#bc there isnt a fucking d for some reason

[mercutiotakethewheel]

Keys to Navarog’s Hot Girl Springtime

Chapter 3: Is your refrigerator running?

T | Fablehaven | Navarog/Kendra | Chapter 3/14

Fic Summary: I give you Fablehaven: Book Five (and the end of book four), in which mostly everything's the same except that Navarog lives to be annoying in the background and make a whole lot of trouble.

Chapter Summary:

The phone never rang at Fablehaven. Not anymore. Their allies had grown wary of the machines, and whether that was their old age showing or their fears were genuine, Kendra agreed they were better safe than sorry. Though, from what she’d seen of their enemies, none of them seemed terribly tech-savvy. But, further, the aforementioned enemies, had by now shown their cards. And long since stopped bothering playing the well-meaning threatener, to say nothing of the concerned friend. At least, via telephone line.

#fablehaven #fic #kendra sorenson #navarog/kendra #navarog #yall dont want to know the embarrassing amount of times i had to google how to spell refrigerator #bc there isnt a fucking d for some reason #despite the fact that fridge has a d in it #even tho i use the word refrigerator every day #but anyways #my computer also tells me that threatener is not a word #but i do what i want

[bumbleblurr]

head in my hands I hate u speed racer reference on blurrs tfwiki page I hate u

#the number of times its made ppl legitimately think blurr & bee are siblings is unreal #one time i saw someone make a video edit of those 2 and i was like :D! #and then they Fucking. put that screenshot at the beginning of it to be like THEYRE SIBLINGS DONT SHIP THEM #and it ruined my day #and on deviantart theres a lot of old comments on blurrb art there #that say theyre siblings too #like girl no theyre not they literally aren't 😭 #AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING STILL #like. i get it if someone isnt that familiar with tfwiki and dont realize that all image captions are jokes #but girl this still happens too much like look at other tfwiki pages besides just 1 singular page already goddamn #plus im p sure theres more image captions on blurrs page that would help someone realize theyre all jokes anyway #idk i just hate how much confusion that caption has caused and i wish i could just change it but thats against the wiki rules </3 #i should be grateful this is the amount if discourse the ship gets bc ppl never think abt blurrb when arguing abt bee ships for some reason #nobody thinks of them except me and like 15 other ppl here #ppl do forget the pairing exists legitimately #which to me its like how has them being a duo romantically or platonically never crossed ur mind at all. how #whatever tho that means discourse does not rlly exist beyond ppl getting confused abt that caption #crossing my fingers that i did not just jinx this now #and that someone wont immediately post abt how blur/bee is problematic based on made up not real info #btw this post is not for pr0shippers i am not ur side go fuck off #🐝 could you repeat the last part? 🟦

[graceful-not]

SORRY IM INSANE??????? WHAJT THE FUCK??? I CANT EVEN FOCUS ON WHATEVE NYA AND JAY ARE DOING RIGHT NOW THERE'S ANOTHER FUCKING ZANE???? MY BOY???? EXHO???? DI WE EVER SEE HIM AGAIN??? ISTG IF THEY JUST LEAVE HIM IN THIS LIGHTHOUSE AFTER THIS WHY ARE THEY NOT FREAKING OUT?!?????? HE WAS STUCK HERE THIS WHOLE TIME?? WHY DID DR JULIEN NOT SAY ANYTHING IM INSANE?!?!?? HES SO RUSTED IM. I. ok I actually really like the steampunk vibes VS zanes more modern ones but HUH???? JULIEN JUST LEFT HIM HERE?!?!??? ok good they're fixinyg him up but ????? WHYAT???? I LITERALLY. HUH. HUH SO DOES ZANE HAVE ABROTHER THEN??? IVR NEVRR HEARD OF TJIS GUY WHICH MEANS HE ISNT RLLY IMPORTANT BUT I. THERE ARE SO MABY GODDAMN IMPLICATIONS THIS SHOULD BE SO IMPORTANT I. WHY ARE THEY BRUSHING THIS OFF??? I UUST GOOGLED IT AJD HE WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE AN ARC BUT IT WAS TOO COMPLIXATED SO THEY CUT IT??? WHY ADD HIM??? THE ROLE COULD BE FULFILLED BY TAI-D WHY WOULD YOU GIVE ME TJIS AND THEM RIP IT AWAY FRO ME. IM SO WORKED UP IM DOING THE FLAPPY HAND STIM AND I /NEVER/ DO THE FLAPPY HAND STIM. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. IM INSANE ABOUT ECJO?? AND THEN THEY JUST LEAVE HIM??? I DJONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NADAKHAN WHRE IS MY BOY? MY SON?? WAS HE JUST IN THE SECRET BASEMENT WHILE JULIEN GREETED THE OG ZANE?!?????? I CAN'T DO THID WHAT THE FUCK. THIS IS SO TRAGIC. WHERE IS HE GIVE HIM BACK TO.ME. WHY WERE THEY ACTING LIKE HES JUST SOME CONVENIENT WEAPON OR TOOL HES A WHOLE ASS PERSON?? LIKE THEYRE SO NONCHALANT ABOUT IT ALL "aww awesome we have another Zane at our disposal!" HES A WHOLR PERSON. HE HAS FEEKINGS??? LIKE HE FEELS THINGS HES NOT JUST A COOL WEAPON??? IF THAT WAS A HUMAN CHILD THEYD HAVE BROUGHT HIM WITH THEM???? I CANT DO THIS WHAT THE FUCK

