#been thinking abt this a lot lately

[surface-asses]

[Image description: a sketch of Ocelot and Kaz cuddling in bed. They are both naked but mostly covered by a blanket. Kaz is resting his head and arm on Ocelots chest, and appears to be asleep. Ocelot is smoking a cigarette with his eyes closed, holding onto Kaz. End ID.]

#ocelhira #mgs #kazuhira miller #revolver ocelot #my art #described #been thinking abt this a lot lately #i heart when they are unhinged but i also think kaz needs to be held

[bedazzlecunt]

don’t let me touch unless there’s a dick in my mouth and don’t let me cum until i feel you cumming down my throat!  train me to be addicted to your cock!

hard cnc/misogyny/detrans/etc. blogs DNFI

#wren speaking! #nsft #queer nsft #sub nsft #cvmslvt #cvmslut #bi nsft #been thinking abt this a lot lately #the mechanics of it seem difficult due 2 like. ppl having jobs and such #but still. its fun. id like 2 try #'cock' here can also mean strap i just didnt want to expand the wordcount #the point is i want to be addicted 2 sucking u off babyyyyyyyyy

[2383-lines-of-code]

my opinions on ppl Mori could potentially acquire with the deal:

kunikida: a bad option, his ideals would be a headache for Mori to deal with

ranpo: maybe, but not much would really change for him character wise and he’d probably be uncooperative without fukuzawa

dazai: definitely a possibility, he is an ex executive after all and it would be interesting for the ada members to see him revert to his old ways

kenji: he hasn’t been shown to be particularly righteous, just friendly, so he’d probably be easily manipulated into doing mafia work as long as it doesn’t involve harming his friends. Plus his ability is useful

tanizaki: plsss, dark tanizaki arc when???? would love for asagiri to explore his dark side more

Naomi: mori has been known to take hostages (beast gin most notably) but tanizaki would definitely flip his shit. maybe Mori uses that for manipulation purposes to gain both siblings tho it’s unlikely

sigma: if he joins the ada it would be perfect for the cycles of abuse themes (narrative foil for kyouka??)

atsushi: idk honestly, does the mafia even still want him? he’d never kill anyone willingly, but if pushed to like in dead apple… he could slide down the slope of killing more and more ppl for justice bc after the first couple times, what’s one more?

kyouka: not rly smth I want to see since it would undo all her recent character development

fukuzawa: wouldn’t rly make sense plus all the ada members would be moving heaven and earth to get him back

#bsd #bsd ramblings #bsd thoughts #longer post #been thinking abt this a lot lately

[peachmi1k]

jonathan schlatt, the cocky, temperamental slytherin, captain of the slytherin quidditch team and all around nuisance in the best way possible.

theodore nivison, prefect of the gryffindor house, though you wouldn’t think so, as ted isn’t such a stickler for the rules.

charlie slimecicle, the kind and goofy hufflepuff boy with a love for mythical creatures as well as his friends.

and you, the sweet ravenclaw girl who somehow stumbled headfirst into being best friends with all three of them.

#been thinking abt this a lot lately #im gonna expand on this idea soon 🫶🏻 #judah.doc #jschlatt #ted nivison #charlie slimecicle

[j-esbian]

it’s wild to realize How Much a book can change you bc in the physical world it looks so unassuming. it has a footprint of maybe 2 inches on your shelf. how is it allowed that something so small can be so life-changing

#mine #been thinking abt this a lot lately #even huge series #at most that’s what. a foot?? #takes practically No space in the real world but #infinite space in. my mind #makes me think like #hundreds of years from now. what will be left #anyway it’s too late to dwell on that

[rei-does-stuff]

Btw the thought that a lot of my friends would be huge fucking exclus, and would legit hate my identity if I wasn’t their friend and a lesboy scares the shit out of me lol

#rei says stuff #ask to tag #been thinking abt this a lot lately #maybe im just being paranoid but idk

[driftbit]

huge thank you to all of the autistic bloggers that are out here sharing their experiences online. not only is that scary as hell when social customs are already difficult to pick up on, but doing it on the internet where people are especially vile about that sort of thing, for the sake of other autistic folks like me to help understand ourselves more, without the fear of opening ourselves up as well.

#actuallyautistic #autisticadult #drift speaks #been thinking abt this a lot lately

[erismourn]

i dont know where i fit in terms of femme or butch. i think i fit in neither category. cause like, mentally i sorta categorize myself as butch but I really don’t embody masculinity aside from like... not wearing skirts + other “girly” clothing. + I have long hair. like idk maybe my understanding of what butch means is kinda narrow? idk. I just know I’m not femme

#mads.txt #been thinking abt this a lot lately #I want to be seen as a chivalrous butch but unfortunately I look like shit with short hair

[disteal]

I think the best advice I ever got to stop myself from getting in my head over issues i was having with a partner/friend was “Are you deciding on ultimatums in your relationship without the other persons knowledge or consent? Are you having conversations in your head where the other party is a projection you supply the responses for? If so; you have done this person a huge disservice in not allowing them to answer on their own terms. You have done so much architecture around this problem in your mind that is impenetrable for anyone who was not there when it was being built.”

That shit really changed my life and honestly? I think made me a nicer person to be around.

