinity in Sumeru (which just so happens to be Reader's homeland) was because he wanted to prove something to them? There are just so many possibilities.
“Wanderer” before regaining his memories and just being taken in by Reader, develops a genuine attachment (Kabukimono Style), only to have it screwed up by his memories. To say he's conflicted is the understatement of understatements, after a lot of thinking and even asking Nahida for advice, he reaches a decision of sorts. Perhaps it's because he feels sincere gratitude to you for treating him so well in his vulnerable state, maybe he feels indebted in some way or, he realizes that the thought of being away from you tastes sour on his artificial tongue.
He begrudgingly returns to the Tavern where he knows you're attending your shift, despite his shadowed expression you still greet him warmly and ask him if he's hungry yet and soon you're quite literally squeezing him from sheer happiness after noticing his anemo vision and he concludes that he doesn't want your affections to change, no, in fact ; he wishes to be smothered in them forever. A moments defenselessness has greed nudge him towards an inescapable pit ; his lips twitching in a smile, eyes no longer reflecting his inner turmoils and the deception has begun.
Now, this might've made Wanderer seem to be the most advantageous in this au, but remember, his innocent behavior to reader is a facade and it's constantly on the verge of crumbling. He's an excellent actor, yes, but old habits die hard. Especially as his feelings shift towards the yandere spectrum, he finds himself getting more and more handsy with people. Plus the other boys are also plotting to expose him — he wouldn't be the slightest bit concerned, had it not been for the fact that in the off-chance he snaps and reveals his true self to you, your trust in him will shatter and he'll no longer have your attention the same way. Remember, it takes a thousands of more lies to cover one.
As for Tighnari, I was thinking if it would be possible for him to plunge into the obsession from him wanting to genuinely help Reader at first. You know, the “I can help (fix) them” but reversed until he's become so entangled that he himself needs help. I noticed that in social situations, Tighnari is more passive so therefore, can he take notice of Reader's discomfort and stress while the other three quarrel? But it's true that he admires them for being able to handle it on their own as well. Still, is it really so terrible to be taken care of? Don't you want someone to look after you in the same way you do to others? And soon, his ancestral tendencies take over, he starts to grow more possessive of your time and resorts to giving you medicine that will weaken you instead and in turn, give him an excuse to keep you with him longer.
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yanderes-galore · 1 month
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Hello, may I request a Nightmare Sans vs Dream Sans with a human darling concept, please ? Thank you !
The most I know about them is through Underverse so I apologize if this isn't quite what you wanted! Sorry for the long wait, hope you enjoy!
Yandere! Nightmare Sans vs Dream Sans with Human! Darling
Pairing: Romantic/Platonic - Rivalry
Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Manipulation, Overprotective behavior, Sadism, Possessive behavior, Violence, Mentions of death, Forced companionship/relationship.
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If I am correct, Dream is drawn to positive emotions, while Nightmare is drawn to negative emotions.
Which gives me this idea...
I think it would be interesting to play around with the idea of them appearing on your highs and lows.
So let's say you meet Dream first, due to an overflowing amount of positive energy coming from you and your universe.
When you meet Dream he's quirky, talkative, and overdramatic.
Just being around him seems to make you happy.
Dream no doubt wishes to act like a protector/guardian around you.
He's drawn to your positive energy and wants to preserve that.
But maybe something devastating happens to you.
An event happens to you and your universe and that manages to catch Nightmare's attention.
Nightmare loves the opportunity to corrupt others, plus, he can just tell Dream likes you a lot.
As a result, Nightmare would pounce on the opportunity to corrupt and use you.
Instead of being greeted by the cheery golden skeleton to help your mood... you're greeted by a sadistic monster.
Nightmare would make it his goal to make you feel worse.
After all, the more pain he inflicts, the more he can control you.
Dream is no doubt going to notice his new favorite human is being influenced.
When Nightmare leaves and Dream returns, Dream is worried when he sees you in such a bad state.
Which leads into Dream cheering you up... and Nightmare coming back to corrupt once again.
A rivalry between these two feels like it would just be a big game of Keep Away or Tug of War.
Dream is protective of you, he hates it when Nightmare uses you.
Dream tells you Nightmare doesn't care for you... he wants to toy with you and use you.
So... you should only rely on Dream to protect you.
He'll try his best.
Meanwhile Nightmare manipulates you by saying Dream can't get rid of him.
Even if Dream protects you and deters Nightmare... he'll never leave you alone.
Nightmare will keep coming back... all to play with you.
You'll belong to no one else but Nightmare.
Eventually the two are going to fight over you when they arrive at the same time.
Dream is quick to protect you, annoying yet also amusing Nightmare.
The two will no doubt then continue their rivalry in a physical battle, much to your dismay.
The thing about this rivalry is I'm not sure if it would end.
They can't get rid of each other fully, always lingering and coming back to you later.
Unfortunately, I hate to say this, but until one of them relents or you die... it may just go on forever.
Dream wants you happy and protected... while Nightmare wants you miserable and controlled by him.
The ultimate battle between good and evil... and until someone intervenes (if they can)...
You're stuck in the middle of it.
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snaililita · 8 months
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I adore Len and Rin! I have been trying my hand in x readers lately by making a load of Lyney x Reader so why not make some nostalgic (for me at least) Len x Reader🤔? As cringe as it may sound I've been reading all the fics left over by the fandom of old since I was 10 I'm so obsessed with Len>< So I pretty much have a headcanon for everything under the sun about him! So this mini thing will be a breeze:>
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Len is a very cautious lover.
Used to all the memes and hate he used to regularly get back when the Vocaloid fandom was rampant; he is very hesitant with just about everything he does lest it become yet another meme and another reason to make fun of him.
As you can guess this leads to major anxiety and constantly feeling like he has done something wrong.
Please don't let him feel this way.
This being said, he is great at recognizing panic/anxiety attacks long before they happen.
He has a tendency to memorize what triggers them and avoids those places/topics entirely.
It's almost like he was built to be some form of anxiety relief android. Maybe he has some beta coding for future therapy androids?
Either way despite his physical age and mindset his is incredibly observant and can read a person pretty well.
He has a tendency to make assumptions though.
Brush his hair and don't tell him he needs to whack his ponytail off.
He'll love you.
Maybe he will let you braid it if you ask nicely.
He owns a saluki named Happy. No questions asked.
No he does not co-own her with Rin. Happy is *his* dog and neither him or the dog will accept otherwise.
If his dog approves of you 9 times outta 10 he will too.
He also likes cats, he and Rin are just allergic.
If you're someone like me and covered in cat hair 24/7, he will sneeze around you all the time.
It's cute though.
Len sneezes are adorable.
He is bad at english/kanji class please help him.
That being said he is a math wizard.
If you're like me and suck at math he can help you don't need to worry.
He would probably just do your homework for you if you ask.
Which is why you shouldn't.
Len has a problem with doing things for others so he'll do just about anything (within reason) for you if he loves you enough.
We already know he would die for his sister if I had to guess he would die for you too if you won him over.
He will take his hoodie off for you and let you wear it. He never takes his hoodies off.
Please please protect him.
Him is verr ee wholesome.
Len has some serious self doubt issues (as I mentioned earlier) so remind him that he *is* talented and that his sister isn't any better than he is.
I mentioned earlier he is good at recognising the signs of a panic attack and I think he is just as prepared to handle them as he is good at sensing them.
If you need words of comfort he can provide you with those but if you just want him to hold you while you cry he can do that too.
He actually prefers the latter because he is afraid he may say something wrong.
He has attachment issues and separation anxiety.
To certain extent he has separation anxiety with his sister and dog but it's not as bad as it is with you.
He gets so nervous and scared. He doesn't like being without you.
He is also super attached to you because you aren't mean to him.
That's probably one of the big reasons he loves you so much; you treat him like a person.
Len gets angry when people say he is a little gay twink.
He likes girls too!
He thinks no matter what's in your pants if your beautiful and kind you are beautiful and kind>:[
Please play minecraft and animal crossing with him♡♡♡
He is often littered with band-aids for no reason. He thinks they look cool lol.
Big cuddler!
Winter and autumn are his favourite seasons because he can cuddle with you in bed and wear layers:)
He has *so* many blankets and he shares all of them with you!
Doesn't mind if you fart in the bed. Doesn't run away squealing in disgust like his sister. Literally could not care less it's no different from a sneeze to him. True manliness right there.
Apple cider is his favourite!
He loves the smell so much his room has diffusers everywhere in it and they all have the scent:)
He also has his windows open a lot of the time!
So it smells like that windy-open-window-bedroom *and* apple cider!
If you open his door without expecting it, it's like being hit in the face with essence of bard. (If you get it you get it.)
Hates anything to do with zombies. They trigger panic attacks in him because he knows he would survive because he is an android but he wouldn't know how to keep you and your loved ones safe.
Not knowing what to do in certain situations enduces anixety and panic attacks in him whether it be an on the spot question from a teacher or just thinking about a situation like such his room.
He cries a lot.
I mean he is adorable and it's impossible to not find him cute when he does cry but he has one of those crying faces that makes you just feel so much guilt and a need to protect him.
Smooch his cheeks when he cries, if you do it enough he cries a little less.
Don't make him bottle up his emotions though, but also help him to stop crying because it's not very good for his eye cameras.
His eyes can glow in the dark by the way.
Every android's can.
But his are so pretty! When they glow they are a bright, electric blue that fades into a slightly deeper shade and they are *so*, SO sparkly!!
Make sure to tell him his sparkle eyes are beautiful✨✨
He has a lot of plushies.
He likes Journey to the West and is a Sun Wukong enthusiast!
He really likes Dragon Ball so he wanted to know about the design origins of Goku and you get the picture.
He doesn't quite understand all the symbolism in JTTW but he still enjoys it regardless because MONKEY KING SMASH!!!
Has a lanyard that he really likes and doesn't take off often.
He has a Vocaloid tomogatchi and the little character in it is the same Rin he has had since he first got it back when they were released.
