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at1nys-blog · 1 year

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Alternative lifes

Pairing: Ryūji Suguro Bon x reader

Summary: something feels different, no something is different

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The last thing you remembered was Yukio shooting at Lucifer and him going all crazy about it and deciding to engulf in plain darkness everything around him, then nothing.

You woke up, head feeling like a balloon, you had to get up as slowly as possible to not see the colorful dots in your vision. Looking around you noticed something was off, the hospital room was not like you remembered, maybe is an hospital I never saw before, you thought but even if, you couldn’t put your head around what in particular made you think something was wrong.

Before you could even think to leave the space the door of the room got opened and you laughed at the sight of him.

“They were short on doctors and asked you for help?” You said, but the man in front of you didn’t look amused by your words, he was rather annoyed.

“For your information I’m a real doctor.” He said coming closer to your bed and checking your file at the end of it. “So, how are you doing?” He added. Not a glance was threw your way.

“Feeling like I’ve been hit by a truck to be honest. So, where are the others?” He answered with a soft hum and that was it. Not a single word about your friends whereabouts. “Bon? Can you hear me? I asked you about the others?! Have you seen them?”

“First of all, my name is not Bon.” You wanted to interject and tell him you knew that, that Bon was just a nickname, but he was faster than you and kept talking. “Second, in the past two years no one came to visit you so who are you talking about?”

His words made the world collapse on you, how was possible that you had been asleep for two whole years? And what did he mean with no one came to visit you? Was he just pranking you? If he was that was not a good joke at all.

"Bo.... Suguro please stop joking. Where are Renzo, Konekomaru? And what about the Okumura brothers?" you were starting to loose your mind. "where are our friends." Bon never looked at you, he just kept writing. You heard him wisper something about a delusional crisisi or something like that, which make your blood boil in your veins, you were not being delusional, were you?

You took a deep breath, and then started to explain to him about the battle with Lucifer and his army; about his best friend and the new ones he, and you, made at True Cross Academy but nothing. The man kept calling you delusional.

That night you decided to take a stroll around the hospital, just to avoid staying in bed all day long. Somewhere from the hallway you heard some voices, whispering between the two of them, following the sound you were met with Shiemi and Izumo. You were happy to see familiar faces, but as with Bon, they didn't seem to know who you were.

The two girls look at you confused for some seconds and then came back at talking about whatever they were talking before you disturbed the two of them. You scoffed, not understanding what was happening. Was this all a bad, very bad, dream? After pinching yourself you realized it was pretty much real. Bon did not know who you were, your two best friends as well, and you believed no one from your friends actually knew who you were.

Where the Hell am I? You thought, maybe you were actually in Hell and you were going to live your worst nightmare for all eternity, maybe you were daying. Yuo decided to not think too much about it.

It was in the middle of the night when you heard a far whisper in the dark of the room, a familiar voice calling your name while you were ready to finally rest.

"YN, please wake up. Not now, come on." said Ryuji hysterically crying holding in his arm.

"Bon." called Renzo but the guy couldn't hear anything at all. "BON LOOK AT ME" he said making his friend lock eyes with him. "they are gone, you can't do much now." reality hit him like a truck, the person he loved most dearly was gone, what was he going to do without you?

"No, no, no, no, no. Is not too late, we can save them, we have to." he lifted his head, tears in his eyes but he didn't care much if his friends saw him this broken. "we have to do something." he kept on trying to wake you up but nothing was working, but he kept on trying.

"Ryuji, I'm so sorry." said Yukio getting on his knees. He tried to be as gentle as possible in removing the liveless body from his friend's arms but it was a hard task when he was holding on you for dear life. "they are gone and we really need to go." He nodded, Yukio was right, the middle of the battelfield was not the place to say goodbye to you, nor the place to leave your body.

He put you on his back, determined to at least bring your body away from the chaos that was unfolding in front of them, so he could properly say goodbye to you.