ECHO ECHO ECHO MY SON IS BACK MY BOY MY SON MY DARLING MY SWEETHEAR COME HERE I NEED TO PICK YOU UP AND KISSYS YOU. he seems. okay with being in there??? has he ever left the lighthouse??????? does he KNOW what's out there??? HE CANT HAVE UNTIL JULIEN LEFT BC OF THE KRAKEN THING SO??? HAS HE EXPLORED SINCE THEN IS THAT WHY HE SEEMS SO CONTENT THERE??? HE DOESNT MIND BEING LEFT THERE?!???? I DONT UNDERTSTAND. HES JUST CHILL. LIKE *salutes* yessir! NO ECHO!! ASJ QUESTIONS!! I LOVE YOU BUT RHAT WHOLE SEQUENCE WAS FOR NO REASON HE ADDS NOTHING TO THE REPLACEMENT NINJA TEAMM. WHY DID THEY GIVE ME THIS WHOLE ASS CHARACTER WITH 300000 IMPLICATIONS AND THEN JUST NOT MAKE HIM RELEVANT AT ALL!! HE DIDNT EVER NEED TO BE THERE I HONESTLY WISH HE DIDNT EXIST BC NOW IM GONNA BE THINKING ABT HIM FOREVER!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! ZANE WHY ARE YOU CHILL ABOUT HIS EXISTENCE "I see you brought some friends" YOU SHOULD BE FREAKING YOUR SHIT RIGHT NOW!!!! WHAT THE FUCK???? YOUR DAD BUILT THAT DUDE THATS SO FUCKED UP. TJATS UR BROTHER. THATSUR FUCKING BROHTER. AND THEN THEY JUST RESET TIME???? SO HES STILL IN THAT GODDAMN LIGHTHOUSE IM INSANE??? HES STILL IN THERE IS HE FUCKING ALIVE??!???? WHAT??? IS HE OKAY??? IM INSANE IM LITERALLY INSANE. AND UR TELLING ME TJEY NEVER MENTION OR DO ANYTHING WITH HIM AGAIN?!??? IM INSANE ABOUT THIS. IM INSANE. I CANT DO THIS WHAT THEFUCKN????? AUUAUAUAU. WHAT? HUH. WHATA???I need to find contebt of him right nowwhy is it all just shipping with Morro. good for them I guess but I don't CARE about the gay ghost what the FUCK is echos DEAL!!! WHAT IS UP WITH HIM???? ITS LITERALY ALL CITRUSSHIPPING ART WHERE IS ANY SPECULATIVE LORE??? WHAT ABOUT HIM AND ZANE WHATS THEYRE DEAL WHAT IF THEY METM WOULD TJEY BE BROTHERS?? IM HAVING SO MANY THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW. Zane deserves a little bro dude... another one I mean. falcon and Tai-D can be bestfriends. I'm insane I'm fucking insane. I love Morro and all but goddamn that's really all there is here shdbsjdb. it's cute and all but very "what if errytjung was ok and they were alive and we didn't have to worry about canon" but WHAT ABOUT THE OTHERS??? DO JAY ABD NYA JUST NEVER TELL ANYONE?!?!?? THATS A WHOLE ASS SAPIENT BEING??? HES LITERALY CONSCIOUS??? WHAT THE FUCK. YOU LEFT A WHOLE ASS PERSON BEHIND THATS SO FUCKED UP. IM INSANE.

#ninjago #jay walker #nya smith #echo zane #zane julien #IM INSANE #grace gvoices gthings (nothing starts with g and i wanted alliteration) #ninjago liveblog

[mschimdt]

abc miles quaritch headcanons nsfw + short fluff story

i have a quaritch brainrot and there isnt enough content out there to FEED ME so i gotta feed myself, this has no plot btw (i left out some letters bc i didnt know what to put for them)

800 words

A-arousal (what turns him on)

quaritch can get turned on by litteraly anything, but especially when you have attitude, it turns him on knowing that hes gonna fuck the attitude out of you

A2-aftercare (how he takes care of you)

he'll run you either a bath or shower, normally bath because your legs basically go limp, then he kisses every inch of you and you both drift off to sleep

A3-Agressive (how agressive he is during sex)

very agressive and mean, but he makes up for it with aftercare, he also takes his anger out on you sometimes, during sex, never arguing tho, he doesnt like scaring you and will take his anger out on another recom if he has to, never on you

B-body part (his favorite part of your body)

quaritch is both a tit amd ass man, but hes more of a tit one, if he had the chance to he'd either fuck your tits or he'd use them as pillows

C-clothing (if he prefers clothing during sex)

sure he'd enjoy it if you wore sexy clothes during sex, but he likes it even more when youre completley nakes under him, it makes him feel like he has more power

D-degrading (if he degrades you or no)

ooh this man deffo enjoys degrading you, will whisper the nastiest and meanest shit in your ears knowing you get off to it

E-edging (does he edge you?)

damn well he does, he enjoys edging you then sropping whatever he was doing to hear your begs

F-face riding (does he enjoy it when you ride his face?)

normally when he lets you ride his face, hes fisting his cock behind you to your noises, he likes it when you ride his face mainly because he has lota of control over you

H-head (how often you give him head)

you give quaritch head alot, and you dont really complain because you love making him feel good, you usually give him head when yours too tired to have sex

J-jerk off (where he jerks off)

quaritch has no shame and will jerk off next to you, doesnt matter if youre awake or asleep, sometimes if youre awake you fist his cock to help him

K-kinks (just kinks)

quaritch has many kinks, but his favorite is degrading, he just loves dominating you, tying you up, you name it he's probably done it

P-porn (if he watches porn)

no not really since its not available on pandora, thats why he makes his own little private videos with you, he doesnt share them with anyone and keeps them to himself to use sometimes