He can't let his sister die on him!
His sister has one with him in it that she takes just as good care of♡
They may argue all the time but they really do love eachother!
Len and Rin are you best friends and Len is the best, most accommodating boyfriend you could ever ask for so please treasure him and his sister you lucky you!
Handle with care U^U
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thefiery-phoenix · 8 days
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YANDERE HARI KURONO HEADCANONS
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So, this guy is a FREAKING SADIST!!! And that's not a shocker considering the fact that he used to work with Overhaul
He never really had time for such a useless thing like love in his life. He always thought love was stupid and pointless and having someone else in his life would just distract him from his goals but... after he saw YOU, a pro hero, fighting against them along with the other pro heroes, for the VERY FIRST time EVER in his life, he started viewing love in a different way. He felt his heart beat go out of the roof as he saw you but he couldn't help but feel sad that you were fighting against them 
Pretty soon after the fight was over, Kurono made sure not to hurt you or even lay a finger on you since he was now OBSESSED with you. Who were you? 
He tried doing some research about you like what sort of a pro hero you were and wanted to find out more about your quirk and what all you did as a part of your daily routine 
You can BET he sent some men of his and installed cameras in YOUR OWN house to see what you were always up to. He fell in love with you even more quickly and whenever he'd see someone else step foot into your house, he'd just be raging with jealousy and anger. How DARE you do something like that? Inviting other people to your home while you have someone who's watching over you? True, you might still not know that yet so he started making his presence around you more.... conspicious aka. send you some anonymous gifts 
After a few days, you'd always get something like your favorite box of chocolates in the mail, or some sappy love letter or love poem for you and a bunch of flower bouquets and all that. For a while you thought it was cute but then it started getting out of hand when he wrote 'I love you my darling' on your bathroom mirror. And then he started doing even MORE creepy things like sending you pictures of where you're going and saying how beautiful and cute you looked and saying how he should kill those pathetic friends of yours since they're 'stealing' you away from him 
You went to the other pro heroes and told them about that person, however, those who tried helping you ended up in hospitals for many weeks after long and continuous villain attacks at 'random places' 
He decided to kidnap you as soon as possible, like maybe in a week or so since he just couldn't STAND you being around other people
When it comes to the kidnapping, I think he's just gonna ask some of his goons to drag you and drug you in an alleyway before you have the chance of using your quirk. When they bring you back to his place and when he watches you sleep, he can't help but think how innocent and cute and adorable you were for this world. You were an angel, who didn't care about things like money and fame like the other corrupt heroes. You wanted to save people and you were different from the rest.....
If he has to deal with rivals, he won't have time for that since he's going to be too busy trying to discipline you, but however, if he needs to take out his anger, he'll take it out on you and the person who's gonna get tortured and finally killed by him. Bonus, you're going to have to watch the horror show since he'll force you saying how he's going to die and it's your fault for not loving him and all that 
You'll be forced to love this sadistic person eventually. Don't EVER try getting on his bad side like trying to drive him over the edge and trying to escape. He's gonna leave you in isolation and behave in a REALLY sadistic manner with you till you're practically BEGGING him to make you feel loved by him and he'll certainly have a cocky evil smile on his lips 
He might spoil you a little bit, buying you whatever you want if you're good and he'll let you roam ONLY in the house. He can't risk you going out and no doubt he'll ask some people to always keep a close eye on you. I don't know if this guy is good at being romantic and all but let's just say that he likes holding on to your small figure and hugging you 
Overhaul will be DAMN PISSED when he sees you on his lap for meetings but eventually he'll just get used to your presence and might even offer Kurono to give you regular checkups once in a while (Oh wow, since WHEN did OVERHAUL get so NICE!!?) 
Kurono might be good to you. Just don't piss him TF off else he's gonna introduce you to his favorite knife TvT
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koscheicore · 3 months
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More doctor/master analysis from classic to tensimm ahead because they're sending me
Long post ahead ofc
THINKING OF THEM AGAIN... I still have a lot of the 3rd Doctor's last season left to watch (starting the sea devils now) and all of decayed!master but.
It seems to me so far that 3 is really clinging to this friend he knew yk? As compared to 5 later.
3 enjoys the presence of the Master and wishes to see him again, and of course it's been so long since he saw his friend from his home planet. You can see this from his body language, the closeness they convey, how he thinks he knows him. Damn he outright expresses with words several times that he hopes to see him again. He's fascinated by him still. Idk how things will develop but it seems to me he thinks he knows him so well and that these evil schemes are just little games, situations for him to solve, but he is realising how far he's gone and that it's not that much about him. The Master really wants power and universal control and ultimately doesn't mind who dies in the process. The Master even offers him this power. The differences between them and their worldview and wants are strengthened with every episode I watch. And yeah at first it's like... 3 is done with being trapped on Earth, he does want to protect this planet but he doesn't mind that much if this is their playground it's even *fun*. As the episodes progress he seems to snap out of that a bit. 3 loves his friend. 3 has issues reconciling this fascination with the fact that he's not a person he agrees with anymore, the direct opposition to his values. Even when 3 traps him in a time loop he's got the hope he'll survive and escape, he trusts he will, I doubt he made that too hard for him because no, he doesn't want him gone.
Flash foward to Keeper of Traken/Logopolis (I haven't watched any of 4 except for this so yeah I'm missing lots of context) but from what I remember 4 is already so done with the Master. By here he's realised he's irredeemable. Lost cause. He seems really pissed off at him whilst the Master is clearly having a lot of fun here. Then he is finally fucking mURDERED by the Master, who has tried to steal his body and who knows what else (not me. others reading will. I shall know eventually). The Master manages to get a new body but also to almost destroy the entire universe. Holds it at ransom just to get control of it. Destroys Nyssa's home planet. Murders Tegan's aunt. Plays with the Doctor's companions as if they were his very disposable chess pieces. Nah the Doctor is so fucking done with this guy now. He messed up with his regeneration and that was a really scary one. He thought he might fail to and finally die. The Master still makes a little town for him to recover only to, when he does, attempt to murder him again. Nope he's insane.
Fivey realises he doesn't want him anymore. He is a threat to the Universe as a whole. He's not happy to see him around. He's repressing a lot of shit here too, he's been hurt, his loved ones too, deliberately, just so the Master could see him suffer? Just so he could prove his values were... weak? To prove that owning and controlling the Universe is what one should strive for because survival of the strongest? Many see fivey as this nice one, but he let him burn in a fire. Not without remorse, but he did. Fivey does show his anger, his hurt, how he's been betrayed.
BUT he also knows him way more than 3 does! He can trust him partially in the Five Doctors whilst 3 can't because he knows the Master wants to show HIM he's right, he wants HIM to suffer and he wants HIM to try and stop him. Delgado might have wanted to show the Doctor he's right too, but he didn't do it with such an obsessive passion and focus towards showing the Doctor specifically, he wanted to build his power, he was rather playful, but he wasn't so obsessed that he'd foil his own plans just to show the Doctor. Fivey has accepted that the Master is irredeemable. He trusts his word a bit merely because of his attitude, his lack of prepared elaborate scheme, his lack of passion and joy regarding his demise, not because he believes he can do good. The good intentions is what he refers to as "impossible" I think. And still can't trust him fully because well. What if it is acting all along, what if it is indeed part of a plan? Anyways... Fivey knows him but he's angry and has lost any hope in recovering his friend, really. He resorts to not helping him so he can see how much he's let him down, and to call him out on his actions, on his warped sense of justice. He doesn't know how to handle him anymore.
And if you take the "Master" audio as canon, then we get 7 trying to "fix" him. First trying to give him the opportunity to not suffer when he's decayed, then seeking that goodness desperately. He wants to help his friend. He wants him to live and he wants him back, but not evil. He sees that he is capable of good. There's a lot to talk about this audio and I won't get into Death and stuff rn but...
So pretty much this grieving process
...10 trying to "fix" the Master, to save him, after seeing how good and in line with his values Professor Yana was... After all that his past incarnations saw of him he's seen him be how he wishes him to be twice, and he tries to save him, because he knows him so well, yes he does! He knows him so well! He knows there's good in him! He's not that angry anymore, he's desperate to get this friendship back, now there's the time war and the time lords are not there to order anyone to go save the other or to interfere at all, and they're the last two. There's his saviour complex. And he thinks he knows him so much. He could be beautiful they could be beautiful. He's also dangerously becoming more. The Master must be doing all of this to keep playing games, to have control, he must be as obsessed with him as he was, yeah he does atrocities but maybe it doesn't matter that much anymore, maybe he'll stop, maybe he can get his friend back, he's clearly doing this for his attention, right? If he can win this one game and show him...! Only for Simm to say no you don't know me, you have never, and finally, I win. The way I can win is by dying. I will never be who you want me to. And I want you to suffer.
My friend is back I love him but he's evil, I don't like who he's become. -> He's too evil and can't be good and I don't know what to do. Maybe he does deserve to die? I can't get my friend back. I really can't. -> No actually let's try. He can be good. Maybe if he wasn't suffering. -> He HAS been good. I can save him. I can have him back. -> AAAAAAAAAAA
I could continue but. Another day
AND THAT WAS GAY.
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saw a comment on a youtube video about how the time aspect wore dave down and a DIFFERENT comment on a DIFFERENT song about how hes giving up time travel good (which i did not read before having him give it up i swear. i feel vindicated) and someone linked the page / read through that a little
so supposedly the beta session lasted a day but dave played at least three days going through time loops, and thats just the alpha dave, not counting all the ones that died or were doomed
i think it works as a parallel for his anxiety and tendency to overthink, probably leaning into some obsessive compulsive issues
like i think that's how his brain worked. he's able to throw out paragraphs of rambling because the spigot from which his stream of conscious flows is smashed permanently open so he's always in his head, distracted, thinking of things to say and possibilities and fears and doubts. running through it in his mind trying to give himself the best chance at success to overcompensate for his deep, deep, deep insecurity it's not the dead part of the dave that scares him. he's used to dead things (in jars) it's the failed part.
