#anorexia is a bitch

[notdelusionalatall]

TW weight:

I am so damn tired of this bullshit. I don't wanna relapse. I wanna be HEALTHY!

Enough is enough. I'm going to eat well today! 🍔🍕🍖🍗🍚🍜🍝🍰🍪🍤🍩🍣🍠🍟🍞🍅🍆🍇🍈🍉🍊🍌🥒🥑🥐🍲🍓🍒🍑🍍🥓🥔🥕🥖🥗🥘🥙🥚🦑🦐🥞🥝🥜

Anorexia is a bitch.

#tw relapse #tw ed #eating disorder recovery #ed memes #i wanna recover #i wanna be healthy #i relapsed #i relapsed again #anorexia #anorexia relapse #tw personal #tw #tw personal vent #tw vent #i am tired of myself #i am tired of my eating disorder #anorexia is a bitch #fuck anorexia #fuck ed #bdd #body image issues #struggling with anorexia #body dysmorphia

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

I’m Tweekposting. Again.

So this episode of Things That Have Absolutely Happened To Tweek Tweak That I Definitely Didn’t Pull From My Real Life:

A general headcanon I have for him is that he’s ambidextrous because he’s really scared of losing an arm and he HAS to be prepared just in case. He’ll be around someone who doesn’t know him well, and they notice him doing Tasks with both hands. So they’re like “dude are you right or left handed?” And Tweek goes to tell them that he’s equally bad with both hands, but he sucks at talking so he says “I’m anorexic”. That is NOT what he meant to say.

So he’s like “GAH I MEANT TO SAY AMBIDEXTROUS!!! IM AMBIDEXTROUS NOT ANOREXIC!” And the person he’s talking to is like oh my god has this guy ever interacted with a human ever

#rip #I have in fact done this on at LEAST 4 occasions #bc I’m ambidextrous for the same reason Tweek is #that movie soul surfer fucked me up #I can braid my hair one handed but at what mental cost #Tweekposting #south park #tweek tweak #headcanon #this is so stupid #it’s worth noting that it’s worse bc I actually am about five years recovered from anorexia #and also I have slipped up so many times #I should probably be evaluated for Stupid Bitch Disease

[passerinesoncaffeine]

“Minish magic” this and “it runs in the family” that — might I suggest that this darling idiot is short af because they’ve never eaten three meals in the same day—

#I’m mostly joking I completely accept the Minish magic headcanons as canon #but I’m a bitch that was born with infantile anorexia and never grew out of my ARFID because I’m sexy like that #and if you’re not projecting your mental illnesses onto your favorite character #are they even your favorite #So I introduce my Four has ARFID headcanon #linked universe #lu four #I committed a doodle #lu headcanons

[rollinouttahere]

Why :))))) do people :))))))) always feel the need to comment on how much I'm eating :))))))

#like yeah bitch boy im gonna eat a big lunch we work 12 hour shifts #5 lettuce leaves isnt going to cut it #It's like the universe wants me to have another anorexia relapse jfc #delete later

[gayvampyr]

ED blogs fuck off and stop interacting with me. idc if it’s a “coping mechanism” it triggers me. just because it’s how YOU cope doesn’t mean it’s harmless

#ffs i have issues with body image already #i don’t need some skinny bitch promoting the idea that anorexia is good and that being fat is the worst thing you can be #that being dead is better than looking like me #like. just because you struggle with self esteem and dysmorphia does NOT give you the right to or the exemption from being fatphobic #pricks #ed tw #pin

[divinegoth]

I feel like the internet hates people with eating disorders

#obviously posting disordered stuff on public platforms kids frequent eg tiktok is not good #and there are forums where you don’t have to expose kids to your disordered ideals #but i’m tired of seeing people be demonized for acting disordered #and not coping the perfect way according to non disordered people #it’s my 10 year ED-aversary and I’m kinda over how disordered people are treated and portrayed #it’s always anorexia that’s talked about #never binge eating disorder #or pica #or arfid #it’s clear to me that people care less about us getting help and more about making us feel bad for having bad thoughts #again! not condoning publicly posting those my ed is better than your ed things #but oftentimes it’s a way to cope with their disorder though it is clearly not in the right space #instead of virtue signaling and bitching try actually helping them get to a safer platform to do that on

[kisakunt]

u remind me of the edtwt bitches who r fatphobic and r openly pro ana. i think u actually got ur personality from them

this comment rly rubbed me weird bc i don’t say anything about my eating disorder on here, but it WAS in fact shared by someone else when i was cancelled. it’s actually a super private and horrible part of my life that has hospitalized me multiple times, nearly killed me multiple times, ruined my physical health for the rest of my life, and ruined my relationship with my family and friends and made me physically incapable. ik the only reason you said this shit was cos that bitchass pussy post and ik you think you’re funny as shit but even if i don’t eat i’ll still beat your ass so fuck off and politely kill yourself. it’s a mental disorder that i can’t get rid of, not something for you to make a fruity ass coward comment about. mind your own and get a job

#all those bitches r fifteen and fat btw #the proana fatphobic ones i’m not gonna shit on the ppl who have a space to talk abt their mental illness #not me #i’m not that guy #i do not talk about ed’s or my ed on this account i have never been and never will be comfortable w it #demonizing anorexia is sick as fuck! #tw anorexia #tw eds

[gh-0-stcup]

One thing that's so odd to me about the Eugenia Cooney thing is how there's still people who think she's in denial about her ED.