Q-quiet (how loud you both are)

you both are no where near quiet, atleast you arent, but really no one cares, he likes it when people complain about the noise next moeming

R-rest (if he rests after it)

no, usually no unless its night or he had a rough day

S-sex drive (how horny he is)

hes always horny, trust me even when you arent soing anything intimate, if he looks your way he's immediatley horny, but when he iant hes loving and caring

T-thurst (his pace)

usually he has a very fast pace, but sometimes he goes slow in attempt to make love to you, only when hes in the mood for it though

to make up for how short this is, heres a short story ig, isk what to consider it, ita just fluff no smut

quaritch walked into your room, it was almost 1 am and you were confused as to why hes here at this time, sure you both were dating but its still weird why he'd be here

you watched him walk towards your bed and plop himself down on it laying himself next to you

"whyre you here at this time? not to be rude or anything, just a question" you said trying not to sound rude or annoyed because you really didnt mind his presence, you liked being around him

"no reason, i was just bored thought id drop in ere'" he said, sleepy voice, his sleepy voice was so goodamn hot

you saw his ears twitch, you couldnt resist how cute his ears fucking are, you crouched over to him raising your leg over his slim waist straddling him while he was asleep, he looked tired and that was confirmed when he didnt make a move to get you off him

he just moved his hand up to your thigh and soothingly rubbed his fingers across it

you laid yourself down on his chest legs still on both sides of his torso, you dropped your head next to his, he brpught his hand up to your hair playing with it slightly before you felt the movement stop

quaritch was fast asleepx he usually doesnt sleep first, seems like he had a tough day

you loved how he looked while asleep, its the most peaceful you see him, you admire his face slowly drifting to sleep after him

#avatar #avatar miles quaritch #mansk x reader #avatar mansk #colonel miles quaritch #recom mansk #atwow #avatar the way of water #recom x reader #atwow smut

[yourlocalfreak666]

reason why i ship mugman and gabriel

So recently i've seen some hate about mugriel here on tumblr and honestly it made me so fucking sad. But ive decided to explain everything to y'all why i even ship this why i think this ship would be a very good one and how i see it in my head. I'm really bad at expressing my emotions so i think it will make everything clear for everyone. So when i've first read lil lucifer au my favourite character was gabe. I've studied every single post about him and i'm a very big fan of him i need to admit- then i just reached the end of casino cups and i was like: *GASP* ''OH MY GOD THEY WOULD MAKE SUCH A NICE PAIR :D'' i've found out that other people liked it too and i fell in love with this ship. But you guys know- since i knew gabriel from lil lucifer au his lil lucifer au silly personality was stuck in my head and i just kept his new ''snarky and smirky'' personality away. I know that the way i think isnt literally accurate with the canon version but if people make casino cups AUS with their own ocs why cant i have my own version of gabriel and mugs relationship in my head? (this sounds so dumb im sorry but i have no idea how to explain it) I've even wanted to make an askblog about them but It's very hard at school and i bearly have time to draw anything. Some people say that this ship literally doesnt feel right bc its ''mortal x immortal'' *cough cough* devildice? dice also was mugs' age once y'all. Immortal x mortal ships aren't bad as long as they both are adults. I wanted to show people in the fandom that this ship isnt that bad. I dont need to persuade them to ship it. I just want everyone to be respectful towards eachother. I'm not here to spread hate i just wanted to let you guys know how it looks like in my head. I'm very attached to them i love these two and nothing and no one will ever stop me from shipping and loving them. (IM SORRY THAT THERES SO MUCH OF THIS TEXT HERE I DIDNT EXPECT TO WRITE THAT MUCH AJSHDBS ALSO SORRY FOR ANY GRAMMAR MISTAKES) OH AND TO MUGRIEL HATERS I WILL KEEP DOING WHAT I LOVE YALL AINT STOPPING ME ✨

#mugman x gabriel #casino cups #only an opinion #screw ya haters #cddwtd #mugman #cuphead and his pal mugman #lil lucifer au #coffee husbands cuphead #sorry for bad grammar again hehe #love these two :] #cuphead

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

am sick so if you'd like to speak some suitehearts/killjoys thoughts to me i would love to hear them :P

im sorry ur not feeling well :(( heres a (too goddamn long sorry) summary of all the suitehearts Thoughts i was struck with in latin earlier to hopefully make you feel a bit better <33

so first i was just thinking abt Benz and how hed get roped into the show via threats from bli and then i was like ohhh okay what if they offer him a lab space/equipment to do whatever experiments/research he wants if they agree to being on the show. bc like at this point its abundantly clear that hes not gonna work for them by making new drugs as originally planned but they dont want to risk losing his potential (and they wanna show that theyre still fucking in control) so they make them this "deal" (which theyve really got no other option to take if they dont wanna die) and he gets this lab and figures he can find a way of counteracting blis bullshit sort of in secret bc he knows hes never gonna be able to get this equipment anywhere else

