#and that scares me

[beedoes-stuff]

so when are these bitches getting married—

#redacted asmr #redacted angel #redacted david #redacted babe #redacted asher #IT’S ALMOST BEEN A YEAR 😭😭😭 #and that scares me #i swear they all proposed to each other like 5 seconds ago #wdym christmas is less than a month away #no it’s not #don’t tell me that.

[cryptidnest]

I don't know how this Dostoyevski thing is going to end, but Chuuya will have to use corruption for sure.

#he hasn't had a means to use it for a while #and that scares me #bungo stray dogs #bsd #soukoku #bsd chuuya #bsd chuuya nakahara

[thepalestrose]

Oh. Oh....

This trauma goes way deeper than any of us thought, doesn't it?

Where does Ruby go from here? To the tree, to find answers for herself? To find Neo? The blacksmith?

What could even be down here that could even begin to help her feel better?

#rwby #ruby rose #she doesn't even want to touch crescent rose #it scares her #and that scares me

[mischiefmanifold]

scared for my official evaluation with my therapist for autism and DID because even though my symptoms are well-documented and clear for a long time, I'm afraid my therapist won't believe me

#it's such an irrational fear #I think my thing is that without these diagnoses I don't know what's wrong with mr #me #and that scares me #I feel like not having a diagnosis is not being acknowledged #which undermines all the suffering I endured #and also how much progress I've made #I don't feel the need to differentiate my alters as much anymore #but that makes me feel fake in therapy when I'm talking about things that “I” did #or that “I” remember #because most often it wasn't actually “me” #anyway #mmanifold rambles #for the therapist #mmanifold goes to therapy

[tblsomedoodles]

FAMILY WEB AU ASKS MASTERPOST

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#blog maintenance goooo #first hundred ask links are here #and i'm only halfway through November #this one might end up having 3 reblogs #and that scares me #anyways #back to linking stuff for me #i doubt the rest will be up tonight #i'm just going to clip away at it until i go to bed #i'm currently switchign between this and writing so yeah #i'll remove the wip in the title when it's all done

[zaacataac]

I am so normal about Percy Reed

#he is literally me #and that scares me #i love him but like #i did not sign up for this #hfth #hello from the hallowoods #percy reed #hfth fandom #fiction podcast #I could write a 20 page paper on him

[sovaghoul]

I want to hug I want to cuddle I want to kiss I want to touch I want to dry hump I want to grind naked I want to taste I want to enter you I want to moan I want to hear you I want to cum with you I want to make love I want you I want you to come back I love you

#personal #2 weeks #lately my daydreams are about you saying we're over and thinking about whether or not i'd break down #i honestly don't know anymore #and that scares me #but then there are moments like this when i still have hipe and i can't tell how damaging that actually is #i guess we'll see #though if you never contact me again.....................................

[the-cookie-of-doom]

I can’t even sleep because I’ve been sleeping all day. So I’m just stuck with these awful thoughts

#cookie speaks #maybe I should just go to the hospital #it hasn’t been this bad in a really long time #years #and that scares me

[gendervapor14]

quick announcement:

✨ 01746 collection is live! ✨

just a little pile of all the stories that fit or could fit into the 01746 universe :D

#it will grow i'm sure #and that scares me #one piece fanfiction #ao3 collection #donquixote rosinante #corazon one piece #donquixote doflamingo #doflamingo #donquixote brothers #genwrites #01746

[rewh0re]

I am simultaneously excited and shit scared to become an adult cuz wtf

#hana.rambles #I'm an adult this year #and that scares me #but its also exciting cuz well adult #I'll no more be considered a kid #but I'll also have much more responsibilities which is whack

[some-pers0n]

Thinking how I would be the type of person absolutely susceptible to humanized twink Bill Cipher if I had joined the fandom back in the day and I'm terrified by that thought

#Me and my evil whimsical characters #I like Bill well enough but he doesn't speak to me as much as my other sillies #I just know that if I was in the trenches back in the day though I'd be singing a different tune #And that scares me

[sugubby]

My birthday is in little over a month and I don’t know if I want to do anything

#current concerns #I’m turning 20 #I feel like if I throw a party no one will come #and that scares me #plus planning all that out is exhausting #esp w music and shit

[mockingbirdshymn]

ive been so busy that i havent watched the owl house just at all. apparently the golden guard is named hunter, eda isnt aroace (headcanon shattered), THERES A NONBINARY CHARACTER WOOOO, they also apparently got evil idk, theres some fnaf sun and moon kinnie named the fucking collecter (what do they collect. fnaf funko pops??), king is wearing pajamas or something, golden guard guy and luz are siblings????, something about a robin bird, apparently willow and golden guard hunter are dating???? or something, luz and amity are still gay thats good to know, and thats all

i do not know what is going on, and i do not have the time to catch up on any of it. so im just sitting here watching as someone calls the collector guy a traumatized skrunkly and agreeing even though i dont know what theyre talking about

only knowing vague pieces of the fan interpretation too i know very limited about the characters as well. i dont know whats true or not anymore. is hunter transmasc or is that a headcanon i see a lot. is raine nonbinary or again is it a headcanon. does amity even have a cat

#toh spoilers #the owl house spoilers #but also not #im just tagging this because i dont want to spoil it for others #even though i also havent seen any of the recent episodes at all ever #the owl house #toh #i dont know whats going on #and that scares me #but also intriges me

[stardust948]

This Miguel O'Hara theory makes me worry about the next movie

(not my video)

#i don't think the movie will go that dark #but they MIGHT #and that scares me #atsv #miguel o’hara #spiderman #spiderverse #atsv theory #youtube video #not my video #Youtube

[weirdlizard26]

ngl. now that i have a diagnosis i feel like ive lost a part of myself lol

#wl26 #its almost like doubting BECAME my life #and now that i have an official confirmation. its like it doesnt exist #wl negative #i just kinda feel empty now gkjdfngd #before i was just. analyzing. researching. doing something that felt worthwhile #and now its like. i have to actually DO something about it. like i have to go on meds now. i have to go to actual therapy #idk what i expected gdkfjngd #well im also scared bc the meds are gonna make me feel worse before they make me feel better #and that scares me #bc ive been on shitty meds before and let me tell you. no actually dont KGJFDNGD #i dont want to feel that way anymore gdkjfnd... #like my current state sucks but i dont want it to get worse for it to get better. do you feel me #aughhhh #basically im so scared and anxious

[pocket-notebook]

sometimes I realize I don't really know how to handle my anger so I just kinda. sit there. seething. with no idea what to do

#oh well I guess! #except NOT #because if I don't learn I'm just gonna end up like my father and I certainly don't want that #huge fear and I just don't know how to avoid it #and that scares me #anyway yikes