(someone remind me to talk about the parallels between his time aspect and interest in wet specimens later)
having to weigh all those decisions and outcomes and decide which ones were more favorable really took a toll on him. like letting jade shoot him (he wasnt afraid of his death he was afraid of jade being hurt)(having to leave his sister behind alone in a doomed timeline to save her in another.)
it's too much knowledge and executive power. the human brain is not built to experience life that way (which is why caliborn makes such a potent lord of time - his brain IS wired to work that way - vicious and cyclical)(whereas for aradia it was like a second chance that was genuinely hers and not taken from her or controlled by a weird horny freak)
i think the moment he gives it up is the moment he realizes he can do more for everyone just being present in the moment. both in terms of time and his maladaptive daydreaming. or his internal panicked searches for the Correct thing to say which is also Very Cool and Funny (which he'll never fully give up but he can learn to say something beautiful and true or even cringy and silly once in a while)
i think it also contributes to his deep unabiding love for his brother because he knows dirk is weighing all the options too. he knows none of them seem great or possible. he knows they're gods who are going to live to see black holes die. he knows that on the graph of the timeline between the birth of the universe and the death of the final black hole, he hasn't moved a nanometer. theyre not even babies theyre zygotes.
the cruxite egg was such a good metaphor because itll hatch when its ready. it takes time. let it do what it does.
davebot experiences all points in time simultaneously so where we would see a moment, followed by a moment, followed by another moment, it's like he has the whole picture in his head from start to finish and enough quiet time to ponder it all and he's cheerfully nihilistic. assigning "good" and "bad" to any moment is pointless because you stretch out the whole tapestry and it's beautiful. you can't just cut out the upsetting parts. find beauty in the threads and the hands that wove them
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YAHAHAHSH YOU GUYS ARE SO SWEET :((( <333333
HERES YHE PATENTAL DARLING N Y!P!POE + RANPO
(guess what my favorite ship is. challenge extreme.)
popipopipo
PARENTAL FIGURE DARLING ! c.w :: mentions of panic attack (poe D:)
Y!P!Poe sitting at a park bench, overwhelmed by everything - he'd failed to outwit Ranpo once more, he was having self-doubt thoughts stirring in his mind, and even Karl couldn't get him out of the hole he'd slipped into. Nobody could.
Nobody but you.
You (being a kind-hearted person or just thinking he seemed cool and you wanted to help lift his spirits,) sat next to him. It was odd at first, but you started out slow. Quickly learning he was an introvert introvert, you let him have large pauses and gaps to regain courage or think. Slowly but surely, Poe just had some feeling that he could trust you - and this feeling let him dump everything out to you, albeit in chunks. Even Karl likes you! That's a good sign, right?
Nope. This feeling of comfort quickly spiraled into something he depended on, and quickly became an obsession. You were his parent to him !! The only person who really understood and gave him what he needed !! So what if you two just met? He doesn't go around telling everyone his sad thoughts !! He needs you now :((( You wouldn't want to be why he's sad now, would you? :(((
That one meet up caused him to literally rely on you so much that he goes to his bf RIVAL*** (jeez i keep making that typo) and BEGS BEGS BEGS him to help him find out who!! you!! are!!
Ranpo, begrudgingly, agrees because of the promise of kisses expensive candy** (sorry,, autocorrect!!) and now he's tracking you down with his trusty detective skills. Poe BEGS him to be discreet and not tell darling that Poe sent him, to which Ranpo agrees.
Ranpo who decides to take the same approach that Poe had when you two first met, and oh lord was he (platonically) smitten.
A caring person?? Who helped for nothing in return??? Not even for the gratification it gave them?? Just to help?? What in the Yokohama.
Darling has REALLY good advice. Y!P!Ranpo who is now totally not suspiciously everywhere you go, just claiming there was a case nearby and he's free.
Y!P!Poe finding out Y!P!Ranpo is ALSO obsessive over darling and is so worried at first!! What if you like him more than Poe?!?!?!? What if you FORGET ABOUT POE?!?!?!? Until he thinks again, and suddenly there's an alliance between the two bfs.
Y!P!Poe always buying you extravagant gifts, originally not expecting the praise you give him, but lord does he strive off of it.
Y!P!Ranpo actually sharing with you?!?! Not even just his candy, literally anything he think you might also enjoy, he'll share. What da freak !!
Y!P!RanPoe finally getting together and having their first kiss and then darling walks in on them but just claps and congratulates them and now they really just want to LOCK THEM UP FOREVER TOGETHER AND THEY CAN BE ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY FOREVER UNTIL THEY ALL DIE BUT EVEN IN THE AFTERLIFE THEYLL BE TOGETHER, BOUND BY SOUL NO MATTER WHAT—
oopsies got a little silly
anygays that's the end🙏🙏 adíos lovelies <333
-uhhh anon
USHDHDHDHDD
omg I CANOT BELIEVE I NEVER REAPONDED TI THIS. SOBS. CRIES. BURNS IN THE ATMOSPHERE.
I LVOE THIS IHMY GOD
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What do you think the significance is between Henrik's mother drowning herself in a lake, and John eventually doing the same?
Okay, it's taken me 2 days, but I'm finally answering this.
I think John had been fixated on the idea of dying by drowning for years, and I think that was because of Henrik. He'd been suicidal before, no doubt, but it was after pulling Henrik from the lake and finding out about Elisabet that he decided he wanted to die by drowning specifically.
John is someone obsessed with his own self-image. Fandom tends to boil this down to an idea of him thinking highly of himself, but I think it's a lot deeper and more complex than that. First of all, John does not hold anywhere near as strong a belief in his own superiority as many would think. He has essentially the same unstable self-perception as Henrik: he'll think himself a genius who's better and smarter than everyone one moment, and view himself as completely worthless the next. For some reason, a lot of people simplify both their characterisation into "John is arrogant and thinks he's a god, Henrik is self-hating and thinks he's unloveable", but that's just... not accurate at all. (Mr. Clarke the psychiatrist didn't call Henrik a narcissist for nothing!) I think this isn't helped by the fact that John is suffering increasingly from grandiose delusions throughout his storyline, something which I suppose it's easy for people, especially those without much experience with mental illness, to misread as him just being egotistical.
I've had a lot of conversations with Lucia (@prydon) about this, because it's an aspect of John's character we both find fascinating. John sees himself as less worthy because of his background. Sees himself as broken (in the same way Henrik sees himself). He feels he has to meet a ridiculously high standard of 'greatness' in order to deserve basic human respect like other people. In fact, I'd argue the path he went down makes much more sense if you read it as, at least in part, John going to more and more desperate lengths in an attempt to 'prove' himself and feel like he was worthy.
This does circle back to John's chosen suicide method, I promise. Part of that whole spiel was just me trying to introduce the fact that Lucia is responsible for, like, half my views on this subject!
So, John has a lot of terrible coping mechanisms for his poor self-image, and one of them is him developing a viewpoint of seeing certain things as "tragically beautiful". (I think things like his canon love of poetry can easily fit into this.) He can't romanticise his own past - much as he wishes he could (I've read fic that has him being jealous of Henrik's trauma because he thinks it's "prettier", which, as awful as it is, is utterly in character) - but he can try to romanticise his present. (See: what I said to you a few days ago about John trying to romanticise himself for being "insane".)
But that only goes so far.
It's basically canon that John romanticises just about anything to do with Henrik. His dialogue in Report To The Mirror part 2 as good as confirms it, sounding, basically, like John wondering how Henrik is able to carry his trauma with him in a "prettier" way (in John's mind) than John himself does:
"I know how you suffer. Every day, like the rest of us, you report to the mirror. But when you come into work, you come into a place where so much tragedy has befallen you. And yet you’re still able to carry on. For this vision. So that we can do this together. If we don’t have this, then… how do you do it, Henrik?"
So because John sees anything to do with Henrik as "beautiful", even the ugliest, most painful parts - like his mother drowning herself and him going on to try to do the same (see, we're getting there.....), it's no wonder he ends up romanticising the idea of dying by drowning. In particular, the idea of drowning with Henrik. Let's face it: you'd be hard-pressed to find someone who doesn't, on some level, find the idea of dying alongside the love of their life to be romantic (or at least I assume you'd be hard-pressed? Maybe I'm just fucked up).
I don't think this desire was at all one-sided. I think John just felt it more intensely (story of his life right there, poor lad). But - look. There is no way those two didn't have a 30+ year long suicide pact.
You know how normal friends sometimes promise each other: "Hey, if we haven't found our soulmates by 50/60/70, we'll get married to each other"?
John and Henrik's equivalent was definitely "if things don't work out in our lives, we'll drown ourselves together". I don't know if they ever said it to each other and I don't know how seriously they said it, but on some level, even if just through their weird borderline-telepathic Understanding, they knew it was a possibility.
But they just kept putting it off. The years went by, they went their separate ways, floated in and out of contact. Henrik probably hardly ever thought of the idea by the time John turned up at Holby, although I think John was still obsessed with it and fully believed that drowning with Henrik was how he would die eventually.
I also think John and Henrik having made an agreement to drown themselves together if it came to that, in the past, would go some way to explaining why Henrik knew exactly where to find John when he disappeared in Report To The Mirror, and why John had equally been expecting Henrik to come. Still doesn't explain why Henrik knew it would be that specific lake, unless it's the only one in Holby lol, but it does add another layer to those scenes.
Lucia once said that John's mindset regarding the idea of drowning himself and especially of drowning with Henrik was him thinking "my entire life has been so ugly, I want at least my death to be something beautiful". And I mean... yeah. Yeah, that's the whole thing summed up. :(
(...I've just spent over an hour typing up this answer. I do apologise if it's not coherent.)
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Yandere!Sunghoon Headcannons Pt. 1
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A/N: I will be trying out a new format, tell me if you prefer this one, or the usual!