#dis.txt #been thinking abt that a lot lately #it’s good advice for ocd motherfuckers

[its-a-mousey-word]

Why is our angry side often addressed as our true color? What about the times where we give it our all? The times where we love more than we should? The times we check up on people when nobody else does? All this love but some people will choose to see your dark side as your primary character.

#been thinking abt this a lot lately #favorite quotes

[taxinealkaloids]

behold hitherto unposted htn doodles! harrow+her terrible mentor, harrow+her terrible roommate

#tlt #my art #these were unfinished which i thought was a shame so i sort slapped some colors nd background stuff on them and now here they are. #top one soooo old but i still liked it and didnt want to condemn it to a fate of sitting in my wip folder forever and ever #bottom ones are more recent; they were scattered throughout the margins of a bunch of different wips and i grouped them together #in this one canvas so i could post them cause i like em. im charmed by soup bowl harrow w/ her normal pajamas. she would probably #not wear that. #ive been thinking abt harrianthe a lot lately i want to post about them more but i can't finish anything lately #not cause im artblocked or anything i'm fine in that respect i just have no free time 💀

[sweatermuppet]

#been thinking a lot abt my grandpa & my uncle lately

[disappeareddraws]

(text post source)

just a regular convo on the battle subway

#submas #nimbasa trio #ingo #elesa #emmet #pokemon #fanart #draws #i did not think my first post in ages would be submas again i literally only just got the brainworms again while replaying bw/bw2 #like i had a whole ass persona 5 fixation and just. didnt post abt it #bc work has been eating a lot of my creative energy #anyway this shitpost has been crawling around in my brain for a week so fuck it have late night doodles

[biracy]

Once u learn to be critical of rhetoric that relies on associating [supposed bad thing] with some form of psychological and/or neurological "damage", u really notice just how prevalent it is on here. Everyone you don't like is delusional, they're insane, they have brain damage, they need to Check The Carbon Monoxide Detectors, they need to Get Help and Go To Therapy, [form of media and/or communication] is literally brain poison, they've had their attention spans destroyed, they're "small brain" or "smooth brain" or "brain dead" or whatever. So many people on here remain seemingly incapable of criticizing someone's actions or views without needing to insinuate that the "problem" is neurological, "in the brain", unchangeable, fundamental. I should not have to explain why it is insensitive, nonconstructive, and oftentimes straight-up ableist to tell someone that they must have "brain damage" because you got into an argument with them online.

#this is what i'm criticizing when i criticize how people on here talk abt tiktok btw. bc eeeeveryone likes to ignore that #i have never said that tiktok does not affect society. it is the specific language of 'brain poison' that i need to call out #open mick night #beck and i have been talking abt this a bit and i think it's important #so many discourses lately but particularly a lot of 'anti ai' posting seems to rely so heavily on the rhetorical employment of #'brain dead' or even that one post that called people who use chatgpt essays 'mentally slow'. and i cannot ignore that

[opens-up-4-nobody]

:-P

#srry ive just been thinking abt avatar a lot lately. idk y bc im not even rewatching it #i just kinda wanna draw the creatures and it really annoys me that i cant draw sokkas hair right #also me: scheduling posts << posting whatever i draw immediate bc fuck it #im procrastinating writing and trying to not think bad thoughts lmao #atla #avatar the last airbender #sokka #katara #aang #turtle duck #otter penguin #its annoying bc my brains says i cant draw anything simple but also i have to draw and color as fast as humanly possible #so everything comes out a lil fucked up which is irritating #also i like that the water tribe using mutant mittens which is what my dad uses in the winter bc idk military supply store?

[nekropsii]

Gentle reminder that Homestuck is in fact intended for people who are 18 or older — particularly the grungy little forum-dwelling 20-somethings Hussie was largely associated with on the MSPAForums — and was made in 2009. The adult and offensive content is a natural extension of this. The offensive parts of the writing — such as the racism — are not excused by the time period and where it was made and who it was made for, but it is explained by it.

Another gentle reminder that every time Hussie depicted predatory/abusive dynamics or pedophilic age gaps in Homestuck, he was depicting them as bad and disgusting things, including when his avatar (who is not fully representative of himself and is, in fact, a character) was creeping on Vriska. You are supposed to be uncomfortable about it. That is the intention. Same goes for when incest was touched upon — it is consistently portrayed as bad and disgusting. You are supposed to be uncomfortable about it. That is the intention.

Younger people are technically “allowed” to like it in the sense that while it is intended for mature audiences, it is not inherently pornographic, and was not and still isn’t age gated. Just understand the content wasn’t exactly made with it being read by 15 year olds in mind. Also understand that there is a lot of nuance to things all of the time, and Hussie didn’t shy away from taboo topics on the basis of having expected all of his audience to be in their 20s in 2009 and know him personally.

There’s some legitimately bad stuff in Homestuck that is worth criticism — such as the racism — but Hussie touching on abuse, or making jokes about how incest/pedophilia are fucking gross is not really one of them. He did not condone that. He just wrote about it being deplorable, and mentioned it a lot because… Well, it was 2009, and a big part of Homestuck is “bad things happening to kids.”

#I’ve been thinking abt this a lot lately as I’ve been working with similar topics myself #and seeing so many dumbfucks declare homestuck as ‘proship territory’ on the basis of just HAVING abuse and incest in it. not fucking true! #it bothers me #homestuck #homestuck meta #homestuck analysis #cw incest #cw child harm #nekro.txt