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everyryuujisuguro · 5 months

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#ao no exorcist #ryuji suguro #ryuuji suguro #blue exorcist #suguro ryuuji #bon suguro #suguro ryuji #manga ryuuji #rin okumura #chapter 18 #edited manga #i love the way rin imagined them

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weirdxstarseed · 1 year

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imagine you need to take care of a sick rin

content: pure fluff, friends to lovers, platonic love, sick!rin x carer!reader | words: idk | warnings: none

It was a peaceful afternoon when you suddenly received a call from Yukio

He asked if you can take care of his brother cuz he had an important mission and he can’t take care of him

You hesitate to risk your sunday for being in charge of one of your classmates

Even tho you had a good relationship with anyone

taking care of rin was a complete challenge

rin was the type of sick person who always complain about his illness

and you didn’t have the patience to deal with a trouble-maker

at the end, you accept with the condition that yukio will let you absent any day you want

consequently, he replied with an assertive answer letting you know all the information that you need to take care of rin

you arrived at their home and gave an esceptic glance to the surface

It looks pretty neatly to be a department where two boys lived.

you knock twice the door to verify if there was someone in the room

unexpectedly, a blue-haired boy open the door with an angry face

your eyes were bigger than usual and without hearing anything rin said, you guided him to the bed

“HEY, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?” he screamed before start coughing like a sick dog

“Stop, you’ll get hurt” you scold him, leaving your bag in a chair

He examined you with a distrusting glance and you showed him your tongue

mocking him

Rin rolled his eyes annoyed and started complaining

“I don’t know why Yukio told you to take care of me”

“I like money” you said, winning a indignant glance like a drama queen

“He offered you money?”

“Yes, a lot of yen is at stake”

“REALLY??” he sit on his bed, watching at you with a red blush in his cheeks

You smile openly and laugh at his expression

“Of course not, idiot” you replied “Sleep a little bit, you’re in great hands”

“If you said it. . .¡OUCH!”

You hit him with a pillow when you heard his comment and start organizaing everything in the room

Believe me, it was a challenge to shut him off

He always complained aboy everything

The coldness in the room, the hot weather outside, his sore throat, his headache

You patienly heard every complaint controlling yourself preventing to hit him again

Until you started organizing in the table

Towels, fresh water in a little bowl, termometer, analgesic, more towel

You know, things you need to take care of a sick person

The noise transform into silence

And when you saw rin sleeping peacefuly

A little smile cross your face

Feeling your heart beating

You roll your eyes trying to ignore the feeling raising in your chest

Prefering to concentrate in your labour

You sat in the floor to read a little bit watching over your shoulder if your patient was calm

Ignoring that when you read time goes by

You scream after feeling an air going through your spine

Rin was reading your manga behind you so you stand up trying to search the termometer on the table

He was a little bit slow so he didn’t notice your nervousness

Nervousness that went down the trash when both of you start to complain cuz the little baby didn’t want to swallow his pills

“I DON´T WANT THAT”

“I DON’T CARE, OKUMURA”

Sometimes when you change his front towel, he distracted you by talking about the manga you were reading, but suddenly you stop him putting the towel all over his face

Both of you stayed fighting like cats and dogs for an hour until rin proposed you to sit near him

You’ll be in an easiest way to check him out and he could bother you in a simple manner

You were with one eye reading and with the other one, watching the breath of rin

He would sleep multiple times and just wake up to say “I’m hungry”

In those spaces, both of you would love to talk about your favourite tv show

Or even complain about the difficult things that it’s to be an exorcist

Again, he would be in the land of dreams and you’ll be so astonished about his curious beauty

You check the clock, it’s 9.15pm time to Yukio arrive to their home

Carefully, you’ll approach to Rin’s face and leave a soft kiss in his cheek

In a sign of “good-bye”

Without noticing that some boy was awake and feeling your kiss over his cheek put him as a weird tomato

faster, you’ll clean all the room

Picking up food packaging, clean towel in the table and ofc medicine in order

You’ll write a cute letter to rin and a letter to Yukio telling all the stuff that you did for his cares

And when you’re to leave, Rin calls you

“Wait”

You gave a glance of confusion and he look away blushed as hell

“Can you give me another kiss?”