REQUESTS ARE OPEN
Warning: Yandere themes, mentions of murder, kidnapping, torture, stalking, obsession
MASTERLIST
Affection
Sunghoon isn't a yandere that likes to show his affection very often
He'll only show you affection if you've been good or if he's feeling a bit down and needs comfort
While he's still a very cuddly person, he thinks he should only give you affection when you deserve it, it's like a privilege
But if you've been good and he's feeling cuddly, you're in for a long ride, he's not leaving your side, he'll cling onto you like a koala, you might even think he's cute if it wasn't for all the horrible things he does to you
Punishments
Sunghoon doesn't mind giving you punishments at all
Hell, most of times he enjoys giving them to you
Most of time, because sometimes he's tired, exhausted or just not in the mood, and he'll absolutely hate punishments
But just because he might feel lazy doesn't mean he'll be nicer with his punishments
Since you pissed him off when he wasn't feeling it he'll be 10 times more harsh
So much so he you'll probably wish he'd just end you right then and there
Unfortunately or fortunately he'll never hurt you until you die, at least not on purpose, he loves you too much for that, and he had a hard time getting you so he won't let you go like that
He's usually pretty violent with his punishments
He doesn't mind seeing you cry, or bloody because of him
He won't hesitate to beat you, to carve his name on you, to lock you up, to starve you or really whatever he thinks will fit
It's like he has a list of things to do to you
Though he'll rarely lock you up
He's way too obsessed with you, and he likes to see you
So it's on pretty rare occasion he'll lock you up without him making frequent appearances
Love
Even though he's very violent when it comes to punishments, he loves a lot, he almost worships you
He just keeps it to himself
Honestly, he'd show his love for you more often if you were obedient 24/7, or at least most of the times
But do not doubt his love!
He'll be very upset
Not really at you though
He's going to doubt himself, and he's going to be mad at himself for not making you feel loved or feel like he doesn't love you, because he does!
So he'll probably be nicer and shower with affection until he thinks you think he loves you
Kidnapping
You were already dating for a bit now
You just went to his house to spend the night watching movies and cuddling
At one point you wanted to go home, as it was getting late
But he insisted on you staying which you found weird
At one point he had enough and just locked the door
Which scared you
He didn't really care about your frightened state
Why wouldn't you want to be with him forever anyway ?
Nevertheless, he informed you of the new life you were going to live from now on
You couldn't believe it, you asked him if it was a joke
Of course it wasn't, and he did not like the fact that you didn't appreciate the idea
It blew his mind that, you, his significant other, wouldn't like the idea of living forever, locked up in his house with him
And that's how you ended up being held captive with Sunghoon, with almost no contact with the rest of the world
Jealousy
He isn't the most jealous person
But he is really possessive
So much so that when he kidnapped you, you had basically no chance of ever being outside again
You are his, and no one else but him can see you
But before he kidnapped you, he was jealous and just never showed it to you
He was scared you might leave him
So he just took care of the person he deemed as a threat
And you never saw that person again
Which saddened you a lot
Fortunately for you, you had a loving boyfriend to comfort you
Killings
Sunghoon clearly isn't afraid to kill anybody for you
He'll kill them himself
He'll kill anybody who he thinks is a threat to your relationship
He'll kill your friends and even your family if needed
He doesn't particularly want you to see him kill anyone
He doesn't want you to be scared of him
But if you do happen to see him kill someone
He'll use that as a way to threaten you
"Saw what I did to your little friend right here? Yeah well, you know what I can do now. So be careful with what you do and say, honey"
You sure are more scared and you'll do your best to not do any mistakes
But with the constant fear and stress of messing up something and getting killed, you might end up making more mistakes
Which was your biggest fear since Sunghoon was not gentle
Spoiling
Sunghoon doesn't really spoil you
But he will reward you if he sees you've been good
Only if you've gone out of your way to do something nice
He won't reward for doing something that he considers to be basic
And even then, it's not going to be big rewards
You might just get the privilege of getting to cuddle with him
Or he might let you call someone, with him by your side of course
But he'll probably just cuddle with you or give a little something that reminded him of you
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animeyanderelover · 2 years
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Hello 🎃Can I request how Itachi,Sasuke,Naruto,Neji,Tsunade,Sakura,Indra,Obito and Madara with a darling that had a tough pregnancy so the doctors recommend for them not to get pregnant again but they do so now the darling and the fetus’s life are in danger? Thank you 🐙
This is a triggering topic so please refrain from reading this is it makes you uncomfortable❗️
Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, paranoia, clinginess, angsty stuff, manipulation, gaslighting, controlling Yandere, mentions of tough pregnancy, forced pregnancy, mentions of abortion, possibility of s/o and fetus dying
S/o’s and fetus life in danger
Indra Otsutsuki
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💜We talked about it before, but it's essential for Indra to start his own family and his own clan in order to carry on his legacy so if his darling is able to bear his children, they will do so and he won't give them much of a choice. It's difficult for him to sort out the knowledge that he shouldn't knock his s/o up once more after a difficult and first pregnancy where Indra was, whether or not he wants to admit it, constantly on edge. If his one son is enough for him is something I do doubt, his desire to create his own clan and teach his children about everything they need to learn in order to become fearsome warriors doesn't let him rest easily. Risking his darling's life for this makes this all kind of unstable since Indra still cares about them and he won't let them leave him, even in death. We're talking in literal terms looking on how he would most likely get his s/o be reincaranted together with him over and over again.
💜His conflict is the kind that needs eternities to be solved so whether it was intention or not is open, though he probably just wasn't careful enough. But the sin is already committed and with the danger of losing s/o and child, he's finally pushed over the edge and he will drag every possible doctor that has a reputation to show over to help him with this problem because he does not know how to help his darling and so it's up to the medics. He'll most likely choose your life over the one of the baby so if it isn't too late for an abortion, he'll demand it from you pretty much. If it is too late, everything is up to the medics and if they fail to help his s/o out alive of this, the child preferably as well, he'll just kill them and the doctors sense his intentions clearly so they're forced to do their best. Even if his darling would die and he would turn beyond unhinged, Indra will still not let death free his s/o from him. He'll find them in the next life again.
Madara Uchiha
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🌑As the heir of his clan it's only natural for him to have a child as well even if he already has a thriving clan. And of course it's also, you guessed it, the best way to force his darling into some sort of submission and tie them down next to him. He lives in the Leaf and is part of a respected clan so in regards of doctors his darling is taken care of perfectly, so experiencing that with even all that help and support s/o had still to go through such a tough time and being told that another pregnancy might end deadly triggers his anger. Against whom exactly, he probably isn't too sure about it himself, though he lets a good part of it out on the doctors. For now everything did go right and his son is healthy, but having grown up in a bigger family himself Madara might feel the need for more children. The elder from his clan are somewhat frustrated with those news as well, they're all quite prideful and knowing that despite their efforts this still happened puts a scratch on their ego.
🌑Madara gets stuck in a longer and inner argument as well and people additionally advice him to better follow the advices of the doctors. I see it quite similar to Indra, he just wasn't careful enough and as soon as the elders hear the news, they all are certainly shocked. Madara would probably also choose an abortion over losing darling, even if it means the loss of a potential strong warrior for the clan. But what if it's already too late? Then pretty much the whole clan, including Madara, will lit a fire under every medic's ass they see as experienced enough to be from any sort of assistance to help darling and child staying alive. Hashirama offers all sort of help he can find as well since he's friends with Madara and is terrified for the Uchiha. The clan ends up pressuring the doctors quite a bit, but the elder of the clan are just as much pushed in a corner. Because even if Madara won't go against his family, even they're horrified of what will happen to him if he would lose s/o and the baby.
Tsunade Senju
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🐌Tsunade has a soft spot for children and she does love the thought of having one with her s/o, but as a doctor she should know best which risks are involved with pregnancy. So she won't only inform her s/o about possible risks, she'll also want to be sure her darling is in good health in case they want to have a biological with her. Tsunade won't take any risks from the very beginning though, she'll check on her darling daily to guarantee that they're in good health and the baby is fine as well. When the first struggles start, she gets paranoid quickly since she lost already so many beloved ones and she beats herself up for it mentally long after that she wasn't able to spare you from the pain and the troubles you had to go through, even if she managed to deliver her darling's and her daughter safely and keep s/o alive. It was achieved through countless almost sleepless months where she was inventing new ways and techniques to guarantee child's and darling's health.
🐌She made that decision herself that you two shouldn't have any more children and she'll be fairly strict about this call as well, so I have huge troubles seeing how this would have happened under her watch because she is extremely careful. The woman doesn't even know how to feel besides being worried, anxious, a tiny bit angry with s/o and beyond dissapointed and upset with herself for letting this happen. She struggles immensely with the choice to abandon the baby, her maternal feelings are overhwhelming and there is not enough time. But maybe it's already too late and with that another nightmarish time starts for her. Her darling is being brought into the hospital so they always have doctors around them if something happens whilst she struggles with her duties as a Hokage which she still fulfills dutifully and helping with all her migh to push s/o and baby safely through pregnancy at the same time. If it wouldn't be for Sakura and Shizune who fear she might collapse from exhaustion any moment, she would never take some small breaks.
Obito Uchiha
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🔥Obito's mind is twisted and scarred for eternity so he has to cling on his darling as his last pillar to stabilize his few shreds of sanity he has left. Paranoia is as common with him as day and night are and for that Obito is terrified, positively and negatively, when he finds out that he got his s/o pregnant. A part of his mind had a delusion of having a happy family of his own, but such childish dreams have been already tainted with the truth of the harsh world and the Uchiha fears for the lives of darling and baby. He is so clueless and not enough informed how to deal with a pregnant person and especially as he sees how his darling's health gets weakened from it all, he dies a bit more on the inside. Even if Obito would under normal circumstances never let someone else near s/o, he makes in a desperate attempt to save their life an exception by using his connections or simply forcing someone professional.