AND THEN i started thinking abt how this would effect his relationship with everyone else on the show (namely Sandman and Donnie bc Crab atp basically just exists off set in a drugged up haze) and i started thinking that maybe thered be some tension there bc the others are either poor or poor AND heavily demoted from past positions of power, and they look at Benz with his higher education and seemingly wealthy lifestyle and they think hes an enthusiastic participant in the system thats fucked them both over. so maybe theyre both kinda dicks to them off set but im thinking Benz doesn't really care bc he doesnt hang around much anyways if they arent filming- hes gotta spend every possible second in the lab yk? and then i started thinking about what might push them all to really talk and become friends which led to THE fucking idea ever

so one day Sandy and Donnie are looking for Benz in his dressing room bc they were supposed to start filming like fifteen fucking minutes ago god Benz this isnt just your show stop being so fucking selfish and come do your job- but they stop as just outside the door as they very clearly hear Benz arguing with someone important and they're saying something about a deal? and Benz sounds pissed saying this wasnt in the agreement and they said he could research whatever he wanted and they cant just do this- if they take this from him hes done. he's walking. they already took everything else from him so if they dont let him have this then hes off the fucking show and they can just try and catch him when he runs. and Whoever theyre talking to is just like "lolz okay well if you're leaving guess were gonna have to recast everyone for 'consistency' so i guess all the others have no reason to be kept around anymore-" and its like. a VERY clear threat on the rest of the Suitehearts' lives and Benz fucking freaks out. he backtracks immediately apologizes for speaking out says they can take his research he doesnt care jesus just dont bring them into this they didnt even do anything

so then Sandy and Donnie are like "ohhh What The Fuck :D" and they kinda feel like assholes for making assumptions bc clearly this isnt the first time Benz has been threatened (and its very much implied that blis gone through with last threats when he wasnt compliant) and theyve both already had their own shit building up and their hatred for bli was already basically at the tipping point already so yeah. they confront Benz and Benz tells him that theyd been trying to develop a sort of blocker for bli's pills. something people in the city can take to negate their effects. he didnt even know if it was possible or if he was on the right track with his research but apparently bes gotten close enough to something for bli to have to step in now. and the other two are obviously like ?????? WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN YOU LITERALLY INVENTED A WAY TO FREE PEOPLE FROM BLIS CONTROL WHAT THE SHIT WE HAVE TO HELP YOU SAVE THAT SHIT RIGHT THE FUCK NOW

and Benz is all like "well technically idk if ive invented shit yet bc i haven't actually tested the drug on anyone" and the others are like "bet okay you need a test subject? lets yoink Crab". Benz is incredibly fucking against doing that bc Consent and Ethics. he lets it slip that he does have a stash of the drug already made and hidden in his apartment and hes just gonna test the shit on himself but Sandy and Donnie are noooot fucking having it bc "dude. you understand they arent gonna let you go after this right? even if they keep you alive, they are gonna start tightening the reigns and pumping you full of shit and then youre gonna be the one who needs the blockers" and yeah they really do have a point there so Benz agrees to join them on the escape plan theyve been devising (which side note. yeah those two were planning on running away together anyways but thats a different post probably-) and what follows is the most stressful fucking two weeks of all of their lives as they start discreetly gathering the shit theyll need to leave all while having to wrap filming this season and dealing with management watching their every fucking move and making vague ominous comments about "the future of their careers" AND theyre slipping Crab these new fucking pills and having to keep a close eye on them and keep them calm as theyre slowing coming out of their trance and realizing Oh Fuck Im In The City

and then like. it all comes to a head and they very publicly are chased by a bunch of crows in costume bc they end up having to fin in the middle of filming and i havent thought much abt this lart yet so yeah. thats what i spent all of latin thinking abt I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SOON KAZ <333

#asks #my headcanons #danger days #danger days headcanons #americas suitehearts #killjoy suitehearts #<gonna try use that tag to keep all my thoughts together :p #danger days the true lives of the fabulous killjoys #and yes this is literally the exact shit i said i wasnt gonna post abt and this is what im writing a fic on so spoilers ig but not really #BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT OKAY I NEED TO CHEER NY FRIEND UP AND I JUST STARTED TYPING AND COULDNT STOP #so enjoy all my Too Many words ig #my writing

[doggyboyf]

WARNING: extremely long poorly written post ! dbd skin/character concepts ive been thinking about tonight/i just want to see bc some of these are based on these being easy ideas and others being impractical that i just wanna see Nemesis: this is brought on by my 1. dislike of his blighted skin and 2. realization of what a missed opportunity it is to not give him a Mr. X skin, its literally perfect they're both tyrants with almost the exact same build, only issue is X's gloves :/ i don't see a way to make nemmie's visible infection rate work or his tentacle make sense so i admit that's an issue, but... maybe his late game look could work better? sadly that does get rid his iconic look i'd actually want for the skin tho hgvbhjbvhb 2nd concept i have for nemmie is impractical and would possibly better as a skin for a non RE killer but i'd just love to see it and that's a RE1 tyrant skin, i just love the original tyrant design Wesker: imo an impractical skin i just want to see wld be his re5 final boss design, he just looks fucked up and i love it hvbhjhbhjhb Misc: 4: i only have one full idea and that's the plaga knights for knight, it just works really well hbhjhbghjhb 7: i absolutely love the idea of a re7 eveline skin for sadako/onryo but that's licensed on licensed so yknow, not gonna work hgvhjhgvhb, a lucas baker skin for legion would actually be so cool but they already have hunk, his build fits perfect for frank tho WAHHHHh i want that rlly bad now hes so yucky i love him hvhjhgbhb, marguerite baker while itd a be a stretch would be a really fucking cool skin for plague, her lantern would fit perfectly for plague's weapon and she could spit out bugs instead of vomit (i know that like, isnt something that go through the effort to do, i just think it's really cool hgvhjhgbh) and lastly jack baker would work really well for trapper, he honestly just fits perfectly ^^ 8: another licensed on licensed skin that wouldn't work but i love the idea of, donna beneviento/her doll angie for chucky, it'd genuinely work so well, just like in the game shed be in the background while angie takes front stage as chucky doing the killing, donna only actually appearing when picking up a surv just like charles ghost does for chucky, another legion skin idea,, (i love legion jhbhjhb) the dimitrescu daughters i think would really work well as skins for them but im also thinking theyd work for nurse! i feel like consider lady d's popularity shed be a skin people would want but i genuinely just don't see anyone she'd work for? plus her height makes things,, difficult jhbhjhbgh, i do have an idea for moreau! i think blight would work perfectly! lastly mother miranda... she'd have to be a skin for plague i think, but i could see nurse working too, i prefer plague tho hvbhjhbhb Pig: honestly i think she wouldnt be that hard to modify but that's probably just my lack of game design understanding, i think these concepts fall more into a "i just want to see these" mindset but i rlly think they're reasonable, i think a john kramer skin would be rlly good, already got his cloack basically modeled bvbhjhgbvhb, i also think in the same vein a hoffman skin would be rlly cool but i think thatd require a whole remodel Survivor concepts: Saw: i would've liked to see ppl like adam and lawrence or daniel (i love him but he rlly isnt important enough hghh) RE: 1: barry :3 i just love barry <3 4: ashley <3 she deserves to be in the game as a skin at least imo 5: excella gionne, shes an antagonist tho so i dunno, josh stone! i like josh a lot and i'd love if he were there 7/8: ethan winters! i really would love to see ethan in the game, i am a huge mia fan so i gotta say i would be so fucking happy with a re7 mia survivor with like a re8 look skin but i 100% want her base design to be re7, lastly just a skin of chris's re8 look :3