You soul left out your body when you hear those words and with shyness, you gave him another kiss leaving the room with your heart in the sleeve

Rin went to school the next day screaming that he was in there in a good health cuz he received the best treatment in the whole world

Provoking you to choke with the water that you were drinking

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frobby · 3 months

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I know this anime only canon but rin should have mauled shiratori reiji for driving a fucking truck through the side of his house

#Rin is too nice he should be meaner #'Aw man I'm glad you're okay!' RIN HE TRIED TO KILL YOU AND HE TOOK OUT ONE OF THE WALLS OF YOUR HOUSE!!!! KILL HIM!!!!!!#I bet his parents paid for that #Yukio gets home in the morning to find 1/4 of the walls gone #And that's somehow the least of everyone's worries cuz Shiro just died #Crazy night for the South Cross Catholic Boys monastery #I'm kinda sad that shiratori is still possessed by astaroth I wanted him to come back in the timeskip #Bro imagine paku godaiin shiratori team up? Straight goated #Blue exorcist #Ao no exorcist #Rin okumura #Shiratori reiji

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tonguetiedraven · 8 months

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You approve of Yukio even after he threatened to kill people and tried to kill Rin and Ryuji?

I have answered this question at least three times now, and I know you're just trying to bait me, but woooowwwwww I must have missed something in the manga. When did Yukio try to kill Ryuuji? If you're referring to the moment when Yukio points his gun at Ryuuji, that wasn't trying to kill Ryuuji. A dead Ryuuji would not have been a Ryuuji who could talk, and that was what Yukio wanted. Answers. Ryuuji wasn't threatened with death in that moment, and Ryuuji -- the only injured party in that scene -- has forgiven Yukio and worked with an armed and loaded Yukio since then, so I think they've both moved on. Ryuuji had also kind of helped lead to one of Yukio's sort of adoptive uncles dying a few days earlier, so I think Ryuuji mostly thinks that was earned. (It was a very messed up little while in that section of the manga.)

I feel like every couple of months everyone in aoex needs to remember that none of these characters are real and none of these situations are real and that they are story devices and plot devices and that they are young teenagers in the canon story and teenagers make stupid choices. Especially when they're tired, stressed, and being made feel like they're older/more mature than they are. (IE, when they're given jobs and responsibilities for others life's well beings.)

I could talk about Yukio being a mentally ill character who has been living in some form of fear since he was born. I could talk about him knowing he was Satan's bastard son for his entire life and knowing that his twin was a ticking time bomb of awakening into a possibly massively deadly demon, but likely no one will care and they'll already know that.

I could talk about Yukio being brilliant in pretty much every way but reading emotions, but people will still assume that any time a gun appears on screen that it is loaded with the most lethal of bullets and wielded entirely with the intent to murder. (And yet not make the same assumption about the flames of Satan that have killed vastly more people than we've seen shot on screen.) And they will assume that Yukio intended to kill instead of intended to interrogate or frighten or slow someone down.

Again, no one would really care about that and they would realize it if they read the manga because it talks over and over about the kind of bullets Yukio uses not being particularly harmful to Rin who seems to take Yukio's bullets like they're the kind in a nerf gun.

I could point out that no matter what Yukio does -- even when he unloads every Armumhael bullet in Rin that they have and he makes Rin entirely human for a few minutes -- that Rin is still the more powerful party. That Rin is the dangerous one in the situation. That one thing we should all be getting in this current arc is that Rin is a god next to these exwires. He got disintegration and disembowled and ripped apart and destroyed in a horrifyingly large number of ways and just kept on going like it was a big old nothing. He can go toe to toe with Satan so I feel like mortal Yukio and his little pistols probably can't do a damn thing against Rin even if Yukio wanted to.

I could talk about the fact that literally the most avid Yukio haters will never loathe Yukio as much as himself or the fact that Rin thinking he wasn't the most incredible person on the planet never even occurred to Yukio as a possibility despite the fact that Yukio thinks of himself as not worth being alive and can't see the way he's admired by a lot of people.

I could talk about the fact that the only person we've really seen Lewin comfort is Yukio, which means that even "I have no empathy for others" Lewin Light could tell that the boy was drowning under the weight of his own self-loathing and endless guilt, or that Shura has been watching him crack, or that Toudou, Lucifer, and Satan all picked him to be the one they tried to manipulate and crack and even pulled Renzou in on their drive to do that, and that Mephisto has also been manipulating and toying with him to try and push him to his own ends. Yukio just might be the most manipulated character in the entire damn manga.