🔥After a hard pregnancy and an equally hard birth of twins, Obito is far too frightened to get his darling pregnant again. The doctors telling him nervously that a second time might end up in their death only lets the flames dwell higher inside of his mind and soul. That's why he is so cautious, so careful from that point on, especially now that he has a family, but somewhere along the lines he still slips up and then everything goes downhill for him. Dreams of Rin's death alongside with the possible death of s/o and the baby haunting him and robbing him of the very few hours sleep he had to begin with and outbursts like a brooding storm mold the daily life with him and he blames the world and himself equally for this cursed fate he has to suffer. There's no 'but' and 'what if' for the unfortunate medics helping you either, if you and the child die, they die as well. What's left for Obito in that case is as good as nothing, a living corpse who yearns to unload his endless agony and suffering on the world, merely sparing the children who symbolize that you didn't vanish from earth completely and left him completely shattered and ruined.
Itachi Uchiha
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🍡If he ever desires to have a family of his own, he will talk with his darling beforehand about it since such a decision shouldn't be made rashly, there needs to be a lot of planning and preparations finished beforehand. There’s still always a small piece of doubt in his mind whether he’ll be a good father or not and if the circumstances of his life will possibly negatively affect the childhood of his kid. So it’s somewhat bittersweet for him to find out that his s/o is expecting his child, but he will push all of his worries back and instead focus on helping them through the pregnancy. In general Itachi would prefer handling the situation alone, although he as well would use some connections of the Akatsuki and his own if something would go wrong. Which exactly happens and it puts Itachi into a constant alarm mode, despite his attempts to stay calm for his darling. He’s normally not the overbearing type, but with his s/o going through a rather difficult pregnancy he finds himself turning into exactly that.
🍡Itachi is majorly relieved as in the end everything turned barely out well with darling surviving birth and delivering a healthy baby girl yet at the same time he feels just hopelessly guilty. It’s not really his fault, but he still blames himself for putting you through all these difficulties and he takes the words of the doctor to heart. So similar to Tsunade I have a bit of a hard time seeing how he got his darling pregnant again, but he shares her reaction in regards of torturing himself mentally for not having been more careful and even if it pains him, he might as well think about abortion since he can’t bear the thought of losing possibly child and s/o at once. His work for the Akatsuki will be most likely put aside for a longer while since Itachi can not bear the thought of leaving his s/o alone anymore with the danger of them and the fetus dying. His calm facade crumbles under such pressure slowly away though and if the doctors can’t help his s/o anymore, he will throw his pride gladly away by bringing them to the Leaf and pleading Tsunade for help.
Neji Hyuga
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🕊Neji has a heart for children as well and since he is partially a delusional Yandere, he has fantasized about having one or two children with his s/o as well. Similar to Itachi he will still talk about that topic with his darling since their agreement is important to him. And at the beginning everything seems to be working just perfectly, he’s over the moon when he hears the news that his s/o is carrying their little baby and his clan and his friends all congratulate the soon-to-be parents. That is until the health of his s/o suddenly turns fragile, the pregnancy and the child inside of them weakening their body and immune system. Despite the good medics in Konoha their health is at a constant risk and the health of the baby as well and this takes a heavy effect on Neji as well. His thoughts seem to be somewhere else the entire time and fear is keeping a firm grip on his heart and mind, not enabling him to stray away from his s/o anymore.
🕊He treats daughter and you after birth and definitely years after like fragile glass, the words of the doctors lingering always on his mind like a terrifying ghost. Neji swears to himself that he won’t risk his darling’s life with another pregnancy again and he means what he says so here is another difficult case to slip up since he’s careful with protection. And he won’t be able to forgive himself afterwards, the knowledge that his mistake might potentially end up with the death of his love and their baby makes him sick to the core and his mind is abusing him for it. His clan gets involved a lot as well one way or another even if Neji is still only a member of the branch family,especially Hinata will do whatever she can to help Neji’s darling and the fetus, asking Sakura for assistance for example. The same counts for Neji, he suffers as one of the most from this all and even if he is a prideful person, he will throw that all in the dirt and beg if it comes down to it.
Naruto Uzumaki
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🍜Naruto is a childlike individual himself in a few senses yet that doesn’t have to mean that after he has been with his s/o for a certain time, his mind doesn’t start to wander there as well. The thought makes him smile a bit, he would find it adorable, having a kid of his own which he and his darling can raise together and get as a result even closer. Having you telling him that you are indeed pregnant at one point in the relationship still catches him majorly off-guard since he isn’t what you could call an expert, he seeks Sakura out for advice. But you can bet your heart that he is overjoyed. His pink-haired friend is together with Shizune and Tsunade one of the few Naruto trust limitlessly so he would feel the most comfortable if one of them would check on his darling. His paranoia is being fueled to a full on wildfire the very moment he has to discover how difficult it is for darling to go through pregnancy, his changed and frightened behavior becoming too much to handle for the s/o and the doctors, even if all understand why he suddenly becomes exasperated.
🍜Naruto is terrified, just terrified long after the twins have been born and his s/o seems to slowly recover, those nightmarish words from Sakura are still etched as a searing pain in his mind. Naruto wants to not take the risk as well, but he ends up not being careful enough at one point and that's when he finds himself in Sakura's workplace, almost screaming at her with a horrified and panicked voice what he is supposed to do now. He hasn't forgotten those cruel words that his s/o might die if they should ever get pregnant again. Sakura is temporarily almost angry with Naruto before she switches over to instantly taking care of s/o, knowing that Naruto didn't intent to do this and she is good friends ith his darling as well. The poor guy latches himself on every piece of hope he can get, Sakura and all the other medics will surely be able to help you and the child, won't they? His work takes some damage since he can't focus properly anymore, sometimes has to break down in tears a bit and he skips the part of taking good care of himself, only Sakura forces him to do so. It should be obvious to everyone, but if his darling dies because he couldn't use protection properly, Naruto will be inconsolable.
Sasuke Uchiha
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💙I think I mentioned this quite often before as well, but Sasuke ends up manipulating his darling into having at least one child with him. His clan stands on the border of extinction and as a prideful Uchiha he can not let that happen. He isn't hasty though, he travels around a lot so he needs to determine a location with good medics where he can settle down and do his best to give his s/o a comfortable time bearing his child. In all honesty, he looks forward to it for a while until he has to hear the kind of news that have his heart beat in his throat and give him the feeling that he might throw up his lunch. Even if this Sasuke might by now have learned to be calmer, he is still a double-edged sword as a Yandere and with the first pregnancy proving to be so tough for his darling. Whoever is in medical care of you will have to go through multiple occasions where Sasuke will surprisingly calmly threaten them with a menacing aura surrounding him that they better keep his darling and his child alive.
💙He might not care exactly if he has one or more kid, but he's still somewhat disappointed if he hears the doctors advicing him to avoid a second pregnancy since it might end up being far more risky for his s/o and the baby. If it comes down to it, he will relinquish though. He's been there during birth and the rather traumatizing memories seem to flash warningly in front of his inner eye, reminding him that this time he was lucky that his daughter and his s/o are back to being healthy. He's fairly charily yet in the end he did what he shouldn't have done and that was simply paying not enough attention. Initially he won't show his panic on the outside even if he appears to be sometimes more distraught, having to rely on other medics since he is as good as useless in this area, something that keeps frustrating him. The terrifying mix of wrath and fear still seems to be released out of him and it scares those with weaker souls to no words. If no one else seems to be able to help his s/o Sasuke will see the need to travel to the village with the best medics. They have to help his s/o immediately because at this rate Sasuke will use force if asking nicely won't do it for him fast enough.
Sakura Haruno
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🌸Sakura has the thoughts of possibly starting a small family with her s/o and taking care of a sweet and little child as well. The child being biologically related to the both of you isn’t exactly important to her, she’s open to adoption as well. If her s/o does want a child, they will have to go through the same explanation and discussions Tsunade goes through with her s/o. Sakura is a top medic-nin and trained under Tsunade, so she’s all too aware of the dangers and negative effects a pregnancy can have and she wants her s/o to know as well before they make such an important decision together. She’s going to be without a doubt the one being in charge of it all, but similar to Tsunade she knows that she has other professional and good doctors with her so she won’t do everything solo. She’s in pain even if she tries to stay strong for her darling so they don’t lose hope as soon as it becomes clear that their body cannot withstand the pregnancy that well and she as a medic will especially kill herself in her mind for it.
🌸Her protective side blows up and she enters pure mother hen mode for the following months after birth which put a huge strain on her mind, having assisted and seen just how much her s/o had to suffer and endure. She’s a bit broken for a while since guilt crushes her, though time seems to slowly mends her wounds whilst she nurses you and the little girl back to health. It’s so difficult to see her doing any sort of mistake like this again and however it happened, she’s just crushed, reverting back to her mindset where she thinks of herself as useless for having failed once again. She has to put those thoughts quickly away though, Sakura has a strong mindset and instead reminds herself that she has to do everything in her power to ensure your and your kid’s survival. She will do this somehow, she is one of the best medical-ninja and even if she has to work for this until she collapses, she will find a way.
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Kaeya Alberich - Yandere Profile
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YES I love my eyepatch boy!! I really like him as a yandere, because he's definitely got several traits and behaviors that would make him a very unconventional/different yet absolutely terrifying one to have. Him or Diluc as your yandere is basically like playing a game on maximum difficulty. He's so arrogant dammit why does he have to make it hot
More importantly, someone take the ability to write n/sfw away from me I s2g... I go from trying to make serious content to nasty weird kinks and completely feral in .002 seconds the moment I add that readmore
tws: gaslighting, manipulation, yandere, mentions of mutilation
tws (below cut): noncon, a good deal of sadism, mentions of an*l
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What are they generally like? Lucid, aware? Obsessive? How do they behave?