[neurodivergantizzetwitch]

intro post :3

hiii! im [insert name here]: a stereotypical AuDHD trans girl who still hasn't settled on a name yet-- my life isnt... going well rn, but tumblr makes it a bit more bearable and every little bit helps.

im a trans fem, more specifically i like the term demigirl- which feels like it fits me. im also ace(ish), by which i mean im ace but pretty sex favorable- just don't experience sexual attraction. im also very gay and have the best partner in the whole entire universe (they said they were gonna join tumblr soon- so ill at them here once she does.)

oh yeah and my brain is funky. im a peer reviewed (and officially dxed, but im an advocate of self diagnosis) AuDHDer- which informs basically everything i do. i also have a bunch of the mental illness stuff, and have struggled w it a lot. idrk or care what the exact diagnosis is, spend enough time around insane ppl and you learn a lot of the specific labels are pretty arbitrary and a lot of symptoms are shared- i just describe myself as fucked in the head or legitimately insane

also im never consistent w tags- sorry. maybe one day ill try to be but uh... yeah not today. i do tag for potentially triggering content tho- and try my best to be consistent w it, so if you're sensitive to the following and want to follow me for some weird reason id reccomend blocking them:

#cw sex mention, #cw: substance abuse, #cw: abuse #cw: child abuse, #cw: gore, #cw: sh, #cw: si, #cw: disordered eating, #cw: bigotry, #cw: disturbing content,

id also say in accordance w the previous thing i sometimes say things about my life that are "dark" in a way that can cross a line, i don't mean to do this- and i want to respect everyone's boundaries- but accidentally sharing super dark shit is smth i struggle w.

im a committed anarchist, and i will unabashedly post in accordance w those views. i haven't been able to help people as much as id like to bc of the whole being a minor in a fucked up situation with no money energy or time thing, but im trying to do more. If anyone reading this has suggestions- lmk.

i also like a lot of shit. like A LOT of shit- and i get REALLY obsessed w it too, so it is not out of character for me to start posting a bunch about smth i had not known existed until i got obsessed (as mentioned, AuDHDer). what ill post about is just kinda based on what im feeling that day and my interests, but heres some of my favorite things that im enamored w in no particular order:

games:

mtg

minecraft

hermitcraft (which yes is minecraft and no isnt a game but shut up)

hollow knight / skilkskong 🤡

celeste

metroid

nitw

botw

hades

books

cosmere

the locked tomb

percy jackson

the sandman

six of crows

the hunger games

lotr

spec fic, especially non-traditional spec-fic

shows/movies

spiderman across the spiderverse

made in abyss

hazbin hotel

hunter x hunter

the owl house

Pan's Labyrinth (& other Guillermo movies)

miyazaki movies

wes anderson movies

animated movies & shows

cinematic/classic movies (not neccessarily old just like the literary fiction genre of movies)

weird/offbeat movies and shows

music

coheed and cambria

mcr

jhariah

girl in red

will wood

pinkshift

jack off jill

paramore

mother mother

the cure

chloe moriando

bauhaus

cardiacs

dead kennedys

lena raine

siouxsie & the banshees

milk in the microwave

mitski

penelope scott

sungazer

45 grave

other interests/hobbies n shit

drawing

d&d

writing

painting

guitar

bass

drums

singing

music production

game design

coding

animation

character design

video production

poetry

theater (yes im a fucking theater kid did you even have to ask that)

musicals

even though im solidly gen z, i havent really grown up on the internet the same way. some weird combination of my parents' disapproval of it, social anxiety, autism, and not being allowed to use it for years means that ive had this fear of posting stuff on the internet. for so many people like me the internet has been a place to escape and be themself, to me it's more often than not just a reflection of a reality that seems just as scary and ostracizing.

the thing is... i dont have a lot of friends. i dont have a large community really. and i think though there are some ways in which my aversion to social interactions including those on the internet has been helpful, there are other ways it's really isolated me- both from my peers and a broader community of people.

so im trying to put myself out there a little more. this stupidly long intro post is i think just a way for me to commit to that for myself. ive been so scared of doing it all my life, right now i think i just need some sort of outlet to be myself. who knows? maybe i'll even meet some new friends.