But at the end of the day, the manga is there and people are capable of reading and looking at it themselves and I'd rather just read it and write my stories and draw my pictures and just. Be okay with a well written character who has acted pretty damn human in pretty much every scene he's been in. Who has fought with his super human brother and loved his super human brother and hated himself and is trying to make amends and still hates a lot about himself but is loved by his friends and is trying to save his world from his horrible extended family.

And once again, who is a fictional person that has committed fictional crimes and fictional acts of kindness. Drink something warm and soothing and touch some grass since Yukio and co are stuck in the frozen arctic and can't. (And fictional.)

#yukio okumura #okumura yukio #ao no exorcist #blue exorcist #aoex #ryuuji suguro #rin okumura #there are only four characters in this manga i despise and i simply don't write about them unless i need to #i just ignore their content and their characters #and let other people enjoy them if they want to because none of this shit is real and i have actual real things to worry about #why add fantasy people and situations to my list #love yukio or hate him. i do not care which you pick #just tag your shit appropriately and don't rag on him in his main tag because it's just inconsiderate to the people who love the character #or relate to him #like at least try and show more consideration than you lot imagine he shows

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midnightlee25 · 11 months

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Momo yaoyorozu, Ochako uraraka, Nejire hado Camie utsushimi, Rumi usagiyama, and Shura kirigakure with a Darling going through baby fever.

Yandere Reaction: Momo Yaoyorozu, Ochaco Uraraka, Nejire Hado, Camie Utsushimi, Rumi Usagiyama & Kirigakure Shura with a Darling going through baby fever

Everyone is aged up.

Momo Yaoyorozu:

She is more than excited to start a family with her darling. It was after a year of knowing her darling is when she started planning their lives together that includes a possible family life. Each step has its own binder (or more) and at a first hint of them wanting a baby she is pulling out all the plans she had made over the years. Let's just say that before the baby fever calms there will be a baby on the way. (Whether it be her or her darling carrying the baby, adoption or getting any treatment started if it is needed.)

Ochaco Uraraka:

She is excited about the idea but also knows how big of a change it will be so she will wait until this fever has cooled down before sitting down and having a long talk with them about it. Once that is done, they will both decide if they will have a child now or will just a bit longer.

Nejire Hado:

Only after she has a talk with her darling will she agree to start planning on having a baby. (She already had it planned out since the day they met she was just waiting for them to bring it up.) she can't wait to start raising a child with her darling to the point she may go just a bit overboard. (EX: buying too many baby items like clothes or toys.)

Camie Utsushimi:

Agrees to it the moment they bring it up. She loves kids, her darling wants kids so why not? Yes, she understands that having kids is a big step but she believes they are ready for this step. Besides what her darling wants her darlings gets and since this is something they both want then there is no issue.

Rumi Usagiyama:

Agress immediately. She can't see a reason why they won't have one at this point although she can't say if she will be the one to carry the baby. Not only will it tie her darling closer to her but she can teach them all kinds of different things. The more her and her darling plan the more excited she gets for the day they finally have a child.

Shura Kirigakure:

Does not take it seriously at first but she does take any extra lobbying that they gave her. (Safely.) She will only take it seriously after the fever starts to calm down. This isn't to say she will agree it will take her warming up to the idea to even start talking about it. She loves to make her darling because this is a very serious matter, one she doesn't know if she can do for them. It would help if her darling or someone else could carry the baby or even adopt. (An older child could help with her nerves.)

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third-arch · 1 month

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Afternoon Doodle-Taiga

Based on an Usamaro frame from the Blue Exorcist movie, it's Trafalgar D. Herz Taiga, aka Law and Kanna's daughter!!

#one piece #op #trafalgar law #trafalgar one piece #trafalgardwaterlaw #one piece art #fem law #law one piece #law #one piece law #trafalgar law x oc #oc one piece #op imagines #op oc #one piece oc #ocs #trafalgar d law x reader #law x reader #blue exorcist

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yukiocumura · 9 months

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im gonna start crawling and screaming and crying so hard i throw up

#YESSSS YESSSS FINALLY GOD GOOD GOD #this manga is literally about them why do i feel like they havent gotten a moment to themselves in like forever #yukio is so♡stubborn♡ the reminder was nice #can you imagine how happy rin mustve felt w yukio complimenting him after like. everything #god idk. im gonna implode #ao no exorcist manga #yukio okumura #rin okumura #blue exorcist #ao no exorcist #okumura twins

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lesbian-myth · 9 months

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The true cross gym be like—

#ao no exorcist #blue exorcist #rin okumura #aoex manga #I like to imagine ryuuji brought the cram group to the gym one day #and immediately regretted it

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askingexorcists · 1 year

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If you would be so kind as to give Kinzo some love he is sorely lacking in imagines and headcannons and i crave! Im not picky on what tho (hope youre doing well)

Hi I’m doing good thanks 😊 hope your doing well too :) This is my first actual post in maybe 2-3 years !!