He's actually one of the worst yanderes you could have in almost every regard, for two very simple reasons: his crippling psychological issues, and his intense selfishness. The first manifests as severe abandonment issues. It's the origin of his unhealthy feelings, most likely. Kaeya doesn't like the instability of people - based on his backstory, people always leave, or die, and even if they don't intend to, somehow it feels like abandonment, and he resents it. People leave him all alone and afraid and uncertain. That's generally all he knows, and despite the smug exterior, he's actually pushed people away quite a bit, keeps everyone at arm's length to ensure they can't become someone too important for him to accept their sudden absence. He can't care about someone, because that someone is fated to inevitably leave him, no matter who it may be.
That's why, once you manage to worm your way into his feelings and heart despite his best efforts, once he finally caves to acknowledging the feeling, he's aware. Painfully aware, because be can't stop worrying every waking moment about you, your well-being, your location. It reaches a point where he can't go about his job because he's simply too consumed with his worry.
The solution that kept him safest in the past was to avoid developing emotional attachments, but when he does, he's terrified of both your safety AND you intentionally abandoning him. Really, the latter would hurt worse, since he can't fault you for dying, but to abandon him? It would break him.
And, to some extent, he's developed a lot of  prideful anger about it, deep, deep down. He feels that he doesn't deserve to be abandoned, doesn't deserve to just be left behind under the guise of some greater purpose, and he'll be damned if he just lets you toss him aside like he feels others did. Even if you reject him, he won't accept it. You don't get to reject him. He won't allow that. What has he ever done to deserve everything that's happened to him? Nothing. You're the one person who has stayed with him, and you're going to continue to be with him. Forever.
That being said, he's still somewhat confident because he's got that arrogance about him. He doesn't perceive rejection, because he's always gotten a lot of attention for his looks, even if he's never actually followed through on anyone else's attention out of those same fears. He'll write off any perceived rejection as being for some other reason, something besides an actual rejection, and he'll seek to eliminate whatever he feels is keeping you from just accepting him.
Honestly, one of the most likely to have a full blown, classic-yandere-style psychotic breakdown. He can be driven to a snapping point, if there's enough stress or obstacles, and in case of that, he'll be a lot more willing to kill, and a lot more willing to hurt you, but it's a point that would still take a lot to reach.
But what's really terrifying about Kaeya is his delusions, primarily his ability to mentally justify everything he does without hesitation. Even most delusional yanderes struggle - they feel like it's wrong, they know it is deep down, and they take time to convince themselves of their delusions, tell themselves it's ok over and over, beg for reassurance, and get defensive when called out because they know they're in the wrong. The same isn't true for Kaeya. He automatically justifies his actions by default, and has absolutely zero doubt or hesitation to do so. He doesn't even need a complex reason for justification - it's a simple one. He deserves what he wants. Anything necessary to achieve that is fair.
How likely are they to kidnap their darling? How quickly will they do so?
Highly likely and very quickly, right up there with Diluc and Razor. And he's absolutely remorseless about it. It ties back into his delusional state and ability to justify anything he does - this is what's best for you. If you don't get that, that's your problem, not his.
He's another one to not want to pull some barbaric move like knocking you out, rather, he'd rather just trick you into walking right into your new home. He gets that you'll be upset about it, but to him, that's just part of the process. Not that he'll tolerate it for too long. 12, maybe 24 hours is enough time for you to reasonably be upset, but if you're still trying to fight him on this after that, he's going to get snappy about it, thinking you should already be over that by now.
How difficult is it to escape from them? How do they keep you restrained? How do they deal with attempted escape? 
You're not leaving.
It's not worth trying, really. How he manages to do it is a mystery to you, but he'll manage to keep you locked in right there at the headquarters with him. How Jean and Lisa haven't found out about you being there, how he convinced all of his guards to be on his side of things, you have no idea. Realistically, if you get out, he's likely to make you out to be some kind of criminal that needs to be found -- just not to hurt you in any way, so goes the order, and the knights know better than to question why.
He has eyes and ears everywhere, it won't take them anytime at all to find you. He's so confident in that, and combined with his pride, he doesn't feel the need to go get you himself. No, it's a lot more satisfying to sit back and watch as they drag you through the doors of the headquarters, slowly pull you to the end of the room and drop you down at his feet, where he can look down on you with that closed-eyed, artificially wide smile that tells you that you have seriously fucked up.
Escape attempts aren't going to be met with a single shred of mercy, really. The thing about Kaeya is he's ultimately a selfish, selfish bastard with a lot of deep-seeded, highly repressed emotional issues, and he has absolutely no problem with keeping you bound hand and foot, or maybe even make some permanent modifications to your body if that's what it takes to keep you. It's not a wise idea to even try unless you're absolutely certain to succeed, otherwise you may find yourself never getting the opportunity again. You don't really need those Achilles tendons intact, you know. And your ankle bones are just so fragile, they'll snap with just a little twist. Actually, that wouldn't be too bad, giving you more reasons to be grateful when he's doing everything for you.
He's not one to just let it go, either. No, escape attempts are the one unforgivable thing for him, the one thing that will make him totally and completely snap. You don't get to do that. You're the one thing that doesn't get to just disappear out of his life in a flash. Half the reason he sends the knights to get you rather than going himself is to give him some time to let the rage settle down, otherwise he knows he might not be able to control himself and might end up hurting you even worse than he intends to. He's not going to buy any excuses and won't go any lighter on you if you beg and grovel or anything. But you will apologize -- you get to choose how hard it is. You can apologize the easy way, or, if you don't want to, there are many ways to force it out. But by the end, he'll get an apology, and a promise to never try again, out of you, no matter what that takes. It's by far the worst state you'll ever see him in, and really, once is enough to dissuade you from trying again.
How easy are they to trick, deceive, or manipulate?
You'd have to try pretty hard. He doesn't have the sheer amount of years of life experience like Venti or Zhongli, but he's not the captain for no reason - he's perceptive, and highly intelligent.
Rather than simply mastering reading human voice and facial expressions for telltale signs of deceit, he's good at learning individuals in particular - memorizing the patterns of thought and action of a particular individual, and predicting how they will act. He can do it with everyone else with ease, how much more, then, with the object of an obsession? If you're trying to formulate some plan to trick him, he'll already predict what you'll do, if you lie, he already knows. It's creepier than the others, really, because it's not just that he can tell when you're lying, but rather he already knows you're going to lie or try some scheme before you do it. It feels so tailored and personalized to your thought patterns, it almost feels like an invasion of the privacy of your mind, which, really, is the one privacy you thought you had left.
He's great at gaslighting himself, too. He's a very good liar, and can make you believe anything he wants. He'll target your fears and paranoias, make you believe you're going crazy, and he'll do it all so perfectly you'll never suspect a thing. You'll end up coming to him for protection and guidance, exactly as planned.
How lenient are they? What privileges can you have, and what will you be denied?
Pretty strict. He doesn't let you have any outside contact, and you're limited on what you can do when he's gone. He'll bring you some books, maybe something to draw on -- no sharp writing utensils, though. In his mind, that should be enough to occupy you.
You won't get outside walks or visits. It's just too risky for him, and he really doesn't like seeing other people look at you. If you really, really beg, and you've been on amazing behavior, and you're well into your relationship, maybe a few months or so, there's a chance he'll take you out at nighttime, or sunrise, but at the slightest sign of intentions he doesn't like, you'll be dragged back, and you won't see the sun for a long time.
You'll have a very limited wardrobe, he doesn't see why you even need to wear anything, but if you're going to be stubborn, he can get you something simple, like an old shirt and some underwear, but that's about all you can have. Any requests for actual clothing are going to be denied. It's ridiculous for him to spend money on something you don't need, and besides, he prefers it this way, y'know?
What kind of rules do they have? What kind of punishment would they use?
Generally, it's a simple one: obey. You do what he tells you to do, and you don't do something if he tells you not to. This stems to similar rules that develop: be submissive, don't be argumentative, don't be defiant. Follow those, and you can both be happy, and that's what you want, isn't it? It had better be - he's not very lenient, and will harshly punish even small offenses. As for that punishment... most of it isn't going to be sfw. That's just how he is.
What he will do is emotionally manipulate you, and he's rather good at it. You wanted to escape? Ok. He'll let you have your way, let you be alone. All alone. All by yourself, in a little room, with no one at all, which is exactly how you would have left him, had you succeeded. He knows very well how that kind of loneliness bites. He's not totally cruel, though, and he won't withhold affection from you by the time he returns -- he doesn't need to, you'll already be crying and apologizing, which is exactly what he hoped for. Not that he won't briefly mock you for it.
"If I didn't know any better, I'd say you're crying like that because you actually missed me. Oh, you did? Being all alone isn't particularly fun, now is it? I'm sure you understand that now."
How do they deal with rivals, or perceived rivals? Will they get rid of them? Will they kill them themselves, or find another way?
Kaeya's an insanely jealous person. It doesn't show on his face, but it eats at him internally. It doesn't matter if it's a love interest, a platonic friend, even a family member. It's all the same -- people who want to take your attention away from him, people who you smile at that aren't him, people you love that aren't him. He's not one to delude himself into thinking everyone secretly loves you romantically, rather, it doesn't matter. Romantic interests are the worst threat, sure, but friends and family aren't much better.
He sees himself as above killing, though. He has people to do that for him, and he likes knowing that he has that much power. He's not going to dirty his hands with it, and frankly, they're not even worthy of his time and effort to kill them. Knights and other connections can take care of it just as well.
How easy is it to make them mad? What does their anger look like?
As somewhat previously discussed, the primary form of making him mad is attempting an escape. That's on a whole new level of anger because it strikes at a very deep, wounding insecurity. On a normal day, though, he's more easily exasperated than angry. He gets frustrated somewhat easily, especially if you're trying exceptionally hard to be a brat. He has very clear warning signs. His signature little smirk drops, he gets quiet, he balls his hands into fists and digs his fingernails into his palms. At that stage, he's irritable and might snap at you, but won't get too angry until you ignore those signs and push it.