#transfem #autistic community #ace #leftist #intro post #mental health #lesbian #mtg #nerdy girls

[sparkelingspectres]

God I'm so relieved, for context I've been having some pretty bad intestinal problems that are likely stress related for the last two months, it's been making me violently ill and any food I manage to eat isnt digested properly thus causing me to lose over 30lbs in just 2 months and upwards of 5 pounds every week, last week alone I lost 7 and I'm now underweight, I was able to get an urgent referral to see a GI specialist however after calling around for HOURS I discovered that the soonest every available specialist within 2 hours of my home can get me in, even with an urgent referral, is fucking june. So obv I started panicking bc my condition is escalating and I cant hold out for another 3 months i need to be seen NOW and the reason I'm immensely relieved is because I FINALLY found a specialist who said they can see me in 8 days I'm so happy you guys dont even know how relieved I am, I'm finally going to get this treated!!!!!!!! :D

#i know the subject of unhealthy weight loss can be trigfering for some people so lmk if i should tag as anything else!! #vent #weight loss #tw ed #i dont have an ed btw its probably a massive ulcer or an infection but again i dont want to trigger any1 with my symptoms

[idealspawn]

i felt weird being intimate w him too tbh. kissing him is nice and biting him LOL and holding his hand. but like more than that felt weird to me too you know. but idk if that is bc im just weird w certain types of intimacy or bc i didnt feel it w him. i anyway just looked past it. i tend to do that. not sure if its good or not. like i felt awk too and disconnect but for some rsn it didnt tell me to move on but to see whats more in store in him. like he said he didnt say anything right away bc he wanted to see diff sides to me BUT LITERALLY. when i feel sth is off, i cant show my diff sides. its not that i dont fucking have diff sides to me that are interesting too. just when the other person is disconnected i cant show shit like it freezes me up. fuck. like its fine. it literally is. im not pressed. its just like a weird situation bc i dont think i agree w his vision of what relationships should be or how ppl should be. and i guess that is already a clue we shouldnt continue. though his reason is based on our sexual compatibility :d. its good we could be transparent though. i told him that if he keeps getting into those same situations when he ends things early that maybe the issue isnt in the girl and the connection but him. like that the spark maybe isnt supposed to last all the time but that doesnt mean it isnt real or is less than, that is just how real fucking relationships are. you cant keep comparing every new love to your first bc your first love inevitably felt fucking like.. a lot. felt like a lot of things bc its the first time for a lot. but i dont think its a bad thing shit shifts and love takes on different forms as you grow up. i dont think i even want that intense of a love anymore as was my first bc it was a literal mess in reality. felt good to be honest w him. i told him that im not telling him these things to like convince him to like me or anything just like as food for thought for the future, coming from a friend. i just wish he told me all of this sooner.

[melloq]

Tw:sh

Vent/ pls give advice ig

Hi helllo don’t know if any1 will see this or not or even care but yk

Lately I’ve been struggling with constant cycle of doing rlly rlly small relapses and then healing for a couple days then just going again but it’s so unsatisfying and I feel like the only thing that’s stopping me from absolutely tearing my arms apart is how exposed they gotta be all the time. like the thoughts are just there constantly at the back of my mind, like I’m in the drivers seat and they’re just in the back of the car nagging ‘are we there yet’, but we’re just driving to the end of the world and that’s not even possible so like weird metaphor but that’s how I feel. And every-time we stop for a break (small cut) it quietens down but it’s never pleased and never shuts the fuck up. Help I don’t even have a bad life or a valid reason to hurt myself I just started at one point cuz I was being a lil silly goofy and it’s like it dragged me down to the pits of a pissy hell. Iykyk.

And I can’t even do it in the place I used to becuz I just had to have a mental breakdown at school bc of the guilt and then was sent home and told my parents ab it and now they know and KNOW where I do it and check to see how’s it’s healing once in a blue moon so fuuuuyuvkkkk mannnnn

So if anyone who’s like pro recovery and hopefully not triggered by this pls just like give me some pointers in the comments on how to get rid of cutting from my life cuz I’m not sure if I want to quit sometimes but ik I have to bc I don’t want my family to feel like it’s their fault because it ISNT. And it’s just sm sometimes. So yeah uhm

I justtt don’t feel like I’m fully alive unless I’m physically hurting

I am basically my own demons and demise :D (I am crying inside)

#vent post #self mutalition #tw sh related #send help

[oars]

Plss pleassee tell about about your ocs. No pressure but from the designs I have seen they are so cool looking. Epic beasts :D

ok umm i'll explain the best i can bc words always sound better in my head then fall apart in text ^.^ (um dont laugh at me i started this story in elementary lol)

this is caesar, a "man-made demon" who was previously human but got fucked up from an experiment directed by him and his girlfriend. okay from here i'm just gonna start spewing details i cant think of a way to organize my thoughts sorry..

urm Caesar isn't his birth name he does have a human one except i want to change it because it didnt fit him, it is in reference to the caesar cipher can't remember the reason though.

some background details: his girlfriend is named Allyson and has two parents that are famous engineers and inventors, her father leonardo though isn't human (does not know this) but he does practice small magic (like a teeny flame from his finger nothing crazy) and tells his Allyson and her younger sibling, Pludo, that magic is just a science humans have yet to understand and this inspires them silly crazy, mostly Ally.

Both Pludo and Allyson try to learn from him but unfortunately it's an innate ability that Ally possesses and Pludo does not. There's a reason why but i shant explain it just yet.