General Kinzo Shima HC’s

- kinzou didn’t always want to just be in a band, he wanted to act too, but after never remembering lines / stage cues in a little play the temple kids put on he was put off acting for life

- he always has a spare guitar pic in his sock

- when he was younger he and juzou were constantly giving horsey back rides to the younger kids, it started off just being juzou but kinzou joined in too just to help juzou out

- he sounds great singing in his band on stage, however when he sings in the shower, he’s been told he sounds like a dying cat

- he’s started to attract some attention from foreigners with his band, he’s found that when he says an English word wrong, it adds to his appeal / cuteness amongst his English speaking viewers so he occasionally does it on purpose now

- his mom still cleans his bedroom, he just can’t keep it tidy, he’s honestly tried his best but he can never remember where he puts his things and the room gets destroyed in the search

- he still has his very first iPod and headphones, they’re a really old version, they were even old generation when he received them, they may not even be official apple, but he’s kept them all these years for sentimental reasons despite how tattered they’ve become in appearance

- he cannot take a photo to save his life…it’s either blurry, off angle, out of focus, or his thumbs in the lens ….

- his ideal future would be to have settled down with between 2-6 kids and have his own children, and his siblings children all running around causing chaos together

- his s/o would have to be adventurous, willing to try new things , and lively and fun - even after settling down he wants an s/o who knows how to let loose

Sorry if this isn’t quite what you were wanting, I’m taking it slow with my asks as I’ve got 4 years worth and over 500 asks and 30 drafts 😭 the request box is open though! :) :(

#blue exorcist #aoex #ao no exorcist #ao no ekusoshisuto #ao no excorsist #ane #kinzo #Kinzo Shima #kinzou #kinzou shima #Juzo shima #jozou shima #shima #blue exorcist imagine #blue exorcist headcannon

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at1nys-blog · 6 months

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Masterlist

【Headcanons】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ Childhood friend (requested)

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ Half Demon Crush (requested)

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ Who are they? (requested; crossover with FMAB)

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ Crushing on a human? with demonic powers? (requested)

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ nothing yet

【Ryuji Suguro "Bon"】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ nothing yet

【Shiro Fujimoto】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ snowy days

【Rin Okumura】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ nothing yet

【Lewin Light】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ nothing yet

【Shiemi Moriyama】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ nothing yet

【Shima Renzo】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ coming soon

【Izumo Kamiki】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ nothing yet

【Konekomaru Miwa】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ nothing yet

【Kirigakure Shura】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ nothing yet

【Shima Juzo】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ nothing yet

【Artur A. Angel】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ nothing yet

【Lucifer】

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ Not enough for both worlds

↳˳;; ❝ ᵕ̈೫˚∗ First Kiss

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the-fox-populi-says · 9 months

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Seaside fun for the whole family including the weird magic uncle.

#Who may or may not be banging one or both parents depending on your preference #Aonosummer2023 #Weekly prompt 1: seaside #Ao no exorcist #Blue exorcist #YuMeShiro #Scribbles #Was gonna colour it but photoshop refuses to pick up the greys in my scanned line-art #So I can't properly duplicate it #Might do the next one full colour tho #For now just imagine Shiro's hawaii shirt is hideous (like mint and orange or something) and Meph's pareo is a gradient pastel rainbow #Also his shoes are the Rose Gold Gladiator Stilettos from that one sales post #The “whore of babylon burn the Reichstag” ones #Except as espadrilles cuz stilettos don't work on sand #You can find em under the tag “shoes” on my blog if you scroll down a bit for those curious

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everyryuujisuguro · 7 months