If you do push him, though, he gets genuinely mad, which is a very quiet anger at first -- he doesn't talk much when he's mad. He acts. You'll know he's snapped when he puts down whatever he's doing, and just silently stomps over to you, face completely empty and flat, looking down at you with a cold expression. It's enough to put fear in you, but at that point, even if you apologize, you're not getting out of whatever he's planned.
So they see you as above them, beneath them, or equal to them?
Strongly in the "below" camp, a rather unusual stance for a yandere. Like many things with him, there's an inexplicable duality going on there.  You would think that if you loved someone so strongly you'd kidnap them, kill for them, and potentially suffer consequences just to have them, that you would really think highly of them. On the flip side, you would think that if you really saw someone as lowly, you wouldn't care for them, you'd see them as disposable.
But neither is true for Kaeya, no, he balances both obsessive love and complete narcissism regarding you. You're not disposable, no, he can't live without you, he needs you. But at the same time, you're not gonna be on any kind of pedestal. No, if anything, he sees himself on one, more like a throne, and you on the floor before him, how things should be.
He has a similar mindset to Zhongli or Albedo - you're fragile, you're dumb, you're incapable, and you need someone to care for you, protect you, guide you, someone who knows what's best for you, since you clearly don't. However, he's lacking in the attitude those other two have -- there's no seeing you as an angel here. There's no viewing himself as being absolutely honored to take care of you, or viewing protecting and caring for you as some kind of privilege that they're blessed to do, the way those two do.
No, as much as he loves those things, he'll never admit it, not even to himself really. Rather, his mentality is that you should be grateful. Here he is, a very highly respected, accomplished, capable person, and you...? You have what to offer, exactly? That's right, nothing, really, only cuteness and obedience, the latter of which you refuse to give him even though you really ought to. He's taking on the burden of making sure you don't get yourself killed, and how do you repay him? By getting mad about it, throwing a fit like some little kid? He puts up with your tantrums, which are really undeserved, by the way. He puts up with your disobedience and repeated rule violations, your sheer determination to defy him when he's going out of his way to do what's best for you.
One day, he thinks, you'll mature a little bit and understand why he does what he does, and when you do, you'll come groveling and sniffling about how sorry you are, how you'll never defy him again, how you'll be good and obedient from now on, and he'll love every second of it. He looks forward to that day quite a bit.
"Sigh... you know, you're pretty lucky I love you so much. You could stand to show me a little thanks, don't you think?"
How determined are they for you to love them? How hard will they try to make it happen? Or are they content just having you?
He's strongly determined, and yet... doesn't do much to try. It goes back to his mindset that really, you're the one who should be grateful for him, and eventually, you will love him. He's not gonna grovel to you or try different ways of making you love him, no, he's far too proud for that. But he's a smart man. He knows the effects that complete and total isolation other than one other person can have on someone. He's just going to sit back and wait for that effect to kick in, and slowly watch your fragile little mind deteriorate until you're desperate for affection. At which point, well, he can use it against you.
"You were so mean to me before, weren't you? You fought me every step of the way, and now you're just going to turn around and act like that didn't happen...? Well, if you're really sorry, I'll forgive you. But how am I supposed to believe you really are...? Maybe you can think of a way to prove it, hm?"
Bonus: Is there anything that makes them unique, in comparison to other yanderes?
Probably the severity of his degradation. As aforementioned, most yanderes, even the more confident or cocky individuals, either worship the ground their beloved walks on and sees themselves as beneath them, OR sees their darling as some sort of fragile, angelic being, and they are simply a protector or caretaker to that being.
It's a bit different with him, ever the narcissist. It's a strange duality born out of a rare mix of neediness, obsession, and pride. You're more like a toy, or a pet - an invaluable pet that he could never part with, but a pet nonetheless. He certainly looks down on you more than the average yandere - he mentally associates you as naive, fragile, even dumb like a lot of the aforementioned protector/caretaker types, but without the reverence to make up for it.
It's a bizarre duality that not even he fully understands - don't think for a moment that that means he'll ever tire of you, or view you as disposable. No, he's actually one of the most obsessive ones, yet very demanding of attention and praise, rather than giving it.
He frequently tests you - things like leaving the door unlocked, waiting outside just to see if you'll try it. Seeing you open that door, watching your face go from ecstatic excitement and drop to wide-eyed terror, it's priceless.
"My, my, you didn't waste any time at all, did you? Why do you look so surprised...? You should know I wouldn't slip up that badly."
Pet names, but in the most infuriatingly condescending way, and uses them more often when he's mad and trying to warn you that you're pushing his limits. Particularly fond of "sweetheart," especially with a low warning tone and clenched teeth.
General perverseness: how sexual of a person are they? What’s their drive like? How touchy do they get? Do they have any reservations about sexuality?
Horny fucker, all the way. The man has a lot of stress and frustration in his life already, that much more if you're... less than compliant with your new lifestyle. Sex, especially rough and hard, is a fantastic stress reliever.
Very little reservation. He's not crude about it, but he tends to make subtle innuendos very frequently, and laughs at your embarrassed reactions. Definitely the type to pull the whole shtick in which he says something with a blatant sexual undertone, then elaborates in a way to make it sound like having meant something else, follows with that smirk and says, "Why? What did you think I meant?" It's something he really enjoys doing, and loves to get embarrassed reactions out of people, particularly yourself.
"Touchy" doesn't begin to describe it. Pretty much from the moment you meet him, he's got his hands somewhere on your person. He grabs your shoulders when he stands behind you, he wraps an arm around you from the side when he walks up to you, he's always pressing his hands on your back and sides whenever you're navigating the streets, walking through doorways, wraps an arm around your waist when sitting next to you. It's highly uncomfortable, but really, he's just got something very subtly, but very strongly intimidating about him. You almost don't want to confront him on it. If you do, he'll laugh it off, and stop -- for maybe 48 hours or so, and then he'll be right back at it.
To the surprise of, well, everyone who's ever met him, he doesn't actually live up to the rumors of having been around the block, so to speak. His experience is actually little to none - that kinda happens when you push everyone around you away. Not that he'd ever let you know that, of course, and will probably lie if asked, but you can gleam a little bit of truth from slightly awkward movements and a bit of noticeable shakiness.
How forceful are they? Do they care about your willingness?
Kind of like Razor, the issue is that he loves you, and what better way is there of expressing love? He's not much for gift-giving or words of affirmation - no, he's a lot better with words of degradation, it comes more naturally to him. And he's certainly not one to enjoy acts of service -- well, not doing them, he'll gladly take them as a sign of your love, though. No, he expresses love through touch. It's like how, when you hug someone you really love, someone you missed, you squeeze them extra tight - the love manifests as a physical urge for some strong expression. Humans are physical about their emotions -- we punch walls when we're mad, we jump up and down when we're happy, and when you love someone, sometimes you just really, really want to pound them into a mattress as hard as physically possible. That's normal. That, and really, he's got his vices. He's actually fairly weak when it comes to resisting temptations, and prone to give in to urges for physical sensations like drunkenness and sex.
Is another one to be convinced that, with time, you'll come around. And is absolutely the top candidate to be one for using your own body against you - if you get wet, if you whimper, if you cum, that's just proof that you really do want this, that you're just being difficult because you enjoy being a brat, and he'll be sure to tell you that.
What sort of kinks or fetishes do they have, or would they fill?
This is nearly indistinguishable from punishment, sadistic bastard
D/S dynamics
Arrogant fucker wants to be served and worshipped, you could see it coming from a mile away. Anything that puts you beneath him is going to make him happy - anything where you're where you're supposed to be. There's a lot of options, but it doesn't really matter, as long as he feels like he's in control and ownership of you in some way, and as long as you act accordingly.
He wants it to be something that’s not just for sex, but rather, he’ll end up carrying it over into normal life, whether you like it or not. If you just went along with it in hopes of getting it over with once he cums, you’re going to be in for a treat when it starts to carry over. He gets a little too used to being worshipped, and decides he likes that submissive attitude on you enough to want to see it all the time.
Petplay/Collaring
It really helps that he sees you as something of a pet already, but really, the collar is the selling point. Even if you never go outside, there's something unbearably hot about the possessiveness of it all - really, it's there to remind you of your status as property. He wants to own you, and for you to be forced to acknowledge that he owns you, and there's really no better way to do that than something with his name on it. It's even better with a leash, one he can pull on when he's fucking you to pull you back onto him over, and over, and over, hearing it choke you the more he shortens it.
But really, having you crawl towards him on all fours and obey little commands so simple they're humiliating is pretty nice, too.
Impact pain/painplay
There's really nothing quite so powerful feeling as watching you cry and squirm from it, y'know? He's another one that just likes the marks his hands, belts, or anything else can leave all over the skin of your ass and the back of your legs. The thing with him, though, is it's not even always a punishment, he just does it for fun, and that makes it unpredictable. Will definitely make you count, it's a sadistic torture for your mind and body.
Throatfucking
May be used as a punishment measure, may just be because he's craving it, either way, even if you have a gag reflex, you won't for very long. He'll train it out of you gradually, grabbing the back of your head and just slamming all the way down into your throat, holding you there, making you choke - it's a beautiful sound, really, listening to you gag, all while your throat spasms around him, it's the best feeling, really, and will definitely be used as a threat if you need incentives to behave.
Choking
Ties into the dynamics, but really, there’s not much to say on this one. He likes the power trip from having his hands wrapped around your throat, seeing you struggle, watching your face go red, hearing those little choking noises. It puts power over you into his hands, and if you get pleasure from it against your own will, that’s even better.
How do they feel about pregnancy or babies? Do they want them?
Absolutely one of the ones to use it as a tool. If you have a baby, you'll be so much more bound to him. You'll need him more, you'll want him around more, you'll be much less likely to leave, and in a way it feels a little bit like a sign of ownership over you.
That being said, he's also acutely aware of his jealous tendencies, and realizes he would also be very likely to become jealous if he felt like you loved a baby more than him, or gave it more attention and affection than you do him. He doesn't like the thought.