Allyson who is fascinated with computer and chemical engineering and magic badly wants to experiment with combining the two, the magic which isnt totally magic it's actually bits of divine or otherworldly ability (nobody but Leo knows this),

Caesar loves her so much and is just as fascinated by her ideas and joins her to conduct experiments in one of Leonardo's abandoned labs in the woods outside the city, (he gave it to his two kids as like a hangout spot) and Pludo goes with them from time to time, seeing it as an opportunity to learn more about what they can do with this magic or whatever.

um lol the experiment does go haywire and creates something that infects Caesar turning him into a frenzied delirious out of control etc etc demon, dripping infectious demonic goop everywhere, and he ends up killing Allyson by impaling her in her right eye and Pludo see's their sister's dead body fun times.

anyways "the eyes are the window to the soul" is an important theme in this story but Caesar now has the ability to extract someone's soul or taint it / control it or whatever in the form of an orb with his goopy (i dont have a name for it yet). Because he's unstable and nuts right now he only extracts a broken half of Allyson's soul.

Pludo using their collected knowledge of their parents and Allyson's and Caesar's studies, they manage to subdue him, and stabilize him by drilling ports into his body and hooking him up to a bunch of machinery that keeps him <3 normal. Doing this does infect Pludo and turns them into like one of his acolytes.

Whatever's on him does infect the city and turns everyone pretty mindless and bleh, Allyson and Pludo's parents go missing or so we think. There are a select few that aren't fully affected by this demon virus or whatever, but they do get specific or unique abilities from it, Pludo and Caesar take them in as subordinates, acolytes, whatever. They're just the only one's in the city still conscious and aware and Caesar feels bad if they just have to live in a barely functioning city pretty much full of zombies so they might as well help out.

Around this point, Pludo's moved Caesar into their parent's real massive laboratories think similar to Aperture Science from portal and designs a machine to connect him that also creates a virtual reality of some sort. since he's infected the city he also holds control over their souls and they can live in this vr city world idk tbh work with me on this.

It's more so Pludo's plan to let everyone continue living in this virtual world to continue Ally's experiments with combining magic and computer engineering and sciences, and they leave it up to Caesar to remain inside to develop this virtual world that she would've wanted.

Caesar still in possession of the other broken half of Allyson's soul is convinced he can bring her back some how and wants to persue this, but with his lack of any real mobility or independent control he can't do much in the real world, and Pludo's already given up on the idea and convinces him to just stay inside the fake world so he's asleep for the most part.

He does unhook a little bit every now and then to interact and look after these two orphans he took in but it can't be for long or too many cables out since he could lose control again. Any real world business he relies on Pludo to run and direct and his acolytes to carry out.

I used to have him be very smug and kind of a dick but he's lost a lot and feels immense guilt for Allyson's death, and ridding Pludo and his subordinates of their normal lives, so um he's kind of lost and sad but he has happy moments every now and then i think.

I think from the start of this to present time where the actual plot of the story begins 6 years has passed. so he's 19 starting and 26 present time or whatever and Pludo's 21 now

I think thats all i got for that <3

#.mail #THIS IS LONG SORRY... #you're free to ask more questions shakes and whimpers #.oc

[actualbird]

Hey! I was curious about how you enjoyed Luke's second birthday card as the snippets I've seen of it are kind of steamy, so I'm wondering if anything actually happens in it. I'd see for myself but I'm saving for another card unfortunately.

Thank you in advance!

hi anon! i havent played through my own SSR Dark Ripple yet but i did watch it in advanced when the card came out last year on cn server and the story is seared in my memory HAHA

(DISCLAIMER: take all of these with a grain of salt tho, bc it has been a whole year, and idk if some things were changed from the translation last year!)

long story short: no, nothing spicy Actually happens (and by spicy i mean "fucking", and by Actually i mean "written into the story with absolutely no doubt that fucking is what they did"), as those steamy moments are largely up to interpretation and/or cut to the next scene pretty promptly.

the steamy moments really are not the focus of the card's overall story, and are instead like....seasoning sprinkled around

for a more detailed rundown of the steamy moments (which will inevitably contain some spoilers) ive listed them under the cut :D

this card involves luke undercover as a cold, intimidating, and even cruel persona who goes by the alias "Raven" (which.....my god luke, u couldnt even think of a fake name that isnt ur codename? jHVKJAHSVKDFJAH) and mc joins the fray of this undercover mission as raven's arm candy who hes very protective over

the particular steamy scenes i think you could be talking about:

early the card story, to establish his cover character more raven!luke eithrer [EDIT: THIS IS A STORY CHOICE BASIS] 1) makes mc get on her knees and clean up a drink she spilled on his shoes so that they make a scene. or 2) pushes mc to the couch and pins her there, quietly telling her to resist so that they make a scene.

later on, they then go to a room alone to discuss case things more freely, but due to the fear of the room being bugged and surveilled, luke and mc have to stay very close. theres some talk of a mirror that Could be a two-way mirror, and theyre eventually interrupted by the Big Bad of this story when he goes into the room. it is this moment where mc straddles luke, so they wouldnt look suspicious like they were talking about the case and instead were in the middle of a passionate moment

later later on, luke starts getting a headache/fever which are side effects of a drug he took before the mission. this drug upped his alcohol tolerance so he could still drink during the night (and thus not be suspicious), but he does have to deal with those symptoms. mc doesnt like luke having any symptoms tho, so luke goes to the bathroom which hAS NO DOOR (????? WHO DESIGNED THIS MANSION AHSFVKJASH) and goes into the bathtub wiTH HIS SHIRT STILL ON (???? LUKE????) and he has a moment there thats teasing cuz mc was like "i wont peek!" and luke was like "im not bothered by that" and then he gets in the bathtub

the bathtub scene is Literally Steamy, because the water is a bit warm and theres literal steam everywhere. mc goes into the bathroom because she wants to help luke, and luke says something like "stimuli elsewhere can help distract from the pain" and then mc provides him Stimuli Elsewhere

again, largely left to interpretation Where that Elsewhere Stimuli is

lastly, in the scene towards the very end, mc and luke are back in their childhood home and for some reason (i forgot...i need to read through my own card soon i swear) mc is sitting on a table and luke is very close

given all of these, there are several points where a lot of thirsty fans (me, it's me, im thirsty fans, but tHERE ARE OTHERS TOO HAJKFVSKJHF) have filled in some blanks as moments where things couldve gotten intimate. but again, since it's not written undoubtedly in the story itself, it's left to interpretation, and so in my eyes, it doesnt truly count as fucking actually happen

schrodinger's steam, is what i'll call this phenomenon HAHJSDVFKJS

i hope this helps! :D

#asks #anon #basically: this card story is like spy movie that cld still be shown widely in theatres because of the fade to blacks and ambiguity!

