#and overWHELMED

[aha-my-villainous-thoughts]

ASH! There is no one like you. Your art is so BOLD and creative and genuinely awe-inspiring. I admire all the slutty, slutty things you make Ed and Stede get up to, while also making them look so pretty and colorful. So glad we have you in this fandom. 💕

I seriously don't have words 😭😭😭😭 have some memes instead 😭😭😭💖🧡💚💙💜💖

Thank you so much marianne!!! 😭💖💜💙💚💛🧡❤️💖😭

#honestly this ask might have broken me a little #i have an unhealthy amount of imposer syndrome #and a general anxiety of shyness around my mutuals and any kind of audience #I'm desperate to make things and share them and i love more than anything hearing people love the things i make as much as i do #I've been in fandom spaces for a really long time #(bitch is old) #and ive never been uplifted like i have by the ofmd fandom 💜💜💜 #I've had my work stolen or traced in previous fandoms #bullied or harassed or made to feel pathetic #and more often than that I've been kinda on my own in a little corner making stuff and easy to ignore/forget #i have a lot of fear about being unwanted or discarded or upsetting people #i just love to draw and get my little rainbow brainworms out into my art #and i love sharing them #and for so long that really was enough #it truly was #but after OFMD? after this crew? after this space of warmth and excitement and growth and queer joy?? #finding connections and making friends and clowning with you and drawing prompts and making memes and being in big bangs and zines?! #getting to illustrate fics and have my art inspire fics?? making friends with my mutuals who write and draw and make beautiful gifs?! #this has been the most fun ive ever had on the internet #and im so grateful #and overwhelmed #and thankful #and just everything altogether all at once #thank you so much

[scribblersobia]

This PMS will kill me someday. I have been crying and crying and I am so sad and irritated, I can’t tell you guys. My heart is feeling so heavy and this will continue for another 8-9 days. I am so sad, sad like the saddest book in the world. Oh, and this little pain that have started now, it will increase everyday till I get my periods. 

#whyyyyy god?? #i am so sad #and overwhelmed #I have been crying and crying #periods #mood swings #my mood is saddest #so irritated #eeeeeeeeeeee #my eyes are swelled #and i cant focus on work #sad sob #sob is sobbing

[mysticalsoot]

i want a genuine childhood redo. i never got to be a kid and now I'm mourning that whole period of my life.

#connorshitposts #i am so overstimulated #and overwhelmed #im in my last year of highschool #i wanna die #help

[that-gay-guy-from-hell]

Been at a baby shower for less than 30 minutes and I'm already overwhelmed. Not that I don’t love my family 'n all but goddamn I hate being around this many people. (Not me standing by the door and just watching lmao)

Might post a fic later; don't know. I have a Vergil fic and a Dante one that are close to being done but idk if I am gonna finish it lmfao

#rambles #im tired #and overwhelmed #and overstimulated #help #lmao

[reneerapps]

i'm seeing reneé this weekend and i'm so excited and everytime i think about it i feel nauseated

#fos.txt #nauseated in the best way!! #and overwhelmed #holy shit #this is my superbowl #i'm so excited

[kaileythepoet]

It's an absolute treasure to beta read someone's book

#writeblr #writing community #writing #spilled ink #kaileythepoet #Beta reading a friend's book rn and im #Thrilled #and overwhelmed #It's so good how do i convey all of my feelings into words #Thoughts

[coreene]

On one hand I want the notes. I want to reach more people, on the other I want to be just as a hermit I am in real life in here. Aaah, the duality of engagement.

#I think I'm getting a little burnt out #and overwhelmed #I need someone to hug me like Tav hugs Astarion #And take the phone away from my hand

[subterraneangremlin]

Underrated thing about going back to stories as an adult that were big for you when you were young, is finding yourself with a completely different take on characters. Not just "oh they suck" or "they did nothing wrong" but "oh holy shit you are a CHILD and you're fucking up constantly and it makes so much sense".

The nuance of "i know what this kind of messy looks like", i guess?