So ultimately, the latter side prevents him from willingly trying, but if you really, really have defiance issues even after he's tried everything he can to break you help you adjust, he might consider it.
What kind of (nsfw) punishments would they use?
If it's mild enough, he can just take the route of extremely rough fucking - it gets rid of the frustration, he likes hearing you whimper and squeal, and he can leave lots of little bruises as reminders of what not to do in the future.
But, again, he already gets off to putting you in pain - it'll be that much worse when you've done something to deserve it. Harder hits, no mercy whatsoever, and he just loves all your little cries, wiping away your tears and smiling at you, right before bringing down whatever instrument of pain he's chosen again. If you really, really make him mad, and he really wants to make you cry, he's not above fucking your ass, either, watching you cry and beg, but you'll learn with time that begging doesn't ever get you out of anything.
What body parts of their darling do they like the most?
Definitely an ass man. Likes fucking you in doggy, seeing the ripple every time you bounce back off of him, pulling your hair or arms to add some force. He likes seeing all the little red marks that his hands and belts and anything else will leave on the skin, views it like marks of possession. Grabbing, beating, fucking, it's all good.
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yanderes-galore · 20 days
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yandere concept for Phineas from the outerworlds?
Sure! Sorry this took so long. Special thanks to 🐋Anon for taking time out of their day to research this character for me. I couldn't do this without them and some other Anons so I hope it's worth the wait :) Once I got the character research I felt I had to write this immediately!
Yandere! Phineas Vernon Welles Concept
Pairing: Romantic/Platonic
Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, PTSD mention, Paranoia, Manipulation, Guilt Tripping, Isolation, Mentions of death/murder, Human experimentation if you squint, Stalking mention, Thoughts of kidnapping, Dubious companionship/relationship.
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Those who have played the game will know Phineas is a wanted man (not in the good way).
He hates The Board and wants to help the colonists said Board abandoned.
The issue is... this is seen as treason.
Which makes Phineas a criminal who has to stay in hiding.
Phineas has the highest chance to be yandere for the main character of the game, in this case that would be you.
You're the one successful colonist/experiment he's managed to revive without experiencing explosive cell death.
He has gone through so many others... honestly, that's probably gotten to his head.
Phineas is rather desensitized to death/murder, or at least he seems to be.
After all, there's the past experiments and he's been considered a murderer by The Board anyways.
Phineas can not trust many, in fact you're probably the only one he trusts due to him reviving you.
The same may go for you at first until you encounter members to add to your crew, which he is admittedly a bit... iffy on.
I'm going to take into account what 🐋Anon said, Phineas does seem like a subtle/manipulative yandere.
He wants to be the only one you can trust, even when you have companions, he makes you reconsider your trust in them.
After all... they may seem loyal, but maybe one of them is a spy?
You should put most of your trust in Phineas.
He's the one who revived you after all.
Phineas is primarily in his lab, you don't see him too often but he always manages to make you come back to him.
Phineas is subtle due to his actions, he quietly observes your progress and always gives you tasks to do just to keep coming back to him.
You're both in danger just about all the time, so he often gets worried about his obsession.
Phineas needs you for getting chemicals and others supplies, but he'd be lying if he didn't think of just locking you in his lab at times.
He knows he shouldn't, he's sort of lucid in his actions.
Although there's a nagging voice in the back of his mind wondering if this is even worth it?
He's attached to you.
He honestly doesn't care who has to die as long as it's not you or him.
Phineas could work platonic or romantic.
His overall yandere behavior is an overwhelming care towards you, his intentions just determines what kind.
Strangely Phineas always seems to know what you're doing, well... strange to you.
In reality Phineas is indeed watching you and taking notes whenever he can.
There may be times he wants to "check your vitals for long term effects".
These check ups are just excuses to get closer to you.
He likes to check you over for your health, sure, but he also just appreciates your health.
As I said before, he doesn't have much company.
You can just assume Phineas is touch-starved at least a little bit.
He wants some form of comfort, he isn't going to let The Board steal you from him.
Anxiety no doubt eats away at him as he wait for you to visit.
The only think he hopes those companions of yours will do is protect you.
He'll trust them that much.
Phineas snapping and locking you up is low... he knows he still needs you... but once he gets what he needs he may do such a thing.
Once he manages to have another successful experiment, he can do whatever he wishes with you.
He could have another colonist gather supplies, and he could keep you.
The thought is tempting... he tries to ignore it at first, yet it keeps creeping into his mind.
You won't notice there's anything wrong with him for awhile, he's just that subtle.
Although, the moment you trust him... and he asks you to come into his lab for another check in...
He'll lock the doors...
He'll keep you with him for company, all safe and locked away as he hides from The Board... he may be in denial at times but he really can't let you go it seems.
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yanxidarlings · 3 years
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Hi! Could I request yandere Matthew, Arthur and Antonio separately with female reader who dislikes men and avoid to communicate with them due to her childhood trauma (her elder brother was abusive). If it not okay to you just ignore it.
𝒴𝒜𝒩𝒟𝐸𝑅𝐸 𝒞𝒜𝒩𝒜𝒟𝒜, 𝐸𝒩𝒢𝐿𝒜𝒩𝒟 𝒜𝒩𝒟 𝒮𝒫𝒜𝐼𝒩 𝒳 𝒜𝒩𝒟𝑅𝒪𝒫𝐻𝒪𝐵𝐼𝒞 𝑅𝐸𝒜𝒟𝐸𝑅
CANADA
• at first, matthew would think his darling was ignoring him. when he approached hr for the first time, she just sat there and didn't say a word. which is why matthew's relationship with his darling would start off rocky. fine, if they want to be cold to him, then he'll be just as cold to them as well.
• out of all the reasons this new person was ignoring him, fear didn't even cross his mind. so when he overhears someone discussing your past, he suddenly feels quite bad, and sympathetic. it might not be in the same field, but his own brother isn't the most pleasant towards him either. he'll start following his darling around after this, just to get to know them a bit better, no one notices him since no one notices him when he's not trying to he discreet.
• you'll notice some of your belongings going missing, and some random objects showing up in your house that weren't previously there, in the corner of your vision you'll notice a shadow wherever you go, naturally you'll start feeling quite unsettled. but don't worry, matthew's obsession with his darling was quick to take off, and now he see's himself as there guardian angel, following them around and making sure they don't get hurt again.
• you'll never be seeing your brother again, actually, no one will, who knows how long it will take for him to die in the icy tundra's of northern canada, but he will, don't doubt it. anyone who matthew deems 'bad' for you will either swiftly walk out of your life or go missing. all whilst you become more and more aware of the presence of an overlooming shadow, following you wherever you go.
• eventually, you'll have little people left in your life and that's when canada will step in, if all goes well, he'll become the one man you are comfortable with, if not, then prepare to get alot of strange attention as canada tries to become closer to you. but it's best not to reject him entirely, or you might wake up oneday in a random cabin in the woods.
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ENGLAND
• when his darling seems to ignore him during their first meeting, rejecting his offer to kiss her hand, not saying a word, he's understandably offended, why won't she let a gentleman greet her?. arthur is quick to assume his darling is uncivilised and uncouth, and similarly to canada gets off on the wrong foot with her, although he isn't as bitter as canada is about it.
• as he isn't as upset as canada is, he'll take notice that his darling only speaks with people of her own gender, and is quick to become interested as to why, although he isn't as interested in knowing about the origin of her fear as he is in fixing it. arthur develops an obsession with turning her into a proper lady at first, then with her as a person soon after. so it frustrates him beyond relief that they won't even speak to him, that they assume all men are bad.
• after figuring out why she's afraid of men, through either a method of asking around or looking into her past with magic, arthur will attempt to sit his darling down, but to her it probably seems like he's trying to do something bad to her, so she'll try to get away, which may lead to, in a moment of anger and frustration with their refusal to communicate, arthur knocking his darling out and dragging them back to his house.
• of course he regrets what he's done once he comes back to his senses, and is about to take his darling back, but then they wake up, a bad move on their part, because now arthur has to keep her, or she'll refuse to be in the same room as him.
• england isn't the best person to help his darling recover from her trauma and fear, with his short temper, their fear will likely become worse, which will frustrate him even more, some days he'll be trying to cuddle her as he consoles her and somedays he'll snap at her. eventually he'll decide to put them out of their misery, and give her a love potion, he had no initial intentions of a romantic relationship with her, but when things turned out so wonderfully, how could he complain?.
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SPAIN
• oh, what a cute little thing you are!, antonio will tale interest in his darling quite quickly, feeling a sort of connection or bond with her, or just sensing something special about her. he'll go to introduce himself, but you just ignore him. he's one who will brush it off, used to dealing with romano's attitude, and continue befriending them.
• friendly and flirty, he expects his darling to at least acknowledge him, but nope! unless you count that little glare they threw at him, probably for not taking the hint and leaving. antonio will take great interest in his darling, like england, after their encounter, but his is pure curiosity, do they just not like him, or something else?. he's a bit oblivious, so he won't notice they're like that with all men, but he'll figure it out when he asks around and finds out about your relationship with your elder brother.
• antonio finds himself feeling oddly protective of his darling, he wants nothing more then to keep her safe from people like her brother, but she won't even talk to him, he certainly gets a bit dejected, but he's never one to give up easily. if his charm somehow doesn't work, no matter what, he'll get a bit impatient, and start following her around wherever they go, to get her used to his presence.
• he tries to be appealing to his darling, going the extra mile to attract her with their interests and favourite foods, inducting himself into her friend group, pretty much spending all his free time around her, there will come a point where he snaps, amd decides some one on one time with them should change their opinion on him.
• so he'll prepare a room in his house, and take her to stay with him, it's not kidnapping! she clearly needs him to be there for her, she just doesn't realise it yet. spain is not the worst of the bunch to end up with, he's probably the best if you can deal with smothering and unwanted bonding, and he's pretty patient once they are safe and secure in his house, but they'll never get to leave.
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