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#ryuuji suguro #blue exorcist #ao no exorcist #ryuji suguro #suguro ryuuji #bon suguro #suguro ryuji #cram school #rin okumura #anime ryuuji #yukio okumura #kyoto trio #renzou shima #konekomaru miwa #i just realized i'd never posted the opening or closing shots of this group #and i love this one #i imagine mephisto put a music video together and blackmailed them to perform #and ryuuji is taking it much too seriously

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weirdxstarseed · 1 year

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Imagine you started to catch feelings for Rin Okumura and everybody confused your attitude thinking you like Yukio.

content: a lot of fluff, slight angst, school oriented, best friends to lovers, tsunderegirl! x dumbass guy! | warnings: none! | pairing: reader x rin okumura

You don’t know where or how, but you fell in love with Rin.

⨯ . ⁺ ✦ ⊹ ꙳ ⁺ ‧ ⨯. ⁺ ✦ ⊹ . * ꙳ ✦ ⊹

— At first sight:

Everything where just laughs and fun when he was around you. You loved his bad jokes. The wrinkles in his face when he showed you his canine smile ¡! A/N: Holyfuck

then he started to bring you every morning breakfast cuz you’re too distracted and lazy to do your own

in the beginning, the gesture surprised you but after Rin continue making you the lunch

it became a tradition

Continue with the topic of school…

Everybody knows that Rin sleeps like a rock

You go every morning to his room, and you scream “TAKE OUT YOURE ASS FROM THAT BED” to waking him up

Taking a “WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU” in response

At this point, Yukio is taking both of you out of the room so you can arrive early or mid-early to the class

Both of you assist at the same class of exorcist, but since you’re in different desk you’re in charge that this boy doesn’t sleep and pay attention

It’s a caos over there, you’re throwing him paper airplanes or if you have the chance to stand up, you pinch his arm in the way

Bon is always helping you cuz both of you share the same rudeness with Rin

When the class finally finish, both of you like to choose the long way to talk about anything and everything

After all, Rin is a gentleman, and he always, ALWAYS, walks you at home so you can arrive safe

Finally, when you arrive to your home, Rin hugs you in a gesture to say goodbye

IS IN HERE, WHEN YOU REALIZED SOMETHING IS GOING ON

In the moment his arms closed you to his chest, you started to feel an extremly nervousness and shyness

You were so schock that you didn't response to the hug, i mean, it wasn't weird at all, but your feelings catch you by surprised.

"What's going on? You're ears are red" he said.

"Nothing" you replied with a weird laugh.

"Really?"

"Yes, idiot, you can go now !!"

⨯ . ⁺ ✦ ⊹ ꙳ ⁺ ‧ ⨯. ⁺ ✦ ⊹ . * ꙳ ✦ ⊹

— Now you're a mix of feelings:

Now, you're attitude was a whole change of 360° grades.

Seriously

the next morning he arrive to your house, you're too thoughtful to understand that Rin was explaining you his theories of Shura's class

"Y/N, did you hear what I said?"

"Huh?"

"You didn't listen anything I was telling you!" he screamed annoyed, passing an arm around your shoulders.

The gesture freeze you completely and Rin notices it.

"Y/N, you're weird since yesterday" he said getting close to your face.

< those red ears, again > he thought.

"I NEED TO GO, I'M GETTING LATE TO THE CLASS" you screamed and start running to the wrong direction.

Rin was so confused that he scratch his head a little worried about your attitude.

Meanwhile he was asking everyone of you're presence, you were hiding in the library, trying to clear up your mind.

"I know this will happen" you said, a little bit angry with yourself.

"Happen what?" Shura asks, behind you.

You scream out of your lungs reaching a lot of -pissed- attention.

"Holyshit, you scared me"

"It´s not my fault you're acting weird, all the class was talking about you"

"Stupid Okumura" you mumble.

"Do you mind if I ask what's going on?" Shura asks confused, taking a book of the shelves to distract the librarian who was watching both of you long time ago.

"I think I start catching feelings for Okumura" you finally said.

Shura was surprised that you we're too honest, but a fine smile trace her lips when she notices that you were a mix of feelings.

"And what's the matter you like Yukio?" she ask, pissing you.

"Yukio?" you ask confused, opening your eyes worried by that supposition.

Shura was going to say finally the name of the other twin, when the librarian kick you out of the place. Leaving a special group boys surprised by the talk, they already heard.