#anyway I'm re-reading the hunger games #which I first read at 13? #I'm 26 now #anyway hilarious that people called katniss a mary sue she's SUCH A MESS #and so much more interesting because of it #suzanne it's objectively hilarious how her defining trait is “emotionally oblivious” #she's naive #and messy #and overwhelmed #and it makes sense! #and so much of her is going “actually I've never gotten to even have feelings about this because it wasn't enough of a priority #so now I'm trying to decide what i think and it's hard“ #not just about the romance shit but also her thoughts on the capitol and rebellion #queen of compartmentalization #which comes with spending all your formative years locked in fight or flight

[thedragonagelesbian]

im gonna cry the conference paper im scrambling to edit to get done by tomorrow EXTENDED ITS FUCKING DEADLINE TO THE END OF THE MONTH

#IM RELIEVED BUT F U C K #IVE BEEN SO FUCKING STRESSED #AND OVERWHELMED #AND A LOT OF THAT IS THE PMSING BUT FUCKING S T I L L M A N

[melodyfsoul1]

Just finished watching the Loki S2 Finale

*sobbing fangirl noises*

#Loki #mcu loki #marvel loki #loki series #loki season 2 #speechless #Crying #and overwhelmed #Gonna post a reaction/ review later probably #i think #maybe #Depends on whether I have recovered from the finale #too many emotions

[alhyastarain]

something i wrote some time ago

TW: implication of /sh/, contempt, self-hatred.

i'll go ahead and write another song, another poem, another word, in hopes of healing my broken heart, like shards of glass, brittle like a diamond, and it sticks on your eyes, making you cry, world gone red as the same glass we looked trough once and helped us to see now skins us alive and makes us bleed-

scream, agony inside, you don't know what's pain, stuck in a single thought- they've gone through far worse, who do u think u are? you're nothing but dust, sit down as u must.

go ahead and cry your little tears, but they won't save you from the sad, like a sickness taking over your mind, twisting your words, crossing your arms, autodestructing yourself as the little thing u are, and you can write and scream but it won't go away, no it'll stay until u are so much on despair you choose to end your own life, and the cicle repeats again, and we can't choose but to stay and shut up.

cut your veins and see the liquid red flow outside, focus on the pain so noone knows what goes on deep inside.

there's no going back now.

#i was very depressed #and overwhelmed #i feel much better #now that some time has passed #but the dark thoughts #never fully go away #spilled words #alhya's words #poetry #p.s. i didnt harm myself #pls dont worry #<3

[deshimango]

#sumaya talks #i’ll be fine i’m just tired lmao #and overwhelmed #i have so many things to do and the adhd is not helping #now i sleep bye

[scificrows]

Okay, I don't know if this is anything at all, but I think I need a Barbie movie style montage to this song featuring Three from The Murderbot Diaries after breaking its governor module when it has sort of lost part of its sense of self and everything is new and scary and it doesn't know what it wants or what it should do with itself or who it's supposed to be now and the world is so wide and so intimidating. Unfortunately I don't have the skills to do anything with that so I'll just... think about it... very hard.... :(

#the murderbot diaries #secunit three #murderbot #𓄿 #idk idk idk #i was doing the dishes minding my own business and my brain suddenly did this and now ive been thinking about it for 2 hours #three just seemed really confused and lost and a little hopeful but also very scared #and overwhelmed #after having broken its governor module #and i think a little existential crisis to a soft yearning song might be in order #idek maybe this could also be something bigger like a montage featuring 2.0 and that comfort unit from AC and maybe even miki?? #i feel like they all have their separate struggles dealing with what they are and what their function is supposed to be #what they were created for and what they WANT to do #hmmmmmmmm #i'm so soft for three and i so want to read more about it!!!!! #barbie movie spoilers #(not really but *shrug emoticon*) #SoundCloud

[killiman-96]

Curious as I'm new to this autism thing and there is like so much information out there and I haven't really got a handle on all of it yet, but...

Do other autistic people find that they have different stims for different feelings? Like, when I'm excited and really happy or overwhelmed by positive emotions, I tend to dance (spin) or hand flap. But when I'm dealing with anxiety, I need to either bounce my leg (which is also something I do just randomly - I also have ADHD) or I have a fidget ring I spin, which sometimes doesn't really help even though I want it to help. I guess, just trying to see if that's a thing that different stimming behaviors help better with different feelings? I know when I'm having a conversation with someone, that isn't anxiety inducing but when I can't really find words, I tend to hair twirl, so just wondering if I just need to find the right stims to match my feelings?

#i have no idea what I'm doing #late autism dx #autistic adult #so confused #and overwhelmed #stimming