She knows. She was in a treatment program, she mentioned in it Shane's "documentary". The people who are wondering what she's saying to convince doctors (and the recent crisis team) that she's fine kind of boggle my mind.

She just tells them the truth. That she has an ED and either that she's trying to work on it by herself or that she does not want to get better. It depends on where you live, but very often medical professionals aren't going to bother putting limited resources towards someone who does not want the help.

She can say, "Yes, I'm anorexic. Yes, I know I could die. No, I don't think going somewhere would help but thank you for the resources." Whether they decide that's grounds for commitment or not depends on the laws of her state and the personal judgement of those evaluating her.

Leaving her to die and moving on to the people who are in her same physical state but begging for help isn't exactly a wild decision.

#when it comes to eds even those who WANT help struggle to get into treatment programs #some do their recovery themselves and some end up dying waiting for a spot #eugenia has the resources to get that support if/when she wants it #so a lot of ppl would just shrug their shoulders and say nothing we can do #it sounds ghoulish but that's really how things happen a lot of the time #eugenia knows she has an ed and she knows it's killing her - she's known for a long time #her family knows and her doctors know #she denies it online because she doesn't feel comfortable talking about it #and because any discussion about the disorder from a severely emaciated anorexic person who does not want to recover #would be considered promoting anorexia in a way her content does not currently do #yes it's all body checking and super triggering #but her discussing the details of her disorder would literally be giving tips on how to look like her #whereas saying no i eat i just look like this naturally carries a message of you can't do anything to look like me #(even if everybody knows in reality what's up) #anybody else really tired of people who have little to no experience with stuff like this being so vocal about it? #so many people who have zero understanding of the disorder or how treatment works coming up with all kinds of nonsense #then throwing a fit and calling her a vile bitch when their attempts to help don't work #it's actually so disgusting how many people were just sooo concerned and have now taken to idc if she dies she deserves it #she's a young woman who had her entire future stolen by a disorder that's notoriously difficult to recover from #sorry she wasn't the heartwarming success story you wanted #and sorry her symptoms are often unpleasant and she's not the poor perfect little broken ana girl you decided she should be #for you to lower yourself to give her some compassion while she's dying #tw anorexia #tw ed #tw eating disorder #the whole she's actually just a narcissist doing it all for attention bs really bugs me #like tell me you know nothing about anorexia without telling me you know nothing about it lmao #maybe those of us who've struggled with eds have just sanitized the whole thing a bit too much for those who don't get it #but it's so hard to talk about the uglier bits when the reactions are so vicious #eugenia cooney

[aphroditestummyrolls]

You know that feeling where you’re so anxious you can’t breathe? Well, might I introduce you to: being so depressed that your chest has entirely caved in and your ribs are too heavy, but you still need to force yourself to work out tonight or it’ll just be another goal that you couldn’t meet.

#I can’t pretend to be smart anymore #the idea of getting a job in ‘my field’ sounds like hell on earth #I still don’t even know if I HAVE a masters degree #I hate myself too much to date #I wanna gut myself I can’t believe I ate so much today #tw eating disorder #tw anorexia #tw working out #tw depression #tw body horror #tw body image #tw anxiety #I can’t be smart I have to be pretty I am so so tired #tw grad school #the real recovery is recovering from whatever grad school did to me #cuz I’m sure as fuck not recovering from my eating disorder that bitch is too deep

[jerek]

redditors should all be boiled in piss

#asked how to help my brother with anorexia bc my parents arent gonna do shit and i cant get a therapist for him this bitch said in italics #~emotional support~ #ik its a mental illness but never ask for advice from bitches who frequent r/loseit

[butt-puncher]

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#just discovered a whole thriving culture of people with anorexia encouraging people to starve themselves and even giving out tips #literally a fucking danger to themselves and others #wtf is wrong with people if ur going to starve then do it by yourself dont drag others down with you #diet culture is hell and with so many 2000s trends coming back im kinda legit worried ana is coming back #thinspo skinni bitches need to get some fuckin therapy #tw eating issues #tw anorexia #tw ed #tw eating disorder #eating disorder tw #anorexia tw #ed tw

[the-smallest-gremlin]

imagine living in your dream aesthetic while being thin. you would get everyone’s attention. all eyes seeming to land on you when you’re out in public. they can’t stop staring at how amazing you look.

#tinythingx #anorexia #anorexic #ana #not pro #just using tags #eating disorder #eating disoder trigger warning #tw ana rant #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #reminder bitch

[newspapercat]

i need everyone into feederism to die NOW

#🏵️.txt #Im in a hating ass bitch mood rn #Its like up there in fetishes i cant stand. and its probably because im anorexia brained but it grosses me out SOOOO MUCH #and for like mutliple reasons too. Like this is deranged but i have a genuine fear of getting into a relationship with some1 and they try t #like fatten me up. like that thought freaks me out majorly