"There's your answer, Okumura" Bon said. "Y/N likes your twin brother"

If Rin was confused at first, now on he was shock by all the information he heard.

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— Nobody knews the talk Shura had with you, but your attitude with Rin was a holy change:

Rin and you can't talk freely as they do

You always are in your thoughts and Rin is the same as you

You think is necessary to confess your feelings but isn't that easy

You don't want to lose his friendship

And you don't want to be humiliate

in the past a bitter experience caused you to no longer like confessing your feelings

So...you didn't admit it, but you were afraid.

You are afraid.

In the other hand, Rin is confused cuz he understand you can like his brother, everyone loves him. He's intelligent, handsome and brave.

But he can't accept that you didn't have the confidence to talk with him of that topic

He thought you we're best friends

Now, you don't joke with him, you don't go all the afternoons for a ice popsicle, you make your own breakfast, you don't visit his room and stay all the afternoon talking about mangas and playing with Kuroo.

He feels out of orbit.

"Rin" you said, taking out if his thoughts.

"Yes?" he asks.

"I don't think is a good idea to continue bringing me home"

He stop walking believing he heard wrong, and a evident "HUH" is in the air.

"What the fuck are you saying, Y/N?" he ask angry.

"Language, Okumura" You said, furrowing your brows.

"Language, my ass!" he scream. "You have been acting strange for weeks except with Yukio and Shura, did I do something wrong to have this attitude of yours?"

"Rin, isn't something we can talk in the middle of the institute" you said, stressed that a lot of people was watching the scene.

"I DON'T MIND IF EVERYONE IS WATCHING, JUST TELL ME"

Now, everyone is paying attention and you're getting angry.

"I'll say it again, I'm not talking about this topic here. If you don't calm your shit down, I'll leave" you challenge him, holding tightly to the strap of your bag.

He gets close to you.

He watch's you directly to your eyes

Oh god, his eyes

For an instant, the butterflies in your stomach were raising, but the anger was stronger. And your eyes were getting crystallizing by the anxiety.

He notices it, and when he was going to say something to mend the situation, he heard those words that freeze him eternally.

"Don't talk to me ever again, Okumura".

"What?"

"Stay away for me" you said, finally. Leaving quickly, feeling your heart in your throat and your breath stuck in your chest.

Rin was going to chase you, but Bon hold him up, leaving him and all the class surprised by your mad attitude.

You used to be happy, calm, rude and angry as a normal person. But the attitude recently you show...was so cold. Nobody expect that of you. No one except Shura that knows your feelings.

A/N: this wasn't supposed to be angst, but hell yeah...

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— THE DRAMA FINALLY END, but you weren't assisting school:

Your mom didn't pressure you

She knew what happen in the past and she understood your attitude.

You were eating a little bit, but you missed the lunches Rin prepared you. You missed his jokes, his laughs, his eyes, him.

You were so annoyed by your own attitude.

You were out of your mind.

All your life you were honest with all kinda people, but when it's about love, you're totally a dumbass.

You're phone was turned off all the week and Rin was getting anxious about you.

Nobody knew what happen with you

All the teachers said you were sick, but Rin didn't believe that. He was going to run out of classes, when Shura stopped him.

"Hey, kiddo. Calm down, where are you going?" she asks, clearly interested in the situation.

"It's not of your business, Shura" he said. "AUCH! WHY DID YOU HIT ME?"

"Are you going to see Y/N, aren't you?"

He nod, feeling his cheeks warm.

"Listen to me, you little dumb kid" Shura started. "The reason Y/N has those attitudes was because of you. I didn't want to say something cuz I appreciate her, but if you want to know. . . ask her directly, not in front of the middle of the school, idiot" she scold him.

"Ok, I admit it. Was my fault, but I was so stressed cuz I heard you both of you talking and I-"

"Nosy" she said, hitting him in the head. "Be a man and go an see if she isn't throwing by the window, she's a little impulsive like some guy I know"

Rin went to Y/N house the faster as he can, that when he finally arrives, he was just blanked. He saw Y/N in the street too thoughtful petting a cat that he didn't notice that a happy smile was tracing in his lips.

He reached you in silence when you stand up, you hit with his chest.

"IDIOT, WHAT ARE YOU-" the words were in the air in the instance your eyes met.