[viktoriakomova]

i know ive whined about this before but since people are talking about vault start values for GB and brazil and italy and how important they are for the team score now that TF is wide open, its on my mind again:

its fucking ridiculous that vault is scored the way it is, both in terms of d score and the e score

D score issues:

the original open-ended code in 2006 had 10 skills counting for the other 3 events' difficulty scores, and when they brought it down to 8 for 2009-12 the vault SV were never adjusted

they were reduced by 0.4-0.5 after they god rid of the dismount CR on the other events after 2016

but the original ratings relative to expected/average difficulty of entire routines on the other 3 events was never addressed

its an INJUSTICE ! knock them all down by 2 or 3 tenths AGAIN.

E score issues:

it is plainly ridiculous that the same general execution faults on the other 3 events apply at the same value to vault

why is falling on a beam dismount, after an entire 80-90 second routine of 7+ skills, the same deduction as falling on your ass on a vault? or even a low chest or big step on landing, for that matter?

vault is more than just landings, yes i agree, but the landing is literally half of it at least lmao. im too lazy to do the exact breakdown of maximum possible pre-flight and block deductions vs max possible post flight and landing deductions, but i can guarantee that the latter carries much much more weight. especially getting into how pre-flight deductions are very rarely taken at the level they deserve to be for people doing very difficult vaults. (thats not even necessarily the fault of the code i think its mostly just human psychology tbh and the fact that judges arent allowed slo-mo replay video in real time while theyre judging. because if you see a shitty paseka starfish entry in real time and then the post flight is even worse then ur brain is going to hone in on all the faults of the latter and not hammer the former) (especially bad considering that the pre-flight being egregiously bad and the post-flight being super clean, or vice versa, is crazy unlikely)

and my last point, related to the one above, i have to consult the CoP for this [i wont bc this is just a tumblr post im making off the cuff lol] but isnt there a maximum E score deduction you can take on vaults with no major pre-flight deductions (such as a 1 hand block à la skinner) ? if there is then that needs to go away because for all the reasons above that is mathematically fucking stupid

i rest my off-the-cuff case but my bottom line is:

WHYYYY, in a TF that is shaping up to be SO closely contested (in a battle of mediocrity), is this a battle of vault start values? this isnt NCAA where a FTY is a 9.950 and its a question of quarter tenths. and this isnt the former 10.0 elite code where every event was capped at 10 for some semblance of parity.

why, at the end of the day, is vault difficulty STILLLL the difference maker? why has it been literally 16 years since we switched to the open ended system, and 13 years since it went from 10 skills to 8, and we haven't fixed this yet?

and we dont even have stupidly high bars scores to match it like there were in 2007 and 2008 lmao

[gnarlyeddy]

ok there are squids where my brain should be so this is going here i guess also tumblr isnt letting me type question marks soo thats. something

i think that Bottom Feeders that all of them are really good friends if theyre being genuine. Tangle and Fin i think would beat each other up in school bc they both had anger issues and now they just think its really funny and play it up for shits and giggles. they all hate each other for show :) maybe theyre also a lil embarrassed about how much they actually care about one another a teensy bit,,

i think that Wet Floor all started out as online friends, but Mizole and Kagi actually went to the same middle school together (Kagi being a few years older than him) and Mizole thought they were the coolest ever,,, it was kindof a new thing for Kagi bc i think maybe they were kinda made fun of for being sorta developmentally stunted D:

^adding onto that, thats why i think Kagi's skin is blue, its just a common disorder where an inkfish wont be able to shift fully from swim to kid form, thus making both forms a bit unstable and their skin being their ink color,,,i think Kagi likes to freak the others out by changing their ink to be a different color and its like "holy shit theyre ourple,,,,,,," or smth idk skfhsd3fjdhsfhjk

Paul and Murch. best friends. forever,,!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

half the time Ikkan is just dry when talking cuz hes just like that, but the other half of the time hes just fucking with people and straight up lying. like "yeah man *the most deranged thing youve ever heard* happened yesterday did you not see. trust me"

for some reason i can see Murch and Harmony having a sortof rivalry or something IDK i think it would be funny when they were a bit younger than in splat3n hehe

Yoko can do a kickflip i know this in my heart

KITAMURA AND NISHIDA ARE BEST FRIENDS!!!! I KNOW THIS!!!! they are found siblings to me :DDDD

one more and the most mediocre one that i think is funny. to me Ichiya is autistic and he has a shit ton of chew necklaces because he constantly shreds them like hes so aggressive for no reason

it still wont let me type question marks where am i

OH MY GOD YESGGAGSGFGFHDHHRY THANK YOU TWIP FOR THE BASED HCS AUUU how is it that u completely read my mind for some of these . Bottom feeders fighting for fun and to let out stress meanwhile wet floor playing squid Roblox. AND AUGHH I need to think more about hte since they're the band I post about less of?? But yeah Nishi and kita practice together aaaall the time

#asks #FEEL FREE TO SEND UR HCS EVERYONE OK i will get to them eventually