All the mixed feelings you were carrying all those weeks were finally a war all over your body.

"Rin" you finally said. feeling goosebumps just by saying his name.

He didn't response. He didn't know what to do. He got closer to you and before you said something. He hugged you. He hugged you with a gentleness that you feel dizzy just by smelling his cologne.

"I miss you" he finally said, hugging you more stronger.

"I miss you too, idiot" said honestly, corresponding to the hug.

Now on, you were in the park. Both of you in each swing waiting patiently for someone who can break the ice. You breathed harder and watch your jet black hair friend lost in his own thoughts.

“Rin��

“Y/N”

You hit him in the arm in the middle of a joyful laugh after that coincidence that Rin couldn’t help to dedicate you a warm smile tracing in his lips.

“I’m sorry for being so cold to you that day” you said.

“You don’t need to apologize, it was my fault. I put a lot of pressure on you and it wasn’t correct to expose you in front of all the school” he said, resting his face in chain of the swing.

You sigh, nodding with your head. You stop swinging and leaned to him in a chance to express yourself the things that were in your mind for a long time.

And the reason both of you were in this chaotic situation.

“I need you to tell you something, Okumura” you started, feeling your blood rushing harder through your veins.

“Woah, why you need to be so serious?” He asked with a piece of playfulness in his voice.

“Just, listen to me” you supplicated, closing your eyes pretty nervous.

He opened his eyes bigger as usual and placed all his attention on you.

“I think, no, sorry” you inhale nervously.

“If you are trying to broke our friendship is not fun enough, huh” he joked, watching your hand in his arm. You hit him, again.

“RIN OKUMURA, LET ME FINISH”

“Ok, I’m going to say it now” you said. You breathe again and speak as faster as you can. “Im in love with you and I was to shy to say it cuz you’re my best friend and I didn’t want to break our friendship and now on, you’re watching me weird, what’s the matter?” You said the final phrase in a scream, preparing your feet to run for your life.

“What?”

“I’m not going to say it again” you said, covering your face with both hands.

“I thought you liked Yukio” he said shocked, not moving your eyes from you, contemplating how your hair falling in your hands that covered your face.

Rin was going to take your hands when you lift your head just to scream “WHAT?”

“I never liked Yukio, how do you get to that conclusion?” You continue, showing your red ears and cheeks standing up of the swing and begin to walk from one place to another.

Now, he was embarrassed. He mumbled the response to himself and for an instance you need to get closed to his face so you can hear.

He instantly got red by the closeness. You were a mess too but your curiosity was more.

“That time you run like a crazy donkey, I told to the guys that you were acting weird. Izumo proposed that you’ll be in the library. So…all the boys went there and in the exact moment Shura was asking you what happen, we heard that you liked Yukio” he told you, watching how the iris of your eyes make smaller.

“Idiots. I didn’t even say that. Shura proposed that on purpose” you explained, bending down at the height of him.

“Well, that’s a relief…”he mumble, passing a hand over his hair.

You didn’t understand what he was trying to suggest with that reply. But you were standing up when he stopped you taking delicately your hand.

“Don’t go. You didn’t hear my opinion about your feelings”

“I know what you’re going to say and it’s okay, I don’t mind ignoring this and continue being -“

A soft pair of lips were in yours, stopping your speech.

"I was trying to say that I like you too" Rin smiled. He contemplate your reaction for a second. Your cheeks and ears were red as always. Your eyes were sparkling. And your brows were furrowed in a funny gesture showing your tsundere facade.

He was stunned by the way you looked and the way you looked at him.

Like a dumbass he leaned into you, again. Waiting for a kiss. Rin was telling you that with his eyes. But you tried to provoke him just a little.

"What?" you raised a brow crossing your arms in front of your chest.

"I'm waiting my kiss, I gave you one, it's time to give me one in return"

You looked at the sky being a blushing and erratic mess trying to concentrate

"I'm still waiting ~ " he sang, enjoying the view.

"Oh shut up, you idiot" you said finally closing the distance between the two of them, giving him a much more needy but still sweet kiss.

"Thank you, sweetie. I love you" Rin said, hugging you harder.

"I hate you" you said, laughing after the guy of your dreams make you tickles trying to give you a butterfly kiss.

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